#mmm what am i doing

[obsob]

autism 2 autism communication

#mine #original #orange overlay pink multiply layer my beloved #what hve i done today.....done some face studies!! very helpful!! #i am . beginning...to find.....a way of drawing that feels comfy to me...ouh #i will hopefully do some portfolio drawing tomorrow hehe #im going to re do my website...how it is now is. ugly. i wouldnt hire me #what else is going on...ive ordered some wool bc i hve learnt how to KNIT #im so alarmed. im going to attempt to make a cardigan i am so deeply alarmed #i need to exercise and have a bath. mmm. i will play vid game and then chores and then exercise and then eat and then bath #hve a good evening my friends

[rigelnetical]

mmm ga

#tdi #total drama #art #td noco #noco #td noah #td cody #rigelart #loosely inspired by all i ever wanted to do was know you by nocotics bc i am obsessed w that fic #its rlly good read it #mmm gotta love twink x twinkier twink (guess which is which) #dude i forgot codys stripes AGAIN what is wrong with me

[benetnvsch]

I want to see them having more casual interactions please-

#Lil sketch for tonight bc I feel Bad for Not Drawing them for a bit #(it's been?? like 2 weeks if you don't count the gay cat drawings oh geez im sorry-) #also I have no idea why this looks so different than my normal art I think ?? it's the faces??? #I really only have been drawing humans seriously since getting into BSD (woof) and so in still feeling out my style #this felt good though I liked doing this silly sketch #also I am a huge kunikida dyes his hair believer thats so fun #every time I draw him im like mmm darker roots and then I forget - #so this is my apology (kinda) #kunikida doppo #Dazai osamu #kunikidazai #knkdz #bungou stray dogs #bsd #kite draws #this originally had some dialogue to it but it would not make sense without a paragraph full of content and im too tired for that rn #so u can make up what Dazai is saying #funniest answer gets a thumbs up #I HAD SO MUCH ART INSPIRATION TODAT BTW finished like 2 drawing and started and finished 2 more #hopefully I can continue this steak for the rest of artfight at least :Flex:

[i-am-totally-not-a-lizard]

I'm a menace I really just be munching on fruit without giving a fuck like?? Who's gonna stop me the police??? Like I'm just eating a peach right now and I'm having a great time I'm just so one with nature yk consuming genuine sustenance for once... I'm really living on the edge like I am in the moment right now... I finished the peach now and yk what I'm such a rebel I'm gonna go eat another bc fuck society's rules I eat however many peaches I fuckin want.. I'm so wild and crazy I cannot be stopped I'm in my villain era

#peach #peaches #menace #fuck society #burn down the patriarchy #fuck the police #acab #anarchy #villainous #mmm this peach is fucjkinh delivcoius #shitpost #196 #idk #am i ok? what am i doing? what is this? #silly #:3

[starflungwaddledee]

Which disney or any other animated princess do you believe is similar to starstruck?

i'm not the most well versed in animated princesses so i'd be happy to take other suggestions on this front, but when enchanted (2007) came out, every single goddamn person i knew (including some of my university professors) took the time to tell me that an animated movie had been made starring Me 😂

so i guess giselle, because starstruck is still a sona and shares a huge number of my core traits! i haven't seen the sequel or heard much about it, though, so i'm not sure how well it still holds up!

#the similarities were really like... a Lot. i did then of course make the wedding dress and cosplay her. of course! what else do you do. #“ooo what is romance” “ooo what is this thing can i touch it” “ooo everybody will be so nice to me if i'm nice first!!!” i'm a nuisance. #runner up could be like... anastasia (1997) for amnesia of an important and violent political backstory #i mean.........! #anyway i feel like as a general rule i (and starstruck by extension) probably am more of a sidekick type #wait is vanellope considered a disney princess? girl with a glitch??? also has no memory??? tiny??? is this anything??? #mmm although i do think she's an actual kid though. otherwise that could work. #asks #starstruck dee #edit: i also have giant horse teeth just like this. if you're the one person in this fandom who knows what i look like... you can see it

[okarasusama]

i don't think ive ever prayed this hard in my mfing life

#i am not giving details bc its something i feel i should keep close #it is not a bad thing #just a heavy thing #i have been waking up around 2am to pray every night for like 4 days #without meaning to #i feel like the lord has been wringing faith out of my dry bones for long and now suddenly theres an abundance and i dont know what to do #so if anyone wants to say a quick prayer for me i will not stop u #basically i am bearing a burden for some people i love and i dont want to fail underneath it #anyway im starting to feel like an actual christian now which is... mmm... not normal for me

[gemsgamegems]

there’s something truly mind shattering about two people who meet as baby teens and then again as older teens, and fall in love—but is it love?? The beginnings of something like love?? Something that tastes, and smells, and feels just like love— but they're both way too immature in their own ways and time does NOT heal all wounds, and meeting again as adults where one has the fury of the fucking SUN in her hands and the other would be down to pull an Icarus if he had any less control of his heart, and what are they??

I mean, it’s quite unhinged to believe that anyone should fight so damn hard for someone who refuses to accept the love he thinks he don’t deserve?? Aren’t they tired??

Aren’t they tired.

No. They’re in love. They always have been. But the numbskull Baxter finally got a clue. So they’re okay and I’m clearly not.

#vn: our life b&a #gb patch #post type: rambling #so about the Baxter dlc mmm? #how we holding up y’all? #I just finished and now I have to go to work tomorrow and pretend to be a Normal Person #I’m actually sick #I have not felt like flinging myself into the sky since AEDL (Logan’s route) #WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO NOW!!!!

[kaus-quietis]

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#bsd fyodor #bsd #bungou stray dogs #bsd fyodor dostoyevsky #bsd fyodor dostoevsky #bungou stray dogs fyodor #bsd fanart #traditional fanart #fanart #unsolved and endless #I don't care anymore I'll start having fun on my b l o g and really that is a pathetically simple c y pher right there for y ou it's not muc #and it references a song of course - one that fits perfectly for this fanart <3 #Fedya b!ting his fingert!ps I need this back in the manga - he really only did it till ch42 if I am not mistaken #while the anime skips this detail of his behaviour entirely so no b!ting action for anime-onlys </3 you don't know what you're missing #however despite not being drawn b!ting his fingert!ps like in ch42 so far - his f!ngertips and na!ls are still damag e d in the pr!son arc #!mportant detail for later I B E T mmm #G o dILoveHim ANYWAY here is the second black!haired Fedya that I p o s t on my blog you're welcome #looking at this I understand those who write y a ndere scenarios for him but I assure u dis a completely normal face for a sapio s e x u a l #I do not agree with the y andere takes at all because in canon (manga) he is very polite extremely gentle and overall soft & discreet #that is his aura and I wish more fans would respect that - he remains s!nister and fr!ghtening of course but that's because.. #oh but I will talk about that in my essay at lengt h #anyway Fedya b!ting his r!ngfinger my beloved <3 it's always this r!ngfinger bloodtra!l symbol!sm in 99% of my fanart of him... #I know exactly what it means... but shh interpret to your heart's des!re <3 #anyway did you miss me? why are you still on this hells!te? ah yes because it's still better than others that don't even have a tag system #imagine sharing this on tw*tter and not being able to write tag-novels as the OP or as the reblogger? I don't want that

[transingthoseformers]

Oh wait a thought i had while asleep!

So, Optimus dies as he tends to do and get this a Decepticon gets the matrix. Like, the Matrix of Leadership chooses them like yep you're the new prime now yep yep

Decepticon panic time ensues

#maccadam #transformers #Optimus prime #my brain at the time had used g1 skywarp as our target #g1 everything else but the matrix works like it does in aligned i suppose? because I'm biased #skywarp just has no damn idea what to do now like. none. zero. head empty beyond ''oh fuck does this mean I'm a prime???'' #yes 'warp yes it does #''does this mean i have to lead the autobots instead??'' mmm that's up to you #i am now trying to remember if on the tfwiki it's skywarp that's suggested to be as dumb as a box of rocks because that makes this funnier #but also because seeker: prime upgrade addition

[ruffgem]

im literally incapable of setting small goals so i get sad when i dont accomplish them. theyre insane shit like "fully craft 12 songs as a self-taught musician playing every single instrument and recording entirely by yourself AND do it all within the span of three weeks." like BRO??? did I know I can just make one or two. its ok. hold my hands....

#but the problem is i get 75 percent done with one song and then im like already over it im like ok time for the next one #like bro....... CHILL #OR i'll like pour my life blood sweat and tears into some shit and then listen to it back and be like #mmm... derivative. mediocre. Simply Lackluster #what do I want from me!!!!! #its about the joy of creation. Bitch #thats literally my life philosophy why am i forgetting her when i need her most #tomorrow im locking myself in my room and im only allowed to work on one garagebandTM project file until its DONE #to the fullest extent that a DIY garageband song recorded on my laptop can be done #IDK IDK im used to going big or going home i dont know how to be normal when i had an assignment to make a comic i made it 100 pages #SELF INFLICTED #i have to turn normal now

[unproduciblesmackdown]

blade gunnblade !!!!!!!!

via eliza simpson:

There are no words for this true warrior. They kill me. MMM: went in for a post show hug. Me:"ow!" Asia: "oh sorry, that's my bullet necklace." 😳........ 😍

#blade gunnblade #asia kate dillon #kapow-i gogo #eliza simpson of [angel & others in the mysteries] & [the mother line story project] & [saw ak dillon in triptych yes we're jealous] #& [princess cloudberry in kapow-i gogo] #here we also see stephen stout in the 1st pic but going ''!! surely our dear cherished blade gunnblade's back. hair's long though hmm'' #only to have that cleared up by the 3rd pic thank god ='] #i guess at some point blade gunnblade has blue hair & i do love that for them #i believe they're in part 3 but i have all the less information about that plausible appearance #(and of course still no info on [asia perhaps doubling roles with the longer black haired wig & ultracorp jacket in that one pic?]) #one thing that would be fascinating & fun is if part 3 blade has more of part 1 kapow-i's look. the bright blue hair #looks like pink lipstick. Pure Speculation but i know the like [this is reaction to You Know How Media Is] element discussed like #part 1 thinking most [sat. morning cartoons experience; the legend of] part 2 is like when these series get sequels or just some #ep or turning point that upends its own previous established conventions. Darker more Serious / Mature Themes etc #part 3 like well sequel to That which adds yet another layer of the same factor there lol #i'm not really that versed in All This Media directly b/c i'm not that versed in / familiar with much of any media directly but #i am also not completely at sea & also one thing i could think of is like. blade is our revenge vengeance tragic anti antagonist lmao #what if after that they get to lighten up in delightful contrast to the torment & tragedy. turn more optimistic moral support bestie etc #but like i said utter speculation based on ''oh this is a look they have?'' & comments on [comments on material commenting on itself] so #could be anything! or nothing! except that it's Something enough to have been photographed a couple of times. thank god #oh hang on also we can see that that's stephen stout's character in the pic of Wearing A Black Longer Haired Wig & Ultracorp Jacket #who's to say it isn't also: yes that's blade disguised or something. underneath they have this bright blue shorter wig & Blade Outfit lol #i would cheer for that. compelling #(also noting that it didn't preclude a doubling of roles instead but; that figure Is wearing blade's necklace. makes it easy to switch to #Blade Mode backstage; makes it easy to switch to Blade Mode onstage....) #which: noted! bullet necklace! makes sense lmao. sort of #also pic 2 ft. director kristin mccarthy parker fyi. and the typical blade hair length i.e. simply asia's own. #''😳........ 😍'' soooooo true ''MMM:'' standing for ''most memorable moment:'' and also sooooo true as well #blade gunnblade is everything to me. if they died in part 3 i'm blowing this whole building up. they have bright blue hair now

[keeps-ache]

i don't know what it is but there are thoughts in my brain. more at 11- oh wait it's already 11.. uhh 12. maybe!

#just me hi #hello why am i talking about being wanting to able to sing through sneezes hfsjhbaj #i have not even thought about this for a full day but i wanna do it so bad man #what could it be practically applied to? uhhh the humor and lightened spirits of people around me #that's the best i got! the other is being slightly more annoying because it's still funny lmaoo #'but you hate sneezing' yes but also consider this #............................. #mmm it would be funny lol :> #/seriously though i think out of all the things human bodies do that i dislike/hate sneezing is in the top 5 #somewhere below The Oozing but above Placebo #i hate listening to people sneeze. like you know when you hear people breathing too much or chewing too loud? it's so bad man fhvshf #'breathing too much' okay yeah that's one of the sentences i've typed this year HFbvshf #and people scratching themselves. oh my sstarssshfvsfvbbggg #it's Not the same as sneezing or breathing it's just Deeply uncomfortable lol #like please . take your skin elsewhere... thank you <333 #and sneezing isn't even Nice !! #MAN. HICCUPS #i get hiccups so often it might be inhumane how often my body decides Okay. We're Feeling Antsy and just Goes to do it's thing #why are you even doing this dude ?? this is not helping our health as far as we know and also it doesn't even feel nice this Sucks fshvsh #but you know what. cheers to that i guess Lol #really why do hiccups feel so uncomfortable ? like my guy you are a Guest. sit down #anyway. apparently i have thoughts on sneezing .>. #//welp! back to baking cabbage water in my brain #it's turning out kind of nice! i thiiiink.. :> #when it turns brown i believe that means it's ripening. come back for more tips from keeps 👍

[rainowbenstyls]

faith in the future x

inktober day 5 (read tags if ya want)

#mayday mayday ipad down but im almost done! #edit: uhh this is kind of different from the first idea i had #since i had so many and im sure there's more to do here i just decided to leave it like this jss #i have so much uni work but decided to spend my free hours doing this🥰 #anyways kind of inspired by the mv for btm #i accidentally drew him skinny jeans but theres no loss in that #mmm what else #thats the lil stick he grabbed at the end #i dont know if you get my idea all interpretations are welcome djkd #i liked this better than my other first digital inktober piece #i guess thats it #1 am time to sleep for my 6 am class ha:) #larrie inktober #WHY DO I WRITE SO MANY TAGS #inktober #tracksintheam #trackinghappily #also does the caption make sense kdjjkd i should change it idkk #flame #edit 2: i did change the caption lol hope nobody saw it<3 #wait i wanna change it again fuckkk

[short-and-ugly]

weenie man song...,.,

#il be his weenie wwif #mmm #m #... #do you know. what i am thinking #i think you do #gerrneral #.

[polaraffect]

I have never wanted to lay down on my back so badly in my life

#damien.txt #going thru medical stuff and am not allowed to lay flat on my back #also cant do a lot of sitting #so ive been doing A Lot of laying on my sides & stomach for the past week #and holy fuck what i would give to simply lay on my back rn #this is such a small thing idk but like. i miss it #i was a side sleeper for a loooong time but then at one point for something i couldn't sleep on my sides? #tbh i dont remember what for. it wasnt that serious just a couple day thing #anyways so i had to sleep on my back. and then after that i got used to it so now im like #actually a back sleeper. tho i think i move around enough that it's like #most nights i fall asleep on my back & wake up on my side #but still. it's the most comfy for me #and now i can't :( for at least. a while. #mmm. it's fine. could be worse.

[weirdfishy]

putting it here bc i’m not in circles i feel i can comfortably bounce this at others but like. i can’t stop thinking about a netjames edit (not one i’ve seen, im saying ive got a creative vision but not the skill set/means currently) that uses the audio that goes ‘the day that i met you i started dreaming’ (faye webster’s kingston) and it’s like for the lyrics it’s like photos or vid-clips of them meeting/starting to work together. then the drop with the ‘dreaming’ it flips fast through a photo/vid-clip progression of netjames working together, being happy and comfortable with each other, and ends on their separation bc yeah it’s sad we’re not going to see them act together in net’s upcoming series but look at james go!! chasing his dreams!! and net is too, he’s just staying the path he’s currently on

it’s a relatively short audio to, like the typical cut is ~5/6sec, but if you include the second line, it’s bring a it up to ~12/13sec

anyway i haven’t tried making edits before but the creative vision refuses to leave me, i hope fans are kind to them as they part ways 🤍

(y’all if anyone finds one pls send it to me or if someone makes this tag me pls)

#OKAY BUT NOW IM THINKING ABOUT #GROW AS WE GO (song by ben platt) AND NETJAMES #where am i how deep am i in this i didn’t think i would be posting abt actors but here we are #the creative visions are telling me to try new art i think is what it is bc suddenly ive got thoughts abt making art #mmm might do some embroidery this weekend if my shoulder lets me #netjames #net siraphop #james supamongkon #thai actors #ql drama #fishy’s bubbles