#might release the full breakdown if I edit it for privacy reasons + dysphoria + not posting my actual unedited voice to the internet

[sunforgrace]

so I told myself my reaction to the love confession was far too unhinged and wholly embarrassing to ever be shared publicly. I also told myself if I were ever to share it, it would be on the one year anniversary.

that being said here’s my cut scream

#scheduled at the time this happened LAST YEAR #volume warning #i did cut it like those youtube compilations but it IS a scream so #fair warning #might release the full breakdown if I edit it for privacy reasons + dysphoria + not posting my actual unedited voice to the internet #also yes I watched it on my laptop huddled in my bed that was the set up #on a livestream with destiel nation god I wish I remembered the specific group/link I’m sure some of you were there #also sorry for the shit quality once i realized it was Going Down I didn’t bother to fix my set up or the lighting I just panicked