#more a proactice thing

[the---hermit]

Hobbies and planning to slowly get back into my productive routine).

04|09|2023

Today I finally sat down with my laptop and planned my university classes for the year. It's a task that gives me a lot of anxiety, so now that I have done it I feel like I am a little lighter. I will have to do this again in a month when I will be able to write down my plan officially on my uni's website, but this was needed for me to know when my classes will start, and what I will be studying. I am excited and intimidated at the same time. I still have no idea how half of these things will end up being, but I am learning to accept the fact that at the end of the day I can only do so much planning that is accurate, and the I have to readjust again amd again depending on lots of factors. Still having an outline in frint of me is very reassuring. I will be fully back on my study routine by the end of the month. I still have to plan my studying for an exam I have to work on by myself, so that might be one of my tasks for the next few days.

Chill hobbit summer activities of today:

Read in the morning

Worked on my class plan for the year, and more or less planned when I'd like to take exams during the year

Worked on my crochet project while listening to an audiobook

Irish proactice on duolingo

📖: The Dragon Republix by R.F. Kuang (I am switching between my physical copy and the audiobook at the moment. I feel like it's the best way for me to engage with this story right now. I am finding this book a bit slower than the first novel of the series, but that could definitely be a me thing because I flew through that other book. I am very much intrigued by the plot of this one, so I am looking forward to get into it a bit faster thanks to the audiobook)

#studyblr #studyinspo #book #bookblr #booklr #journal #journaling #chill hobbit summer #bujo #bullet journal #planning #studying #uniblr #productivity #knife gang #mine #the---hermit

[alannayakish]

mastering you true crime is like writing stories to makee the desesed better. maybe if i knew everything i wouldn't have had my little accident. beetle juice bettle juice beetle juice. dying and demented my blood runs cold. miss my forgotten friends like friends that were forgotten. you were always nice to me. cared for me. loved me. told me i was good and that everything's okay. we talked. we talked about everything. sometimes we would get high and talk for hours. we stole my dad's booze and let the night pass slippery and slow. we make love with ourselves and eachother. we write days ago and we write things that should have been said a long time ago. the time ticks and it's forever since us. us were one. us were two. us were who we were at the time. time progressed, delusion confronted me. telling me that what i was doing for other people i could have done myself too. he called me fat. "what is she doing here" and vomit and snot ran through my nose. one thing he said. two things he said. my satan was my own love. he said he loved me. told me i was beautiful and funny. smart and cool. he looked at me like nothing was there. just the sound of my heart beat. his mom was nice. we were okay. things happened and i forgave. i looked into his eyes and i knew he was good. my heart skipped when i looked away and when i looked at him it felt warm. we talked for 5 days. hung out for 5 days. i met his mom. his brother and his said i was beautiful. my mindful virginity was wisked away. i was wisked away. one day i was one person, you came to me with green eyes, and soon i was a different person. one day i woke up, one day you were there, one day you came to me with a smile. i left. i said goodbye. my ride was there. i was gone. i never came back. i never saw you again other than my dreams. i trusted you one day and the next day made no sense. i ran around trying to figure out what to do. my friends looked at me weird. they knew something was bad. apparently we were all bad. i did extacy with some friends. it didn't end too well. i always wanted cooler friends. i though it would be cool to be friends with those people because we would get a long. maybe better than me and my friends. anyway. i spilled the secrets. rolling balls i told them everything. about 6 people i didn't know. i never do that. i was so awkward and uncomfortable. i knew they were on drugs too. i hope they forgot about that.

you keep asking me if i'm okay? why?

to see if you're okay

why wouldn't i be okay?

because they're not there

and i'm not here?

youre here and gone.

gone and here. hear perfectly

thank you

live your life

thank you

what does that mean?

no one knows

to proactice bad relationships?

to die alone. or not.

to die for people or yourself

to live for one reason or more

to die without people knowing

to live without people seeing

to live and die in between people in heat

heat is good

heat is annoying

people are annoying

people die to see the truth. and you see it all the time.

i never do.

people do.

i do.

people care.

i care.

you need to.

i can.

pleasure is rape.

rape is killing.

killing is bad.

killing people is bad. killing life love hate beauty and th end of time is bad.

we are all bad.

pray. the recollection of why you're here will come.

thank you.

you're welcome.

dying isn't easy. i love you. i love myself. i love my queer. i love my bad. i love my expression. i love my hate. i love my beauty. i love my tranquility. i love my desire. i need my desire. i am desire. i and love inside with no love. i am rebellion without people telling me what to do. i am a person who thinks and feels. you say. i am i demon of the night who feeds on flesh. i am a night demon and the night demon from hell. maybe heaven. maybe both. i miss Eden. i miss pride. i miss a lot of things. i pretend to be okay and it kind of makes me feel okay. if you're okay then i'm okay. i'm very proud of my family. they're doing so great. that's all we want to hear. promise me you love me. i love you entirely. i love you with demented intentions. i love and miss you. i creak through the house. i put the ice maker back on cubes instead of crushed. i see you when i can. i say thank you i love you. pleasure is rape if rape is ingested. say it's rape and it is. say you love and you die. you die and believe the things that people say but the things that people say are the things that people say because they're scared and need help. love me for my pleasure. love me for my beauty and my self help and all the bullshit from a century. i will love you forever because intestines are in a Celtic not. love my for my fury. love me for my regret and demands. love me so i can breathe. love me so i can ingest your hate and pain until you only breathe. you need to only breathe. you need to ingest your pain and pay it foreword for the devil. he dances in the moonlight for you. we sacrifice those who want to be sacrificed. we move through the night to find you in your bed. we take your teeth and take you're pride so you're okay. we love to move and love to move and move to love. we princess and we coddle and you love you so much mwah. we elect dying scales from our skin that breathe because you do. my insides are made from magic and rocks. dust is a beautiful thing.

we love the night and read through it. every passage like it has already happened, the time the skinny the fat the few. the fate the lies the moving through crowds and the crowds that move the people that see the end that people want. the alone we have become the few people that are okay and the rest just don't know. we are here. we are there. we are everywhere. we move through the peace and move through the like and mess around so much it becomes bad. we are bad to each other when things are bad. things are bad because we care. our hearts break every few seconds. we trash the feelings that scar. you don't deserve that. we do. we deserve to live better and we deserve that people are okay. to live with people okay would breathe through our air and fill us with honor and respect. time and death. love and hope. and refuel for the life we are forced to live by god. no lies. god is good. no lies. it will be okay. stay safe and pray. tell me you love me. tell me you care. tell me it's okay for everyone to be okay. tell me what you want need and wish. tell me the truth about past relationships. tell me you care about the love we have gained in our journey through hell. the wheel we have a hold of has a life of it's own. drive as you do. see the sky or see the ground. if you see the ground you're hiding. if you hide you probably have reason to. if you life your life like people do then people will be together as a group. if you group up and people are abandoning they just care about you. they will save you. they will earn you. it will be okay. love just as light. justice and beauty can be the same. anything could be beauty. we love ourselves and deserve to ruin the days we hate. rebuild and make our homes amazing. water drips from my head. my head hurts from thoughts. my thoughts transform into abilities. my abilities will train my mind to be okay. to be okay is to like people more than myself. to give thanks for beauty to give thanks for love and desire. to desire the night as night comes too slow. i love the night like my writing or my dress. i dress nice when i can. sweatpants have become my friend. we love to light and light on fire our passion. mindfully. take me down and kiss my head. kiss my head and ignite my hope. we love ourselves and our life. we need to be alive because death is in love. we love to be in love. peace is alone when alone is few and together makes us okay. the crazy comes in spirts, actually. you'll like it if you're happy. be okay.

[langblrwhy]

New year's goals

December

This month I created a goal that if I do some stuffs AND do 100% of this list, I would give me the opportunity of getting high or drunk. Shit happened and I gave up on this lol but I made 100% this month :)

Also I was depressed for a week, so I study watching a lot of documentaries (instead with proper online class).

I basically made everything I wanted to do this year, except writing in french and in esperanto (I did a bit of the last one, but not enough), I also still don't know the basic russian lol

I watched around 48 movies, ate 35 new food, read 7 books, etc etc, it was a good year.

1 Try 2 new foods every month (food, beverage, recipe) + no meat for 2 days)

I went 2 days of no meat

1 Vegetable quiche

2 Cipura paludosa (it's a brazilian condiment and I don't know the name in english, it's a type of garlic)

3 Corn nuggets (I don't like corn, but this recipe was delicious)

2 Be fluent in esperanto and active in the community

I'm active on BEJO. I am fluent, I can chat about basically everything in a natural way, I can read, listen and write, it's still uncomfortable, but I do can.

3 Practice having conversations via audio and video

I do this every now and then, I still don't like doing it (but actually I don't even like to have conversations period)

-Bonus: Write a 10k fiction in french and publish it on Wattpad

Nope

4 Try to study russian again and focus on the basic

I did, not enough, but I did.

5 Watch a movie every week and put them on doesthedogdie .com/ (at least the less popular movies)

1 MILF (France and Belgium, 2018)

2 Sorgoi Prakov, my eropean dream (France, 2013)

3 Hannah Arendt (Germany, Luxembourg, France, 2012)

4 The reality of basic sanition on the country (Brazil, 2016)

5 Isle of Flowers (Brazil, 1989)

6 Chernobyl (USA, 2004)

7 Socrate (Italy, 1971)

8 O veneno está na mesa (Brazil, 2011)

Series:

1 The Wilds (USA, 2020)

2 Brazil Wars.doc (Brazil, 2019)

6 Read 5 books

I finished Crime and Punishment and Muddy Strawberries this month.

1 Misery

2 The Bell Jar

3 Man, love and island

4 Steal like an artist

5 The non-designer's design book

6 Crime and punishment

7 Muddy Strawberries

7 Finalize 1 art every month (it doesn’t have to be good, just finished)

It's on my routine, finishing at least everyweek

8 Doing some exercise every week

I've been walking kilometers on the streets every week again.

9 Try to make listening podcasts an habit

Yeah! It's almost an habit when I'm drawing.

-Bonus: Learn toki pona

Nope.

10 Write a fiction in esperanto

I wrote around 600 words lol

11 Try 1 new thing per month

I started using a drawing book to learn anatomy, I never used a drawing book before.

12 Be more proactice and publish my stuff somewhere online (draw, fiction, whatever)

I post some stuff on instagram, reddit, twitter AND I post one chapter of my fiction on wattpad.

13 Sketch every week

I did, and I started using a book to learn anatomy.

14 Study spanish, focusing on writing, listening and speaking

Yo participé de algunas llamadas con amigos en español, yo asísti una série llamada La Cuna de Lobos con subtitulos en español. Yo también escribi algunas cositas en español jaja

15 Study french

I watched MILF, a french movie with french subtitles, also some of the other movies I watched was with french subtitles (becase I didn't find english subtitles and I need them even when I'm watching some brazilian portuguese movie lol)

16 Study whatever theories (such as astronomy, lingustics, ecology, whatever)

I'm studying for vestibular and I read a couple pages of the communist manifesto (I'm SOOOO slow at reading lol)

17 Study for vestibular (mathematics, physics, geography, philosophy, sociology, biology, chemistry, history, english, portuguese, brazilian literature and essay).

I made 1 test, wrote essays, studied a lot.

17/17 = 100%

#new years goals #goals #langblr #language goals #glow up

[c0untb00z]

I would just like to clear, I don't hate the BBC Dracula 2020 Show. In fact, I actually like the idea of Dracula being set in modern times like in the show, but I would like it a lot better if it wasn't written like a fucking reader insert fanfiction.

Don't get me wrong, I love me some reader inserts every once in a while but they're meant to be on Wattpad. Sometimes, you can find really fucking good fanfictions that could genuinly be movies, but this really just feels like someone wrote an erotic fanfiction for Dracula. It almost reminds me of a worse version of 50 Shades of Grey with less kinky sex.

First and foremost Agatha Van Hesling. I actually kinda liked her personality, how driven she was and determined to never give up, but she was literally created for a love interest. In Dracula by Bram Stocker, Sister Agatha is a nun that nurses Jonathan back to health, claiming he was 'sick in the head' as he ranted of what he had seen and warning others of Dracula. She doesn't even have a last name.

However there is a Dr. Van Hesling in the book, hes dutch(???) Professor that mentors and taught(????) Jack Seward who was in love with Lucy, who was fed off of and eventually killed and eventually undead by the means of the one and only Dracula. Dr Van Hesling plays a large role in the plot of the book. He has an open mind and was able to draw connections between things that some others couldn't, as he had access to more sources and could speak to most off the charecters involved. He's the first person to present the idea of a vampire, and Lucy turning into one. Thanks to Jonathan he was able to identify the vampire feeding on Lucy as Dracula and finds out how to kill the vampires.

So basically Agatha was literally fabricataed for the sole perpose of being there, to fall in love with Dracula or something.

I know we all are horny for Dracula. I'm horny for Dracula. Vampires are fucking hot but the sexiest part of vampires is that they ya know. Kill you and are mercily and heartless. The show does show that in a lot of parts and even decapiates a nun and yeets it into a gaggle of nuns which i fucking died at. But it also, humanizes him way to much, hes literally a monster. The scene in the boat with lord whats his name really portrayed that. It was really,,,, weird cause me being a kinky fucker I don't find the particular phrases of "you're going to need to be quiet now," and " youre doing so well" that creepy and if anything a little hot but looking at the circumstance and the look on that kids face, it was like r e a l y fucked up. Which is why i liked that scene. It showed just how fucked up Dracula is.

To be fair i did like Cleas Bangs acting and casting as Dracula. He had a certain charm that was ever so s l i g h t l y off. I heard people say he just 'made up an accent' but fuck you guys its a fucking danish accent you incolent twats anyways. He could be really funny at times and i actually apprecited it.

However the casting AND acting of the modern parts is absolute shit. Ep.3 is where i kinda gave up on the show and finsihed it for the sake of torturing myself. FIRST OF FUCKING ALL LUCY i cannot fathom how P I S S E D i am about Lucy. Why did they have to make her a phone obsessed basic asshole with no regards to anyones emotions besides her own and the extent of her personality is 'getting likes on socail media is all i care about because it makes me feel validated so im gonna wallo in self pity because i was obiously written by white man in his 50s that would have made me white if he wasnt forved to throw in diversity points" like shut the fuck up steven king.

Also lucy and mina never meet??? Theyre in different fucking time lines??? Theyre friendship and love for eachother was fucking golden how dare you rob that form me and give me a garbage bag full of shit with a shiny little bow on top in its place jesus f u ck.

The cemetary scene was o k ay i gues?? I liked the little nod to the book with the bloofer lady and the concept of random sprits being undead because of unfinished buisness. But this really just felt like it was slapped in the show for the sake of going on a date with Dracula in cemetary. I actually kinda apperacted it but it just felt awkward.

Also who the f u ck is Lucy's friend? The gay one??? Like,,,, is that supposed to Arthur???? His chatecter was so fu king weird and offset he just didnt feel like he should be in there. Hes literally just there for a-50-year-old-man's-interpretation-of-young-women-now-a-days verson of Lucy to have a gay best ffriend.

Ok i not even sure if i want to talk about Quincy. It just hurts. It physically hurts me to think about how d i r t y they did my baby. His charecter is the defination of american chivalry, just as great as regular chivarly but with a little extra cowboy vibe. Quincy is jist the biggest,,,, sweet haert,, like he asked lucy to marry him in his cool american cowboy voice cause he knew lucy loved it and it always made her laugh. And even when she turned him down becayse her heart belonged to arthur, he stayed. All he wanted was for lucy to be happy and all he requested was that they stay frirnds. Hes also invovled with taking fkwn dracula although hes not a main charecter percice ly as he doesnt have any entires in the book he still has an amaizing precence and sometimes while reading the book ill be readying one of dr sewards passanges and think "huh i wonder what quncys doin. I hope hes dooin good. Cowboy vibes n stuffs" amd boy dles he do that. Everh dracula film adaptataion robs us. R O B S U S of quincy morris best scene. In the middle of dr van helsing ranting about vampires( thats basically what half of the book is. I could write a 4p minute mono louge of his rambling jesus how does sweard take note of all this) quincy litterally just walks out. And nobodg really pays any notice beside glancing ag his leave and shrugging at one anouther and going back tl listneing tl van helsing explaining his vampire fan theories quincy moris , the quincy morris from texathe untited states of the amerkca the land and the free and also cowboys.stands outside of the bouilding and pints his gun up at. Dracula whos in the shape of a fucking bat eves ddopping outside the window and just fucking,,shoots it. Now he doesnt hit it cause thatt wouldnt be as fun as brutally stabbing the fucker witja wooden stake. But S T I L L. And the fucking bullet hits the window that everybodys in anprobably causes arthur to shit himself the ppoor boy. Can you belive that theh didnt fucking flim thatfor any dracul? Now i i under stands why not put in this adaptation because quincy is only mentionsed like three god damned times. And when theh DK mention him jesusnshit they literally jsut made him some popular jock from amwrica just to conter jacks white twinky ass and then they had him propose to lucy in the middle of a fucking night club and she says yes???? Lile ok jut throw Arthur out a window then cause cause fu c k him i guess. And then after lucy dies he jjsy fucking moves ?? The only thing thta makes this version of qincy quinccy is the fu king name and fact hes from america

Ok now jack fucking seward. He reminds me of when ylu forget you had a pb&j in your back pack so in the bos after school you pull it out cause yoyr hungry and yoyr mom put WAY to much jelly on it so now its like. All obsorbed into the bread and joggy and squished. Just sad and really white. They even had some kid call him whate bread and they werent fucking wrong. His obly personality traits were ' omg i love lucy but shes a hoe ;,,,((' and being connected to Zoe.

Now last and definately least the god forbaden ending. Just thinking about it gives me a fucking head ache. So , jesus, zoe, who is agathas great niece or someshit, a d looks exactly like her (its literally the same fucking actress) is a detective lile scitist reasearching dracula. So dracula is illedatly attracted to her becasue he thinks shes like agathas reincarnation or soenshit. So he tries tk drink her blood at one point and spits it all out and pukes and sjit cause her blood is poisonous bevaise she has fucking c an c e r. So later we find out that draculas weaknesses ( the sun crucifix) arnt actually real hes just afraid of dying so he has like irration fears or some shit so for some fucking reason. They deside. Its a good iea to end the show with this:

Dracula fucking drinks all of zoes blood killing her and himself because her blood poisonus. And ghe fucking emd scene is them like,,, in the sun???? Or soemt hi ng??? And theyre naked and like presumably fucked and dracula says some shit like " its doesnt have to hurt" and i almost tore my wrist open wiith my teeth because of how shitty this ending is.

Not lnly is it disrespectful to zoe but agatha, agathas whole thing was K I L I N G. dracula she wanted him fucking D E A D she woULDNT FUCK HKM

And like just after finding out that he can be in the sunlight with out fucking dying and that crosses just make him umcomfortable or some shit he just desides to kill himself??? DUDE YOU JUST FOUND OUT YOURE PROACTICALLY MORE INVINCABLE THAN YOU WERE BEFORE AND YOU JSUT FUCKING OFF YOUR SELF ??? HE COULD HAVE FUCKING RULED ENGLAD AND SPEAD VAMPIRISM OLL LVER THE FUCKING COUNTFY AND WORLD KF HE TRIED HARD ENOUGH AND HE KILLS HIMSELF BECAUSE THEY WANTED A STUPID SAPPY ENDING

anyway if anyone actually goes through the effort of reafing my god damn eS S A Y about Dracula that i finkshed typing (im not gonna bother editing tbh) at 4 fucking am. Then thank you and please get a life

#vampire #dracula #dracula2020 #bbc dracula #bbc dracula 2020 #3 am essays cause im pissed #dracula bram stoker #bram stoker #draculaxreader apparnetly

[ask-angels]

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#spiritualguidance angelmessage video askangels inspiration angelicguidance angelsoflove

[workablr]

It’s been a while huh? I think I have enough space in my notebook that I started doing longer write ups in my journal. And I started doodling too!

I thought others might be interested in my longer write up. I had a pretty good example of Habit 1 Be Proactive of The 7 Habits of Highly Effective People. A way of becoming more aware of how you are proactive is the Circle of Concern/Circle of Influence.

The Circle of Concern is basically things you are concerned about. In the case of my story, I’m concerned about having an umbrella in the office because it’s been raining lately. But I forgot where I put it, and I became concerned about that too.

That’s when the Circle of Influence came in. Since I had no way of checking the places I thought I’d left it - the chartered bus and the office, it was not in my Circle of Influence. It would only be in my Circle of Influence when I took the bus to work on Monday.

So I was only proactice and acted on my Circle of Influence on Monday and found my umbrella. And I also didn’t waste my energy worrying. Funny how such a small thing can make concepts clearer…

#7 habits of highly effective people #habit 1 be proactive #productivity #bullet journal #journalling #bujo #workablr #mine

[secondprojectyear1]

life drawing techniques

I decided to also do some research into some life drawing techniques to hopefully help me improve. While doing some searching the main thing each article I was reading kept repeting was that the only way to really improve is through proactice. Which makes sense, as much as I don't like life drawing its something I despreatley need to improve in.

At the moment in class what I tend to do is just draw without realy thinking about it too much, but the technique of trying to make sure everything is proportionate by making the length of the body about 7 heads long and the shoulders around 3 heads wide is something I used to do before joining the actual life drawing classes, so I think I might start to try and incorporate that in my drawings again.

or because we don't always have allot of time on each pose I might just use that as a rough guide on where to put the shoulders and waist and feet for example rather than making sure everything looks ‘perfect’ so that when I draw it wont take too long for each pose and its still quite expressive.

Another method is the gesture drawing method which is something I sometimes do In my work without even realising it so that I can get the basic shape down.

This focuses more on the line of action rather than anything else, typically you have three circles for the head, torso and waist with the line of action going through them all. I quite like using this technique especially as it helps with animation by getting the line of action down right to mak interesting and dynamic poses.

https://paintingdemos.com/5-techniques-to-make-your-life-drawing-class-fun/

https://paintingdemos.com/life-drawing-techniques-and-methods/

#life drawing #lifedrawing #lifedrawingtechniquees

[d17125469-blog]

My CAO Personal Statement

I am currently a student on the DIT full time Access Foundation Programme and have undertaken electives in Science and Business. I had just completed my Leaving Certification when I was given an opportunity to do this programme, as I had not obtained a place in the course of my choice. I decided to do this programme instead of repeating my LC.

 I am multilingual, meticulous, precise, analytic, strategic and proactice person. I have previously worked in NCSI to build up my confidence and develope my intrapersonal and interpersonal skills. By doing so I began to have an interest and tenacity in working with people. My interest in business and science was there since 5th year of secondary school.  However, it grew furthermore after entering college, during my programmes induction week. This was an eye opener as it gave me more options to choose from for next year.

Many things factored into my decision of choosing these two subjects. I believe that the future of the world will involve both science and business to emerge together as we become more equipped and developed. I feel it will be a slow process to emerge but will definitely not be a useless and regretful progress.

[justplloy]

#TwentySix #July2017

My career goal after graduation with master degree is to work for leading multinational FMCG firms as their Management Trainee. But unfortunately the closest I got was an internship at Maybelling New York. It was for a short period of time - 2 months - then I got an offer at a fashion retailing company. I did not learn anything. It was more like a coffee-making kind of internship. Screwed it! But nothing ever stop me from dreaming. Earlier this year, I finally landed a job in Japanese-based FMCG company as one of their marketing crew. I was assigned to work in skincare department, managing suncare products for face & body. I was thrilled. Why I always want to work for consumer products? Well, it is something I use everday and I could relate to it. And it is widely and daily use. So I think the nature of the business would be dynamic, fast-moving, challenging and great learning experience. The people working in this firms would be proactive, risk-takers, do-ers and full of ideas. But, boys, was I wrong. It has been almost 6 months and I did not feel a spark. I am part of a beauty team which has 2 main legs : haircare and skincare. Skincare is supervised by 1 Senior Category Manager who has been with the business for over 10 years and got promoted by experience. Skincare consists of currently 2 main brands : Curel and Biore. Biore is a big brand, operated by 4 people, for now. It is divided into 2 main categories : cleanser and suncare. So there, you found me. But everything will be changed from July onwards as I would be assigned to work on Haircare side, in charged of Liese. I could tell you one thing for sure I either need to be more proactice or stuck here my whole life. It is definitely not somewhere I dream of being. The relationship among the colleagues is cute. It reminds me of my own gang in my old workplace. They bond like high school kids but slowly people started leaving. I don't like them very much. I mean they are a narrow-minded group of people who dream or dare nothing but to mate and to reproduce. They are older than me with no sense of leadership but expect me to walk behind their shadows. They are immature and unprofessional group pf people. That I started to feel like the change in organization is a blessing in disguise. I feel sprry for P'Note though. But I think she would settle down and blend it. As for me, it got me spread out my roadmap and fasten my seatbelt because I will be out of here in 1 year time. I have a half-day meeting tomorrow and the rest of the week to transfer my tasks. Next week I will leave for scuba diving trip and be back around Thursday of 13th July. It is going to be a tough month as far as I know. It is all about reviewing performance, re-planning for the rest of the year and future-planning for 2018. And I wish I would only be here till December 2017. I don't get along with the team well, honestly speaking. We have different vision of things and ours are parallel. So I don't blame or hate them for disliking me. I understand. Huh. Good night.

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#inspiration #qotd #quoteoftheday #goalsetting #goals #dreams

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New Year’s Goals

November

Do you remember in the beginning of the year the first topic here was "going out every week"? I created this topic, because I noticed that when I stay too much inside, I get depressed and I feel like doing nothing, just scrolling on social media. In january I was planning to go anywhere, I could go alone and stay alone, just go watch a seminar or to an event, absolutely anything is better than stay at home for more than 2 weeks.

And now after 7 months of barely going out, I saw a friend for the first time for 10 minutes. I've been going to supermarket and walking at the street and going to buy stuff me or parents need everyweek, I was on a job interview twice, etc.

And now I'm feeling way more motivated to do stuff than I was in the last months.

I read a book called Steal Like an Artist and the author says that sometimes you have plenty of materials to do art, but no creativity, so create restrictions to help you.

Now I have a bit restriction of time and I'm seeing people, getting some stimulus outside, so I'm motivate to study russian again and read books about non-fiction, study graphic design and practice almost every day, I've been listening to podcasts and studying the stuff I want to.

I'm doing better.

1 Try 2 new foods every month (food, beverage, recipe) + no meat for 2 days

I went 2 days of no meat

I ate:

Chinese date

Tempura made of banana flower

Vegetarian

Shepherd's pie

2 Be fluent in esperanto and active in the community

I'm responsible for the social media of BEJO, I'm on the Comission of People with Disabilities and doing the design for social media too. Also I've been chatting with my friends via hangouts. I'm satisfied :)

3 Practice having conversations via audio and video

At least twice a week.

-Bonus:  Write a 10k fiction in french and publish it on Wattpad

Nope

4 Try to study russian again and focus on the basic

Relearning how to read, I've been watching videos to learn basic vocabulary, etc.

5 Watch 4 movies and put them on doesthedogdie.com/

1. BBC Documentary - Bauhaus 100 - 100 Years of Bauhaus (2019)

2. Sonhos Roubados (Brazil, 2009)

3 Living for Design (USA, 1933)

4 Viramundo (Brazil, 1965)

5 A twelve-year night (Uruguay, 2018)

6 Madame Satã (Brazil, 2002)

6 Read 5 books

I started and finished 2 books about the very basics of art and graphic design: "Steal Like An Artist" and "The Non-Designer's Design Book".

So I already finished 5 books this year (1 Misery, 2 The Bell Jar, 3 Man, love and Island, and the 2 I finished this month). Also I read more than a hundred pages of Crime and Punishment (I'm extra slowing at reading, I know)

7 Finalize 1 art every month (it doesn’t have to be good, just finished)

It's on my routine, finishing at least everyweek

8 Doing some exercise every week

Yeah, I've been walking kilometers on the streets again.

9 Try to make listening podcasts an habit

Yeah! It's almost an habit, I just listen to news, politics or stuff for vestibular (human science, in general).

-Bonus: Learn toki pona

Nope.

10 Write a fiction in esperanto

Nope.

11 Try 1 new thing per month

I sew an cloth menstrual pad, I never sewed before.

12 Be more proactice and publish my stuff somewhere online (draw, fiction, whatever)

I post some stuff on instagram and reddit, but I need to post even more.

13 Sketch every week

I did :)

14 Study spanish, focusing on write, listen and speak

Finalmente yo comencé a participar en llamadas con amigos en español :) Yo también asísti una película y comencé a asístir una série, pero yo no a finalizé, porqué no me gusta ver homofobia (alguien tiene que morir).

15 Study french

Nope.

16 Study whatever theories (such as astronomy, lingustics, ecology, whatever)

I'm studying about graphic design, for vestibular, I listen to podcasts.

17 Study for vestibular (mathematics, physics, geography, philosophy, sociology, biology, chemistry, history, english, portuguese, brazilian literature and essay).

I made 2 tests, wrote essays, studied sociology, brazilian history, biology, etc.

18 Get better in english

I started reading an english book about drawing, I can understand, but the vocabulary is a bit harder than what I'm used to.

15.5/18 = 86%

And I'm happy because I made way more than the minimum this month, I've been more productive in general :) Also I'm searching for a job or a voluntary job, to be more useful and get more excited for doing my stuff.

#glow up #pandemia #covid19 #new years goals #goals #language goals

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New Year's goals

October

1 Try 2 new foods every month (food, beverage, recipe) + no meat for 2 days)

There was a day I didn't eat meat, full vegetarian, until I remember my strawberry juice has insect as food coloring, so yeah.

But there was another day (1) I didn't ate anything from animals (inclyding milk, honey, eggs, etc) and other day (2) I truly went full vegetarian.

1 Rosti Potato

2 Peach

3 Kombucha

4 Gula Melaka Sago Kueh (my favorite one)

2 Be fluent in esperanto and active in the community

I'm already can have comfortable conversations about pretty much anything. I've been doing stuff on BEJO, but I need to get the power I already have and do better, be productive and impress them!

3 Practice having conversations via audio and video

I practiced A LOT, calling friends, studying esperanto. This topic is going great, because I had to make a serious call and the practice was worthy.

-Bonus:  Write a 10k fiction in french and publish it on Wattpad

Nope

4 Try to study russian again and focus on the basic

..... nope

5 Watch a movie every week and put them on doesthedogdie .com/ (at least the less popular movies)

1. Miss Bala (Mexico, 2011)

2. The Garden of Words (Japan, 2013)

3. Weathering with You (Japan, 2019)

4. Made in Bangladesh (Bangladesh, 2019)

I also watched Trygonometry (2020)

6 Read 5 books (I want to finish a book in october)

I finished the esoeranto book (3rd this year) called Island, Men and Love. I also read a chapter of Musty Strawberries. I barely read Crime and Punishment.

 

7 Finalize 1 art every month (it doesn’t have to be good, just finished)

It's on my routine.

8 Doing some exercise everyweek

I'm walking everyweek

9 Try to make listening podcasts an habit

I listened to a lot of podcasts while doing art, which means I'm listening to almost everyday!

-Bonus 2: Learn toki pona

Nope.

10 Write a fiction in esperanto

Nope

11 Try 1 new thing per month

I tried CorelDraw because I learned it's the most used for graphic design and marketing, which went great, because I also had my first job interview ever and I wouldn't be there if I didn't know how to use this tool.

Interact on virtual groups (telegram, tumblr, whatever)

(I'm deleting this one, because I don't remember why I wanted this lol)

12 Be more proactice and publish my stuff somewhere online (draw, fiction, whatever)

Sadly I just published stuff on instagram, but it's enough.

13 Sketch every week

I did.

14 Study spanish, focusing on write, listen and speak

Nope, but I really want to study it....... I always say that, sadly I'm not talkative...... I truly can read and listen to everything I want, I just need to speak and write..... Yo solamente necesito praticar un poquito!

But I studied a littleeee bit

15 Study french, focusing on write and listen and speak

Nope :(

16 Study whatever theories (such as astronomy, lingustics, ecology, whatever)

I listened to podcasts

17 Study for vestibular (math, physics, geography, philosophy, sociology, biology, chemistry, history, english, portuguese, brazilian literature, essay and drawing). For october: math, write 2 essays and practice (observation and from imagination) drawing

I drew a bit, made only 1 essay and studied random stuff.

All podcasts I listen to are about news, politics or sociology or some serious theme. So yeah, it's a study too.

Bonus 3: Be warmer with my friends

.1 Answer messages in less than 5 hours

.2 Do stuff together when invited

Bonus 4: Get better on english

I wanted to do 80%

12/17 = 70%

I thought I went WAY worst than that (that's why I was procrastinating publishing this lol I'm happy now)

#langblr #studyblr #goals #new years goals #glow up

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New Year’s Goals

August

1 Try 2 new foods every month (food, beverage, recipe) (adding: no meat for 2 days of the month [cause I want to go a full week without it in december])

Soy and turnip.

I've been eating more vegetables in last months, and I've been able to eat less meat since the start of the lockdown.

2 Be fluent in esperanto and active in the community

Now I'm part of BEJO (Brazila Esperanta Junulara Organizo), as a tax advisor and in the committee of disabled people (I'm disabled). I'm super excited.

I also created an art account on instagram, you can follow me at @rai_eo

3 Practice having conversations via audio and video

I'm glad that I've been practice, because I created this topic because I knew I would be part of BEJO, and many of their reunions are online, so now I feel more confident on talking online. And I had the assembly and some reunions on this way :)

But the goal didn't end yet, I want to be full comfortable doing this.

4 Write a 10k fiction in french and publish it on Wattpad

I really wonder if I'll do this someday, I didn't started yet 2.0

5 Try to study russian again and focus on the basic

I didn’t 2.0.

6 Watch a movie every week

I try to compensate the few movies (actually I watched only 1) I watched last month, also I wanted to watch movies about real events (5, 6 and 7)

1. Class Relations (West Germany, France, 1984)

2. Elite Squad (Brazil, 2007)

3. Elite squad: the enemy within (Brazil, 2010)

4. Lower City (Brazil, [favorite movie]

5. Assembly (China, 2007)

6. Pra frente Brasil (Brazil, 1982 [banned]). (It's about the military dictatorship in the country which occured in 1964-1985)

7. 300 (USA, 2006)

8. Bus 187 (Brazil, 2002)

Wagner Moura (2, 3 and 4) lives in my heart s2 (and should lives in yours too)

7 Read 5 books

I just read 2 chapters of Crime and Punishment. But still need to do way better than that

8 Finalize 1 art every month (it doesn’t have to be good, just finished)

It's on my routine now, I used to draw until I finish it 2.0

9 Doing some exercise every week

I didn't any exercise at all.

10 Try to make listening podcasts an habit

I listened just a bit, but I did.

-Bonus: Learn toki pona

Nope.

11 Write a fiction in esperanto

Almost nothing.

12 Try 1 new thing per month

I tried pottery clay and embroidered clothes, also I started using photoshop.

13 Interact on virtual groups (telegram, tumblr, whatever)

I'm interacting on twitter, instagram, discord and reddit, in general, it's about art or esperanto. But it's not in my routine yet.

14 Be more proactice and publish my stuff somewhere online (draw, fiction, whatever)

I've been posting all my good art on instagram and almost everything on twitter, aka everyweek.

I published a chapter of my fiction on wattpad.

15 Sketch every week

Skething every other day, doing great.

16 Study spanish, focusing on write, listen and speak

No study.

17 Study french, focusing on write, listen and speak

No study 2.0

18 Study whatever theories

I guess I didn't studied any theories... AGAIN

19 Study for vestibular (mathematics, physics, geography, philosophy, sociology, biology, chemistry, history, english, portuguese, brazilian literature)

I studied math, biology and history, now I have a chronological way to study, I just need to..... Really study everyday.

Also I watched some movies as a part of the study.

11/19 = 58%

Damn, I thought I was doing way better than that, REALLY disappointed lol I swear I'll do 90% in september (aka 17/19)

#goals #langblr #studyblr #new years goals #glow up #mine

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New Year’s Goals

September

I DID IT BETTER :) I wanted to do 90% this month and I did! I had to make a small list on the last week to remember me the topics I was procrastinating and I finished everything on time :))))

1 Try 2 new foods every month (food, beverage, recipe) + no meat for 2 days)

I didn't ate meat for 2 days

1 rice without meat

2 radish

2 Be fluent in esperanto and active in the community

I've been doing stuff on BEJO, translating stuff, calling people to speak, etc.

3 Practice having conversations via audio and video

I practiced a couple times.

-Bonus: Write a 10k fiction in french and publish it on Wattpad

I wrote this on the beginning of the year, and I didn't wrote a single page since then. My problem is not the french part, but the creative part. I have an idea of a romantic sapphic love story, but that's it, also I tried to write this month and I wrote 209 words and that's it, I have no ideas.

And I also don't feel the need to write a third fiction at the same time, so after explaining myself, this topic will continue here, but as a bonus.

4 Try to study russian again and focus on the basic

I revised the alphabet and sing along with songs as a way to better learn the alphabet.

5 Watch a movie every week and put them on doesthedogdie/ (at least the less popular movies)

1. Gemini (Japan, 1999)

2 Scary Movie 4 (USA, 2006)

3 Upside Down 3 (Brazil, 2019)

4 Moving (Japan, 1993)

5 Cowspiracy: The Sustainability Secret (USA, 2014)

6 Read 5 books (I want to finish a book in october)

I read many chapters of Crime and Punishment, I finally passed the middle.

I read half of a book in Esperanto called "Island, Men and Love", it's a short gay book.

And I finally started reading The Communist Manifesto from Marx and Engels (people lied to me, it's not extra easy as I expected lol, but maybe is easier than the others political and economical books, but this won't stop me)

7 Finalize 1 art every month (it doesn’t have to be good, just finished)

I started a lot, but didn't finish a lot, but I finished a couple, so yeah.

8 Doing some exercise every week

YEAH, I've been walking on my garden for like 40-100 minutes almost every day and I glad I started, I feel relieved, I love walking.

9 Try to make listening podcasts an habit

Yeah! It's not an habit, but I did it.

-Bonus: Learn toki pona

Nope.

10 Write a fiction in esperanto

I did and I finally have a clear idea of the plot.

11 Try 1 new thing per month

I painted some stuff on my walls.

12 Interact on virtual groups (telegram, tumblr, whatever)

I did.

13 Be more proactice and publish my stuff somewhere online (draw, fiction, whatever)

Sadly I just published stuff on instagram, but it's enough.

14 Sketch every week

I did :)

15 Study spanish, focusing on write, listen and speak

I watched the last 8 episodes (1 hour each) of La Usurpadora with spanish subtitles.

16 Study french, focusing on write and listen and speak

I want to rewrite the french and spanish topic too.

I just want to study french, read news from francophones countries, watch youtube videos etc, that's enough for me. I'm not talkative and I don't plan to travel to Europe in the near future, so I don't really need to focus on that.

Whatever, I didn't studied anyways lol :c I need to study, for real

17 Study whatever theories (such as astronomy, lingustics, ecology, whatever)

I studied marxism (besides the manifesto, I also listened 2 podcasts about it), primitivism (a couple texts my primitivis friend send me) and Cowspiracy is a documentary about veganism, climate change and ecology (it's on netflix).

18 Study for vestibular (mathematics, physics, geography, philosophy, sociology, biology, chemistry, history, english, portuguese, brazilian literature and essay). For october: math, write 2 essays and practice (observation and from imagination) drawing

Not enough, but yeah.

17/18 = 94%

I'm glad I did all of this and I want to this again in october, I want to do 80% now and do everything with more intensity, because I have no routine, so I procrastinate A LOT.

#new years goals #goals #glowup #glow up

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New Year's Goals

May

1 Go out every week (risking for lockdown reasons)

2 Try 2 new foods every month (food, beverage, recipe)

Vegan yogurt (banana + avocado + cocoa powder -> blend everything = tasty and vegan)

Candied Orange Peel

Canjica (delicious)

3 Be fluent in esperanto

I'm quickly improving!

Mi kutimas retvoki kun miaj amikoj, mi babilis per mesaĝoj kun aliaj amikoj, mi verkis kaj mi spektis filmetojn en jutubo.

4 Practice having conversations via audio and video

Totally doing every other day.

5 Write a 10k fiction in french and publish it on Wattpad

I didn't.

6 Try to study russian again and focus on the basic

I didn't.

7 Watch a movie every week

1. The Exterminating Angel (Mexico, 1962) (my favorite one)

2. The Starfish (France, 1928)

3. Fantastic Planet (France, Czechoslovakia, 1973)

4. Sergio (USA, 2020)

Series I also watched:

1 Never Have I Ever (USA, 2020)

2 The L Word: Generation Q (USA, 2019)

3 La Usurpadora (Mexico, 2019) (just half)

8 Read 5 books

I finished (the first one this year) Misery (Stephen King) and started a livro de contos called Morangos mofados, by the brazilian writer Caio Fernando Abreu.

9 Finalize 1 art every month (it doesn’t have to be good, just finished)

I've been doing great here, doing a lot of sketches and finalizing many arts! It's almost on my routine to start and finish the said art.

10 Go for a walking every week While the quarantine lasts, I’ll adapt this topic for “doing some exercise every week”

None.

11 Try to make listening podcasts an habit

I've been listen to them while I do some art, it's almost in my routine now, that's exactly what I wanted.

12 Learn toki pona

Studying a little bit.

13 Write a fiction in esperanto

Writing a bit.

14 Try 1 new thing per month

I decided and started to paint surrealistic stuff (1), so I started to interpretate my dreams (by Freud and Jung theories) (2). Also I tested Cloth menstrual pads (3) and they are great, easy and comfy, I totally recommend!

15 Interact on virtual groups (telegram, tumblr, whatever)

I've been interacting on discord, actually I need to put more effort here.

16 Be more proactice and publish my stuff somewhere online (draw, fiction, whatever)

I used to post my art on my instagram sometimes.....

17 Finish all duolingo tasks by the end of the year

I'm on 98 day streak and doing well (next goal: 125 day streak).

I need to finished the whole tree to level 2, 3, 4 and then 5.

And finish in 1st the diamond league (but I probably gave up because it's too much effort for something useless)

18 Sketch every week

Skething every other day, practing new stuff, etc.

18 Study spanish, focusing on write, listen and speak

I've been watching many hispanohablantes at youtube, I understand pretty well. I started watching the remake of La Usurpadora with spanish audio and subtitles and understand almost everything (but I still didn't practice writing and speaking :c )

19 Study french, focusing on write, listen and speak

I didn't.

20 Study whatever theories (such as astronomy, lingustics, ecology, whatever)

I started to study Psychoanalysis with online classes!

15,5/20 = 77,5%

And since I decided to change my degree (I want to switch Geography to Graphic Design), I'll need to do another vestibular exam (aka, another big test on the end of the year with questions about all topics I studied in the last 3 years of school), so I created another topic:

21 Study for vestibular (mathematics, physics, geography, philosophy, sociology, biology, chemistry, history, english, portuguese, brazilian literature)

I already started, but I need more focus.

#goals #glow up #self improvement #new years goals #mine

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New Year’s Goals

June

(Yes, june, I'm sorry)

I didn't made a lot of topics this month, but I'm happy because the topics I did are in my routine now, I don't need to put effort to make me doing new stuff, eating variety of food, studying, watching movies, reading, etc. That's one of the reason why I did this list, to improve on my daily life.

Now I just need to put effort to get used to actively study languages and exercise.

1 Try 2 new foods every month (food, beverage, recipe)

I ate beet, Kıbrıs Tatlısı (Cyprus Dessert Cake, but popular on Turkey, I cooked and it's delicious)

I ate açai with fried fish and it's so so, maybe if I had the original açai, it would be better. This is a recipe from Pará, north of Brazil.

Also I'm happy because I've been eating more healthier stuff, more vegetables and leaves in my everyday life (that's one my goals in this topic).

2 Be fluent in esperanto and active in the community

I've been writing in esperanto, I created a twitter to post only in esperanto (follow @raissinha_eo xoxo) and I translated the wiki page about vaporwave into esperanto (I didn't create the page, but I added a lot)

3 Practice having conversations via audio and video

I've been practing almost every week.

4 Write a 10k fiction in french and publish it on Wattpad

I didn’t.

5 Try to study russian again and focus on the basic

I didn’t.

6 Watch a movie every week

1. Surplus: Terrorized Into Being Consumers (Sweden, 2003)

2. Plastic Ocean (UK, Hong Kong 2016) (my favorite one, great doc about the problem of plastic!)

3. Lady Bird (USA, 2017)

4. May Fools/Milou en Mai (France, Italy, 1990)

7 Read 5 books

I finished my second book: The Bell Jar (by Sylvia Plath), I'm in the half of Morangos Mofados (by Caio Fernando Abreu) and I started Crime and Punishment by Fyodor Dostoyevsky.

I've been reading almost everyday before sleeping or just after waking up in the morning and I feel great.

8 Finalize 1 art every month (it doesn’t have to be good, just finished)

I've been finalizing almost everyday (and they're good)!

9 Doing some exercise every week

I was rationalizing why I haven't done any exercises in 3 months, 90 days without no exercises.

I learned something about me: when I go for a walk, I do because I relax, I sunbath, it's a means of transport and I can go to the supermarket AND I do to feel pretty.

On the other hand, all the times (since ever) I made exercises at home I did only to feel pretty. I don't care about this right now, since nobody will see me.

So I need to resignificate the "exercises at home".

I rationalized all of this 2 weeks ago, but I didn't found the courage to do something about it yet lmao.

(I can't even hold my cat without panting)

10 Try to make listening podcasts an habit

I’ve been listen to them while I do some art, it’s almost in my routine now, that’s exactly what I wanted 2.0

-Bonus: Learn toki pona

I want to cut this topic. I was all excited at january because I met some "jan pi toki pona" anu "jan mute li toki toki pona" (I don't know how to write because I don't study, SORRY), but I don't care that much anymore. For sure the future me would be grateful to learn when I see others tokiponists, and I love the idea of the language... So I'll leave this topic as a bonus.

11 Write a fiction in esperanto

Almost nothing.

12 Try 1 new thing per month

I started doing digital art on Adobe Illustrator, it's been great and I want to tests other programs in the near future.

13 Interact on virtual groups (telegram, tumblr, whatever)

I've been interacting on twitter, I created a twitter to post only in esperanto, cool, but I need more effort.

(Actually I forgot what is the point here, new webfriends? Esperanto community? Share my art? No idea lol)

14 Be more proactice and publish my stuff somewhere online (draw, fiction, whatever)

I've been posting all my good art on instagram and almost everything on twitter, aka everyweek.

BUT I should publish my FICTIONS, I need to focus on this.

-Finish all duolingo tasks by the end of the year

I was on 107 day streak, doing awful. I didn't care about this anymore, everyday at around 11:52pm I was like doing the lessons ONLY to not lose the streak. I don't feel that duolingo is the best method to learn my target languages right now, I know more than the basic, and I need to actively study.

So I deleted the app and will risk this, I'm RELIEVED.

15 Sketch every week

Skething every other day, practing new stuff, etc 2.0

16 Study spanish, focusing on write, listen and speak

I watch random vlogs on youtube, not enough and I'm sorry.

17 Study french, focusing on write, listen and speak

I DIDN'T.

WHY NOT???

(the answer is: because I don't know french, if I knew, I would watch youtube videos and write a sapphic fiction aka STUDY. But I don't know enough french so I won't study [more])

Again: I need to improve

18 Study whatever theories (such as astronomy, lingustics, ecology, whatever)

I have an anarchprimitivist enthusiast friend and I started reading stuff about it, the first movie I watched this month (Surpus) was about it.

I also watched the documentary about plastic.

I need to do better, I know.

Right now I'm in the vibe to study about politics and economy, I just need to START (maybe with podcasts or easy books!).

19 Study for vestibular (mathematics, physics, geography, philosophy, sociology, biology, chemistry, history, english, portuguese, brazilian literature)

I've been reading books (not the brazilian literature I need, but it helps per se), I've watched a couple videos about sociology and biology, but I need to do BETTER.

13/19 = 68%

(Need to do better)

You know what? I'm the only one who is holding me to get at best version possible, I'm doing great and I'm happy for this. Even though we're living in a pandemic, my country is the second worst in a global scale (greeting from Brazil), I've never been happier and I truly think it's because of this list, because it focus on a health mind, health body, knowledge, hobbies, friends and future source of income (since I want to work selling my art online).

#goal #goals #new year 2020 #new years goals #glow up