#miss that

[semiotomatics]

Now, my own suspicion is that the universe is not only queerer than we suppose, but queerer than we can suppose.

— J.B.S. Haldane

#happy pride month everybody time to bring this quote back #remember when it was my blog title for like 5 years #miss that #should maybe bring that back #pride #queer

[notthestarwar]

Yes, I love the idea of Jango being very contradictory. I kind of hc the whole clone creation plan as him being very messed up after galidraan, the spice ship ect and just kind of losing himself to his anger and grief. He agrees to it, but then he kind of immediately knows he fucked up, like this goes against all he believes in, what has he done. But then, cause its Jango, rather than being like 'OH no I need to fix this' instead he's like 'admitting I betrayed myself is pretty painful, what if instead I did some mental acrobatics to convince myself this is OK and that my hand was forced and I had no choice' and then he keeps doing that again and again sinking deeper and deeper in to denial until he's almost forgotten who he was to begin with, he's forgotten that this goes against everything he believes in.

By the time we get to aotc I think that Jango is a)completely lost b)hates himself but won't admit that and c) is waiting to die. He thinks he's outlived himself.

He's just a ball of conflict and I think that results in some really contradictory actions. Like Boba, he loves Boba and yet he's really bad for him. He loves him too much to let him go. I don't think he really feels deserving of Boba, he's pretty sure that he'll fail him and yet, he was too 'weak' (human) to say no. He wanted a son so he took Boba even though he knew he wouldn't be around to finish raising him (in one of the versions of canon he sets up this really messed up plan in which he encourages boba to seek out dangerous hunters in the event of Jango's death, with the express intention of boba learning that vulnerability is dangerous). He loves boba but he has a weird way of showing it, that's just who he is!!!

Anyway so Jango is like super contradictory. I like the idea that he is fierce in his rejection of the clones. They are not people. They are not his. (This is a self defence thing. If they aren't ppl then he hasn't failed them) but then he completely blurs the lines because he forgets this. Sometimes he is proud of them. Sometimes he does see himself in them and acts before he thinks. Which results in the clones having weird feelings about him. I think they see him kind of like one would a dad, but a really really neglectful shitty absent dad. There's that sense of hating him for being less then you deserved but also being determined to impress him. Then there's boba, the child he wanted, who's exactly the same as you, no he's worse even! He isn't enhanced and you are! But still, Jango prefers him. What if they'd picked you? What if you were Boba?

I think some clones end up hating him and some end up idolising him and some, end up wanting to hate him but really struggling to do so.

I'm just kind of fascinated by Jango tbh. I want to put him in situations and poke at him. I want to unravel all the things he's lying to himself about. I think he sees a completely different reality to the rest of the universe and I think that's fascinating. I also think that like, there's an inevitability to him. None of this had to happen but it always would have because of who Jango is, because of what the galaxy made him and because of what he made himself in trying to run from reality. Jango is the ultimate, dead from the beginning. He's walking to his death and he knows it. He's haunted by who he could have been. He does not have it in him to do right by those he loves even tho he tries

#about: Jango #about: clones #Remember when I used to write things??? #And then I'd post them on ao3 and write essays about my blorbos in the authors notes? #And in reply to comments? #miss that #I've been looking through my ao3 and while I'm somewhat iffy about the stories themselves atm I'm lowkey obsessed with the comments

[lavaalishaa]

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#lavaalishaa #2024thingz #miami #brown skin girl #me #baby #dasmi #tumblr babygirl #boats & hoes #keep it going #black is beautiful #i love me so much #i smell good #like Versace #she’d be so sad if she knew #miss that #dumb fuck #dumb bitch #dumb slvt #diggin on you #bout to head home #free jeffery #break the rules #stay dangerous #options #EFN #lavaa baby

[endlich-allein]

Rammstein ❤️ (Vilnius, Lithuania, 22-05-2023) @ bigbademma

#pyro 🔥🔥 #miss that #but soon #till is love 🖤 #till lindemann #flake lorenz #paul landers #christoph schneider #oliver riedel #richard kruspe #rammstein #rammstein 2023 #europe stadium tour 2023

[goaliekisses]

he’s talking about rusty (remember: they were roommates)

#REMEMBER THEIR PANDEMIC CUTENESS #miss that #zach aston reese #toronto maple leafs #pittsburgh penguins #pens lb

[windsweptskies]

girlies i miss rping

#oh the things being an adult does... #i don't feel different from when i was 16 but so much has changed #some for the better #others... #i don't know if i can say it's really for the worse #but i haven't rped much since i moved from home #miss that #yet it feels so hard to return #what do the people i used to write with think of me? #who are these newer folk? #I'm sure they're nice but i've never stopped being shy and easily frightened #so here i am #awake at 1:40 am and wondering what i've done to myself to make it like this #to make myself feel like a stranger in groups i used to be so close knit with #or. at least i thought i was

[halfelven]

when the baby puppy HAS to put her little leg on you when she's napping. ballerina baby

#she was so tiny #she still wants to sleep partly on me #miss that #baby puppy

[fzrticv]

okay, the last epsidoe was really good, probaly best ep of the show but..

I still have my grips, yes 8 ep wasn't enjoy, but the fast pacing still took me out of it, and made it very difficult to get attached I also think Heaven was put in way to early, I genera feel conflicted about it.

I think I still favor HB, its episodic approach, the focus on hellborn and hell solely. Made it also easier to explain as fantasy in my head. I had also more fun watching its episode...with...expectations.. but HB also has the benefit of being indie and not being bound to an overarching story, giving it more room to breath. ...but I'm also the person who's here cause of Fizz and Ozzie, without them I probably wouldn't even be here. I love Blitzo too don't me wrong.

#the mun #hazbin hotel spoiler;; #if you enjoyed Hazbin im happy for you #will i watch S2 idk depends if im still in the fandom #as I guess it will be clsoe to two years befor we see it #but dman makes felel you exclued not bieng as into it then the rest #makes me miss the tiem opps aired #miss that #also im still not a fan #of heavne being the solution #would favor the make hell a better palce approch #anyway -

[presidentalpaca]

ive been saying for years i would gladly donate my boobs to a trans woman in need if that was smthn that existed

#i want a little tiddy but like. a b at most #like i had in high school #miss that #babbles

[duchessofostergotlands]

I am on holiday and there are kittens

LOOK AT THEM!!! Where are you??

#ask #poppaeasabina #remember when people used to send me pics of their pets #miss that #non royal #cat #cats

[ola-mia-idea-einai]

Μου ειναι τοσο δυσκολο να σε ξεπερασω γιατι πολυ απλα δεν αντεχω να.. σε ξεχασω.

#greek tumblr #greek blog #greek posts #greek quotes #shitposting #late night thoughts #romanticism #love #suffering #sadnees #miss that

[ragtimedrakes]

you see my problem with reload is that I still want to play it. now that I've finished it I want to draw and to write but I also want to play the game which is one too many choices for me to make. which means I'm doing very little of any of those things

#when I finished dgs I had like a rigid schedule that I would draw at this time and then write at this time etc #miss that

[thissweetenamor]

waking up to my person and showering him in all the lovins

#miss that

[vanity-complex]

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#lowkey I miss sex work #like I enjoyed it so much #knowing that I brought people pleasure and intimacy #miss that #anyways

[akechi-if-he-slayed]

this is actually me with my sp blanket im so serious

#during the summer id be like a grandma with her novellas #turning on cc at midnight recline the couch turn off the lights with a big mug of tea and the sp blanket #miss that #south park

[bob-corn]

Souvenirs

#london #2017 #pride month #proud #holidays #friends #big ben #night pics #souvenirs #miss that #photography