#moving provinces

[mstrchu]

mornings in liyue

#did i just watch tumblr desaturate this before my very eyes am i crazy #genshin impact #ningguang #beidou #beiguang #i am moving 2 another province 2day for school... post gay people 2 cope #queued.. i might be in an airport rn ueue.... #art tag

[marshmcore]

Pondering Sniper with his Emotional Support Scout (AU)

Modern+College AU speeding bullet

Both in their early transitional age (Scout is 19, Sniper is 22), they’ve already spent a handful of years, supposedly taking the steps to build their futures, but are they where they want to be? Are they going to where they want to be? Where is it anyways?

I just had the idea for a more grounded side to their story, slice-of-life in a coming-of-age setting, with themes of existentialism. I aged them down to make it work… Under cut for info dumps about these goobers 8)

Scout took a break right after high school, working for his family business (an unsuccessful one, ran by one of his oldest brothers). This used to be a summer job, a way to get extra money as a kid, but now he’s been a full time worker for 2.5 years, familial obligations exploiting him to stay, while being undermined by his narcissistic brother. He eventually gets out of it, but has to face the hurt from being used, and also the fact that he had to grow up so quickly as a kid (especially when he has to deal with the fallout caused by his Mom’s and Spy’s affairs. He and his Mom are in good terms, it’s just his Mom isn’t a good support system atm). Left to face the real world by himself, he tries to find a way to stabilize by himself, while trying to face his trauma (trauma from a missing father figure, and being treated as the black sheep of his family) as he finds a way to be more himself and be happy. He’s optimistic and responsible when the world calls for it, otherwise he’s most likely to test this new freedom (for better or worse). Eventually Spy comes around to try to reconnect with Scout, there’s no telling how Scout will cope with it when he’s in the midst his new-found freedom.

Sniper went straight to university, never once took a break from the school work, because he thinks that’s the only way to go about in life. He took up a program and career plan that was not right for him, but struggled his way through by retaking course’s countless of times, pulling off impossible all-nighters, etc. At some point he gave up, began to drop classes every semester, and finally quit the program. However, he started working somewhere in the industry he had been studying years for. He thought this could bring him forward, but it kept digging him a deeper grave. He’s a workaholic, impulsive, but lost. At a very young age, he was a subject of a tough custody battle between his neglectful biological parents (Lar-nah and Bill-bel), and his grandparents (who are Mr and Mrs Mundee in this AU). From that, his guardians want him to be better than his parents, and in return he strived for that. However, after giving up, he feels like a failure and is currently going through a period of depression. However, with the money he earned from his job, he wonders if he should take that road-trip he used to fantasize. He told himself doing this will help him find himself, but a part of him wonders if its just him trying to run away from something. Either way, he’s got a deal for a junk RV and he wants to renovate it!

After all that, Scout and Sniper meet, their lives are in the cross roads, and their relationship is a turning point as well. It feels like the world is moving faster than they can cope with, but can they find some respite in this new relationship together? DUN DUN DUUUN

Phew this was really fun to write! I really like their dynamic, romantic or not (idc). Them being the same age range inspired me to write this, because I know myself and some friends have gone through this similar experience aswell, and I just think its fun/interesting to explore that with they have in cannon.

A lot of this projection tho lmao with a loose base derived from cannon, and some embellishments to make this AU work.

#tf2 #marsh stuff #team fortress 2 #tf2 fanart #tf2 sniper #tf2 headcanons #tf2 scout #tf2 au #tf2 fanfiction #speeding bullet #sniperscout #scoutsniper #woah this took more thought than I realized #it was 5am and i couldnt sleep #and i was listening to one of my playlists for those kinds of nights #and this happened #HOPE U LIKE HEHE #i ship speedingbullet in this context #i love existential coming of age stories and tgey both fit so well in it #wow i didn’t expect to think so deeply about sniperscout #maybe its because im moving out into a province i dont know #im currently dealing with changing careers rn and going back to school #im a lil terrified tbh so maybe thats why this came to me at 5am lol

[ktsumu]

just want to get kissed until i’m boneless on the hood of a car is that seriously too much to ask now

#Anyway so issei #the downside is though the thought plagues me daily now #this actually happened to me once on this guy’s truck tailgate but he literally moved 2 provinces the next day so that was #fantastic of course #ANYWAY #ANYWAY.

[byanyan]

ok I'm a big old liar I'm not doing any writing tonight but I do have a vid of my dog bein weird to share w y'all

#this is how he buries his treats and it's so fuckin funny to watch #but it's even funnier on the rare occasion he does it on the couch lmfao #(ignore the rough shape of our couch omg.... we got it secondhand for free when we moved provinces & its awful but functional u know) #anyway this made me laugh when my mom shared it w me so I wanted to share w u guys I thought u'd like it 💜 #━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ ooc ⋮ don’t @ me.

[zmwrites]

🫣🫣🫣

#i get the keys to my condo tomorrow #it’s -31° celsius w the windchill rn #wtf am i doing moving to this province i’m not designed for the cold like this #i’m gonna DIE #also yes this is why i’ve been AWOL i apologize #zoe speaks

[pfenniged]

2024 LET'S GO

#please have this year be more settled than last #last year was great in terms of career and life goals but crazy in terms of shit happening #new car two bar call ceremonies moving provinces new job travel full drivers license ugh #good things all but killer in terms of energy #personal

[arsenicpeppers]

Trying to keep myself sane about a man's body hair.

#been chatting with my ex from highschool. nearly been 5 years since ive seen him #hes moved back to province a month ago? #but we talked and i forgot how similar we are and i was like heeeeyyyy #we are gonna try again now that we arent so stupid lol

[jackredfieldwasmyjacob]

yesterday i was thinking that if i don't get into any phd program by the end of the year and i switch to focusing on studying oposiciones to work at a museum i will try and learn some catalan to get the c1.

#basically my plan for next year is: if i get into the phd i will be living abroad which is scary but i'll be doing a phd which :) #if i don't. i will try to get into a phd next year but that will become my plan b #my plan a will become studying oposiciones and going to conferences / writing papers / studying languages / anything to engross my cv #i was thinking of also trying to get the official tour guide license so i can work as that in the meantime but for what i saw in madrid #the last call for the exams to get it were in 2017. so that's fun #i'll also want to try another official language exam. probably french cause that's the language i know most after english. #and then. i could also try and get the c1 of catalan cause i don't mind moving to another autonomous community to work in a museum #like i am open to state autonomic and local museums. they just have to be historical / ethnological / archaeological #my dream would actually be to work at centros de interpretación in archaeological sites but i don't know if they fall under the 'museum' #denomintation or if they are another thing i'd had to study for #and a c1 in catalan opens up my possibilities in three new autonomic communities #it's also the cooficial language i know the best. and also valencia (and more specifically alacant province) is like. on my top 3 list of #preferred destinations. cause i know pretty well the province so i think i wouldn't be so anxious moving there #and there's family and friends so i won't feel so alone i think #anyways. this is all hypothetical. but yeah #oh!!! i almost forgot!!! #if all of this happens i also want to try learning pottery ^_^ #there's a pottery workshop next door to my therapist office so i would most likely go there hehe #i'm happy cause i'm excited both to live abroad and do a phd and to stay here and study a bunch of things so. regardless of what happens #these next few months until 2024... next year is garanteed to be better than 2023. for sure

[hesitationss]

i have a hard time dating because i lose interest after like 2-3 months, but also the only people who are ever enthusiastically interested in me are blonde men and at least 2 of them have joined the military so you can imagine how weirdly they acted toward me... and the very few times i was trying to experience romance w others... they were projecting their intense feeling of another asian woman onto me and so i know they don't even see me as non binary too... and both of those facts have given me a low self esteem when it comes to getting to know other people that way... it always hurts my feelings too because the pattern is always the same but then i am also met w the fact that i get told i don't care enough/not emotionally invested...

#anyway living my shojo romance dreams is impossible... only my friends are able to support this way of life #this is tmi but they are trying to make 2024 about love n friendship but moved to a province full of central n eastern euro neoSS settlers😭

[non-un-topo]

Pulling a Zelda Fitzgerald and writing a whole speech for my partner to say JUST on the off chance they will be asked with no prior warning to give a speech at the wedding this weekend bc I am a good partner who does not want their partner to have a panic attack and also I am a writer

#i love this family like a family usually loves a family #but hear my words. we will Never be going to another straight wedding again #esp not one with over 200 guests and where we have to pretend to be cis and straight #it’s not about us! but it has been a gigantic disruption and a culture shock AND #a bad gender experience. #we will have fun. we will. but we also need to be done with this #and maybe move to another province in the future #or ireland

[marshmcore]

BOOM old art and OC art upon ye.

Have this WIP of fashion hcs (i got more of this shite for the other mercs and npcs stay tuned i guess)

And have this OC shite, the reason for their existence is the thought of Medic potentially using dirty equipment gives me the ICK. Before they existed, I HC Medic had to do EVERYTHING in the med bay, including cleaning the instruments, who got time for that??

#tf2 #team fortress 2 #tf2 fanart #marsh stuff #tf2 sniper #tf2 spy #tf2 medic #tf2 oc #knife party #sniperspy #bloody suit #tf2 oc art #old art bc this was around the time where i was drawing the mercs for the first few times…. mainly sniper lel #also look at spy #he looks like a god dang wreck #anyways this is a sign that i still wanna be active #but im making arrangements to move to a new province and paying for school

[toppedbykakuna]

not dnp, personal rant:

i just got back from a weekend trip w my fiance and we specifically left my cat in the care of my sibling and my mom WENT BEHIND MY SIBLINGS BACK to allow her manipulative shitty "ex" (who got kicked out a month ago after living here rent free for 3y for screaming at my sibling unprompted) INTO OUR BEDROOM SO HE COULD MEET MY CAT, THE CAT HE WANTED NOTHING TO DO WITH IN THE 6 MONTHS SHE'S LIVED HERE AND HAS MADE MULTIPLE JOKES ABOUT LETTING HER OUTSIDE OR FEEDING HER TO MY DOG!!

#lexis fury #lexi shouts #I'm trying so hard to calm down about this #like so so hard actually #i politely explained to her that she cannot bring people into my room without asking me #and i told her that she CANNOT introduce my cat to people without us being there #but im so fucking furious that it was him more than anything #we moved here in the summer last year #we had been living together for 6 months before he got kicked out #not once did he express an ounce of interest in my life or my cat #and SUDDENLY im in ANOTHER PROVINCE and NOOOW he wants to meet my cat??? #FUCK OFF #I'm seething #not dnp

[bronzetomatoes]

The home of our hearts, Cape Breton ❤️

#look anika's talking! #ive lived near the city all my life + i still have 5 years of uni out of province ahead of me #but ive been thinking of moving out to the island longterm afterwards #like i can imagine myself living there forever #my art #photography

[coloursofaparadox]

im. nnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.

#i have been informed today that me and the one other remaining member of our department #are now cut down to 22.5 hours a week. again. #also. on the same day learned that the money from my grandma is getting distributed. #and its 43 thousand dollars. #my brother also put out the idea of both of us going in together on a place when he moves to edmonton #which. i mean. honestly fuck edmonton. #but its close enough to calgary i can see friends #and UofA is there for me to continue with computer science for more job security and options #and I would love to live with my brother for a while #its more practical than immediately being able to afford a rural farmhouse somewhere outside of calgary #and would be an amazing middle step to being able to make that happen in a couple years given that id actually be in province while looking #and. fuck. im so tired of having to do everything on my own because im single. #its been a fucking day. im going to have to go back to living on like $100 food budget a month again #while staring at 43k sitting in a savings account and fucking refusing to touch it #bc its the only chance i will have at owning a place for decades #ugh. its been a lot. im so god damn tired.

[inkybinkyboink]

no but like what the fuck

#vent post time!!!!!!!!!!!! #like ok so i graduate and then what #i move? to a different province? and i learn to teach kids? and then what #and then i teach kids??? #what if it doesnt make me happy #like the thought makes me happy now #but what if i get there and it doesnt #or what if it stops making me happy #am i just like doomed to keep making new batches of friends every 4-5 years? will there always be awful people amongst them? #i didnt...think id make it this far? #like i know thats dark and stupid but like i didnt and now im just kind of making very brief one to two year plans because i dont know what #to do and that scares me. like graduating is terrifying because i dont know whats next #like no matter where i go even if i stay here it will be intrinsically different #and i dont want to stay here because its safe or because i know this place because i dont want to get stuck here #maybe im just scared of growing older? i dont know man #idk. living with anxiety is hard. #like i know it'll b ok but its scary. and it never stops being scary. #its ok for now because i still have a year left

[fuckyeahchinesefashion]

Meet Yourself (去有风的地方going somewhere windy) E02 ENG SUB

#china #cdrama #video #this drama is really popular #i like yunnan province so i watched it #so lively #E01 is very sad so i skip it #the tone changes as xu hongdou decided to move to yunnan province #meet yourself