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I ask him from God
And God gave me him
I was the happiest for the past eight months
Never thought I would be the saddest for the next eight years
Where did I go so wrong?
I’ve been faithful, loyal, loving, caring and all
I get your shts on mine
You failed me for countless times
yet I still stupidly forgive you for all the mess
I supported you for all the things
Been proud of you; cheer on you
even when ppl don’t get why I loved someone like you
Again, where did I go so wrong?
The first week of being 24 is coming to a close! Let me tell you year 23 was a long ride on the struggle bus and I’m so happy it’s finally over.
Since this new year has started the love gods and goddesses have been helping me love myself. Love who I see when I take a selfie and love who I know I am on the inside.
Cheers to loving yourself and growing when you see something you don’t love.
i keep chasing validation from ghosts and monsters, i dismiss my intuitions and act like im better. songs on loop to make me feel better, dissecting other people to find a sense of self, “we’re all out looking for god so we never see it in ourselves”, but the god in me rots and decays while yours evaporates. angel numbers and angel faces, wasted feelings and first name basis, how am i ever going to grow when i keep my distance? how is love going to ever show when i believe eradication lies within my purpose?
when night falls i line up my abusers, i choose one and justify their behaviors. continues until the morning and i’m faced again with my mother. the day before i convinced myself she’s my protector, but then i remember, how will i heal if i keep playing prosecutor? i let myself buy into manipulation of my monsters. within seconds im back to catering to their favors, but how much longer? if i keep falling back into the hands of my abusers, when will i understand that pain is not an expense that comes with an ‘unconditional’ lover?
[i need to stop thinking that “im just trying to protect you” people only comes with the notion that they’re allowed to manipulate/hurt me.
and somehow, after everything , she still bloomed in the way she was meant to - mhn #BANGSblitz #livebangs #ambassador #artistsoninstagram #customshoes #blessed #moreselflove #quarantineclub #quarantinequeen #coronacation #help https://www.instagram.com/p/B_QiKUhh4v0/?igshid=m6rd3p6d04ia
Happy birthday to me!🖤😝 ************* When I was 15 I legitimately didn't think I'd make it to 23, and now that I'm here, I can honestly say I can't wait for what the future holds ************* This has been a rough year full of lots of love, loss, learning and personal growth. I am the most grateful for this year is my wonderful husband who through all the highs and lows loves and supports me no matter what, and for the addition to our little family, Tess. She is crazy, loud, and so affectionate and ever since we have gotten her my our older cat Edgar has become less depressed, more energetic and courageous #memyselfandi #edit #lifeshit #birthday #bigtiddygothgf #tattoos #bodymodification #goth #punk #alt #weirdo #creepykid #canadiangoth #moreselflove https://www.instagram.com/p/B7XonAuF2pp/?igshid=1dcbe3n7puc96