#my bday is friday but im not really looking forward to it.

[sunjoys]

ive been scheduled to work the day after my birthday (a day im going to a party and planning to get shitfaced at) 🧍‍♂️🧍‍♂️🧍‍♂️

#bday is next thur #a friend is having a birthday party (for their bday not mine lol) that day #and so im gonna celebrate properly another day (prolly a picnic like i did last year) #but yknow im still taking this not-for-me party as a celebration? #and i was planning on going for dinner or lunch with my family the day after to do a small celebration.. but now i have to work that day #:( #i get rostered to work fridays occasionally - like this week bc i have sunday off - but next week its three days in a row #6hr shift friday and then two 9hrs in a row... god im gonna sleep all day the monday after #sigh. i guess i cant have fun at my birthday :/ #i cant get mad at work bc i did tell them i can work fridays as well as weekends but like they rarely put me fridays and never 3 days in a #and ig coworkers r going on holidays for the summer but im still :( #i was really looking forward to letting loose with my friends #i might have another party earlier that week but im not gonna get drunk at that bc im not close with the ppl there.. so :/ #sorry ik this is a dumb thing but like i have fun when i drink with my friends + i hate being the sober one taking care of my friends #so im annoyed ! #well at least its not ON my birthday just after #i guess #argentashes

[caffeled]

i can tell my legs will be absolutely dead by friday but god. im gonna Thrive when the weekend comes.

#💖 #my bodys gone out of habit of the kinda physical labor i gotta do at work plus i havent exactly been Active over winter #so itll take a min to get back into that groove but i'll prolly be just fine by the time we get actual on-site work #& anyhow monday's my bday so i'll be treating myself the second i get off work friday #tomorrow's already wednesday which is like a mini friday so im practically there already #theres a joke here abt how i Just got a job & am already looking forward to the weekend but i do like the work so far #not much to judge since it's only been two days but i've got a routine once again & the to-from journey is leisurely #& the coworkers ive met thus far have been really cool #n they appreciate that im sb that Wants to do labor #i mean cmon it's like practically being paid to exercise #& all that outdoors active work will be Excellent for my health; my appetite has already returned #im a terrible judge of my own hunger levels at the Best of times but doing labor work w/ a scheduled lunch break like #helps my brain remember that food is Essential so even if i dont eat breakfast i still do lunch + my mom preps me dinner omw home #so now im eating at least two meals a day + snacks during the coffee break & that's only gnna Benefit my health #im actually slowly getting to a place where i Am very much the bitch that raises their hand when sb jokingly asks Who IS Okay #& once the 20+ weather hits im only getting more okay. (threat). :). #now i just gotta rack up enough expendable cash to afford weekly tennis #on sundays most likely bc saturdays are designated friend-&-or-Me days & i prolly wont ever wanna play after work #the tags got away from me. this is my journal/diary

[seakicker]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MISS JUJU!!! 💙💙💙

do you have any special plans you’re looking forward to? and how are you? it’s been wayyy too long!! i hope today treats you sooooo kindly and that it’s overall wonderful 💙

I’M EXCEPTIONALLY LATE BC I BASICALLY LOGGED IN ON THE 16TH JUST TO GO “hi i’m 22 now :)” THEN LEFT AGAIN FOR SCHOOL BUT IM BACK CUZ SCHOOL HAS FINALLY SETTLED DOWN SO IM BACK TO ANSWER BDAY MESSAGES NOW SHSHSHDHDJ THANK YOU SO MUCH MY SWEET EL 😭😭❤️

i went out for my bday on friday the 14th because there’s just not too much to do on sundays since so much is closed and sunday is Homework Day but i still had a great time!!!! i went to the mall with my bf and he bought me some lipstick and some little body care things from bath & body works bc they had a really nice sale going on. then we went to the animal shelter and played w all the kitties there hehehehe it was a lot of fun. the elderly 10+ year old cats always steal my heart…. grandmas and grandpas 🥺 my cat garf is turning 14 this october!!!!!

i hope you’ve been well too AHHHHHHH i missed you…. missed being on the dash and hanging out w everyone….. hopefully things are great on your end too 😁❤️

#TO ANYONE READING THIS NOW ITS NOT MY BDAY TODAY IVE JUST BEEN GONE A WHILE #II LOVE YOU thank u for the nice wishes 🥰🥰 i had a great bday!!!! #chats #mutuals #why won’t tumblr pull up my tag for you #i should make new ones and save them this time if tumblr won’t save them for me #elluka 💠

[momentomori96]

January 6th, 2024

(4:30pm)

Can't really say I remember having a "great" start to a new year but this year definitely ranks low on the list.

Been really off and anxious the past few weeks. Truthfully, as much as I don't want to confront it, it stems from my anxiety with work and "imposter syndrome".

It sucks working so hard to get past this thing. It's been haunting me most of my 20s and the constant battle with that voice in my head is exhausting. If anything, I'm just so tired. I have that presentation that I have to do Friday so I know im going to use this anxiety to push me into getting it done (per usual) but I know this is not sustainable.

Figuring this out now in a stage where I'm supposed to be fulfilled is scary. I worked so hard to get here and I guess I'm understanding maybe the grass isn't greener on the other side like it was my mind.. and that's frightening to think how I could potentially not just fail myself but others around me at any point. (To introspect on other post)

--

Lets get back on track

Grateful

Felt relatively productive today, woke up to T which was nice. I love this girl and I miss her. She feels so steady, calm, and gives me a push to be better.

Forced myself to get out even though it was snowing and hella cold. Tried a nutella latte and guave/cheese croissant from Melatte down the street.. both were so good. The ambiance was really chill too, it seems like the store is pretty grassroots with an elderly woman and man (presumably a couple) working behind the counter on a busy lunch rush. Going to have to tell T and come back again to try other things.

Came back and got to cleaning around the apartment which I feel is my new go-to stress reliever lol. While I was cleaning got around to watching Bridge of Spies which is apart of my cold war spy run lately. Liked the themes about dignity, deception, and honor not just from a country to country standpoint but from a man to another man being pawns in the grand scheme of everything.

Happy to even just be journaling right now to be honest lol. Its been quite a while and per usual again feels nice to just have this outlet.

Looking forward to ending the night celebrating Seans bday and getting to hang with Fahim again beforehand while checking out his new place.

Get tos

Introspect

Future vision

Work

Living situation

Ways to alleviate stress

Workout tomorrow

[sellieellie]

PHEW.

finals are over. i passed all of my classes, even the one i was sure i would fail, so i feel pretty amazing. trying to take this win and be proud of myself for this.

i moved out of my dorm on sunday, and it’s so nice to have all of my stuff at home.

im happy to be done with school but i only have a few days before i have to go back to my summer job:/ not looking forward to that but money is money i guess. it’s whatever.

and i also have to help plan and set up for my sisters bridal shower that’s coming up. so i don’t really get a ton of time to relax. maybe a day or two at most. i think friday is gonna be MY DAY. my mom and sister will be work, my room will be clean, and i’ll just get to spend time alone with myself. im excited.

im getting really excited to see my friends and everyone, but probably won’t be able to hang out with everyone until bella gets home in about a two weeks. but i guess i just get those two weeks to adjust to the summer.

one thing i love about college is how much longer my summer is!! by like a whole month!! may 2-august 22!! that’s insane compared to high school. like wow.

anyways. im making an attainable bucket list for summer. i wanna do stuff like read more, go on walks, tan, get outside more, practice ukelele, paint more, etc. i want to do more things for myself. i think that’s really important. i feel like i’ve been on autopilot since august and now that im done with school, i can chill for a minute and spend time with myself.

i think im gonna keep bugging mom about finding me a doctor because i really feel like these “ocd tendencies” are becoming something more (actual ocd). it sent me into a panic attack the other night and i couldn’t sleep about it and it’s just so scary and uncomfortable. i need help.

oh! on a completely different note. bella and i have started brainstorming themes for our bdays and other parties this summer!! she’s gonna do studio 54 for her bday in june, and im gonna do 70s icons for mine in august!! so excited. we’ve also come up with so many more fun ones that we can’t wait to do. we’re gonna use every excuse we can to throw a party so we can have those themes.

anyways. i think that’s it’s for now. just so excited for summer to START. the time before bella gets home and my friends actually begin to hang out feels like limbo lmao. i just can’t wait to get drunk and sit under the stars and laugh and cry with them.

until next time. :)

[syncogon]

I posted 11,597 times in 2022

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I tagged 7,551 of my posts in 2022

Only 35% of my posts had no tags

#pokemon - 1,600 posts

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#miraculous ladybug - 440 posts

#cats - 393 posts

#mob psycho 100 - 269 posts

#art - 260 posts

#legend of zelda - 247 posts

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#video - 214 posts

#miraculous ladybug - 205 posts

Longest Tag: 110 characters

#watching the scrolling comments ppl keep roasting how they pronounce x with like three separate syllables lmao

My Top Posts in 2022:

#5

im soooo good at writing things for an audience of one (me)

24 notes - Posted August 20, 2022

#4

“Yeah, it’s just a little thing.” Sun Xiang nodded, before suddenly pausing as if he suddenly realized something.

“Little thing? Xiao Shiqin? Hahahahaha!”

The King’s Avatar novel ch 893 // Challenger League manhua ch 45

26 notes - Posted October 31, 2022

#3

“The King’s Avatar Manhua: Challenger League Arc” has just been announced, releasing every Sunday starting January 30! That is, the new manhua will be starting to adapt the Challenger League! 

The original serialization of the new manhua (which is currently at chapter 85, right around Yu Wenzhou’s introduction) will continue to be released once a month on the first Friday of every month. 

This is incredibly exciting! Out of all the many TKA adaptations, only the live action has ever adapted the CL (and it made so many changes it was hardly an adaptation at all). The new manhua has been quite faithful to the novel thus far, so I’m looking forward to it! 

41 notes - Posted January 22, 2022

#2

[QZGS] S3 hints in new MV for Ye Xiu bday 2022 《虹光》

58 notes - Posted June 1, 2022

My #1 post of 2022

The King’s Avatar begins today

(translated from official Weibo)

December 2, 2022. Hangzhou’s snow is already falling. On this very evening, the story began…

One Autumn Leaf, this account card that witnessed and personally experienced Ye Xiu’s legendary splendor, eventually parted ways with him, just one day shy of ten years. Even the most easygoing of people would feel some pain in this moment, and so your hands, which had always been steady up until now, began to tremble ever so slightly as you handed it to your successor. “If you like it, then treat this all as glory, and not boasting.” You said this, and released your hand. 

“I’ll rest for a year, and then return.” Even though you left, only leaving behind these eight words, this wasn’t the end;

You walked through the snowy night, lifted your head, and saw an internet cafe, lights shining in this deep night. From Area C number 47, from that simple storage room, this all began anew… 

Because of The King’s Avatar, because of Ye Xiu, we are willing to believe—on December 2 2022, somewhere in the world, there must be an internet cafe called Happy, that will let you push open the door, shake off the snow, and once again begin a legend. 

On this day, I was fortunate to meet you, the most incredible you. This is the final line of The King’s Avatar chapter 1726.

Ten years of Glory, never fade. And now, it really has been ten years. We still remember. And the story of The King’s Avatar, Ye Xiu’s legend, begins today. 

Ye Xiu, thank you for letting this seemingly ordinary day become so distinct. The glory that we witness together will never fade. 

Team Excellent Era player Ye Qiu has disconnected, Glory tenth server player Lord Grim is logging in. New journey, start!

95 notes - Posted December 3, 2022

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[mulebits]

i got 2 major tests on my birthday this is not helping my mental health and stress.

#i do not want to have a breakdown on my bday #this is homophobia #geez junior year fucking sucks #forgot to eat lunch so i cant go and get something until 2pm #i have so many missing assignments to do its not even funny #at least i have therapy tomorrow. #txt #shut up frankie #ok 2 rb #*screams into a pillow* #cant wait to get misgendered on my bday cards /s #my bday is friday but im not really looking forward to it. #my bf has to work so i cant see him this weekend

[pepprs]

today and tomorrow are gonna be the purest hell like genuinely and idk how im gonna survive them but i have to

#speaking on a panel at a conference in 2 hrs and i haven’t even finished my presentation yet 😍😍😍😍😍😍 and then im moving home and then i have #to bust ass on my workshop which is happening tomorrow at 5 and my stomach is in absolute motherfucking knots. i just want to sleep i just w #want to rest i just want to calm down but no i have to be pulverized thru the fucking meat grinder!!!! but at least i have stuff to look #forward to on friday and the following weeks and also i might get to drop my stupid fucking class that im absolutely not doing homework for #lol but like yeah naur i am so exhausted rn and I’ve had nightmares 2 nights in a row and also my moms bday was yesterday and she’s fucking #PISSED at me bc i was scrambling to do hw due at 7:10 last night and she was mad i didn’t get it done before her bday and then i had to film #a video for the hw and i did it like right at the deadline but i was so stressed that my family didn’t realize that i was only doing a video #and not going to class so they sang the bday song and did the candles and everythi ng WITJOUT ME and i didn’t know they were going to do #that and no one told me and then when i came up they said i missed it and my mom is hurt and it’s like OMG i had a deadline and i was talkin #talking abt it and now i look like the bad guy and a fucking awful daughter because YOU didn’t tell me what was going on!!!! so now we r #fighting 😍😍😍😍 abt that and then this other thing we have a lot of tension over that i just had a nightmare abt so yea um i am kinda like #well i need to get out ov here scoob i have to not have nightmares abt us fighting lawl. this whole situation sucks and also I am ABSOLUTELY #going to have to move back home in may indefinitely until i have enough to live on my own again and the dread in my stomach over it. the #dread and despair and grief of it all. bc i come here for like a week 4 days whatever like any short time im here and i feel myself starting #to regress and to get more depressed and whatever so then what happens if im here for months with no end in sight. AND working at a job that #my mom won’t approve of and coming home to her disapproval every night. lolllllleeeeee i cannae take it i really don’t think i can take it #purrs #this wasn’t supposed to be a super long rant it was just abt the way today and tmrrw are abt to eat me alive but i just ranted i #suppose. whoopsies shoulda saved that for finch 🤡 #delete later #?

[marshmallowprotection]

Hello, maybe you coukd give me some tips. I send you that ask already but it means ght be deleted by tumblr and it was all messy and ugly.

So I have one childhood friend, we used to do everything together till highschool. Often she was my only friend, like now. We slowly started to distance from each other sonce she has a boyfriend. For all those years I did my best to accept him and all, told myself that duh she is not obliged to spent time only with me even in situation when she spent less and less time with me. Sometime I had a bit trouble to fully accept bf because sometime when they argued she was venting to me and I felt like his is hurting her but she refused to break up with him. Boy eas very insecure, no friends and so on and one day around graduating junior hight school she wanted to break up with him but he said something like he is gonna hurt himself if she will, or just drop out the school. So she wanted to wait at least until he graduate, but she waited longer. Then just after we graduated hightschool she broke up with him like she had enought. It was prolly a mistake but after she vent I said one or two things about him concerning past events and I said 'wow finally'. After a while they made up and she said she just missend him. I promissed mtself I will never comment whatever she tell me about them, unless in a good way.

Well... the point is that I am probably jellous, that she doesnt want to spent time with me anymore. Alway if I ask her out I give her to eventually pick the date, if nit today then maybe tomorrow etc y know introvert way :D And im trying to save this friendship? She is not the person busy 24/7, unless maybe when she is in uni or we count playing games as being busy. I play games too sometime.

Sometime it seems like she tries to avoid me and dont want to tell me anything. One day I was talking to her in cafee and she was just fidgeting with her phone. She didnt even like heck the socialmedia, just switching between random (system?) folders on the phone. When I asked abt it why she doesnt listen, she said she wanted to do sth but forgot what. Another time I havent seen her for months and she alway soent holidays 1 month her bf comes to her (he lives abroad already I guess) and I dont want to disturb them of feel like third wheel and the other month she come to him. So like week before she pnanned to go I asked her to go out next day. She said she cant. So asked another day, she answered : but I go to my bf. So I surprised that its that soon and sad I missed the oportunity: oh really? When? She: on Friday me: but its Monday(?)(no answer) so...? She: ught I know ;;; but lately I dont really feel like going anywhere :(

Well... maybe I'm childish but I felt sad.

I'm also jellous that they even celebrate each others bdays altought she never do that bc of religious reasons and I've always respected that.

Once I asked her what is with us, we barely talk for last few years and I feel like she is avoiding me. She had no Idea what I was talking about, she felt like everything was the same.

I was told to not have much hope or expectations toward her bu maybe try to text her or maybe arrange a meeting once in a while and try not to become bitter.

The other one sait that that how adulthood looks like, we become busier with private issues and so on and I may act childish and selfish, but as far as I know except for time she go to uni or to her bf she is not that busy, definitely not that busy not to have time to meet with me more than once in a whole year (or none) when we live ~20min apart by foot. I dont want to be burden to anyone or feel like third wheel so I dunno what to do. I have problem with finding friends, she was my only one friend (?) for years. I dont trust ppl easly

I wanted to do more things together outside since we both used to or still do soent too much time on the computer but well... you know, together is easier.

Since I have to do it on my own maybe you have some ideas? Thats stupid wuestion I guess since you dont know my environment. Jogging and biking wont work I guess since I dont have proper bike. I wanted to plant some flowers but I was afraid I screw everything up since im kida kid who grow up in the bubble and Im not sure how to do basics and nobody wanted to help me and its too late already... Walk is fine but I prefer places far from road and since I'm not supposed to go to the forest that I love I dont have many spots to go.

I am sorry for long post. Any even tiny help would be appreaciated. I hope thats not much of the problem, have a nice day or night :)

-PineconeAnon

I do think that it's time for you to let go of the friendship. I know that's hard to do but people grow apart and that's okay. It's okay. You'll be able to make better relationships and move forward but you have to learn to let go and keep walking forward. It sounds like you're holding onto this friendship because you want to keep going on like it's the past but...

It doesn't work like that. Change happens. It hurts sometimes but it's not a bad thing. You can reflect on this with time and learn how to be able to accept it. You need someone that wants to hang out with you and relax with you. It's not childish to be upset but it's important to see when people just... don't have time for you anymore and feelings change.

It just seems like you both have a fundamental misunderstanding and if you can't talk that through, then it's not working. You can try to talk about it but it seems like it'd be better to just let go. She doesn't think there's something wrong but you do. If you feel stress around her instead of friendship, it's not great.

But, that's up to you, you know? You decide your relationships what you want them to be.

I don't really have great advice for making friends as an adult. I'm not exactly going out and interacting with people. I can suggest finding a new set of friends online by joining Discords and interacting with the fandoms you're in because that's how I've made friends. It's easier to do that if you're anxious about making friends outside.

Try new hobbies. Take a deep breath. If you want to garden, try it out. You're not going to be perfect the first time. It's a learning process at anything and you have to just try. You don't get to live it if you don't try. You have to consider your limits and reflect on what is going to be the easiest thing to try.

It's never too late.

Try to start small and work your way up.

#pinecone anon #ask #mod kait

[jynersq]

i was tagged by @cancerbiophd​ thank you julia i love youuuu!!!

You can call me: emma or em!

I’d describe myself as: practical, creative, witty, loyal, a perfectionist

Fictional character(s) that I identify with or am fond of: oh boy i really identify w jyn erso’s attitude and general fury HOWEVER i also really relate to miss jemma simmons’ enthusiasm and passion for science

Three random facts about me:

1. my little sister used to call me “squirrel” when we were younger but for the life of me i cant remember why

2. i am trying to learn german because i’d like to live in germany someday

3. the longest romantic relationship i’ve ever been in was in high school and lasted roughly 24 hours

Something little about my appearance that I kind of like: my eyes are medium brown but they look really pretty in the sun ;u;

An outfit that makes me feel powerful: a good sweater with some high waisted jeans!!

An object that is special to me: i wear a necklace almost every day that has a charm in the shape of the big dipper constellation on it, and my little sister has one with the little dipper and we wear them when we miss each other. it’s become almost a comfort object to me!!

A compliment (or two, or three) about me that made me feel warm inside: being complimented on my writing or drawing!! 

Something I love about myself: i am kind. i am quite sarcastic but i do my best to use it to make people laugh rather than hurt their feelings

Something I love about someone else: this boy i’m lowkey in l*ve with sneezes whenever he gets into direct sunlight and god if it isn’t the BEST thing ive ever seen in my whole life

Something I’d love to buy for someone else: either pay off my parents’ mortgage or buy them their dream home to retire in!!! they’ve done so much for me that i really hope i can do this for them someday

Something I’d love to buy for myself: an ipad pro that i can use to take notes and to draw with!!

Three things that make me happy right now:

1. i’m watching s5 of schitt’s creek on netflix and it is just. SO FUNNY

2. my friends were all so lovely to me on my bday even though i couldnt be home for it this year and i just felt so loved despite being so far away :’) 

3. wolf 359 honestly makes me so happy whenevr i think about it....my heart is full

Something I’m looking forward to: my mom’s coming to visit me in grad school in 1.5 weeks!!!!!!!

Something I enjoyed recently: i listened to the first episode of the beef and dairy network podcast when i was cleaning my apt and it made me laugh SO hard

Song(s) stuck in my head recently: phoebe bridgers’ cover of “friday i’m in love” is so.....IT’S SO

I watched this, maybe you’d like it too: i feel like most people have already seen the netflix series dark but it is so so good and atmospheric.......

Something adorable I came across recently:  this article about rats being taught to drive tiny cars for froot loops.......wholesome

If you wanted to know me better, you should check out these things: probably my “/e” or “/grad stuff” tags!

Something I can/will do to take care of myself or make things more positive for me in the coming days: as SOON as i finish my second exam for the week on friday evening im cracking open a bottle of wine and listening to all seven episodes of the zero hours podcast and no one can stop me

I’ll tag: @gemsofthegalaxy @baenakinskywalker @lesbianromanticism @dreadwater @enigma731 @daishannigans @ladytharen and tbh anyone else who wants to do it <3

#e #THANKS JULIAAA #also so sorry to hear abt louis i had no idea ): #rest in peace sweet boy #cancerbiophd

[angelblumes]

(this one got cw f**d)what up 😌 you're right mads is...so interesting to look at. will graham is a pretty boy all I gotta say, very gender, too relatable😳 it is fine! for real really is ok. its fine if it's a day late, its starting to just feel like a daily penpal like through mail. I almost got some chicken strips and soup today from like a diner😔😔 my order got canceled tho and I had to settle for mcdonalds 😔😭 i was very much looking forward to it so much😭so hot!! I get tired in the heat and was thinking I love sleeping i cant wait until winter, I basically go into hibernation. Im so tired I gotta make this short 😩 uh I took a shower! I smell like lavender now😌 its my scent like forever. I woke up at 2 pm but had a bad sleep :( ok bye 👋 😴

im so pissed i wrote out the longest response and tumblr crashed and it deleted😐. anyway uh i think i said so true i want will grahams gender. ate bread for dinner which like ok but i was going to eat nothing cuz i was busy so its a win to me. i was busy with drawing more will graham. im frustrated abt that bc the first try was gorgeous right? but i messed up the proportions like it was unfixable. so i restarted, and ive got the proportions right, but it just doesnt look good :/ ugh. my friends mom (i live w them) said my bday is postponed to next week bc her mom is doing some party on saturday and we have to go to that. ( my bday is friday but we always all spend it together and my friends grandma makes dessert + its at her house. so stuff happening the next day means that cant happen? idk i didnt ask i was trying not to cry) then my birth mother said she wants to take me to get my ears pierced. we can hope! (she usually cancels last minute n then gets mad at me for being upset abt it💀) i mean its only taken 20 years for me to generate the nerve to do it LOL. um i did type out a dream but now i think it was kinda weird. so tldr i read a hannibal fic and in the dream it was one specific scene and i was will graham.... last but not least is that i took a bunch of tests abt like whats your reading speed. bc i was reading this fic and the author included notes like "approximately a _ minute read" and i was like i dont think that's accurate. i timed myself and was RIGHT!! i made a whole like table about it bc im obsessed with myself. anyway an estimated 11 minute read takes me 3. a 40 minute read takes me 15. what if i told you i kinned spencer reid. kidding but thats funny right? anyway it's apparently not impressive at all bc the tests i took all said i read 350-450 words per minute. slightly above the average adult, kinda the normal college student. BUT my reading comprehension is super high like the "average" is 200wpm and 60% comprehension. my comprehension was always around 80%💪 one of them was literally about the test itself and had all those statistics. thats the only reason i remember them HAHA. anyway it was idk a productive day bc i drew but extremely frustrating bc none of the drawings are turning out well. im gonna keep working on the most recent will mostly just bc i spent 12 fuckin hours on this stuff and bc its the best photo of will graham like its him pre killing someone with hannibal. !!!!!

#5 daily things #asks #cries a little maybe. sniffles.

[wyattpool-blog]

— ✧ IMOGEN POOTS ??  no, that’s just WYATT WILSON !!  she’s the TWENTY THREE year old daughter of WADE WILSON & VANESSA CARLYSLE, and an UNDERGRAD. i hear she’s AMBITIOUS & PASSIONATE, but tends to be HEDONISTIC & DOMINATING. her file says that her power is REACTIVE ADAPTATION & ENHANCED COMBAT. her ( incomplete ) stats page is HERE.

     they call me lamborghini          cause i know just WHAT i’m worth !!

im abandoning my usual intro layout bc this is long overdue and tbh . there’s not much tO wyatt. so. here i go.

meet wyatt wallis wilson ( no nicknames, please ), the twenty three year old daughter of wade wilson and vanessa carlysle born on november 10th, 1994. please rest assured knowing that when her bday rolls around, she’ll throw herself a grand party to which no one save her latest fling will be invited to.

she’s the eldest wilson kid, will’s older sister, and ... you really would Not know it, because everything about her SCREAMS only child. 

the most important thing that u should know about her going forward is that wyatt .... is an asshole.

she’s so fuckin confident, that it’s, like, the most defining part of her personality. it’s something i actually struggle w portraying half the time. like. she’s really NOT faking this confidence that she has in her looks, and her intelligence, and her abilities, and herself. she’s sure of everything about herself and she’s kind of a lot to take in, because of that. 

wyatt without a doubt does that whole “i’m chuck bass” thing. 

she’s very .. uh .. dominating ?? i guess ?? is the trait i used ?? she really demands everyone’s attention, wherever she goes, and is definitely the sort of woman that walks into a room and just HAS to have all eyes on her because she likes that. she lives to be the center of attention, and definitely feels that’s where she should be.

she was always a huge mummy’s girl, growing up, which is where i feel she gets all that confidence and her sharp tongue to boot. you can’t rly blame vanessa for how she was with wyatt, though - when wyatt was born she had a ventricular septal defect, which basically meant that she had a hole in the wall of her heart, and could have died from it. she was whisked off within minutes of coming into the world for surgery that no mother should ever have to sit through waiting on results from, and luckily enough - she survived. it came at the cost of having to have regular checkups all through her childhood, and it goes without saying .. she was super spoiled bc of it, by vanessa and wade. her being a mummy’s girl over a daddy’s girl was just how the cookie crumbled.

uh

she’s just .. a lot. like. she’s so confident, and so ambitious, and very smart and sassy - like. don’t ever be fooled by her regina george actions and words. she’s not here to make friends. she’s here to be pokemon vc the very best. almost dying as a baby and having that health crisis hanging over her always PROBABLY has something to do with it, but you’re not gonna find her visiting a therapist. 

QUICK HEADCANONS

catch her with her flawless white nail polish and occasional perfect french manicure, always. the day it looks shabby is the day she dies

she’s big on stress cleaning. having something routine to do - like wash her carpets or reorganize her desk or whatever - just helps her to clear her head

she’s rly not a sentimental person. she just. isn’t. she doesn’t care about material things. she doesn’t care about pictures or anything. the way she sees it, if you really cared, you wouldn’t need a knick knack or a photo to prove that.

she’s dyslexic, but she ain’t abt to broadcast that

she hates cigarettes, but for someone with a seriOUS heart defect at birth - she really throws caution to the wind when it comes to partying. catch her in the bathroom snorting coke every friday night, or down at ohalligans downing vodka on nickel shot nights.

she considers herself bisexual and has had relationships ( and flings ) with people of all sexes, but ... let me just get it out there rn that she’s gay af and just ain’t realized it yet. heteronormativity at its finest

speaking of gambling. when she sits down to play cards, or pokers.. that ain’t what you’d call it. she’s really good at counting, and spotting tells, and knowing when someone’s bluffing opposed to when they’re not - and she’s really good at keeping her own poker face on when needed. she’s made a lotta money that way

she’s cheated probably on every single person she’s ever dated . i’m sorry . she’s just ... so easily bored

i lov my baby im so sorry in advance if yall dont

#「 ･ﾟ ♛ ･ * half goddess‚ half hell ― wyatt wallis wilson. 」 #sidekick.intro

[goldenscript]

HEY HEY it’s fine, your health always comes first! my friday was really interesting and today i finally went grocery shopping so there’s that. how’s your weekend so far? LMAO UR LITERALLY ME. i often feel detached from people or even myself but it takes .0000081 seconds for a tear to slip out when im reading or watching anime. omg i cried sm the second season of haikyuu bc like.. my baby oiks deserved to go to nationals man, seijoh deserved to go ;-; dont get me wrong i was sooo proud of (1/?)

our crows but like.. oikawa!!! i watched a couple episodes of avatar yesterday and i already love how flawed zuko is, you can see it right from the start. i already know what happens tho okay HAHAH. AND GIRL IM SO HYPED FOR INFINITY WAR!! LIKE aSDJD I CANT EVEN EXPRESS HOW I FEEL, SHIT’S BOUT TO GO DOWN. WHICH REMINDS ME, BOKU NO HERO ACADEMIA IS SET IN A UNIVERSE WITH SUPERHEROES AND IT’S HONESTLY V CUTE. which ALSO reminds me i had a fic draft about how an ex-superhero mc who’s next door (2/?)             

who’s next door neighbors with a notorious anti-hero (superrrr orig ik, i was like in 9th grade ok i’m cringing) and she finds out about him through some funny circumstances bc for one, she’s not dumb. she can piece it together. she lost her powers in some way and is trynna adjust to reg human life and she doesn’t want anything to do with playing hero anymore bc of uh “PLOT.” shit happens. never got past the 3rd chapter lol which made me realize that long fics weren’t for me, i lose (3/?)

motivation too fast but it just sucks bc idk how to condense it enough for it to be a oneshot. when i randomly write, they still hit up to 20k so I DONT KNOW?? maybe i just write too much. i’m just as disorganized as i was 4-5 years ago ;; AH FF(.)net AND QUOTEV. GOOD OL’ TIMES. the first fic i read was about infinite’s woohyun bc he was my bby at the time lmaooo. and wow  i’d love to read your revamped fics and whatever else you have in mind!! the thing about fantasy is that it’s so broad (4/?)        

u can literally do anything with it!! LMAO WELL I MEAN TBRH IT’S JUST BTS but HM WHO DO YOU THINK MAtCHES THE JOB DESCRIPTIONS?? wink wink. ALSO sorry that i talk so much omg u must hate reading my messages lmao i feel like i always have a lot to say (5/5!!!)  -sjsu    

lemme just say that i don’t hate getting your messages at all ok!!!!!!!!!!!! i feel like i have a lot to say especially when the topics are within my interests and girl talking to me abt cringey fanfics, ugly crying over sports anime, & black panther are perfect enough reasons to babble over! i promise!!!!!!!! i look forward to talking to you girl (’:

thank you! i honestly just went out to my friend’s bday dinner yesterday night and chilled at home all day today. i’m supposed to hang with my dad and probably go out driving tomorrow so we’ll see. as of rn, i’m fooling myself into thinking that i’m gonna work on my english paper rn but i’m compromising and telling myself to just find quotes and write my thesis then saving the actually writing for tomorrow. but LMAO I’M GLAD YOU CAN RELATE. I WORRY THAT I’M ALONE ON THIS SOMETIMES. yeah, i detach easily and i don’t mean to but sometimes i prefer to let my mind drift and daydream because it’s so much more interesting than day to day life. buT I GET SO EMOTIONALLY INVESTED IN ANIME OK. I CRIED FOR SEASON TWO ALSO. LIKE OIKAWA WAS SO HARDWORKING AND FUCK WHEN THEY LOST TO THE CROWS I WAS SO SAD BC I HONESTLY WISHED THEY COULD BOTH WIN SOMEHOW. like fuck that anime is good, making us sympathize and love like literally everyone you meet because the biggest antagonist in that damn show is time and how one minor point just fucks everyone over and kjsdhfsjkdhf i love haikyuu!! sooooo much. god

LMAO IT’S OK. i spoil myself a lot with shows and movies bc i’m a big like movie person especially in the MCU and horror cuz i like knowing that what i’m watching is worth all the fuss (this goes for most movies in general) although for black panther i didn’t spoil myself because i could feel it in my gut that it would end my entire existence and guess what it did? ended my entire existence. AND OMG INFINITY WAR SDFSDKJHF I’M SOLELY WATCHING IT FOR T’CHALLA TBH. I NEEDA KNOW WHAT ELSE IS GONNA HAPPEN WITH HIM AND THE REST OF WAKANDA OK. AND OMG IT IS? I LOVE THAT. OK FOR SURE I’M WATCHING IT OK.

i only played an interactive story app abt superheroes and it was so freakin’ cool. now this makes me want to replay it ‘cuz it’s just a trip man. the story line is great and i love the idea of superpowers. and omg that story of yours sounds so cool! like imo a trope / plot can seem “cliche” but how you execute it is what really makes the biggest different! like make me feel!!! make me love and hate your characters!!!!!!!! but yeah, honestly, i’m really starting to disbelieve in my skills at writing multi-part fics bc it’s a STRUGGLE. i write to finish i think. but i’m challenging myself to write series bc i have a few that i reallyyyyyyyyyyy want to write. and holy shit 20k????????? that’s amazing! i’ve only done that like once and i haven’t read it in hella long.

whenever i get around to it (man, i’m starting to get annoyed with myself for using this phrase kjsdhkjfsh), i will most def hit you up!!!!!!!! my first fic was like......... uh.... fuck i can’t even remember but i will admit i did try writing twilight fanfic too. in terms of kpop, my first was this jungkook drabble that i never saved and actually deleted after a few days but another one was this yoongi drabble that i currently have up rn that isn’t too bad. but ok girl telling me, a girl who thrives off structure and a basis, that something is broad is HELL for me. like i really need to think things over and make sure it makes sense and it’s just hard. i struggle but i’m trying.

rjgnkjsgkjsdhfkjshf alright, alright mundane jobs for earth-bound bts:

jin: cafeteria lady (sorry bb), everyone loves him, his station’s the cleanest, and no one hates him like............. at all. not even Boss, who everyone FEARS

yoongi: janitor but not really he doesn’t clean and his boss loves him too much to make him do work

hobi: retail worker bc he will not let any atrocity walk out of the store no matter what, doesn’t need his powers to get anyone to buy anything, makes pouches A Thing

joon: librarian, likes to observe ppl, somehow likes humanity even tho we’re messes (”aren’t we all messes, after all?”)

jimin & tae: delivery boys aka the bats bc they move like they’re coming straight out of hell

jungkook: mcd cashier, hates his job, sometimes gives people melted ice cream bc they looked at him funny

#sjsu anon #Anonymous #answered

[winnie-the-patton]

*Whispers softly* All 200

Jfc… ok lol 😂

I’m adding a “click to read more” cuz no one wants this lol. Also they’re all messed up for some reason but again i dont think anyone besides QPP is gonna read is soo whatever

200: My crush’s name is: heh im not gonna post that


199: I was born in: Illinois 


198: I am really: obnoxious lol
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97: My cellphone company is: T-Mobile


196: My eye color is: green
195: My shoe size is: 6 1/2
194: My ring size is: no clue
193: My height is: 5'
192: I am allergic to: bees
191: My 1st car was: non existent
190: My 1st job was: running birthday parties at a local park
189: Last book you read: do fan fictions count?
188: My bed is: meh
187: My pet: BO I LOVE HIM
186: My best friend: I have several. Liz, Justin, Allison, Jayse
185: My favorite shampoo is: coconut with Shea Butter
184: Xbox or ps3: ps3 
183: Piggy banks are: cool?
182: In my pockets: a strange mixture of pennies and pounds 
181: On my calendar: Dodie Clark concert
180: Marriage is: good for some people
179: Spongebob can: DO ANYTHING HE WANTS
178: My mom: nice
177: The last three songs I bought were? “Look What You Made Me Do” “You” “Things We Used to Share"
176: Last YouTube video watched: Dil’s Bday
175: How many cousins do you have? Too many
174: Do you have any siblings? 1
173: Are your parents divorced? No
172: Are you taller than your mom? No
171: Do you play an instrument? Yes, ukulele and piano
170: What did you do yesterday? Went to a carnival. Slept.

[ I Believe In ]
169: Love at first sight: sure
168: Luck: sure
167: Fate: sure
166: Yourself: not at all
165: Aliens: definitely
164: Heaven: eh
163: Hell: eh
162: God: eh
161: Horoscopes: lol sometimes kinda
160: Soul mates: definitely
159: Ghosts: eh
158: Gay Marriage: of course???
157: War: no
156: Orbs: …I don’t know what this means?
155: Magic: sure :)

[ This or That ]
154: Hugs or Kisses: Depends on the person
153: Drunk or High: Depends on the night 😂 (but usually high)
152: Phone or Online: online
151: Red heads or Black haired: no preference
150: Blondes or Brunettes: no preference
149: Hot or cold: cold
148: Summer or winter: summer
147: Autumn or Spring: spring 
146: Chocolate or vanilla: chocolate 
145: Night or Day: day
144: Oranges or Apples: neither
143: Curly or Straight hair: curly
142: McDonalds or Burger King: McDonalds
141: White Chocolate or Milk Chocolate: Milk Chocolate
140: Mac or PC: Mac
139: Flip flops or high heals: flip flops
138: Ugly and rich OR sweet and poor: ugly and sweet… aren’t opposites? How about nice and rich? And I don’t care about looks
137: Coke or Pepsi: Diet Pepsi 
136: Hillary or Obama: Obama
135: Burried or cremated: Buried
134: Singing or Dancing: Singing
133: Coach or Chanel: No preference
132: Kat McPhee or Taylor Hicks: don’t know what these are
131: Small town or Big city: big city
130: Wal-Mart or Target: target
129: Ben Stiller or Adam Sandler: ben stiller 
128: Manicure or Pedicure: manicure
127: East Coast or West Coast: west coats
126: Your Birthday or Christmas: Christmas
125: Chocolate or Flowers: flowers
124: Disney or Six Flags: Disney!
123: Yankees or Red Sox: Red Sox

[ Here’s What I Think About ]
122: War: bad and ineffective
121: George Bush: bad, stupid
120: Gay Marriage: it’s just… the right thing? Like idk? People should be allowed to love and marry whoever they want? That’s basic human rights?
119: The presidential election: TERRIFYING. HORRENDOUS. WHY.
118: Abortion: While I could never do it and I have moral issues with it, I believe it’s the woman’s choice what she does with her body. 
117: MySpace: don’t remember it
116: Reality TV: stupid but fun
115: Parents: frustrating, confusing, but they try…
114: Back stabbers: unforgivable. Damaging.
113: Ebay: sketchy but fun
112: Facebook: love it
111: Work: exhausting, but I do love my job
110: My Neighbors: lovely
109: Gas Prices: apparently too high?
108: Designer Clothes: ridiculous. I can buy your $80 shirt and Walmart for $5
107: College: expensive. Stressful.
106: Sports: like playing them, not watching them
105: My family: complicated. Confusing. Stressful. Trying their best?
104: The future: fucking terrifying

[ Last time I ]
103: Hugged someone: ….I actually don’t remember. Maybe a few weeks ago? Fuck…
102: Last time you ate: an hour ago
101: Saw someone I haven’t seen in awhile: a week ago
100: Cried in front of someone: no clue, few months ago?
99: Went to a movie theater: week ago
98: Took a vacation: a year ago
97: Swam in a pool: two months ago
96: Changed a diaper: HA a month ago
95: Got my nails done: 2 years ago?
94: Went to a wedding: I don’t remember 
93: Broke a bone: like 15 years ago
92: Got a peircing: never
91: Broke the law: a month ago
90: Texted: an hour ago

[ MISC ]
89: Who makes you laugh the most: Allison
88: Something I will really miss when I leave home is: my sister and my dog
87: The last movie I saw: Mother!
86: The thing that I’m looking forward to the most: going to Disneyworld in France
85: The thing im not looking forward to: getting up early to go to the doctor
84: People call me: magz
83: The most difficult thing to do is: exist
82: I have gotten a speeding ticket: nope
81: My zodiac sign is: Capricorn 
80: The first person i talked to today was: my uber driver
79: First time you had a crush: ever? Like, preschool. Real crush? When I was like 8.
78: The one person who i can’t hide things from: Justin and Jayse.
77: Last time someone said something you were thinking: like 2 days ago
76: Right now I am talking to: Beth
75: What are you going to do when you grow up: hell if I know 
74: I have/will get a job: will. Had to leave my summer job when I moved.
73: Tomorrow: go to the doctor, visit friend, fix computer?
72: Today: apparently sleep and fail to go to the dr
71: Next Summer: *shrugs*
70: Next Weekend: uhhh
69: I have these pets: Bo!
68: The worst sound in the world: scratching nails on holographic material
67: The person that makes me cry the most is: idk
66: People that make you happy: Liz, Allison, Justin
65: Last time I cried: about an hour ago
64: My friends are: amazing 
63: My computer is: BROKEN
62: My School: awesome
61: My Car: don’t have one
60: I lose all respect for people who: voted for trump
59: The movie I cried at was: a lot of them lol 
58: Your hair color is: dark brown and blonde
57: TV shows you watch: Kimmy Schmidt, sometimes AHS, 
56: Favorite web site: tumblr
55: Your dream vacation: London
54: The worst pain I was ever in was: honestly rn is pretty close
53: How do you like your steak cooked: well done
52: My room is: messy
51: My favorite celebrity is: Thomas sanders
50: Where would you like to be: home
49: Do you want children: yes
48: Ever been in love: idk
47: Who’s your best friend: I have many
46: More guy friends or girl friends: girls
45: One thing that makes you feel great is: having my hair played with
44: One person that you wish you could see right now: a fucking doctor
43: Do you have a 5 year plan: no 
42: Have you made a list of things to do before you die: kinda
41: Have you pre-named your children: yes
40: Last person I got mad at: probably my parents
39: I would like to move to: I like it here
38: I wish I was a professional: singer

[ My Favorites ]
37: Candy: buncha crunch 
36: Vehicle: boat
35: President: Obama
34: State visited: California 
33: Cellphone provider: T-Mobile I guess
32: Athlete: my sis
31: Actor: Thomas Sanders
30: Actress: Phillipa Soo
29: Singer: Lorde
28: Band: 21 Pilots
27: Clothing store: hot topic
26: Grocery store: priscos
25: TV show: Kimmy Schmidt
24: Movie: Singin’ in the Rain
23: Website: Tumblr
22: Animal: Koala
21: Theme park: Disney World
20: Holiday: Halloween
19: Sport to watch: I dont 
18: Sport to play: badminton
17: Magazine: no
16: Book: Aristotle and Dante
15: Day of the week: Friday 
14: Beach: the one with sand
13: Concert attended: 21 Pilots
12: Thing to cook: Alfredo
11: Food: Cookies
10: Restaurant: Luigis
9: Radio station: 101.9
8: Yankee candle scent: wood drift beach
7: Perfume: mango vanilla
6: Flower: daffodils
5: Color: dusty rose pink
4: Talk show host: jimmy Fallon
3: Comedian: jerry Seinfeld?
2: Dog breed: pug or a cavachon
1: Did you answer all these truthfully? Yeah

[beom-sil]

uhhh

ok so im not sure what to do anymore. not kpop related but,,

so i have this guy friend. we had the same math class from 3 year straight except for this year but we still have the same teacher. anyways weve been talking ever since i was in Vegas, which was in mid July until the las few weeks of september. before school started in early september, we would like text each other most of the time (cause we dont have any classes together anymore). the latest we texted was until 1 am. i mean we did hang out a few times (my friends and family called it was a date but im just like whatever you guys think) we watched a movie, ate after that, he dropped me off and met my pupper. then the second time we “hanged out” was when i was sick. i got sick on a friday (like two days before we watched a movie) like after school i slept like a log until 10 pm. when i checked my phone for any notifications, there was a couple of messages from him. so ofc i texted him back, i said sorry i didnt see your messages after 4 hours, im sick i just woke up yadah yadah. he was like its fine, get better soon and stuff like that. then like in the middle of our texting he said i have work tomorrow morning, i was like “okie go to sleep then, good night~” but he added, “i can still talk to you till 12:30″ i was like you sure since his shift is really early.  we ended talking until 1 am lol. since i was sick and i woke up at 10pm i slept at 5am lol but when i woke up after that i saw his message telling me to wake up. that was 5:30am lol. i texted him “i shouldve waken you up” lol. flash forward, it was monday. so we were still texting after school and i told him i was still sick. he was like “should i visit you?” im like wtf-ing internally since that was random lol. but in the end i said yeah if he wanted to. but i think he got nervous since my step brother and his friends were in the garage but i said hes gonna be fine and my step bro wont do anything stupid. so yeah he went to our house we talked for like 30 minutes and he left. after that, i noticed that he started texting me less and less. then after 2 week we went out to eat ramen and its his treat (i invited him on my bday but he couldnt make it cause family reason and i was cool with it but he said he’ll just treat me ramen) so yeah we went to the mall we ate ramen there and stuff, we went around the mall and bought candy. like i swear after the 3rd time we hanged out he just stopped talking or texting me. like i would ask him questions or start a conversation, he would just reply in a one word sentence. like did i something wrong? do you find me annoying? or what?  im just so sad and confused at the same time.

so i talked to my other guy friend(who has a gf and prob more expereicned in these kind of stuff) about my dilemma and what should i do. so i told him what we did and stuff. i told him that i was sad and kind of hurt that he just stopped talking with me. so my friend was like “well what do you want to do?’ i was like “i  really have no idea,” then he asked again “what do you want to happen?’ “idk maybe me and him could go back talking to each other again and not be this awkward?” before, we werent awkward with each other. like were really didnt give a damn what we did and stuff. like i just want my friend back without this awkward thing separating us. then my friend asked me again “well what if he doesnt wanna be friends? what if he wants more than that?” im like tf are you talking about? he was looking me at this face with “are you serious” look. then he told me “i think he likes you and you just friendzoned him” im like wtfff. i mean ill admit it, im a dense and naive person but urghh idk what to do anymore. my friend told me to go and talk to him. like wtf am i supposed to say when were kinda awkward with each other???????? do you guys think he likes me or not? did i just actually friendzoned him or what?i mean im not used to these stuff obviously :(( 

so i asked my friend “if he likes me or not then why did he stopped talking to me :(” he said “it takes time to heal and process that you just friendzoned him he’ll come around” like i swear i dont know whats going on anymore. i mean im a nice person and i just dont want to disregard his feelings and leave him hanging but he also left me hanging, that i mightve just annoyed him or whatever did i do wrong for him to stop texting me like this. 

oh well someone please help me, my thoughts are just around the room for the past few days. also i really dont like it when i initiate a conversation with a stranger or a person who i am awkward with :(( 

#urghhhh #idk waht to do #please send help #ask me stuff please #im so confused right now #i literally dont know what to do #please #seion

[daehwi]

Get to know me tag-

This is cute and I was tagged by @seouldreams14 @brandnew-ldh @park-woojin @minhyunnns @oneminhyun (and maybe someone else but my activity feed doesn’t show everyone rip) (also I’m sobbing bc people think of me kejrlkwejr)

Rules: Tag followers you would like to know better.

Name: Kenia~

Nickname: trash, jaehwan’s #1 enemy, umm one time my professor called Kevin because my handwriting is a mess so my name on my test looked like “Kevin”

Star Sign: Pisces but I’m on the cusp bc my bday is March 20

Height: 4′11 = around 150cm = super short (esp. since I’m 21 :( people always think I’m younger)

Sexual Orientation: I like guys and girls but I’ve had close to zero experience with either so yeah.

Hogwarts House: Ravenclaw (I was so hyped for Pottermore when it launched, I was even part of the beta and everything. I love HP okay.)

Favorite Color: the color of the bruise on Jaehwan’s face when I punch him (IM KIDDING), I like pastels and faded colors and I like the color of bricks and I like deep yellows and I like the color of the sky after the sun sets but before it’s fully night so it’s purple and blue with pink at the top.

Favorite Animal: Turtles (bc of my 2 fave bugis~) (but actually I guess bunnies. I love bunnies and I used to have 2 but they died (press f to pay respects) 

Average Hours of Sleep: 5 on a good day, 3 on every other day- I have terrible insomnia. 

Number of Blankets: 1 but it’s a heavy one. 

Favorite Singer/Band: Urban Electro Band Nu’est (umm non kpop: probably grimes, bleachers, cage the elephant, and lots more) 

Dream Trip: Probably Seoul? (like most kpop fans tbh). Or a trip back to Guatemala because I was raised there but I haven’t been back since I was a child :’(

Dream Job: Jaehwan’s manager or CEO of a company with all the p101 trainees. But more seriously: I don’t really have any dream jobs- I’m okay with anything that pays the bills, isn’t too soul draining or pressuring, and let’s me have time to enjoy the things I like to do. 

When Was Your Blog Created: May 03, 2017~ (right before episode 5 of p101)

Current # of Followers: 3k+ and I’m sobbing because of that

What Made You Create Your Tumblr: akljjerjwlker maybe this is personal but I have chronic depression that comes in waves and I was in a pretty bad part of it when p101 started but the show gave me something to look forward to every friday and I was also really yearning to belong somewhere and be part of a community so I took the chance and made this blog. It honestly wasn’t supposed to be a serious blog- I was just going to reblog and freak out in my tags but I got motivated by other creators so I spent a night learning how to gif and then people asked my opinion (which made me so emotional even though its such a small action because I’ve always felt really really alone) and suddenly I was participating more and actually talking to people and ijerlkewrjwelk. I’m very thankful I created this blog.

I tag (if you want to and haven’t done it yet): @kimdonghyun, @hitoritabi, @ong-seungwoo, @king-jaehwan  @donghans, @bbaekmin @kim-biased @hwangminyeo @extraongdinary 

#personal #these are fun #AND I GOT PERSONAL LMAO RIPI #jklrejrlew lack of sleep makes me more talkative #im always talkative though