Touch Starved!Amity Blight x Reader (HEADCANNONS.)
WARNING: ANGST WITH A FLUFFY ENDING, INSECURE AMITY BLIGHT, SUPER SEXY READER, OD*LIA BLIGHT BRIEFLY MENTIONED.
SUMMARY: POV of Amity being touched starved and not even knowing.
[HURT/COMFORT ALERT! HAVE TO FEED MY TRAUMATIZED WITCHLETS!]
-Amity’s parents were distant, to say the least, her father was constantly in his workshop and her mother only showed up when she wanted something.
-Despite the occasional unwanted hair ruffle from her siblings she was relatively affection less throughout her childhood.
-She wanted it but didn’t know how to ask or prove she’s deserves it
-But then she met you.
-During the initial stages of your relationship Amity might act cold, she seemed to only talk to you when she was showing off her achievements or subtly bragging about the new spell she’d learnt.
-Of course you’d praise her which made her absolutely weak, but what killed her every time was the gentle touches you’d gift her.
-A gentle but grounding hand on her shoulder, brushing some loose strands off her face, the rare forehead kisses you’d give before rushing off to class.
-Despite your intentions, it reinforces the idea in her head that she wasn’t going to receive your warmth unless she succeeds, unless she impresses you. she wasn’t worth anything if she doesn't win.
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-The human girl, Luz Noceda, had challenged her to a witches duel.
-Amity would have almost found it laughable if it wasn’t so irritating.
-She was giving witches-in-training a bad name, giving Amity a bad name, but despite this she was glad that it happened.
-Many opportunities had sprouted from this event, the Emperors Coven would witness how powerful she could be, the young witchlets watching will see what a real witch can do, she can impress you and finally receive the love and affection she knows she hasn’t truly earned yet, but has she ever felt she’s earned anything?
-Confidently strolling onto the stage, with her mentors cold hand on her back pushing her into the spotlight, she immediately scans the crowd looking for the face thats burned into her memory.
-Seeing your smile eases the small knot that formed in her stomach, perhaps its a sliver of guilt for challenging a fragile magic-less human.
-She takes a deep breath, Blights always win, no matter what. She repeats the verse over and over as she steps onto the bumpy floor of the arena, No matter the cost.
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-The gasps of the arena is drowned out by her heart racing in her ears.
-The owl lady proudly holds up a power glyph and she feels her knees go weak,
-She isn’t bothered by the eyes of the crowd, the cold stare of her mentor, the humans shocked but pitying expression, all her mind can think of is you, more precisely the disappointed look she’s conjured in her head.
-Feeling a surge of strength in her limp legs she takes off.
-Her thoughts go haywire as she blindly bolts through the crowd, They’re so disappointed in me, how will I redeem myself? Will I be punished? Do they still love me? will they keep touching me?
-She crumples to the floor in a dark empty spot.
-Hugging her knees to her chest she desperately tries to push back the familiar sting in her eyes.
-Hiding her eyes in her crossed arms, she allows the tears to fall, just this once.
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-The sound of footsteps against the cold marble ground fills her ears.
-She startles slightly and coils up defensively, reading to scream at whoever is trying to approach her in a vulnerable state, especially if its that human…
-The words die on her tongue as your face, pinched in concern, fills her vision.
-You let out a relieved gasp at the sight of her, curled up tighter in shame as you swiftly approach.
-Diverting her eyes from yours, she braces herself for chastising, arms crossed and disappointed stares send her way, perhaps even yelling, she did also diminish your reputation by association.
-Your warm embrace thrown at her wasn’t expected, the confused feeling doing nothing to lessen the pleasant heat in her chest at your close proximity.
-You start rambling slightly as the anxious feeling in your stomach finally releases its weight, “Why did you run off [N/N]? I’ve been worried sick!”.
-Your intoxicating voice calms her nerves, quieting the stream of negative self talk and allowing her a deep breath.
-She doesn’t answer right away, holding you tightly to her, relishing in the feeling before it gets stripped away for her failure.
-She feels your fingers carding gently through her green hair, scratching her scalp gently and massaging softly.
-Taking a deep breathe she finally speaks up, “I’m sorry [Y/N].”
-You pull back slightly and she already misses the contact How can I survive without this? to look her in the eye.
-“For what?” You ask with a confused expression, hopefully she hadn’t mistaken your worry about her whereabouts for anger.
-“For cheating, for failing.” She hangs her head in shame, gripping the fabric of her pants in a white knuckle grip.
-You place a hand under her chin and tilt it upwards, despite being clenched shut a few tears slip through and fall down her pale cheeks.
-Placing your hands on the side of her head and using your thumb to softly wipe at the tears you coax her eyes opened and towards yours.
-Your eyes are fierce despite still remaining gentle, “Amity, don’t for a second think I care whether you win or lose, fail or succeed, I love you no matter what and always will.”.
-You place a firm kiss on her lips, hearing her sobs, you start peppering kisses all over her face and tears.
-She clutches onto you tightly, crying freely and as loudly as she needs.
-You rub soothing circles on her back as she lets out years of pent up emotions, stress of expectations, and the loneliness of parents like hers.
-You sit through it all, holding her tightly and whispering sweet comforts in her ear, rocking you both side to side faintly, and you do it because you love Amity Blight, perfect or not.
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Phew! That was a some feels, and I may have teared up a little (Its the cheeto dust, I swear!) but I really enjoyed writing this! I am begging for some prompts or requests with whatever character, please don’t hesitate to send as many as you want in I adore it.
Goodbye little Witchlets, Blessed Be!
-THE SALEM WITCH
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Ok just watched the last ep of owl house so like warning for spoilers~~~~
Thoughts I had prior to, during, post
1- wow if Belos, a witch-hunter who literally wants to kill all witches, doesn’t misgender Raine than the bar for transphobic assholes should really not be hard to reach (I.e., if Belos can do it, so can you)
2- it took me longer than it should have to realize that the tear marks on Raine’s face were their scars from the possession and then I was just like omg my baby
3- Huntlow at the end. I… their looks, waffle/waffles the palisman, hunter carving palismen, flapjacks grave, willow adding flowers
4- CANON DADDRIUS also was that a hint of Alador x Darius i saw at the end Dana. BESTIE U REALLY SAID U HEADCANON I CANON.
5- THE EARRINGS. Stop it
6- Lilith being harpy Lilith and omg her look and just the confidance and her and Steve’s friendship and Hooty
7- HOOTY U BEAU
8- raine and eda sitting in mini nest in the owl house or actually I’m not sure but I’m guessing that is where they were at the end and I just. My babies
9- vee at the end. Also I see ppl being like background pic confirming them and frick I forget other besties name bc it’s 3 am but them two together
10- Luz in titan form… ok I’m ngl I was like a lil hyped that she might stay that way… but literally KINGS DAD who IS HIS MOM AND DAD AH also back to Luz… WHEN EDA AND KING GO FULL FERAL GOBLIN AFTER LUZ *dies*
11- CAMILLA BEING LIKE ITS BEEN A WEEK LUZ
12- Raine fighting belos, raine stumbling, raine breaking their instrument in a last ditch effort, them whistling to themself, them having lost their glasses and being terrified because they can’t see its Eda, them continuing to fight alongside Eda, king and Luz after all that. CAN U TELL RAINE HAS WORMED THEIR WAY INTO MY HEART.
13- Edas smile when Luz is like where is the magic from… the heart. Idk why but this smile specifically
14- I feel like I must have seen hunter smile before now… well… but that gap tooth smile after they defeat Belos
15- I LOAF YOU
16- EVERYONES NEW LOOKS. BECAUSE GUS. And LUZ. AND VEE. AND AMITY. AND ANYONE ELSE.
…ok I must sleep but this is not the end. Don’t worry I’ll tag it with all the things so hopefully y’all’s who have yet to see this don’t get spoilers. Me being from Canada and being a uni student with no easy access to cable understands that heh.
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