I am so happy that I do not miss you.

I do not remember the way you smiled,

Or the way you laughed.

Your eye color evades me, 

And I can no longer remember what your favorite color is.

What cologne did you wear?

How did your lips feel against mine?

Questions that remain gladly unanswered.

What we had was not a love.

It was not even a like.

And so no,

I do not think of you any more.

I do not even think of you in passing.

I don’t think of what you would have said to me,

Or if you would have laughed at my joke.

You aren’t even a memory any more. 

You are the remains of unhappiness that I am glad to leave to rot.

I am so happy that I do not miss you.

And I am happy that I will not miss you again.

- B. H. L. / secretly-the-fae

Whenever you miss me just remember you had me and I wasn’t enough…

Originally posted by brigh17

17/01/21

I just saw a photo of your face today, I didnt feel a thing. I remembered you had a nice smile, but nothing more you’re becoming a blank space and I’m happy about that. I guess I’m just struggling to love myself.

From now on, I’m going to think of my energy as capital. All the energy I spent focusing on you, I’m going to reinvest in myself. So thank you for helping me realize my value.

Poetry - “Broken Heart”

Poetry – “Broken Heart”

“Broken Heart” – RJDD

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My entire body aches when I realize I’ll never get to kiss you again.

Ignorance

I thought you will see through,that maybe it was just a temporary glitch.I thought of waiting a little longer,buying you time to overcome the itch.I was thinking of the bigger picture,after everything we had been through.I wanted the destiny to do the miracle,so the ‘meant to be’ comes true.How foolish of me to think all of that,while you just sat plotting the escape.How could I blame the…

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I moved on!!! I had a crush on someone for 3 years+ and yesterday I realized that I’m not worth it. I’m not worth all the waiting,hurt , sadness and anger. I loved this person for so long and I’m so happy that I moved on.

The memories what he said to me will always be there and I just can’t forget them. Sadly. But still, I’m open to new love in my life and I hope he will be happy with his girlfriend.

I wish i could forget him and he would forget me.

feeling Especially crazy having a tantrum over nothing and checking to see your period is due soon 🤪 hashtag just little hysteria things!

💐 In The Name Of Allah The Most Gracious The Most Merciful

💌 To check if you have actual good character or not,

Watch how you react when you walk by those who detached

From your circle and with whom you’re no longer in touch.

Will you retain noble manners despite holding grudge?

~•~

If you see those with whom you’re no longer in contact,

Who unfriended you online or whom you cannot trust,

At a mall, gathering, public place, or in a bus,

Will you greet them or perform a disappearing act?

~•~

Secrets and intimate details they shared in the past,

Will you spread them around so your ex-friends are laughed at?

Their weaknesses and problems, will you have them discussed

Behind their backs with the close friends you currently have?

~•~

Or can you be strong enough to let your ego drop,

And say salaam to ex-friends though your connections stopped?

When they sneeze, will you respond as pious Muslims must,

Or will you ignore them and be morally bankrupt?

~•~

While it’s your right to select who to befriend and love,

Treating people fairly is something you mustn’t stop.

Answer greetings, help when you can, have friendly smiles swapped,

So your good Akhlaaq joins you with those whom Allah loves.

~•~

📖 Abu Darda RadhiAllahu ‘anhu narrated: Allah’s noble Messenger Muhammad SallAllahu 'alaihi wa sallam said, “Nothing is heavier on the scale of the believer on the Day of Resurrection than good character. Verily, Allah hates the vulgar, obscene person.”

Source: Sunan At-Tirmidhi 2002

Grade: Sahih (Authentic) according to Al-Arna’ut

📖 Abu Umamah RadhiAllahu 'anhu narrated: Allah’s noble Messenger Muhammad SallAllahu 'alaihi wa sallam said, “Verily, the best people to Allah are those who are first to greet with peace.”

Source: Sunan Abī Dāwūd 5197

Grade: Sahih (Authentic) according to Al-Albani

📖 Abu Ayyub RadhiAllahu 'anhu narrated: Allah’s noble Messenger Muhammad SallAllahu 'alaihi wa sallam said, “It is not lawful for a Muslim to boycott his brother for more than three nights, such that they meet each other and turn away from one another. The better of the two is the one who initiates the greeting of peace.”

Source: Sahih Al-Bukhari 5727

Sahih Muslim 2560

Grade: Muttafaqun Alayhi (Authenticity agreed upon) according to Al-Bukhari and Muslim

📖 Anas Ibn Malik RadhiAllahu 'anhu narrated: Allah’s noble Messenger Muhammad SallAllahu 'alaihi wa sallam said, “Do not hate each other, do not envy each other, do not turn away from each other, but rather be servants of Allah as brothers. It is not lawful for a Muslim to boycott his brother for more than three days.”

Source: Sahih Al-Bukhari 5718

Sahih Muslim 2559

Grade: Muttafaqun Alayhi (Authenticity agreed upon) according to Al-Bukhari and Muslim

I’ll just stick to the fandom I’m really in right now.

Hi! Wow I’m shocked and flattered that anyone is reading any of my fics even now - so many years later. I think it’s been a literal decade since I last updated it. I’m sorry I never finished Moving On. I lost motivation while in art school and then I fell out of the HP fandom for a bit.

To be honest, the main reason I haven’t picked that fic back up is because I wasn’t completely sure how to end it. I mean..I knew the general plot points - everyone finds out about Harry and Draco’s relationship and eventually the people who matter accept it. People also find out what Draco’s patronus is. Draco proves himself by solving the mystery I’d set up. And Drarry live happily ever after. But I hadn’t figured out the particulars and after a while, filling that in got too strenuous to think about.

I might continue it and finish it at some point, but I’m not sure when that would be.

Thanks for messaging me about it though. It makes me want to take a look at it again.

“ETO NGA PALA ANG SINAYANG KO”

“ETO NGA PALA ANG SINAYANG KO”

Sa unang lalaking nagpatibok ng aking puso,  para sa’yo ‘to.

Kamusta ka?  Tingin ko masaya ka na ngayon.  Balita ko may sarili ka nang pamilya. May magandang asawa at isang cute na anak na babae. Wala akong gaanong impormasyon tungkol sa’yo dahil nga matagal mo na akong binlock sa Facebook.

Alam ko. Oo.  Ang pinto mo para sa akin ay matagal nang sarado at nakadando mga siyam (9) na taon na…

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Bruno Mars - Grenade

If your significant other tells you that you don’t show how much you love them, all while your giving them your whole world. Being 100% loyal, push people away in life to make them feel more secure and less stressed with what you’re doing, working more for more money, paying for everything, making sure they’re pleasured before yourself to relieve their stress not yours, not letting them walk on the sidewalk closest to the street. Putting yourself closer to harm to make she they are always safe. Doing everything that think you can possibly do to give them and the relationship a better future… if they say that you still don’t show how much you love them…. they don’t deserve to be loved… they are blinded by falsehoods and fantasies…. What was just described is one of the purest and truest forms of love.

A Fine Line -

I tell people that I never loved her

That it wasn’t true love

I tell people that I was just infatuated with the idea of her and just slightly obsessed

with how new it felt to be with a woman

After escaping from my tight suffocating closet

Being petty

I clarify that you could have been any woman

That it just felt so good to finally feel that urge to wanna rip someone’s clothes off and press their body up against mine

I devalue you and say that you were nothing special nor anything worth keeping

But -

her and I both know that isn’t true

That in our moments together

I was completely and utterly in love with her.

If I didn’t love her

when she left my heart wouldn’t have disintegrated into dust leaving behind

Only the tiniest of particles in the air

which day after day

left me breathing in my own broken heart

A -

If you’re reading this I need you to know

I did love you

but in the same breath

I do hate you

with every ounce of my being

I hate that you discarded me

like a child tossing aside

it’s no longer favorite toy because

a new, shiny, more exciting toy came along.

You threw me to the bottom of your toy box and forgot that I even existed.

I hate that you left me all alone

in your condo hallway ugly crying

while you were locked away inside

kissing her and fucking her

While the tears were aggressively and uncontrollably flowing down my face

You were in there tasting her

Drowning me out with the music of her sweet moans

Yet, I still wonder

if the woman you left me for

knows that you like your back lightly scratched because it calms you down

I wonder if she gets up at 5 am

to go grab you your favorite coffee because you struggle to get out of bed in the early mornings and we both know

you need your coffee to semi-function

You left me suddenly

Leaving behind no trace of your existence

Extending no compassion for me

Leaving so many questions forever unanswered

I fucking hate you

But I still wonder and care about you too

I have learned that the difference between loving someone and hating someone is a finer line

than the wrinkles that crease my forehead

Don’t misunderstand though

I don’t want you anymore

I will never tread down that road with you again because I deserve more than a convenient travel partner

You can love someone and not want to be with them at the same time

This is goodbye -

You no longer have a seat at my table

Your reservation has been permanently canceled

Parents: Fuck you my child is completely fine

The child:

I STILL CANT BELIEVE THIS IS MY LIFE

I LOOKED FOR YOU IN THE DARK I PULLED YOU BY THE HAIR BUT AS YOU TURN AROUND FOR THE LOVE OF GOD YOU DIDNT CARE I CRIED FOR YOU TERRIBLY BUT ALL YOU SAID DONT WORRY ILL STAY RIGHT HERE I GLANCED FOR A SECOND TO WITNESS HOW QUICKLY YOU DISAPPEARED

Don’t mind me
Just a little clumsy
From stepping outside of this box
It’s much roomier out here–
I think I kind of like it.

theres something about hogwarts generalising 4 types of people (brave, smart, evil, misc) and then wondering why theres so many rivalries and bullying that makes me question the wizarding world