#mwuah love u all hope ur all doing good <3

[takecareluv]

meg baby i’ve been re-reading your vinnie fics because they bring me so much comfort literally melts all my exam stress away !! thank u for those gems <3

hope you're doing well lovey

sending lots of love your way,, mwuah <3

you are the sweeeetest thing everrrr !!!! i’m so glad my writing can bring you comfort 🥹 that’s the biggest compliment ever! i love u too much <3

also wishing u so much luck on your exams ! sending so much positive energy ur way & manifesting good grades 💌✨

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I'M GLAD UR GOOD, and I'm glad you slept well<3

Can't wait to read those fanfics, I'm sure I'll love them

About me... I never do anything JSNDJDJ

BUT YESTERDAY

I was watching tiktok normally

And I saw a recipe of... Howwasitcalled??

I think it was like latte oreo or smth

But anyways

I went DIRECTLY to ask my mom if I could do it, and she said yes :3

So I did it :3, IT WAS DELICIOUS, and really easy to make, I loved it

And yeah, that was all I did yesterday JSNDNSJ, I prefer to stay home and do nothing for the rest of my life (#introvert)

But unfortunately, school starts this Monday

BUT NOT THAT UNFORTUNATELY, cause maybe new people will enter to my classroom, so it could be and opportunity to (try) make new friends :3

And I also will see my friends (andmyler) after so much, so it's kinda like 50/50

But anyways, how you doing today????

I hope you're gooood

Ily and stay healthy<3

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OOOOHH WAIT that’s so cool I remember making a sort of Oreo smoothie a while ago it’s similar I think!! I’m sure it turned out GREAT, homemade Oreo things are always amazing for some reason I’m glad it was delicious ^^

I agree with you on a spiritual level honest I love love staying home too, just being in bed protecting my peace listening to my silly girly kpop music while reading and writing my silly little fanfictions… it’s just FUN😚

And that’s GREATT new people is always opportunity for something amazing so I really hope they’re sweet!! And if not… kick their ass JOKE joekjeokejoek don’t do thatJDJAOJSAI

And OHMYWORD you getting to see your ler friend is… I can’t express my jealousy and joy for u 🥴 your excitement must be through the roof omg I wish u an amazing meetup

IMMM doing good! Pulled DOUBLE BANGCHAN in a Hyunjin digipack so I’m glad about that ^^ and I’m blasting Hate Rodrigo rn so that’s fun too <33

Have a lovely day and meet up with your friend mwuah mwuah besitos🩷

[songmingisthighs]

hi omg its me that one anon who said they were too anxious to send asks and have been here since hooked😁😁 I DOUBT U REMEMBER ME BUT ITS FINE HEHWJSHWHS

i just wanted to say that i absolutely LOVED CACHE U HAVE NO IDEA😭 it somehow managed to make me feel like around 50 different emotions at the same time idk how im still alive after that. i was abt to go bonkers with how cache!woo was acting all throughout the series istg

i STILL read mafia seonghwa where the reader dies an unhealthy amount of times..😫 idk what u put in that fic but its definitely more addicting than drugs (not that ive tried any),, it just gives me the right amount of pain and angst i absolutely love it😫

its sometimes frustrating having a limited vocabulary bcs i badly want to tell u a lot of things and how much i love ur works but i just cant😭

anyway,, hope u stay happy and healthy always!! ur fics not only brought me joy and a bunch more emotions but it somehow helps me disconnect with whats going on irl and how im abt to go bonkers. hehe mwuah ily <3

noooo ofc i remember you!! literally when i saw you spamming the other day, i was like "huh haven't seen them in a while, i thought they're off tumblr" but hey good to see you again !!

ngl i feel like cache was a mistake. a beginning to my downfall or smth dramatic but it just made me realize that i'm not on top of my game anymore and mayhaps it's time for me to quit smt before i made a fool of myself

but pls not mafia!hwa that shit was written SPECIFICALLY to hurt are you good in the noggin ????

i'm glad i've been able to entertain though, it means a lot to know that i have somehow made an imprint in someone's life. i've always wanted to do that but i never could imagine i'd be able to do it from writing. but pls pace yourself ion wanna cause anyone to claw their eyes out from the shit i wrote lmaooo

ilyt anon ! <3

#smt answer #anon ask

[baekhvuns]

HI HI HIIII HOW ARE UUU OMGG i hope ur doing well<3 iff u arent then i hope the universe is kinder to u😭 i dont think i am able to fight the universe but i can try🕴

HAVE U SEEJ MINGIS OUTFIT FOR TODAYS FANSIGN

reminds me of @/treasure-hwa 's teacher mingi fic😭 and @/mingkily 's teacher miniseries

HEIWKXLWJDN IDK BUT MINGI IN A SUIT KR ANYTHUNG WITH A NECK TIE OMGWJOAKJAJA HOW ARE THE ATINYS ATTENDIBG NOT MELTING FROM HOW HOT HE IS PLSSS

ALSSO HAVE U HEARD OF THAT ATINY THAT SKIPPED JOONG DURINF THE PREV FANSIGN her time with mingi was up but she still kept on leaning towards mingi while joong was signing her album,, even the staff was confused😭 another atiny that was also at the fansign said that that person was just on their phone most of the time she was there then took pics wjkdkssj if u dont like all 8 members why even go to a fansign and disrespect them like that🙄

KWOSJSKQ ANYWAYS MINGI AND WOO BOXER CONCWPTNPHOTOSBAHHHHHHH

i swear after i saw sannies xoncept photo,, the idea of boxer hwa was pushed aside😞 im so sorry to my fellow shinestarsimpsforboxerhwa but i think i like boxer sannie more😟 NWKDKWJXIWJDNS PLS IDK ANYMORE DONT MAKE ME CHOOSE ID VIBRATE TO MY FUCKING DEATH

one of my teachers gave me a low grade😀 ITS THE ONLY ONE DIFFERENT ON MY REPORT CARD FFS AND I WORKWD MY FUCKING BUTT OFF TO PASS THOSE OUTPUTS SHE GAVE VERY LITTLE TIME FOR US TO DO I WJDJSJSJSJS ALSO HOW WILL MAKING A FUCKING SWIMMING VIDEO HELP ME IN BECOMING A NURSE IN THE FUTURE I SWEARRRR THE SWIMMING VIDEO ISNT EVEN RELATED TO ANY OF OUR TOPICS IN CLASS😭😭😭 like we did different strokes n shit,, lmfao and after all that useless filming i still dont know how to swim😗 A LOT OF US DIDNT FILM WHILE IN THE POOL LMFAO BCS AT THE TIME OF FILMING PUBLIC POOLS AND BEACHES WERE CLOSED WKDLSNNS PLSSS I HAD TO DO IT WHILE LYING MY STOMACH DOQN ON A STOOL CHAIR😭😭😭😭 I WAS STRUGGLINF

anyways apparently my teacher's mom used to be my grandma( the one im livinf with rn)'s studebt LMAOOOOO and may grandma is her moms fave teacher😭😭 BUT HER DAUGJTER ISNT MY FAVE TEACHER🙄🙄🙄

i jus finished cqtching up on ateez vikings like the show in universe,, bcs i had spare time last night,, sEONGHWA IS SO HYPER I LOVE IT<333 orange cat energyI PROMIS IM NOT A FURRYQBDJJSJZJSJ i just think hwa=cat he still had his long hair when filming vikibgs😞😞😞 those edits of hwa having highlights with long wavy hairbsiidksxjjs have me on a chokehold helpnsjjdjqjsj

those three dudes they were filming with were pretty good too😭 im sure that one bucket hat guy's back and hips are going to hurt tho after that game they played JWJDJQJSJW like the one that is similar to twister but its harder lmfao😭

sannie also made the rezt of ateez do the touch my body booty shake move lmfao during tha fansign HSJXJSIXJJS SANNIE HAS AN ASS NOW BTW WTH i think its bcs hes ben working out a lot lately BUT AJXJZJJSS IM SO SORRY SANNIE U USED TO NOT HAVE CAKE B4😭😭😭

ALSO TMI I HAD A DREAM this was a while ago😭,, AND SOMEONE I HAVENT TAPKED TO IN MORE THAN 5 YEARS APPEARED IN MY XREAM,, THEN WHEB I WOKE UP I SUDDENLY FELT LIKE I HAD A CRUSH ON THEM WTF SO I TOLD MY FRIENDS AND THEY JUS LAUGHED AT ME PLS THEN TIME SKIP TO TODAY i no longer feel those butterflies lmfao was that just a free trial pls😭

MEWAYZ HOWS LIFE GOING FREN😚😚 HOPE UR DOING WELL,, PLS STAY SAFE N HEALTHY ALWAYS MWUAH JEXKKSZ

-🍤

OKAY HELLO

HI HI HIIII HOW ARE UUU OMGG i hope ur doing well<3 iff u arent then i hope the universe is kinder to u😭 i dont think i am able to fight the universe but i can try🕴

HI HOW ARE YOU DHDHDHDH im doing pretty fine in deulu era bc of san as anthony au 😭😭😭 it is quite kind these days, idk about others but i hope the day as been kind to you!! hopefully the kindness comes to u every day!!! <33

HAVE U SEEJ MINGIS OUTFIT FOR TODAYS FANSIGN reminds me of @/treasure-hwa 's teacher mingi fic😭 and @/mingkily 's teacher miniseries

I DID FBWNFHWJDHKWBFWK DILF MINGI PROF MINGI WHEN OH! OHO IM GONNA FBDBD COMBUST THANK U FOR THESE RECS IM GONNA GO READ THEMBFBF

HEIWKXLWJDN IDK BUT MINGI IN A SUIT KR ANYTHUNG WITH A NECK TIE OMGWJOAKJAJA HOW ARE THE ATINYS ATTENDIBG NOT MELTING FROM HOW HOT HE IS PLSSS

NO BC HE FITS IT SO WELL 😩😩 MINGI IN SUITS + TIES + BOWTIES IS MY WEAKNESS HES THE FINEST MAN ALIVE WHEN HE WEARS THEM i love men in suits and he’s the definition of that 🔫

ALSSO HAVE U HEARD OF THAT ATINY THAT SKIPPED JOONG DURINF THE PREV FANSIGN her time with mingi was up but she still kept on leaning towards mingi while joong was signing her album,, even the staff was confused😭 another atiny that was also at the fansign said that that person was just on their phone most of the time she was there then took pics wjkdkssj if u dont like all 8 members why even go to a fansign and disrespect them like that🙄

I DID FBWMFBWK I WAS LIKE AYO???? why do the most problematic ppl get to see them this is not fair 🔫🔫😭😭😭

KWOSJSKQ ANYWAYS MINGI AND WOO BOXER CONCWPTNPHOTOSBAHHHHHHH i swear after i saw sannies xoncept photo,, the idea of boxer hwa was pushed aside😞 im so sorry to my fellow shinestarsimpsforboxerhwa but i think i like boxer sannie more😟 NWKDKWJXIWJDNS PLS IDK ANYMORE DONT MAKE ME CHOOSE ID VIBRATE TO MY FUCKING DEATH

san boxer. 😀😀 d-don’t do this pls pls pls my wips gonna change form hwa to san- dONT PUT ME IN SANS ERA IM LITERALLY GONNA START CRYING VIBRATE FHWMBDMWHDKW ME DBWNDB ME

one of my teachers gave me a low grade😀 ITS THE ONLY ONE DIFFERENT ON MY REPORT CARD FFS AND I WORKWD MY FUCKING BUTT OFF TO PASS THOSE OUTPUTS SHE GAVE VERY LITTLE TIME FOR US TO DO I WJDJSJSJSJS ALSO HOW WILL MAKING A FUCKING SWIMMING VIDEO HELP ME IN BECOMING A NURSE IN THE FUTURE I SWEARRRR THE SWIMMING VIDEO ISNT EVEN RELATED TO ANY OF OUR TOPICS IN CLASS😭😭😭 like we did different strokes n shit,, lmfao and after all that useless filming i still dont know how to swim😗 A LOT OF US DIDNT FILM WHILE IN THE POOL LMFAO BCS AT THE TIME OF FILMING PUBLIC POOLS AND BEACHES WERE CLOSED WKDLSNNS PLSSS I HAD TO DO IT WHILE LYING MY STOMACH DOQN ON A STOOL CHAIR😭😭😭😭 I WAS STRUGGLINF

NAURRRRRR 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 WHY R TEACHERS SO PETTY one of my teachers didn’t round my 85.95 to a 86 which was an A if would’ve been my first A in uni i FBWMDJWK SOBBED FBWKFJWKNDKW 😭😭🔫🔫😮‍💨FBWMFBWMFHWK NURSE PLS FJWNFBWKBDWK GOOD LUCK WITH NURSING NFNDDH ONE OF MY FRIENDS JUST GRADED FROM NURSE SCHOOL FBWKDD ALL I GOTTA SAY GOOD LUCK 😭😭😭 NAURR teach me swimming pls omg LMFAOOOO STOP NOT ON A STOOL CHAIR

anyways apparently my teacher's mom used to be my grandma( the one im livinf with rn)'s studebt LMAOOOOO and may grandma is her moms fave teacher😭😭 BUT HER DAUGJTER ISNT MY FAVE TEACHER🙄🙄🙄

👁👄👁 blackmail the teacher,,, get that grade 🔫

i jus finished cqtching up on ateez vikings like the show in universe,, bcs i had spare time last night,, sEONGHWA IS SO HYPER I LOVE IT<333 orange cat energyI PROMIS IM NOT A FURRYQBDJJSJZJSJ i just think hwa=cat he still had his long hair when filming vikibgs😞😞😞 those edits of hwa having highlights with long wavy hairbsiidksxjjs have me on a chokehold helpnsjjdjqjsj

ORANGE CAT STOP IM GONNA CRY 😭😭😭😭 HES A ORANGE CAT IN DISGUISE THIS IS CRAZY STOP I CANT FURRY AU RN 😭😭😭🔫🤚🏼 hwa long hair = cat,,,, his long hair and imagine him riding a horse and the way the hair moves 😭😭😭

those three dudes they were filming with were pretty good too😭 im sure that one bucket hat guy's back and hips are going to hurt tho after that game they played JWJDJQJSJW like the one that is similar to twister but its harder lmfao😭

FHWJDHWJDJWKHDWK NAURR 😭😭😭 POOR GUY PLS BDDBDB

sannie also made the rezt of ateez do the touch my body booty shake move lmfao during tha fansign HSJXJSIXJJS SANNIE HAS AN ASS NOW BTW WTH i think its bcs hes ben working out a lot lately BUT AJXJZJJSS IM SO SORRY SANNIE U USED TO NOT HAVE CAKE B4😭😭😭

SAN NEVER BEATING HYOLYN FAN ALLEGATIONS 😭😭🤚🏼 at least he has an ass unlike half of ateez,,, no bc half of them have the tiddies the other half has the ass,, what is this 🔫

ALSO TMI I HAD A DREAM this was a while ago😭,, AND SOMEONE I HAVENT TAPKED TO IN MORE THAN 5 YEARS APPEARED IN MY XREAM,, THEN WHEB I WOKE UP I SUDDENLY FELT LIKE I HAD A CRUSH ON THEM WTF SO I TOLD MY FRIENDS AND THEY JUS LAUGHED AT ME PLS THEN TIME SKIP TO TODAY i no longer feel those butterflies lmfao was that just a free trial pls😭

LMFAOOOO PLS 😭😭😭😭 GRWMDJWK FREE TRIAL 😭😭😭🤚🏼🤚🏼 I WOULD LAUGH TOO BUT ID TEASE ☺️☺️

MEWAYZ HOWS LIFE GOING FREN😚😚 HOPE UR DOING WELL,, PLS STAY SAFE N HEALTHY ALWAYS MWUAH JEXKKSZ

LIFES GOING GO CRAZY GO STUPID AS I WATCH ETL MOVIES 😭😭😭 HOPE UR DAY OR NIGHT IS GOOD !!!! take some rest and watch some movies wrapped in a blanket <33

#✉️ : ask #🍤 anon

[makeusfreefromthisfandom]

just sending some appreciation and good vibes to my people for the new year <3

kisses from me bc you all hold a very special place in my heart 💝

Also veryyy long post ahead I’m sorry I had to include everyone Aakklaksks 😭😭

@ominous-meme 🖤 sabah! You were my very first mutual on here I hope you know that! I can’t even begin on how excited I got when I found out you were a fellow desi girl and I will always appreciate you being there and advising me! <3 I love our street racing au! talks ! I’m glad I have someone to share ideas with <33

@weebsausage 🖤 dude omg!!! 😭😭😭 pls I literally forgot how we became moots I’m so sorry I have a tiny brain 😪 but I think we literally just messaged each other and started talking about free! ANYWAYS TYSM FOR PUTTING ME ON HXH I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU FOR THAT WTF ITS LIKE MY FAV ANIME EVER I HAVE BECOME HXH TRASH AJSJSJBS ❤️❤️ but other than that thank you for being a really great friend to me and I hope this year is nothing but good things for you <33

@dokifluffs 🖤 you were also one of my first moots on here! I honestly could not believe when you followed me back bc ur like my biggest inspo! 😭 you’re so precious omg I always look forward talking to you and get excited when I see a notif from you still! I hope the new year treats you well and brings good things in your life! Lots of love from me bae 🥰❤️

@syrenblubs 🖤 ah my most relatable person LOL. Omg syren ur my little bestie on here and I’m so glad we’re mutuals! I love our natsuya talks and OML THE C****** RAID! ALSJJSJSJSJJS AND DESI PARENTS AKSJJSNS. Just thank you for always interacting with me even tho I SUCK at responding 😭❤️❤️❤️ ilyyysmmmmmm

@linak 🖤 baby omg where do I even begin. Back when I had literally no one to talk to on here, you would be the one NEVER failing to send me a gm/gn message! You always bring a stupid smile to my face 😭 I’m so freaking glad that we are friends I literally cannot put into words!! Ty for always listening to me and letting me open up to you ❤️ love you always.

@croctears 🖤 vixxx ahhh!!! I’m so glad we became mutuals on this shitty app! You’re one of the highlights of my day and I love talking to you sm 😫 especially if it’s about Sou 😏😏 keep being amazing bae! Kisses mwuah mwuah 😽😽

@xakusa 🖤 Marty bby! 🥰 literally the only person I’m going to share my man natsu with 🙄 our conversations are always so RANDOM and out of nowhereeeee lollll but we also just go along with it and I love that! You are an angel and this year better be giving you what you deserve! Lots of love from my end 😽😽😽 kissies from me and natsuya <3

@cafelixie 🖤 I will keep saying this and I will never stop. YOU!!! ARE!!! THE!!! ACTUAL!!! DEFINITION!!! OF!!! PRECIOUS!!!! Need I say more? You’ve made my day countless times and I always look forward to seeing you in my messages/inbox!! Baby I freaking love you I really don’t know what else to say 😭❤️

@skippyskeppy 🖤 I will never forget the first time we interacted my Kisumi enthusiast 😙🤝 I love it sm whenever I see you pop into my inbox with a random hc about semi semi or Kisumi, Albert now too! You are an amazing person. A really amazing person. I hope you know that ❤️

@keeijiakaashi 🖤 I remember seeing your little comments under my posts before we became moots and OMGGGG YOU ARE SO CUTE AISJJSJSJS ALSO RIN ENTHUSIAST??? YES PLEASE!!! Tysm for always interacting with me and making yourself known as the ultimate sweetest person on my blog! Ilyyyyy ❤️❤️❤️

@animatedarchives 🖤 we have your fellow love of the kirishimas to thank for us becoming moots! You’re so cute soph omg 😫 I love how we literally have brainrots of the same characters LIKE MR GOJO LEECH SATORU!!! GET OUT OF MY HEAD OR PAY RENT!!! Ahh you’re irreplaceable soph! Never fail to make me smile like an idiot <33

@natsuya-enthusiast 🖤 how did we not become moots sooner wtf??? Do yk how alone I felt when I had no one to discuss my obsession of natsu with when I first made this blog 😪 AND THEN I REALIZED U WERE ONE OF MY FIRST FOLLOWERS???? ANYWAYS U ARE THE BIG SIS I NEVER HAD ALWAYS PULLING THROUGH W THAT LIFE ADVICE BAHAHAHA ilysm gaby wtf 😭😡😡😡❤️❤️❤️

@moonlitspring 🖤 do you even realize how happy I got when I realized there was another ACTIVE free! blog 😡😡 ajsjjsjs you are such an amazing writer and PERSON sky!!! You’ve been nothing but the sweetest and I hope we get to interact more this year and share our love of free! together <3

@ayumiko 🖤 laís you are such an angel! I absolutely adore both you and your edits/gifs smmm 🥰 you are so kind and I hope 2021 is also <333

@dalggina 🖤 omg??? YGO bae??? 😤😤 I thought literally everyone had forgotten ab it LOL THEN YOU CAME ALONG ❤️❤️ I’m really glad we interacted precious person! And I hope that you have a great year! ALSO YOU BETTER NOT STRESS YOURSELF OUT TOO MUCH FROM WORK OR IM MANIFESTING MR ATEM TO COME GET YOU 😡

@stormikujo 🖤 omg bby! We haven’t talked in awhile! I hope you are doing well! ❤️❤️❤️ ahhh I’m glad I got you into free otherwise we wouldn’t even have interacted 😫 I love talking to you stormi!! And I hope this year brings great things fro you! Lots of love ❤️❤️❤️

@aj-writes-here 🖤 omg hey girl 😼😼 you’re definitely one of the coolest people I’ve talked to on here for sure! Hope you’ve been enjoying hq and free! Your welcome for putting you on that simp train 😼 anyways, ilysm aj!! I really wish the best for you this year! Stay amazing as you always are, ily!! ❤️❤️

@attackonfics 🖤 wtf 😭😭 I don’t deserve you???? You’ve been nothing but the sweetest to me and also responsible for my unhealthy obsession with mr 5’2 angry gremlin >:(( jkjk but seriously, ty for the food 😌. ANYWAYS QUEEN I HOPE YOUVE BEEN TAKING CARE OF YOURSELF AND TREATING YOURSELF AS!!! YOU!!! SHOULD!!! VIRTUAL HUGS 😽😽 💝

@browsing-my-favourite-fandoms 🖤 Shizen! You are too good for this world! 😭 you are such a genuine person, you deserve nothing but happiness ❤️ I really hope that this year does that for you. I’ll keep checking in from time to time! Ilysm! ❤️

@inum4ki 🖤 sera...please...just invest in a personal guide or smth. Asksksknsjs n e wayzzz seeing you in my inbox is always so much fun! Sousuke really deserves more love and you are bringing it to the table hun 😤😤 also you’re a fellow inumaki enthusiast too??? Yes please. You deserve all the happy things in 2021 <3

@sneezefiction 🖤 Gracie!! I love how easy it is to get along with you! You are truly one of the best people I’ve met on this app and I’ll forever be grateful for our friendship <3 you give off such great vibes all the time omg giving you a huge virtual hug and here’s to more interactions this year! 🥰😽😽😽

@velvetfireworks 🖤 bbyyy!! 🥰 everytime we interact even if it’s not a whole lot, you’re always the sweetest what 😭 I love you and you’re writing so much omggg you are so talented!! I get super excited when I see myself get tagged in one of your stuff 😆 I hope we get to interact more in the future! Have a great New Years ❤️❤️❤️

@a8mine 🖤 stop being so mean to me 😡😡 !!!!!! ig ily anyways tho 🙄 you’re energy is honestly unmatched (in a good way!!) and it’s rare to meet people like that! You’re so funny omg and your random hcs and cursed discourses always have me dying 😭😭 you’re so cool hanna ily 😪✌️ <333

@giorvanna 🖤 ahh rena! Your blog and edits are *chefs kiss* I love our random semi brainrot sessions 🥰🥰 I hope we interact more in the future but in the meantime I’m sending you good vibes and lots of virtual hugs bc you deserve them queen ❤️❤️❤️

@seijohlogy 🖤 hey hey jaestar 🤩🤩 you are such a cool person??? Omg I’m so glad that we’re friends and randomly invade each other’s inboxes 😆 you are so kind! This year better be kind to you too or else 😡😡 I hope that after Ms rona decides to move her ass over, you get to go to Disneyland and take!! Me!!! With!! You!! Love you jae bae ❤️❤️

@prettysetterbaby 🖤 hey sexc 🤩🤩 no idea why you followed me but glad you did bc you are such a sweet and chaotic person!! I loveeeeee <333 I hope we get to interact more bc you are just genuinely such a fun person to interact with! Ilyyy

@datecho 🖤 yet another just genuinely sweet person! The world doesn’t deserve you! You’re so fun to interact with and a hottie??? omg shoto and kags better get off their asses rn and come get you or I will 🤩🤩 ly bae! have a great New Years! ❤️❤️

@miyasangel 🖤 we haven’t interacted much yet but ahaha talking about suna and sending my fanart to you is sm fun! Did I tell you that I also have a wip of Atsumu as a street racer? 😏 have a great year Arden bae! Kisses 😽

@aikk00 🖤 hi hi! We don’t interact on a daily or anything but when we do, omg!!! You are the most easy person to get along with 😭 you have such a good heart along with the talent???omg??? You are UNMATCHED babe! I hope this year brings you many more opportunities! Stay amazing love ❤️ ily and your art very much ❤️ I’m also still very embarrassed from fucking up the credits from last time. I’m so sorry bae 😭❤️❤️

@kurooskult 🖤 ma’am you might as well be the definition of bad bitch 😪🤝 ok but besides that, interacting with you is sm fun??? Like we don’t even have to be moots on your blog to feel just as included and loved! You are such a queen for that! Here’s to more mila x kuroo content in 2021 and he better be doing special for you as he should !!

It’s still the 31st here but THANK YOU ALL FOR MAKING MY COUPLE OF MONTHS ON HERE BEARABLE!!! This sounds like a goodbye post Oml-

I love you all very much. I suck at words, but I hope you know that. ❤️

#precious ppl✨<3 #OK NOW GN IVE BEEN UP FOR TOO LONG

[bambisgirl]

I JUST READ UR HEESEUNG ONESHOT AND PLS IM IN LOVEEEEE i was waiting for it since you posted the teaser!! honestly my day just got better after reading it <3 YOU WRITE SO WELL LIKE????!!? and i love love love angst to happy ending idk it just makes my heart melt 😭💖

ALSO CONGRATS ON 1K NOTES ON CONFIDENT!!! U DESERVE IT AAHHH i havent started it cuz im so busy but I PROMISE I WILL READ IT IN MY FREE TIME <3

omfg sorry i said too much LOL BUT MWUAH HOPE YOURE DOING REALLY WELL TODAY HEHEHE <333

IM CRYING WHAT OMG?!1%^& IM SO SO HAPPY YOU LIKED IT AHHH THIS MADE ME ALL GIGGLY AND HAPPY 😭😭 the fact that you said i write well?????? REALLY??? 😭😭😭 JFKHW;DF;

THANK YOU SO SO MUCH 🥺💗 you're sooo sweet <//3 i hope you're doing good & that you're happy n healthy tho! take care of yourself ♡

I LOVE LONG ASKS THIS IS SO CUTE LIKE?!#$ THANK YOU SO MUCH <333 smooch smooch (▰˘◡˘▰)

#kissjaeyun 🧸🌷🥐 #cute moots <3 #ilysm really

[shorkbrian]

Ask Answering

Ask answering time!

As always, if you don’t see your ask answered, it just means I’m saving it to attach it to a fic, Drabble, or HC. 

If you’d prefer to not see these types of posts from me, block the tag “shorkbrian answers a lot of asks”

CAn I be one of those pies that has birds in it? Goth pie.  But ty dude, and you aren’t pathetic lol. we’re all in this boat together.

Me sitting in class all the time just like 

but I wish you luck as well man! collemge edumakashun here we cum

Hello black heart anon (: You’re always in my inbox and I love it so so so much, you don’t even know 

lub u black heart anon

thank u luv <3 

(legitimately I see this ask every time I go to fill a req and askuhkdk it makes me wheeze)

Guess what Awaso? 

In Love With You. This is such a genuine and heartfelt message, I would let you bite my ear whenever you wanted, let me be the Van Gogh to ur knife bby. 

forrreal, I know logically that a lot of the feelings I have are normal and are part of being a teenager. Fun story but for like the first 16-17 years of my life I was convinced there was something wrong with me because I didn’t feel the need to express emotions. I could count on one hand how many times I’d cried in the past two years. Then I went to therapy and talked about stuff and my therapist taught me how to cry. I still can’t really cry, but at least it happens lol. So while it’s kinda embarrassing and stupid, a little part of me is glad I’m able to express my emotions instead of just stuffing them down my shirt like a little kid stuffing a pillow down their shirt trying to emulate a pregnant woman.

Okay I'm done lol, anyways, thank you for this message. I’ve read and re-read it many, many times.

It’s not stupid!!!!!! Do not apologize!!!!!! fantasies are fantasies, I get it bro (:

still cannot believe there are people out there who genuinely enjoy my stuff... like y’alll... I thought it was a joke...

But I would be willing to write a second part! I just need help coming up with like an idea cause idek how to go from there lol. 

could you guys pls stop giving me compliments I am genuinely going to cry like a little bitch and I have to uphold the image of being the funniest person in my household and If I start crying then I cannot do that. Pls. My Image

Listen, she can be whoever you want her to be! long lost sister, adopted sister, the kid he used to babysit that coincidentally loves horror movies and the same stuff he likes. Could be the kid that came over to help clean his father’s gigantic house, could be the bagger at the grocery store. You get to control who it is! That’s the cool bit!

You have thus been dubbed “Iced Chocolate Anon” (What is that btw? is that a thing?). Thank you for sharing your experience. I’m sorry that you had to go through that experience, I can’t imagine that it was easy or fun or even fruitful. I’m glad you’re looking at life through a different lens, and that you’re down to share that lease with other people. I’ve been trying to be better, to get better.

What did I just say about not making me cry it’s gonna Ruin My Image man. DOn’t be nice to me PLEASE I'm asjfshkgkfs

me every time I open my page/look at my pfp

do you-do you wanna share the medicine I take

Thank you! He’s always fun to write for lol

ty for the draca-snoop. He was and is much appreciated (:

I get what you’re saying, and you make really checking good points. I guess I just get too caught up with how I should try to be, because I don’t know what to do on this site and so I just kinda follow everyone else? and try to make sure I'm following the unwritten rules. Like I don’t want people getting mad cause I don’t answer asks right away or anything, yanno? idk, stuff is hard lol amirite

I owe myself the care and attention to make time to do things I enjoy. I enjoy writing, I enjoy seeing what people send me. I enjoy the experience. Y’all are rad as heck!

WHAT KIND OF REQUEST IS THAT

the first request I’ll ever be denying sorry luv

well I do not know what to do cause other people say

so I’m just standing here idek anymore

why inhale my posts when you could be inhaling this di-

Thank you kind stranger! although pls don’t admire my hands, I need new ones. hand donations are open ! I can only type like 70(?) wpm and I have an essential tremor and so I’m shaking like it’s -42 degrees at all times. please, I want different hands. I mean if you wanna we can trade. But essentially lol the point was THANK YOU you’re super nice

ik this was back before I set up my master list and I was crying and whining and being annoying about it. You worded this so nicely! I think I’m only going to be uploading actual fics and one shots there, because the thirst posts and drabbles don’t fit the ao3 format lol.

I feel like I need to accept that Kirishima is my comfort character lol. I love him sm. I think of him and just 

“Or just post anything, really.” have fun watching me post about Kirishima 2465972658729 before even thinking about any other character loooooool

AO3 Anon!!!! This message made me feel so warm and loved and ugh, you’re literally too sweet and too kind and a literal angel on earth. You rock. I hope YOU have a lovely day/night.

thank u bby (wink wonk wink)

gahfdsgkdh KIDDING but lol my intent was that Sero is a GIANT perv, but in the process of being a giant perv, he fell in love with u mwuah 

I’m sorry lol

Okay, I will be 100% hoenest here.... I rlly don’t like Enji. writing for him is like an impossible task for me, I have no Simp Sauce for him. But you know who does, and who is really cool, and would love to explore these ideas with you? @implexedactions​ 

Enji is THEIR man and ONLY their man lol. 

It’s not over-stepping, and it’s not weird, no worries. Remember folks, I don’t kink shame or character shame here (I do admit when something isn’t my particular jam, but just cause I don’t froth for it doesn’t mean others shouldn’t, yanno? Like what you like), and there is very little I see as weird lol.

thank you for the concern though, I appreciate it.

And with that, we have ended. TY for coming to my (Shorky) ask answering session. Have a good night and drink some freakin water, right now. Finish reading this and get up and go get water. It’s good for you. TY

#shorkbrian answers a lot of asks #also hey guys #A friend called me #Shorky #and I exploded #so that's my nickname now thx

[tylerwritez]

Tuesday, june 22 2021

I've noticed I'm getting "the shiverys" or "the twitchy" a lot today. Like every time I FEEL something I take a moment to violently tic.... every time I think about certain things I tic.... good things, bad things, things from an hour ago and things from years ago. Tic, tic, tic.

Also, I have... some stuff to explain. Its really no big deal, but you know me: I'll freak out about it anyway. Basically I dissed my friend (rightfully so) around the time that we had just met cos they did something that threw me off.

He saw it in my phone... NOW. it's not RELEVANT anymore and I've since redacted that criticism...and now I gotta explain it to him anwyays. Oh well. I'm good at this stuff. I can get myself outta any situation. I dont even know why I'm talking like this tho... it's not a "Situation" it's just smthn I gotta explain rq.

Oh, today's song recommendation is Spirit Crusher by Death. I'm a huge Death fan...

Also! I gotta study... for my replacement exam. How stressful. Its about photosynthesis, but like, it's not simple. We went DEEP inside those fucking leaves.

One sec, lemme hook up my IV tube

Not an ACTUAL IV tube... just my headphones. But since I'm so #emo, it might as well be a fucking IV tube with the way that I cant live without it.

Its 3:08 and I'm walking home now. I was upset last night but me and Star have made up now lol... it was thAt easy. I'm so defective, making shit hard when it doesnt need to be.

It's so hot out damn. Idk. I had school today, so I had Bio class... I ACTUALLY PAID ATTENTION for once. I had lunch with Star and her friend group, and I honestly kinda feel like they're MY friends now too, even just a little bit.

Actually, I used to rant about feeling lonely like all the time but now I have so many friends it's crazy they all keep inviting me places and it's like people WANT ME AROUND... idk. It makes me happy.

Today I gotta ask if tommroow after school I can go to Bee's house to watch Supernatural (famous homoerotic ghost show)

I should also add songs to Erin's spotify playlist for our picnic saturday which I still need permission to go to.

I gotta ask for Wednesday after school to watch Insidious with Jay  which is apparently really good

Also hes the friend that I gotta explain stuff to... the DrAmA... the ThEaTrE....

Update my dad said yes to hanging out with Bee but first I'm gonna miss school to fix my broken brackets on my braces

Also turns out the house I THOUGHT we were moving into has substantial damage from shifting so... we aRENT moving there.

In case you didn't know, shifting is when like the house that's been built literally SHIFTS like it moves around.

Anwyays Jay just texted me... I'm gonna change into shorts since it's hot, set up my study area,.... and respond to him.

The time is 3:22 p.m.

Wish me. Luck.

Luck is plentiful! As it so often is in my risky, risky life.

I play my cards right. It's a learnt skill.

But also there wasnt much to explain since it passed already and was tiny anywyas.

XD so I've made up with the whole goddamn world by now.

Its 6:31, we saw 1 house. Only one. Its kinda hot out but I'm gonna bike now since we just had supper. I finally finished my homework... I just have to finish one mixed media piece as my final project for art!

Friday is my replacement. On photosynthesis and cell resp. We know this. But what I didn't mention, or I dont THINK I did, is that if I finish my art project before then I have the second block FREE!!! Me, Star, and her friend

A are planning to leave for second block and maybe get mint chocolate chip ice cream!

Also I might eat her out XD

Anyways idk. I hope I can bike tonight to call Jay.

I keep accidentally using people's real names here then having to correct it... I dont know how much i care about MY identity being discovered... but to have my friends doxxed would suck.

Man I feel bad abt saying fuck star last night cos we made up....

Wait we r looking at another house? Idk I'm in the car still waiting to go home

Oh wait no now we r goin home

Its 6:39... I hope I still have time.

I went biking, called Jay. Went home. Idk, friendly conversation... we talked more tonight and I also talked to my other friend A. Jay is... I LOVE HIM?? SO MUCH??? I feel so happy. Talking to him thinking about him seeing his STUPID FUCKING FACE JESUS. his eyes alone... I could stare at his face all day probably. I want to kiss him... hOLD HIS HAND... omg... huG HIM!!! Eofjwpxjwie he's so sweet like I can't even... and I'm proabably not good enough for him like. Wtf. Hes easily a 10. And I dont rate things outta 10. How tf do I end up with HIM? Doing stuff, as friends. Like wHAT. I guess I got lucky XD. He says he loves my personality and I'm hot XD ofc I dont see it myself. But like. JESUS CHRIST he could proabably easily pull whOever. XD me?

Whatever though. As long as we r together and stuff. I LOVE HIM A LOT. he said he loved me. Every time he says that it makes me so overly happy.

Maybe I'm just sappy and stuff.... whatever. I think it would be nice to be hugged by him.

Yeah I'm cheesy.

I'm sorta tired now so maybe I'm not writing the best.

I just keep thinkinf about love. Love is a muscle of evil suggestion. But how evil can it really be? I am just a human being and that is all. Everything else is applied. I am just a human being with soemthing in my heart that pulls me all over the place. Love is this strange thing because I'm fucked up and to be able to love without that fucked up part of me, without the damage... is this complicated, hard thing to do and I can NEVER tell if I'm doing it right but I know I'm DOING IT. I know I FEEL LOVE. And soemtimes it's such an intense thing like when you go to surf on a wave at the beach with ur belly but u hit it wrong and it's so big and overwhelming it washes over you and PULLS you down to the bottom and smushes your face into the sand and YOU CANT BREATHE jesus Christ it's like that.

Or maybe I just want to experience love as it should be felt.

Obviously all of my problems surrounding this Damage could be easily fixed if I went to therapy but. there are reasons I can't.

I LOVE a lot. Too much for my own good. Enough to hurt me, get me into trouble, etc etc but also... enough to liberate me. I LOVE. I love Jay. So much. LIKE. MY BRAIN ORBITS AROUND HIM CONSTANTLY THINKING OF HIM AND PRAISING HIM AND MWUAH HE IS SO LOVELY I BOW BEFORE HIM...

I think as much as I love, a lot of the times I tend to focus even more on BEING loved.

If I am told I am loved, and shOwN I am loved... it is one of the most powerful things. Especially since I was literally emotionally neglected in childhood... yeah. I feel like I'm always trying to fill that hole.

Not EVERY feeling I have is for that reaosn but sometimes, if you tell me you love me, show me you love me, hug me,... I'll like start crying,,, that's the childhood emotional neglect kicking in. If you call me #smol and #cute and say I look young and fragile which happens more often than you'd think XD, I know I'm not supposed to like that shit, so I act like I dont....but I do. Which is PROBABLY ALSO THE CEN 🤪  like whatever lol

Anwyays I'm fucked up

You see how quickly things become complicated in my mind?

Convoluted? Is that the word?

Whatever. I OVERCOMPLICATE THINGS COS I OVERTHINK THEM BECAUSE I'm LITERALLY MENTALLY ILL IN SO MANY DIFFERENT WAYS. I'm not joking. I obviously have unresolved undiagnosed "issues"

I do Suspect things, though.

I can make a list

Maybe I shouldn't.

Maybe I will.

I shouldnt.

Whatever.

I used to hate when people brought up my self harm. I would actually panic. I still self harm but now? Now I'm fine with anyone  talking about it as long as it's not an adult who can get me into trouble/force me into therapy over it. Because really? I kinda like having it mentioned. It's kinda validating and it's like hey... people can see that I'm sick.

I dont do it so people talk to me about it though. Dont get me wrong. If I did, I'd go vertically on the arms, not for suicide but so it healed and people would ask XD.

My scars are actually VERY hidden... cos I never intended for ANYONE to see. But for those who DO see them,,,, it's nice soemtimes to have people express concern.

I dont wanna be PITIED or anything, but idk I just think to myself "wow, they're CONCERNED... about ME... they arent angry or mean... they didnt yell at me or threaten me... they respect my autonomy and privacy...

And they CARE ABOUT ME..." and it makes me cry.

That's also the CEN.

I dont know. I just like when people express genuine concern. Even if they see and then just ask if I'm okay. That's all it takes cos then I go wow.

Its validating and irs lovely because finally people care... FINALLY PEOPLE CARE. FINALLY I GET SOME EMPATHY OR SYMPATHY AND NO ANGER.

Even just having them brought up tells me its noticeable enough

My brain does this thing where it thinks nothing bad that's ever happened to me was Bad Enough for me to be upset about.

And I dont know... its nice sometimes to be told shit like "omg that looks so bad" or to see that people who do see my cuts are somewhat shocked or revolted... it's nice because I go... "hey, it was bad enough for them..."

Or to have people comment on them with concern. Just ANYTHINT WHERE PEOPLE NOTICE IT AND ARENT ASSHOLES ABOUT IT IS VALIDATING.

Because I'm not used to that...

Because CEN

I'm. The worst perosn on the fucking planet.

I should kill myself.

I suddenly actually feel so self hating I do want to kill myself... oh god.

I ruin everything. Everything. Everything. Everything. What have I done. Like. Why. Oh god.

I'm just remembering when Star said my kindness seemed like an act. And how I've been called out for seeming fake like 2 other times.

DO I SEEM FAKE???? I DONT EVER PUT ON ACTS OF KINDESS.... CONCIOUSLY? but the very idea that I could be perceived that way...

Should I like not try to be nice or some shit?

Jesus christ she hurts my feelings even now when it was a long time ago.

But I cant blame her. I can't blame anyone for how i feel except my parents because they left me with fucking. Heart nerve damage or some shit.

I'm tired and now I'm sad too. Goodnight guys.

#JudeJournals

[yeonjuins]

AJADKJAS no yeah I get it and yes! I know what clip you’re talking about- it’s so funny that mark will gush over someone but when someone does it to him he’s like 🤨 SKSKSK but I’ll link the video where I saw the clip in

ohhh okay it would be good thing if it’s just that you’re waking up at 7am because it could be easier to fix if you’re able to (like if you don’t have any classes or anything) but yay! congrats on finishing it! ♡︎♡︎♡︎ and make sure to rest well ♡︎♡︎♡︎

AJSKSKDKKD mood though- no literally me too!! like I just felt so bleh today but I forced myself to go because my attendance is wack. and I’m literally on the verge of tears because I have two exams already on Thursday like… idk maybe my perception of time has been off but it seems like I just took the other exams I did-

oh oh okay I remember that now KSKSSK I didn’t know they had a character limit for asks though but I should’ve know since there’s a character limit for tags lol but !! at least I’m getting by with the copy and paste

me tooo like I can’t dance worth of nothing but i absolutely love watching choreography videos there was a time where that was all I watched and I subscribed to like so many and like that would be the only thing I watched AKSKSK I would be happy to hear your tangent about dances at some point though!!

AJSKSKDKDKD its okay thank you for sharing but here you gooooo https://vm.tiktok.com/ZTdmrJDSo/ it’s the fourth clip

no literally they actually add the previous tags for me and I’m like ???? It’s funny but not funny that every update they do is either horrible or not necessary

(lengthy response!)

my dear love i am wiping your tears away ): ur exam is tomorrow i hope u do well my dearest i believe in you so much.. omg btw if you don't mind me asking, what time zone are you in ;0 i'm in est for reference (just wondering cause you were mentioning dates and im like oh hm you are in the future !??! are you in the past !?!? are we in the same time ?!??! DID YOU ALRDY TAKE UR EXAM /?!?!)

I LOVE THAT TIKTOK YOU SENT SO MUCH ASHUDJKAMW MARK HYUCK DYNAMIC >> i love their brotherly love for one another it makes me very ((":

for some reason the weather here recently got SO BAD ?! IT BEGAN SNOWING ?!?! D: which is so ironic because i was like overheating yesterday in my room but then this happened....

i slept at like 3am last night but SURPRISINGLY i didn't take a nap in the library... i think the insanity is getting to me so i am awake off of sheer will power right now ;; since the weather went to shit and it's cold in my house, i've just been trying to kill time at my internship because there's really nothing for me to do but i feel guilty if i clock in hours without actually doing anything </3 trying to busy myself with dumb things but i end up just scrolling through tumblr and contemplating some things

i feel like my days lately has been literally me just killing time... waiting for something to pass until the next event happens

ONNN THE BRIGHT SIDE !!! i do have stuff happening in april it's literally just the days in between that make me 🥴i'm going to see an orchestra on friday with my friend !!!!!!!!! I'M SO EXCITED !!!!!!!!!!!!!! and then i have a whole week off soon so HOPEFULLY I CAN !! FUCKING !!! FIX MY SLEEPING SCHEDULE !! MAYBE I'LL MAKE A GFX !!! IDK anyways i hope ur exam goes well my love mwuah ktihes

#asks #humming anon

[hqrbinger]

HIIII IM ABT TO GO TO SLEEP NOW BUT I JUST WANNA SAY THAT I SAW YOUR REPLY TO MY ASK ON ANON AND I WILL LITERALLY KISS YOUR FACE ILL SEND YOU A MORE DETAILED REPLY TMRW HAHAHDJDJF

ALSO CURSE ILYSMMMM PLS TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF AND STAY HYDRATED OR ELSE,,, AHAHA IF NOT ILL FLY TO YOU AND MAKE SURE YOU DO >:)

KISSESSSSS <3 ILY DARLING!!!

KSJDHJSDFDFDK I ACCEPT ANY AND ALL KISSES MWUAH SDKJFHSDFSDF I HOPE UR SLEEPING WELL QUILL MY LOVE !! ugh i hate how we have opposite timezones i literally was waking up when u sent me that ask HELP

ILYSAMMSMSMS I AM GETTING A GLASS OF WATER JUST FOR U <333 GET A GOOD REST AND I WILL SEE U LATER !! MWUAH MWUAH

#˗ˏˋ quill <3 ˎˊ˗ #⊹·% FLOATING MIRROR #°.✩┈┈∘*curse does things #⊹·%WHITE SPACE #LOVE U LOTS

[dokidokey]

Heyyy its meee I miss you and I love you. I haven't been checking your account lately and I'm sorry I haven't been taking care of myself lately because I've done something bad. But dw I'll get over it hopefully. Love you though here I give kisses mwuah mwuah 😘😘💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💖💖💖💖💜

OH MY GOD BABIE HI!!! my account has been a haunted house for a while now. my fics and wips are rotting. uni is starting a lot earlier than expected... I JUST CHECKED THE DATE LMAO UNI STARTS TOMORROW i can’t do this rn.

ANYWAYS. hi i missed u so much T^T i hope you’re taking good care of yourself now. i hope you’ve gotten over whatever it is, babie. i love you. i’m thinking about coming back to post fics and when i do i hope you’re still here. OKAY. i need u here! i’ll give u kisses n hugs n all the love in the world.

wear ur mask babie. stay hydrated. sleep early n eat healthy! i love you again. i hope you’re happy and safe wherever you are <3

#i love u #n i miss u #i totally forgot my tags lmao #but i hope ur happy n healthy!!! #that sounded like 2 olivia rodrigo songs...