catching feelings
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A six-page, black-and-white digital comic based on Puzz's "Cally o'Pia" Psychonauts AU. Page-by-page descriptions and text transcripts are below.
PAGE 1:
An inset panel shows a detail shot of several cans and bottles of beer, then a full-page spread shows Oleander (looking normal but sans facial scar, wearing boots, simple pants and a t-shirt with rolled-up sleeves) and Cal (who has both arms, shoulder-length hair, and glasses like his childhood self; he is wearing a sleeveless sweater, a wrap skirt with several patches, two fanny packs, several necklaces and bracelets similar to Cassie's, ribbed socks and sandals) drinking together. Oleander is sitting on a couch, chugging a bottle, while Cal sits on the floor leaning back against the couch, holding a bottle in one hand and grinning. There are various bottles and cans scattered around the floor. There are several blank speech bubbles around them, implying they are having an animated but unheard conversation.
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There are three panels arranged in a straight horizontal row. The first shows Cal grinning and leaning over to elbow Oleander, who is sitting on the couch behind him, grinning back. The second cuts in closer as Oleander suddenly puts an arm around Cal and kisses him on the mouth; Cal reacts with visible surprise. The final panel cuts in even closer as Cal leans into the kiss, working an arm around Oleander's back, while Oleander holds him tighter with one arm around his shoulders and the other coming to rest on his arm.
PAGE 3:
The first panel is a large detail shot close on Oleander and Cal, with a sparkly background behind them. They have broken the kiss but still have their arms around each other, both blushing and grinning. Oleander, with hearts in his speech bubbles, says "Heh. Gimme a sec. I'll be back~".
The second and third panels are arranged next to each other. The second panel shows an over-the-shoulder shot of Cal sitting in front of the couch, watching Oleander stagger over to an open doorway to the outside, which has drapery and beads hanging from the archway. The third panel shows the same shot, but Oleander is now outside, doubled over and retching. The fourth and final panel is underneath these two, showing Oleander - grinning but looking slightly haggard - walking back in with a thumbs-up and saying "OK I'm back in it". Cal, with a forced, tense grin, responds, "I'm gonna go find you some mouthwash."
PAGE 4:
The first panel shows Cal with a look of concentration and one hand raised near his temple, using his psychic powers to hover around various toiletries. He says to himself, "Ughhh c'mon. I know I have some around here somewhere". The next, smaller panel to the right shows him holding up a bottle of mouthwash with a triumphant grin, saying, "A-HA!! Awright, here we--" He interrupts himself as the third panel - a larger full-page spread - reveals him staring at Oleander, who has passed out face-down on the couch, visibly snoring. A final, small inset panel shows him sighing and grinning, apparently fondly.
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The first panel, a full-page spread, shows Cal grinning and raising a hand to his temple as he psychically carries a sleeping Oleander, who has one arm folded on his chest and the other dangling limply to his side. Cal has removed his wrap skirt and has it hanging from one arm like a blanket, revealing the flower-pattern capri pants he's wearing; his two fanny packs are also dangling from his other arm.
The second panel shows Cal having placed the sleeping Oleander on a mattress, tucking him in with the wrap-skirt blanket. Oleander lies with one arm above him on the mattress and the other over his stomach. Wall drapery hangs behind the mattress. A few of Cal's necklaces and bracelets are on the floor next to the mattress, implying he's in the middle of removing them.
The third and fourth panels are underneath; in the third, Cal, having removed his jewelry, lies down next to Oleander with his arms crossed and a nervous expression. In the fourth, Oleander rolls over, putting an arm around Cal, visibly surprising him.
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There is a single, small, borderless panel in the center of the page, showing Cal and Oleander lying together on the mattress, with Cal lying on top of the blanket. Oleander is turned with his face nestled into Cal's shoulder and his arm around him, sound asleep and snoring. Cal carefully places his arms around Oleander while staring straight ahead, visibly blushing and flustered. A thought bubble above his head, with hearts floating all around it, reads simply "Oh no."
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Memory - Trigun Stampede
guess who's still going on about trigun stampede. anyway we aren't surprised, here's our favourite eulogist wolfwood with a cold and being a big grump to vash (with a touch of angst because if it's a finnpeach fic there will be angst).
comments, tags, and feedback always loved and giggled over <3
once again set between episode 4 and 5, but slight spoilers if you haven't seen episode 6 :)
It takes two days for them to get closer to the next outpost after their second encounter with a worm. On the way, they ran into a couple of travelers that needed help, and Vash obviously insisted they stop and assist them. The next day when they set out again, the car broke down and Roberto and Vash had to spend the whole day trying to fix it until it ran again.
Wolfwood had started feeling a dull ache in his head and a soreness in his throat the night they escaped the first worm. He chalked it up to being dehydrated, but when he woke up the next morning with a throbbing pain in his sinuses and a cough in his chest, he knew he’d caught a cold.
He hasn’t been sick since his days at the orphanage. Frankly, he doesn’t even know how he got sick, but guesses he picked something up when they were inside the worm, or just simply from over exhausting himself the past few days. Either way, he feels like shit and is starting to lose his capacity for hiding it.
Vash, of course, is the first to notice. They’re sitting in the backseat of the vehicle, watching the next outpost grow closer when the first sneeze of many sneaks up on Wolfwood. He has barely enough time to rip the cigarette out of his mouth before—
“Huh’EGhZTSSHh!” He steeples his hands over his nose and mouth, cigarette pinched between his pointer and middle finger as he pitches forward in the seat. Ugh, that had hurt his throat. Wolfwood slumps back into the seat with a sniffle and rubs at his nose, beginning to feel miserable.
“Are you okay?” There comes that soft, sensitive voice, dripping with genuine concern. Wolfwood fights the urge to roll his eyes. Vash is looking at him with an inquisitive gaze, leaning forward slightly towards him as if to get a better look.
Wolfwood grits his teeth. “I’mb fide,” he mutters, hating that his voice is already thick with congestion. He places the cigarette against his lips and puffs out a cloud of smoke in an irritated huff. Meryl and Roberto are bickering away up front, oblivious to their conversation.
“You shouldn’t smoke if you have a cold.”
God, does he ever let up? “I told you I’mb fide, needle-noggid, let it go. It was just a sdneeze.”
He takes another long drag from his cigarette. Unfortunately, he does not prove his point. The smoke catches in his throat and sends him into a coughing fit.
Suddenly, there’s a hand against his back, patting him through the fit. It’s surprising enough to distract him from the tightness in his throat and make the coughs subside.
Vash is smiling at him, his hand extended across Wolfwood’s back. Wolfwood slaps at his wrist with a growl and turns back towards the window. He wishes Vash would just leave him alone.
Hurt, Vash whimpers a little and rubs his wrist. He aches to do something for him, but decides it’s best to leave Wolfwood be for a bit, lest he gets bitten.
They decide to make camp about a half a mile from the outpost. It’s getting late and they don’t want to sneak into the town when there’s likely to be police or headhunters crawling about at night. Meryl and Roberto busy themselves with the sleeping rolls and dinner while Vash and Wolfwood set up the fire.
The sneezing has only coupled in frequency since they’ve stopped to make camp. He’s had to forgo carrying around his cross just to make sure he doesn’t slip a disc every time a sneeze makes him pitch forward.
“Hh’EGHTSHHhh! Hh’EHGXSTh’huh!” Wolfwood nearly drops the firewood that time, stumbling forward in the sand. Vash is there in an instant and steadies him with a hand to his shoulder.
Wolfwood shakes his head and tosses the firewood down. “Thagks,” he mumbles, coughing offhandedly into his wrist. His sinuses feel heavy with snot and his throat is killing him. He wishes the sand would swallow him whole right now.
Vash passes him a water flask and Wolfwood hesitates a second as he unscrews the cap. He doesn’t want to get everyone else sick if they share the flask, so he decides to waterfall it instead.
“See? I knew it.” Vash says with an elated grin, noticing Wolfwood’s caution. He looks like a kid who just guessed a riddle correctly. “You are sick. You should—“
“You should mind your own business, blondie. Leave me alone.” Wolfwood thrusts the flask against Vash’s chest and crouches down to arrange the firewood. His head is pounding. He’d like nothing more than to get out of this sun and lay down in a nice bed, or take a bath, or anything rather than be out here in the sweltering desert with a cold that’s growing worse by the minute. He lights a piece of newspaper on fire and sets it amongst the wood, watching as the sparks float up into the sunset sky.
Vash, despite looking like a puppy that’s been kicked, leaves him alone and heads over to Meryl and Roberto. They exchange some words, and then Vash is gone.
Good riddance, Wolfwood thinks. Maybe now he can sneeze in peace without being fussed over. He lights another cigarette and sits down by the fire. The smoke tingles in his sinuses as he inhales and he ends up sneezing again.
“Huh’EHDSSHhT’chuh! Hih.. hih’EHDZSSH’YUE! Hhh.. he’eh…!” He catches the loud, grating sneezes into his hands, biting the cigarette between his teeth. The last one leaves him hanging, sitting there with his head tilted back, eyebrows twitching in sneezy irritation, the cigarette dangling on his bottom lip. When it still doesn’t come, he decides to try something that used to work when he was younger. He taps the side of his nose and the effect is immediate.
“H’EHTSssHhh’ue! Heh’EHDTZzSSH’huh!” He doesn’t have enough time to cover and the cigarette shoots out of his mouth with the final spraying sneeze, landing pathetically in the sand. His shades are askew on his nose, which has started to run profusely. To add insult to injury, his sneezes have gathered attention again.
“Jeez, Wolfwood, that sounds bad. Are you sure you’re feeling okay?” Meryl asks as she unrolls her bed roll a few feet away from the fire. Roberto does the same. He’s not looking at Wolfwood, but he’s clearly listening.
“Will you all just shut up? I’b fide. Drop it.” He pulls his cigarette pack out of his pocket and clicks his tongue against his teeth when he sees that there’s none left.
He turns to Roberto, who is currently taking a heavy drag off his own cigarette. “Hey, you got another cigarette I can borrow?”
“Sorry, kid, but Vash told me not to give you one till your cold gets better.” Roberto chuckles as Wolfwood's face twists in pure rage.
“Where is needle-noggid adyway?” Wolfwood sniffles back his congestion. He despises how hoarse his voice is starting to sound.
“He didn’t tell you? He went into town to get medicine. Should be back soon,” Meryl says as she passes around cans of stew. It’s their meagre dinner for the evening until they can resupply at the next town.
Wolfwood wants to rip his hair out. He can literally feel the irritation and anger bubbling in him like hot steam in a teapot. How many times does he have to tell him to fuck off? He doesn’t need medicine, and he doesn’t need anyone’s pity. He rejects the proffered can of stew and opts to lay down on his bedroll, wishing sleep would take him and get him away from these people that care too much.
After about an hour or so of laying there feeling sorry for himself, Vash reappears above him. The sun has nearly completely set, save for a few strokes of pink and red that paint the sky.
Vash looks down at him with a soft, gentle grin. Wolfwood wants to smack the smile off his face.
“Hey, Wolfwood, I got you some medicine from the town. You should take it so you don’t get worse.” Vash hands him a little packet of pills and the water flask again.
Wolfwood is beyond fighting at this point. His muscles ache with fatigue, and a sinus headache is starting to creep up on him. He takes two of the pills and downs them with the water before flopping back down on his bedroll again. It’s starting to get cold now that the sun is down, though it could be a fever settling in. Either way, he wraps his arms around himself and scoots closer to the fire as Vash and Meryl and Roberto start chatting. Above, the sky is bright with millions of twinkling stars, and the moon casts her soft luminescent gleams over them. His eyes grow heavy and his breathing starts to deepen. Wolfwood lets the sound of their conversation and the crackle of the fire lull him to sleep.
He dreams for the first time in a while. He’s a child again and is back at the orphanage. He’s alone, laying in the infirmary with only a thin blanket to stop the shivers that rack his entire body. It’s so cold.
This is a distant memory to him. Everything seems cloudy, grey, hazy. He can’t make sense of it. Had it happened this way? He’d had a high fever, and was quarantined away from the other children. Only one managed to sneak in to see him.
“Nico?” Comes a small, cautious voice. What was once a dim, grey memory now bursts alight with colour in his presence.
“L-Livio,” he says through chattering teeth. Livio is standing beside the bed, unsure. He’s never wandered somewhere unknown without Wolfwood. How did he get into the infirmary?
“G-Go away, you’ll get sick.” He coughs into his fist, twisting away from the other boy as much as possible.
Livio doesn’t answer, just stares at Wolfwood with his big owl eyes and looks him over. Silently, he climbs into bed under the blanket and curls against his friend’s side. His face nuzzles against Wolfwood’s neck as he wraps his smaller body around him.
Warmth spreads through his body as if he’s being caressed by the summer sun. The shivers slowly start to subside, no match against the warmth, as he relaxes against Livio.
Yes, this is exactly how it happened.
Except, his grey hair is starting to tickle his nose, and the sensation is so real that it wakes him up.
Wolfwood awakes with a start. “Livio?” Where is he?
He takes a moment to gather his bearings. He’s not at the orphanage, he’s camped out under the stars with two journalists and an outlaw. Right.
The burning itch in his nose is back. Something feathery and blonde is tickling his nostrils, and he looks down to see someone nestled against his shoulder, their body curled around his. Its owner is snoring softly beneath him.
Vash?!
“H’EGhNXT’shh!” Wolfwood sneezes as the tickle becomes too strong, twisting his head to the side so he doesn’t sneeze all over Vash. Anger sparks in his chest like a fuse.
Wolfwood shoves the sleeping Vash off of him and scrambles away. The cold is eager to reclaim him and seeps into his body in an instant.
“Vash! What the fuck?!” He hisses, like water pouring over coals.
Vash gives a little start and shakes his head. “Huh…?” He gazes up at Wolfwood with sleepy, confused eyes. He seems surprised to suddenly find himself laying on the ground.
“Why were you sleeping on me?!” There’s a heavy weight across his body. Wolfwood looks down to see Vash’s red coat lying across him, keeping out the cold desert air.
Vash yawns and rubs his eyes. “You were shivering, so I came over to keep you warm. And you were talking in your sleep for a while. Who’s Livio?”
Wolfwood feels panic rise within him at hearing someone speak Livio’s name. He grabs the red coat and tosses it at Vash’s face, who doesn’t catch it in time and ends up wrestling the coat off his head, falling onto his back.
“No one. Go back to sleep,” he growls, turning onto his side so his back is facing Vash. He wants to forget this ever happened. He wants to go back to that dream. And now that he’s awake, he’s rudely reminded of how sick he feels.
He shivers involuntarily when a sharp breeze howls against his back, the sensation chilling him to the bone. Wolfwood sniffles and tries to ignore the fact that he needs to sneeze again. He pinches his nose, rubs it angrily against his sleeve, but it’s no good.
“Hih’EDTZSSHhh’uh!” He tents his hands over his nose again to catch the wet sneeze. He sniffles thickly and coughs, his eyes brimming with irritated tears. Suddenly, there’s a heavy weight placed down gently across him. Wolfwood opens his eyes to see Vash tucking his red coat around the curve of his body.
“I told you I dod’t need—“
“Just sleep with it tonight, okay? You do need it.” His tone is firm, commanding. It’s so different from his typical soft, kind voice. It leaves no room for argument. Vash tucks in one final corner around his hips before laying back down again.
Wolfwood relents and decides that being warm under Vash’s coat beats shivering all night long. He tucks his chin under the coat and closes his tired eyes, feeling himself dragged into sleep like a helpless rowboat at sea. As his mind starts to teeter between reality and sleep, he lets his dreams wander back to Livio again, and returns to the peaceful embrace of memory.
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