#mental illness innit

[bpd-thefallen]

Learning how to deal with emotions when you suffer from borderline personality disorder basically means how to learn to wear a mask for the rest of your life.

#bpd things #bpd thoughts #borderline blog #borderline personality disorder #depressing shit #heartbreak #life is a rollercoaster #crazy #mask #this isnt me #fake #mental illness innit #mental illness #coping #its suffocating

[ofmd-ann]

Oof when your biggest coping mechanism becomes painful

#my mental health is taking a nosedive right now #i dont think its even fully registered in my brain yet #mental illness innit #this hurts more than last time

[franklyimissparis]

every time i think my mclennon brainrot isn’t that bad i have to remind myself that these are my top five most listened spotify tracks of ALL TIME

#here today has been number one for like five years and uhm yeah #mental illness innit #i’d wish you’d see it’s only me i love you !!!!!! will never not hit #i’m so tired and here there and everywhere are also mclennon songs i don’t make the rules #went through a phase of listening to free as a bird on loop for hours at a time every day #paul mccartney #john lennon #mclennon #john and paul #the beatles

[handmadecrybaby]

seeing other people with my body type and admiring them but then looking in the mirror and being mean to myself about how i look why is my brain like this

#no but like really???? #mental illness innit

[soroperry]

I see ONE piece of aftg fanart and it’s all over isn’t it, I’ve got reading on my mind now

#aftg #mental illness innit #the andreil fanart is some of the sexiest and horniest I’ve ever seen in fandom #i fear it’s time for a reread

[parmahamlarrie]

Happy March friends! This was a lovely month of reading, found some new favorites for sure. Hope you all enjoy! x

Play Pretend, Find a Friend? || @angelichl || 40.2k College AU, Fake Relationship, Coming Out, Mild Homophobia I don't normally lean towards fake relationships, but this one is clearly beloved for a reason! Such a great way to start my month!

Haven || orphan_account || 35.7k Teacher AU, Age Difference, BDSM Club, Kink Discovery, Kink Negotiation This fic has been sitting on my TBR for so long and I regret waiting as long as I did to get to it.

never been a fan of change, but we're still the same || @onlythebravest || 27.1k A/B/O, Friends to Lovers, College AU, Hurt/Comfort, Drops, Nesting

Checking Them Out?: How to Use Your Library Science Degree to Get an Alpha || @insightfulinsomniac || 19.9k A/B/O, Librarian Harry, Architect Louis, Courting, Humor, Mild Crack This is the best A/B/O fic of 2023 and I am so serious, go read it right now.

Fiction Romance || orphan_account || 17.5k University AU, Punk Louis, Blind Date, Oblivious Harry TW: Mental Illness (side character)

The Edge of the Stars || @casuallyhl || 16.9k Dating TV Show, Fashion Exec Louis, Writer Harry, First Date This was so incredibly lovely! I am such a sucker for dating shows on TV and loved this fic as well. I am without a doubt that these two would find real love on such a shit program.

Butterflies and Delight || @sunshineandthemoonlight || 13k Teacher Harry, Single Parent Louis, Dating Apps, Humor

Even As Young As You Are || @olo-gist || 12.3k Kidfic, Uncle Harry, Famous/Non Famous, Famous Harry, Nurse Louis This fic does a wonderful job of encompassing so many years in such a short time.

Eyes on the Horizon || @uhoh-but-yeah-alright || 12.2k Older Harry, Strangers to Lovers, Sky Diver Louis, Sexual Tension This was an unexpectedly wonderful one. Obviously, this author always does amazing work, but it was the tension that knocked it out of the park for me.

Come In and Change My Life || @lightwoodsmagic || 12.1k A/B/O, Famous/Non-Famous, Mpreg, Strangers to Friends to Lovers The kind of fic where you would dive in and read their entire life stories.

Be Mine? || @softfonds || 11.1k Valentine's Day, Famous/Non Famous, Fluff and Smut, Singer Louis

Enter the Rose Garden || @angelichl || 10.3k A/B/O, Friends to Lovers, Soft Heat, Pining

I'll drive and you just lay back || @alwaysxlarrie || 10k Girl Direction, Established Relationship, Watching Porn Together I hope you guys know every time a Girl direction fic gets posted I scream in my texts with my friend. This one did not disappoint.

my heart's against your chest, your lips pressed to my neck (I'm in love now) || @bottomhaztoplou || 8.8k A/B/O, College AU, Courting, Friends to Lovers, Roommates A bit bias, as this was a gift in an exchange, but this was such a lovely piece of A/B/O fluff.

Everything I need, I get from you || @lunarheslwt || 6.4k A/B/O, Anxious Harry, Established Relationship, Valentine's Day

Missing You || @canonlarry || 6k Canon, Future Fic, Kidfic, Christmas, Humor

I wanna give it to you || @non-binharry || 5.3k A/B/O, Non Traditional A/B/O Dynamics, Sub Harry, Kidfic, Established Relationship This was so! I don't have words, just love!

Perfect, For Now || @parmahamlarrie || 4.9k A/B/O, Neighbor AU, New Towns, Touch Starvation, Misunderstandings Yes this is my fic, yes you should read it.

True North || @canonlarry || >1k Established Relationship, Kidfic, New Dads, Fluff

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#28th appreciation #parmahamlarrie #tracksintheam #trackinghappily #trackinghome #hlcreators #1dsource #yourlarrysource #fic rec list #my fic rec list #enjoy! #my fic rec lists #I read... a lot this month #mental illness innit #at least for me #anyways come yell at me if I messed anything up #or ask for more recs

[measuredmotion]

#jonah hauer king #jhk #my blorbo #isnt it true tho #mental illness innit

[sincenewyorks]

tzp at the bad bunny concert you will always be in my heart

#i think i have all the videos he uploaded 😭 #mental illness innit #taylor zakhar perez #video

[bens-moms-are-lesbinems]

Sebastian, drunk as hell: Can I tell you a secret?

Jim, sitting next to him at the bar: …I wouldn’t recommend it, no.

#sebastian moran #james moriarty #mormor #incorrect mormor quotes #idk what this is #I need to get better content #mental illness innit

[bpd-thefallen]

I really hate how needy I am and how much it requires for me to feel loved by another person. They don’t understand it and they never will. Sometimes it makes me feel more alone to be with others compared to when I am actually alone.

#bpd thoughts #bpd things #borderline blog #borderline personality disorder #depressing shit #heartbreak #life is a rollercoaster #crazy #damned if you do #gaslight #mental illness innit #mental breakdown #mental illness #lonely #bpd #living with bpd

[lilyflxwers]

i watch crime documentaries like… ‘that’s a dumb mistake, I would chop them up, don’t leave finger prints’ and then i cry when I accidentally stand on a bug

#mental illness innit

[neochamp]

BUNGOU STRAY DOGS HOGWARTS AU !!

[w/o doodles version]

#bungou stray dogs #bsd dazai #hogwarts au #slytherin dazai #i have so many ideas about this omg #im probably gonna start posting a lot about this au #this is what happens when i combine two of my hyperfixations #mental illness innit

[hephaestn]

me: well aware that my rat boy is d word after he was pulled and beaten by a monster from another dimension before said monster suctioned his face off to take over his body, ingested chemicals which probably fucked up his insides, was in a fight with a kid with superpowers who knocked him against five different walls, walked out of a car almost on fire, got like 10 different tentacles lashed onto his torso AND one final tentacle punctured right through his chest after he had finally gained consciousness and power over his own body

also me reading theories of how he can be alive and clowning myself to believe each and every one of them:

#mental illness innit #anyway hopper can fall to a first level floor from a platform #BUT MY BOY CANT RESURRECT??? #billy hargrove

[spectacularizm]

Art dump

Just cuz I feel obligated to post something now (insert crying emoji) I'll start posting "normal" crap again I swear, since I've been gone, here's a short list of things I've gotten into for anyone interested; - Dune (Saw Part 2 on Friday, went incredibly hard) - DUCK! The Carbine High Massacre (Dark Comedy film abt School Shootings) - Uhm. I research School Shooters now, too. I PROMISE I ain't one of them weirdos who makes kawaii desu edits of them though PLEASE BRUHHH - Shadow of the Colossus - Monster Hunter That's all that's new, I'll still probably be posting a bit of AQOTWF stuff here and there too cuz I'm still a smidgen hooked onto it, particularly Felix.

-Me and my friend Bee's Monster Hunter characters

-Gabriel from Ultrakill (Ft. Bee who simps relentlessly for him)

-My Hazbin Hotel OC, Buddy, a silly Shark demon guy

-My Dune OC teehee (I'm obsessed leave me alone)

-Derick from DUCK! The Carbine High Massacre (Pls lord give me STRENGTH is he so FINE) And finally, my hot asf babes I leave on the math whiteboards at school.

#artwork #shitpost #cursed #sillyposting #artists on tumblr #crack art #Derick #duck! the carbine high massacre #mental illness innit #dune part 2 #Dune brainrot #the brainrot is real #Monster hunter #gabriel ultrakill #ultrakill fanart #lord have mercy

[lesmiserablol]

I'm dying to know what percentage of the Hozier listeners you were cause OMG

for the second year in a row i was in the top 0.001% of listeners babyyyyy 😎😎😎

#which is crazy because i listened to 20k more minutes of him than last year. but still held my spot #mental illness innit #just french me up #ask me stuff #spotify wrapped

[fallowtail]

i wake up. i spend the entire day thinking about hetty and trevor. i go to bed. repeat cycle for the last 11 months

#z #mental illness innit #cbs ghosts