#my aesthetic is stars and moonlight during the day djfhfj

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i just wanna be the moon and stars visible in daylight

#personal #my aesthetic is stars and moonlight during the day djfhfj #also no one is ever going to want me by james corey is long but . shdjfhs its rly good if you have patience #im so tired but i need to finish this #i miss people and places i never met #i want to feel unity again #this essay is unfixable <3 lost #i think im going through my villain arc this is my origin story #just tell me i am loved. just tell me i am loved. just tell me i am loved. #do you ever forget to blink for like 2 minutes and then feel like youre losing your mind <3 yeah ! #my cat is cute and i have to keep loving the world even if my heart sinks to the core of this beautiful godforsaken planet #would it please you to listen to thunder instead ? #some days it feels like ill grow horns and eyes and feathery wings all at the same time #warm and cold and tired and nothing and everything all at once #once someone doesnt remember their favourite song you know they will not return #i read somewhere that music is the last thing to go in human awareness #i dont doubt it #KICK ME OUT AND LET ME GO YOU DONT NEED ME IM AN ANGRU SOUL ! #i think i want to kiss somebody on the lips . #persian culture is so pretty and i will never finish grieving for its suffering #theres a wind alive in the valley it will fill your lungs if youll have it #it is difficult to stay awake and lucid and alive but there is music and the meadow i live in and the river and a culture to keep and sweet #tangerines #so ill just live for now #ill just live for now