#murphy.txt

[dameronalone]

anyway I wanna write pynch as crime boyfriends. separate from the art thief au. brought to you by THISKIDSNOTALERIGHT by awolnation

#trc #pynch #pynch au #murphy.txt

[stonermurphy]

Bipolar Connor Murphy Headcanons

hes really really easily excitable but also extremely easily let down. He builds up his expectations p much sky high only to be let down to the point of suicidal idealization when it not only doesn't go the way he thought, but ten times worse (he expected to go to every party that was thrown and make a ton of new friends only to end up in a several month long depressive episode when he wasn't invited to any at all),,, eventually he learned to be numb instead of excitable to avoid major disappointment,, his stomach still drops every time things don/t go as planned

on that note when he’s excited and manic and feeling good he’s actually a Big Time Talker,,, when he was young he was the annoying and obnoxious kid nobody wanted to invite over to play. He has to learn to reign it in becus he can see when people shift from ‘listening politely’ to ‘annoyed and waiting for him to shut up’,,, it a big reason he doesn't reach out and talk to anyone anymore becus hes scared he’ll talk too much and just all around be too much for people 

he cries, a lot,,,, like A LOT. he can spend literal days on end crying and be so congested he cant smoke and then he cries even more when he cant smoke. a horrible cycle. hes very very much an angry crier too,, he can’t start yelling with tears and shaky voice, its hard to watch 

on THAT note also his episodes are. so fucking much lmao,,, when he gets triggered and starts freaking out he first just raises his voice,, then he starts tearing up,, then his thoughts are moving too fast for him to speak properly so hes just saying garbled chopped up sentences,, and finally hes so overwhelmed he starts hitting and breaking things just to find some sort of tension release (he needs glasses actually but now wears contacts due to how many times hes broken his glasses becus they were the closest thing to him) 

he’s a rapid cycler,,,, he can be manic or depressive multiple times in the same day, you never know what to expect from or what kind of reaction you might get from him,, tired an apathetic, angry and irritable, sad and melancholy, happy and excitable (rare nowadays),,, you just never know

his psychosis is really really bad but mostly manifests itself in delusions rather than hallucinations,,, he’s paranoid everyone is staring at him, judging him, plotting how best to get him overwhelmed so everyone can see what a freak he is. (The Big Fight with zoe was when he couldn't find his journal and assumed she had taken to show to everyone at school so they could make fun of him,, he banged on her door screaming he’d kill her if she showed anybody only to be told hours later after some forced isolation that larry and cynthia took it becus they were worried about him,,,,, he never wrote in a journal again)

its late and i might add more to this tomorrow but i am a bipolar connor murphy stan first and a human being second 

#bipolar tag #murphy.txt #connor murphy

[bipolarbyers]

Mike isnt the only trans girl and lesbian you fools. the whole dnd group are trans girls and lesbians EXCEPT for their gay nb party member Will. Lucas is a trans girl and  lesbian and she and max are dating. eleven is also a lesbian but shes nb. thanks for coming to my tedtalk

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[askbpconnormurphy]

((hey guys,, i’m opening up the ask box for a little bit becus i decided a good few of the asks i currently have id rather answer when things are slightly more established!! so please feel free to drop any questions you have for our resident bipolar stoner (and i mean connor not the mod lmao) in the inbox!!))

#not answers #murphy.txt

[dameronalone]

okay you know what? the blisters all over my feet from stomping around my neighbor for like an hour and a half yesterday are well deserved. those boots aren't broken in for shit. that was really on me

#murphy.txt #this also has insane #ronan lynch #energy ngl

[dameronalone]

heheheheheh once my SD card gets here tomorrow for my switch I can download fire emblem 3 houses and then it's OVER for you hoes

#murphy.txt #i can just tell. i just KNOW #that im gonna hyperfixate so hard on this #eva 🤝 nym 🤝 me (in the future): hyperfixates on fe3h #murphy plays fe3h

[dameronalone]

me: [watching person of interest]

tma brainrot: hehe

me: oh my god-

tma brainrot: so Harold is an avatar of the eye but he's marked by the lonely too and John is an avatar of the hunt and shaw is an avatar of the slaughter. detective carter isn't aligned with anything I think. she probably becomes hunt aligned but nothing major. root is An Avatar Of The Eye like. jarchivist level avatar

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[stonermurphy]

So I’m in the toilets at the market I work at washing my hands minding my own business, and I notice this young girl at the taps looking me up and down scowling. Note I’m wearing my blue striped polo tee, and my nails are painted black. So I’m like

“Is there a problem?”

And she just says

“Are you a fucking convan?!”

And I’m like

“Geez, what gave it away?”

#DONT UNFOLLOW ME FOR THIS JHKASFJKASJHKFSFAS #murphy.txt

[dameronalone]

I wanna play ac valhalla so fuckin badly all the characters look so sexy 😩

#murphy.txt #ac valhalla

[stonermurphy]

me, waking up my spouse in the middle of the night 30 years from now: hey babe isn’t it fucked up that cynthia murphy originally had two songs where she sang about how she was genuinely grieving for her dead child and both of those got cut while larry got a song about a baseball glove he gave to connor?? and about how hes a piece of shit dad?? and then the most cynthia ends up getting is shitty verse in requiem about her grieving over fake connor? isnt that fucked up? babe? babe are you listening to me? cynthia got nothing babe

#murphy.txt

[stonermurphy]

WOW i love the characters in the musical Dear Evan Hansen!

#murphy.txt #remaking my best post now free of spelling errors

[stonermurphy]

“even tho Jared was an insecure mentally ill teenager thats absolutely no excuse for him to have been as horrible and emotionally damaging as he was to evan for LITERAL YEARS and theres no way evan would ever be able to trust him enough to fall in love with him.” I say into the mic.

The crowd boos. I begin to walk off in shame, when a voice speaks up and commands silence from the room.

“they’re right,” one of them says. I look for the owner of the voice. There in the 5th row; Will Roland himself

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[stonermurphy]

“hey murphy what are your updated deh sexuality/gender hcs??”

funny you should ask! they go as follows:

evan - gay and a trans man connor - gay and a trans man zoe - gay and a trans woman  alana - gay and a trans woman  jared - gay and a trans man heidi - gay and trans woman  cynthia - gay and a trans woman larry - cishet but he has a “the A stands for Ally” shirt 

#murphy.txt #thanks for coming to my tedtalk