It's so scary when I find someone who's favourite band is also my favourite band. First I'm like yeah we can be obsessed together but then I realize I have to go onto that tightrope of trying to figure out HOW obsessed they are without seeming like a crazy bitch.

Valfre

Shawn Crahan In the sky.

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What to do when no one’s watching

Anything else means nothing

When the world outside comes knocking

We’re going hunting

- Avatar. “Going Hunting”

More new NSFW content on my Fansly🌹

Honestly Joey’s death really hit me hard. When I first found out it truly felt like someone kicked me in the face and in the stomach. It was terrible. And I know I only experienced this parasocial relationship, as a fan and him as someone in the public eye, (I never met him, I only know a certain amount of information about him because if videos, interviews, live footage of slipknot ect) but I felt his presence removed. I felt like someone in my world was removed. I feel like I just got the opportunity to meet him someday to ripped from me…. And it’s not that he owes me anything like that I just really appreciated him and his work ??? And the fact that he loved his fans so much I just wanted to tell him how important he was to me? Does this sound crazy? I can’t tell you the times I’ve sobbed for 3 hours some nights, or just shedding a few tiny tears at work or just full blown not feeling anything but a dull ache and not being able to cry. I’ve seen people on insta say that it doesn’t get better and I understand what they mean….I understand how my parents felt when Tupac and biggie died. It just fucking sucks!!!! I keep cycling thru with the grief for him because I never experienced having a musician/inspiration/someone to look up to die before and every time I remember that he’s gone it feels like a small version of shock again and again. I’ve had dreams about him, and the day he died I actually had a dream about him where I was at a convention hall and tons of people were around, walking and talking and it was hectic, I saw him standing in the hall and I saw him (looking at his phone I think?) and I stood there and I wanted to say something to him but I didn’t? And someone walked by and he was gone and then to find out the next day that he died was just so shocking. There r so many reasons to why I’m sad about it and him dying made me realize I also had some personal revelations and growth that I had to grieve at the same time along with it???? Gosh it sounds kinda complicated but I just wanted to say this pain feels REAL and it’s HARD. I just felt like I got him??? His passion and vision for music his work, it all just resonated and I’m still crushed.

PSYCHERA 

by Timur Khabirov

|| Metallica in 1984♥️

Phil Anselmo & Peter Steele

Photo dump cause I felt cute

Shawn Crahan Within.

same picture different fonts

Awww kirk is so adorable 💕

babymetal interacting with the crowd

↳ catch me if you can - legend 1997