#enough is enough
The reason why we still talk about it is because we are still not over it.
I’ve accepted it but it still hurts.
Sawamura: I’m home
Miyuki: Welcome back.
Miyuki: I cooked your favourite dish—
Sawamura: Miyuki -senpai… looks at him, painfully
Sawamura: That’s not my favourite it was Narumiya’s - san.
Sawamura: I know it hurts a lot but it doesn’t mean you won’t move on.
Miyuki: I know. I’m trying. It’s hard.
Sawamura: You have to! Even it’s hard.
Miyuki: You don’t really get it, Eijun. You don’t know what it feels!
Sawamura: I DO! You know what? Even though I’m here I feel like I’m just your junior!
Sawamura: You chose me! You said you love me but why do I feel like I’m nothing?
Sawamura: But you know what hurts a lot? When I’m here but the person you always want is not me.
It’s easier to let go than to holding on.
Okay I have been doing my best to ignore the sheer insanity of certain part of the fandom but I need to say this.
I am a bisexual, I was one long before Castiel ever appeared on Supernatural and I am still one and will stay one as long as I feel attraction to both men and women.
I do not ship Destiel.
I do not see it as bisexual representation.
I do not nor have I ever seen this so called queer coding in wall colors, signs, Dean talking to men, license plates, color of shirts and so on.
I am no less bi because if that. I am not bi because of a fanon pairing, I am bi because that is who I am. I am not going to be silence by those who are in the mind set that if you don’t ship Destiel you are not a real bi or part of LGTBQ community. That is not how that works, you don’t get to decide a person sexuality or tell them they are not a real member of that community because they don’t ship your pairing or agree with your mind set.
I am bi, I don’t ship Destiel and I am not going anywhere.
The witchcraft of your ancestors up to 4 generations may not be part of your everyday life, but it still lies dormant, polluting your life from the root. Be the one who repents of it and move on with a truly human experience from God.
But if now you have only the half of the love I still have for you, you can swear, that I bless the one who has your heart. I want you to be happy… even if it’s not with me.
i think fans have beaten haylor to death that i just find it extremely annoying at this point
me coming on here to chill after work and seeing fandom drama;
I have been extremely lazy lately. Postponing again and again working on texts for submissions and missing the deadlines. Postponing working on projects and not doing anything. I have no idea how to overcome procrastination - though a little voice inside me is telling me “do”.
I hate how much ppl shit on the middle ages… It’s such an interesting period to study >:(
Sometimes moving on with the rest of your life, starts with •G O O D B Y E•
¿Cómo se supone que dejas ir a la única persona con la que querías que funcionara?
I don’t live with regret. I have lots of regrets but I don’t let it consume me. I learn from it and move on. I’m not going let my past define my present and future.
Mindig azt hiszem túl vagyok rajtad. Majd megjelensz és egy pillantás alatt ismét szilánkokban a lelkem.