#my brain doesnt shut the fuck up <3

[solasan]

*through gritted teeth* everyone is entitled to their opinion :) there is no right or wrong answer when it comes to character analysis :) i love engaging with fellow fans and exploring their perspectives :)

#hotd fandom stop being fucking braindead challenge lmao #this doesnt apply to any of my moots obv. ur brains and meats are huge and i love u so much <3 #anyone viewing hotd as a ‘take a side’ type show: ya basic #alicent is not a good person. rhaenyra is not a good person. no one in this show is good that is the WHOLE POINT #they are all crazy divine-touched war criminals and i love them #just ohhh my god u dont have to tear down alicent/rhaenyra w some psycho misognynist shit just to raise the other one up #like i promise thats not necessary. nor is it the point #like the POINT is that they all do terrible things. this is war. everything is ‘justifiable’ and everything is WRONG #mollie shut up

[opens-up-4-nobody]

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#ugh. the fucking struggle of a thing i will not talk about. its just an off shoot of one of my many #obessive compulsive tendencies. it just makes me think of my dad. like hes also a fucking anxious person but hes like. i have the thoughts #but then i dont let them control me so its not an issue. and he knos i get caught up on the structure and identification of problems so #hes always like. its only an issue if its like ruining ur life. and hes right and i definitely meet the standards of both of those things #bc im fucking thinking abt these things constantly. its in my head literally all the time. every second of the day #and i mean i guess this specific thing isnt ruining my life but it certainly isnt helpful and in combo with everything else my quality of #life is not what it could b. idk it just feels all empty which is y i became a fucking workaholic #bc i just get so fucking bored stuck in these stupid patterns that at least i can make myseld useful as i drive myself nuts #it also doesnt help that im still trying to unfuck my leg and not being very successful bc theres this fucking voice in my head like #keep moving. u cant sit down. walk around. dont stop. dont stop. dont stop. i can feel the muscles getting irritated again #its unbearable bc it doesn't really even hurt. i just kno im fucking it up for myself and i have all this excess energy that i cant get rid #of bc i cant run. anyway its just irritating #i probably triggered myself by watching the bear all day lol. its so good but it reminds me of working in a shitty banquet hall when my #brain was on fire. and theyve got that toxic workahoism that i so desperately cling to. and in a weird way i can relate tho their fucked #up mom when everyones just trying to help but shes so fixated on this thing that's clearly causing her distress but shes just screaming at #them. like i mean i have insight into my issues and i try not to let them affect anyone but me but its so hard when its like. i have to do #this thing. i have to do it. i kno its bad. i kno its fucked up but shut the fuck up and let me do this. u dont fucking understand #but i wouldn't say that bc i kno its irrational. ugh. i also have to go to a lab dinner tomorrow. maybe #no time has been listed so idk. its for my leaving so im technically the focus. hate that for me. whatever. itll b fine #at least the place is within walking distance and its like less than 3 weeks until i leave #unrelated

[n0ct0urn1quet]

do you guys ever get those thoughts where you think really really hard about someone you dont like (in this case, my moms bf) and just start seething with rage and in ur mind ur like "i hope you die i hope something bad happens to you i hope all these horrible things happen to you and i hope mom breaks up with you" . but then you start thinking about it and u start worrying like oh what if he does die but its while he's driving somewhere with my mom and they both end up dying and its my fault because i hoped he died and got injured. do you get what im saying or am i just fucked up and insane

#its like when i see those posts that are like reblog or else you'll have bad luck and i scroll past it going 'psh yeah this wont affect me' #and then i start overthinking it and i get all paranoid like oh what if i DIE what if SOMEONE BREAKS IN WHILE IM SLEEPING #all because i didnt REBLOG THAT FUCKING TUMBLR POST !!!!! and now i have BAD LUCK and EVERYONE I LOVE is GONNA DIE BC OF ME #awgugh i am miserable #sorry its like 3:43 in htge morning i really should be asleep but i cant #im just sitting onmy bed . in the dark. in silence. just. thinking #my brain never ever shuts up once i have a thought in my head it just keeps going around and around and around and over and over aagain #imgb so . tired always #i wish i could turn my brain off when it gets like this . but i cant!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #i lay down . in silence. and i try to sleep. and i cannot #so i turn on youtube n just listen to a video to at least fill my thoughts with whatever im watching #it doesnt work and suddenly ive watched 2+ hours worth of videos that i compledely zoned out to because THINKING #i dgont want my brain . to Think anymore. shut it up shut it up! !!!!!!!!!!

[modernmutiny]

The worst part about PTSD is when i wake up Knowing the next night is gonna be bad and there's Nothing I Can Do About It >:(

#teddy talks #actually cptsd #i woke up today and checked my window locks without thinking #so. you know. #ive literally spent all day checking my exits and where people were every ten minutes #i had to plan in my head how i would escape if all my coworkers went insane and tried attacking me at once #just so my brain would shut the fuck uo #and has it? no. #normally weed kills it but im out and the store doesnt open for another 5/6 hours #so im breaking out the good whiskey #bc id rather not spend another night jumping at shadows and having gutwrenching flashbacks thanks #literally last time (like. 3 weeks ago) i had to take a walk around the block with a joint in my pjs at 4am to stop myself from #doing something stupid #anyways. im glad my job doesnt drug test bc id be fucked #also glad i live in a legalized state bc otherwise id be double fucked #anyways. #good whiskey and the half edible i have left it is #hopefully ill black out and actually Sleep for once #not gonna hold my breath for it

[kimmkitsuragi]

little devil in my head is whispering me to play civ 6......... mustn't think

#this never ever ends well i end up spending 10+ hours a day on this game whenever i can. this is not ok #there is also a little bug shaped devil in my head at all times to replay HK #which i give in from time to time and play a couple of hours just to scratch the itch #but honestly before all that and my little baldur gay game i SHOULDVE finished totk lmao 😭😭😭 #and had a new disco run but never even touched it after i got bg lmao #also gonna continue sdv w my sister next week bc she wants to see the new update #and obv i can nottttt turn down her request of actually spending time with me . rare occurrence 🥺 #she couldve played on her own but she asked me. maybe she doesnt dislike me that much <3 that's nice #anyway what about all the other things that i should be doing? what other things? :D lol #disappointing myself in blender by taking too long to finish this simple project that was supposed to be a warm-up project ... #to be fair i didnt work on it last week after i started it bc of the exam #but still :// #should sit down and start writing this fucking paper because it IS an exciting opportunity but that makes my brain shut down lmao #also trying to ignore the uncertainty of my future so hard. #also should study german like literally i should make more effort on that ugh #ughhhhhhh i should do more!!!!!!!!! i should do so much more about everything !!!!!!!!!!! #🗒

[hauntedhowling]

I notice I huff a lot. And express with my nose lip and teeth

Sometimes I feel my snout straight up, I find myself nuzzling it into my mates neck when we cuddle. I wish he could feel my snout too. I feel myself change a lot when we cuddle. I feel safe and it just happens.

It happens a lot when I don't want it to though too. I feel immature because of it. It's rough. I can't help it and I know it's bad. My legs fold in and it's hard to stand. My chest hurts, I feel my ears fold back. It's hard to explain.

#i wish i could be more open without my brain gaslighting me about it. i feel guilty about talking about it online bc my brain is telling me #'ur lying ur lying ur lying' when i just need to talk about hallucinations and shit. most ive learned to ignore if it doesnt fuck with me #but ive gotten 2 on my body werewolfisms. once my hands elongated like davids in awil. another i had 3 wolf fingers. i try to shut up about #it but its in my head all the time. im just stressed and tired. im constantly teetering on wolf and man and its fucking rough!!!! #i hate my brain constalty gaslighting me to keep myself grounded but its all the fucking time and i feel like such a fucking burden talking #about it bc i sound fucking insane and nobody else is dealing with it. #vent #i just..... idk #im so unsure of myself. it took me years to accept i might have bpd. i just brought up schizophrenia to my mate which he agrees on. i just. #im so tired.

[pizzapizzadickz]

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#diary #personal #lying down on the bathroom floor in the dark truly does wonders. yknow? #i feel a lot better. like. im not on the brink of shattering anymore or anything #im still upset internally. but. im fine enough to like. take a shower after work n stuff now. #i always have gotten overstimulated and stuff. so its no surprise that chilling like this helps. #and my back pain has gone down a good amount too. its probably like a 3 or so? #my body truly doesnt handle standing all that well so it sucks i have to for my job. otherwise that wouldnt have happendd #haaah. im just glad to be in slightly less pain. it was probably at a 5 or so. itll probably be better tomorrow. #unfortunately i have a few vertebrae outta place again so thats why its REALLY causing problems probably. #okay. i can get through this. just give the bunny supper. and take a shower. and brush my teeth. then bed. #yes it is only 4pm but by the time im done itll be 7 #and its probably best if i get my ass in bed asap. even if i dont sleep. bc between the weighted blankets and dark room ill be okay #*sigh* its troublesome. really. but there's not much to be done either #i jusf hope my brain shuts up and stops replaying social situations i fucked up in my head. bc it hurts #oh well. ill try to get myself to eat as well maybe. *sigh* but idk if i can. ig all i can do is try to accommodate things.

[redr0sewrites]

Sub!Sanemi Thirst<3

🥀Cw: smut, dry humping, overstimulation, cursing, rough dom reader, sub space, begging

🥀 minors dni

Sanemi is such a whiner. He's all bark and no bite, he acts so strong and untouchable yet crumbles at the slightest grind of your hips against his! sanemi acts so mean, he truly thinks hes in charge at all times- that is, until your fucking him senseless. its almost pathetic, hes cursing you out with tears in his eyes yet hes taking your cock so well, sucking you in like hes addicted to you- and truly, he is.

Gag him, tie him down, slap him, bite him, ruin him. He needs it fast and rough and hard, and he needs it to hurt. Sanemi is never satisfied unless he has an assortment of marks to show off the next day, bite marks and scratches littering his chest alongside the scars he wears so proudly.

praise him, degrade him, it doesnt matter to sanemi. he just needs to hear you, to feel you, he just needs you. whether your overstimulating him until hes a babbling mess, screaming your name like a prayer, or whether your edging him until his voice is cracking and hes almost- almost- begging you to fuck him, sanemi needs you to talk him through it every step of the way.

dont treat him like glass, he can take anything you give him. push him to the ground, step on his dick and only let him get off by grinding against your shoe. it's humiliating, he'll fight it at first but the sight of the oh so strong wind pillar humping your shoe like a bitch in heat is always worth the complaints he will throw at you. and believe me, he will complain. sanemi will bitch and curse and shout at you, yet the second you gag him and grab his neck roughly hes putty in your hands.

i think sanemis head gets really hazy during sex very easily, hes the type to enter subspace pretty quickly. the more confusing and overstimulating you make it for him, the more blissed out he becomes. treat him harshly, fuck him rough until hes practically sobbing but sing the sweetest praises to him until hes babbling in confusion. he barely knows what he wants, his brain is just so fuzzy, he cant even think :( or, if you prefer, you can treat him sweetly, fuck him slow and soft and press little kisses to his scars while you worship his body until hes feeling hazy, then start spitting out the cruelest words. call him your whore, your slut, your bitch in heat, anything and everything that comes to mind. he can't determine the difference between pain and pleasure anymore, and in either case will turn into a helpless needy whore from the stark contrast of your words and actions.

"f-fuck you!" sanemi spat at you, trying to squirm away as you snickered. he didnt get far before your foot returned to his crotch, pressing down roughly against the bulge in his pants. "imagine what the others would think if they saw you right now," you smirked, looking down at him as you spoke. sanemi's eyes squeezed shut at your words, and his hips bucked up instinctively against the toe of your boot as you applied pressure to his clothed dick. "oh? do you want them to see you? who knew, the mighty wind pillar is such a whore. grinding like a bitch in heat against my shoe." you sneered, moving your foot to press a little higher and sanemi whimpered. "ngh- shit" sanemi gasped out, hands clawing at the carpet as he desperately chased the friction you were supplying. you paused at the sound, looking down at his flushed face. his bare chest was heaving, and his hair was ruffled as he looked up at you, eyes already glazing over in pleasure. the eye contact made his cock twitch, and you began to move your foot ever so slightly. sanemi let out a choked moan, throwing his head back and bucking his hips again to grind against your shoe. "awww, your doing so good for me baby~ such a good boy, getting off like a little whore on my boot for me. your so pretty baby, such a needy little thing!" sanemi let out a sob at your words, his whole body tensing as the grinding of his hips grew more sporadic as his orgasm approached. he was humping your foot desperately, tears forming on his lashline as need began to ivercome his dignity. "fuck fuck fuck fu-unhhggh" he moaned desperately, the pleasure clouding his mind and making him feel all floaty. he could feel his release about to form, yet at the last second you pulled away. why were you being so mean? sanemi let out a soft sob at the loss of contact, and you cooed, moving to straddle him as you wiped tears from his face. his head was so hazy, he couldn't think straigh, not with the feeling of you pressing against his painfully hard cock. sanemi's hips jolted upright, dry humping you as he grinded desperately, begging for release. you smirked yet again, pinning his hips down and forcing his movements to a stop. fuck, you couldn't wait to ruin him

BARK BARK BARK I NEED HIM SO BAD IM FROTHING AT THE MOUTH SHAKING THE BARS OF MY CAGEEE URGHRHH THIS MANNNNNN

#sub sanemi #sanemi shinazugawa #sanemi smut #sanemi x reader #sanemi x y/n #sanemi x you #demon slayer x you #demon slayer x y/n #demon slayer x reader #demon slayer smut #sub demon slayer #sub kny #kny smut #kny sanemi #sub sanemi smut #sub sanemi x reader #sub!sanemi #sub!character #bro hes soooo #i need him so bad #god i need to rail him #demon slayer #sanemi shinaguzawa #kny x reader

[ataraxixx]

How did roleswap citrus meet each other? 0: also how are some of their conflicts reversed? if this is stuff you can share lol :)

HI ok so im still working out a lot of this au in my brain bc i am kind of bad at aus so sorry if some of this seems kind of bad or makes no sense….. This is also gonna be a long one and answer a lot more than just ur question so sorry. But i need to infodump it somewhere </3 ill put it under a break bc this is a LONG One sorry

So for morro ive talked abt how i think hes a robot who was built to fulfill the green ninja prophecy and his is his sole purpose/directive. To defeat the dark lord. Kind of how zane/echo are ‘built to protect’ and live by that (or try to lol). So morro is created a long time before the ninja come together and he seeks out wu in order to figure out how to get to Garmadon. Because his purpose is to defeat garmadon. And wu is like.(who the fuck is this guy) and basically takes him in under the impression that. Maybe he could actually be the green ninja? And even though wu realizes its  definitely not morro he does keep trying to train him bc he doesnt want morro to go off on his own to try and find garmadon. But eventually he has to come clean and morro is annoyed bc he thinks wu has put everyone in danger by stalling the prophecy (he obviously doesnt believe it when wu tells him hes not the green ninja because he *is*!) and he tries to leave as wu predicted, but wu doesnt let him and instead shuts him off for his own protection. Morro gets to live in the monastery basement for awhile and wu always thinks abt powering him back on but doesnt bc hes like. This guy is going to try and do stupid shit (hes right). So he just stays in the basement until obv the ninja arrive and the shows events happen as normal but the monastery gets burned down and in the rush to get out and the move to the bounty, wu forgets abt morro being there… and when he does remember hes there, he ultimately decides its probably for the best if he isnt powered on again bc there IS a green ninja now and he doesnt know what morro would do if he met lloyd. And doesnt want lloyd to get hurt. So cue skybound when nya and jay are on the run from nadakhan, instead of going to the lighthouse they instead go to the ruins of the monastery because jay remembers wu had this cryptic ass basement he would never let the ninja go into, and jay thinks maybe theres some kind of crazy secret weapon in there or something that can stop nadakhan. Instead they find morro, and they power him on. And hes like. Oh! Youre the other ninja from the prophecy. and agrees to help them although hes a little confused on whats going on bc hes like shouldnt we be fighting garmadon… but he joins the substitute ninja in the fight against nadakhan. 

Echo was Dr. Julien’s original son who was alive and like. A #real boy. I think maybe dr. julien wife(??) died in childbirth and echo was born very sickly so dr. julien sought out a magical way to heal him. I think this is probably how he got involved with the skeletons in the first place bc them seeking him out always felt random to me i feel like they should have some history mb. So maybe like samukai or another skeleton was like oh i totally know a spell that will make your son healthy and normal. And dr julien was like . Hm. but kind of desperate so he went with it and of course it  did make his son healthy and normal. Except the price of the spell is that it curses the soul of the person its used on. So echo lived normally with his father for many years until he was outside late collecting firewood one evening and was attacked by treehorns (this was before dr. julien built the guard robot) and A) discovered he had the ability to control the wind which was cool. Except he didnt know how to use it and just kind of fucked up badly and got lost in the woods while trying to run from the treehorns. And B) was still injured in the fight and now Also Lost and basically died trying to get home from both injuries + hypothermia. Rip bozo!. And of course dr. julien was devastated and like pinocchio-core i guess decided to build a new son and that is the  Current Zane. he is a copy but he was never told about that of course bc dr julien didnt want to think abt the son he lost. But yea echos soul was cursed and he went to the cursed realm which  um. Hardened him so to speak. He learned he was cursed because of his father and it pissed him off a little bit but only mildly. But i think the cursed realm is like hell or whatevr so the ghosts go through bullshit all the time bc like. Theyre the souls of the damned or whatever right. So by time echo manages to get out hes become apart of the pre eminents ranks and her plans and what not and hes like sure  whatever. I want revenge on my dad for cursing me (<-- guy who has gone through the ringer) but he gets out at the end of s4 and discovers. Oh. my dad didnt just curse me. When i died he replaced me with a stupid machine! Ok! And he possesses zane and also does pre eminent plan and etc….average s5 stuff i think. Idk im not the best at rewriting seasons if anyone has any ideas for this let me know.

I think at the end of s5 echo doesnt get his shit rocked because i like him. And i think it would be nice if he could get along with zane a little. So maybe he stays as a ghost and maybe nya or borg or whoever builds him a robot body he can possess and use instead of being a ghost all the time:) and he doesnt necessarily join the team bc hes not . a ninja nor does he want to be but hes still the master of wind so hes a useful ally to the ninja and helps them out with bigger threats. LIKE. the sons of garmadon. Transition…. (PS. i also think that echo and morro would meet in skybound bc echo would also be on the substitute ninja team but this would be undone by jay. Of course)

So. the SoG go to the ruined monastery at some point or other to try and find some dirt on the ninja and also just to find old wu scrolls or whatever they can scrounge up. And What they DO scrounge up is this fuckass robot whos been here for however long bc. Obviously skybound didnt happen! And jay and nya never went back for morro bc they were like. Umm he was weird and also would probably try to kill lloyd if he met him maybe. And also like lets be real they just wanted to ignore this shit ever happened why else would they leave echo in canon lol. So the SoG find Morro and power him on and hes like ummm. Hey. its me. The green ninja. Who are you. And harumis like…??? Are you sane or what. But she sees an opportunity here. Bc this robot solely wants to fight garmadon. And shes like. Ok. well we’re gonna get garmadon here. If you help us you can fight him. This is your destiny. And hes like damn ok sure sounds good to me! (nobody is gonna tell him that the destiny already happened and theres Another Guy who is the green ninja btw). So morro joins the SoG idk what his name should be. Mr. M is fucking stupid sorry. If anyone has any ideas for morro biker name lmk. But hes there or whatever and then when lloyd goes undercover in the SoG and snake jaguar fight a la mutt malamute style. Morro and lloyd fight and morro reveals his identity to lloyd as the green ninja (he thinks hes very cool) and lloyd is like. What. lmfao. And is like. Youre  not the green ninja …? I am…? And they get into a fight abt it and morro beats up lloyd bc hes annoyed at all the lies this guy is saying to him about how his destinys already been fulfilled and wu lied and etc etc. lloyd loses the fight rip bozo. 

I am a wojira duo fan and i think that persists here except  its echo and nya instead so im gonna talk abt that. I think theyre friends. So i think nya would confide in echo about the events of skybound and so i think echo remembers what happened (in my mind skybound is like. Everyone can remember it but they have to be reminded what happened for it to be recalled? Bc splinter implies lloyd and clancee have vague impressions of it in their minds. Idk its interesting). So he remembers morro and when lloyd is like yea some fuckass robot is saying hes the green ninja  jay nya and echo all collectively just kind of look at each other about it. Like thats OUR fuckass robot saying hes the green ninja. And because i am not limited by pacing i can do whatever i want and have jaya tell the team abt skybound finally (things that shouldve happened in s8 originally lol) and theyre all like. Oh. what girl. And jay insists that if they can get to morro and tell him what happened in the lost timeline he will remember it and join them bc hes a good person at heart. (probably). So the next time they encounter him would actually be when pixal finds the SoG in ‘the quiet one’ so i think. Echo and her went together to go stall them since echo can also just fly over w the mech using powers lol. So they find killow morro uv and  echo and morro fight 1v1 . yuri btw. And echo reminds him of what happened and morros like. Hm. I do remember this. But i need to help the SoG so i can defeat garmadon and prove im the green ninja. So fuck off? But i think obv when the  SoG DO revive garmadon morro immediately tries to fight him and gets his ass kicked……I dont think he gets destroyed but i do think he gets fucked up enough (the ninja probably fix him) that he realizes lloyd wasnt lying and that he isnt supposed to be the one to fight garmadon. Like theyve all been saying. Which kind of fucks him up a bit bc like. Thats literally his sole purpose and wtf is he existing for if he cant even do that. Youve given the perfectly good robot anxiety oh no. but also i could probably talk abt this for another like 4 paragraphs i need to put an end here bc this is already like 3 pages on google docs…….Sorry you did not ask for all this. But i needed to explain the context

#citrusswap au #ajasks

[fucksurass]

OMG FINALLY HAD THE MOTIVATION THIS WAS KILLING ME

DEAD? Park!

Pt. 4

Kenny: Sigh

Stan: Hey wheres Cartman?

Kyle: Probably at home sleeping his fat ass off. Maybe his mom was like "Oh my poor baby Eric stay home you look so sleepy!!!"

Stan: Heh heh yeah maybe

Kenny: Sigh

Kenny: Mmmppppphhhusisoeoleidb....

Mr. Garrison: Blah blah blah new student in Ms. Choksonsiks class blah blah

Damien: Blah wheres my Pip?

Mr. Garrison: Damien stop thinking with your dick and use your brain for once.

*Laughter*

Damien: Shut up ill kill you all!!

Stan: Seriously dude where is Cartma-

Pip: WE HAVE BISCUITS!!

Everyone: COOKIES!!!

Mr. Garrison: Well would you look at that. Today isnt complete shit!

Pocket: One at a time you lot!! No shoving!

Kyle: Oh my god these are good! Fatass is missing all of this!

Stan: Haha yeah! Fuck you Cartman you dont deserve theseeee

Pocket: Fancy a biscuit, Emo boy?

Damien: Um.... No. I dont like what you put in it, Beaver.

Pip: Now Damien, just because you are so bitter doesnt mean you cant have a bit of sugar!

Damien: Ha ha. Funny.

Butters: Hey Ken look. Cookies!

Ken: Mph...

Pip: Oh poor Kenny.

Pocket: Oh no. You are not going to give him a biscuit are you? He called me a slag!

Pip: Technically he did not. We may have overreacted a bit... Kenny!

Kenny: Mph...

Pip: Kenny look.

Pip: Have it.

Kenny: What? But arent you still mad I... Said you died..?

Pip: Oh I am furious but you look a bit down so take it.

Kenny: ...Thanks. And sorry.... I dont know whats going on..

Pip: Thats quite alright. Eat it already!!

Kenny: Okay okay! ....

Pip: ............

Kenny: Wow. This is good. Really good! What... Whatd you put in this?! Howd you make it!!

Pip: ...Oh..

Pip: Thats a secret.....

Kenny: Wh-wha- I-

Pip: Shhhhh-

Kenny: What did you put in-

Pip: NOTHING

Kenny: .........

Pip: YOURE BECOMING QUITE THE PA-

Pocket: Phillip!! Damien took my biscuit! He didnt even want any!

Damien: I want some now. Wow this taste like asshole.

Pip: Oh dear I must go!

Pip: Poor you! You look like youve seen a ghost! There there!

Kenny: ....................I-

Pip: I REMEMBER TELLING YOU TO SHHHH- Have a good day, mate!

Pt. 3

Pt. 5

#DEAD? Park! #south park #artists on tumblr #digital art #art #southpark #kenny sp #kenny south park #sp pip #damien sp #pocket south park #sp kyle #sp cartman #south park stan #mr. garrison #pentagram #au #sp au #south park au #southpark au

[roachemoji]

Stranger Things - Season 3 thread 03 01

LETS GO GIRLS!!!!!!!!!!!

Okay okay okay starting off strong 1984 i see you i see you all these bald men are so sweaty and shiny and exhausted looking.

OH THE VFX BUDGET WENT UP BABBBEYYY OH LOOK AT THAT SHIT THATS COOL AS FUCK

So El isnt the one who opened the gate OG?? Really sick that they needed that much power to do it only forit to backfire and some little girl could do it with ease - OUFH SORRY TO THE BITCHES WHO JUST GOT EXPLODED

i understand why the bald men are sweaty and exhausted looking

SO WHY DO THEY WANT TO GET IN THERE SO BAD!!!!! OH THIS IS THE RUSSIAN PLOT PART YEAHHH

is this like ....... wanting to win the coldwar type shit??? because we're past the space race and into the 80s.... (<- guy who doesnt know much about this specific subject of history tbh)

EL LOOKS SO GOOD - fucking hate seeing them kiss im so sorry it makes me so uncomfortable - FEELING REAL HOPPER THOUGH LIKE ITS ICKY but also damn KING GIVE UR KID SPACE

i fucking LOVE THE shift in colours in this season !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LIKE ITS SO BRIGHT I LOVE IT!!!! AND STEVEEEE!!!!!! AND I FINALLY GET TO MEET ROBIN!!!!!!!!!!!!

oh this movie is foreshadowing some shit i can feel it. labesq SHIT!!!!!!! AND THEN THE POWER GOING OUT!!!!!!!!!!! this means things my brain is too small to make proper connections

OH SHIT LITTLE ME!!!!!!!

YEAH SEE Lost smoke monster !!!!! somethings thers i just know it

"im not gonna fall in love" "ok"

JOYCE MY BELOVED

booOOOOOBBBBBBBB!!!!!!!!!!!!!

DUSTIIINNNNNNNNNN

<- guy whose just REALLY EXCITED TO SEE THEIR FAV LITTLE MAN

GIRLIES WHO ARE WE LOOKING COOL FOR IM -

thought it waas gonna be gay forgot Billy existed

HOPPER IS ACTUALLY A FUCKING INCEL IM CRYING ITS BEEN LIKE 20 MINUTIES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! KING OH MY GOD SHUT UP rooted for you but nah youve really always been like this

A Heart to Heart? What is that? <- man whose never been shown compassion???? WHAT DO YOU MEAN YOU DONT KNOW WHAT THAT IS shut up

ngl tho me n hopper shaking hands how to you approach people about things without people helping you write shit out word for word

this entire board roOM REMINDS ME OF THE BEGINNING OF SEASON 2 OF FARGO - but she a woman TYPE SHIT AKSHJD

Nancy is. trying so HARD and girl i am so sorry

HIS GIRLFRIEND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND THE WAY HE TALKS ABOUT HER <3333

Steve. i got nothing to add he just. wow

ROBIN I LOVE HER I L OVE THE PLATONIC RELATIONSHIPS ON THIS SHOW!!!!!!!!!!!!

Its romantic <- jealousy

Its gross <- somehow not jealousy tho sorry

Its bullshit <- jealousy

BRO ARE HE LLO WHAT PIED PIPER SHIT IS HAPPENING???? CRYING AT ALL THE LITTLE CGI GUYS LOOK AT THEM ALL!!!! THEY ALL HAVE LITTLE WHITE FEET THO???? THOSE ARE. exploding. theyre exploding. :(

ENOUGH OF HIM I DONT WANT TO SEE HIM I WANT TO SKIP THROUGH HIS MOMENTS I ACTUALLY HATE HIM SO FUCKING MUCH IM IN. PAIN. LIKE. OU GH. THE. SECOND HAND EMBARASSMENT IS? PAINFUL I HATE THIS I HATE THIS I HATE THIS I HATE HIM I HATE HIM IHATE HIM PHYSICALLY GAGGING

LUCAS AND MAX mAKE me so happy and MAx is still transmasc coded in my heaRTTTTT

DUSTIN BABY IM SO SORRY YOURE HAVING A MY CANADIAN GF MOMENT BUTSHES MORMON AND FROM UTAH

SHOWING MomEnts of Joyce being so happy and gENUINELY IN LOVE WITH BOB JUST HURTS SO MUCH HE WAS SO FUCKING GOOD. RAGE RAGE RAGE RAGE RAGE RAGE RAGE

oh now we have shit with MAGNETS and the spaceship space race cold war babbeyyyy

DISEASE RATS!!!!!!!

HOPPER ASHING ON HIS FACE KING????? OW?????????????????????

This is so uncomfortable bro my dad did this to me once and it was horrifically misguided on his part and he was making some wild ass assumptions about my relationship with certain people and oUGADHADKAJSHAKSJH this isthe season of second hand embarassment and its PAINFUL

MIKE IS JUST MA KING IT WORSE PLEASE SHUT UP I OH MY GOD OH MY GOD I KEEP PAUSING IT BC I CANT HANDLE THIS

HOPPER H ELLO ????

IM

THIS IS

BRO THIS fucking entire season is gonna be so fucking painfULLLL STOP STOP STOP like the. BROOOOO stop stop stop whose got a link to a breakdown of the family dynamics between everyone and how fucked up everyone is i cant even put thi sinto words im just losing my mind hopethis makes sense

SORRY DUSTIN I !!! GOD. PICKING UP RUSSIAN SHIT INSTEAD OF HIS GF SORRY

i literally cant handle this weird Billy fucking Milfs arc and i cant even begin to stress how much i fucking hate it and him. I have literally no room in my heart for that piece of shit

im SORRY to KaREN WHEELER THOUGH LIKE DAMN GIRL your mariage is in shambles and you really want to be fucked by THIS GUY ?

HA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IDIOT FUCKING GET ATTACKED BY FERAL DISEASED RATS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! CALLING ALL RATS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

KILL!!!!!!!!!!!!

i know he fucking dies but iM GONAN LOSE MY MIND DOES HE GET FUCKIGN KILLED BY STOPP STOP STOP STOP STOP STOP THIS IS SO FUC NNY YEAHH HYEAHHH BABEY FUCKING GET HIS ASSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE

#bo posting #stranger things #st #live blogging #AHHH OEADSKJH FUCKING EAH BABEY YEAH YEAH YEAH

[yuukei-yikes]

can we get uhhhhhh some hibiya thoughts

yes. yes. yes. i fucking love hibiya. he's LITERALLY A LITTLE GUY when i got into kagepro he was one of my faves actually cuz he was the closest to my age at the time. i was 13… im 22 now! lol thats not weird at all *eye twitch* sry ive been weird abt the passage of time lately. erm wait this isnt my therapy session <- doesnt go to therapy

HIBIYA. LITTLE GUY. my thoughts on him………honestly, i recently reread all the novels and god his intro chapters were HARD to read. all the creepy stuff abt hiyori yknow. i was cringing so hard. i kinda wanna ignore it bc i'd rather do that with the weird bits kagepro has to offer, but not to get rid of it completely. like id take away hibiyas whole thing abt a collection of hiyori pics but still keep the aspect of him that worships her. and how that dynamic would COMPLETELY go away post str.

post str hibiya is VERY different from how he started out. i mean. 10 year old timeloop…. he hasn't grown at all mentally like he has to process all this with his 12 year old brain, but going through all he did he just kinda looks at things rly differently now. not obsessed with hiyori, for one…. and she's also different to him. their relationship changes drastically bc now they both respect each other LOL listen i know im annoying with my codependent relationship headcanons but… eyes hibiya and hiyori

these bitches are 12. spent 10 years watching each other die over and over and literally die for each other. AND THEN THEY GET EACH OTHER BACK? ERM. yeah theyre NOT letting go of each other. its not so much codependency as much as it is awful awful awful separation anxiety. god are there any fics of hibiya and hiyori going back home and having a breakdown at having to separate and go to their own houses (bc in the city they were living together so it doesnt hit that they need to separate until they go home)???

hiyori would still be kinda bitchy and bossy but definitely not horrible to hibiya. and also her attitude hits different when she's also always holding his hand and refusing to go anywhere without him and throwing tantrums when any of the dan members even imply any activity that would require to separate them. and she wouldnt rly be embarrassed abt it i think hiyori would be super open and vocal abt HIBIYA HAS TO BE WITH ME ALL THE TIME !!!!!! and hibiya isnt even flustered hes just like *NODDING NODDING NODDING* bc he's the same with her. girl… SEPARATION ANXIETY HIBIHIYO<3 mekadan so sick in the head <3 they have 78 undiagnosed mental illnesses <3

not to make it abt my future headcanons of psych major hibiya but. new generations man. hibiya is 10000% the one in the dan going like GUYS WHAT HAPPENED TO US WAS SOOOO MESSED UP and everyone's like lol yeah !!!! and he's like DONT LOL ABOUT THIS IM FUCKING SERIOUS??? especially since he's such a fucking outsider to everything like everyone else's been experiencing all these tragedies since they were born and he just kinda. had a normal life before? and like i said NEW GENERATIONS MAN THEYRE PSYCHOANALYSING THEMSELVES AND EVERYONE AROUND THEM…. the dan is so used to this shit that they kinda lmao rock and roll thru it and hibiyas like NO. NO. NO. EVERYONE. THERAPY. NOW!!!!!! it becomes his special interest he starts getting all into psychology and when he comes back to the city for his visits suddenly he's diagnosing everyone with stuff and the dans like *shaking* MAKE THE KID SHUT UP also realises he has separation anxiety with hiyori and works on it. hiyori is surprisingly the one most terrified of letting go. and like i said…. 10 year long time loop being processed in a 12/13 year old brain.. hibiya is SUPER self aware. he makes sure of it

ok and. heh. haruka. THE WHOLE HIBIYA HIYORI AND HARUKA THING COULD BE ITS OWN POST… SO… IM LEAVING IT HERE CUZ THIS IS ALREADY SUPER LONG but im just gonna say. hibiya's IN DENIAL of konoha being gone. he keeps expecting haruka to go away. hibiya THINKS he's super mature, and he is for his age bc of all this shit and his willingness to understand his problems and everyone else's. and everyone else also think he is mature, but this is just something he can't stop being a 12 year old about. his friend is gone! WHY does it have to be gone!?!? especially in an ending where hiyori is back. if she wasnt, then he'd be more accepting of the losses bc there were 2 both konoha and hiyori and like it becomes another whole thing abt letting go and mourning but if she is back…everything is supposed to be perfect!! everyone made it back!! why couldn't konoha? why does it have to be gone? its not fair! he doesnt care this haruka was the body's true owner!! konoha was his friend! it also deserved to live as much as this haruka guy!!! why is HE more important!!!?!?!?!? and he just. he's just insanely immature abt it. and he knows he is but truth is he's just really fucking sad and regretful about konoha being gone. i could also talk about hiyori and harukas feelings abt it but heheh yeah this is super long. erm. hibiyita el chiquito <3 hibiya throwing a tantrum in front of the whole dan abt how it isnt fair and how he wishes haruka would just die. LMAO. he is 12. if anyone has fic commissions open Eye eye

also erm wholesome one before i end it. he makes little miniature dolls of the whole dan<3 he's BAD at typing on his new smartphone but since he lives away hes always texting in the gc<3 he gets super into mobile games<3 amongus fan hibiya asking all his grownup friends with jobs and no time for amongus if anyone can play with him<3 they do bc theyre busy but there will always be time to amongus with friends<3

#ask tag #headcanons #hibiya amamiya #hiyori asahina

[safetycar-restart]

That's when Charles sees that he's giving you a belly bulge, and somehow he's never noticed that before? He whines even louder, crying out and letting out constant little whimpers afterward because his little mind can't handle that.

"Bunny?" you ask, slowing down and frowning. Neither you nor Pierre did anything to warrant that reaction, so you're confused.

In response, Charles takes your hand and puts it over your tummy, "Can see..." he mumbles, "can... can see..."

You realise what he's saying and smile, "Yeah, bunny. That's you."

JUST READ THIS ASK AND OH MY FUCKING GOOOOODDDD??????????? THIS ALTERED MY BRAIN CHEMISTRY I'M SICK IN THE HEAD

i have NEVER thought of CHARLES being the one giving YOU the belly bulge but!??!?!?!? FEED ME MOTHER

personally, in my sick little head, i believe charles has a big dick. yes. not anything out of the ordinary, but it's big! big enough so you can see the outline of his cock when he fucks you! i feel that charles didn't expect this either, because it's usually you or pierre being the ones fucking his brains out, so he is taken by suprise and his little mind is discombobulated. it's more the angle (unless...) but still, he feels so special knowing that he's the only one who gets to do this (along with pierre).

probably the first time he sees it, he lets out the most SINFUL moan you've ever heard leave his mouth (why can i imagine it i need medical attention 😭😭), and after that it's just huffs and whines, he can't take his eyes off of it.

you notice that, and when you call out for him, his shaky little hand comes up to take yours, his touch so soft, as he puts your hand over the bulge in your tummy, barely holding onto your hand with his head thrown back, mouth agape and his eyes shut. he somehow manages to mutter out a "mama... can feel... can see i- oh- i ca-", you cut him off to spare him the trouble and simply reply "yeah, bunny, that's you. you feel that? only my good little bunny makes me feel like that" (ofc pierre is not offended). charles weakly smiles at you and his dimples show before he's chasing your lips and seeking kisses, as he gets fucked into oblivion by his mommy and his pierre <3.

- 📓

I should have known that ask would summon you. Sometimes I write something and then I'm literally like '📓 anon would love this'. But anyway, these thoughts are so good!!!

Firstly, I also think Charles's has a pretty big dick. I think he's longer than average? As opposed to Pierre who is thicker than normal.

Anyway, yeah Charles's little mind explodes when he sees that. He just doesnt know how to process that he's seeing his cock in his mommy's tummy. That's... that his cock?? In mommy?? He's losing it.

He absolutely moans out loud when he sees it. The mere thought wrecks him, so to see it? No more bunny.

Of course he has to show you this. But he has no idea how to express it, because he's being fucked and you're sitting on his cock. So how on earth can he be expected to make a full sentence?

He takes your hand and puts it on your tummy, spluttering and whining and babbling about how he can see himself there. You understand what he means and smile, telling him that he's fucking you so good.

Of course the praise only serves to further wreck your bunny.

I also think you show Pierre? You take pierre's hand and put it on your tummy, letting him feel it and Pierre curses in French, mind melting at the fact that he's feeling bunny's cock inside you.

#poly!piarles #sub!charles #cl #pg #nsfw. #f!reader #📓

[your-dead-european-ancestor]

Okay my brain wont shut up about them soooo,,,

Normal Club Hc!!!!

Has a meeting every saturday and sunday (virtual or in person depends on where they are) where they discuss all the Weird Stuff their team gets up to

The meetings usually ends with them doing Weirder Stuff

They have a group chat called 'were so normal haha' filled with indistinguishable memes and vent text about their teams (or coaches lol)

Lots of inside jokes that are very cryptid. E.g. : "remember. The Waffle Incident"

"Okay but is it as bad as The Great Purge of 3:47?"

Ja nein is self destructive. Tiger has no sense of self preservation. Chuck is just trying to keep them both alive

Both chuck and tiger forgets to eat sometimes so ja nein is the one to remind them

Despite everything tiger is the most emotionally intelligent of the group. So if they have questions about team relations (or just relationships in general) they go to him

Chuck is the only one who knows how to drive a car. Tiger is the only one who knows how to ride a motorcycle. Ja nein is the only one who knows how to ride a bike. Theyre each others modes of transport<3

Somehow they all know how to drive a tank

Self deprecating jokes. And dark humor

Tiger talks like a 13 yo gamer boy. Hes slowly corrupting the others. One time chuck yelled "FUCKING LIT" when toni fell down the stairs. It was awesome

Both tiger and ja nein are in happy healthy relationships (w/ miko chen and uber respectively ofc<333) and so they like to set up chuck with random strangers they see

"Hey!! Youre very pretty!! wanna date my friend?"

"You seem cool. Are you single? Because my friend is definitely interested"

Chuck is in the background frantically shaking his head

Chuck is the mom friend

They call ja nein jane bc they think his nickname is ridiculous. Yes more ridiculous than fucking twisting tiger. Ja nein pretends to hate it but he doesnt really care either way

Tiger is gremlin insane. Ja nein is babygirl insane. Chuck is done with everyones shit (and also insane)

Both ja nein and chuck are relatively the same size and tiger likes oversized clothes anyways so they often steal and swap clothes with each other

Got matching piercings at Claire's bc thats what besties do

Ja nein is the only one allowed in the kitchen

Tiger: okay but what if-

Chuck: absolutely not

Ja nein: no no lets hear him out

Very protective of each other in a 'only i can insult, hit, kick, fight, and criticize them' kind of way

Genuinely best friends. The most ride or die friend group youll ever meet

#ghost rambles #supa strikas #twisting tiger #chuck chipperson #ja nein #they are so insane actually #but we love them for it<33 #i blame nico for putting thoughts in my head #i say even tho the post that inspired this is months old lolol #or im guessing it was?? could be weeks could be months idk

[lcevinolusola]

hello, I hope you're well. I live for hetalia and was rec'd to ask about your pirate au! I would love to hear about it if you'd like to tell :)

my first day on tumblr in what feels like a week and i come back to a question that makes me want to ramble like a madman for DAYS. you are so sweet for sending this to me (and im sorry if this ends up being an essay you were not asking for). fun fact: i have had to rewrite my answer to this ask no less than 3 times bc every time i started talking, id go on a tangent about pirates that was in no way relevant to your ask. apologies for taking so long, but yes! here we go! im putting it under a read more bc i cannot for the life of me shut the fuck up.

i do have a pirate au!! maybe one day it will eventually end up seeing the light of day, but as of right now it is sitting in my google docs next to a 95-page doc of all the sources and fun facts and tidbits that i find interesting about pirates. pirates are kinda my thing, idk if thats obvious or not. insert marge simpson i just think theyre neat meme here.

essentially, its pirate!antonio and venetian-not-quite-nobleman!lovino. im still playing around with that venetian part, but idk ill probably keep it, since it makes sense with lovino's family and all that. the entire premise of the story (and what sparked the idea in the first place, apart from me just thinking antonio would look sexy in a pirate captain fit) is that one scene in the strips where romano is reading a history book about how spain spent a ton of money on him when he himself was in rags. we all know spain canonically showered romano in wealth and money, even when he himself was wearing tatters. that idea sat with me for YEARS before i decided to do my own spin on it, culminating in the characters of pirate captain antonio with a grudge against the world and too much to prove seeing bastard lovino who lives in a family of nobles and cannot have any of it, even if he is loved and adored by his family, and who just doesn't????? understand him????? doesnt get why he chose to stay with that family for so long????? without leaving that world behind and being free and cutting himself loose????? he doesnt get the familial attachments and the sense of responsibility lovino has to his family, even if he cannot and will not inherit the title that comes with the vargas name.

antonio ends up raiding their merchant ship they were sailing on and kidnapping him for money or something idk im still playing around with that part, and lovino is just this absolute mystery to him, but ofc this is antonio who is bullheaded in his stubbornness, which i find to be enchanting and cute, and thus we slowly get into the love story of two people who were fucked over tremendously by their societies and their worlds and who just wanted and tbh deserved more, something different, a freedom they would never be able to have in their average life.

smash-cut to however long later and the entire basis of the story is lovino 'i am surrounded by status and wealth and prestige and will have none of it to my name' vargas being adored and cherished by antonio 'love me and i will give you the world, love me and i will give you everything' fernández carriedo. bc!! i!!! think!!! thats!!! neat!!!!

anyway yeah thats kinda where the idea for it came from. i have a few spamano stories written, but i am shamefully lacking any historical hetalia, which is terrible considering history is my entire degree, but im getting there. i hope this in some way answered your ask!!! youre welcome to also hit up my asks or dms if you ever wanna just chat hetalia or anything else, since i too live for this wretched fandom, and have since i was like. idk 12. thank you so much for sending this! i love having an excuse to word vomit about my hyperfixations, and this story has been bouncing in my brain for a frankly disgusting amount of time, and i have only recently decided to put it to paper and make something out of it!

#you are so sweet for this thank you so much #also id love to know who rec'd my au bc i need to kiss them like what a compliment #sorry again for how long this took to answer! ive been away so my tumblr time has been sorely limited #i do hope this answer was worth the wait ghjkjh #appleblondie0397 #asks

[isuckatwritingsobenice]

Day 4 of Levi Ackerman headcannons: Ex Husband! Levi ( fanart not mine! )

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warnings: Smut, mentions of name calling, drinking, name calling ( s!ut ), slight smacking, choking like once, dacryphilia

Ex Husband! Levi who doesn’t move on from your marriage

You both have a son together, and Levi is forever grateful because he still gets to see and talk to you

Levi loves your son and while he sees him on the weekends he also uses it as an excuse to show up throughout the week to see him

He knows you would never turn your son down from being happy, so when Levi is in what used to be your shared home, he takes the time to snoop around and see what you’ve been up too

the more he comes around to spend time with your son, the closer you two become, as parents but also as friends

You begin to open up to Levi again, and though he hates it he also encourages you to tell him about your dates

he secretly hates that your dating again, however pretending to be supportive means he gets to know how it’s working out

You come home really late one night, one in the morning and you look tired, but your alone, and you look a mess

He hopes it’s not what he thinks it is

“ How’d your date go?” Levi asks as he sees you throw yourself onto the couch. Levi’s hands make they’re way to your hair, releasing it from the high ponytail it’s in as he massages your scalp

“ It was going good at first, and then..” you trailed off, before Levi ushered you to continue.

“ He wanted me to go back to his place for drinks, so I said sure and when we got there I had a drink or two and we started kissing but then I felt sick and left. He was like so mad and just said I was a coward for not sleeping with him.” You explained, before Levi stopped

Now, he really wanted to see this guy, to talk to him actually to kill him but Levi knew you needed him more right now

“ That wasnt even the case I just didn’t feel good. Our little, makeour session I guess, was nice and i wouldn’t have minded staying but I just didn’t feel good.” You explained

This struck a bell in Levi, and before you two know it

Your both in your room, Levi’s fingers are knuckle deep in your cunt

He tells you to be quiet, you do have a son who’s in the other room yk

Though that hardly seems necessary since the headboard begins to hit the wall so fast your surprised the neighbors haven’t complained

Your crying, face is red with tears and you can’t shut the hell up

so levi flips you over, shoving your face into the pillows to muffle your screams while his cock is drilling you half to death

“ Fuck your make out session.” Levi says grunting, his hips never stopping they’re brutal pace. “ He can’t fuck you stupid like i can. Right slut?” He’s lifting your head, his fist full of your hair forcing you to look up “ Say it.”

You stumble over your words, tears falling down your face as drool begins to peak from your lips, saliva landing on your pillows

“ Y-yes.” Is all you can muster, but Levi’s not satisfied. He knows your a little brain dead right now but that doesnt mean he’s gonna go easy on you

“ Yes what?” Levi asks, bruises begging to form on your hips and neck as he keeps himself occupied. Your skin just tastes so sweet.

“ n-no one can fuck me like you can- Oh my god” You cry out, hands reaching for just about anything, your about to cum

“ Go on, scream. Let the whole block know you love my cock.” he says, landing a smack on your ass as his pace picks up

You scream loud, so loud that Levi’s hand wraps around your throat, cutting your voice off for a bit.

Levi finished shortly after you, both of you spent but tired nonetheless.

“ Let’s clean you up.” Levi says, still as caring as ever. He runs the bath while he makes you use the bathroom, he brings a hair clip for you to put your hair up, and helps you into the bath, carefully washing and kissing down any marks he left.

when the morning comes, Levi awakes first and sees a text from your date.

He blocks him on your phone. You don’t need anyone else when you have levi.

#levi ackerman x y/n #levi ackerman oneshot #levi x y/n #levi fluff #levi imagine #levi x reader #attack on titan levi #levi ackerman smut #snk levi