#my anxiety

[a-kind-of-merry-war]

today I am mostly: struggling

#why did i decide to write a book oh god my brain #my anxiety #ive never felt this anxious in my LIFE

[alltoofuckingwell]

*stressed*

I've been a teacher for 8 years. I have PTSD from teaching in middle schools and the amount of fights I use to witness (I also have some PTSD from my childhood). So fighting or yelling is very triggering for me. Lately, there is something in the air and students are fighting and I almost had two fights in my classroom this month. It. Is. Taking. A. Toll. On. Me.

#american education system #personal #my anxiety #stress

[lunart-06]

We all love Makoto angst in this fandom please feed us

WJDHEHFHDB im just nervous that it will preceives him to be ooc but then again I won't know unless I have someone in the fandom giving me inputs of it wjsndb

My non-DR friends liked it but its different cause they don't know much of him

#lunar ask yippe #ty anon I want to feed you but andbej #my anxiety #worried that my cooking sucks #this is different than art cause it involves something I sucked at #w r i t i n g #english is NOT my first language #and I am bad at explaining in general

[inky-toons]

Whenever I enter into a new fandom it’s like someone places me in front of a pack of wolves, and every once and awhile I’ll meet this *one* person who’s either like me or is interested in what I do and I hold their hand so tight and NEVER let go like. Sorry, you’re stuck with me now lololol…so meeting that someone today made me go RAAAAA AAHAHAHAH so this was us today :]

Besides I’m realizing that some of my mutuals I was close with because I was in the fandom and I’m like. Slowly slipping away from them and going “ehh…you’re there and I guess thats why we interacted so that sucks but I really like this media rn so bye WEHEHE” and I won’t interact because they make me feel out of place :/ so finding new roots is so cool and nifty! We be vibing along!

#stfuyadork #ME WHEN THEY #DM ME AND AND TALK WITH ME ABOYT MY STUPID LITTLE IDEAS #LIKE GRAAA #YES WE CAN CALL AND ILL BE SHY BUT UHM!! #NEW THINGS ARE MY THING SOOO #Like I hate calls. #there was this one person who would call me and man #my anxiety #like they were so dry and I’d fiddle with things and go #🧍🚶 #those kinda people are why I don’t call so much because I’m so scared they won’t match my energy #nothing against those people !! #just ain’t for me #gotta be hyper and ramble

[azarthelazar]

How does one:

Make Friends?

Do you just walk up to someone and go "can we be friends?"

Can I just message someone and go "can we be friends?"

Is that socially acceptable?

#friends #mutuals #friendship #friend #how to make friends #my anxiety

[lilshykitty]

When your anxiety is so bad and you wanna crawl out of your own skin... Today and tomorrow is going to be fun 😒

#me #my anxiety #ugh #dont want to do this #little me #little #little girl

[xjustonemoremiraclex]

i can't believe we're not seeing what happens for three weeks ARE YOU TRYING TO KILL ME

#like i was already hooked I DIDN'T NEED THIS OKAY #MY ANXIETY #911 #911 spoilers

[lalo-tellmeagain]

Life

#tony dalton #lalo salamanca #jimmy mcgill #my anxiety

[angieschiffahoi]

LILITH FOR FUCK’s SAKE

WHEN mary comes back she’s not going to be thrilled with all the betraying and murdering

#mary isn’t dead #the only reason she isn’t in this season it’s because they could not have used lilith as deus ex machina every time adriel needs her #mary would have beaten some sense into lilith #I HATE WHERE this is all going and THERE’S STILL 20 minutes left #MY ANXIETY #angie rants #ignore #spoilers #warrior nun #warrior nun spoilers #warrior nun s2

[allo-frouto]

do you want to sweat together?

Do you have anxiety too?

#<3 #because #my anxiety #makes me sweat #no joke #oof

[causethisismyblog]

I have some thoughts about when Wille has a panic attack and throws up after Simon says he is going to the police about August. I've seen some posts where some people think that Wille's response and anxiety is because Simon chose punishing August over being with Wille. I'm not saying I disagree with that, but I don't think it's just that.

Wille had an out. He never wanted to be crown prince, he never expected to be crown prince before Erik died. He doesn't like being royal and all the shit that comes with that. He had a difficult time just being a prince let alone being the crown prince.

Yes he was outraged when his mom told him that August was next in line and that they were actively preparing him to take over in the instance Wille couldn't take it. 'He destroys my life and he gets rewarded for it?!?!' But after he got over that outrage. After he was able to calm down an actually thought through what it meant for him. He realized that he could get away from a lot of the things that are causing him anxiety. He wouldn't have to consider the royal court in his decisions. He could be his on person out in the open. He could be with Simon without this overbearing cloud of judgement from everyone just because of his title. You can see how relieving it is to him when he is talking to Simon later and says "I could be free." It never occured to him before that he could be free. It was never an option.

When Simon says he's going report August, Wille will no longer have that backup. He can't get out. He is stuck. Backed into a corner. No way out. After he just came to terms with the fact that he didn't have to be what his mom and the royal court expected of him. That he had a chance to be free....and it would be ripped away from him. There was nothing he could do about it.

Simon and Wille, their love is so beautiful and intense, thinking that they are done for is devastating but to me this is a much stronger more violent form of anxiety. To me this explains why his panic attack in this instance wasn't something he could mask and push through. Yes he was sad and hurt that he and Simon likely were not going to be together. But this, this life changing chance he had, just ruined, gone. He had to get out of there, throwing up was the only way his body could purge such a violent anxiety.

#young royals #yr #yr2 #Simon x Willhelm #Simon x Wille #August #Simon #Willhelm #Wille #season 2 #anxiety #mental health #I don't think Simon knew what he was taking away from Wille the moment he decided to report August #my feels #my anxiety #Erik #prince wilhelm #crowned prince

[magpietyy]

when you drop followers quickly and you don't know whether or not it's because you've been too annoying or because the bots got removed...

#i don't need to be active on the internet for this reason #my anxiety #my ramblings

[shackld]

ayo genshin what was that trailer genshin let me in i wanna talk

#MY ANXIETY #MY ANXIETYYYYYYYYYYYYYY #genshin spoilers #livestream spoilers #;sir this is my emotional support cringefail gacha game protagonist. (ooc)

[denieatsart]

Giggling

#I am going to see my grandparents who believe that mine and others anxiety is just because we weren't raised to cope right #And I'm bringing my silly slug fidget toy #technicslly it's a decapitated snowman but eh #this is gonna be fun #I am fully prepared to speak my mind for once if they mention potassium #My anxiety #Or anything else like that #Bc last time was eh

[justfangirlstuffs]

That scene of Moon dragging Freddy away, and that cheeky little wave he gives you.

Oh, is this your friend I’m dragging away? Too bad. So sad. Maybe you should GO TO BED.

Moon, I would love nothing more. But the crazy rabbit lady LOCKED ME IN AND EVERYONE WANTS TO CHEW MY BONES.

#jfs plays fnaf security breach #-cries- #MY ANXIETY #fnaf security breach #fnaf moondrop #vanny #glamrock freddy

[eugenephosgene]

And then my parents wonder why i hate family outings

#they always end up in dad scolding everyone #its like he has this very utopian version of a family in his head and if something goes out of line his temper issues just flare uo #doesn't mean he isn't a good dad #he just has issues which are clearly contributing to his bp #my anxiety #mom's depression #and my brothers frustration at somehow not being good enough in his eyes even tho all he should be doing now is studying and he's excelling #in that #dni