❤❤ you either succeed or you learn. No such thing as failure if you never stop trying
following bloggers who are Med Students and i just can’t help myself from scrolling && reading their stories.
I do this for so many reasons and I want to offer these opportunities to others. Let me know if you’d be interested and ask me questions !!!
Ever just get sick of feeling sorry for yourself and finally get motivated enough to start doing something about it? Well, I’m there now. After years of whining about how my life sucks and the world is against me, its finally time to DO something. Its finally time to battle down the fear that has stopped me from achieving anything, no, from even discovering anything WORTH achieving and aspiring towards.
I’ve moped about for years complaining about how I am so useless, talentless and worthless. But honestly, I am only this way because I’ve been too SCARED to commit to anything long enough to discover i might be good at it. To discover that something I could be truely passionate about. I’ve attempted many topics of skill but I let my fear of failure stop me from even crossing the starting line.
I want to be happy and I want to be good at something and I want to give something to this world. I dont want to tolerate life anymore. I want to flourish in it and love it and be remembered for something while I am here. I want to have real dreams and goals and aspire toward them.
MY LIFE MEANS SOMETHING. it HAS to. And I’m going to find it. It’s time to find my dreams and LIVE. It’s time to find what I’m passionate about, create a goal and run after it with everything I’ve got.
First things first. What am I good at? What do I truely enjoy doing?
Guess I’ll find out. ❤
I’m good at getting what I want
Which sounds obnoxious
And it probably is a little
But mostly I think I just try really hard,
Harder than they all think I do.
Always did ace the spelling tests,
But it wasn’t like I didn’t spend hours at home being quizzed by my mom.
Perhaps it’s a bad decision
And perhaps I don’t care.
Perhaps I want to take the risk
And be stressed about money
And create my own life,
My very own,
For the first time.
Landlords fucking suck,
But I’m good at getting what I want
And I’m gonna make it.
I’m gonna make it.
There isn’t an inch of the inner me without a scar but I’m free. Letting go of burdensome baggage is all I had to do to heal.
i have grown from my past and so have you, i invited you to move on from it with me.
so let’s go.
September 27, 2020 pt. 2
What an eventful day. I went and worked this morning, then got to go and see the place where my upcoming wedding will be held. My wonderful fiancé has picked a great spot, back dropped by old growth trees and a babbling creek. On my run today, I went for distance instead of time and it went very well. I got strong in my stride and pushed through better on mile 2. I was also beset upon by enormous skeletons! lol. I followed that with a short walk and quick yoga, which went as follows;
Half Wind Relieveing Pose
Half Wind Relieveing Pose
Wind Relieveing Pose
Seated Twist Left
Seated Twist Right
Tree Pose Left
Tree Pose Right