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kvtes · 5 months
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being a mother is so full.
of everything.
it is both the most joyful thing i’ve ever encountered and it is also lonely. watching the world change around me is strange and a multifaceted experience. i am on high alert while i drive for others who are distracted while they drive. people come up to us all the time to look at and say hi to my daughter - their eyes and voices softening as they approach. i get angry when i see influencers using their children as props or failing to protect their privacy and childhood. i long for connection with other women for myself and for my daughter, so that she (we) can witness women in communion with one another. i miss friendship. i miss who i was before motherhood, but i don’t wish to be her anymore - i love who i am more now. i could stare into my daughter’s eyes for hours (and sometimes do) as she watches the world around her. seeing my husband hold his daughter cracks my heart open more and more each time it happens. i feel more connected to my own mother since becoming one.
mothers and children feel mostly forgotten. or maybe taken for granted. i wish i knew this for the mothers i knew before becoming a mother myself. i feel angry for not checking in on them more. i want to apologize to all of them, to cry for the loneliness they maybe felt, to hear how they feel in their bodies after they’ve been split open, to look them in the eye and do my best to really see them.
it is so much. it is the best thing in my life. my daughter and my husband — my tiny family — is my greatest joy.
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mintdippeddaisy · 2 years
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I haven't written much, but it all starts again now..
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immawanmuharif · 4 months
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Tim Paduan Suara 'Aisyiyah Gunungkidul Meriahkan Muhammadiyah Jogja Expo 2023
Yogyakarta. Gelaran Muhammadiyah Jogja Expo beberapa waktu yang lalu masih menyisakan kemeriahan bagi tim paduan suara dari ‘Aisyiyah Gunungkidul. Pada festival kali ini, tim Gunungkidul yang diwakili oleh bidang Lembaga Budaya, Seni dan Olahraga serta dari Pimpinan Cabang ‘Aisyiyah Semanu. Festival paduan suara sendiri digelar pada hari ke 3 dalam rangkaian MJE 2023 yaitu hari Ahad, 26 November…
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hershelchocolate · 1 year
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Okay oddly specific question but @ the mechs fans out there is there. Any canonical information on Carmilla? Asking for a friend (the friend is me I do not have the time to go through all the fiction please help)
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carmillatism · 8 months
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my followers whenever they see my gay-posting about drumbot brian again: God fucking damn it
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I see a lot of focus on Jupe's role in NOPE, and while I believe that to be completely understandable and deserved considering the impact him and his actions have to the story, I think there's a lot of people overlooking the tragedy of Mary Jo Elliot's character. I mentioned her briefly in a separate post of mine on the meaning of the upturned shoe, but I thought I'd expand a bit more on it to settle the nest of brainworms that have gathered in my head.
MJE, to me, has such a tragedy about her compared to her fellow child star, Jupe. The Gordy's Home incident was undoubtedly traumatic to both actors, and I don't want to try minimise or ignore the immensely painful past of Jupe because I do believe he was victimised heavily, by his exploitative child star career, by the Gordy's Home incident, and also the huge spectacle following Gordy's Home. However, when I think about MJE, I really do believe she plays a small, yet vital part in NOPE.
MJE was a young girl when Gordy attacked her following the unexpected pop of a balloon on the set. We witness a very concealed verson of the incident, as it is shown through the perspective of young Jupe underneath the table, but the sounds of the incident don't leave much uncertain as to the viciousness of the attack. We hear flesh ripping, yells, all the while her body is half concealed by the furniture of the set.
I think it's interesting how we're shown MJE. We are shown her child star face through sitcom clips prior to the incident and the t-shirt she wears at the Jupiter's Claim. I think the fact her child self is not ever truly separated from pain and trauma tells us a lot about how her and Jupe have responded to the events of that day. Both of them have been turned into a spectacle and rely on their past to get by.
The only time we see MJE's face, is the glimpse we get when she looks up at Jean Jacket. We see her face bearing the marks of her past, as she stares up at what would be her end.
It feels utterly heartbreaking to me that she had went through so much, only for her to end up digested slowly in Jean Jacket's flesh cylinder overnight, in the sticky and claustrophobic space surrounded by everyone else who went to Jupiter's Claim.
And it makes me think about just how much Jupe was reliant on spectacle. He knew MJE was coming out as he had introduced her, perhaps he had even invited her to it. I don't think it's too far of a stretch to say they likely became quite close after the Gordy's Home incident, and developed a trust of sorts.
Jupe, being aware of this colossal creature that feasts on things, and using it to bring in profit while endangering the life of Mary Jo Elliot, and so many others, shows us just how far he was willing to go for the show. for the spectacle. for the drama of it all.
I think MJE plays a vital role in showing the full extent that some people will go to just for the spectacle. While the motorbike influencer and Antlers do also help in demonstrating this aspect, the significance of MJE, wearing her child face, being swallowed by Jean Jacket almost feels like, to me, that Jupe has fed her past to it aswell.
He never let things be, he never sought out a different approach to success or appreciation, he has always relied on the hurt and pain of himself and those around him to get by. Whether it be his memorabilia room, OJ jr's horses, or anything else, they all, ultimately, end up being used for spectacle. And Mary Jo Elliot is all of this personified.
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sammys-magical-au · 10 months
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Not really a writing request but if you have time do you think you could make a post with descriptions, names, and pictures of the Lixian egos? I’m new to the fandom and I can’t really find many of them, I saw you mention them before and thought you’d be the best person to ask.
Heyo! I actually do have a few posts with descriptions, names, and pictures/drawings of Lixian egos 😊 I can link them all here for you
Ego lore posts:
Original Lixian ego post
Second Lixian ego post & introduction of cryptxian
Lixian egos vs Markiplier egos
ISWM lore post (includes backstory on Space!Lix)
Captain!Lix post
Short miscellaneous headcanons about Lix egos:
Louise Editor’s pet
Louise & Lou
Louise & Wilford Warfstache
Miguel’s fighting technique
Miguel & Yancy’s relationship
Lixian egos & their cats
Ramblings w/ @wouldntyou-liketoknow (hi buddy 🥰):
Louise hand-raising Biscotti
Biscotti being a cat
Miguel, Murdock & Caliban
Snickerdoodle comforts Miguel
Miguel meets Sam Ryder
The roomba
Snickerdoodle runs away
Fanfictions w/ Lixian egos:
Sinking Heart (based on Sinking Iron)
I Do Wanna Be Free (to be added)
Ego drawings (all from my art sideblog):
Original Space!Lix concept
Irl Lunky drawing
Lixian egos in Lixian’s style
Spider Lix drawing (included in a sketchdump)
Cryptxian drawing
Space!Lix & Captain!Lix
*keep in mind most of this is stuff I came up with on my own, and Lixian isn’t actually aware of most of these posts I’ve made (which I’m kind of thankful for, not sure how he’d react to finding out I’m this feral…)
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majorshatterandhare · 6 months
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You know, if I had a nickel for everytime a podcast has resulted in my music taste expanding, I would have three nickels; which isn’t a lot, but it’s weird that it happened three separate times.
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jangmi-latte · 2 years
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kvtes · 6 months
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cannot believe i get to play witness to this tiny human’s life for the rest of my own life. 🥹
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mintdippeddaisy · 2 years
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I had a dream last night. Super weird and I have to share it. Please let me know what you think the dream meant? Prior to explaining I need to inform you, there was this time I was dating my ex and he was driving and we were out on country roads, it was a really good day. So I took my shirt off and was shirtless in the car - not something I've ever done before and it was the best feeling ever. He wound up getting angry with me and telling me to put my shirt on, I kept saying no (stand your ground ladies). Eventually I put it on once we got to the city. This was one of the times that I realized what I wanted and needed was not him. Anyhow. Onto the dream. I had a dream I was with my best friend from a while ago, and she was driving a convertible and I went to take off my shirt. But under my shirt that I took off, was a long sleeve shirt. I left my ex two months ago, and I have zero regrets about doing so. And that dream I had last night is making me realize how much he had his claws dug under my skin. It breaks my heart that there was a shirt under the shirt I took off, it's like it took away that freedom feeling I got when I did it in reality. But I will get there again, I will dream that again, and I will take off however many shirts I need to until I am fucking naked ok brain?
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kuruvie · 7 months
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Katna is a consequence of being sincere
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veliseraptor · 2 years
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I wish you would write a fic where either XXC or SL actually do turn XY in after he trusts them and the other one has to go get him back and they have to deal with the fallout of such a decision and why it would have been made.
oh man this one would be ouchy. very very ouchy. and I'm...not sure how much coming back from it there would be? because...I mean. Xue Yang is not, shall we say, a very forgiving person, and he's also not someone who typically gives a lot of second chances.
if he were to get burned like this, unexpectedly, having come around to trusting both of his personal daoshi, I honestly don't know that the situation could be salvaged, because a very angry, very hurt Xue Yang is one who is going to go for any potential nuclear option very fast. Xue Yang is...it's very deep down in his set of guiding principles that the only way to not become a victim is to victimize other people first, and if someone does beat you to it then you have to hit them back so much harder that there is no way they'd ever try again, probably likely because they are dead.
it's pretty likely, too, that he would not buy that selling him out was somehow a unilateral decision on one person's part - obviously this was a pre-planned and coordinated maneuver previously agreed upon and therefore they are both equally at fault and therefore both equally culpable i.e. fair targets for revenge.
so basically...betrayed that badly and hurting that much, there is a strong likelihood of Xue Yang going off like a bomb the moment he's free. is he going to be happy about it? no. but an angry, upset, and hurting Xue Yang will wreck his own life in service of wrecking someone else's and only think about the fact that the first part might be a problem later.
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star---burner · 1 year
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people who write drumbot as just brutally honest (on ejm or otherwise) i love you . btw
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cleradinel · 1 year
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the aubreys time when 3am strikes
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aroslimecicle · 8 months
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tntduo i hateyou for everythingyouve done to mje i hate being gay and autistic please leave me and my family alone.png
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