#minty speaks

[mintytealfox]

Ey yooo Frederick is an absolute mess but these right here caught my eye

Those look like burns 👀

maybe those are from when the place just combusts into flames 👀 so maybe he does make an appearance in the last game instead of being KO'ed from the get go lol

Norton and Frederick comparing burn scars pfff

#just thoughts #identity v #idv #identity v composer #idv composer #identity v frederick #fredrick kreiburg #idv frederick #frederick kreiburg #idv theory #minty musings #minty speaks

[minty-spice]

#giving the main verse some love because women are my favorite guy #planet of the bass #dj crazy times #dj crazytimes #poll #polls #minty speaks

[mintythecuptalks]

vent

I fucking hate myself bro

Im not even gonna try hide it.

I hate how i sound, how I look, how i act, how I feel, how I even make friends. How i talk. Just fucking everything. I'm really trying to be that role model for you guys and I can't give up just like that, but it's making me wanna give up on my au, and just.. delete everything

I cant make anyone fucking proud and I'm not even good enough for anyone. Shit I say was never fucking said to me. I really hate myself, I hate how my body looks. I hate how it's shaped. I hate my hands. My face. My hair. My arms. My legs. My stomach. MY CHEST. EVERYTHING

Im just that little girl who craved the "attention" they gave me BECAUSE I THOUGHT IT WAS LOVE. I WISH I NEVER FUCKING CAME ONTO THE INTERNET.

Its so hard to cry, my room hadn't been cleaned and it smells fucking bad in here because of the old food. My clothes are everywhere. My bedsheets aren't even on my bed. I finally showed i guess. My eating habits are coming back where I starved myself until I ended up in the hospital. I'm failing school I can hardly fucking sleep now. I'm vaping, I wanna start cigarettes again.

My whole world is falling apart and I haven't turned to anyone about it. Because I feel like I'll annoy them so much that they wouldn't respond fast enough. There was a few times where they'd stop replying because they were texting other people and forgot to text me and shit. Am I that fucking boring?? Am I not worthy enough to reply to?? I'm always told that I'm good to talk to while venting to and I'm lovely for that. But the bad part about that Is- no one ever fucking spoke to me the way I spoke to them. A few people have. But it was never said to me before I met them.

Im always compared to people who were hated on. Called dramatic. Now I'm wondering if what I'm feeling even fucking matters anymore. It's getting worse and i know it. I'm hardly trying to get better and i know I don't even deserve to get better.

I KNOW I WAS FUCKING YOUNG. I STILL SHOULDNT HAVE DONE THE SHIT I DID. I SHOULDNT FUCKING HAVE. I HURT PEOPLE. I MADE THEM RELAPSE. I MADE PEOPLE UNCOMFORTABLE. I BROKE UP FRIENDSHIPS. I SHOULD OF FUCKING KNOWN BETTER.

I SHOULD OF. IDC IF WE WERE YOUNG. I WAS OLD ENOUGH TO KNOW THAT I SHOULDNT HAVE DONE THAT BUT I NEVER THOUGHT ABOUT IT.

i hate myself so fucking much. I wish I was never born sometimes. I really fucking think i won't make it to 18 I swear. I have been thinking about that for these past 4 fucking years. I was 11 when I started thinking that.

Im not even good enough to even do anything for myself. But I always make sure my siblings are fed. I don't make them starve.

Im a burden to everyone. Everyone

Including myself

#vent post #minty speaks

[thicceon]

dino nuggies are just chickens returning to their former glory

#minty speaks

[mintymash]

Gonna say this now, but come on, guys, don't let the glass scientists define how you view Jekyll and Hyde. It's not the bible or something like come on now we're all responsible people on this hell site. Hyde being an edgy little emo boy doesn't encompass the story's ideas. I think we need discussions on this and to think about how we like to view things through the most sanitized lens, like Jekyll and Hyde the musical isn't perfect, but really no media is. I read League of Extraordinary Gentlemen and watched the movie and while yes there's a TON of racist shit in there and lots of sexual assault, it still has coherent stuff that makes you WANT to read it despite those elements. READ PROBLEMATIC BOOKS WATCH PROBLEMATIC SHOWS CONSUME MEDIA CRITICALLY. AVOID COMPLACENCY!!

That is all, thank you.

#sa mention #Racism mention #lxg #jekyll and hyde #minty speaks #food for thought

[minty-the-magic-man]

hey guys, just a quick and friendly reminder to report and block any porn bots that are following you and porn bots found in tags, thank you have a nice day

#minty speaks #minty.txt

[mintyfrostyart]

Omg i remember you from the henry stickmin discord server

Yep !! That's me EFIOWDHOH

I'm not really active on any public servers these days; mostly just servers with friends but ye !!

#it seems so long ago now lmao #minty speaks #i dont have an ask tag #i should probably use one

[mintys-musings]

Hi darlings~! I don't believe I'm being unreasonable to ask that you read my pinned before you follow~ 💚 After all, reading is an important skill to have when viewing a writing and rambles blog

#Minty Speaks

[mintyfrosty]

hi! I just wanted to say how much I’ve enjoyed your fanfic “Home is Where the Heart is”! the writing is truly beautiful and the emotions portrayed through it are so raw and I felt like I could actually empathize with the characters through it all! the development between Luigi and Mario while they don’t even know they’re brothers is very adorable too, I love their bonding and how much they care for each other despite only knowing each other for a short period of time and how connected they feel to each other, clueless of their true history! it just all comes together so well and it’s a very well written fanfiction! keep up the amazing work with it <3

Oh !! Well, thank you very much!

HIWTHI is my first actual attempt at writing a story since forever IHFEIWDODH I always want to strive for something of at least decent quality before I publish it haha

But thank you very much for the kind words !! I really appreciate it :]]]

#minty speaks #idk what my ask tag is lmao #i just feel like putting one bc why not

[mintys-corner]

I have a bunch of old gta/bully crossover art queued but I'll keep reblogging and queueing bully stuff so that this blog doesnt get swamped with gta content for more than a month

#minty speaks #mintys 2 cents

[mintytealfox]

What do you think about norton's 5th birthday rewards? (Like the portrait and it's clues etc.)

HEH I can finally sit down and slam down some thoughts!! 😈😈 THE PORTRAIT:

In film the direction a person is facing or going is a tell, and going from right to left (he is facing left here so its assumed he is moving right to left) that signifies negative/bad orz it pushes more negative feeling. Doesn't help that his shadow is right leaning hard up-left, giving a feeling of powerful increasing negative orz

Now the lighting! his back is to the light as he faces the darkness and that darkness is mainly shown as his alter's shadow. This makes me think that he is really leaning into that side of himself and leaving who he was behind orz

B U T

He isn't looking forward he looking more towards the 'camera'/off to the side a bit, which makes me think there is a chance that he could see something that makes him about-face/turn around towards the light, cause the light hasn't all together abandoned him, its there. Its within view even on the upper corner of the map within his sight, more so than the dark majority of the map, he isn't really looking there at the dark, he is looking up and off to the side a bit.

It makes me think that the map is his plans but the light has other ideas and catching his attention 👀

THERE IS STILL HOPE PEEPS!!!!!

THE MESSAGE:

This message makes me DIE 😭😭and that is all I have to say about it.....just kidding LOL IMMA TEAR IT TO BITS HERE WE GO

The fact that what he desires above all else is freedom ;; cause that is what the sky usually means in media FREEDOM ;;

He wants:

-the fresh air -the ability to feel the sun -and to feel the breeze -to hear the trees leaves rustling and birds chirping -being allowed to rest when he needs to ;;

All he knows is darkness ;; waking up before the sun, going underground, coming back home after the sun has already set. He only knows night life, tired life. When people are exhausted and get drunk and start showing the worst parts of themselves when they think everyone is already asleep and wont see them acting in such a way. He only knows a cruel, sad, back breaking world ;; Then down in the mines its just deep, dank, all you can hear are eerie sounds and clanking of pick axes and the occasional noise from animals brought down into the mines to check for poison air. Senses constantly on alert for any potential cave-ins or other dangers and to top it off, Norton having to deal with bullying 🙃

and even after ALL that, ALL he can think about, and truly wants, is to see the sky during the day and enjoy it

I AM SCREECHING IN AGONY

Then here is Benny's letter to Norton's dad, about the dreams he has if gold is found and all the lavish ideas that Benny thinks those riches will bring. That dream and what Benny believes money will give then enters Norton's mind. "Money is the key to freedom", and there begun the spiral orz He turned to doing anything and EVERYTHING to reach for that 'promised' freedom that he can have if he gets the money required. ;; Everything around him becomes a means to get to that desired freedom. Then once he reaches that freedom he is FREE TO BE WHO HE REALLY IS ;; So the thought process of "I have to be whatever is required now, so I can be my true free self later" ;; but that isn't how that works orz

I have found that misery is similar to money. Misery loves company, and with money there is never enough (if you don't have a healthy relationship with money) That is where the greed creeps in for Norton. He is obviously making some money, it is said that his employers were very pleased with his work. He even moves up to prospector instead of just a miner, or at least he was working on the side in secret as a prospector cause bro is LOOKING HARD for that gold. (And you can tell he knows what he is doing cause he just has to check out the area and he KNOWS that gold is not going to be there and officially crosses those areas out). So if he wasn't officially a prospector he could have become one EASY. A Prospector searches for the GOOD GOOD not just gold, we are talking valuable substances that the earth makes, especially O I L. Gold is fine and dandy but OIIILLLLLLLLLLLLLLL is where its at! If Norton wasn't so distracted by finding gold (which would have been taken by the owner of the mine anyways cause honestly why would the world be fair and let the person who found it keep it) BU T OOIIILLLLLLLLLLLLLLL can be found on land that isn't owned by anyone 👀He would need to find an attorney pretty damn quick BUT IT WOULD BE HIS and most, if not all, of the money going to HIM OH MY GOSH NORTON IS SMART!! He could have figured out a way to track down an area where oil could be found, he did that for GOLD he can absolutely do that for OIL as well and he would have wound up richer than most aaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh Norton knows how to sell his abilities and these people (those employers) already love his work ethic and what he can do. All he would have to do is say "I can do such and such and I have proof" those employers might trust him and say 'alright how much you need to finish this plan to get that mineral 'gold mine'. People LOOOVVEEEE the prospect of getting more money and are willing to risk it all for that reservoir of significantly MORE cash/income. So they would invest in Norton and Norton would provide and he would get his massive cut of cash along with those who invested in him LIKE HE COULD HAVE HAD AN ENTIRE OPERATION SIMPLY BECAUSE HE IS FANTASTIC AT WHAT HE DOES AAHHHH but as we all well know that is not how it went down orz aahhhhhh

He was completely blinded in that pursuit of gold and keeping it for himself that he lost himself, lost his way and even lost track of what he truly wanted, to be free. You don't need a ton of money to be free. You need enough, of course, but not heaps and heaps of it orz I think he would have been more than sufficiently happy being an actual prospector and finding mineral deposits and selling them off. Bro would ADORE being an explorer, studying the land and finding the earth's riches and moving on to find the next mineral deposit, making bank as he travels and people paying even more for his good and successful work. GOSH DANG IT 😭😭😭😭

but this is me getting all wishful thinking and living in 'ideal world' land. Setting off to find his first mineral deposit would have been risky but bro has survived worse and he is stubborn, able to live off the land, and studious enough that I haven't the slightest doubt that he would find good areas that would catch people's attention, it would take time but he could do it. There is the risk of people taking advantage but with what he has seen and learned he would likely be ready for it and end up taking advantage of THEM H A R D E R LOL

but these are just my thoughts and getting all wishful at the end here to balance out the EMO STUFF NetEase is tossing out lol

Gosh DANG I just want bro to be happy -CRYYYYY-

#identity v #norton campbell #idv #idv prospector #idv norton #identity v norton #identity v norton campbell #fool's gold #idv fool's gold #identity v fool's gold #identity v prospector #prospector idv #minty speaks #minty answers #THANK YOU FOR THE ASK #👀👀👀👀👀👀🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏 #I LOVE DIGGINGGGGG AND PUTTING STUFF TOGETHER HHEHEH

[mintythecup]

Lil rant

At this point I'm js gonna start distancing myself away from people. I don't feel important anymore, I feel replaced. I feel like I'm no value to them anymore like when we used to hang out 24/7. Especially online. Not gonna be speaking much since I feel so fucking unwanted. Even being on my phone doesn't bring me much joy anymore. I can't draw for shit, I can't come up with ideas. Shit even disappearing from online has been on my mind for so fucking long that I don't reply much due to it. Shits been getting rough lately.

#Lmao ig #Vent? #minty speaks

[minty-spice]

laios is to monsters what marcille is to dungeon magic

#andddd send post. #dungeon meshi #delicious in dungeon #minty speaks

[mintythecuptalks]

Lowkey....

Adam from hazbins hotel was fucking hot without his mask, same with Charlie in her demon form... AND ALASTOR... GAH DAYUM HOLY FUCK

SLAM ME INTO THE GROUND PLEASE, BODY SLAM. THROW ME IDC, JUST DO IT

#AGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHH #minty speaks

[mintspider]

I will gladly take just likes for my content I post on here.

Thank you for liking my saucy nuisance of an oc enough to even acknowledge my attempts to have a fun and therapeutic outlet for my creative side. 🥰

#minty speaks

[mintymash]

As much as I usually am for people doing what they want with media in fanfiction, I feel a little tired of seeing people try to "fix" league of extraordinary gentlemen. I know I might get some hate for this but please hear me out. making minor changes to a preexisting story is somewhat pointless if that story has already been wrapped up. Even if Tempest was confusing, it still was an ending to the story. The point of it even being called the League of Extraordinary GENTLEMEN is due to the rampant sexism etc of this weird Victorian steampunk story, trying to rename it makes it sound silly frankly. I respect whatever you're doing, but you have to remember that media doesn't exist in a vacuum, you can criticize all you want but that doesn't change the fact that your little pet project is just another fanfiction in the void, so why not make it stand out a little by maybe recasting the league entirely? Making a new story with the League instead of claiming to make an AU "fixing" what Alan Moore did? Yes I know, people aren't exactly a fan of him considering what he and his wife did in lost girls (DO NOT LOOK UP LOST GIRLS) but really. Let sleeping dogs lie and write a bit of smut or whatever I don't care but we need to stop pretending that we can fix media when we really can't.

#LXG #LXGP #Rant #minty speaks #hot take #Still looking folward to that hulu show imo