#my book finally came <3

[coern-art-very-cool-and-nice]

sekai au 👊😔

#my post #hatsune loopku..... #isat #in stars and time #isat siffrin #isat loop #I was SUPPOSED to make a modern au but look. where that got me #prpject sekai..... #hsatsune miku...... #woaw......... #I haven't planned this yet. I just wanted to draw loop with Miku's pigtails really badly because I came up with the shape idea and went lik #ogguuguuuuGUG #oh bell yeas #actually well I have a little #small group of college students who met via tutor group (by odile) that turned into a book club and maybe band? #they would all suck playing instruments honestly #I made it a sekai au because I needed loop to go SOMEWHERE and went insane trying to figure something out till I finally went fuck whatever #fine #siffrin made a sekai and loop is there. fine. whatever. fine. yeah. fine #I don't know how the timeloop will come in. #I cant have both a timeloop and a sekai at once. #I would forget the other exists #and focus all on one #or it would be too much at once #also its kind of hard to do a timeloop like the one in-game in a modern way? #there's no good rocks to be crushed by that aren't like a collapsing building anyway #OH OH also this might be the last project sekai related art you see for a WHILE #this game hit my brain worse than project sekai I'm so serious #I've burned through almost all of my sketchbook and there are three(3) drawings that aren't siffrin #THREE.

[jenna-louise-jamie]

hey guys, the ending of alex rider season 3. i will never get over it. yassen is free. he saved alex and in return alex freed him from scorpia. i imagine he's gone off into retirement, back to his home country, just like he planned to.

#i was already sobbing my eyes out during the last like 10 minutes of the last episode #but like then the scene happened #where alex was about to get pranked by scorpia one final time but yassen ended it #i fucking lost my mind #i was expecting it and hoping and begging for it and HE CAME THROUGH YASSEN IS A LEGEND #this is from the books btw #the fourth book where yassen kept wanting to kill off damian and dip he said he wanted to retire #scorpia never would've let him #but in this universe he's free of them #AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH #alex rider season 3 spoilers #alex rider season 3 #yassen gregorovich #alex rider

[tio-trile]

Did you hate the season 2 finale? Are you still looking forward for season 3 because of it or are you turned off of looking forward for any tv show good omens from now on?

What season 2 finale? Good Omens has never been adapted into a TV show. I love the book tho!

#I'm craaaaaaazzzzyyyyyyy ahahahahahahahaha #In seriousness to answer your question #Of course I hated it! Every book fan I know hated it! #The past few days has really sucked with miscellaneous Good Omens and also work stuff and it's just shit it's shit it's shit #I hope season 3 never happen now! I think it'll be hilarious that this is the final ending that show fans get :D #All my friends have been getting my full rant for the past few days #Anyways that was so bad and OOC I've been avoiding Tumblr for the past few days #Because every time I came on I have to fight back the strong urge to delete all my show Omens art #And I've promised myself I wouldn't delete my art under any circumstances before because I used to hate when artists I like did that #Anyways I'm not gonna delete art. But I probably wouldn't post anything Show Omens related from now on. Unfollow me if you want #good omens critical

[pherre]

btw i keep forgetting to post but i finally have her.

#i missed my chance to buy it when it came out but after yearssssss. i finally have this book #thank you theo <3 #i can finally see my friend kravitz

[princessofmerchants]

CW: anxiety talk about Nesta in ACOSF chapters 45-50

The moment Nesta learns that Amren voted against her—that is, voted against informing Nesta about the weapons Nesta Made—Nesta's entire inner monologue becomes filled again with damaging and spiraling negative self-talk, self-loathing, and false self-assessments of her own unworthiness of anything good.

It literally begins as soon as something cracks inside her at the knowledge that she was weighed and judged and found unworthy by her former friend. (This is in ACOSF chapter 45.)

This begins a really important shift in Nesta's inner voice that's about to last all the way to chapter 50 with Cassian by the lake. It's a shift from the healthier inner voice she's been cultivating through her friendships at the House of Wind (both with her found sisters and Cassian) and through training and Mind-Stilling, back to something more like how she has felt for the majority of her life, but especially since her father died and (in her mind) she failed to save him, at least until she began to heal in ACOSF.

This shift makes Nesta an unreliable narrator about the world around her during this next stretch of the story, in an incredibly important and devastating way. I hope to write more about this when I reach the hike with Cassian in my reread.

The shift in Nesta is incredibly obvious for anyone who has experienced triggers like this themselves, and on this reread it took my breath away at how authentically SJM writes Nesta's experience here.

This next stretch — chapters 45-50 — are the dark and beautiful heart of Nesta's healing journey in this book for me. I know these chapters receive a lot of criticism, so within the bandwidth I have available to me I want to offer my perspective on just how perfectly SJM nails this next stretch of Nesta's story (which we can take from SJM's honesty in her interviews about this book that part of why she got this so right on the page is because she was writing from personal experience with this herself).

Hopefully more on this to come.

(And while there is a lot I could write about the vital role people like Amren play—or don't—in the healing journey of people with the kind of anxiety and negative self-talk Nesta struggles with, and how unhelpful to that journey behaviors like Amren's in this book are, I'm choosing not to focus on her in any reflective writing I do on this, because I care so much more about Nesta than I do about Amren, so I'm not going to waste precious words on her.)

#these next chapters are the reason acosf will always be one of the best books I've ever read #i know lots of people don't like this part of the book #i dont expect my posts to change that #but it's been 3 years since acosf came out and I think I'm finally ready to process and share why this section means so much to me #anxiety talk #getting personal #acosf reread post hofas #acosf #nesta archeron #nessian #cassian #a court of silver flames #sarah j maas

[mcnuggyy]

sticker book pages from today :o] <3

#stickers #sticker book #Daiso #the first two I got from the dollar store along w some older scraps! #the rest are all from Daiso except for the cacti ones that came from my wonderful partner a few years ago <3 finally got to use them teehee

[phonification]

getting into DSAF again and my god awful obsession with phone guys got me to start thinking about what kind of phones dadroog would be

#i think i have my final choice #dad is an ivory western electric model 500 #mostly because its the most common and popular model #cause it goes with his whole typical dad schtick :3 #and droog is a black western electric model 50 candlestick #ok explaining that one . according to that one machine of death mission book the midnight crew cameos in #the midnight crew n problem sleuth stuff takes place in 1922 #that model came out around 1919-1925 #well DSAF universe wise dad would be a gen 3 n droog would be from the first ancient models #im still figuring it out their stories though #i hope i wrote out the models right #peace out #bonks thinkpan #dadroog

[patroqlus]

i finished my call down the hawk reread!! now im off to read mister impossible for the first time 🙈

#lil rundown on my reading history specifically with this series that absolutely no one cares about but #i read the first 3 books of trc in Jan 2015 waited for trk in 2016 and read it right when it came out #around 2017/18 i kinda just stopped reading all together i was focused on school #when cdth came out in 2019 I hadn’t read any books for quite some time but i read this and i really enjoyed it #more than i thought I would at the time #flash forward to 2023 I hadn’t read a book since cdth in 2019 😭 god it’s bad I know #so I made it a challenge for myself in 2023 alli you will read ONE book ONE you can do it #well december rolls around I have yet to read a book LIKE GIRL #so I was like you are not gonna fail this badly that’s so embarrassing so i decided to read the foxhole court #enjoyed it so much #it reminded me of how bad i loved trc and how much i missed it #so now i have reread the entire trc series and as you can see just finished rereading cdth #now im going into the unknown WEEEE #i will get back to aftg series after i finished the dreamer trilogy i swear!! #i just can’t leave this world for another again until I’ve seen it through to the end finally #ANYWAY MY GOD #alli.txt

[rosewoodprincess]

Finished the main story of Final Fantasy XV! :)

Also played through Episode Gladio and playing through Episode Ignis atm :)

#final fantasy 15 #final fantasy xv #oh boy im in pain :) #last time i cried this much over a game was either xenoblade 3 or crisis core i cant remember when they came out #literally it was just me sobbing at 'walk tall my friends' and then eventually being okay-ish #and then i just kept crying lmao #'you guys are the best'? stand by me? #man just kill me itll cause less pain #i have my take for it all and honestly? i think the six fucked up and had someone else fix their mistakes #might stay up tonight to finish ep iggy and then ep prom and MAYBE ep Ardyn #also have the book to read... #oh boy im suffering #anyway this game is one of my top games tbf #although dont ask me if o prefer this or FF7 because theyre too different to compare

[silenthillbunni]

...📓🖊🧸💘💭

#im so sad that i didnt get a picture with my sister at her graduation #im always the one taking the pictures. and i was taking pics of my mom and sisters when her friends came and took over completely #so i never got to take one with her :( i dont think she cares but i wanted at least a pic of us to exist. idk for how long i'll be here #but yeah.... it is what it is that moment is gone. but it makes me sad that there's no documentation if me being there </3 #unrelated but currently there r a few things to look forward to that im trying to focus on #new seasons of never have i ever. outlander. warrior (finally). minx. titans. #hmmm new namjoon music. halsey ft yoongi for a diablo game :o #then ofc... the main thing: silent hill 2 remake. and alan wake 2.. alone in the dark with JODIE COMER?!?!?! #so yeah trying to focus on that..... :'( bc im feeling a bit sad #but also i have this one thing that im rlly happy and thankful for having in my life too so <33 #ohhh also i now have... 34 books from the library... i need to read at least a few of them... but idk </3

[nbstevonnie]

yeah this makes a lot more sense as the first episode of a show entitled 'miracle workers'

#watching miracle workers #my greatest weakness is that i'm so up for in media res stories and they basically don't exist #so i come across a story i have no context for and i'm like 'ooh in media res! time for me to figure out this world 😊😊' #and it's not till 20 minutes later i'm like '.... wait a minute' #this happened with the mirror of ecidyrue series so bad #came in at like book 4 and was like 'oooh finally a story that doesn't waste time on books 1-3 when the real story starts at book 4' #BUT gotta be real once i realised and went back it's one of the few stories where i have to tip my hat to the author #they had a lot to say and there was 1000% worth in starting from year one #they are one of the rare authors that i trust with hp

[dbphantom]

WHOAG I slept for 14 hours and had a very long dream about Bl/3 H2O au

#Cruddy rambles #Well it started with me checking out some newly released concept art for the game bc ig they didn't push all of it in the art book #<- this was in the dream btw not irl. And they had some really neat pre release designs for the Bl/3 VHs #And part of the game was going to take place on this huge island [not junpai-7 😭] #There was going to be a boss fight with a unique hag/goon enemy and her tink buddy and they both love/hated each other #The Vault on the island had a giant dragon-like monster they flew around and landed periodically [for melee VHs] but it was constantly #Available to fight. Like. You'd be running around the island doing story stuff and the Vault dragon would swoop down and try to initiate a #Fight with you and you had the choice to either fight it or run away/hide #Fighting it and winning would make it weaker when you 'actually' fought it during the story but losing made it stronger and this thing was #Hard to take down in the first place like it would 2 shot you and hunt you down when you tried to hide it was so cool #Also important to note that it was an Eridian construct monster not a fleshy monster which explains why it was active and roaming #Bc the story for this island was actually that you were sent to close the vault to seal the dragon back inside #Because it's terrorizing the ppl of the island trying to keep ppl from getting close to the Vault #So my brain had definitely taken the idea for the warrior and warped it a ton... Cuz I'm pretty sure closing the Vault would do nothing #But it was a cool subversion so I'm down to play with it for my au #Also there was a fun cliffside shack where you'd enter via trap door and the people inside would shoot you to death as soon as you landed #So you had to be quick and kill them before they killed you #Which was fine but I let the older of the two guys live bc I felt bad and he came back around and killed 'me' [I was playing Zane... Lmao] #It was a really big open world too it was kinda cool how it was set up. Like you had that one final goal and then it was up to you how you #Went about and solved it. Obvs not fitting for an irl border/lands game but I really loved it in dream world #It made for a fun story #My favorite area was the waterfall area bc I hid behind it to hide from the dragon and also cheese it a little by shooting it in the eyes #[crit spot] from behind the water bc it couldn't get to me #I should probably note that this whole thing was considered an 'early access' build of bl/3 so it was a little glitchy at times #But really fun. Zane had ice powers. Amara could fly [prerelease she had siren wings not arms ig]. Fl4k was actually a cyborg. Moze could #Summon a bunch of floating guns around her instead of IB and each provided a unique buff while shooting. It was cool af #I kinda wanna draw all their designs. Amara had 4 arms like. Not spectral. Just straight up. Zane had that poncho and different facial hair #Fl4k was half human half robot and their face still had that giant singular eye over the top but it looked almost like a mask #Moze looked almost the same but she had more of a walkable mech suit/armor (?) instead of the leather jacket #Also I wanna draw the dragon. It had the wings of the warrior. Cryo breath. And shot ice spears from its tail.

[sakizm]

you know the only reason i even got into the game of thrones/asoiaf world was because i saw a gifset of jon snow and ygritte with the “we’re only human” quote on my dash one day

#can you tell i am a SUCKER for doomed lovers??? #and ENEMIES TO LOVERS?? pls bury me with that trope #you bet your ass i got teary when finally watched that scene and ygritte was all 'you know nothing jon snow' #normally i'm so stubborn about watching or reading anything that is very popular cause i don't like how it's everywhere lol #but yeah blame that one giftset of jon snow and ygritte that sucked me in like 3 yrs after the show started #then finally read the books like a decade later lol #the books have so many quotes!! many which i have seen on my dash over the years #of course i had to underline them as i came across them in the books #i wonder if i can find that one gifset again...? idk it's been so many years now #don't mind sakizm

[onepiexe]

ok ok im up im up

#logbook #itssssss 5a. . .if i get up now i can go to bed at my normal time #also i sort of?? feel rested?? nice #ive got a bit of a to do list for today and unfortunately my parents have this habit of including me in theirs last minute #just admit it. the only reason you even told me at all was bc i walked out at 11p to grab some water and try to finally sleep #bites you. . . .anyways #if i can repot my asian jasmine and my adansonii. and maybe my. uh. ya know idek what the hell it is. but that too lol #need to water like 7 plants. refill the trays for my wick and grow plants. oh yeah pull some plants out of bags. #actually some more plant tasks but mm #a laundry load. clean up my floor and desk a bit. find my herbs. #oh yeah and then i need to relogin to my online class and finally check it out bc my books came in. going to pick a day a week for classes. #alsoooo i wanna do tarot readings<3 mostly just for myself bc i have a few new decks but i may do apublic one for the new blog lol #uhhh yeah. i think thats the most important ones.

[royxrizafan]

Apropos of literally nothing, I finished Killing Eve and now I’m feeling bitter about how many shows I get invested in that end so poorly it makes me kind of resent the investment I made and not want to ever rewatch again. I honestly don’t watch a fraction of as much TV as I used to and I think I’m realizing that this is why.

#seasons 3 and 4 of killing Eve just weren’t that great #the series finale was so bad that I actually felt uncomfortable watching it #made me think about crazy ex and how season 4 was so terrible that it undid a lot of my love for the show #jtv season 5 literally retconned major plot points about janes love life and career in ways that actually ruined the entire series for me #I loooooved that show and I will never rewatch it bc of how dirty the final season did it #don’t get me started on the past 2 seasons of Riverdale #tvd finale made me want to rip my eyes out and I legit watched that show since I was a teen #it may be unpopular but I thought the final season of g&f was so dull made no sense plot wise and was totally unfunny #Locke and key season 2 was like a bad YA novel from the early 2000s #season 3 of fruits basket cut like half of the novels the entire series was CREATED IN ORDER TO COVER #despite spending two seasons painstakingly being truthful to the books to the point they wasted space #poldark season 5 was embarrassing and I haven’t rewatched despite that being a former comfort show for me while it was still airing #honestly this is like every show I’ve gotten into in the past decade and why I will never shut up about the Shera finale bc it was like #the only time a show I loved ended in a way that made sense seemed thoughtful and intentional and had emotional truth to it #oh and free! #people literally came for my throat over this but I’m older and not in the fandom anymore so I’ll say it #phasing out half your main cast to add like ten new characters in your final two seasons is crap tv

[hardcockcafe]

GREAT DAY FOR BOOKS

#NEW LIBRARY CARD <3 it’s tiny & I was the second and final visitor of the day but there were more than enough options. also got so many dvds #without me saying a WORD to my coworker he was like ‘have you heard of all roads lead to wells? the hippies? I’ll lend it to you’ #so i didn’t have to buy it AND I immediately flipped it open to find a picture of the guy who lent me the banjo I’m using this summer #i knew he came up around that era but it was so surreal to see all the pics #AND an epub for the catcher in the rye which was harder than I expected to find but worth it #i don’t know where to beginnn I also still have to finish the barkerville book I’m rereading first