I am so happy that I do not miss you.
I do not remember the way you smiled,
Or the way you laughed.
Your eye color evades me,Ā
And I can no longer remember what your favorite color is.
What cologne did you wear?
How did your lips feel against mine?
Questions that remain gladly unanswered.
What we had was not a love.
It was not even a like.
And so no,
I do not think of you any more.
I do not even think of you in passing.
I donāt think of what you would have said to me,
Or if you would have laughed at my joke.
You arenāt even a memory any more.Ā
You are the remains of unhappiness that I am glad to leave to rot.
I am so happy that I do not miss you.
And I am happy that I will not miss you again.
- B. H. L. / secretly-the-fae
17/01/21
I just saw a photo of your face today, I didnt feel a thing. I remembered you had a nice smile, but nothing more youāre becoming a blank space and Iām happy about that. I guess Iām just struggling to love myself.
From now on, Iām going to think of my energy as capital. All the energy I spent focusing on you, Iām going to reinvest in myself. So thank you for helping me realize my value.
Poetry ā āBroken Heartā
āBroken Heartā ā RJDD
My entire body aches when I realize Iāll never get to kiss you again.
I thought you will see through,that maybe it was just a temporary glitch.I thought of waiting a little longer,buying you time to overcome the itch.I was thinking of the bigger picture,after everything we had been through.I wanted the destiny to do the miracle,so the āmeant to beā comes true.How foolish of me to think all of that,while you just sat plotting the escape.How could I blame theā¦
I moved on!!! I had a crush on someone for 3 years+ and yesterday I realized that Iām not worth it. Iām not worth all the waiting,hurt , sadness and anger. I loved this person for so long and Iām so happy that I moved on.
The memories what he said to me will always be there and I just canāt forget them. Sadly. But still, Iām open to new love in my life and I hope he will be happy with his girlfriend.
I wish i could forget him and he would forget me.
feeling Especially crazy having a tantrum over nothing and checking to see your period is due soon 𤪠hashtag just little hysteria things!
š In The Name Of Allah The Most Gracious The Most Merciful
š To check if you have actual good character or not,
Watch how you react when you walk by those who detached
From your circle and with whom youāre no longer in touch.
Will you retain noble manners despite holding grudge?
~ā¢~
If you see those with whom youāre no longer in contact,
Who unfriended you online or whom you cannot trust,
At a mall, gathering, public place, or in a bus,
Will you greet them or perform a disappearing act?
~ā¢~
Secrets and intimate details they shared in the past,
Will you spread them around so your ex-friends are laughed at?
Their weaknesses and problems, will you have them discussed
Behind their backs with the close friends you currently have?
~ā¢~
Or can you be strong enough to let your ego drop,
And say salaam to ex-friends though your connections stopped?
When they sneeze, will you respond as pious Muslims must,
Or will you ignore them and be morally bankrupt?
~ā¢~
While itās your right to select who to befriend and love,
Treating people fairly is something you mustnāt stop.
Answer greetings, help when you can, have friendly smiles swapped,
So your good Akhlaaq joins you with those whom Allah loves.
~ā¢~
š Abu Darda RadhiAllahu āanhu narrated: Allahās noble Messenger Muhammad SallAllahu 'alaihi wa sallam said, āNothing is heavier on the scale of the believer on the Day of Resurrection than good character. Verily, Allah hates the vulgar, obscene person.ā
Source: Sunan At-Tirmidhi 2002
Grade: Sahih (Authentic) according to Al-Arnaāut
š Abu Umamah RadhiAllahu 'anhu narrated: Allahās noble Messenger Muhammad SallAllahu 'alaihi wa sallam said, āVerily, the best people to Allah are those who are first to greet with peace.ā
Source: Sunan AbiĢ DaĢwuĢd 5197
Grade: Sahih (Authentic) according to Al-Albani
š Abu Ayyub RadhiAllahu 'anhu narrated: Allahās noble Messenger Muhammad SallAllahu 'alaihi wa sallam said, āIt is not lawful for a Muslim to boycott his brother for more than three nights, such that they meet each other and turn away from one another. The better of the two is the one who initiates the greeting of peace.ā
Source: Sahih Al-Bukhari 5727
Sahih Muslim 2560
Grade: Muttafaqun Alayhi (Authenticity agreed upon) according to Al-Bukhari and Muslim
š Anas Ibn Malik RadhiAllahu 'anhu narrated: Allahās noble Messenger Muhammad SallAllahu 'alaihi wa sallam said, āDo not hate each other, do not envy each other, do not turn away from each other, but rather be servants of Allah as brothers. It is not lawful for a Muslim to boycott his brother for more than three days.ā
Source: Sahih Al-Bukhari 5718
Sahih Muslim 2559
Grade: Muttafaqun Alayhi (Authenticity agreed upon) according to Al-Bukhari and Muslim
Iāll just stick to the fandom Iām really in right now.
Hi! Wow Iām shocked and flattered that anyone is reading any of my fics even now - so many years later. I think itās been a literal decade since I last updated it. Iām sorry I never finished Moving On. I lost motivation while in art school and then I fell out of the HP fandom for a bit.
To be honest, the main reason I havenāt picked that fic back up is because I wasnāt completely sure how to end it. I mean..I knew the general plot points - everyone finds out about Harry and Dracoās relationship and eventually the people who matter accept it. People also find out what Dracoās patronus is. Draco proves himself by solving the mystery Iād set up. And Drarry live happily ever after. But I hadnāt figured out the particulars and after a while, filling that in got too strenuous to think about.
I might continue it and finish it at some point, but Iām not sure when that would be.
Thanks for messaging me about it though. It makes me want to take a look at it again.
āETO NGA PALA ANG SINAYANG KOā
Sa unang lalaking nagpatibok ng aking puso,Ā para saāyo āto.
Kamusta ka?Ā Tingin ko masaya ka na ngayon.Ā Balita ko may sarili ka nang pamilya. May magandang asawa at isang cute na anak na babae. Wala akong gaanong impormasyon tungkol saāyo dahil nga matagal mo na akong binlock sa Facebook.
Alam ko. Oo.Ā Ang pinto mo para sa akin ay matagal nang sarado at nakadando mga siyam (9) na taon naā¦
Bruno Mars - Grenade
If your significant other tells you that you donāt show how much you love them, all while your giving them your whole world. Being 100% loyal, push people away in life to make them feel more secure and less stressed with what youāre doing, working more for more money, paying for everything, making sure theyāre pleasured before yourself to relieve their stress not yours, not letting them walk on the sidewalk closest to the street. Putting yourself closer to harm to make she they are always safe. Doing everything that think you can possibly do to give them and the relationship a better future⦠if they say that you still donāt show how much you love themā¦. they donāt deserve to be loved⦠they are blinded by falsehoods and fantasiesā¦. What was just described is one of the purest and truest forms of love.
A Fine Line -
I tell people that I never loved her
That it wasnāt true love
I tell people that I was just infatuated with the idea of her and just slightly obsessed
with how new it felt to be with a woman
After escaping from my tight suffocating closet
Being petty
I clarify that you could have been any woman
That it just felt so good to finally feel that urge to wanna rip someoneās clothes off and press their body up against mine
I devalue you and say that you were nothing special nor anything worth keeping
But -
her and I both know that isnāt true
That in our moments together
I was completely and utterly in love with her.
If I didnāt love her
when she left my heart wouldnāt have disintegrated into dust leaving behind
Only the tiniest of particles in the air
which day after day
left me breathing in my own broken heart
A -
If youāre reading this I need you to know
I did love you
but in the same breath
I do hate you
with every ounce of my being
I hate that you discarded me
like a child tossing aside
itās no longer favorite toy because
a new, shiny, more exciting toy came along.
You threw me to the bottom of your toy box and forgot that I even existed.
I hate that you left me all alone
in your condo hallway ugly crying
while you were locked away inside
kissing her and fucking her
While the tears were aggressively and uncontrollably flowing down my face
You were in there tasting her
Drowning me out with the music of her sweet moans
Yet, I still wonder
if the woman you left me for
knows that you like your back lightly scratched because it calms you down
I wonder if she gets up at 5 am
to go grab you your favorite coffee because you struggle to get out of bed in the early mornings and we both know
you need your coffee to semi-function
You left me suddenly
Leaving behind no trace of your existence
Extending no compassion for me
Leaving so many questions forever unanswered
I fucking hate you
But I still wonder and care about you too
I have learned that the difference between loving someone and hating someone is a finer line
than the wrinkles that crease my forehead
Donāt misunderstand though
I donāt want you anymore
I will never tread down that road with you again because I deserve more than a convenient travel partner
You can love someone and not want to be with them at the same time
This is goodbye -
You no longer have a seat at my table
Your reservation has been permanently canceled
Parents: Fuck you my child is completely fine
The child:
I STILL CANT BELIEVE THIS IS MY LIFE
I LOOKED FOR YOU IN THE DARK I PULLED YOU BY THE HAIR BUT AS YOU TURN AROUND FOR THE LOVE OF GOD YOU DIDNT CARE I CRIED FOR YOU TERRIBLY BUT ALL YOU SAID DONT WORRY ILL STAY RIGHT HERE I GLANCED FOR A SECOND TO WITNESS HOW QUICKLY YOU DISAPPEARED
Donāt mind me
Just a little clumsy
From stepping outside of this box
Itās much roomier out hereā
I think I kind of like it.
theres something about hogwarts generalising 4 types of people (brave, smart, evil, misc) and then wondering why theres so many rivalries and bullying that makes me question the wizarding world