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whatdoyoumeanitsnotcanon · 2 years

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More size imagines ye said? Ask and ye shall recive

Radahn is by far the biggest one here, so lets jump back a little bit. Back to when he was still larger then other Demigods but didn't reach that impresive size yet. By far the most mindfull of his size, not suprised to see Tarnished having doubts. Not to worry, gives them all the time they need and if they came prepared already, oh he will show just how much he apreciates it. When he does get huge, he loves to stroke himself while watching them play with themselves, a display just for him. Cums on them, always, there is...a lot of it. Will use gravity magic.

Doll form has it's drawbacks, but if her Tarnished would like to make the most of it, she sees no problems with it, they are on maintanance duty anyway. It's a far cry from her size before however, Tarnished wouldn't reach half her size. She was good at it back then, would absolutley relish in having the upper hand. Would stare and memorise their face as they would struggle to take even her fingers.

Rykard is by far the best at sex, man has a whole dungeon for it. If Tarnished were afraid of being half his size, well Tarnished will learn how flexible and capable human body is with all the right tools and positions. He has fun during it, don't get all scared now, he knows what to do. Snake form is also doable, curtesy of lady Tanith. She too can join if Tarnished is willing

Godfrey, that man will whip it out and knock them out with it. Looks at it as a challenge to his Tarnished. Talks to them, tells them how to handle themselves and is very good at comunicating his prefrences. Loves to wrestle and fight in bed, but for them, the first time he will let them gain their confidence back. Usualy also prefers to let them take the lead. He will try not to go bezerk, don't challenge him tho, can't help it then.

It would stroke his ego like nothing else. Seeing the shocked lust filled face of the Tarnished would make Godrick swell with pride, literaly. He has a lot of dicks, some bigger some smaller. Tarnished would be lost where to even begin. But the more they experimentaly touched and explored, they would find that that man is sensitive everywhere and it dosen't take long to turn him into a moaning mess. He would touch in return, enjoying their fascinantion of him. Very good with his fingers if they decide they aren't redy yet for all what he can offer, he dosen't mind.

Godwyn is a young, good looking, respected Demigod. He has stamina, drive and blessing of a stalion. Compared to Tarnished, who had their doubts when they felt him trough his cloth. They disappeared little by little as he gently led them by their hand to his chambers, not picking them up out of respect, as he sat on the bed and let them come to him, to feel him up. He'd kiss their shoulders as they would sink lower and lower, to...familiarize themselves with him.

The gremlin son, Mohg, wouldn't really know what to do, he does like that expresion tho. Tarnished, look at him when you make that cute face. His dick by itself looks scary, with barbs and what not, he makes promises he dosen't really know how to keep, that it won't hurt. Tarnished has to be a bit stern, take control that Mohg does not have and ensure only normal amount of blood gets spilled for the lord of blood.

Malenia, dosen't really feel anything anymore, due to the rot and sleeping all the time. When she has been able to however, she didn't like to see her partners scared. That was for the battlefileds and enemies. Would absolutley shower Tarnished in encouragments and praise, takes after her own father.

#nsfw.#crackcanon.#elden crack.#I've been blessed. thank you anon.

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land-of-holly · 2 years

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Rings of Power Episode 7 Liveblog

You know, all these white people covered in ash world look a lot more problematic if it wasn't for the red filter

NO NOT THE HORSE

oh gross people burning to death too

OH GOD ONTAMO NO

At least Valandil hasn't earned his namesake yet

Join the army, they said. SEE THE WORLD they said

A good, hands on queen

Oh no I hope Isildur will survive

Poppy's song is delightfully macabre

Oh shit did their orchard get volcanoed too?

Oh now they think the stranger is useful

It's cool how Nori and her family all seem to be wearing basically the same outfit. Clothes are hard when you have to make them all yourself

Elrond is doing a diplomacy!

He is no common elf! Ooh I love how they're leaning into his halfelvenness

Kneeling even!

King Durin is being really stubborn about this. There hasn't really been a lot of variation in this plotline, just Prince Yes, King No

Oh Durin....he just wants to save his friend...

GO OFF QUEEN

Durin is loyal and filial, he's just a great guy

Their marriage is so great

SAY IT. SAY 'HER BEARD' Maybe only the great dwarven matriarchs have proper beards

It's weeks to Lindon, Elrond, you can stay for dinner

'Go towards goodness' ....and I think that's beautiful

So mithril....does cure leaf?

Doesn't mean this wasn't Sauron's plan all along

Chill, Theo

See Galadriel, this is what everyone else sees when they look at you

Everything is not your responsibility! Tho I guess if that is what you came to Middle-earth for the first time.....

Berek!

Miriel does not look good

Mindfullness, Theo.

I love the Galadriel Theo roadtrip. Good friendship

Oh look she regrets killing orcs, or at least considers it an evil. Progress!

She's...giving him her dagger?

These orange filters are really making a statement

Miriel REALLY doesn't look good

Oh shit

Greenwood the great!

Is he sending the Stranger to Dale? Proto Dale?

It's the nicest way he can say "please don't help us anymore"

It's so fun to see the different ways they have of showing the size difference

Oh boy, he asked about her brother

WHAT

Sorry??????????

Excuse me???????????????????

SHE'S ALREADY MARRIED

Little disappointed not to see the romance, but I'll be glad to see him show up eventually!

So like, where has he been all this time? And why did she stop looking for him?

You gotta replace it with something better, Theo

He has a point, Galadriel. Problem of Evil and all that

Adar? We get Adar?

Nope :(

Smells like Elves

I guess the volcano makes it harder to track by scent

Durin can't possibly mine the mithril all by himself

OMG ELROND'S HAIR LOOKS SO GOOD WHEN IT'S ALL MESSED UP! DO THAT MORE OFTEN!

Elrond! You threw the fight??

Elrond's got a little bit of everything in him. Might be some Dwarf in there.

YOU HEAR THAT ELROND? HE WANTS YOU TO BE PART OF HIS FAMILY.

Far side of what?

That's a lot of mithril

Oops, busted

I guess other people do talk to King Durin

Oh no, Elrond got banished :(

You were ill formed when you were born? HARSH

Now we're getting some real good father son talk

Consigning your allies to death is not tempering! Not everything is a test, some things are just important

NO YOU

Shit, did Durin just get disowned? Are we kicking off a coup?

Poppy has such good songs!

He did bring it back to life!

Oh no is it more wolves?

Worse! Big jobs!

Love the cat ears on the cultist, don't love the brunhilde breastplate

Did she just lie to them? Are they bad news?

Hey, don't touch her hair

Um. She just put the torch out with her hand.

EVIL

NOT THE CARTS

Oh it's the Numenorean camp

I love that the dude armor also has boobs

What's that, Berek? Isildur fell down a well?

Listen to the horse!

Oh, Elendil, there's no sense regretting decisions made in good faith

Theo's ear! Half elf Theo....disconfirmed?

Don't just go wandering into tents, Theo

Oh it's the sick tent, guess Bronwyn might be there

Wow, not going light on the injury showcase there

Now now, we've already done "I thought it was them but turns out it wasnt"

Bronwyn! ARONDIR! HUGS!!!!

I guess the blindfold might be helping some.

NOW KISS

Oh shit now it's started. Let's do a war!

She couldn't bear to put her father's real name on this though

Awwww, Elendil

Harfoots don't give up! They rebuild!

I'll point out to all the haters that people may have WORRIED about being left behind, but no one actually WAS. Revealed preferences!

Oh, now she's going on her big walkabout

Marigold?????

And Sadoc too??????

Malva????????

Shit, I guess Isildur's gonna have a time getting back to Numenor

Pelargir exists! Numenoreans have been hear before!

Galadriel had to face the music eventually

Yeah Galadriel, remember? Their king? The guy you manipulated into coming here against his will?

Uh, I thought elves only had artisans? He can't do the 'as long as it's pretty' thing

Guys just get up and walk with open wounds around here

And ride??? What wound does he have that needs special treatment but that he can ride a horse to??????

Awww she gave up the dagger. She is healing, and so is Theo

Disa's getting her Lady Macbeth on. Such a good wife. I love her.

Go away Balrog, it's not your time yet

Ugh, knew they couldn't resist the temptation

Adar!!!!!! :D

MORDOR. Oh I like the thing with the text.

We're almost done!! I can't believe it!!!

#rings of power #rings of power spoilers #rings of power liveblog #rings of power s1e7

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auntyhypergamy · 1 year

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No pics today, sorry! Here’s to todays reflection

Overall emotion today

- Totally failed my exam, debating whether or not I should continue with uni. Already got a good job so im debating whether or not to get my master degree

- messed up resetting password

- didnt get the rental house

- may not be able to get a certificate

- on the positive side: i started journaling and have a clear mind about all of the negative things that happened today

💎 Productivity:

- 8hour working day

- 4 hour learning session for course

- 1 hour checked out grammar of bf report

- cooked dinner

🧖🏻‍♀️ Self care:

- skincare routine in the morning

- ate three meals

- will be doing some reading

- will be starting a mindfullness/meditation programme tonight

- no coffee, but lots of tea!

That’s it for today ☺️

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benegesseritofficial · 7 months

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Decolonizing Mindfullness

I'm resisting the urge to just copy paste a 9 page reading and post it cuz I don't think anyone would actually read that. However, I feel the need to share with the class.

Decolonizing Mindfulness by Patricia Hemans - a quick , shitty paraphrase by me

Studies show teaching kids mindfulness in school makes them better behaved and feel less stressed. This is true but also fucked up bc mindfulness in Buddhist and indigenous traditions is a collective thing. Keeping yourself calm isn't just on the individual, it's also the community's responsibility to not put too much stress on you. How neoliberals (read colonists) are doing mindfulness now is just a fucked up tool to further everybody's oppression.

Decolonizing is specifically the effort to free indigenous people from colonialism, capitalism, et al. It's not just general social justice. Anybody should be using these tools to fight the man but this paper and anything that says decolonizing is specifically talking about the war of extermination still happening against indigenous peoples.

Healing the split between mind body and spirit is cool and good and radical and you should try it. While you're at it consider you don't and cannot exist as a lone human so you should also heal your split with the land. She doesn't say this but I'm visualizing that we were all violently severed from the land and our bodies and are still bleeding and it's all a gory mess.

Use mindfulness in the classroom to connect the classroom community to each other. It is cool and radical to let the class take breaks. Use mindfulness to be present in the moment and in that presentness notice you are where you are instead of pretending we could be anywhere and place doesn't matter the way colonialism wants you to. Reconnecting with the world starts with viewing your deskmate as a fellow human being.

#decolonization #this was new to me and I got excited #no clue who does or doesnt need to read this #thank you for coming to my TED talk by which I mean Patricia's TED talk

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cottoncandyofterror · 2 years

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Hi there, a dear friend of mine published a very special coloring book and I thought some of you might like it as much as I do:

"Color against toxic positivity" is a coloring book for teens and adults that have enough of society's demand for constant happiness. Uplifting inspirational quotes may not serve their purpose on every day of your life, because what you really want on some days is to be your true pessimistic or indifferent self. You don't need anymore toxic positivity! 45 coloring pages with unstimulating (but real!) messages wait for you. Thick, high-quality paper - works for pencils, pens and alcohol markers!

If you want to get yourself one of those gems you can find it on amazon. She also appreciates clicks and traffic :)

#coloring book #color against toxic positivity #eveything is mediocre #yoga won't cure it #mindfull mess

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simping-overload · 3 years

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saint and osiris reuniting with their s/o

🔮 anon requested: Okay ik you already did one but maybe with a slight twist, also sorry for the o14 asks lol, anyway, O14 Drabble or headcanons, with their s/o surprising them while they’re I don’t Know together or something, after they had been presumed dead in combat a well or so ago?,S/o is beat up and looking terrible obvi, but they’re alive, and o14 are just a mess of happiness and grief and stuff? Obvi more happy tho lol

a/n: it gets kinda ansgty

when they see you limp over to them they are both in shock, Saint snaps out of it quicker then Osiris and practically sprints over to you pulling you into a hug but still being mindfull of your injures

Osiris snapped out of his shocked state when Saint yanked him into the hug, wipes away any tears you have despite having tears streaming down his face as well

Neither of them have it in them to scold you, so they just relish in the relief that your back to them, alive

your stuck in the hug until you or osiris say you need your wounds cleaned

For the next few days they would be keeping tabs on you and making sure your okay and safe

its unlikely, but you'll notice how closer Osiris & Saint are, wether it be pulling you closer to their body during cuddling or just by standing close to you

They'll make up all the missed time, mostly by spending time with you, like watching movies, pillow fights(Saint started them), star gazing. They just want to have more moments with you so they have more to remember you by if you ever died before them.

Be prepared for the two to start smothering you in love and affection.

#saint x reader #saint 14 x reader #saint 14 #saint x osiris #osiris #osiris x reader #osiris headcanons #poly #x gender neutral reader #x gn!reader #destiny 2 #destiny headcanons #destiny x reader #destiny 2 x reader #for #🔮 anon

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sunbonded · 5 years

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school starting again, which means semi-hiatus

i’m gonna be dead like, half the week

#ooc tbt #(y'all pray for me)#(i would say i'm a mess but my therapist is trying to do more mindfullness)#(but i feel it)

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lucysweatslove · 2 years

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Gonna get real for a min here.

It's a lot of... not great feels here so I'm putting it beneath a Read More. It's also very long; this is just a journal for me to put down feels, not necessarily for other people to read. This could be triggering for people, so also a content warning: calories, weight loss, eating disorders/disordered eating. There's a LOT of number talk in here.

First things first: I'm not currently taking my medication. I'm on Wellbutrin SR (the 12 hour formula, not the instant release nor the 24 hour release), and my current Rx is for 200mg. I find it hard to tolerate sometimes as it affects my physical signs of anxiety- eg, rapid heart rate- but also, long story short, I fainted in November and now my health anxiety is really high. I think I know why I fainted (husband was post-op and got a strong opiate in his IV and I was terrified because it's a scary drug), but I also had myclonic jerks (read: it looked like a seizure) and with all my other health stuff, I'm just... scared? Any time something feels "not quite right," I get nervous.

When my little sister made her comment about my body around New Years, I think I kind of broke a little bit and decided I needed to change my body. Part of this is because I hate the body comments and just want them to stop, and the other part of it... as messed up as it is, I look back on ED me with nostalgia and longing. When you're thin and you have a restrictive ED, people are understanding and kind. When you're fat and have a restrictive ED, you're alone in dealing with it. People expect your ED to be BED (NO shame to those with this disorder!) and seem to short circuit when you correct them. It's like "fat person is eating too much" is the ONLY thing they can think of, and when you say it's the opposite, they have no idea what to do other than invalidate you. "Are you sure?" "You must not be tracking your calories right." "You'll be healthier if you lose weight, so just lean into it." Even celebrating weight loss in general.

It's become a difficult thing for me: I simultaneously want to lose weight while wanting to not care about my body, to just exist in my body, to be able to be celebrated for eating good food and exercising in general. And yet, that isn't something that happens. Anyway, I decided to start tracking total nutrition again, but just not talk about the calories/energy balance part of it. This was hidden, just for me to know, so nobody would comment on it. I opted to use Cronometer instead of MFP because I can track TOTAL nutrition and make sure I was still getting micronutrients vital to my health.

Initially I planned a HUGE deficit. I wanted to go back to feelings of hunger, feeling in control, hoping it would help me feel in control of med school apps. About a week and a half into it, I was like, nah I need to eat more. So I did. I justified it with "I'm still on track to lose 2.5 lbs a week instead of 3.5 a week; by my birthday I'll still be so much smaller!" Initially, I had some struggles- esp in week 2- where I tried to do more Controlling Behavior (eg, not eat when hungry), but overall my goal was, while I wanted a calorie range, it was more important that I a) ate when I was hungry, b) ate a variety of foods and included fruits and veg, and c) hit micronutrient goals as a whole over the course of a week. Essentially, although I was tracking calories, I didn't force myself into a caloric goal, focused more on mindfullness and other aspects of nutrition, felt like for the first time I was getting to the point where I COULD track numbers and be okay with it, not obsessive.

I also started to weigh myself daily again. I've done this many times before, it's never been a real trigger for myself, and honestly it USUALLY helps me put things into perspective. I gain weight one day after a high-volume, high-fiber day. I lose weight one day after not meeting hydration goals. I gain weight one day after eating more carbs after activity and refilling my glycogen. I lose weight after my stomach was really upset. I can handle day to day ups and downs, there's always an explanation not related to fat, but it is still a "body checking" behavior. And then when I look at the weekly trends, I'm not pleased. It's not progressing fast enough based on what I'm doing.

Here's the reality: in week 1, I "lost" 7 pounds. I logically know a lot of this is glycogen and water loss. In week 2, I "gained" 0.8 lbs. I logically know that the prior week was a lot of water loss, and I started eating more. I'm not worried yet, as I know that the large week 1 weight loss has to balance out in the end. In week 3, I "lost" 1 lb exactly. I get a little disappointed; that means in the last 2 weeks, I only "lost" 0.2 lbs. I remind myself- 7 lbs in one week isn't realistic, so it could still be glycogen related, water related, etc. A difference of 8 lbs in 3 weeks is decent! In week 4, I "lost" another 0.4 lbs. At this point I am frustrated. I hovered all week. I try to tell myself- glycogen! Water weight! Bathroom habits! But now I'm average ~2 lbs a week, and I'm getting close to where I should be seeing an actual dip again and I'm not. I've lost weight, but I'm still 4 lbs heavier than where I initially wanted to be at this point.

Enter February. There is a +1.4lb gain overnight. This I am POSITIVE is glycogen- I went to the gym the day before and decided to properly fuel my body with carbs. But where does this leave me? Realizing that the prior lack of weight loss likely wasn't related to additional glycogen, because now it is.

So what do I do now? My math brain plots my trajectory over the last ~3.5 weeks; using daily values, it's about -0.75 lbs per week, and using weekly values over the last 3.5 weeks, it's -0.58 lbs per week.

I freak the every living eff out, because I've been so honest in my food journaling. Looking at the same 3.5 week period, I'm averaging 1226 kcal in/day, 94 g of protein a day. Based on my watch which is imperfect at best, I average 536 kcal/day burned during exercise. If we just assumed I ate at maintenance for daily living (eg, BMR, NEAT, thermic effect of food, etc), that 536 kcal/day would predict more than what I'm losing in this last ~3.5 week period.

So what if I add in the first week, the first large WHOOSH? Daily trendline is about -1.34 lbs/week, and weekly is about -1.74 lbs/week.

Now I expand the nutrition analysis for the whole month, and the short story is I see a purported avg caloric balance of -1344. Extrapolated that's ~2.69 lbs/week, which is... significantly more extreme than the trendlines. Literally DOUBLE when we look at the daily trendline. Logical math brain is looking at this and thinking, where is this coming from?? Let's assume that the watch accounts for both NEAT and exercise, and let's assume that thermic effect of food is negligible. In other words, daily calories burned are only BMR + whatever my watch lists as activity. That would be associated with -1.85 lbs/week. That's STILL higher than what my trendlines plot me at. Which means... what? That my watch greatly overestimates calories? That my metabolism is still so damaged?

Weight is so, so SO highly variable from so many things, and knowing that, I take the day to day with a grain of salt and don't mind the ups and downs. Seeing just the weekly stuff, especially over a period of a month, it's like... I expected something different. I expected a better trend. I expected to not feel stuck where I'm at. I expected to have more rational reasons for any stalling, but I don't.

It's just... discouraging, I think. I have no actual health condition that would be doing this. I've put on so much weight over so long that there shouldn't be any long lasting metabolic damage from my prior ED, and yet, maybe there is. I think back to when my like 5' friend (significantly shorter than I am) dropped 30 lbs in like 2 months and continued to lose weight and now wears an XS and quite literally has a thigh gap, but she's eating cinnamon rolls and going out to eat and literally never works out at all. None of it was intentional, just post-divorce. I think about my other friend who is around the same height and weighs like 90-100 lbs and basically always has except for when she was pregnant and how her concern is getting ENOUGH calories in.

It's all like... why is it that I have to put forth so much effort? Not just more effort to control my shape, but more effort than other people my size and shape because I have to be careful not to slip into ED territory again? And as truly fucked as it sounds... why do I get all the negatives of a history of an ED but none of the social benefits, like people actually listening to you and validating your experience?

#cw eating disorder #cw calories #cw atypical anorexia #cw osfed #cw weight loss #delete later

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zuffer-weird-girl · 4 years

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How diid they gst into this mess?

A fight lead by some conflits on opposite yakusas from the past week has lead on the kidnapping of Overhaul's most precious treasure on this earth.

You.

The event has somehow ended up being on the top of some still on construction building, one of the future largest buildings in that entire city for that manner.

He just wasn't having a good evening.

"Ah." The main leader spoke, back towards him and the three man he trusted to hekp him get you back "I see you came then Overhaul. Such an honour." He looked over his shoulder with a smug look. His own subbordinates snickering from where they were.

"Save your fucking words, it means nothing to me. I hope you had a good life befofe regretting to even mess with the Hassaikai." He growled between tedth as he prepared to slip his glove off before the man turned his front to him, shaking his index finger.

"Ah, ah, ah! No need to use that power of yours or any of tge rest of your gang, well... unless of course-!" He smirked at one bald wearing sunglasses guy who had a grin that came from one ear to another...

His arm, that was a freaking tentacle lifted up a bit, showed you, hanging by the ankle of your left leg as you squirmed in fear of falling from that place.

"(Y/n)!" He shouted, extending one hand of his before retreating when your captor treatened to drop you, make you scream at the action... Chrono and Mimic had to hold back Chisaki if they didn't want a pancake of you or Overhaul losing his shit.

"So is true?!" The leader laughed before looking between you and Kai "Overhaul has someone?! Oh what a glorious day! Wr should celebrate even, am I right boys?!" The whole group laughed as Kai gritted his teeth under his plague mask, some hives threatening to show up due to how angry and nervous he was.

"The hell you want pUNK?!" Mimic yelled as the man chucklex darkly and paced around for a bit at the top of the building they were currently at.

"Well, I do know of this new "product" of yours. Is a very well selled bullet on the underground, and I think I might even take some advanteges of it." He stopped, crossing his arms behind his back with another laugh of his, extending one of his hands, shooking one finger at Kai "You're pretty good at what you do my pal!"

"Spill it out." Overhaul growled as hos rival smirked, giving a sigmal to your captor to hold you up even higher as he made gis point very clear.

"Give me the antiquirk bullets formula and Shie Hassaikai's leadership unless you want to see your little angel crash into a pile of concrete on the floor." He widened his eyes as Mimic shriked, pointing at finger at him.

"ThE fuCK YA ThiNk yoU Are BasTARD?!"

"Overhaul, we can't." Chrono murmured as he fell his body start to tremble.

"You have thirty seconds mister boss." The man snapped hsi fingers, and the guy with a tentacle holding you hostage was starting to loose his grip on your ankle.

His eyes widened in horror as he slowly lifted his hands up enough to shown his rival he wasn't planning to use his quirk neither attack.

"Have anything. Just don't hurt my partner." He spoke through teeth with furrowed eyebrows as Chrono and mimic widened their eyes at their boss.

"No! Kai!" You shouted as the main leader laughed, as if you had spoken a hilarious joke...

He frowned at yojr words before widening even more hsi arms when you showed a hidden knife on your hip that miraculously didn't fell.

"Kai? Is that his name?! Oh so romantic. But enough with that!" He shouted witha sick look at Chisaki, who gave a silently signal for Chrono, Mimic, Rappa and Tengai to get ready to fight "With the power of the bullets and the status of the Hassaikai I can take over the whole Japan in less than two months! Ohoho! Is not even close to dinner time yet, it is indeed a beautiful day." He smirked at his companions as you gave Kai a worried yet determined look.

You snatched the knife from your hip and stabbed your captor, making him let go of you as well curse out loud in pain as you luckily held on to one of the ropes of a crane that was in front of the building.

"ATTACK!" Kai shouted as he finally used his quirk and his subbordinates did as they told.

In the middle of the fighting, the leader scoffed before smilling maniacly as he saw you getting your balance back, using his quirk of metal manipulation he was ready to make that crane kill you.

That was his intention if it wasn't for Kai coming with a heavy punch on his jaw.

"(Y/N)!" He shouted as you screamed, holding for your life at the metal bar wuth your legs swing on the air "Hold still!" He shouted before he cursed when something sharp enough cut what was holding his mask on his face and cheek, he looked up in guard to see his rival yelling and knocking him on the ground.

"You think you're powerfull HUH?! Just so FUCKING full of yourself!" He smiled sadically as he pressed further more the bar of metal on Chisaki's throat. For some odd reason he wasn't able to use to his quirk on that damn bar neither reach for the fucker. "is no use kai! WITH ME USING MY QUIRK, YOUR CONTROL OVER THIS BAR IS EQUAL TO NOTHING!" he laughed as he narrowed his eyes before managing to overpower his strenght to snatch the bar of metal put of their grasp as he choked with one hand his enemy.

"Gove me one fucking reason to let you live now your damn pest." He hissed as the guy laughed brethless, slowly lifting one of his finger up towards you

"Because I am the only one that is controlling your little plaything's life!" He said in a breathy and pysochotic tone before snapping his fingers, he widened his eyes at that and immediately looked at your direction. The crame suddenly started to move and you weren't able to hold much longer.

You looked at Chizaki with teary and desperate eyes before shouting his names as your safe bar contorned, makung you fall.

"NO!" He shouted, all of the enemies down as the time seemes to go slower. His subbordinates tried to stop them... but his body seemed to move on his own as he jumped from the building.

Extending his arms and shouting your name, he saw the look you gave him. frightened by her life and his, which in less than seconds could end in a terrible death in this fall, making a little more effort, except for one arm he managed to take her hand and pull it to his chest.

"KAI WHAT DID YOU DO ?!" you cried, gripping on his clothing while he and you were getting closer to the floor. By the speed, his mask completely loosened and leaved his face, showing you that he was also seeing death coming closer and closed by any minute or second.

Seing him moving his eyes as if he was calculating someyhing he craddled you to his chest.

"Trust me." He said suddenly.

"WE ARE CLOSE TO DYING WHY ON HELL DID YOU JUMPED ALONG?!" Your tears flew from your face as you looked at him. His golden eyes that were once wide turned back as he frowned.

"If you're going to die by me, then the least i could do is be with you my dear." You sobbed as he screatched his arm next to the parts of the building that were already done with the concrete and glasses for the windows.

Accspting your fate you just burried your face in Kai's neck as you heard him counting numbers.

One finger, he just need one damn fi ger to touch that place on less than 40 seconds-!

"39, 38, 37-!" He tried many times but he was mere inches away from touching that damn construction!

"27, 26, 25, 24, 23-!" He heard your sobbing how much you loved him, wetning all of his shirt aa he cursed between couting, franquily trying to brush one of gis fingers on the building.

"13 fUCK-!" He finally managed to brush his middle finger on the concrete, shouting a "YES!" in glory as he embraced you closer, creating some type of slide to prevent you guys from falling.

Your screams didn't vanished as he used gis quirk, he only tightened gsi grip to manage to put you two safe on the ground... and he was relieved after who knows how long finally.

You peeked and gasped at seing you were still alive and still on your boyfriend's arms as you and him tried to catch your breaths.

He cupped your cheek, making you look up at him and it shockedd you enough to see that he also had one or two tears on his terrified golden eyes.

He breathed out your name before you succumbed to relieved crying as he crushed you in a tight embrace that you most gladly retribuited becofe he pushed your face away amd kissed you.

His lips crashed on yours as it grew wet by yours or his tears. Every time you paused a bit to breath, it didn't even lasted one second before yoh two were at each other again. Chisaki claimed your mouth and needed to feel everything about you.

A shout from beneath you two made you guys finally stop and look upward to see the mans looking down worried at you both.

"ARE YOU TWO OKAY?!" Chrono shouted at the top of his lungs as you simply gave him a thumbs up, not mindfull that the man couldn't see it or not as Kai chuckled at your reaction before peppering your face and lips with mofe kisses than you ever could hope for.

"I thought I lost you dammit.." he breathed out befofe letting a soft chuckle escape his lips as he craddled you in his arms and lifted you both up, not willing to let go of you anytime soon.

"Me too." You nuzzled onto him, not willing to let go of the safety feeling only Chisaki could provide "I was so scared." You whimpered as tears threatenes to spill befofe Kai wiped them away, touching forehead with you.

"... me as well." He breathed out befofe his look turned dark. You went to question it befofe he looked up and made you crouch down on the ground as well with him "Hold onto me."

One simpel command and you took it without questions, Wrapping your arms around his neck as he slammed his palm on the ground, creating a huge plataform to make you two get up on that building.

Right on top, you let go of his neck and somehow manage to fall on his arms in bridal style as he jumped from the made up plataform to tge building.

"You fuckers still fucking alive???!!" Rappa shouted as the guys surrounded both of you as Kai slowly and gently put yoh to the ground, holding onto you in your waist still as you hugged him.

"Thank godness..." Tengai sighed in relief before all of them grabbed their guns, excluding you and Kai and Rappa, because he fight with his fists duh, as the main leader got shkly up before being beated not only by Chisaki but by the others as well.

Immediately darknening his amber eyes, he went for him before your gentle hand on his chest made him stop before yourself got to him and kicked him... on his lowest areas.

All the man hissed in pain, yes, even Kai, as the guy fell on the ground hissing on pain before Chisaki put a hand on your shoulder and looking down at the leader.

"What now...? Going to kill me?" Even beaten up, the guy still had that cocky attitude.

"No. Much worse." Chisaki growled before tje poor soul's vision saw the last Overhaul's hand blocking their view before everything turned dark.

You sipped on your cocoa as Kai sitted besides you with a sigh.

"Long day?"

"Experiments and all that shit." He allowed himself to curse one time, hearing you giggle besides him and letting your drink down on the coffee table to snuggle up to him.

Lifting his arm awkwardly on the air he arched one eyebrow at you as you almost purred in delight.

"Do I make a good pillow now?" He asked sarcastically before slowly lowering his arm to bring you closer despite his harsh and cold tone of voice.

"The best..." you murmured, sleep taling over you as he pondered over his plan again, seing you were distracted "Kai?"

"What?"

"Why were you willing to kill yourself along with me that day? Crazy man." You giggled as he furrowed his eyebrow, rememberihg the events as he craddled you on his arms, resting his cjin on the top of your head with a sigh.

"Because... I-" He arched one eyebrow at hearing your snore, getting a glimpse of your face befofe chuckling aoftly, brushing one strand of your hair out of your face before lowering his black casual mask to peck your lips.

"Soon, we will be on a safer and cleaner world angel... I promise you. And I will never let go of you, my dear. Ever."

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weirdqueernerd · 5 years

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Tips for keeping youself productive on a large individual project

Just gathering what i’m learning during a week of making a school project at home. I live alone and had noone else to keep me focused.

seperate workspace, breakspace and sleepspace (as much as possible) and keep it seperated. Right now i’m writing on tumbr in my workspace, and that is not good!

make a schedule that works for you. Remember not to overwork. Figure out how much you need to do each day and don’t do more than that. an even workload over time is important. As a bonus: if you work from home and are alone, you can even fit it around your sleep scheduel and when you are more productive. You are always tired at 8-10 am? sleep then and work more in the evening. Noone is controlling your daily rythm, so make one that allows you to work more.

Allow your brain to have breaks. Different kinds of breaks. Going for a walk and just letting your mind wander is very good. exercise and mindfullness are good things.

when taking notes and writing drafts, you can include whatever language you want. Are you bilingual? mix your langualges. Are you oppinionated? let it show in your notes, and it will be easier to remember. Like slang? Use it! instead of writing in your notes about someone unseccesfully attempting a lot of non thought out things in order to complete a nonspecific goal, just say that they were fucking around. (yes this is an example from my current notes) You know what it means, and it is much faster.

remember your sleep.

for the love of goat, keep your work somewhere else when you are supposed to have break or use the sleep. if your project is on your mind constantly, you never get to relax and it will drive you insane. also, if you put it away and get back to it, you are usually sharper and more productive afterwards. and sometimes you will think of something randomly while you’re having a break. that way you get work done by doing nothing. how awesome is that?

keep distractions away from your workspace!

get dressed as if you were going to school! it makes you more productive. Seriously do it!

if you cant focus much at a time have a break (even if you had one 10 minutes ago), do something else. Maybe make some food or clean something. if you keep trying, you’re just getting burned out without getting anything done. but don’t give up right away!

Sorry for the mess, hope it helps.

#productivity #studyblr #advice

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