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brainzz · 2 years

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welcome to me writing all my thoughs while watching stranger things because i binged it alone and i really needed this (its waaay longer than it actually needed to be and theres so many typos please dont read this if you dont want to its very stupid)

Finn kNOWS what he's doing while looking at eddies lips like that omfg Mike wheeler Is so bisexual

MAX STOP BEING SO BISEXUAL

babes... u good

IM GONNA CRY

i love steve listening to robbies gay rambling bye

they are weed buddies. WEED BUDDIES. im so dead

MORE SWEAR WORDSSSSSS YESS

whys everyone so gayyy godddd

i love mike wheeler so much

MAX ILY

"tell me things!" funniest line in the whole episode

Eddie and the basketball dude fucked idc

FUCKING CLOCK

adopt me, eddie munson

angela can fucking die idec

THE LITTLE WALK

nononononononononnoononononononoon el babes

they are sibilings

STOPPPPPPPPPPPPPP

NOT THE WELL FIC IT TOGETHER JWBFKWGRMWDIGHRNGMMD

WHAT

Joyce byers my role model no literally i love her

rootting for jopper

HDJREHDK WLGPEFKQMFVNWLFLQMD

THE SOBS I CAN'T

my boy lucas... shit

im so happy abt vickie and robin i can't explain

not fucking tammy thompson

steve judgig Robins women taste

Notntkgotnitntot the cruxjberugjsknfks the crush the xurhs fucking shit sjkremfnwmd

lucas come here

ETICA WUEEN GODFESS MY LOVE OMGOGMOGMGOGMGIGMOGMGOGMLGNGIRN

she's the moment

i love her sm

"but vecna lives" stop manifestating edds

not lucas being there when his friends are not like por boy having his super importante momento imma cry

PATRICK that's His name Patrick and Eddie fucked

SIDE NOTE HERE I GOT IT WRONG HIS NAME IS JASON BUT I DON'T WANT TO CHANGE IT

sinclairs my beloveds

not the betrayal omfg poor lucas

not the fucking radio the fuskfnsldsl

max has a DOG????

oh mí poor girl

she's doing bAD BAD

ITS NOT EVEN HER DOG WHAT I LOVE HER

Holy fucking shit

i don't think chrissy really needs any drugs tbh

WHAT

oh so we are in for SCARY

i think it's brenner

vecna is actually brenner u guys u heard it hear first

watch me be wrong

OH NONONONONONONO NOT THE FLOATING

IM SCARED SHIRTLESS FOR MAX WJAT

Nononononononononono

CHRISSY

NOOOO

KQNDMWBDKWNDMD

whahdtwkfmwnfmd

SIR

hpppppp

OMGOMGOGMOGMGIGMGOGMOGMGIGKFIGKIGKGKGMG

WE ARE GETTING THE SCENE

OH???????

OMFG

YOUBGUYS

Hoppp

qqsdjkqndwkmfnfgkkrfkkfkfkfkfkfkfkdjdjfjfjf

oh i love this show sm

MAXXIE

NOWODLSLDKDKDKKDKS

the buttetfly Is really doing it to me

Max babes

SHIT

id watch this show monsters or not tbh

Nos im truly fucking scared for más and the floating shit

i swar if she DIES

poor eddie

Susan looks so bad poor woman

k but Max sleeping in oversized tshirts

im very very scared im not even kidding Max can't fue or i will

she won't her bf and big Bro Steve are gonna save her

YES CALI GANG LETS GOOO

omgogmgomgogmgogkgomgogmgkglgmglg

yeyeyeyeyete mileven reinion

JE LOOKS SO BAD SJES SO SMITTEN

OMGOGMGOGKGOKGIGG

she's so jappy

IM GONNA VRU

SJE LIKES YELLOW AND PURPLE I LOVE HER

i love mike

poor will

shit tjisbis so awkward

Im gonna cry

"so awkward" yes

i love her

ELL YOUR VRUSJ IS SO OBVIOS

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

im gonna cry bye

OMG i love Robin being a lesbian

i love their friendhsip

Robin being gay me

she looks so good un that uniform

them simping for women together yes

nononono

fuck

FUCK

LUCAS

NONONO

WHAT

YES

What

yes

usjdbksndsndnd LUCAS

give this man love

shit

nonono i hate Patrick but tjisbis like

oh poor nance

my gal

Fred is kinda cool ngl i like him

IM SCARED FOR MAX

like so scared

IT'S HAPPENING

ohhh max has feeelings spooky for her right? poor gal

poor kiddos tbh

Let them breathe

Max im so scared for u

shit

don't say it

AMMDMSDNSNDNSNDNS

ms henderson ily

NOT THE ENZO NONONONONO

nonono i hadnt read it all but OMGOGMGOMEHFSKJFSJ im dead

ENZO YOU GUYS ENZO

im dead

poor Joyce

i love Joyce

MANSMANSMDNDJNWFNEUKFFOQUFUWOFKWLFKWJFUWOFKWNFNQMD

HOP

HOPPER

NOOOO

Is that a bullet hole? do i wanna know?

poor man

i love them

he has such a crush poor boy

Jon knows

YES I LOVE TJIS SONG

KSKDSKKD BITHCIN

poor el fuck

HES WEARING SANDALS LMAO

"why si you keep lying?" (

poor will poor el poot mike

VOMIT GREEN SOCKS HES GONNA LOOK SO LAME I LOVE HIM

poor el

oh my good poor el

i love them

WILL DEF HAS A CRUSH ON MIKE HES GONNA GET JIS HEART BROKEN

let her die in a hole

THEY CALLED MIKE TWIG JRJSJD THEY KNOW

LUCAS HI

oh poor patrick

"she's straigh as a arrow" k

they fuckeddddd

oh poor pat

oh Patrick (

OMGOMGOGLOGG FAMILY VIDEO CONTENT

YES GO DUSTI

YES THE GANGS BACK

steves jealous i love iy

did she just call them toddlers

Fred i like u im sorry

nance go to therapy it's good u

freds so cool

MAX MAYFIELD A FRIEND OGMOGMGOGMEJSKJFWJDJ

WHAT

FRED???????

FREDDIE???????

OH SHIT

oyyhyyyyyyyyyy

shit

IF HE DIES

if ANYONE does tbh

poor Freddie getting in all this bullshit

jon u should also go to therapy

JANCY DANGER NOOO

fuck

JON ILY OMGOGKRIWKDJWJDHWJD QHATWBYWQHDD

mmmmmaaybe Jon and argyle should kiss but shh

poor jon

argyle is so cool

oh no this scenes sad

LMAO MIKES FACE

OH HE CALLED HER JANE IT'S SO SAD

im gonna cry

poor girl

will ily

he's got so much on him

OH SHIT

sjitajitshitjwurjwifjsks

shit

BITCH

FUCK ANGELA

mikes face (

((((

ELLIE

MIKES FACE BEST BF AWARD

I LOVE THIS MAN

OH NO EL

im getting so sad over els face it's so real

Mike and wills faces poor boys love el so much

NONONONO

milles so good at this get bad actors im suffering

Mike ily

i missed him so much

OMG

Joyce is so smart btw i love her

WHAT

well fuck then

IM SORRY THE TRUCK???

oh no poor lucas

nonono

LUCAS ILY

oh shit oh shit

NONONONO

oh Patrick....

poor lucas

"hey, not fair!" LMAO

Robins tinga yessss

they are so smart

her little laugh

THE SCENE

Wayne i love you

protect Freddie at all costs

k so maybe it's not brenner

FRED

FRED!!!!!!!

THE FUCKING CLOCK

im scared for max. again.

i won't be able to deal with anyones deaths im so scared

freddieeeee

bald hopper..

poor hop he's been through ssO MUCH

Joyce my queen

this people are so smart

green like els old bedrooms door

YES GO JOYCE

love Murray just

Mike ily

SHIT

don't fight (

he likes u Mike leave him alone

MIKE

NONONO

don't fight u guys

A YEAR WAIT WHAT

SHIT THE WERE FRIENDS

they free so much they had to make it a year omg i didn't realize

poor will

im actually so sad it's been a year fucking covid

don't cru ellll

don't leave room for spooky shit to happen

i hate this season and imma keep hating uy until everyone s happy again

go u el

i love el

poor el

OH NO YOU SHUT UP

i hope she does is that bad

GO U EL

OMG IS SJE GONNA

YES

YES SJE IS

FUCK

WAIT

aawhat

shit sjriwbjfsknesmfks

oh no oh no oh no

nononono

this season doesn't actually exist

so.. csttir moment

Whaywhwhwts

what ejstebwyts

im sorry for all the typos understand them ig won't bother to correct them

OMGOGKOGMGOG

i hate this be happy again i wanna go back yo s

if sje sees the clock......

kkk we are fine nos

A YEAR????? hate covid so much but this suffering has been going on for A YEAR FOR ALL OF THEM? no. i quit.

JWFBSK THE INSTRUMENT MOTION I LOVE ROBIN

i love this gang

i miss scoop troop

poor eddie

FRED

i need him to be okay

don't let this happen again to her

dude poor Glen

Fred don't die it'san order

NONONONO WHAT

welcome to soph being scared for max for like the millionth time in two chapters

HE SAID THE THING

Fred Fred Fred don't die fred

FRED

bye

poor fred

im gonna rewatch the season as soon as i finish it btw

nonono freD

FRED

this all makes me so scared for max im in such fear rn

NOOOOOOOOOOOO

oh when Nancy fines out

this season is creepy creepy

SHIT

EVEN MORE SHIT

oh hell nah

WAS HE RECHARGING OR

still cabt hey over tje favt it's been a yest

thE CREEL HOUSE

shit

shit fucking shit

oh this poor random woman

oh she's not random

ohhhhhhhhhhHHHHHHHHH

fuck fuck

don't call el a pet u bitch

I MISS S1 NOW WHY DID U DO THIS TO ME

HSKFKSD SHE'S SO NOT DEAD

OHHHHH U ARE WAAAY OFF

oh no

oh nonono

don't drag el into this bs pls

oh fuck poor el

poor el jon stop

fuck fuck

ATE THEY HIGH LMAO

poor Mike el and will lmao

not lmao im suffering

ITS BEEN A YEAR 😭😭😭😭

HI MURRAY

the dinner msmdmamdmsndmsdm

im so sad bye

they are so bad at this lmao

doesn't joy realize lmao

the red eyes.... bruh

poor will lmao

OMG IM SUFFERING

STFU MURRAY

shit

passive agressive Mike what

mile joyve?

NO SHIT MURRAY

fuxkkkkkkkkk

ELS ROOM U GUYS

nononononononono

nononono the flasjbaxks nlnononono

poor el

omg i snesed something of this Sort bit NOOOOO

fUCK

DEMOBATS no stop gimme a break

ITS BEEN a YEAR 😭😭

THE CREEL HOUSE

omfofmgogmofmfofkgofmfkfmejskd

oh Holy shit

oh no

back w mu brenner theory u guys not happy abt it

a YEAR 😭😭

oh fucking shit

LUCAS

mmmmm this smells weird idk if i like this storyline v much..........

BE HAPPY PLS

a YEAR 😭😭🔫😭😭😭

LUCAS

fuck

LUCAS DON'T DO TJIS FOR TJE WRONG READONS

cerebro still going yasss

a usar of dustin and Suzie omgogmgl

THE LITTLE LOOK between rob and ed........

fuck

IDIOTS

FREDDIEEEEEEE

im not ever gonna like ANYONE again bc they DIE

poor Nancy

OMG GANG JOIN

omg she's vruinh poornnanxu sonluch traima

FUCKING TYPOS

Cali ganhh

don't be awkward pls ok sad

NOOOO not the eghos

Mike wheeler in blue.

Mike ily

poor will he's not even trying to hide it

SHES REDOINH TJE-

MSMSMANSNSN

A YEAR

they are botj wearing flannels msmdsmdm

shit

she's been crying sm

A YEAR

oh hes mad

he's trying

ohohh lohoohohohoh

oh my baby

ANYWHERE im dead

like im a monster nononono

NOOOOOO

oh no

he didn't say love

oh no

oh nooooo

shitttt

fuck

FUCK

ok so scared

BE HAPPY

you didn't just saubthatvmike

MICHAEL

they are all so miserable

JANE HOPPER

step brother mum step brother mum

HE CARES SM FOR HER

ofmofmfogmfomgogkgogmglkgkfkfkdjsksj

bye

fuck

NOOOOOO

nononono

fuck

i hate this season im so sad

"i promise"

ohhhhhhhhhhnonono

you should have

YOUR CHILDREN

oh does she just now realize

STOP BEING MISERABLE I WAITED SO MUCH FOR THIS

ohhh the sceneeee

Hi Hop

Hop speakig russian fills my soul

uH????????

shit

goddddd im so stressed

HIS EYES WHEN JOYCE IS MENTIONED

sad el hasnt even been mentioned once

OH NONONO

ohhhhhh nononono

stop spitting ew

ughhhhhhhh

MAX IS WEARING THE CLOTHES

LMAO Steve it's notnfunny but it is

poor fred

pOOR NANCY

ojjhhhh

smart bastarda

A YEAR

he valla her nance

don't die nance

NANCY

listen to steve

oh shit what wait

stancy....

LMAO DRIVER MAX

funniest scene

RONANCE????????

#strangerthings #stranger things 4

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heejakewon-moved · 2 years

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jake :: polaroid love visual cam my beloved

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suuho · 2 years

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who are your favorite blogs/people that you've met on here? :)

hi anon!! i was sitting on this ask for a little but seeing that i’m stuck at home now and have a lot of time, i think it’s the best time! put under a read more. 🥰

@bisexualhobi ana is my best friend that i’ve met on here and i kid you not, we literally talk every day. they’re the greatest friend anyone could have and they take good care of me, are funny, smart, and just one of my favorite people to be around. they also introduced me to exo, so this is all on them really. i couldn’t imagine my life without ana in it and i am one of the luckiest people in the world because of them. 💖

@kimtaegis annie!!! annie is the biggest sweetheart ever. she’s actually one of my sister’s best friends, and we found out that we study at the same university because the world is a tiny village. i had her over for christmas dinner last year. i love having annie around and her creations are just the best. 💚

@yejiswife jenny!!!! jenny, my beloved. truly one of the best people i know and who welcomed me into the pentagon fandom with open arms. they’re incredibly caring, lovely, and just the best. both their blogs are amazing and you should follow them asap. i love them so much. jenny, i am hugging u right now. 💌

@hvndong my beloved jasmine. i met her because i was assigned to be her universe anon last year and it was the best thing to ever happen. her taste is incredible, she’s one of the best people i know, and i just love talking to her about ateez or pentgaon, or really, just. literally everything and anything with her. my fellow gemini. 💓

@young-jae i have followed sofie for such a long time now, i think we both have followed each other for a while now, and i love talking to her about ateez, and i would always defend her. she’s one of the best content creators ever and i just love that she stands her ground. ❤️‍🔥

@arseun i will always be sha’s number one hype-man and i’ll never shut up about it. we initially followed each other as got7 blogs/enthusiasts (i think???) but i love how we can talk about so much more than that. sha, you’re the best. ily. 💕

@tipannies mari!!!! i am so thankful exo brought us together. not only are mari’s creations all absolutely divine and infinitely praise-worthy, she’s also such a sweetheart and it’s such a joy to know her and support her. 💝

@soft-pentagon alex is another beloved uniblr mutual of mine and another one of those people that i just love to talk to and that is joy to have on my dash. uniblr is such a small, tiny circle but i love everyone i have met through pentagon on here. 💛

@prismwon who else understood my plight as a military husband as much as geety ... no one cheered for jinho’s return as much as they did. like, she really is just one of the best people i’ve met on here. i love how we can totally talk about SINGERS who SING for like, hours. another one of those uniblr darlings. 💞

@lovepattranite i know vivi back from uniblr as well, and i just wanna tell you that i love you and i am so glad i got to know you and your sense for aesthetics and colors is out of this world. one of the best content creators as well. she’s so warm and kind. 💗

#ask #anon #i hope i got it all here ... gonna rb with more

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yelenasdog · 3 years

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bonnie and clyde (billy/4 x fem reader)

genre: angst

summary: there were five people at the funeral of billy jones. why did two, more specifically one, of them leave?

words: 1.3k

warnings: just vv sad my guy. literally no fluff i hate it here </3 mentions of death, billy’s funeral, and crying.

a/n: yo so idk if billy’s last name is jones but i saw someone on here refer to him as billy jones and i think it’s just bc of ben’s last name but anyway LMFAO. i for some reason couldn’t stop thinking abt this and so i wrote it (as one does fkefnkerjn). also y/n was not used so if u wanted to read this as an x another character or x an oc it would work as well. enjoy :)

🌃🌃🌃

There were five people at the funeral of Billy Jones.

This was common knowledge who would listen long enough to hear the vigilante talk about the experience he had only seen from afar, his own heart growing tender during, or at any mention of, the moment.

But Billy always failed to explain the situation with a full grip, to its entire truth. As to why, most anyone could figure out.

He was afraid.

Afraid of getting her hurt, afraid of thinking of her for just a moment too long, afraid of his impulse driving him to get his ass right back up and go say he still loved her.

Four was afraid of a plethora of horrible scenarios that could occur if he let the truth about his funeral slide to anyone except One (which was bad enough that he had to know by default as it was).

And the irony of it all, was how miniscule and ineffective something like who had left his funeral early and as to why, would be to anyone else on the team.

Sure they all had their secrets that would seep into the pool that was their little family, Three’s mother, One’s lover, Two and Three’s infatuation with each other (though, that one wasn’t really a secret).

Not to mention, Four despised painting her in a bad light, allowing others to think for a fraction of a second that she didn’t leave because her already frail heart couldn’t handle to see her beloved’s name etched onto a gray stone in a patchy field of a horrible green, couldn’t handle the idea that their Bonnie and Clyde reminiscent days (minus the killing of 13 people, that is) had come to an end.

There were two people at the funeral of Billy Jones who left early.

The first? An old friend from his hometown.

He was a wealthy businessman now, having abandoned the life of pretty crime and rush of his youth. He showed up to Four’s not-so-celebration of life in an ashen tux with an obsidian tie and shiny oxfords, and barely a minute into the service he had begun checking his shiny Rolex, probably counting down the seconds until he would be considered late to some important meeting for whatever corporate hoax he was a part of to be able to stay afloat. How ironic.

Tick Tock, Tick Tock

The sound was like nails on a chalkboard to her, while the action itself felt like somewhat of a betrayal, even though Billy and the businessman hadn’t talked in years. It was a kind enough gesture that he had even come to begin with.

But she didn’t care.

Because before the service had even started, salty droplets were rolling down her reddened cheeks, dampening her hoodie, his hoodie, that she had coiled so tightly around herself and her limbs, almost like a corset.

So when the businessman turned to go after what could maybe have been a measly few minutes, she could barely control her anger.

But she did, for Billy. She sucked it up and stayed put, keeping her eyes trained to his mother who was now speaking, her striking emerald eyes also obviously wet. But in reality, Billy had wanted his former lover to turn around and smack that prick square in the face.

But then 4 took some time and realized that if it were the other way around and she had been dead, he could conjure in his mind how distressed he would be to where he would prefer to focus on wallowing in his sadness for her and her only, not be consumed by anger for some random fellow.

Billy truly wanted to leave One where he stood, wanted to run to where her shaking was escalating from ever so slightly to violently as could be, wrapping her in his strong arms she already missed. The strong arms that she believed should have kept him safe when he was dangling from that damned building with that damned necklace in his mouth.

The image could have been some renaissance painting with how beautiful he looked, even then, on the brink of what the world would know as the death of Billy Jones.

In fact, most of Billy’s and the girl’s adventures could be different renaissance paintings. Alive and free, bursting with vibrant colors and emotions that weren’t able to be captured with words, so rather, they were thrown on a canvas in what was somehow a meticulously put together flurry.

On that rainy day, the weather so fitting to what she had been feeling, she wished for nothing more than to somehow place herself back into those non-existent paintings, to even for a fraction of a second bask in his never ending love like some sort of oasis.

She wanted to run her fingers through his golden curls one last time, kiss his forehead goodnight one last time, to tell him she loved him more than anything in this universe, one last time.

But she didn’t, and she wouldn’t ever get to.

And her one final chance to say what she wanted him to hear, she had missed out on, as that’s when she had left.

It was long after the uptight man in the fitted suit, long after his crying mother had gone from where she was speaking up front, back to the shadows of her baby’s grim event that she should never have had been alive to see.

She had managed to drag herself halfway up to where his casket was sitting just above the ground, trying to not look at the box a second too long.

Rather, she pretended there was a pair of rose colored glasses sitting on the bridge of her nose, helping her pretend that this was all some big misunderstanding, that Billy was just pulling one of his infamous pranks.

He would pop out from behind the tent covering the few who stood with their feet shifting on the damp soil, or perhaps from the headstone of his very own grave. She would gasp or shriek and then smack his arm, lecturing him as he grabbed his chest, doubling over in laughter, the sound like music to her ears.

God, what she would do to hear that sound one more time.

Nevertheless, in the end he would stand up, and wipe her tears from her sweet face, pressing gentle kisses on either of her cheeks to rid her of that pout he hated to admit he loved. She would crack a small smile and he would punch a celebratory fist in the air at the gesture, leaving her to only shake her head at his antics. He would sling an arm around her shoulders, nustling close to her as they would exit the graveyard, never coming back until the inevitable day they both had lived their happiest and fullest lives together.

He would say “You know you love me.” And without a doubt, every time, she would say “Yeah, I do.”

But not this time.

This time, she would let her eyes wander to a tall tree just over the hill, slimming her puffy eyes. She rubbed them and did a double take, and swore that for a moment she had seen what looked like his figure next to one of someone she had never seen before.

And that’s when she left.

She let out an ugly sob, running as fast as her feet could take her to wherever that wasn’t there, the sound of her shoes against the cold ground muted, but the sound of her uneven breathing was anything but.

As for all she knew, it was her mind playing a cruel, cruel, trick on her. Or even her mind trying to give her some sort of closure to move on.

Whatever it was, though, was simply too much for her to process, too much to handle. So she had left, given up on what she didn’t know was her only chance to give a proper goodbye.

“You think she saw you?”

“I hope so.”

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we vibing w this?? i hope so hehe. WAIT PUN NOT INTENDED LMFAO I DID THAT PERIODT! anyway, have a wonderful day/night, and go drink water and eat protein, it’s all abt intention!! i love u! also if u have any questions abt this fic pls do lmk bc ik some of it was kinda weird!

p.s., pls pls pls reblog this! this is my first ben related fic and ik when it’s ur first fic for a fandom they can flop so it would be very cool if y’all could help me out a lil bit :) either way ily, thank u! kk bye

xx hj

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jvncnt · 4 years

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𝐡𝐞𝐲 𝐡𝐢 𝐡𝐞𝐥𝐥𝐨 , beautiful people ! my name is lenny ( 22 , she/her , mst ) & i’m absolutely hyped to be joining this amazing group ! it’s honestly been a hot minute since i last rped in a group , but i truly cannot resist anything that my bbys stephy & leia come up with so here i am ! i’m bringing you my boy jayden , a completely new muse , but i’m really excited to develop him here . pls bare with me if whatever is below the cut is a mess , that’s just representative of my permanent state rn sjkdlhfs but i wanna plot with each & every one of you , so pls hmu ! give this post a like or slide into my dms , or u can reach me via d*sc*rd @ lenny the pooh#3088 ! ily all already , can’t wait to be a part of this group ✨

* 𝐡𝐚𝐦𝐩𝐭𝐨𝐧𝐬𝐠𝐨𝐬 here and do i have the tea for you . jayden is back in bridgehampton for the summer , living off the vincent’s family $670 million net worth . must be nice to come back home to the hamptons , i wonder what his fellow class of 2017 grads think of his return . you know , he was known around town as the vainglorious and for bhs senior superlatives he was crowned as most likely to punch you in the face . i wonder if that still holds true today , a lot can change when you go off to pace university and study commercial dance . either way , i bet he is still very steadfast , assured , truculent and heedless . hopefully this time next year the plans to dance professionally come true . in the meantime , i look forward to seeing him blast cross me - ed sheeran , chance the rapper , & pnb rock at every hamptons function . it’s going to be a wild summer home , welcome back .

alright so i’ll just drop some bullet points here that’ll tell u all about jay !

( tw : mention of suicide , drugs )

his father is one of the most well-known boxers around , but not for anything great : he was a major heavyweight champ in his early days but shortly after jayden was born his mother committed suicide after a really difficult struggle with postpartum depression , which was not aided by her concern for her husband’s dangerous and demanding career — after that , everything sorta went downhill for jay’s father .

he was caught in one of the biggest drug busts in new york history and went to prison , leaving 10 year old jay in the hands of his paternal grandparents in the hamptons , who already were more like parents to him than his father would ever be .

his grandfather was a big time boxer in his day ( then worked as a mentor to some other big names until his retirement ) , and his son’s troubles disappointed him because he wanted the vincent legacy to live on , so he started mentoring jayden to reclaim the family name in the boxing world .

for a while things went well and jay was into the whole boxing thing , but his grandfather began to put more and more pressure on him as he grew older , along with everyone else around him — he was the star of bhs’ wrestling team and everyone envisioned him up on the big stage , giving creed a run for his money — but jayden couldn’t see it . he really wasn’t that into boxing . sure it gave him an excuse to punch shit and get his anger out , but that only goes so far until you begin to question the true meaning behind what you’re doing .

for jay , the only meaning he could see in pursuing a boxing career was to reclaim the vincent name that his father had tarnished all those years ago , as his grandfather wanted him to , but that moment of glory wasn’t enough to outweigh the lack of passion jay felt underneath every punch — not to mention how much he feared following in his father’s footsteps . he also wasn’t sure he wanted to give his father the satisfaction of reclaiming their throne .

so what was he going to do ? well , where his passion lacked in boxing , it absolutely thrived in dance . his grandmother founded a major dance studio in the hamptons and jay spent many evenings there while growing up . at first he just did homework in his grandmother’s office , but then he started snooping on classes out of boredom before he befriended one of the male teachers who convinced him to try out a class . and from there it kinda snowballed . his teacher turned into more of a mentor than his grandfather would ever be , and jay felt more excitement leading up to his dance classes than his boxing lessons .

his grandfather at first saw dance as a good way for jay to keep up his stamina and exercise in different ways , but then he started to notice the imbalance between his grandson’s passion for dance and for boxing and he grew frustrated . “ dancing’s not for vincent men , " he once told jay . “ grow some balls and throw some punches . ”

out of pure fear of his grandfather and disappointing him , jay continued to pursue his grandfather’s dreams for him and trained almost every day , but then he’d sneak away to late night dance sessions because he just couldn’t avoid how magnetized he was to a life of dance . the creativity , excitement , and pure fun held more meaning than boxing ever would for him , but it took him until high school graduation to properly admit that to himself .

his grandmother , the wonderful spitfire of a woman she is , sneakily led jay through the application process of every major dance academy across the states , even though her husband found no use in sending their future heavyweight champion grandson off to college . she’s always supported jay for every decision he’s made and wanted nothing but the best for him , whether it was boxing or dance or something completely different . she’s the source of all of his confidence , ambition , and determination .

it wasn’t until the acceptance letter came in the mail from pace university that jayden came clean to his grandfather . it was a messy , loud , stressful , emotional night , but his grandfather eventually realized there was no use in arguing or fighting — he raised jay to be strong , independent , and everything he wished his son had been , and he knew that when jay set his sights on something , he was going to do it no matter what .

WHEW ok now we come to the present : jay has been excelling in pace’s commercial dance program , his passion for dance blazing brighter than ever before , and he’s returned home to the hamptons every summer to visit his beloved grandparents . with his senior year coming up , he has already lined up several auditions for world tours and music videos and more to set his dance career in motion . he’s honestly looking forward to seeing his old bhs alumni over the summer and rubbing their noses in the success of his own future that he is writing .

as for a lil about his personality :

he’s well known as the vainglorious , aka excessively proud of oneself or one's achievements ; overly vain .

not to say he’s a bit of a dick but ... he’s a dick .

as much as he hates to admit it , he definitely inherited his father’s hotheadedness and his utter selfishness .

he has always been the kid who doesn’t just think he’s the shit , but is the shit . he’s cocky in an annoyingly charming way and flirted his way up every social ladder during high school .

being the star of the wrestling team also didn’t help to deflate his ego sdljkhf like he didn’t love boxing or wrestling , but he knew he was damn good at it and just likes being the best .

as for some positives about my boy !! he is a charmer and he’s always loved to have fun . he spent so much of his childhood and teen years training and working hard that when he gets free time , whew he revels in it .

working hard is in his blood and he just oozes determination and will be your biggest hype man because he’s a dick but he still wants to see everyone succeed ! he knows what it feels like to be passionate about something and wanting to chase your dreams , and he will help you chase those dreams !!!

a big ol’ flirt , but he’s not really a player . he’s never been one to sleep around or act like breaking hearts is a sport . he grew up really admiring his grandparents’ marriage , all while remembering the poor relationship he knows his parents had , and definitely is a bit of a romantic . but that’s not to say he isn’t down to have some fun either lol

UUHHHH I REALLY DK WHAT ELSE TO SAY !!!

like i said , he’s a work in progress so i’m sorry this isn’t more detailed or fancy , i’m truly just so excited to be here that i wanted to get this up asap !

if you'd like to take a look at the shitty pinterest board i made for him , you can find it right here ! you can ignore the extra sections on it , it's a recycled board from an old muse but i'm leaving the connection sections there in case any of the pins work with the plots i get going with u !

as for connections , i’m truly down for anything and everything !! which i know is sooo basic to say but i’m forreal . if you have some angst or drama you wanna throw my way , i am here for it ! i also pride myself on my ability to brainstorm fun plots , so don’t be afraid to reach out !

xo ily

#entitled:intro #this is going without a gif bc i still gotta edit rome's #but hello happy saturday #pls love me

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more abt hxh bc my last post was too long n i had to split it off holla

so i left off talking abt when gon woke up....i love how polite gon is to pretty much everyone - hes such a good lad all the time. s/o to his aunt for raising him right (tho i think hes also just a rlly good boy inherently too)

also is he named gon bc ging was like ha ha im boutta be GONe lol seeya kid!!!! like ????

i find it interesting that kurapika and hisoka fought....we really havent seen them interact at all yet. also hisoka is so smirk-y i hate that bitch...what did he say to kurapika??????

this poor red shirt old guy lmao hisoka is SO clearly uninterested in fighting him and then he fucking dies. rip mdude

what did hisoka whisper to HIM??? guess we’ll never know #RIPLegend

oh mannnn if killua had just won against pokkle then he wouldnt have had to deal with illumi doing That to him :( my smug son......

leorio is such a good dude....also its so funny to me how tall and lanky leorio is, espec compared to the other 3 main characters lmaoooo

or maybe those 3 are just rlly short??? i mean gon and killua are literally 12, but whats kurapikas excuse

GODDDD I HATE THIS BIIIIITCH. FUCK OFFFFFFF tho the evil piano music slaps. but jeeeeesus illumi is so creepy and awful, and seeing him take off his disguise is not any better a second time...he and hisoka truly deserve each other wrow

does illumi have hair powers??? cause it kinda looks like it. or maybe hes just gay and dramatic

ok but the sick electric guitar riff (?) that played when illumis face was revealed was lowkey kinda hilarious

man i was so wrong abt killua knowing that that was illumi :( poor kid

killua is immediately freaking out and meanwhile illumi looks bored as hell. dude ur the worst

killua: [freaking out] illumi, completely blank-faced: hey

I HATE HIMMMM even tho his catman design is regrettably kinda cute

why do illumi and hisoka both have such snatched waists i hate this

wtf so killua has another different brother??? i assumed he attacked illumi....how many fuckgin zoldyk sibling are there?????

leorio ur too normie for this conversation lmao. also wow fucked up family huh

killua looks so like...small and helpless, which is so at odds from what we’ve seen of him so far :( this poor kid

illumi totally has some weird brain powers man callin it now

gon: wow killuas family sounds wack... satotz: oh lmao you havent even heard the rest

KILLUA ;_;

this poor baby assassin :( :( :(

IMMM INCONSOLABLE. HE WANTS TO BE FRIENDS W/GON.......ARE YOU KIDDING....AUGHHHHHHHH

meanwhile gon decided he and killua are BEST FRIENDS like 10 mins after they met. GOD

like in the recap ep he called killua his best friend ;_; and meanwhile killua doesnt even think they ARE friends god destroy me

this calming classical music is throwing me off vbhjfjhbsdkgndks

i sense that leorio and kurapika are rapidly acquiring a new son

DAMN THIS IS SO FUUUUCKEDDDDD illumi is such a crusty bitch wow. leave killua alone asshole

all that stuff abt killua like, only thinking he wants to befriend gon but really wanting to kill him....that sure sounds like some ‘worst fears’ type of shit for someone like killua....illumi is such a classic abuser wow

i have 2 know is satotz like, repeating this entire conversation verbatim in a calming monotone to gon rn. like....

LEORIOOOOO I LOVE UUUUUUUU AUGHHHH him telling killua it doesnt matter if illumi is his brother, fuck that guy, beat him up as usual and leave.....ooooughhhh leorio is such a good dude ;_;

and the OF COURSE him saying the obvious - that gon and killua are ALREADY friends....i love this, i feel like leorio said all the exact things the audience is thinking...yet it still didnt get thru to killua bc hes so rattled by illumi appearing, and the abuse in general

i think if gon were there things wouldve gone much differently

of COURSE crusty bitch illumi is like oh ok now i have to kill gon.....biiiiitch i hate uuuuu

also that just shows that hes lying to killua (which we already knew obvs), bc if it were inevitable that killua would kill gon to like, test himself or w/e, then why not just wait for that to happen? that would have a much bigger impact on killua than illumi killing gon....its obvious that illumi is just manipulating him, but killua is too BSOD to be able to tell (also, hes 12)

ok bitch illumi is preaching abt not needing friends but he and hisoka are definitely fucking and theyve been teamed up for the entire hunter exam it seems.....what a hypocrite. hate this guy

god im so glad we didnt rlly get to see whatever the fuck illumi did to that random hunter examiner guy’s face. jeeeeesus. also i cant tell but i wonder if him forcing that info out of the guy was the result of his freaky mind powers or if the guy was just like oof ouch pins in me face

LEORIO AND KURAPIKAAAA THE PROTECT GON SQUAD!! and joined by new member hanzo!!! who ironically beat gon up for 3 hours str8 like, a very short amount of time ago lmao. but still i love that sm

illumi u dumb bitch.....tho i dont buy for a minute that he didnt already realize that killing gon would disqualify him...he defs just wanted to get under killuas skin even more :^(

KILLUAAAA ;_; when he goes to step back from illumi but illumi tells him not to....ughhh HATE this guy, leave this poor kid alone. no wonder he wanted to leave

illumi saying theres only 1 way that killua can stop him - does he mean by killing him, or something more specific, like some forbidden zoldyk murder technique?

‘your beloved gon’ wow gay. theyre 12 and theyre dating ok. killua is literally that kid whos like wow i wonder if gon likes me...and meanwhile gon is like wow cant believe me and killua have been dating for 3 months now

leorio saying ‘we wont let him kill you or gon’ ;_; leorio ily sm...thats like the exact right thing to say - hes offering protection and reassurance as an adult figure...unfortunately killua is clearly too freaked out to even process anything outside of illumis gaslighting and abuse

also illumi is defs doing something to killua w/his eyes via his freaky mind powers. js

illumi i hate you stop being weirdly cute. augh

classic abuse tactics, being like ha ha nvm i wasnt gonna kill gon! jk!

killua just shutting down completely after that :( :( noooo

and then he kills that old guy and leaves, ‘proving’ that illumi is right....noooooOOOO

and now we boutta see gon go FULL shounen protag for the first time, oh FUCKKKKKK yesssss

this is the first time we’ve seen gon angry oooh man and of COURSE its on killuas behalf,....im so fuckign emo already looooord

god ok the episode preview where its gon saying ‘do leorio and i look alike?’ YES U DO LOL youre father and son so jot that down

oof, gon and illumi have such fundamentally different POVs on like, family and life and morals, and you can tell by their 4-line exchange before gon does the ICONIC one-handed grab’n’fling

AUGHHHH gon saying hes gonna rescue killua....SO good...he recognizes that killuas family is wack as hell and killua shouldnt be w/them - the classic ingrained ‘found family is more important than blood family’ stuff

tho thats an interesting contrast to gon himself, whos looking for his deadbeat dad

‘but it wasnt his choice’ that so good ily gon BEST boy, hes so perceptive and good......he knows that killuas hand was forced and that he needs to be RESCUED (love that word choice) from his shitty abusive family

of course kurapika and leorio voiced complaints ;_; best parents

kurapika should be a lawyer tbh

leorioooo ;_; such a good dude, saying he should be disqualified instead

HOW is leorio a stronger combatant than that old dude hvbajufjbsja that guy had some moves it seemed, and leorio has,....a knife? a briefcase? the classic premed attitude of ‘fuck it, i could die anytime, lets do this’? like.....cmon vhabjdfjbhsf i refuse to believe this man is of any use in a fight. ill believe it when i see it

pokkle pls ur not plot-important enough to be jumping into this convo rn

tho i am curious abt what hisoka said to kurapika. tho i agree that thats irrelevant to the discussion

gon repeating satotz’s wisdom :’) and saying that killua will definitely pass if he takes the exam again...ough

gon is SO GOOD i cant get over it !!!!!!!!! AUGHHHH....recusing killua from his abusive family and making it so killua never has to see them again is like...so good. what a good good perfect boy.

also thats like, the perfect response to this. killing illumi would just start a ton of drama, and killua would be conflicted abt that....but removing killua from his situation is perfect

ok ive ranted a lot ill talk abt the rest later woohoo

PREDICTIONS:

i predict that hisoka will show up in this upcoming zoldyk arc somewhere bc illumis gonna be in it (i assume) and theyre dating. also hisoka is a central character so itd make sense for him to show up in the second major arc. tho tbh this could end up being completely false and i wouldnt be that shocked lmao

i think leorio is gonna get Big Sad someday bc hes like, so normal compared to the other MCs, and also hes suuuuch a bleeding heart (i love him....) so i feel like thats gonna lead to some sadness for him once his friends start doing crazy shit or w/e

also i predict that if he gets nen itll be like healing nen or st. does that even exist??? idk jack shit abt nen lmao

i think that illumi has hypnosis powers or something, even just based on design alone. it could defs be for aesthetic (character design in hxh is wild), but his eyes look noticeably different from any other characters. also he was doing some freaky shit to killua. also i held this prediction before seeing the part where this is brought up so we’ll see if its right lmao

as for this upcoming arc - ruth and i are wondering if itll be similar to the vinsmoke drama in one piece - character goes back to abusive family, squad goes to rescue them...and then character refuses to be recused. w/sanji it was partially bc the vinsmokes threatened to kill zeff, his TRUE dad, but i predict in this case it could be more like the zoldyks saying ‘look killua these 3 weirdos showed up looking for you, convince them to leave or we’ll kill them’ and killua will be like, oh shit bc like.....think abt it. the vinsmokes targeted zeff (and not the strawhats) bc they knew they could easily kill him. same goes here, i assume - a family of trained assassins vs Good Good Fishing Rod Smell-Power Boy (who hasnt thrown a single punch yet), Lanky Dr Man With A Switchblade We Havent Seen Him Use Onscreen, and Mx 2 Wooden Sticks, Bloodlust, and Arachnophobia - 3 For 1 Deal! its a no-contest. so thats one thing i could see happening, potentially

im way too tired to remember my other predictions rip lmao

#excited 2 see moreeee #lj watches hxh #hxh

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