#message i’ll never send

[berlingotesque]

So. The graphic novel, huh.

The artstyle is pretty good, I can’t deny it. Joey’s design is beautiful, very dilf-coded. Buddy looks… young. VERY young. He’s supposed to be 17 in Dreams Come To Life but somehow manages to look 12 ? Plus, I don't know how to describe it, but he looks very...angry ? Upset ? I don't think his bubbly, awkward personality appears much in the graphic novel, with his gaze being very...severe. He just looks weird, like a 40 years old in a child body. And Norman… Deep breath. His design is…no. Absolutely NOT it. I didn’t expected much but I still managed to be disappointed. I’ll wait until we get to see Sammy and Tom (especially) before expressing what I think is wrong with these designs but… yeah. I’m so sorry, Norman.

#my poor son got the Henry Emily treatment from The Silver Eyes smh #ANYWAY #big shoutout ​to theopantz for sending me a message at 2 a.m. to tell me the devastating news #I’ll hate you forever and will never forgive you #buddy lewek #norman polk #joey drew #batim #bendy and the ink machine #dreams come to life #dctl graphic novel #I also took the liberty of adding body hair to Norman since they've mysteriously decided to make him look fifteen years younger #like why would you twinkify Norman Polk ? #why

[chennnington]

I finished writing the coming out message for the sports club boss dude but of course I’m too scared to send it. It’s pretty much gonna be the last time I have to come out so why can’t I just do it? 😭

#someone shame and bully me into doing it please #I mean ‘you can do it! I believe in you’ is nice. but it doesn’t always cut it #sometimes you gotta target my pride like ‘oOooOooh you’re scared? lol you’ll never manage to send the message cause you’re a coward haha!’ #and then I’ll do it out of spite cause I’M GONNA SHOW YOU!!!! #see? that’s what I mean when I talk about how you know yourself better when you get older #I know the specific brand of dumb that my brain is and I use it to my advantage

[ziracona]

Thinking for the rest of my life how S1 of TWDG begins with Lee in cuffs, life over, because of a man he just killed, who took a girl he loved, and ends with Lee in cuffs, life over, because of a man he just killed, who took a girl he loves, but literally everything about that string of statements has so utterly changed meaning, the end could not be farther from the start. The bookend of finishing right where you started, and nowhere near it.

Both the first and last line in the game are spoken to Lee, about Lee, and reflect regret towards the end of his life, but even the flavor of regret could not be more distant. “I reckon you didn’t do it,” and “(I’ll miss you) - Me too,” do not even share a sadness. The first legacy, remarked on throughout season 1, would have been ‘murderer.’ The real one is so far the opposite, his ghost carries every person who survives for the rest of the series. I hear it described as about redemption, but the focus is never once in the game about Lee making up for something. You never even really know what he did or if it was merited. The game is a second life, and culminates in a stranger accusing Lee of having no right to live or have someone who loves him for every single thing he’s done wrong since the game began, no matter how unfair the accusation, and about that being bullshit. About it being enough, what he did for Clementine, for everyone, for himself. It’s about salvation, maybe. Of the self, by the self, from ruin, through meaning in love and caring for other people, no matter their endings or yours. Ben always dies, but it mattered. Omid always dies, but it mattered. Duck, Carly, Katya, Mark, Doug, always die, but it mattered. And Clementine always lives, and that does too. Lee always dies. It just takes the course of a season. But he’s not lost anymore when he does.

#and he’s never lost again. #the walking dead game #twdg #lee everett #twdg spoilers #it really is one of the best games of all time. like it won game of the year for a reason #I know the last lines are determinate but I have watched scores of plays and I’ve literally never see a human being their first time pick #any line but ‘I’ll miss you’. of course we all did. because we desperately needed to say ‘I love you’ and couldn’t. #but even if you do select one of the others the bookending remains just the dialogue is a slightly different line #anyway ‘I’ll miss you’ ‘me too’ may as well be it because every single person on the planet picks it and they knew we would #it’s literally the only dialogue everyone had in common #plus ‘don’t go’ if you let him turn but again. same emotional end same dialogue same meaning #thinking about the fact the narrative was so powerful Dave Fennoy said regularly after young people send him messages asking for help and #advice or just some kind of fleetingconnection or guidance because he voiced Lee and Lee left such an impact it carried over in a different #way than popular lead usually does #how incredible to think about

[rosaacicularis]

which was more culturally significant, the renaissance or hermitgang

#it all started when grian touched my redstone he played himself like a xylophone set on automatic doc monster is a savage with technical #skills and crazy vocal acrobatics i’m a legend of the nho with etho beef and double o docmc is coming for you seven fold i got rendog and #other firemen to douce the flames that you shoot at this leviathan iskall can try again you think i’m in hiding i’m just biding my time #putting pen to paper coming up with rhymes were the star studded group got together just to crush you once we start something you know were #going to see it through i’m the knight the soldier who brings the fight at first light y’all had to incite so now i gotta indict you’re #guilty of getting murdered with words y’all are outgunned go home nerds hermitgangx16 if you think you can stop the symmetry that’s false #gteam is dialling for help but i’m in ignoring their calls and when their bodies dissolve you know that false’s on a killing spree try to #stop my pvp and perish painfully i’m the queen of hearts heads and body parts your diamond armour can’t compare to my martial arts i’ll #send a poison dart to make you breath your final breath gteams name will be the only thing left caffeinated animated redstone innovator my #behaviour’s crazy can’t phase me impulse is never lazy tango why would you betray now my scope is aiming better run from cover from all the #ghast balls that i be taming without a sound without no hesitation my creations are amazing better watch your step or the gteam will end up #blazing whos the better team there is no controversy but before it’s said and done y’all be begging us for mercy hermitgangx16 x gone give #it to ya i’m gone give it to ya x gone give it to ya what lyrical boxing dropping blows on all my foes and the gteam they’re looking #unclean needing some sunscreen burnt by words this herd of nerds it’s ubsurd how my rhymes got them injured danger danger i got lasers to #cut them up like razors it’s flexing season and i got flavour their weak defenses like trenches and fences that these dense heads are #presenting they’re presenting them alright they’re not very good i could walk over them i could jump over them i could use an ender pearl i #could use my elytra come one gteam geez hermitgangx16 now i’m back and i got some things i wanna say what’s the letter that starts the #alphabet a ladies get it line the diggity be on the way cleo don’t know who she freaking with all the signs say to notify her next of kin #this digitty dog be dropping bombs nothing but hits spit that line again brrr cause the message is i could mumble rap and still be the best #there is hermitgangx16 oh you wanted me to do a verse i’ll have to check with gteam i mean i’ll have to check my schedule to see if i can #see if i’m able to do that sort of thing busy guy lots of things to do oh do averse bananas do a verse bananas i just don’t know if it’s a #good idea for me to a part of this song really #i just typed all of that out from memory im a little bit insane i think

[starscelly]

i literally don’t even like this team and i don’t like hockey and i’ve never liked either of these things. i’m no longer a sports blog. i’m going to explode and die

#and i’ve ESPECIALLY never liked that godforsaken city #i have no energy to gif things. if there’s shit u wanna see send an ask or message and i’ll do it tmrw 😭 im at my limit #stars lb

[sorrowfulwill]

bros obsessed with me 😂 /j

#god why am ingetting so many scammers in my messages #like shut the fuck up #I’ll always post the random ass scam messages I get to make fun of the idiots on the other side of the screen #the people who are to lazy to go out and get a god damn job #so they steal from people who are either desperate or don’t know any better #it’s gross #I know it’s never gonna stop #but maybe it’ll make someone go hmm maybe is shouldn’t send this person my cash app #also I don’t have cashapp #scammers

[pessimisticprincess]

i’ve been thinking about deleting for the first time ever really since i remade this blog 8 years ago this just doesn’t feel like the safe space it used to so maybe 13 years on tumblr oversharing is enough lmao

#my ex also recently started sending me messages on here which just exhausts me #people i grew up with who were not good to me also check this regularly like i’m a mentally ill side show or something #like imagine not minding your own business for this long dude #i probably won’t ive been posting a lot lately and i never take long breaks away so maybe i’ll just delete and remake or something #i do love my url though 😭

[woundedheartwithin]

Something y’all need to know about me is, if I message you or tag you or send you an ask or comment or address you in the tags, I am NOT expecting an answer! Not ever, and I mean that. I will not get upset if you never reply to it, and this is for two reasons:

1. I know intimately how stressful and scary and exhausting notifications can be, especially when you’re not feeling so great mentally/physically/emotionally, and I will automatically assume this is the case if I don’t get a reply, even if I see you actively posting on my dash

2. I have already forgotten that I sent you something

#she speaks #in fact I’d rather see you posting if you don’t feel up to replying to me because then at least I know you’re okay #posting publicly has a million times less pressure than privately messaging someone and I fully understand that #I absolutely will not ever be offended or upset if you never reply to me #I’m not kidding like I just like to talk sometimes #and sometimes I like to talk at people directly #I do this in real life too lol I just say shit to the room at large without expecting an answer #I’m chatty esp if I’m comfortable with you #and I like to just drop little encouragements in my friends’ inboxes sometimes #lots of times if you have anon turned on I’ll use anon to do this so that you don’t feel pressured to respond to me #but I’m not expecting anything from anyone I promise #I don’t have a right to first of all because your time is precious and I respect that #but also again… I forget shit like that really easily #god just ask my irl friends lmao I just send them shit and then forget they exist 😂 #also also if I’m ever crossing a boundary tell me! I will respect it without question! #I cannot accurately read social cues so you gotta tell me if you want me to stop doing something #and like lmao I know I just said I’m forgetful but I don’t forget shit like that

[florbelles]

today in hag yells at clouds. i’m not sure where this mentality comes from, but people absolutely create without sharing their work. they absolutely create for the sake of it. that everyone everywhere only writes/paints/records/what have you for external validation is fundamentally untrue. people love doing those things. they love doing them alone. often someone’s favorite or best works are the ones that aren’t ever intended to see the light of day because they are made from pure unadulterated love and joy in creating. no, no one’s creative processes or endeavors feel that way all the time. no, it isn’t wrong to seek support or validation for your work. yes, everyone wants to feel appreciated when they share something. yes, often that’s a factor in why that work is shared. it’s not wrong to create with that in mind. it’s not even wrong to prefer the engagement to the process itself. but the notion that it’s the only reason anyone creates, or even the primary reason humans historically have done so, is not only untrue but pretty grim

#ANYWAY. if you’re presently creatively frustrated go do something you will never share #not with Oh But I’ll Probably Share It If It’s Done in the back of your mind. that defeats the purpose. #idk man it’s like saying the only reason anyone has ever created art is to make a living #yeah it’s wonderful to be able to do that. yeah you should absolutely support artists #but ‘this is the only reason humans create!’ is. untrue. #that can be your experience without that being the universal experience #it also sends the message to creatives that if they’re not getting engagement they’re wasting their time because that is the value of it #like i understand it’s often expressed with the desire to be validating that everyone likes to have their work appreciated #but there’s no need to speak in extremes lmao

[spockular]

just putting it out there but im currently prepping to get back on patreon… if anyone might be interested it won’t launch until at least next month but maybe something to think about. p much two paid tiers for weekly art posts ($2) and small paper goods mailed to you once a month ($6, zines and stickers and stuff)

#if you’re down it would be nice to know someone is interested but rn im on track to just do it regardless #if i dont structure myself i’ll never do anything #the account is already made im still just prepping the rest of it if u wanna follow for free for now send me a message👀

[bloodfears]

looking through the notes app was a bad idea, i’ve just found a birthday message I was meant to send to someone that I never did and now it’s sad to read over.

#this person IS still in my life but theres a ton of unresolved feelings etc #whether I regret sending said message or not I’ll never truly know #evan lore

[awek-s-archived]

decided to go ahead and only tag ‘mb’ for future bin translations but i genuinely urge everyone who is bothered by it to block me to avoid seeing it altogether.

#as I said these letters are all written by idols at bin’s FAN memorial put together by fantagio. these messages are there for bin but they #are meant to bring comfort to the fans not just the people writing them otherwise they wouldn’t have done it there. #bin has had a memorial just for friends and family that I would never ever post details about it I knew them. letters included #but this is all a fan situation and kfans are translating them for ifans to understand how their fave is doing amid the tragedy #me documenting is for me and sharing is for other people who can’t go on twt because of the mass amount of hate there is from other fandoms #particularly b/ts and i/ve #I understand that people don’t understand that and I genuinely urge you to just block me rather than try to guilt me out of it on anon. #or at the very least please talk to me OFF anon #im going to wait a couple more days and see if anyone else has anything they want to send on anon and if not I’ll turn it back off again #it was meant to be on for a v specific reason but so far a lot has been ppl taking out their stages of grief on me instead #aweks.txt

[bisexuallsokka]

hello o keeper of the zukka lore. do u have any inside scoop on if breakable heaven will ever be completed

#from haley625 themself 🙏 #idk why the picture is so small but i think it’s funny #anyway speaking as myself i’ll just say….never give up hope #anonymous #ask me stuff #side note thanks for sending this to me and not haley they get tons of messages like this so don’t send these their way

[saetoru]

i feel like if everyone stopped swarming into the inboxes of the troll plagiarizers they wouldn’t find as much entertainment in the whole thing

#im saying this as someone who’s been plagiarized like 3 times by those troll blogs #you know theyre trolls bc their works are never in the tags but ppl get anon messages that the work is stolen #like how did anyone come across it ?? it’s obviously the plagiarist themselves on anon trying to get a rise out of u #i feel like i’ve learned just blocking and rolling ur eyes is the best course of action bc #then everyone swarms to send them angry asks #and give them the exact attention they made the blog for #idk maybe i’ll be under flames for saying rhis #but i just know they’re having the time of their life w all those comments #and it’s just making everyone else on here upset #why let them have that satisfaction #they always deactivate after like 3 days anyway #tw discourse

[ssreeder]

you know, you're just amazing. and not just the fact that you write huge beautiful chapters in such a short amount of time. you also reply to everything. to every single person. and i just can't fathom how much time that takes. and i know you'll say you love all your fans, but all of it must get at least a bit tiring at times. so i guess i just wanna thank you for being such a gorgeous human being. i wish you happiness and rest. take as much time as you need in replying to this. and get yourself a tasty treat because you deserve it

Why are YOU SO NICE?!??

I’ve been staring at this ask thinking “how did someone say something so amazingly kind to me?!”

I just… idk I love you guys & you make me happy everyday with your asks and comments and FAN ART…. & all the enthusiasm you have for my writing and I can’t help but want to give it back!

I do try to respond to everyone because I care about each of you & thanks for noticing it means a lot.

I LOVE YOU ANON!!! Seriously… thanks this was really nice

(& I swear I’m going to finish responding to the comments from last chapter!!)

#I’ve been feeling guilty about still having like 20 comments to answer #I try to balance my free time #but it doesn’t always work #but I would never want someone to put themselves out there #by commenting or sending an ask or a message #& me ignore them #it’s just…. idk you give I gotta give back #I enjoy it too!! #i really love interacting with you #& the discord has been fun so far lol #but thanks for sending this ask #it’s nice to see that the time & effort I give y’all is enjoyed #even if it takes me longer I WILL RESPOND!!! #(like the comments I have left from chapter 14 I promise I’m coming) #I’ll get them answered before I post the next chapter #LOVE YOU ANON #ask #liab #ria

[sincerityisscarity]

staying drunk this whole weekend has been a good idea for as long as i can keep my fingers off the keyboard

#messages i’ll never send #constantly being added to #you and me and me and you #🫀