#mentality tired

[shubbabang]

Shout out to everyone who is just so tired So so exhausted So very very tired so very fatigued so sleepy and tired So

#I am literally so mentally exhausted lately I feel like my brain is swelling #I feel dazed and cloudy and yet I must keep going despite being the most tired bitch in the universe

[chloesimaginationthings]

The FNAF Mikes with their (not so) little sisters

#myart #chloesimagination #comic #mike schmidt #abby schmidt #michael afton #circus baby #elizabeth afton #fnaf #fnaf movie #sister location #fnaf fanart #five nights at freddy's #now that baby is actually introduced I can draw her more finally 🙏🏾 #Elizabeth is finally taller than Michael PFF #‘do you think we are siblings in every universe?’ moment #Mike is getting physically tired while Michael is fully mentally tired #this comic to me is equally cute funny and tragic #Adore them all sm #this is based off that clip of Mike and Abby’s actors doing a lil spin together btw 💜

[ahsgirlblogger]

#coquette #girlblogging #girlblogger #just girly things #natalie portman #im just a girl #lana del rey #girlhood #hell is a teenage girl #girlrotting #im literally going insane #literally me #lizzy grant #the feminine urge #mentally tired #mentally fucked #pink coquette #coquettecore #coquette aesthetic #girlcore #girl interrupted syndrome #this is what makes us girls #hyper feminine #femcel #femcore #female hysteria #female manipulator #gaslight gatekeep girlblog #gaslight gatekeep girlboss #me when

[nexus-nebulae]

shoutout to people who don't have a "before" the trauma.

shoutout to people who don't have any sweet or nostalgic childhood memories. to people who don't remember enough of their childhood to know what the before was like. to people who lost their innocence before they ever learned the word for it. to people whose pasts were too painful to keep around in any form. to people who only knew trauma, and don't have an idea of what life would be like without it. to people who can't long for "the better days" because there weren't any.

you deserve a good future. i hope it's there for you soon.

#trauma #ptsd #childhood trauma #sorry just. feeling shitty about not having a past anymore #and please i'm so tired please for the love of god don't tag this with self deprecating shit like 'but i dont deserve anything' #you're only feeding into your mental health getting worse and you're using other peoples attempted positivity to do it #its just mean to both you and the op

[boldandburnt]

I worked so hard to destroy myself, why would I get better?

#actually mentally ill #i wanna be perfect #rant post #@n0r3xia #@na trigger #ana trigger #st4rv3 #tw disordered eating #ana bllog #ana tricks #ana rant #anatumblr #ana meal #ed bullshit #disordered eating thoughts #tw eating issues #mentally fucked #mentally tired #mentally exhausted #mentally unstable

[visilepoem15192x]

#life quotes #quoteoftheday #quotes #relatable quotes #depressing shit #sorry for being depressing #tw depressing thoughts #depressing quotes #tw depressing stuff #postivevibes #sadgirl #sad thoughts #mentally tired #im so tired

[girlyteengirl16]

healing is taking too long what if i just kill myself

#trauma #i wanna kms #mentally tired #i want to die so bad #mentally unstable #recovering is hard #healing #i can’t move on #mental abuse #tw depressing stuff #tw depressing thoughts #i want to be okay

[biggest-gaudiest-patronuses]

anyone else have multiple traumatic memories associated specifically with holidays/family vacations? because that is a topic I never see discussed in all the So You Had A Shitty Childhood, Now What? self-help books i've been reading. but for me, it was a significant thing. and the more i think about it the more it seems like this would be an (unfortunately) common experience. would be grateful to hear if this matches other peoples' experiences...

#not a shitpost #serious post #ask to tag #tw trauma #cptsd #c-ptsd #and if so we should TALK about it #because it means there are a whole group of survivors out there whose mental health regularly worsens during holidays #like i know i am most certainly not the only person who feels an undefined Dread hanging over christmas/my birthday/july 4 etc #bc too many shitty things happened during those times and now my brain is hypervigilant bc traditionally these are the Danger Times #and this seems like it would be particularly common for survivors of abusive/dysfunctional households (aka most people with c-ptsd) #because holidays/vacations typically mean 1) the whole family is together/being forced to interact #2) and undergoing external stressors e.g. travel/relatives aka 'outsiders' visiting/routines & coping mechanisms being interrupted etc #3) there is social pressure for this to be a Fun Family Bonding Experience which only highlights the cracks in the foundation #and exposes the common Everything Is Fine/We Are A Happy Family lie #4) the cognitive dissonance of feeling tired/anxious/stressed/afraid during a time when you are 'supposed' to be Making Good Memories #and then everyone is angry/tired/anxious/triggered and things boil over and something or someone goes Very Wrong #weird that i'm posting this in october when halloween is...sort of the ONLY holiday i have only good and happy feelings towards #i got lucky there #also i have positive feelings towards Labor Day but that's for socialist reasons

[vixensofdeath]

I really need a fucking break, or a gun

#bpd stuff #actually bpd #actually mentally ill #bpd symptoms #mental problems #mentally fucked #actually borderline #borderline blog #bpd problems #bpd struggles #intrusive thoughts #tw sui ideation #tw sui vent #tw sui implied #mentally tired #mentally exhausted #mentally unstable #major depressive disorder #tw depressing stuff #tw depressing thoughts #depressing quotes #depressing shit #bpd #depressing life #depressiv #bpd things #bpd thoughts

[twinstxrs]

idk if this is accurate but i’ve felt like in previous seasons riz & gorgug have been one of the inter-bad kids dynamics we’ve seen the least of & this season has been so great in that aspect. gorgug having helped make some of riz’s magic gear. riz helping gorgug with his studies. the shared birthday party. gorgug’s gift to riz being something he himself made to protect riz. riz’s gift to gorgug being something he illegally grabbed to protect gorgug. gorgug who utilizes rage to put his body on the line for his friends & riz who will take deep levels of mental stress for his friends. even though it was within the context of a joke, riz calling gorgug an “absolute sweetie.” like yea they might not be in a band together or both part of a presidential campaign team or owlbears teammates, but they’d go to war for each other, because they’re best friends.

#riz gukgak #gorgug thistlespring #fantasy high #dimension 20 #fantasy high junior year #fhjy #fhjy spoilers #these kids are all so self-sacrificing but i do think riz gorgug are the most clear (& juxtaposed) self-sacrificers #riz will mentally tear himself to pieces and get lost in cases and take on ungodly levels of stress for those he loves #gorgug will use himself as a human shield. he will take hit after hit if it means his friends are okay. #and they’d both do the other thing too. riz would let himself get hit for gorgug. gorgug would pull all nighters & take stress for riz. #even if mechanically they can’t or it wouldn’t make sense. they would if they could. #also #the starstruck barry mechanic of being a guard is so gorgug. it’s soooo gorgug like that’s literally him #anyways love this tall green guy & this short green guy so much #especially because gorgug is tall & considered intimidating but protective in a deeply kind way #while riz is short & underestimated but protective in a deeply vicious way (affectionate) #i hope this makes sense but i think riz is primarily ‘i would kill for you’ & gorgug is primarily ‘i would die for you’ maybe #this does not mean gorgug would not kill for riz or riz would not die for gorgug. they both would. #but those are the primary ways their love manifests due to the nature of their strengths/personalities. To Me #idk this is all just me saying stuff when i should be sleeping 😭 #sorry if i missed a riz gorgug moment in the main post btw i’m tired

[themindofmine]

I don’t want to hurt people with my death

Instead I hurt myself with my existence

#mental health #thoughts #deep thoughts #kinda depressing #tw depression #deep feelings #deeptalk #tw vent #mentally tired #mentally exhausted #dead inside #own thoughts #tw sui ideation #tw depressive thoughts

[shuaaflower]

I‘m a burden for everyone. I’m even a burden to myself.

#tw depressing thoughts #alone with my thoughts #depressing shit #feeling alone #sad thoughts #mentally exhausted #mentally tired #sadnees #overthinking #self h@te #i dont want to be here #self h@rm #i hate everything #overthinker #tw selfhate #i am useless #im not feeling good

[im-nothing-and-n0body]

I’m fucking miserable and I have no fucking idea how to fix it cause everything feels impossible

#mentally fucked #tw depressing stuff #mental illness #sorry for being depressing #i’m so tired

[sawiet]

stop asking how i am, i don't want to think about my life

#bpd #actually bpd #bpd problems #bpd thoughts #bpd feels #actually borderline #borderline pd #borderline personality disorder #mentally tired #mental illness #mental problems #mental health #actually mentally ill #tw depressing stuff #tw depressing thoughts

[ytilaremehpe-sselhtaed]

they should invent a human interaction that doesn't feel like chalkboard scraping

#mental health #corecore #actually autistic #actually mentally ill #human interaction #loneliness #I'm tired #ytilaremehpe-sselhtaed

[girlyteengirl16]

it is what it is (i want to die so bad)

#trauma #mentally unstable #tw depressing stuff #childhood neglect #mental abuse #child neglect #i wanna kms #tw depressing thoughts #i want to be okay #mentally tired