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horny-dumb-girl · 11 months
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Mindlessly scrolling Tumblr and rubbing has made me like sooo dumb~~~ i luv seeing all the horni blogs and reading and repeating so it stays in my dummy brain~~ hehe~~
Im like edging and drooling sooo much~~
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emsterrxo · 1 year
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I can feel it coming, the emptiness taking over, that void demanding it’s due.
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qu1etdays · 5 months
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Flash, snap
Yawn, trap
A trap that she loves being caught in…
📸: @sweetn0va
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depressedvibe · 1 year
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I'm fucking scared of losing myself.
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neurodivergenttales · 11 months
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What’s the cure for chronic emptiness?
How are you supposed to make me feel like a whole person when I’ve been broken since I was a child?
Every part of me has seeped away, I barely even have memories of my childhood anymore
I don’t have interests, there’s just an ever-present flatness that I feel in response to everything
The numbness has eaten away at every part of my life, it doesn’t even feel like I have a soul anymore
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07-induraj · 6 months
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Losing me from myself?
I was sitting in the dark on the rooftop, alone and grinned
At the view which looked beautiful from up there
Was funny to me, cause I thought it'd be beautiful until I started to cry like a kid
Out of nowhere she appered through my despair
I've met many, but none understood me like she did
She said we were same not similar like most people do
She knew everything about me, but I still felt forbid
Like it was someone closely closer in to me in the due
I insisted, so sat she next to me
I was highly blurred that I couldn't even see her
She asked me to close my eyes and count till three
So I did, and I don't know why I burst into tears
In middle of the silence, the breeze, and everything made me feel free
I didn't felt the need to wear my heart on my sleeve to tell it all to her
She didn't even spoke to me, not a single word
I just babbled the words I never got to say
But I swear, in that silence I felt most heard
It was always me alone, every single day but not that day
As I kept my finished the bottle, I started to feel the free fall
Thus, she pushed me off the top
Was she literally me or my mind playing games? Or is it the same?
I never woke up again
And I never even saw her there
I never wondered even in if I have been in hell
That my mind could take me hingh and bring me down at the same time
If I have to tell someone how could ever tell
That delusions are more real than the world i'm in
I've always thought of what should be my last line
But I never could figure it out
When I went down the rooftop everything felt fine
Since through my whole life has always been a doubt
That was first and the last time I felt that my peace was mine
And my life has been a black hole
I still wonder if she was there to play with mind
Or she was the one being played by my sanity
Just like if she and I were intertwined
Cause we both were the vanity
And yes we really were in forever bind
Cause i'm her telling my future self this as in confidentiality
Cause my future self or should I say my own mind ended it all from my behind
And i'll be haunting my present self with mine and hers insanity
Written by 07-induraj
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hermitletters · 1 year
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[1]
There is a conflict
in my mind
at tug of war
should i say
or, say not?
[2]
There is a gnawing feeling in my chest
should i fight
or, let it rest?
[3]
There is a spiritual crisis
my soul split into two
should I wage a battle
to extinguish the fire
my heart is set ablaze 
[4]
There is a deep anguish
in my heart
my soul devoid of love
my eyes empty
what should i do to fill the empty cup?
[5]
There is a fire
that is consuming me alive
should I surrender
or, should I ignite my passion
for love that died long time ago
-Sea
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crow4356 · 11 months
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i want to scream until my lungs give out.
i want to cry until my eyes blead.
i want to sleep until i turn to dust.
i don't want to be here.
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qu1etdays · 3 months
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Her body...
Her mind...
Elegance.
📸: @sweetn0va
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depressedvibe · 2 years
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I'm annoyingly restless but also exhausted.
I cannot stand up but I cannot sleep either
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lumisnowy · 1 year
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Underwater
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You feel as if you were underwater. You look up and everything is blurry because the salty tide blinds your eyes. You hear people, all muffled and quiet. They speak, you see the movement of their lips, but the words don't come through. You smile and nod as if you understood them. But you didn't. You walk through the world with music on your ears, hoping the thoughts will quiet down. But they don't. They echo through the deep sea and make you understand even less what the people on the surface of the water want from you. Their mouths open, but you hardly see their faces, because you just don't want to see them. You don't want to see anyone. Not even yourself.
So you lie at the bottom of the sea, on the cool sand, staring up at the people swimming on the surface, walking on land, laughing. You sometimes want to be like them, but you never will.
We lie at the bottom of the sea and listen to the water.
Love, Lu.
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07-induraj · 1 year
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Something like this.
Something doesn't feel right in this world right now
Its not that all the problems had walked another route
Its something I always knew
But it wasn't even a bit like this, this sorrow
Yet, I am still in that void
Which doesn't gives me any choice
But to be here
Which I wish I could avoid
Something doesn't feel right in this world right now
Its not that all the problems had walked another route
Its something I always knew
But it wasn't even a bit like this, this sorrow
I'm addicted to the pain
It all ends up being in vain
I did try my best
And all I can ever do is, complain
Something doesn't feel right in this world right now
Its not that all the problems had walked another route
Its something I always knew
But it wasn't even a bit like this, this sorrow
I want all this pain to go away
But its the longest of something which has stayed
I am afraid i'll be feeling numb & empty, if its gone
And I don't wanna give away what is mine anyway
Written by 07- induraj
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I don't know what i feel right now. I just feel empty, that's all.
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hypnobun · 2 years
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Life got too busy for fun and it was nice being all productive and normal but then I relapsed and spent most of the last day rubbing my mind blank to hypnop*rn
It's simply better being an empty hypnoslut.
I need to start edging again!
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