#my birthday is this month. L

[valfeathers]

thinking ab the boys again

(+ some A concepts !!)

also i want to do a little aside & thank u all for 500 followers! in the last couple months ive gotten so many sweet comments & talked to some really dope ppl so,, thanks for giving me & my silly art the time of day <3

#a death note #l lawliet #beyond birthday #i love aus where they grew up together it makes me smile (and cry) #the third img is actually a couple months old btw!! #but i thought you guys might like to see some A so :)) #something a little smaller this time ikik #death note #bb death note #l death note #v wammyposting #i like them a lot can you tell #the terrible trio ™️ #my sillys #death note fanart #v’s gallery

[moonlightbambina]

The road to 32 was hard earned, well fought one 😌

On to the next adventure!

#raebeyy #me #personal #libra #my birthday was a month ago #still celebrating #because I’ve been in a pit of despair since the end of September l

[the-alan-price-combo]

...boop?? I guess?? teehee... them

#i am allergic to trends especially apr*l f*ols related things b u t ..... yeah this is pretty good #also IT'S ALAN'S BIRTHDAY MONTH NOW. EEEEEEEEEEEEE.......... TIME TO BE NORMAL. #gosh i can't stop crying over them.... updating my essay really soon with some Very Important Info 👀 #alan price #eric burdon #the animals #60s rock #british invasion #the girl can't help it

[obsidiannebula]

Uh just a short life update I guess: L and I have moved in with my parents. Her dad and I are separated. Too many failures to communicate, I guess. This uhhhh sucks to say the least, but I have been feeling so so grateful over the last few days that I have a place to go where we will be unconditionally loved and supported for as long as we need

Also I have a rib out or smth lol things are goin GREAT

#personal #and my lord is L being spoiled. #on a few days notice MULTIPLE relatives ended up getting her a bunch of stuff #she has tons of new things and her birthday isnt even until next month ssjgsfhgddf

[deus-ex-mona]

when you can never forget… _(:3 」∠)_

#mad cringe 3am rant incoming pls stand by— #…so i found my enstars screenshots from 2018 and i don’t even remember half of them happening h e l p #there’s stuff like spamming for repayment fes event nazuna niichan till i had 0 dia left… #…and making ship birthday board things for the 2019 birthday events. i made leokasa and subahokke ones s o bs #and i think i saw a makoizu ss from the librarian event? the outfit + blushing seaweed head sure looks like it’s from that event #(tfw you’re the only one shipping this problematic ship lmao) #also speaking of enstars hi are there any other hokke recasting rejectors out there👀👀👀 #hokke’s current va has been voicing him for much longer than his previous va ever did and i *still* can’t get used to his ‘new’ voice lmao #i remember benching his 5☆ so fast the moment i heard his ‘new’ voice post-recasting. sad times. initial hokke was my first 5☆ too… #but the most cringe memory i have of enstars is… downloading it thinking it was a haikyuu game bc subaru lowkey looks like hinata. #in my defence i couldn’t read japanese back then ok. i was so confused when they told me to pick an idol unit bc ‘where my volleyboys at???’ #i really should’ve realised something was up when i saw hokke (or as i thought he was back then: haru from the swimming anime) appear smh #it took me like 2 months to get through the tutorial bc i was so confused. 0/10 experience; should’ve quit enstars on the first uninstall #but lmao i still have the og enstars app unupdated on my old phone. it still has the dumb 4th anni thing on the icon. time flies… #and well if you read this for some reason or other… go listen to ‘crush of judgement’ or ‘sei shounen yuugi’👀 they’re the best songs (imo) #also nazuna niichan is the bestest boy and prettiest boy and the cutest boy and have you seen his frozen ice card it’s so cute and aaaaaaa— #also now that that’s done can i talk about my 3.5 year long love live phase— #ok i think i got enough cringe out of my system for now. #tune in in a few hours for (maybe) more cringe tag blubbering about shin jidai this time (provided my dvd comes in today dhl p l s—) #it is suiyoubi my dudes #inedible blubbering

[thethingything]

I keep remembering it's almost February, which contains 🦋's (and every double of his source) birthday, Valentine's Day, and the anniversary of the subsystem I'm in forming which is something we like celebrating, and I think it's also when the days start getting long enough for our SAD to start easing up

#personal #thoughts #🍬 post #happy posting #the thing with it being the anniversary of my subsystem showing up is that it's still the most active subsystem #although now it's so big I think it's got like... smaller subsystems within it but we haven't figure any of those our properly #but a bunch of the people in it who showed up first (like me and 🦋 and M and L) are still really active #so we all just end up celebrating the anniversaries of when we showed up #so now in my mind February is for celebrating a bunch of little anniversaries every few days and it's my boyfriend's birthday #and it's Valentine's Day except I celebrate that pretty much all month like we do with Halloween because it's fun

[myfriendtheghost]

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#I sent an honest message to my leaders about work about how I’ve been painfully stressed for the last few months and immediately clocked out #*at work #anyways I wish josh was here to calm me down because panic started in literally as a I was writing it lololol #but I’m honestly at my breaking point so I finally was just like look :) I have been overwhelmed and stressed for months now :) #and I’m doing my best :) #so… it’s either gonna go really poorly or make things better lol #but they asked why I keep getting behind on projects so I finally snapped #I’m just glad I have therapy tomorrow lol #between this and my failed Dr appointment last Wednesday and my roommate going behind my back and applying for a new job yesterday l #it has been a bad week <3 #and I want to cuddle with Josh while he tells me words of encouragement <3 #anywho I feel sick now and have to go out for my brother’s birthday so slaaaayy #at least I get crab rangoon

[gilmores-glorious-blog]

EVERYONE STFU CALEB DICE JUST DROPPED

#F I N A L L Y #i can’t get them yet bc i’m broke but my birthday is in a month so i absolutely will be forcing someone in my family to buy them for me #critical role #caleb widogast #eli.posts

[jinjofitzo]

i did. another art!! this one’s technically a vent art because i drew it when i had an.. episdoe?. i don’t really know, and ik i don’t normally post things like this but it’s a fun art :) 

(okay to reblog!! rbs appreciated!) 

#don’t you dare say fart #ssooo.. i’m not doing good meantaly :’} #im having a falling out with my friendgroup;;; it’s a whole mess but it got me to almsot #game end; so it hasn’t been good!! but!! #there’s a l ot happening so;;; things been HARD #for context; also; i drew this today! #earleirr today i had some form of the breakdown; i don’t know; where #i started to fall on my knees and just scream #and cry; and sob; it was bad! #so i drew that to tryda calm doen #so that’s a personal update on how i’m doing! my birthdays next month at least #so that’s a good thing! #personal #tw suicide #tw suicide mention #vent art #art #jf.art #my art #persona #yeaaa!! this is okay to reblogs btw! #rbs appreciated #i think the art itself is cool :) the backstory not so much #update

[zombvibes]

Remember when I said I had a cold? I think it’s a pollen allergy.

#zombvibes never shuts up #developing allergies in my 20s and in my birthday month… #MASSIVE L

[troglobite]

i stg me every december:

holy fucking shit how many sags and caps do i know and/or follow??? the fuck???

#plot twist most of my friends are Not sags or caps #but EVERY OTHER PERSON I INTERACT WITH ONLINE IS #utterly baffling #shout out to the selection of sags and caps i know irl you're all Fucking Awesome #sorry if i miss saying happy birthday it's probably for one of Various Reasons #one of them being me going constantly OH MY GOD HOW MANY MORE BDAYS ARE THERE THIS WEEK?! #also we approach my own bday so lol #but also lemme just list em all NOT including my friends #yuzu jason borser chetna from gbbo at least two or three fandom ppl i follow in DIFFERENT FANDOMS #like 5 more besides them #two or three youtubers??? #a couple of authors and other types of writers that i follow #like i just opened instagram and found out it was chetna makhan's bday like ??? my god #and that's NOT counting all a y'all on here and/or irl #meanwhile every other month of the year i'm like oh look a bday #and then that's it #fucking incredible #oh a bonus shout out to jane fonda and samuel l jackson #two ppl i share a bday with who are infinitely cooler and more impressive than i'll ever be #but i can at least say i have the same bday as them lol

[after-nine-at-the-oasis]

Dang July really decided to ramp it up this year huh

#like it wasn't as eventful in 2020 or 2021 #and there hasn't been much going on this year so far #soo #that ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ #kinda the end of june started it #like roe v wade being overturned was near the end of june #there was also technoblade's death #(it feels so weird and sad saying that like having to remember xdd not laughing btw kinda like a wan smile I guess idk) #(point is it feels weird and melancholy bc it's like acknowledging/remembering it and the xdd was about #the fact that it's from kinda remembering it not that I forgot but just bringing it to the front of my mind-l - anyhoo) #and that honestly went beyond tumblr you know #like most of my 2022 files are about memes or ads on tumblr but his death was way more important and had articles and stuff you know #so yeah more actually world wide event #to more people than just tumblr xdd #anyway #yeah #wild #I mean I'm kind of flattered that july is stepping it up because it's my birthday this month (not that all this is good stuff though some #of it is) there just wasn't really anything new or really stand out about july in particular these past two years #like when my family and I were trying to assign one major event to each month in 2020 and some had many and some it was like uhh? xDD #anyway lol #weird xdd #july 2022 #2022 files

[urlocalsadkid-l]

this life, doesn’t seem worth anything anymore. i know people care, but i just can’t stand being alive. if i die, who would it actually impact? my friends? they’ll meet new people, nothing lasts forever. my family? hell i’m already a burden to them, i’d just be doing them a favor. i really, really wish to be gone.

#by my birthday next month #but alas i still will be here #because i dont have to energy to let myself leave #tw sucidal ideation #tw suicidal thoughts #tw suicide #urlocalsadkid l

[celeryw]

as i'm coming up to my birthday . i had some of my friends save the date for a little get together but i kinda want to cancel it and just be completely alone - i am not going to do this and i will enjoy the company if my friends

#but christ #i feel like i need to be buried in wet soil #there's no way i'm burnt out though right ??? #what happened to me #i was enjoying myself a lot #but like this month has been kind of brutal for me ? #unsure why? #also i think i missed a day for my pill and i was temporarily panicked etc #but i hadn't had sex for a bit before i missed it #and i missed it after my period #and i will not be having sex for another week and a half i think #so i should be good #and honestly if i Do have sex this week i will be using protection #and ultimately . if i do get pregnant l just stop doing that #cel speaks #huh this post was abt my birthday .? #but yeah i'm not going to be 23 for very much longer !!! #and honestly i kind of want to get Disappointed so i have an excuse to be sad again

[straawberries]

ahahaha. really scared right now this is serious 👍👍👍

I HAVE LESS THAN 3 MONTHS LEFT UNTIL IM KICKED OUT AND DONATIONS ARE AT THEIR ALL TIME LOW WHEN I NEED THEM THE MOST

i am less than halfway towards my goal of 2000 dollars to survive moving out, and at the moment, if current trends hold up, im.. probably not gonna make that amount. i dont know what will happen to me if im not able to safely move out, im a visibly trans autistic person living in texas.

for the love of god, please, if you can, donate anything, and if you can send this to like.. rich friends, or friends with nice jobs, or friends with money they dont need, because i could seriously use some help

im appreciating all the encouraging words ive been getting but.. while kind, words will only get me so far. i dont exactly have options for places to live, so the only place i can go if i dont manage to get enough to move out is on the streets.

i get seeing these posts a lot is annoying, i get doing something about it is annoying, i get clicking on a link and sending money is more than you wanted to do while scrolling tumblr, but if everyone who saw this post and had the ability sent me money, i might make it. things are looking bleak, and im looking everywhere i can for sources of income, but at my current pace.. im donezo without a miracle, i think.

C*SH*PP - @delilahswagga

P*YP*L - @delilahkill

i guess ill do the whole thing again

hi! im delilah, im a plural autistic trans girl in an abusive household in a shitty town in texas. ive been incapable of getting a job because no businesses are trans-friendly and i cant exactly pass as cis, i rarely have enough food in the house, and to top it all off, on june 1 2024 (my birthday, in less than 3 months) i am going to be kicked out onto the streets regardless of what i do. i have no options for places to live, i have no options for actual income, so i have to resort to begging on the internet. i know its annoying but.. i really dont know what else i can do that i havent already tried.

i promise to you, if your money goes to me and helps me survive, it wont be a waste. i have so many dreams that i am desperate to fulfill, im in a large polycule (the above banner is my polycule's "logo"/"flag") with people i love and people that love me dearly, and one day i want to live with as many of my partners as i can, and open a bakery with my boyfriend finn. i try to be the best person i can be, i try to help my friends when they need it (and plenty of my friends have told me ive saved their lives or made their lives much better) and. i just want to live. i dont know how to continue this without just sounding like im guilt tripping, so ill sign off here.

please dont scroll past this. share it if you can, copy the link and post it among you friends just to see if they can help, anything, for the love of god.

#plural #autistic #trans #transgender #trans woman #t4t #polyamorous #polyam #actually autistic

[azotowanie]

i might be wrong bc i read thief's magic over two years ago but omfg it would've made so much sense for rielle to be queer !! like,,, her relationship with religion is so queer coded, intentionally or not. her constant life in fear because somebody might find out that she's a magic user??? the whole "it's not a sin until you act on it" thing??? the super religious to atheist pipeline??? I am so mad that she's canonically straight because I don't even need for her to be put in a relationship with another woman just few direct words would've been enough!!!

#also out of 6 named queer characters in millennium's rule only two are wlw and they only appear for like two seconds in the 1st book #I'm not even sure anymore if they even got names but i remember them #also I don't remember whether Yira was bi or I made that up but that would be 7 queers and 3 wlws #and there are also those two unnamed Travelers that live in the same wagon they're sure as hell aren't gay /s #so possibly 9 queers 3 wlws #I wouldn't be so angry about rielle being straight if we had more wlw representation #she deserved to kiss a girl!!! #and she's still very relatable for me don't get me wrong i still like her a lot but like . y'k #we have so little wlw representation . #millennium's rule #milennium's rule #why can't y'all spell why are there two tags millennium is spelled with two l's and two n's #anyway!!! i read thief's magic over 2 years ago and then i didn't read the other books for a year and a half because I didn't have them #and then i got them for my birthday and they spent another 7 months on my bookshelf before i actually picked them up #then i read them in a span of like a month or so . #while also reading for school which wasn't so bad admittedly but i picked them up in that period when #for 2 months straight we were reading a whole ass book every two weeks #and normally it wouldn't be a problem but it is a problem when it's mickiewicz . god i hate that guy