#miranda talking shit

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Higurashi is making me cry ugly style again. I love stories of friendship at the core. By the power of friendship we are going to force this narrative to work our way, damn it

#miranda talking shit #Higurashi #I'm finally starting with the anime and continueing with the manga and games #Been on a break since before the pandemic but now I'm diving in again and I'm like ah #Yes. This series really is so special to me

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Ok i swear I'm normal but the opening in BG3 and that mindflayer looks at you as you fall out of the ship.... 👀 Hi, are you single?

#miranda talking shit #Baldurs gate 3 #Bg3 #Baldurs gate 3 spoilers #Idk how spoilery this is since its like in the first hour of the game but yea #Anyway ... I want them. Im normal i swear but like uh... I keep seeing my companions and they're great but #Each time i flirt with them im like ah.... That tentical creature tho... Mmm... Wonder how they are... #Im holding on for a mindflayer. A mindflayer to come and romance me or eat my brain

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Me and Fabian played monster Prom again for the second time and he complimented and appriciated me trying to voice the characters differently while reading

"you really went hard, I appreciate it" thank you sir, doing Scott killed my voice but I tried

#miranda talking shit #He did coach. Liam and Damien #I did the rest and I tried making my voice and tone different for all of them now almost two hours later my throat is so sore #This session was made a lot more fun by our voice acting tho so... Win #Fabian #monster prom

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Let's play the game: am I stupid an naive for giving people the benifit of the doubt and believing in them again?

#miranda talking shit #The answer may be yes but man... No to be autistic on main but.... I want to belive people I like are like me #And wouldn't intentionally hurt and deceive me...

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Finally playing higurashi again since 2019. And I'm like.... Ah shit... I love this series. I love these kids. I'm crying

#miranda talking shit #Higurashi #I should watch the anime at some point too... Read manga so I know how things go but... Goddamn

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Everytime Zevran joins the group I forget how useless he is with picking locks and how annoying it is. But each time I forgive him because I am in love with him

#miranda talking shit #Dragon age origin #Dao #Zevran #Yea he just joined and i was excited to have him on my team and then i tried to open an chest and remembered #dao zevran #zevran arainai

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I want to be special man

#miranda talking shit #I know I won't ever be in the same way everyone is to me but I dream #Dream of an love that's like mine I guess... #I'm just too much. Too intense. Too emotional. Too caring #Living alone was fine the first year but it's been 3 now and I'm.... So lonely man #I hate it. I hate just.. Yeah. I want to be cherished and adored

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Hi how does one deal with lust for the first time ever at 25+ yo I'm asking for a friend

#miranda talking shit #I wish I could say I was joking.... I'm here in my clown outfit #2023 was my thirst year and it continues it seems #Like I never wanted to be fed or f anyone really regularly or this much it was always just... Fleeting in the past #Now it's like... Ah.... No it's all we have on our brain #We can't spend time with this person normally we have the hrny illness #It's pathetically sad. People talk about first love and how that is LIKE BRO FIRST LUST AS AN ADULT SUCKS #I've said it before and I'll say it again.... I never got to learn self control in this way as a teen like everyone else and I'm suffering #One weird dude is making me suffer just by existing #He's not even doing anything special and my brain is like... He needs to f us rn or I will kill us both #And he's just a tired man and I'm like bro.... Yeah......

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Would like to follow some new blogs/potentially find new nice mutuals so, if you post game related content like/reblog this?

Would be happy if some mutual could boost this too ♥

#miranda talking shit #I am always looking for new cool blogs to follow but im bad at looking 😔

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I would enjoy Xmas more if I had an okay relationship with my family but here we are

#I'm lowkey depressed it's xmas soon #If I could I'd spend it with friends but I'm 90% sure everyone I know will spend it with family #Thinking about going home to spend the holiday there is making me want to cry #I only want to go to meet my mom and old cat #How will I kill time there til I can go home? I got work til Thursday so that's one excuse #But even just the weekend feels so heavy man... #If my father wasn't present my mood would improve 40% #Do it for mom. You love her. Do it for her #miranda talking shit

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I'm sad to announce.... I can't get out of bed 🙃

#miranda talking shit #I took my meds bruh like.... Yeah. Still I'm here like um....

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I'd love to date an woman, unfortunately they are too pretty for me or wouldn't match at all personality wise with me 😔

#miranda talking shit #I guess I'm using the wrong app for it but mein gott #I've come across two amazing dykes and both lived so far away like.... I'd love for them to sweep me off my feet #But I got no drivers license so I would be the worst inconvenience on them :/ #Other ladies who have similar interests and vibes seem to be faaaar between or have like multiple partners #I think I would be willing to try an poly relationship if we were three but all I've seen are like “I have many partners” feels like a big #Leap to attempt for me since I have no experience. Anyway uuh.... Women.... Amazing and I have not enough to offer ever :c #Being an ugly loser is hard work mein gott #Let me cry for a moment I'll be over it eventuellt but today is one of those days man #Maybe I find it easier to see men bc I feel I'm never enough for women out there #Like girl you could have anyone.... Little old me only got my undying love and devotion and two cats to offer

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The fact I use my cats as judges of character of people says a bit about me

#miranda talking shit #If my cats dislike you/is scared of you after 3+ visits.... Sorry you gotta go #Both don't have to like you but at least one #Mirandas cats

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Sorry to be autistic on main but one of the pet peeves I have that really annoy me is when people ask things without wanting to hear the answer

#Don't add question marks if you don't want to know things #Say what you want and leave it at that #I know it's my autistic brain that's melting about it but it genuinely makes me frown #Does this make sense? No probably not but #Miranda talking shit

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Ok maybe I'll try starting stardew valley. Maybe that will cure me (have used sv to stay alive an harsh 4 month period before)

#miranda talking shit #Will I? Probably not bc I'm me.... But I should.... Even to just take my mind of shit #My mind is just screaming I should die rn and I'm like haha.... So anyway.... Mmmm mmmm

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Everyone at work: omg welcome back, how are you? Is it OK?? Hi!!!

Me: o:

#miranda talking shit #I forget people can like me even in these places... #I came and told an older colleague it's 10.10 am when she usually have her break #I used to do that before my depression crash and she legit gave me puppy dog eyes and went “you're so cute thank you” #For me it's just a small thing. Considering I sit in front of a clock the whole time and she doesn't. I know she can miss her break #I am maybe not the most talkative but I try and definitely do what I am told etc #Everyone tells me I'm always attentive and good at catching things #Thanks it's the autism 👍 I notice differences and thus mistakes #My problem is sorting out what's not important. Aka I can potentially point out mistakes which is good #But I also come with small problems which are “okay” bc in my mind... I can't draw a line where wrong and right goes