I wasn’t gonna post this bc it’s my personal life and me being vulnerable, but I just need yall to see this small message that colin left and how much it means to me. I wish this man the absolute fucking best.
I don’t want to talk about privilege if I can’t experience it. If you want to exploit a victim to help your stalkers learn more about you… well you made a mistake, and I don’t think you understand what you’ve done. I don’t want to be associated with your narcissism and I think it should be private and dealt with in therapy or prison, yo. I didn’t ask for this. It didn’t have to be like this. You’re just using your existence to insult people like we don’t deserve to be healthy or be treated with respect or we don’t have manners and it’s affecting all of us the same because the stuff you made is fake, not because it’s harmless. You’re rude. Don’t become all busy to look like you didn’t make a mistake… If you’re just wasting resources we don’t even want to know. And I would have to be in charge, so, I don’t think that’s happening. I hate that you’re still trying to get away with stuff and communicate with people like me that way… it’s not right. I know everything sucks but I didn’t ask to be included this way. You need to have some self control because I want to do things my own way. My life is personal to me. I’m different. You don’t understand and it’s not up to you to decide how or why anymore. Just ew. I don’t want to talk about my rights with you. You don’t care if I live or die. It’s upsetting. Just talk if it’s important to you. Don’t lie. Don’t force everyone to compromise. I don’t want to be any different than anybody else. You’re upsetting. You’re not a good person. Patriarchy is gross. People aren’t. Stop making us unsafe.
My SAD, PMDD and regular depression really do be having a party in my head.
I don’t want your attention if you’re just trying to poison my personal life. I want receipts. I want paperwork and contracts. I don’t want to take anyone to court besides my abusive parent and the schools and businesses that harassed me.
Staying at home because of covid is destroying my psyche, I keep absorbing my mother’s stress like a sponge, I can’t do basic stuff and I always feel watched but never supported by my family members, even the smallest tasks feel like lots of work,
when will this end?
“things” by fleur adcock
not satisfied with how this came out but there’s a first time for everything and i have a lot of poems saved so i’ll work on it
I don’t know how many people will be okay with me coming out and say this but yesterday I was at the hospital and found out I have become pregnant. With my meds being unsafe for consumption while being pregnant I have to terminate.
The news only gets worse today I have booked in for an ultrasound to make sure the pregnancy is not eptoptic. If so it has become a serious and life threatening matter that has to be dealt with ASAP.
I know people will bash me and call me a monster because “abortion is murder” according to most of you but this is to save my life so I can care for the 2 children that I already have. I love my daughter and son with all my heart and I understand that eptoptic pregnancy is rare, I never thought that I might be this rare case.
Please keep me in your thoughts and remember that if this is not dealt with it’s a life or death matter. I’ll be gone for a little bit because I need recovery and I need to be prepared for whatever comes with my way.
I hope all of you will understand and support me through this. Stay safe, momma Mun loves you all.
Talked to a friend I met in residential (she’s still there, actually). I ignored her first call, because I didn’t know how to tell her I have backslid a bit. But she called me ten minutes later and I told her. She said she could hear it in my voice. She’s going to call me tomorrow to check on me- I’ll be ok, I’m strong. Work was just a lot on Tuesday and I feel like I’m barely back on my feet.
Hey, friends! Know anyone in the Kingston/Hamilton ON area aged 13-25? Think they’d be interested in spreading awareness about mental health? Please show them this!
I’m going through a difficult week right now, especially with the election going on here in the States. The past few days have been v hard and it has started to feel overwhelming, like I’m drowning. I needed this little reminder and wanted to share it with anyone else who may be feeling the same way. Please don’t let the hard days win. If you are feeling overwhelmed, please reach out to a loved one. If you feel like you don’t have someone to reach for, I’ll be your lifeline. Don’t go through it alone. Don’t let the hard days win. Spread some love today. ❤🧡💛💚💙💜💖
All are loved and safe here.
i checked the clock by coincidence at 4:44, 2:22, and then 3:33 yesterday
with the state of the world right now, something switched inside of me to become more vocal about mental health, emotional stability, and helpful tools that can combat some of the intense emotions we’re all experience right now.
so many of us are feeling anxious, depressed, & emotionally bankrupt. now is the time to be vocal about our emotions & struggles because many (most) of us are feeling that way.
take some time today to give yourself some extra love & patience- because you deserve it.
over these past few months i’ve had a fair amount of women reach out to me feeling helpless about how poor their mental health has gotten. as someone who has been there (many times), I know it can be a scary, disabling place to be.
when first getting sober at 21, I was EXTREMELY vocal about my alcoholism and mental health. (definitely overshared at times lol).
yet as my life has become more balanced (& stable!) I have become less and less willing to disclose anything about my mental health and hardships online. I know that some of it stems from the shame I still carry for being a poor friend in the past and putting my mental health on others & expecting them to make me better.
so here’s a message to all of you who are struggling- it’s okay to not feel “good” right now. it’s perfectly understandable to feel confused, empty, and uneasy. all of these feelings are 110% justifiable.
get vulnerable with people you trust & love, & give yourself a little extra grace today 🖤