#my ceiling is dancing

[mothssoup]

— maybe you’re both a little scared of having the other’s lives in your hands again

SORRY SORRY I HAD TO DRAW THIS SCENE THEY MAKE ME ILL

#double life smp #double life spoilers #desert duo #gtws #goodtimeswithscar #grian #my brain has been whirring like a ceiling fan since this episode came out n it’s onLy gotten worse #how am I supposed to interact with the outside world #also feeding into the lovebird grian propaganda based off that one post #my take on the turning silly times into plot: #scar is tryna avoid recognising the soulmate thing because they’ve had this song and dance before #they’ve has their lives tied and well that turned out swell for them didnt it #so he doesn’t acknowledge it in a attempt to protect grian and maybe himself #GRIAN HOWEVER #actively acknowledging it because it’s scar and its like being in the desert again and the wound from last season still hurts so he just #throws himself back into protecting scar mode #and they’re both a little scared because they don’t want to lose eachother #or maybe they’re tired of hurting eachother #anyways are there like #normal double life watchers #people who just watch for their silly YouTubers and then go about their everyday lives #do they even exist #my art B)

[april-showersmay-flowers]

"He consulted the truth, found he had nothing better, and deployed it warily, without any particular expectation that it would work. It rarely had before.

“If you’re hateful, then nothing in the world is anything but,” he said tiredly. “I’ve destroyed three hundred years of tradition just so I can sit here next to you, Granger, don’t go telling me you’re not worth following.”

She wrenched her head out of her hands, stared at him, and made a sound of inchoate rage and incredulousness.

He didn’t quite understand where the rage was from. He thought it was a perfectly normal thing to say, if admittedly somewhat saccharine. Perhaps she thought it was overdone.”

I can neither confirm nor deny the amount of times I have read Lionheart books 1-4 by the inimitable @greenerteacups (okay, fine it’s 6 times shh) and I don’t possess a strong enough mastery of the English language to express just how incredible and amazing it is, so I did this instead.

#dramione #dramione fanart #lionheart is everything to me #lionheart #gryffindor Draco takes up 20 percent of my brain at all given times #seriously this fic makes me want to ascend into heaven and dance a jig on the ceiling or something similarly ridiculous

[belle--ofthebrawl]

A few days late but I've only just gathered the emotional strength to go through my concert goodies. Bracelets, a sticker and one banana.

#my most vivid memory besides the pick #is looking up at the ceiling during dance macabre and reaching out my hand to catch all the confetti floating in the air #i think i might have cried a little bit then #because if you'll permit me to get personal in the tags of my own post in my own blog #but when i saw them last year i was so miserable where i was and so stressed out #and i cried the entire three hour drive home because I didn't want the dream to be over #and this year everything and everyone was so wonderful and added to the experience in their own little ways #and now the dream is over. but I'm not sad about it. i put the pick in a velvet lined silver box #put the signed photograph in an old frame #and went to bed in a place that was finally my home. #I can't wait to see what's in store next.

[clandestinegardenias]

All my flights got cancelled and I’m stuck in Texas until Sunday evening because it is literally impossible for me to get a flight home before then.

I cried so hard I gave myself a headache.

I am ACHINGLY lonely, and sad, and I don’t know this town or anyone in it.

I would drive home, if I could, but it would take me almost as long as flying AND cost more AND be hella dangerous with the weather.

So. If you have any The Terror/Fitzier fic recs? Send them the FUCK my way, I’m getting food delivered to my room and binge reading tonight.

Or if you have an ask for me, or a fic idea you wanna rant about, or just wanna say hi? I would love you so much. Drop me a line.

#I went back to the same hotel #now just laying on the bed staring at the ceiling in dismay #all my colleagues got out of Texas fine! #it is…just me left… #I will have been gone for 14 days by the time I get home #I have spent a total of FOUR days of winter break at my actual house #OUT OF 30 #NOW TAKING IDEAS OF FUN/RELAXING THINGS TO DO ALONE IN A HOTEL ROOM IN TEXAS #bath?? dance party?? how am I going to keep myself sane?

[potter-pavlikovsky-popchyk]

listen and think of them pls

#Have I posted these all here before? Yes. Should you all still emo cry circle jam to them yes so do so #Get in bitch we’re diving back into Boreo feels (for writing purposes so yn it’s fiiiine it’s healthy even to emo sometimes right?) #He asks as if it’s change a thing if it wasnt #Lmfaooo okay but listen listen I plan the sad music first theeeen my dance music and workout #I get emo feels out after I promie fr I do it smooth brain style big smov brain haver I am! Okay! #boreo #boris pavlikovsky #the goldfinch #tgf #theo decker #theodore decker #theo i’m not gay decker #donna tartt #boreo music #And hey hey I included a song to end on that will help you “life… eh?” It because for me is Boris getting high w/Potter #Spotify #Also bedroom ceiling song UGHHH could just see sm to that aibsejwudhbsjf not emo about it actually how perfect it is and and #Def don’t imagine them both talking to their moms when they get drunk or high enough not to judge themselves about it #Asking them for guidance maybe just in their heads at first but the more they’re stressed the more they just can’t push off the want stuck #In their throat to just fucking ask them out loud till one night they just let out all slurred and embarrassed in the dark of their room #Omfg I miiiight need to have thiiiis in Forget about Kotku fuckkn hellllll #5seconds later I’m like yes no I will I think lol I need happy endings for my boys always and wasn’t sure how I would get there but thiiis #Mmmmm it’s giving me ideas in making that idea ages back I got from that Russian Facebook post I shared of writing love letters to someone #Sleeping cause you can’t tell em that rn and I just hmmmm *meme of ghoul boys*:IVE CONNECTED THE DOTS my brain: you ain’t connect shit

[starlingers]

one time my dance instructor was in the halloween store i worked at and i followed her around the entire time (not really but you have to anyways there was a stupid ass policy that said you had to interact with each customer like twice) but she didn't recognize me and it like was the funniest thing

#hi. ma'am. the only time you were ever nice to me was when i busted open my elbow and bled everywhere and kept dancing #that was the only time #most of the time you just made fun of me for being fat and being my mothers child #dude thats so fucked up #i dont think teachers should be able to teach multiple generations of kids #she was like youre a fat little kid just like your mom and id be lioke i hope a ceiling light falls on you and kills you

[donttouchtheneednoggle]

shout out to thomas from ghosts for yoinking me out of a panic attack before it could really get going

#was shaking and trying not to cry and floating somewhere on the ceiling #then friday im in love came on the radio and reminded me of him doing his stupid little dance and it made me smile and calmed me down a bit #but i gotta give myself credit for not panicking at the panic too much and feeding it more #time was when feeling the thing i felt from first year tm would've sent me into a week long spiral #feels so stupid tho all it was was my volunteering manager asked if i wanted to start doing a longer shift #when im already struggling doing two measly hours a week and nothing else like jfc #but that's cos im not on my adhd meds which make life yknow tolerable and im gonna try getting back on them next week #and i also don't wanna start anything else bc i wanna change my name first so it's not quite so complicated #hahaaa it's already complicated and confusing and frustrating as all hell #but ik if i can just be patient and take these few months to figure stuff out it'll be so much better in the long term #im getting support for the gender tm and I've made so much progress in a month #i still feel guilty and ashamed bc im not actively job hunting or doing more volunteering #and like im just making excuses to let my anxiety win when ik i can cope with it #but i can't handle going into another situation where im misgendered and uncomfortable with my name #im at the end of my tether with it and i need to figure it out #wahoo #mine #vent #in good news tho im pretty certain im a dude more sure about pronouns and have a potential name im thinking of!!

[insistonyourcupofstars]

this is not how i am supposed to start my year.

#so years ago my parents bought our current house #but there were some sligh foundational issues - nothing too big at the time #since then our house has been taken over by cracks in our walls and doors and windows #and I had to MOVE out of my room (my SANCTUARY) into the spare bedroom #and now I cannot sleep #the carpet is too fluffy (I paced and danced in my old [OLD] room so the carpet is rough now) #the room it Too Clean (I had to discard my jeans on the floor just to give it a little messiness) #it's much warmer in here #the window is different #this room has so much space - TOO MUCH SPACE for just little old me #a vaulted ceiling?? nope. nope nope nope I need my flat one #I need my room smaller it is meant for one person only -> moi #even sherlock is freaking the fuck out because he cannot go into the old room #SPEAKING OF WHICH #my beautiful precious room now looks like a tornado hit it!!! #cardboard boxes trash and clothes are all across my floor and I now have two different mattresses just hanging out #in my poor old room #and I HAVE. NO. BOOKSHELF. #all my life I've always had a bookshelf for my books and knick knacks and cute little succulents #all my life. bookshelf. #no bookshelf here #only vaulted ceiling #and the closet is too big for me!!! #I don't need all of this space and I don't need all of this change #some of this furniture I'm using isn't even mine! #my mother (an actual godsend) helped me bring in as much of my furniture as we could #but my bedframe is gone - the one I'm using is too big and hits the wall to easy! #I know okay I KNOW that I need to be an adult about this but I am freaking the fuck out #in six to eight months I'm not going to be living here anyways I'm going to be living in college #so all of this had to happen sooner or later right??

[mrs-kelly]

Hhhhhhh I was gonna be all gushy I was ready for it but I just don’t have any words I love Charlie so much and I’m so lucky to have him as my husband oh my God

#instead of gushing I’m sitting here on my couch staring at my ceiling #and thinking about how much I wanna hold him and kiss him #and also just. sit with him and laugh together #do silly things like dance around the house and chase each other #doing dumb little dances and making up songs #tickling each other until we just can’t take it anymore #watching tv in our pajamas and having drinks and just goofing off together #I just wanna spend time with him. I just wanna have fun with him #I want him to know it’s safe with me. you know #that he can be himself with me without fear of judgment #ren speaks #im gushing out here folks #renlie

[everyangel]

I AM ASKING ABOUT IT!!!

macheresin my beloved slutty besties

yay! the fic is actually rooster/hangman + phoenix/bob! and I'll give you the run down below the cut because uhhhh there's a lot. it's an idea that amy @floydshaw and I came up with when we watched coyote ugly together recently and woof it's gotten out of hand

it initially came about because amy was like omg what if coyote got his callsign because he used to BE a coyote. and then for me it turned into a complete AU thing where none of the characters (the whole squad feature in the fic) know each other through Top Gun/missions but Jake, Javy, Nat and Bob are all still in the navy (and are still Top Gun pilots) but get into trouble and put on probation where they're grounded for x amount of time or until they can make x amount of money. so to make money they work at a Navy bar (which is still called the Hard Deck because hello, perfect euphemism) and make money by dancing on the bar for everyone coyote ugly style. Rooster, Fanboy, Payback, Fritz etc arrive on shore leave and decide to go to this bar that everyone is talking about and Rooster sees Jake and is like. who the fuck is THAT.

and to skip over a whole lot of sex and plot, they fall in love!

but the pretty woman aspect of it is that Rooster wants to help Jake (and the others, I guess) get back in the air. somehow.

#it's sort of a crack fic for narrative reasons #but oh my GOD I can't wait to write it #it'll probably be a few chapters idk #and amy is going to write a separate fic also inspired by coyote ugly! so more bang for your buck :3 #Jake and Javy with their legs between each others wearing nothing but skin tight jeans and cowboy boots #hands braced on the low ceiling and just grinding to Unholy #money being thrown at them from all angles.... #YEAH Rooster has a religious experience about it #Sereshaw #Hangster #Rooster x Hangman #Bob is the sweet faced new guy #who dances all shyly but secretly likes the attention #Jake and Javy teach him how to dance dirty because it gets the most tips #I really could keep going rip

[howabhwmwn]

i so desperately want to be a city person but the truth is i am and have always been a country kid

#i romanticise big cities but in my dreams i am in the alps taking care of a group of sheep #i want to take the subway to work each day but in reality i need to wake up overlooking wide stretches of grass and forest #i want to see the car lights dance along my ceiling at night but when i close my eyes and hear frogs and crickets sing a goodnight song #i am truly at peace #when i think of my future and its just me helping an old farmgrandma hanging clothes and taking care of animals i am truly happy #and i have not yet fully accepted that

[heymrspatel]

meanie bo beanie anon attack crab

anon, look at what you’ve done. ray’s releasing the attack crabs* on you!!! SNAP SNAP! they’re going to clamp down and never release.

*not to be confused with our friendly crab rave crabs 🦀

#my love my hero coming through with pincers! #my mood today: ➖ today’s anon: 📉 ray: 📈📈📈📈📈📈 *bursts through the ceiling* #let me go watch the crabs dancing #whatthebodygraspsnot #asks

[silveredsound]

x

#clocks go back this weekend finally #a summer of rain and killing plants in the hot days in between #we're taking mama away #just up the coast for two nights #try to go to the beach one last time #we aren't Sydney beach people really #ill go in a sea bath #but fnq raised my mama and waves are not part of her beach going experience #weve got her walker packes in the car and shes awfully grumpy about it all #last things #every time we do something this summer it whispers in the back ground #i turned up the christmas carols but its louder despite being unsaid #i hung garlands of flower from the ceiling for my neice's birthday and somewhere in there was a banner reading last time #i get annoyed when i put her to bed that she takes so long to get settled as im always tired and desperate to sleep as i have to work #and then i hate that im annoyed #i missed friends and dinners and friend's plays and world pride events #i saw harry and danced and sang and hugged internet lovely humans #i looked at art #i watched far too many tik toks #i wore factor 50 #I'm ready for winter #maybe the last one

[clementine-treat]

okay i didn't do abs bc my internet connection is sucky and i can't get the video to work & don't wanna improvise it bc i specifically want to make my waist smaller, not actually get stronger lol so i need to avoid using certain muscles & i can't tell which ones lol

but i'm gonna go through three rounds of my cheer dance team's sideline choreos to burn at least some calories even if it's not that many

#gonna have to do ghem in front of the kitchen window though bc i don't fancy dancing in the dark (ceiling light for bedroom hasnt arrived) #and that's the window that doesn't have curtain #so fingers crossed my neighbors across the street don't stare at me lol

[supersonicbitchinnit]

I fucking love staring at the ceiling and singing along to or dancing around the kitchen late at night to the smiths there is something about it that just makes me so happy

#barbarism begins at home is the best for dancing #this night has opened my eyes is the best for ceiling staring karaoke #the smiths

[oh-meow-swirls]

working on school is hard when the fuckin' tribe summoning songs are stuck in my head. esp when of what i watched of the anime yesterday i literally only heard THREE n don't remember the others-

#puppy rambles #yo-kai watch #A BOO SHIGGY BOO SHIGGY BOOGIE WOOGIE CLING-CLANG DELIRIOUS MYSTERIOUSSSSSSS #i still cannot comprehend what the words to the eerie one are #n the charming one is constantly stuck in my head tbh #ALARMING BOOM BOOM WALLA WALLA DANCE DANCE CHARRRMING #n then jibanyan hits the ceiling-