I don’t think I’ll ever be able to recover from “A Spring Without You is Coming”
Thanks to it Chuuya will forever be ill and passed away in my mind
“If you could wish for one thing, what would it be?”
“D-do you re..mem..ber the ch-erry blos..soms we saw t-toget..her as chil-dren.”
“Mm. I..I want to visit… there again.”
“Shut… up D-dazai. What w-would you… wish for.”
“I’d wish for-“
“Look Chuuya…”
“It’s snowing in November. How odd is that.”
“What ar…e you talk..ing about D..aza..i…it’s always snow..ing.”
“Neh Chuuya…I just had the most terrible dream…You’d slipped away while I was asleep so I didn’t even get to say goodbye.”
“Chuuya…This is all just a bad dream right..”
“Happy Birthday, Chuuya.”
Chuuya’s suffering’s finally over…
But at the cost of his life….
He can finally sleep peacefully….
He can finally rest…. Sniff**
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asolei... ajkal amar pochondogulo vishon palte geche...k jane r du bochor par hote giye arow kotto kichu palte jabe....kichu bolar nai... obosho ...ekta golpo boli...eta kono gf kinba bf er golpo noi abar kono crush erw golpo noi.... jodiyo goltar bishoy valobash,seta shikkhok-sk=hikkharthir valobashar golpo....
suru korchi...
amar clg jibon shuru 2018 te... amader clger kichu torun sir achen tarmoddhe mostofa sir ekkebare diba shakhar sob meyeder crush...emono bolte sunechi j ekjoner samne r ekjon bolte parto na j mostofa sir amar crush...vishon mojar. ekbar amar apu bolechilo j toder clg er bangla bivage mostofa sir achen....humm...tbe amar kono sir k kokhonoi crush bole mone hoi nai. 2019 sale bangla bivager bosontote ami groupe dance e chilam. bivagei practice hoto teacher-raw segulo dekhten jeheto eta ekat boro programe chilo. amar ekta bishoi chokhe legeche j... sir ekbarow amar ba amader dike takaiii nai. nicher dike takiye chilen.
er porer bosonte ami chilam na. tarporer bochor to holoi na ebar ami amar priyo bangla bivage. 16ii decembar er deyaliar kaje kobita.. srijonsil kajer jonno puro bivage poricito hoye gelam...bijoi diboshe central programme amio chilam..tai deyalika oposthaponer somoi chilamii na tbe amar hate manano mancitrer jonno puro clg e bangla bivag sobar mukhe shuna jacchilo..jai hok programe ta darun chilo...program shese sir amai bolchen khub valo chilo, dekhlam next programe tomakei dekhte hobe bangla bivager hoi..ami to moha khushi karon amake amar bivager teacher bolechilen. er age kokhonoi sir amar sathe kotha bolenni. tarpor ase 26she march central programe thakar kotha thakleo amar kobitar protijogita thakai.. paractice e chilam na tai nije thekei finale jai ni tbe sadiya mem r ontora mem bolechilo tumi finale thako- monche othe jeow, jekhane ekdin practice e na thakar karone monche othtei dei na sejaigai eta amar kache onnorkm pawa chilo,tbe ami jai ni. sei jonno 26she march er deyalikai ami chilam..amader bivager deyalikar dayitto porechilo mostofa sir er opor sir er sathe prothom kaj.. obosho totodine bivager sby amake ooonek ador korto. intare j sir BNCC kortam bole class theke ber kore dito abar adorw korto... sei sir dekhe bolen oo to amar student. jai hok 25she march deyalikar kaj baki deparment head sedin amar sathe prothaom kotha bollen, boso kaj shes koro ritimoto ami to colei giyechilam garite otbo tbe amar khub icche korlo ami deyalika korbo kmn dekhi...dowre cole gelam. tokhon baje 5.30ta kaj korte korte prai 8.00ta apu to phone na peye ritimoto department e call diyadichen...
vulta amari chilo deri hobe bollei partam...kaj korte parchi sei annonde vulei gechi phonta samne rakhar kotha.. ammu to call dicche to dicche, se porjayer khati bangla kobita amai sunan. ami sir k bolbo ammur sathe taw bolte parchi na obosho puro bishoy sir kheyal korechilen pore ei obostha dekhe bolen, "accha, tomar ammuke call diye amake daw." bas basar boka theke rokkha pelam deyalika oposthaponer dayitto sir amake dilen. ami pura voye she kivabe ki korbo kokhono to oposthapon kori na... jai hok, sir bolen tumi parba valo kichu hbe r na hole somossha nai tomra to cesta korcho..
erpor 4din por bosonto onusthan, jeta kebol bangla bivag kore ami porlam moha jamelai je ekta event e thake se r bakigulate thakte parbe na.. rabina apu bolse oposthapona korbi, dipa di bolche nach e tui amar satheii thakbi ami janni eta, raihan vaiya bolse tui kobita korbi...ki muskil. ei jotilota department head kei dekhte holo. tini rai den amar gula emon vabe serial koro jate ami sob gulo suntor vabe korte pari...mane kobita, nach, oposthapona eksathe... jai hok oposthaponai ami prothombar chilam, practice colakalei mostofa sirer dak bollen nupur r tamid ami tomader nam pathai dichi bitorker jonno...manosik prostuti rakhiyo...ebar to ami mone mone bolchi sob gelo...amarei chokkhe dekhe..
bosonter koyekdin por dekhi amar departmenter head ebong onnano sir-mem amake dekhlei kotha bole kmn achi jiges kore. mostofa sir dekhei dariye bolchen, tomar kalker oposthapona valo chilo lege thako valo kichu hbe.
incourse colche 6ta subjceter 4ta tei ami sir er samner benche chilam sir etaw kheal rekhechilen tarmoddhe ekdin amader hole chilen fan er batashe 1st benche 3 joner khatai ore jai jai obostha sir ei obostha thekanor jonno nijer fan ghuran eabar batase onar behal dosha kichu somoi por fan bondho korte baddho hon. er porer exam er amar boi-toi kichu na porte pari nai tai dekhe likhar jonno ekkebare pichoner ekkornare boschilam. oi din sir pasher roome chilen humayun sir ektu bahire jawyai mostofa sir kei aste hoi tarage sir 4bar ase dekhe gelen prai examer majhamajhi somoi sir hothat bollen ajke nupur ase nai.. ami shes bencher theke bolchi "sir, ami eikhane" tini heshe bollen," khub subidha okhane tai naa". abar shes exam sir amader cls e 2ghonta howa chara kawke ber hote diben na esei goshona dilen
tarpor roton dar jonno shahajjer jonno taka tulchilo amai mem dekechile ei bishoye kotha bolar jonno thik se muhurtei munni mem ese chine khub anononde memke dekhei joriye dorefelam, sir o ese kotha bolchen tokhon sir amar dike khub obak hoye dekchilen amar mone hocchilo j amar kono kaj hoita khub baje chilo tai eivabe takiyechilen. erpor besh koyekdin bondho chilo clg ekdin hothat sir-er nock
department e ese dekha koro kinto sir sedin chilen na. 7diner training e cole gechen..mone mone moha khushi jak ottodine bitorko shesh. kinto emonta hoini...ghoteche valobashar r shekhar r ekta rasta..
In 2023 Dr. Ronald E. Hall shared the idea of creating “Melanin Minutes” consisting of short segments featuring content relative to colorism. The first Melanin Minute aired at the Inaugural Ronald E. Hall Conference on Colorism on August 17, 2023.
Dr. Shannan Moore, Assistant Editor of the Journal of Colorism Studies (JOCS) and member of the Colorism Project’s research team created and produced…
The Dokkaebi King became "the wall dividing the world" to protect Kim Dokja as to Han Sooyung 1863rd's last request. He follows tsl123 because she is the "god" that created the world of WOS. As a storyteller, he is abide to accept her as she completes the story he lustfully read on. A chronicler can not record history without reading or seeing it (I know, that's self-explanatory, it's stupid to add it but...oh well-). Am I correct?
And I ask, what does it mean by "There were some existences without a fleshed-out past that had to simply ‘exist’ until belatedly, they were permitted to acquire their histories. Beings that didn’t ‘exist’ until the author decided to give them a backstory."?
Specifically, why has it come to that when it is happening right now in par with the present orv, reading that they remember their own past?
⸢The existence that opened the ‘scenario’ in this world, and the one who connected the two world-lines as one.⸥
[The 4th Wall] spoke up instead of Han Su-Yeong’s trembling lips.
⸢D on t be so su rpri sed ev en I rea lis ed it ju st now⸥
“What did you say?”
⸢I al so di dn’t kn ow who I w as⸥
There were some existences without a fleshed-out past that had to simply ‘exist’ until belatedly, they were permitted to acquire their histories. Beings that didn’t ‘exist’ until the author decided to give them a backstory.
⸢I be ca me com ple te be cau se of y o u⸥
The scenes from the moments when the ‘paid service’ got underway brushed past her mind. The moment when the two world-lines of reality and fiction became one, and the 1863rd turn’s Dokkaebi King standing right in the middle.
⸢W h y I ha d to bec ome a w a l l di vid ing the wo rld⸥
The Dokkaebi King became the wall that divided the world.
⸢W h y I ha d to pro tec t Kim Dok Ja⸥
And then, it carried out the last favour its ‘god’ had asked of it.
⸢Y o u di dn’t re mem ber m e⸥
The existence that repeated one single story for a long, long time, and the one who became addicted to that story, constantly lusting after it.
A while back I got an ask about how Emily would react to Tracer getting the chronal accelerator ripped off by Doomfist and I launched into a long meta rant--I owe those two a proper ficlet.
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Emily was twisting the bracelet on her wrist with anxiety as she followed Sojourn through the Singaporean hospital. Overwatch had flown her in, and despite the constant assurances that Lena would be fine, Emily’s worry had only increased in hours it took to fly here.
“The news report said minor injuries,” said Emily, walking next to Sojourn.
“And they were,” Sojourn’s hands were pocketed, “Physically, she’s virtually unharmed... temporally...”
“Oh no...” said Emily.
“It’s all right!” Sojourn said quickly, “Winston was able to put together an...ionized tachyon field? I think that’s what he called it. He told me it will definitely keep her stable until he can finish repairs on the chronal accelerator.” The two of them stopped in front of a room with two Overwatch security agents flanking the door. Sojourn gave them a nod and they opened the door for her. They stepped in and Emily’s hand went over her mouth. Tracer was in what appeared to be a hard-light cube--Overwatch’s access to Hard-lIght technology was only by the whims of the Vishkar Corporation, so what projector they did have on hand was about the size of an industrial air conditioner and took up half the room. Inside the cube, Tracer was sitting cross-legged on a futon on the floor, frowning over a heavily sticky-noted copy of ‘Quantum Physics for Dummies (Law of Causality Violation Edition).’ She perked up at the two figures entering the room and blue light bloomed around her.
“E--em!” her voice and image fizzled in blue light for a second before suddenly appearing at the hard light partition, her hands pressed to the glass-like hard-light. Joy lit up her features, but as Emily pressed a hand to the partition over hers, that expression faded into guilt. “It’s not as b-ad as it looks-ooks.” She said, blue light distorting her like a crappy television signal, her voice like a scratched and skipping CD.
“Lena...” Emily started.
“I’m se-rious! This is nothing compared to af-af-after the slipstr-ea-m-eam!” said Tracer, forcing a smile, “And Winston-on says he’ll have the new-new-new-ew chronal accelerator ready in a couple hou-r-s-hhours!”
“...I think getting you excited might not be helping...” said Sojourn.
“I’m g-good-good. I can control it!” Tracer insisted. She took a steadying breath. “I. Can. Control. It.” she said firmly, the blue light not overtaking her once as she spoke and then her face lit up with excitement before flinching as blue light distorted her image again. Both Emily and Sojourn gave her a worried look and Tracer held up the book. “I’ve been do-doing-ing homework,” said Tracer, “The hard part-art about fi-i-i-ighting is figuring out where the recalls leave me in relation to things but in-nin-in here, it’s sta-stabilized” she gestured at the hard-light containment chamber she had been put in, “Once I get the chron-chronal accelerator back, I ju-ust need to remem-mem-mem-ber where I am, where I’ve been, and where I’m going to be at ev-every zeptosecond and...” she trailed off and glanced down at the book, “Maybe it’ll do some-something?”
Sojourn huffed a little. “Well, learning quantum physics can’t hurt,” she said with a shrug.
“It does hurt, actually,” said Tracer, smiling and rubbing her forehead, “I’ve got a ripping headache-ache. But tha-at-at could be the...” she trailed off and looked at Emily, not wanting her to worry, “It’s fine.”
“I’ll leave you two alone,” said Sojourn, walking out of the room. Tracer sighed, leaned her back against the hard-light barrier and slid down it to a slumped sitting position on the floor.
“In fair-airness,” she said quietly, “I did tell you things-ings could get weird.”
“I don’t mind the weird,” said Emily, leaning her own back to the partition, hugging her knees, “I just... don’t want to lose you.”
“You won’t,” said Tracer.
“You didn’t phase out that time,” said Emily, smiling.
“Told you I was getting the ha-ang of it--Oh boll-ocks-ocks-ocks,” said Tracer, blue light fizzing around her, “It’ll get bett-better, Em. We beat Doomfist-ist-ist! We’ll have Tal-Tal-Talon on the run!”
“I know, just...” Emily glanced down, “You do so much already. You fight so hard already. But Lena, you’re like this because of Overwatch! Not because of Talon! And Overwatch took this--this--thing they did to you and they turned it around and they act like you’re some kind of superhero!”
“They did-idn’t do it to me on purpose,” said Tracer, glancing down, “And if I can use this-is-is thing to help people....” Tracer looked over her shoulder at Emily leaning against the barrier and Tracer knocked her knuckles on the barrier. Emily glanced up and Tracer spread her fingers against the pale blue of the hard-light. Emily put her palm up on the partition over hers once more. “We’ll take-ake a break once Winston fix-ixes the accelerator. P-p-promise. I know-ow this looks bad, but things are only-ly-ly going to get bet-better from here.”
“I hope you’re right,” said Emily, sighing, “...well at least we’re traveling. You did say we’d travel, too.”
“Let’s get durian after this,” said Tracer. Emily could hear the smile in Tracer’s voice, “Appare-pare-ently it’s supposed to-to-to smell horrible.”
A man wrought in the fires of teenage boyband hyper-stardom is not afraid of a little commotion. Still when Harry Styles — the One Direction matinée idol turned languid Gen Z icon — tweeted, at 1.01 pm GMT on Wednesday afternoon, that he would be taking his upcoming album Fine Line on tour, you could, if attuned to the correct demographic frequency, hear the howl echo around the internet: guttural, hungry, ululating. This was a pseudo-religious experience: one viral meme depicted the Pope holding a copy of his album aloft. The announcement has been retweeted almost 70,000 times.
The 25-year old is a tour veteran — he spent five years and five albums strapped to the thundering 1D juggernaut — but this new tour is his first as a bona fide solo brand. The album, his first in two years, is synth-soaked and soulful, the album’s aesthetic fever-dreamy. Granted, he’s not the first person to go to SoCal, try a few magic mushrooms and declare himself radically transformed, but the results are beguiling — and certainly a world away from his years as a Simon Cowell Ken doll. Since his last record, he has co- hosted t he Met Gala and been reborn as an Alessandro Michele muse. This is your Styles crib sheet.
Melody maker
Styles’s new album — written under a tie-dye mist after taking the aforementioned psychedelics, which also resulted in a mishap in which he bit off the tip of his tongue — is “all about having sex and feeling sad”, which, granted, as a topline, does not wildly differentiate the record from the genre of “al l other music ever”. Still, the early signs for Fine Line are encouraging. Its first single, Lights Up—which has been streamed almost 100 million times on Spotify —is synth-y, soulful, understatedly anthemic, very different to, and better than, the lead single on his last solo record, the Seventies, soft-rock Sign of the Times( it still, of course, hit No 1), and very, very different from anything he did with 1D. Many thousands of words have been written about whether there is a bisexual subtext to Lights Up. It has been noted that the song was released on National Coming Out Day, that Styles’s sexuality has been subject to frenzied speculation before, the video features an oiled-up, topless Styles gyrating around men and women, and that the lyrics (“Shine, I’m not ever going back/ Shine, step into the light”) could be interpreted as a meaningful revelation of sorts. Certainly, he has become a queer icon — especially with Gen Z — who are thrilled by his selection of genderqueer singer-songwriter King Princess as his support act for the European part of his tour. Speaking of collaborators, Styles worked on the album with producers Tyler Johnson, who has worked with Taylor Swift, Miley Cyrus and Ed Sheeran, and Jeff Bhasker, who has collaborated wit h Mark Ronson and Kanye West, and his friend, Tom Hull, aka Kid Harpoon, who co-wrote Shake It Out for Florence + The Machine. He has also been granted a fairy godmother: Stevie Nicks, who called him her “little muse” at Fleetwood Mac’s hyped Wembley headline gig i n J une. “S he’s a l ways there for you,” Styles has said in the past. “She knows what you need: advice, a little wisdom, a blouse, a shawl.” Sure.
Got Styles
Any young man raised in the white heat of a boyband spotlight must be granted the space to find his fashion path; Styles has done so with no missteps and exuberant pleasure. Once upon a time, he would semaphore his individuality with a bandana; now, he turns up to a cover interview with Rolling Stone in a white floppy hat, blue denim bell-bottoms and Gucci shades, his nails coloured pink and green. His favourite trousers, until he lost them on the beach, were a pair of mustard corduroy flares; this week, he wore a Lanvin sweater vest with a sheep design that sent a coterie of London menswear stylists into throes of ecstasy. He wears floral suits and Cuban heels, ruffled, New Romantic shirts, Charles Jeffrey jumpsuits and pussy- bow blouses. It is flamboyant, self-consciously Bowie/Jagger, and in Gen Z parlance, “very extra”. His stylist Harry Lambert is partial to an extravagant collar, dramatic neckline and a voluminous trouser.
Besides Lambert, another part of this evolution has been his relationship with Gucci’s creative director Michele, who has turned the Italian heritage brand into the ultimate post-gender luxury fashion label, the first to merge their menswear and womenswear, and dispatch male models down the catwalk in dresses and women in suits. A good look for a Gen Z idol.
With the brand
Notably, the branding on this album and its tour artwork is consistent with this new look Styles. The album cover features Styles i n white custom- made Gucci bell bottoms and a Pepto Bismol-pink shirt, open almost to the waist, shot by mod-goth Tim Walker with a fisheye lens (it is Walker’s hand in that S&M glove you can see in the left-hand corner). In the dreamy video for Lights Up he wears a glittery suit and suspenders, in a sort of hallucinatory version of Saturday Night Fever. Into it.
Stand up
Then there’s his voice — not the music, but the activism. Even as one-fifth of a boyband manufactured by Cowell’s algorithm, he was quick, quippy and itching to go off-message; but now that he controls his own, he is amplifying causes such as Black Lives Matter and End Gun Violence. He wore stickers for both on his guitar on his last tour, which might sound small, except that photographs of Styles gallop around the digital world at hyperspeed. At concerts, he has waved pride, bi and trans flags, and a Black Lives Matter flag. He once borrowed a flag from an audience member at a show in Philadelphia that read, “Make America Gay Again”. At a show on his last tour, he declared: “If you are black, if you are white, if you are gay, if you are straight, if you are transgender — whoever you are, whoever you want to be, I support you.”
A vocal, engaged fandom of teenage girls minted his multimillion-pound fortune; he is loyal and admiring of their zeal. “They’re the most honest — especially if you’re talking about teenage girls, but older as well,” he told Rolling Stone this summer. “They have that bullshit detector. We’re so past that dumb outdated narrative of ‘Oh, these people are girls, so they don’t know what they’re talking about.’ They’re the ones who know what they’re talking about. They’re the people who listen obsessively. They f***ing own this shit. They’re running it.” Obviously, he’s a feminist. “Of course men and women should be equal. I don’t want credit for being a feminist. I think the ideals of feminism are pretty straightforward.” An icon is born.