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#middle school me is THRIVING rn
gaytedlasso · 8 months
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Switchfoot and the Jonas Brothers did a collab I may have a stroke rn
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spacedlexi · 1 year
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rant incoming lol ive been broken emotionally. this goes out to anyone who feels like theyre living in the twilight zone rn like i do
#i hate the wednesday show lol i cant take it anymore#jenna ortegas performance is the only thing getting me through this#i cant believe how much praise this is getting its actually breaking my brain#nothing about this is giving addams family....#you could literally change them out for new characters and it wouldnt make a difference#im watching wednesday on a date watching legally blonde i REALLY cant take this anymore#cant believe they put wednesday in an environment where she isnt an outcast#even tho the show keeps TELLING me shes still an outcast#put her back in the prep school in conservative middle america that is where the addams family was designed to THRIVE#and every character is so boooorrrriiinnnnggg#except for bianca kind of she has potential#every time they try to do some kind of reference to the movies im just like 'dang wish i was watching that instead rn dont remind me'#AND i cant believe they really gave wednesday the 'ugh im a teen and i hate my mom' trait#the whole POINT of the addams family is that they are the antitheses of the average nuclear family#so why give her this extremely common teenage girl trait#this show is fine if you have never had any exposure to the addams family or just straight up didnt like the addams family#bc its not the addams family#the family isnt even there!!!#thats the worst part for me :(#why not have a B plot back at the addams mansion?#instead of all these bland boring characters i can hardly remember the names of#and her love interests SUCK!!! THEY SUCK!!! the Only character it makes sense for her to befriend is eugene#and they put him in the hospital almost immediately#rant over do not defend this show to me#u can enjoy it or whatever but i cant do it anymore#her dress was pretty tho. and fester was ok#also morticia and gomez have zero chemistry which is a crime#their younger counterparts had more chemistry and their acting was weak so that says a lot#sorry i was raised on the 60s show and the 90s movies i tried to be fair but this is Some Shit my dude.. its giving CW#it speaks
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justarandomlambblog · 19 days
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Coffeeshop/teacher AU...
Sorry my handwriting is horrible that's just how it is and it is 2 am I am too tired to transcribe rn but I will make a more legible version later
Info about the AU under the cut
Mystic's Coffee House is run by a mysterious person, Mystic. That's it, just Mystic. Stage name? Maybe. They're a very popular, high-status coffee shop, and Narinder is essentially the manager at this point.
Narinder, who was disowned by his family at only 17 years old following a huge fight/accident, began working at Mystic just a year or two after. He never finished high school and was homeless at the time, and Mystic took one look at him and decided, yeah, that looks like an employee right there. Is Mystic aware that Narinder is a Bishop, a very famous, very rich family that has so many brands and trademarks under their name that they may as well own half the country? Probably, Mystic knows Narinder's real name after all. But his nametag simply says;
Nari.
Nari is a single father by technicality only; Forneus is a very good friend that he met a bit after being disowned and kicked out, and in the beginning they mistook fondness/kindness as attraction and had a brief relationship. They mutually decided that they only loved each other as friends, but the twins Aym and Baal were born shortly after they broke up, and while they have a very healthy coparenting relationship, Forneus is often away on business trips as she runs a shop all her own. Narinder took over primary custody. Aym and Baal have Forneus' surname, and do not hold the Bishop name (a choice Narinder insisted on).
Aym and Baal are now seven years old and entering the second grade, and their teacher is Mz. Lamb, whose first name is... mysteriously missing. Lamb is a regular at Mystic's and has a huge puppy-crush on Narinder (they think he's cute), though Narinder only knows them as "the weird sheep who tried to ask for my number as soon as they saw me." Everything kinda changes after Aym and Baal enter Lamb's class, as Lamb realizes Narinder bears a striking resemblance to the rambunctious twins and strikes up a conversation about them, and Narinder will NOT pass up a chance to talk about his children.
And thus a friendship is born, which will very quickly snowball into something more.
Lamb believes in living life to the fullest and expresses themself however they feel, they'll go from suits and ties to hoodies to off-shoulder shirts to dresses and they will THRIVE with it. This is their life philosophy; live life to the fullest, and go to the Beyond without regrets. Live enough for your lost loved ones, too.
Narinder and Lamb both know sign language, Narinder bc he grew up using it to communicate with family, Lamb bc after an... accident they were unable to speak for several years. Lamb still has "mute days" and Nari signs as he speaks, a habit he hasn't broken in the ~10 years since he was disowned.
Ummmm I can't think of anything else it's way too late/early but that is the gist of it (without getting into the Bishops themselves). Also they end up getting married, and Aym and Baal 1000% take credit for getting them together.
"Hey pops, remember how dad rejected you when you first met?" "Hey Aym, remember when you dropped the ring and it rolled down the vent in the middle of our wedding." "... I was ten-"
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soldier-poet-king · 10 days
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Someome tell me I'm being ridiculous worrying abt this POTENTIAL event which is more than a full calendar year away
Stressed myself out abt all the work stuff I was blogging abt earlier today
None of it is insurmountable but I DO worry about it because it's very much freedom of information core of the profession vs optics and playing nice with where we get money
I knew this was part of the job I think I'm more nervous actually faced with it, having not met with my boss yet to discuss it (and I KNOW he'll support me and will be willing to offer advice)
Partially just adjusting ig to the higher expectations and responsibility of this position. I asked for it. I'm not complaining. It's just new and I have 0 self confidence and am afraid of bothering my colleagues, even tho I know I have the foundational skills and adaptability to thrive here
Long term this is worrying beyond just this one project, because I /need/ everything about this position to work out well
I'm technically on a long term contract rn til fall 2025. Full time salaried with benefits, but technically a contract. That's how most ppl start off at my workplace.
There's no guarantee that it'll turn into another contract or smthn permanent. But it's not unheard of, even if it's via a transfer to another sub-department in the institution.
So I want everything to go well and all the fancy higher ups to like me so if a position DOES open up I can be the top contender for it
I want that not just for career wise. But also being paid and having money for rent reasons. My current place has a great union and decent contracts. I'm not loaded but I have enough to live decently and save long-term. I'd like to stay here if possible.
If a new position doesn't materialize at the end of this. I'm worried about housing? Given the lease cycles of 12 months, it'll be right in the middle of my next lease (assuming I rented the place I'm at now).
I'm petrified of having to move back in with my family. AGAIN.
It almost killed me once after grad school. I can't do it again. I'll be nearly 30 at that point. I can't do it.
Ive only been moved out for 5 days and I'm already just breathing easier, shoulders relaxing, I feel so much lighter.
But. All of this is like. A potential dependent on another potential dependent on another potential that is all more than a year away
And YET I can't calm down my brain is like you must sit here in AGONY and rethink these thoughts in circles until you solve it and come to a different conclusion than the only one available (I have to try my best and wait to see how things go. I can't do anything about it ATM)
But my brain refuses I am forced to sit here and rethink and rethink and rethink until I discover some secret solution that will magically ease my anxiety, if only I think it over just one more time..just one more time. Just one more time
Damn John green was right ocd thought patterns really are turtles all the way down
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quadrilioquy · 1 year
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Brainstorm. I want to know if you think he's good at Minecraft.
Brainstorm:
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Shitfucked Priorities:
Food: 0/5. You can't convince me he cares about it.
Sleep: 0/5. You CANNOT convince me he cares about it.
Sex: 0/5.
Pals: 5/5. Chromedome. Enough said.
Love: 5/5. Quark. Enough said!
War: 4/5. His lifelong profession, but not his top priority, except in the way it kind of is (see Quark).
Kill: 0/5. He doesn't wanna do it! Himself. Facilitating it is fine.
Crying: 0/5. Not a crier, and even if he was he's too busy for it.
Minecraft Skills
PVP: 0/5. He extends his personal pacifism to video games. Yes he’s okay with making weapons to kill people in real life yes he refuses to kill people in Minecraft.
PVE: 0/5. He’s also just really bad at combat. Will die to zombies because he forgets to close doors.
Redstone: 5/5. A genius. A monster.
Building: 4/5. Would be 5/5, but he gets bored halfway through too much. The buildings he makes are honestly so incomprehensible they kind of fail at being buildings but they’re really cool.
Parkour: 2/5. Pretty passable. Has to be to navigate his creations when he’s not in Creative Mode (rare).
Speedrunning: 0/5. Simply has no interest. Could potentially be good at it if he tried, but he probably never will.
Grinds: Yes. Will tune out during disciplinary meetings to strip mine.
Creative Mode: Yes. Pretty much only plays survival with other people. Still probably uses cheats most of the time when he does.
Hardcore: No.
Modded In: Yes. You KNOW he has thirty mods minimum running at all times.
Bad Internet: No. He never has bad internet. He will make his own wi-fi if need be, or just steal yours if that’s easier.
Cracked Account: Yes. Absolutely yes.
Animal Crossing Personality: Smug
Amount of animatics in my head for him: 3
Hours of sleep he gets daily*: Not Enough
Kill Count: Somewhere from 1–1,000,000,000
Hot—Lukewarm Scale: Hot.
Sunshine—Moon Scale: In the middle; kind of neither, kind of both.
Distant—in ur face rn Scale: Far extreme on both ends. “Wouldn’t that just put him in the middle” no.
Crewmate—Imposter Scale: Imposter. I mean. Come on.
Edible—Poisonous Scale: Poisonous. That Dead Universe contamination cannot be good for you. Was almost eaten by sparkeaters twice, but it’s unknown whether or not he would’ve given them indigestion either time.
Gamer—Old Man Scale: Gamer.
Lives in Tree—Money Bags Scale: Doesn’t understand money, but I don’t think he’s necessarily poor.
Fruit—Meaty Scale: Neither? I don’t know.
Intelligent—Braindead: He’s the smartest person ever in the whole universe, duh.
Saltine—Ghost Pepper: Probably closer to Ghost Pepper?
Puppet: No.
Puppeteer: Yes.
Nagging Fears: No.
Dead: Yes. He’s fine now, though.
Dead Friend: Yes. A lot of them.
Dead Parents: No. He doesn’t have parents.
No Parents: Yes. He doesn’t have parents.
Hated by Moms: No.
Hated by All: No.
Hated by ME: NO.
Haunted: Yes. See Quark, and also all his best friend’s dead husbands.
Doctor: No. I don’t think that’s how titles work for Cybertronians, and regardless, he never went to school.
NEEDS Therapy: Yes.
Will Never Get Therapy: Yes. Probably for the best, considering the state of Cybertronian therapy.
Not LGBT: No.
20 Exes: No. Wrong guy!
Marketable: Yes. Transformers is a toy commercial.
Broken Beyond Repair: No. Just very, very, messed up.
Kills to Survive: No (Technically yes, but most of the time no, at least).
Kills to Thrive: No. He doesn’t want to! Will make weapons of mass destruction for fun, though.
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tyonfs · 4 months
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aurkay SCHOOL!
so as we’ve established it’s my sophomore year of college and omg ibhate it 😭 classes suck so bad and i have no free time in my day. but what sucks the most is that i’m moving to georgia. like i’m transferring schools. which in some way is great because i hate san antonio but at the same time i’m so conflicted because the place i went to high school to aka hometown is only 2 hrs away and it’s just so like. i used to be able to visit my friend whenever i wanted but now??? i can’t ever. and it makes me so upset. i’m gonna move at the end of spring semester but still! like i just don’t want to because i love my life right now as much as i sound like i hate it.
anyways i’m sorry for talking your ear off alice (i know u might get back to this like 5 months later which is okay! ur busy) how’s post grad treating u?? do much adulting stuff yet?
a lil update on that friend i am still protecting my peace and ur right oregan is never real 😮‍💨
but thank u queen for listening and giving me advice 🙁🙁🙁 just think about it it almost marks a year since i became ur anon and two years since i’ve followed u woooohoooo!!!! i like to think we’re like besties lowk - 🎀
omg im so sorry love :(( moving is definitely always hard, i used to move a lot when i was younger and could never get used to it. it's also tough cause your friend circles worked so perfectly and it's just such a big transition mentally too :/ im sure you'll be thriving in georgia tho!! and i hope you can stay in contact with the friends you have rn and hopefully be able to make plans to visit them when possible 🤍🤍
HAHAHA NO DW ITS OKAY but post grad has been stressful!!! rn im actually in the middle of moving 🤧 not a super huge move or anything but packing everything and moving to another house is a Little overwhelming 🥲 but i'll finally be able to rest soon LOLL
oregon is NOT real ❤️ and im glad you're protecting your peace queen 💆‍♀️
omg it's been so long 🥹🥹 and now we're going into 2024 isn't it insane how fast time flies?? we are so pen pal besties 🤝
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meirimerens · 2 years
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hi! mama stamatina is very very real to me, and you’ve discussed her personal life and history a bit, but i would love to hear more about your thoughts of her as a young woman, maybe what she enjoyed or what she was like in general? if you have no thoughts on this please feel free to share literally anything (studying ur theories) (reaching out to u intellectually) (appreciative)
YAAA SHE'S SO REAL TO ME TOO ok so I don't recall What I Already said because my brain is full of soup rn (happens sometimes) but nothing I say here should contradict what I said then.
vasilisa had the twins at like 22-24 in my mind (average childbirth age in 1900 was 22 so right in that window) so at Patho Time she's 51-53 kicking and thriving, but that also means she didn't get to be a Young Adult too long before kids.
her side of the family is polish, haven't decided if i want her to have been born there or if her parents emigrated and had her in russia. i think on her mom's they go even more and more west with each ancestry like, so like her mother polish, her grandma czech, her great-grandma Austrian...
i think she grew up middle class doing a lot of little jobs here and there, not out of a real, pressing need for money (didn't grow up poor) but because she wanted to save some to have a good life for herself later on, mostly sewing, cleaning homes, and she also was a switchboard operator as phones came into existence, she might still always be one at her age!
her parents were lucky enough to be relatively educated, and managed to have her attend a good school; she became very well-read in her teens and early adulthood when she attended university, and managed to give this kind of education to her sons
i like to think she learned piano. maybe not formally with lessons, but I think her own mother played it, they had one at home (family heirloom), and it was gifted to her when she had the twins & she taught them to play :3
she had a group of girl friends at uni and they'd pool their money together to go on little trips in eastern Europe (like. west of russia) and once to Switzerland and Italy (I think it might be then she met her future husband [in Italy] who then joined her in Russia at age like. 18 or 19)
she Loved her long walk in the parks honestly... she couldn't do that too much with two squirmies in the arms but now that they're away she's started doing them again :3
she has always been very hard to anger, mostly bottling it up and pinching her lips her hard, but her mom gifted her a brooch with a little blade on the back just in case and she's kept it since she was 15.
thank you for quastion 🫂
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sungbeam · 2 years
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my dearest sweetest most beloved duckie
HOW ARE YOU ^.^ 💕☺️
also I'm really curious (which is a little weird) but ARE YOU LEFT OR RIGHT HAND DOMINANT !!
you would not believe who I saw in London a couple days ago, on my way to the visa office, screaming down the phone in my broken mandarin, I thought my eyes were broken but lo and behold mr zhong chenle was just STOOD THERE
but bc I was on the phone I didn't manage to approach him 😾😾😾😾
although I do think he was laughing at my awful linguistic skills
literally heartbroken
HUA OMG HUA ??!?@@;"1)2992*1(1 STOP THIS RN ?????? UR SO LUCKY OMG U LITERALLY SAW ZHONG FKN CHENLE W UR OWN EYEBALLS ?????? JUST THERE ?????? MY MAIN CHARACTER ARC WHEN ???????????? that's so cool for u omg i literally opened up ur ask and had to withhold from screaming at the top of my lungs ??????????? ur so lucky pls pass some of that luck onto me cuz i def need it >< i would give anything for zhong chenle to laugh at my broken chinese 🤡🤡🤡
heartbreaking that u didn't get to go up to him tho <///3 omg here i was in the middle of writing my hiatus notice and you've literally brought me back to life w this ask (´Д⊂ヽ
okok enough abt silly chenle, but i am not very well 😃 more on that , but it could be going better (it could be going a lot better but for the sake of avoiding trauma dumping and a live therapy session, i will move on)
i am RIGHT-HANDED !! which hand r u dominant on? 👀✨ oop and hope london is rockin' for u 😎 as well as school haha hate school :'D
but again, hope ur doing well and ur thriving bc ilyvm 💖💖💖
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xx-riffraff-xx · 25 days
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hello tumblr im writing a novel. as one does right. it’s vaguely a slice-of-life maybe??? idk there’s probably a plot but rn it’s just the characters being characters and occasionally i put my guys in a Situation or two. you’re gonna love it, trust. so there’s this 17 year old trans guy right his name is jax. it was cloud for a while but dw about it, he’s jax now. he’s got some Issues but it’s fine. he’s got a little sister (she’s 6) and he takes care of her and also has a job to pay for groceries and also his mom works like 60 hours a week probably idk, so she’s kinda gone a lot but it’s chill he’s thriving. (he’s not.) he’s a very caring individual, mature and has no problems whatsoever he swears (ignoring the fact that his grades are dropping and he Needs those to get scholarships for college and one of his jobs fell through and also his childhood best friend is back in his life and he’s being an ASSHOLE now but it’s fine he’s got no issues.) btw his dad is gone, he might come back, he probably comes back, idk why he left in the first place yet. we’ll see.
SO. this childhood best friend right. his name is harley. he’s a horse girl and his parents are divorcing and he is so sad and so angry all the time right. he wonders a lot what it would be like to have wings. he wears jackets even in the summer bc they make him feel bigger and his favorite jacket is his letterman. he’s also smart! like really smart. and he’s good at taking notes and his teachers like to volun-tell him to be a tutor sometimes. he’s got siblings too, he’s not close with them. they fight all the time. he might have an ex idk yet, i think he might. he potentially also has a girlfriend but idk about that yet either. he’s also got a toyota corolla i think. ANYWAY BACK TO THE PLOT PART OF THIS. jax moved away just before middle school and lost contact just after starting middle school so harley’s kinda pissed at him for that. but now jax is back and it’s killing him slowly from the inside so he’ll just do what he always does and mask his feelings of longing with anger and hate. but wHAT’S THIS!?!??!?!???? JAX’S GRADES DROP SO FAR THAT NOW HARLEY HAS BEEN VOLUN-TOLD TO TUTOR HIM!?!? omg who could’ve foreseen this happening. this goes about as well as you’d expect when you have two traumatized teens with poor emotional communication skills and history in a room together every week for a couple hours at a time.
and ALSO!!! floating around here somewhere im not sure where she fits yet possibly harley’s ex definitely jax’s friend, is josslyn!!! she’s a hotheaded wrestler girl with an affinity for red lipstick. she’s also perpetually angry, just in a different way. more cocky and daring than sad and mean. she’s got a VERY strong sense of justice and would like to kill all public figures. i think she wears skirts idk yet, she’d def also wear tank tops and cargo pants but who knows not me. she wants to go to college parties. she does, once. she drags jax along with her and it ends terribly. she gets very in over her head very quickly and doesnt know when to quit. if you tell her not to do something or that she cant do something, she WILL be doing that something and she WILL be in your face about it as well. she’s possibly also a lesbian.
about that party, fun fact harley was also there and it’s kind of important actually. i’ve got some more stuff in the middle but if this is interesting check back in like idk a year. i might have it written. the brainrot definitely hasnt gone away. i’ve just gotta get through the middle. if i get through the middle i will win.
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ace-hell · 6 months
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Bc someone wanted me to clarify :
"genocide" and "ethnic cleansing" -
Definition:
genocide- "the deliberate killing of a large number of people from a particular nation or ethnic group with the aim of destroying that nation or group."
Ethnic cleansing- "Ethnic cleansing is the systematic forced removal of ethnic, racial, and religious groups from a given area, with the intent of making a region ethnically homogeneous. "
Yall focuz on 2.3 million gazan citizens you forget the 3 million palestinians in the west bank that wow could you believe don't get bombed rn? Shocker, maybe bc they DIDN'T decide to wage a war on a saturday and on a sacred holiday morning. believe me if israel wanted to get rid of gaza and the west bank would've been wiped out already in 2008. By the agreement with ariel sharon in 2005 after the hitnatkut from gaza strip he said that the second gaza attacks israel they'll be WIPED OUT but he got into a coma and since then hamas took over gaza and doesn't stop being the first to attack. Israel DOES care about palestinian lives- israel calls and send papers ASKING gazan citizens to evacuate and SAVE THEMSELVES otherwise gaza city and 1.1 million ppl would been dead already.
The target is hamas. Not palestinians
Unfortunately they sit under and inside residential areas like hospitals, schools, houses and ofc the tunnels under there. Believe me the SHOCK i got from witnessing first handedly seeing jihadists soldiers creep around an elementary school in the middle of the night... Its horrible and not only in gaza but also in syria and lebanon newr the borders. In 2014 an israeli women accidentally discovered a hamas tunnel that went from gaza to her house. There's even a special group in the IDF that specializes in discovering these tunnels, again they started it also in lebanon and even one was discovered from syria.
The idea is to wipe out all of HAMAS, who doesn't even give a shit about gazan citizens themselves
With all their budget gaza could flourish into a mini dubai yet they focus on only attacking israel while not defending gaza
After the 1948 war and the nakba day there were less than 150,00 palestinians if israel wanted to "ethnically clean" israel from palestinaisn they would've done it in less than 75 years, now almost 21% of israel are arabs and there are 5 million palestinians. How can someone be SO bad at genocide that the numbers of palestinians went up from 150,000 to almost 7 million (including the ones who live in israel- with full rights)
Palestinians suffer from hamas so much some even work for the IDF in secret.
These past two weeks happened bc hamas murdered 1500 innicent civilians and kidnapped 200 people, if they didn't do it nothing would've happen
If hamas and the jihadi islam didn't overtake gaza i assure you they would've thrive into a beautiful place bc again - israel was the one to initiate every peace agreement with palestinians and THEY were the ones to break it.
So yes get educated people, develop your critical thinking beyond what ppl who discovered the middle east yesterday has to say
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silverstqrs · 1 year
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percy jackson obsessed middle school me is thriving rn
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the-warrior-sys · 2 years
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college: holy shit we’ve come a long way
(tw for abuse mentions)
holy fuck we’re actually doing it.
didn’t think we would. Between being homeschooled (and thus incredibly socially inept) through middle school. then chucked into school in a bougie ass failure highshcool our sophomore year where we nearly drowned. we didn’t think we’d graduate. Thankfully junior year we transfered to our amazing graduating highshcool, and despite nearly two months of absenses accumulated, horrible memory problems and a host of other things (including moving out then moving back) WE SURVIVED AND DID THAT SHIT.
our teen years have been eventful. we realized we were trans, demisexual, demiro, which was a Lot, especially coming fresh off the fundementalist christianity that was literally beaten into us, and coming to terms with the fact that our parents weren’t just bad parents, but straight up abusive. 
the last  few months have been. idk there were bright places but they’ve been rough. 
we had a concrete sense of self and were thriving then the PTSD symptoms started to ramp up and eventually, we realized we were a system. college was a daunting thought before all of that but now we’re grappling with accomodating neurodiversity, a tic diagnosis, and the system while in college which is a huge fucking change. 
we worked our ass off in highschool and are ready to absolutely Destroy college. but its scary. the change, the social stuff, the academic stuff. The living alone in a dorm. I’m excited though and i know we’re going to thrive there.
 but to make sure im making a book of shit. everything from grounding to routines, to eating, to social shit and system boundaries/safety shit. it helps me freak out less and just conceptualize everything. I also want to just make sure we don’t immediatly go into burnout or otherwise threaten our physical/mental safety because we shut down. 
our goals:
-meet more people
-be authetically us
- absolutely obliterate higher academia
- put ourselves out there and refrain from being a hermit in our dorm
-therapy. (we’re in it rn but this will continue to be the goal until we have worked all our shit out)
- Dress Snazzy as fuck
- funtion independantly 
- understand the system and each of us better so we can work cohesively and hopefully aleviate some of the memory problems
we’re gonna do this. and i’m so damn excited. One month away. -Theo
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inkymint · 4 years
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old school bf doodles
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galactigatorr · 3 years
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grown up finn with the dad bod is giving me heart eyes tbh
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salvadoerena · 3 years
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NOW THIS IS WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT!!!!!!
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psyccheout · 4 years
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8tracks came back now its time to make my mirage playlist 
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