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How about Aizawa's fem s/o (quirk teleportation) accidentally teleports to another dimension where she's Mic's s/o and the s/o from that dimension teleported to her dimension? I saw this prompt a year ago for another fandom and I thought it was cool. Sorry if my wording is confusing. Also, I love your writing! Tysm for bringing joy to my day

[thank you that’s so kind! I’m happy I can make someone happy with all this Drabble going on uo in my noggin hahah but OKAAY so I literally drooled just thinking about the chance to write about Mic’a S/o because I’m gonna be frank with ya chief, Present Mic is my second favorite. So I’m SO beyond excited for this one. Also if it’s okay I’d love to do this in two parts! The first through your perspective and the second through Aizawa perspective with alternate you! Sorry if there’s a few mistakes through out this one it was long so it was harder to proof read]

Part 1

Your bed felt empty tonight, as you reached an unsteady hand back to Shoutas spot. A shiver shimmied down your spine, a twinge of anxiety and pain rippling through your chest. You missed having him so close to you almost as much as you hated falling asleep angry, but I guess all of that was after thought tonight. You retracted your arm back against your chest curling around yourself as you whimpered, the second set of tears rolling down the tracks of their predecessors. In one swift move you coiled the your arms around your knees, the tears on your face uncomfortable. Sticky and warm, the sensation of their salt water irritating your delicate skin. You let out a shaky cough as you rubbed the palm of your hands against your eyes. You’ve had fights with Aizawa before, but none of them ever left you feeling quite this way before.

You knew things with the pro hero weren’t going to be easy. With a reputation far proceeding him, it was pretty safe to imagine how he’d be as a romantics partner. Most of the friends who you expressed your feelings to told you that chasing the man would be like chasing a balloon that had already been released into the sky. It was impossible. You never believed that though, despite what others had to say about him, you knew Shouta was a good man. There was something sweet hidden under that statuesque expression of his. Often times you knew the limitations of how far you could push your lover before you were delt the less sightly sides of his personality. Nights like tonight, when your emotions are already feeling vulnerable and he was feeling the brunt of his burn outs, it was easy to forget the boundaries you’d set within your relationship.

You turned your head into the pillow eyes clenching as you tried to push Aizawa’s hurtful insults out of your head. “I’m tired, I don’t know how many times I need to explain to you tonight Y/N I don’t want to be bothered. If your having a hard time comprehending it, find another place to stay tonight.”

Shaking your head violently, you curled the edges of the pillow over your ears. It took a bit of time but eventually the tears wore the endurance of your eyes thin, your eyelids too heavy to keep open. Unable to fight the feeling your soon passing out. You two promised you wouldn’t go to bed mad at each other. Life can take anyone at any time, we’re only human in this world. Our time is to precious to waste fighting with the one you loved. You should have listened to yourself.

As your body laid asleep, the sparks of your quirk began to flicker, small rips in time appear under your fingers. With all the emotions you felt, your body lost control of its quirk, a demension warping under your hands. Unconscious to your own actions, your body sunk into the rift. When you awoke the next morning you let your finger tips walk to the space behind you, breath catching when you felt a body behind you. Immediately you rolled around, body sprawling across the lump of heat next to you. You could feel your body growing emotional as the lump began to stur and grown, you giving it a tight squeeze “I’m so sorry about last night” you whimpered tears once more rolling down your face. “i shouldn’t have persisted like that when I know you were so tired. It was unfair for me to ask so much of you when you work all week” you sobbed.

Your shoulders shook as you curled yourself closer to the others body, your heart beat speeding when you felt a comforting hand across your back. It was fimiliar but different all at once. The comfort and warmth it brought reminded you of good days, happy days when you felt safe in your lovers arms, but it felt different like the touch you were granted was that of a strangers. With the desire to hide your face away in the others musk you tore back the comforter, heart in your throat as you stared at the body next to you.

“Hey hey hey bae, why the wet eyes? Was it a bad dream?” Your body crawled further into yourself as your eyes met with a well known set of eyes. Even though these charmingly sweet Granny Smith eyes were fimiliar they didn’t belong to your lover. Aizawa’s eyes were dark, and always blood shot from his lack of sleep, the circles always giving them a bottomless black look. These eyes were warm and they reminded you of spring, you knew these eyes. They belonged to your partners friend, who coincidentally happened to be your best friend as well.

Your body naturally flinched back, as Yamada moved forward to touch his lips to your skin. You had switched dimensions in your sleep, you knew it. You’d done something similar to this when you were a kid, it worried your parents sick for weeks when they couldn’t figure out how to bring you home. The panic that you could be stuck here for so long, with out your lover was heart wrenching. It showed in your features, the loud boisterous voice hero frowning in response...”baby what’s wrong...” he asked, you watching as his shirtless torso rose from the bed, you only praying there was clothing covering that bottom half of his.

“I’m sorry Yamada...” you mumbled standing to your feet immediately relieved to see your body was still dressed.

“Whoa whoa, Y/N.....since when do you call me Yamada...” you could see the hurt boiling in those sweet forest eyes of his, you turning away. Strands of soft beige yellow hair shifted over his shoulder as he lifted his arms to rub his eyes before grabbing hold of your gaze, he searching and scanning for answers.

With tension in your chest, you turned your head away from the other, your shoulders hunching as you cringed away “I’m not your Y/N...” you blatantly cried out.

You didn’t wanna turn to see the hurt in his face. You were sure even in this dimension Yamadas Y/N would have warned him of this possibility. “I’m sorry....but my heart doesn’t belong to you where I’m from and it’s uncomfortable for me to act like it does.”

There was a long silence that came from the other and you could feel your heart sinking to the bottom of your stomach, the lyrics of my heart will go on rolling through your brain as the emotions hit and fluttered against your insides. This was a man with the loudest voice in the world and the loudest personality to match. A moment of quiet around Hizashi Yamada was eerily alarming. Against your better judgement your body turned, chin resting against your shoulder as you looked back to see the man silently sat there. Those normally cheerful eyes drained of joy as he sat fiddling with his thumbs in my lap.

Yamada knew his lovers quirk was unpredictable and incredibly unstable. She had often talked about her desire and wish to have a quirk as manageable and heroic as his own. She’s always would tell him of her dreams of becoming a pro hero when she grew up, but with a quirk as unpredictable and dangerous as her own she would never be able to safely perform hero work. He remembered the stories she’d tell him of her childhood that whenever her anxieties were high, she’s accidentally create portals to dimensions in her sleep. It was unavoidable, her mental health played unfairly into the stabilization of her quirk. His lips pulled down in a way you’d never seen before, watching as the others fists clenched tightly at his side “Did I do something wrong?...” he murmured, eyes refusing to look up from the bed.

Hurt by his response you gently stepped forward, lowering yourself back down to the edge of the bed “of course not, how could you think this is your fault...” You couldn’t imagine a single scenario in which this man would try to hurt you. In all honesty, this universe wasn’t entirely hard to wrap your mind around...Back before Shouta was comfortable enough to confess his love and emotions for you, Mic had come to you first, confessing his own desire to be with you. Though when he found out about your mutual feelings with Aizawa, he gracefully moved aside so two of the people he cared for most in this world would be happy.

The green of his irises glossed over as a fresh layer of tears coating his eyes, the excess water threatening to pour. “I know that the more stressed you are, the less controllable your quirk becomes..” he said rubbing at his eyes “that means some where in some time line I must have done something wrong.”

Frantically shaking your head you reached your hand across his lap, scooping his own hand up into your own “No...it wasn’t you Hizashi...it was my own fault. Back in my dimension I had lost a handle of my emotions after a fight with Aizawa...I knew better than to fall asleep still hurt, but I couldn’t help myself...if anyones to blame its me. I was being overzealous and when Shouta snapped at me I got too emotional”

The hurt in his face was visable as he sucked his cheeks in, lips pressing as he nodded. “I guess back in your dimension, Eraser won your heart that day instead of me....”

You could feel the tears tickle your face as they ran down your cheeks, “I’m sorry Yamada..” You let your hand reach up to cup against his cheek frowning “Somethings missing here....where are your glasses? How can you even see two feet in front of you? You’re out of your mind you mad music man” you huffed, the other smiling at your comment.

You felt your own lips turn into a grin, though they quickly fell flat when you watched Hizashis happiness fade to sadness, the corners of his mouth dropping as tears one by one began to hit his lap “You-she used to say that too me too...” he gave a laugh choking on his tears a bit “you-Y/N would go on and on about how I need my glasses to see her beautiful face. I mean hey, you weren’t not wrong. I’m practically a bat without these damn glasses.” He laughed reaching behind him to set the pair of thin framed glasses on the bridge of his nose.

Heat flowed through your chest as you took in the heart ache that other was feeling, you tucking your hands closer to his body as you sighed “I’m sorry about this..I’m sorry I’m not yours” you whispered towards the other, head hung in shame. “Letting you down thst day was one of those hardest moments of my life. You’re still my best friend Hizashi and the last thing i wanted was to break your heart....though looking at the situation now it seems that’s exactly what ive done, twice now...please don’t be mad at me”

Reaching his arm forward, he pressed his palm to the back of your head, yanking you forward and into his chest. “No matter what dimension you come from, you will always be my sunflower,” he murmured, arms wrapping around your torso as his lips pressed to your forehead. “I will never be mad at you I swear! That’s a Present Mic promise, valid in any and all dimensions. Standard rates may apply though” He joked in attempt to lighten the mood, index finger pressing against the tip of your nose. While it hurt him to know you loved someone different, it hurt more to see you so upset.

Your cheeks begin to heat up, chest fluttering as your body slowly began to draw instinctively towards his. Leaning in, your palms supported your body, as your forehead moved to rest against his. “What would I do without you in my life Mic....I hope you get your version of me back..I’m glad to know my heart is being taken care of in this dimension...” you whisper, your lips pressing to the bridge of his nose.

He felt a twinge in his heart but he pushed out a brave smile “I will...just make sure ya let Eraser know, even if you’re not MY Y/N if he snaps at you again accident or not I’m gonna kick his ass from here”

It was then and there you could understand how any version of you could fall in love with this man, a smile dancing on your lips. “I know I’m not your Y/N...but show me what life would be like if i was?” You ask softly, head moving to nuzzle under the others chin. Your eyes still couldn’t see him as anything other then your best friend, but you couldn’t help the curiosity within. You wanted to see what your life here was like.

You could hear his heart bang softly in his chest as he pulled your head turned to rest against his torso. Flutters ran through your stomach as you felt his fingers curled under your chin pulling his face to his. The warmth of his breath against your mouth was enough to jump start your hearts beat, that smile that played on his lips was mischievous as he let his nose rub to yours. “Get dressed, I want to take you out” he smiled, “I know I’m not Aizawa...and i would never want to take his place in your heart, buuuuuuuuuut me and my Y/N has plans for today, which means your taking your own place”

You couldn’t help but laugh, you shoving him back playfully. “I guess that sounds like it could potentially be fun” you teased flopping yourself back on the bed. This life was nice, you were happy that in one of your various lives you’d managed to find the same joy and happiness you held within your own dimension.

As promised, you went through the day Hizashi and “you” had planned, it turning out to be a blast. You spent the afternoon goofing around together just smiling and enjoying each other’s company, and spent all night laughing and dancing. Though even after such an amazing day, your mind still couldn’t think of anything but Shouta and it made you feel just a bit sad. As the day ended, you rolled to the side of yours and yamadas shared beds. You shared a pleasant exchange of good nights, and well wishes before you fell asleep.

While your mind began to relax into sleep, your finger tips began to morph the bed beneath you into swirls of dark purples and blacks. As small puffs of air began to push past your lips your body began to sink into the warp gates building beneath you. Feeling calmed down, your body was able to manage your quirk at last. When morning called, you couldn’t help the disappointed sigh that fell out out your mouth as you rolled over. All through the night all you could think of was seeing Aizawas face just once more, and about how you’d tell him you were so sorry, and missed him so much. Your lashes fluttered as you peered past half open eyelids, heart racing to see YOUR lovers face. He looked miserable as he laid, body distanced from yours, he slepping with his arms tucked under him. You let out a laugh in disbelief your laughter quickly falling into hysterics as you sobbed, throwing yourself at the other, hands moving to grab at his face, his body, his hair. Everything. You just need to make sure this wasn’t a dream. You peppered his face with plenty of soft kisses, you nuzzling closer as you felt his body tighten under yours. “Y/N?....”

“Yeah....it’s me darling...I missed you so much....I’m sorry.” You whimpered. Your partner didn’t say a word, but you anticipated that. You knew he wasnt always a man of many words but when his arms constricted tighter around you, he burying his nose into your hair taking in your scent, that was his own way of saying he missed you just as much as you missed him.

Aizawa brushed your bangs back from your face, his hands coming up to grab your cheeks and pull your mouth right to his, immediately taking your lips up between his own. Feverishly your finger tips clawed down his back as you curled your body against his, every emotion you’ve ever felt for each other fusing through the kiss. The heat between you two lasted until Aizawa’s lips slowly pulled away, his breath rough against your mouth. Allowing your forehead to touch his, he closed his eyes taking a deep breath “your not sorry because you didn’t do anything wrong Y/N. I’m sorry. I was wrong to take my lack of sleep out on you, I shouldn’t have let you go to bed knowing you were so upset.” He whispered the usual stoic look on his face softening.

With a soft smile you wrapped your arms around him and slid your legs between his. “Apology accepted kitten...”

A grin appeared for half a second before smoothing back out to normal as he curled the covers tighter around the both of you “I hope you know your stuck here all day with me” He hummed very matter of factly.

“Jokes on you, that’s exactly what I wanted.” You hummed eyes closing as you leaned yourself into his side.

Once more you two promised to never fall asleep mad, this time making sure you kep your word. Aizawa promised to tell you about what other you was like when you two woke up later. After a crazy day like that, this lazy day in bed with the love of your life was all you needed.

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