#my brain is so weird

[accidentallyatekneecaps]

Saiki makes me feel so :(((((((

I wanna give him a coffee jelly and a fluffy blanket

Make sure he's safe

#my brain is so weird #saiki k #saiki no psi nan #kusou saiki #saiki kusuo #Kuboyasu possessed me for this one guys

[a-scarecrow-probably]

so when I was a kid I used to get these weird hallucinations where if I blocked the light from the door with my knees (i had a bunk bed so it was just the top of the door) then a ferris wheel would appear on my wall, and it felt like I was being swung around by my feet, going faster and faster until it kinda flew apart? left me reeling every time.

and this is not really that funny but tell me why my parents just took that fact and then moved on and had no follow up questions. like girl the signs have been here from the start i am very unwell

#mental health #mental illness #actually mentally ill #parents #funny #my brain is so weird #also because it was accompanied by audio #it sounded like a woman was whispering to me in a language I couldn’t understand anymore

[apricusapollo]

I just made impulsive decision and started writing jegulus x white collar au at 10 pm

#crys writes #crys and her white collar obsession #idk how to tag this fic bc its jegulus but its also not??? #my brain is so weird #you know what's also weird?? #writing regulus in his 50s #he's fifty-two #FIFTY-TWO #i'm so used to him being teenager forever #but harry gotta be 27 y/o so i had to age others up as well #crys' silly little jegulus white collar au

[ionlylikemycat]

oky fun fact in my brain peru is connected to the himalayas like geographically connected

and i know this is false

i know peru is in south america and the himalayas For Sure aren’t but

i still can’t make my brain not hear peru and automatically place it by nepal

wtf is wrong with me

#lemon speaks #i don’t know why this happens #my brain is so weird #it’s the nvld i swear #makes weird connections in my brain #nvld

[random-disaster-05]

Ok so addressing my last post about my Adopted Ramona AU....

To explain my au I need to explain a bit of backstory that I came up with for the Badwolf family.

Ok so do y'all remember how I mentioned my headcanon about the Big Bad Wolfs healing factor because of how he healed in the original story but then drowned in a well? So in this au he still has that healing ability but his stomach was never filled with rocks and he didn't drown. He went on to live his life and have kids but the Hoods and their village still wanted revenge after finding out that they're still alive.

After finding out that they have a healing factor, that makes the Hoods want to find them even more. So that they can find a way to give themselves that ability. The original wolf family was the only one that had a healing ability, that's why in the future Ramona has a healing ability but Cerise and professor Badwolf don't despite being wolfs too.

So the Big Bad Wolf goes into hiding with his family and the village forms a little group dedicated to hunting them down. The wolf's pack assumes they're already dead so to continue the story they select one wolf from the pack anytime a new Red Riding Hood is born intead of having one family play the part. So professor Badwolf is the rightful Big Bad Wolf but not by blood.

The original Big Bad Wolf family still lives but they live on the run from the hunters. Moving forward to the present, the Big Bad Wolf family has managed to avoid the hunters but now there are only two members left. A woman and her daughter, Ramona. At this point the hunters assume that they've gotten rid of the original wolf family but they still search the world just to be sure.

Ramona and her mom move around a lot to avoid the hunters. Eventually they meet professor Badwolf and Red Riding Hood along with their daughter Cerise. The family tries everything they can to help and although Ramona's mom is grateful, years of being on the run has made her very cautious and extremely protective of her child. She eventually does come to trust them though as she sees how much Red and Badwolf love each other despite being a Hood and a wolf.

They stay with them for a few days but then move again because Red's village begins to get suspicious of her. One day when Ramona was around eight years old, her and her mom get attacked by hunters. Ramona manages to get away with only a few scars but her mom gets kidnapped. Ramona goes on the run by herself for a while until she eventually runs into professor Badwolf again, who is immediately alarmed when he sees her alone.

When professor Badwolf finds out what happened he immediately helps Ramona and takes her in. He and Red do everything they can to look for Ramona's mom but they can't find her. Red hears talk in her village about there still being one more original wolf left and that the hunters are using Ramona's mom to find her. Red knows now that she's still alive but the hunters still have her hidden away somewhere. Ramona overhears Red and Badwolf talking about it and is scared of what the hunters might have done.

After a lot of consideration and with Ramona's permission, professor Badwolf adopts Ramona so that he can take care of her until they find her mom. No one questions why he suddenly has a kid now because everyone knows how the wolves just pick someone every few years to be the next Big Bad Wolf so they just assume they picked her and now professor Badwolf has to take care of her.

After a lot of time Ramona starts to call them mom and dad but still loves and misses her biological mom. Her and Cerise grow closer and start feeling like real siblings but after years of being on the run for who she was born to be she hates the fact that Cerise has to where her hood. Thats why she says she's "taking this under-the-hood thing too far" because she hates having to hide who she really is.

Despite how long it's been, Ramona's mom is still with the hunters. The only reason she's survived this long is because of her healing factor. One, because she heals quickly from their torture and two, because they still want to see to what extent her healing factor can go and if they can find a way to give themselves the same ability. She worries everyday about Ramona and has no idea what happened to her. She knows that she's not with the hunters because they're still trying to get her to tell them where she is so she has atleast a little bit of relief because of that. She does everything she can to find a way to escape someday and is determined to find Ramona again.

Ramona wonders everyday what happened to her mom and never forgets about it. Anytime she has fun with the Badwolf/Hood family she feels quilty for how easy she has it now after how much her mom tried to protect her and what she must be going through with the hunters. There have been times when Ramona wants to go look for her mom herself but professor Badwolf always tells her that it isn't safe. Ramona only agrees to stay after realizing how much trouble she would cause for their family if anyone knew where she really came from.

Ramona loves her knew family and is so grateful she has a safe place to stay and people who care about her, but she still misses her mom and idolizes her for surviving for so long when she gets older and realizes just how hard her life must have been. Especially after she was born and she had to take care of her. She wants to be as strong as her bio mom but also wants to be kind like the Badwolf/Hood family was to her. She is determined to find her mom one day and help her have a normal life like she was able to have even if it's only for a little while.

Extra facts about this au:

- Ramona has a little necklace with a ring on it that she got from her bio mom when she was younger. The ring belonged to her mom and when her mom saw how much she liked it she gave it to Ramona and told her to always think of her when she saw it. It's Ramona's most prized possession. Cerise has learned that whenever Ramona fidgets with her necklaces it means she's missing her mom. She does everything she can to help whenever she sees her messing with it.

- Ramona also has a little box of trinkets that she found and collected from all the places she and her mom went to. Despite not having much growing up she cherished everything she has because her mom always managed to make her feel happy and loved and those trinkets remind her of that.

- Ramona has nightmares about the day she and her mom got attacked. She doesn't sleep much because of this and her staying up at night is how she found out about Justine's sleep dancing.

- Justine has seen Ramona's scars from when she was attacked and was both horrified and curious. When she asked, Ramona just said that it was the result of her doing regular dumb kid stuff but she didn't believe her. She eventually tells Justine about her mom and how she's adopted but only said that her mom went missing and that she moved around a lot as a kid. She didn't tell her about the hunters because she didn't want to scare or worry her too much.(Not really important to the story but I'm a sucker for this ship)

- From a young age, Ramona's mom taught her how to fight and defend herself just incase there was a time that she couldn't protect her. Ramona continued to train by herself once her mom was kidnapped so that she could defend herself and so she could save her mom one day. She keeps this a secret from most people so that she also has the element of surprise if she ever does have to fight. The only people who know about this are the Badwolf/Hood family. Cerise even helps her train sometimes.

- Ramona was also taught how survive in the woods and use her resources to their fullest potential purposes. Because of this she is part of the top of her classes that involve botany. (Mainly Chemistry)

(This au also includes my burned out gifted kid headcanon for ramona but her breakdown happened differently and for different reasons here)

AND THATS MY AU... My thought process while thinking of this was all over the place. If I had motivation I could write a whole fanfic about this but I dont sooo.....have this long tumblr post instead.

Anyway tell me what y'all think.... If I made any plot holes or if y'all have questions let me know

#eah #ever after high #ramona badwolf #eah au #my brain is so weird #i really can't just let ramona be happy can i #angsty shit #i came back to edit this if u didn't notice lol

[kaplerrr]

#wip #tbh idk #i kinda like it #still not comfortable with digital #but hey #im tryin my best #physically im here #mentally im nothing #my brain is so weird #fr

[smol5824]

…

Santa knows if you’ve been naughty or nice because he sees all. He sees yo when your sleeping, he sees when your awake.

He *watches* you. He’s a watcher.

Grian = Santa

#my brain is so weird #watcher grian #santa #¯\_(ツ)_/¯

[0verstepping]

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#my brain is so weird #so since i was basically alone until 8th grade #i have siblings but we were not close we barely have ever had relationships ever #and emotional neglect from my parents #i find a familiar comfort in self isolation #its my worst coping mechanism #but i feel like shit because at a certain point #i actually let people in and the warmth and happiness that being close and loved and being understood in any capacity #its what i live for #and when im alone now i hate it and i hate that its such a problem #so i self isolate because i feel like people hate me but i torture myself because i hate being alone #but i should also be fine being alone up to points #so basically im fucking stupid #and ive been at it for like 12 years trying to work on this #but it feels insurmountable

[cozypups]

idk if it's the sugar or my anxiety but sometimes i just get a wave of WOW?? NEW EXCITING THINGS!!! but if i think abt it too much it becomes agitation

#robintxt #my brain is so weird #I've been trying to like #tap into it and be nicer bc self love is important

[hellshee]

friday afternoons sometimes have me like :(

#hellshee.txt #my brain is so weird

[accidentallyatekneecaps]

You guys ever get excited for a new chapter of a fic that you'll avoid reading it so you don't read it to quick

#My brain is so weird

[atalana]

the curse of adhd:

i will remember with absolute clarity, when the thought strikes me that i have a text to send someone, that this is the fourth time in three days i've attempted to send this specific text

i will forget, in the time it takes me to pick up my phone, that i picked it up intending to send a text

#every time #managed to actually send it today! #but also i have been reminded to post this by the fact that i just had a task to do in two different rooms just now #so i turned the light on in the room i was getting to second because my brain would go 'oh why is the light on that's weird' #and check the room and it would remind me to do the second task #in the less than five seconds between turning the light on and exiting the room #my brain went 'oh the light's on better turn that off before i leave' #and i had to manually catch myself #PLS. #adhd

[egophiliac]

just something I wanted to try! (tumblr please don't absolutely destroy this, thank you)

#art #twisted wonderland #gif warning #gifs that remind you that they are still just cats warning #i was going to do the tail stepped but i actually kind of liked it with the interpolation? #i thought it would look weird with cheka being frame by frame but. i dunno. ymmv but i think it's kind of fun! #it is also Late™ and i did this mostly all in one sitting so my brain is kind of fried #that's my excuse and i'm sticking to it

[loganlostitall]

Idk how my brain manages to do it but I’m sitting here writing FILTHY smut and out of nowhere, my mind decides to start giving me interactions for characters to have with my OC’s 9 year old 😭?

Ion wanna think about these at the same time wtf. Does anyone else find themself doing this??

#the walking dead #twd fanfiction #original male character #child oc #writing things #writer brain #my brain is so weird #it makes no sense

[ad0rechuu]

idk why but i accidentally did this and it really scared me for a second

#FOR NO FUCKING REASON!!! #my brain is so weird #ad0rechuu — rambles 😧

[hinata-boke]

he does not wish to be held

#haikyuu #my art #kenma #animation #dusting off the animation skills with some more kitty kenma #ITS FUN BUT IT USES MORE BRAIN THAN I REMEMBER... #please enjoy #this was ~21 unique frames #woah why does it look so jank on mobile 😭😭😭 #edit: i fixed it maybe the file was too big or smth #wait no its still weird AUUGHHHHH