because something really did ask, have a much too long post about my thoughts on laudna’s individual dynamics with the rest of bells hells.
under the cut because it’s almost 3000 words.
laudna/imogen
i struggle to find something to say about imogen and laudna that hasn’t already been said a million times before. the core concept—the thesis—of their arcs, together and separately, is choice. so much of their backstories are defined by helplessness. laudna was chosen and killed because she happened to look like someone else, she was resurrected because she happened to be there. imogen’s mother left, she was burdened with powers she didn’t understand and meant constant pain and isolation. so, they make sure to constantly emphasize that the other person has a choice in everything. imogen tells laudna she only has to come back if she wants to, even though it would have devastated her to lose laudna forever. laudna tells imogen that the gods can’t control her, that no matter what her “destiny” is, if she wants, they can leave and live in a little cottage and raise horses together. the way they love each other unconditionally is all the more incredible given how cruel the world was to them for so long. laudna’s “you make me better” is true for both of them. they give each other a place to be vulnerable and feel all their messiest, worst feelings because they know the other one won’t judge them. they’ll support each other no matter the choices they make.
something i’ve mentioned quite a few times but never gone in depth about is that imogen and laudna do have a fairly significant age difference, and i do think that affects their dynamic. on the one hand, they both have a bit of arrested development—imogen due to her isolation from the rest of gelvaan from 18-26, laudna because she died at 20. on the other, laudna has so much more life experience than imogen. she spent almost 30 years traveling and interacting with the world even if was mostly people trying to kill her, maybe even because of that. the “laudna is imogen’s aunt/mother/older sister” takes were obviously ridiculous, but laudna does canonically look at imogen and see someone young who she wants to protect in a way she never was. she said as much to fcg after the gnarlrock fight. laudna acts as imogen’s rock, her tether if you will, a lot of the time, and part of the reason she can counterbalance imogen’s anxiety is because of the experience that comes with age. for example, during their conversation in episode 49, laudna is able to stay more “rational” and level-headed even when imogen is scared and overwhelmed.
one of my other favorite things about them, specifically from laudna’s point of view, is that with a few exceptions (the gnarlrock fight, her jealousy of frida), she doesn’t seem insecure about their relationship. again, during episode 49, laudna mentions that she knows they haven’t talked in a while, but she didn’t worry because they “transcend words.” she didn’t need outside assurance from imogen because she felt confident in their love for each other. something i love about that episode 39-49 period is that they didn’t interact a lot, but when they did, they slipped right about in the same kind of intimacy they’d always had—imogen holding launda’s hand when they went into her dream together, laudna’s protectiveness of imogen after she interacted with ludinus. but anyway—that confidence is why i believe the transition from friends to lovers was so easy for laudna. laudna’s unsure of herself, of delilah and what she might do, but she’s absolutely not unsure of the love between her and imogen. that’s why as soon as imogen tells her she’s not a bad person, that she wants to be with laudna in that way, she lets herself embrace it entirely.
in conclusion: they invented romance, they’re the best canon pairing critical role has ever had and one of the best dynamics in general, etc., etc.
laudna/orym
oh my god, WHERE to begin? i feel like my take on their dynamic is slightly controversial. at the very least, i get more push back from people when i post about it than anything else, so let me start with this: orym cares deeply about laudna, i will never dispute that. however, orym is uncomfortable with laudna and has been since the very beginning of the campaign. she’s his friend and he recognizes her beautiful heart and resilient spirit, but he’s uncomfortable with her appearance and her messages in his head, with her macabre humor and her deadness. he can’t reconcile that laudna his friend and laudna the dead woman can’t be separated. laudna’s deadness is a part of her, one laudna embraces. orym, for better or worse, is “normal.” he grew up with a loving family and he had a husband and a career. will and derrig’s deaths were an unbelievable tragedy but one that never challenged his place within the status quo. (sidenote: i’ve always wondered if part of orym’s discomfort with laudna come from the fact that her proximity to death is a reminder of the resurrections will and derrig never got.) he sees himself as a follower, someone that doesn’t stand out, then there’s laudna, who does nothing but stand out.
something i find fascinating is that orym is the first person to find out laudna’s backstory, and it affects him so much he can’t sleep that night and takes a point of exhaustion. he even explicitly recognizes the dehumanization she’s gone through and how laudna’s relationship with puppets like pate and sashimi mirror that. yet, he still never apologizes for trying to disguise her appearance, something without even asking. yes, i get it’s tactical and for “safety” (though that argument falls a bit flat for me when there’s also a glowing rock person and a fully conscious automaton in the group, but whatever), but it still hurts laudna. even beyond that, orym always qualifies his friendship with laudna to other person, making some mention of how she’s dead-looking and isn’t that crazy, wow, almost as if he wants some validation that it—laudna—is weird (one he, interestingly, rarely ever gets, given how enraptured most of the other pcs, including guests, and even some npcs, are with her). he does this even in situations he absolutely doesn’t need to like, for example, when maeve says laudna “looks cooler than i thought.” all this just sucks. it’s not that the love isn’t there, it is. it just isn’t unconditional, and laudna deserves better than that.
finally: the delilah in the room. no, it isn’t orym’s “fault” delilah is back. yes, he was also having an extremely bad time during the bor’dor fight and it wasn’t his “responsibility” to save laudna from herself, but laudna is orym’s friend. he listened to laudna tell him the trauma delilah put her through, he fought through hell to save laudna from her, and still nodded because part of him thought maybe delilah could help him and that was selfish. the fight against ludinus is important to of the bells, but for orym, it’s personal. it’s been his mission for six years. meanwhile, laudna is the one with the least enthusiasm about this. she has no connection to the gods. in fact, she actively thinks they dislike her, but he’s willing to sacrifice not just his safety, but the safety of her and all his friends for a cause they never set out to fight for.
in conclusion: i want to put them in a salad mixer together and watch them go around and around and around and around and around, then let them out to scream at each other a little.
laudna/ashton
if i had to explain laudna and ashton’s dynamic in one word, it would be “projection.” i adore their relationship, it’s one of my top 5 c3 dynamics, but oh my god, so much projection, and it’s so interesting because of that. ashton thinks he understands laudna, but in reality, he doesn’t at all. i’m an absolute sucker for characters that look very different on the surface but in reality are much more similar than they know, and ashton and laudna are that to a tee. they are very much narrative parallels especially regarding their feelings of “brokenness” and how their traumas are physical, visual parts of themselves, but the ways they diverge are almost more interesting.
certain people have said that her conversations with ashton are the only time laudna is “honest” or that, at the very least, she’s more honest with him than she is with anyone else, and i couldn’t disagree more. laudna can be a joyful, optimistic person and deeply traumatized with a core anger she hasn’t truly processed. laudna is a high-charisma character, and in my opinion, part of how that manifests is her ability to adapt her demeanor to the person she’s talking to. she speaks gently to imogen the same way she matches chetney’s hyperactive energy when they go sky-sailing. of course when she’s with ashton, who makes no effort to hide his anger and bitterness and doesn’t want her to be soft, she isn’t. none of these laudnas are more “real” than the others, they’re all laudna. what those people, and ironically, ashton themself, don’t get, or won’t let himself get, is that all those things can be true at once.
with ashton specifically, i don’t think they want to believe that because then they’d have to admit that growth and healing is a real possibility because anger is so much easier to deal with. people talk most about orym’s choices during the bor’dor fight most, but i’m fascinated by ashton’s as well. i wouldn’t be surprised if there was a part, no matter how small, that wanted laudna to break, to prove to himself that he was right and laudna was just as broken and fucked-up as them. so, laudna killing bor’dor was almost vindication, evidenced by their “what have i done?” “nothing i haven’t done.” exchange afterwards.
i don’t want this to sound like ashton doesn’t care about launda, they do. ashton cares about her so much, and besides imogen and fearne, is the most unabashedly into laudna’s aesthetic. i love how much they love all the weird shit she does. i love how protective ashton is of laudna, especially during battles and their willingness to go above and beyond for her—he carried laudna when she was dead despite his chronic pain without complaining once and were willing to make a deal with hexum after going through an entire museum heist to repay their debt. i love the moments when ashton sees how much laudna is struggling and tells her, as gently as he can, to take a moment and do what she can to ground herself. i love that when laudna way too dramatically assumes they kidnapped imogen, their response is “that’s very fair.” it’s all wonderful, and i love them.
in conclusion: I LOVE THEM SO MUCH AND I WANT TO LOCK THEM IN A ROOM AND FORCE THEM TO TALK ABOUT THEIR FEELINGS FOR HOURS.
laudna/fcg
laudna and fcg have been getting more attention in the past few days for obvious reasons and that has me rubbing my hands together maniacally because even though they have very little actual interaction, the subtext is delicious.
besides ashton, fcg might be the character laudna parallels the most, especially their struggle with their humanity (if they’re even human at all), which isn’t helped by the constant dehumanization they face from outsiders, including the almost continuous comments they get when they meet someone new. people look at launda and see a horror while they look at fcg and see a novelty (he’s a robot with personality??), and those both suck. i think, for fcg, laudna is an uncomfortable reflection of himself because everything they’re afraid is true about themself is true about laudna. finding out they had a soul was such an important moment for his character (also remember his early campaign habit of calling other people “soul-touched folks”). as a hollow one, who knows if laudna even has a soul. if i’m honest, fcg seems to think less of laudna than the rest of the party (see: him calling her a “former person,” his speech before casting turn undead including, “no offense to laudna but can you please shine your light and wipe these evil, dead souls off the face of this flat planet?”) and that’s probably why. they have such strict ideas about “good,” which has become “godly,” and “wrong,” (“ungodly”), and within that framework, everything seemed to point to laudna as “ungodly,” which is why their empathy towards her is lacking.
the biggest conflict between fcg and laudna right now is obviously their feelings on the gods. the changebringer brought fcg purpose and tangibly helps them on a daily basis. of course they want to share this incredible thing with everyone they meet, especially his friends. yet, time-and-time again, the world has shown laudna the gods don’t seem to care about her. before someone says anything, pike resurrecting laudna doesn’t automatically mean she has to trust the gods. clerics and paladins spent 30 years running her out of towns for existing and trying to kill her in the name of their gods. if the circumstances were different, there’s a good chance fcg could have been one of those people. for fcg, the world is black-and-white. for laudna, it’s all gray. laudna was able to have a conversation with imogen about the ruby vanguard’s message and the purpose of the gods because she understands the need to question things and thinks that’s a good thing even if she doesn’t agree with the conclusions. fcg’s not there yet, and until he is, their friendship with laudna will never be able to progress past where it is now.
in conclusion: please have a conversation, maybe even two or three. it’d be so good for fcg to learn the world’s incredible nuances and for laudna to see how faith in the gods can be an empowering force for good, not just something beyond her grasp.
laudna/fearne
out of all launda’s dynamics, this is the one i desperately want more of. we’ve gotten so little! almost all their moments are interactions between the three witches that tend to center imogen (making the red-string friendship bracelets and comforting imogen after she talked with relvin come to mind) OR center imogen and fearne’s mutual appreciation for laudna’s… everything. one of my favorite about fearne is that, like imogen, she doesn’t think laudna is gross and creepy, she thinks laudna is gorgeous and charming without any caveats. even ashton, who also loves laudna’s laudnaness, tends more towards “yeah, you’re disgusting and THAT’S why it’s great.”
the other main part of their dynamic i want to sink my teeth into is the coin-toss, more specifically fearne’s guilt over the coin toss. regardless of whether you think fearne lied (i personally find that headcanon FASCINATING but to each their own), she clearly feels so many emotions about having to pick whether to save laudna and orym that she hasn’t even begun to unpack. one of the few sole moments we’ve gotten of them was in episode 42 when laudna asked fearne to help teach her to cast fireball, and in it, fearne, unprompted, blurts out, “how’s it feel being alive again?” almost immediately. she also apologizes to laudna, says they’ll fight any piece of delilah that’s still in there, and tells her, “i missed you terribly for that moment in time.” even when laudna gives her the chance to make the conversation light-hearted, fearne stays so genuine, which is all the more-noteworthy because she’s usually so flippant and almost always keeps her real feelings close to her chest.
some other examples of fearne’s guilt include: the 4sd where ashley said part of why she was so protective over imogen during their separation arc was that she couldn’t bear having to tell laudna anything happened to her and just this past episode when fearne’s protectiveness after laudna made her only cast first-level cure wounds on fcg after they cast turn undead.
in conclusion: PLEASE LET THEM INTERACT MORE. THERE’S SO MUCH JUICY POTENTIAL AND I WANT TO SEE IT EXPLORED.
laudna/chetney
i don’t have that much to say about them except that their dynamic is absolutely delightful. i love that we’ve gotten to see more of it in recent episodes, and i hope that continues.
chetney exists at an interesting place between orym’s genuine discomfort and fearne and imogen’s complete enchantment with laudna’s undeadness. he is sometimes grossed out, but he also seems to accept it as a thing about laudna without too much judgment, or at least, that “judgment” is light-hearted in a way orym’s or even fcg’s isn’t.
i love that they’re the characters with the most life experience (even if laudna is technically the fourth oldest, fcg only has two years of memory and fearne is a 100+ but spent 99% of that time in one place) but also embrace being “childish” and silly together, like the entire sky-sail sequence!
in conclusion: *gently holds* i just think they’re neat!
that’s all! if you read this whole thing, you get my eternal love and gratitude. thank you.
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1. heyyy for the next i’m in the mood for do you have any friends with benefits in which both basically pine in silence thinking the other only wants sex and then they get together at the end thank youuuuuuu
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The Simplest Way Forward by harriet_vane (E, 70k, WangXian, Modern AU, Accidental Baby Acquisition, Kid Fic, explicit in much much later chapters, green card marriage (but not really), pining for your own husband, endless pining, Slow Burn, Happy Ending, Nothing else bad or traumatic happens to the baby)
the moon lives in the lining of your skin by sarahyyy (M, 9k, WangXian, Modern AU, College/University, Friends With Benefits, Misunderstandings, Oblivious, Pining, Mutual Pining, Love Confessions, Sharing a Bed, Roommates)
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Strange New World by alcego (E, 10k, WangXian, Modern AU, quarantine fic, Friends With Benefits, FWB to Roommates to Lovers, Mutual Pining, Cohabitation, Co[vid]habitation, Explicit Sexual Content, Blow Jobs, Anal Sex, (Home) Office Sex, Flight Steward!WWX, lawyer!lwj, fucking while pining, and they were ROOMMATES)
Fentao-laoshi's Guide to Cut-Sleeve Pleasures by occultings (microcomets) (E, 31k, wangxian, canon divergence, pining while fucking, friends with benefits, first time, cloud recesses study arc, practice kissing, sharing a bed, jealousy, getting together, confessions, happy ending)
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2. Hi I'm in the mood for a fic where Wei Ying says a big F*** You to the Cultivation World post Sunshot Campaign, and leaves to live out his cottage core dreams. He gives up the Yin Houfu to the Lan Sect, in exchange for protection and new identities for the Dafan Wen.
It could follow any timeline. The only thing I'm specific about is that WY gets to live for himself. Lan Zhan may or may not find him later on, and it may end up with WangXian but it's not necessary. I just want to read about our boi discovering self worth, and learning what it means to be unconditionally loved. Cultivation World bashing would be very much welcome. @shenmiao98
And They Have Escaped The Weight of Darkness by cosmicmilktea (T, 10k, WangXian, Canon Divergence, Amnesia, Memory Loss, Grief/Mourning, Implied/Referenced Sexual Assault, Screw the Cultivation world tbh, The Lan precepts deserves better, Angst and Hurt/Comfort, Falling In Love, domestic life, Social justice boyfriends wangxian, Happy Ending)
Just as the Snow Melts by draechaeli (T, 66k, WangXian, XuanLi, SongXiao, Everybody Lives, Canon Divergence) has some “F*** You to the Cultivation World post Sunshot Campaign” and “cottage core dreams” energy.
SIMILAR! When the World Comes Crumbling Down, you Will Call my Name by pft_a_Frog22 (Not Rated, 5k, WangXian, Canon Divergence, stygian tiger seal, BAMF WWX, Demonic cultivation, Cultivation world Bashing, LWJ regrets, Lan Sect BashingHappy Ending, for wwx, Ambiguous/Open Ending) Similar energy
SIMILAR! Fading mirrors by apathyinreverie (T, 5k, WangXian, Angst, Politics, Some Fluff, Some Plot, What-If, Fix-It, of sorts, Canon Divergence, Protective Wen siblings) Similar energy
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3. Hey. Can you recommend some canon era non a/b/o mpreg fics? Bonus if the Lans are taking care of pregxian, like everyone being protective of him. Not just cause he's the Lan -er-Furen and carrying the heir, but also cause they like him. @utxqia
🧡 Accidents Will Happen by vesna (mrsronweasley) (E, 45k WangXian, Post Canon, Mpreg, Fluff, Light angst)
🧡 Like Rabbits by Setari (T, 41k, WangXian, Kid fic, Canon rewrite, Mpreg, Miscarriage scare, Crack treated seriously, Hopeful ending) has a pregnant (but not A/B/O WWX) although there isn't much doting since it's set mostly around the Sunshot Campaign
Impermanence, Transience, Permanence by Best Bepsy (BepsyGray) (E, 39k, wangxian, canon divergence, unplanned pregnancy, mpreg, gore, sunshot campaign, assumed miscarriage, medical procedures, childbirth, golden core reveal) is canon-era non-a/b/o mpreg, but it's during the sunshot so no one is really taking care of wwx (not even wwx)
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4. Hi!!! hope you guys are having a great day! For an itmf request i have it's quite easy (i think) Are there any fics where wei ying has a child/takes care of a child in the canon timeline? Thank you!
Baby Whisperer Wei Wuxian by Preludian_Staves (T, 15k, WangXian, Canon Divergence, Accidental Baby Acquisition, Cloud Recesses Study Arc, Not Jiang Clan Friendly, Arranged Marriage (eventually for reasons), Parent-Child Relationship, Soft WWX, Pining LWJ, Good Parent WWX, WWX Is Good With Children, Single Parent WWX, Fluff and Angst, Developing Relationship)
and having a marvelous time by varnes (E, 108k, WangXian, Sound of Music AU, Slow Burn, Mutual Pining, Family Feels, spies to lovers???, Protective Siblings, Angst with a Happy Ending)
Seen and not heard by eatmyass (E, 51k, wangxian, case fic, no sunshot, kid fic, dadxian, strangers to lovers, found family, LWJ pov, pining, fake/pretend relationship, first time, falling in love)
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5. Hey, are there fics where jiang cheng gets his ass handed to him by others whenever he tries to blame wei wuxian?
Bright Voice Roughly Rendered Softly Silent by Preludian_Staves (T, 26k, WangXian, Canon Divergence, No Golden Core Transfer, Muteness, Hurt/Comfort, Getting Together, Not JC Friendly, Choking, Red String of Fate, Appearances by Paperman!WWX, Inventor WWX, Good Uncle LQR, WWX goes to Cloud Recesses, Feelings Realization, Supportive Lan Family, Genius WWX, Angst with a Happy Ending, Protective LWJ, Protective Lan Family, Character Death (not wwx or lwj))
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6. hello there, thank you for all the good work!!
im in the mood for fics were A) wwx interacts with ghost as if they are people, like in the scene of the courtesan girls talking about flower meanings; B) just highlights that the yin energy is always attracted to him and so wwx is always hearing and seeing ghosts and the supernatural (not that they are seeking to harm him, just interact; or C) the burial mounds is sentient or just has a special link, relationship with wwx.
if its too much of a demanding request, feel free to ignore it; once again, keep it with the nice work 🤍🤍🤎
6A)
Ghost of Mine by SasukiMimochi (E, 42k, wangxian, LWJ & LSZ & WWX, post-sunshot, golden core reveal, burial mounds settlement days, demonic cultivation, canonical temporary character death, found family, hurt/comfort, fluff & angst, character turned ghost, supernatural elements, WIP) is it ok if Wei Ying is the ghost and others interact with him? 🤭 (this is a wip, but gets regular updates and really cool art!)
let the sun go down on your anger; let it burn you to sleep by enbysaurus_rex (Not rated, 78k, wangxian, WQ & WWX, chronic illness, narcolepsy, chronic pain, YLLZ WWX, sleeping beauty fusion, body horror, tags at the beginning of the chapters, WIP)
5 TOTALLY TRUE STORIES OF THE YILING PATRIARCH TO TURN YOUR HAIR WHITE!!!!! (and one story that actually happened) by dragonofeternal (T, 3k, LSZ & WWX, parody, crack, 5+1, fluff, ghosts, [Podfic] by Jet_pods (Jetainia))
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build me no shrines by occultings (microcomets) (M, 54k, WangXian, Slow Burn, Mutual Pining, First Time, Getting Together, Confessions, Sharing a Bed, Hair Washing, Sentient Burial Mounds, Case Fic, Post-Canon, CQL Compliant, Hurt/Comfort, Whump, Light Angst, Flashbacks, mild body horror, foot washing, Happy Ending, Non-Sexual Intimacy, …then sexual intimacy,
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7. Hi! Do you know of any fics where Lan Zhan hides something about himself (i.e. an ability or his abo status) because Wei Ying has a trauma or issue related to it? @gsmileys
Dog Days by Cy_an_Blue (T, 3k, WangXian, Supernatural Elements, Were-Creatures, Werewolf LWJ, Human WWX, Cynophobia, Angst with a Happy Ending, Angst and Hurt/Comfort, Miscommunication, Misunderstandings)
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8. I am itmf a Twin Jades incest story. They don’t need to be the main couple and they don’t need to have a happy ending, I just want some love/sex related drama between the boys. Thank you!!
exmanhater has a few lxc/lwj/wwx stories
The Ritual by kianspo (E, 18k, Jadecest, Sibling Incest, Twin Jades of Lán Incest, Canon Divergence, in which the lan sect is a tantric sect, lwj is 16, Mildly Dubious Consent, no coercion, First Time, Bottom LWJ, SS's usual brand of gross, Good Uncle LQR, Porn with Feelings)
take this weight of mine by soliloqui (E, 84k, Jadecest, WangXianChen, Post-Canon, LXC in Seclusion, Depression, touch starvation, Self-Harm, Suicidal Ideation, Suicide Attempt, PTSD, Panic Attacks, Dissociation, Unreliable Narrator, Dual Cultivation, mild fuck-or-die, Mild Consent Issues, please check end notes of chapter 2 for more information, Sibling Incest, Hurt/Comfort, gentle smut, Healing, Asexual Character, demisexual LXC, demisexual lwj, Protective LWJ, Protective LXC, Protective WWX, lqr's a++ parenting, Angst with a Happy Ending)
The Twin Jades fuck Series by Foregone_Shadow (E, 156k, Jadecest, Endgame WangXian, LXC / Others, MIND THE TAGS, Explicit Sex, Porn with plot, Manipulation, Dark!LXC, Traumatized LWJ, Rape/Non-Con Elements, Blood as lube, DEAD DOVE: DO NOT EAT)
evidence of a love that transcends hunger Series by autumncolour (M/E, 30k, Jadecest, WangXianChen, Post-Canon, Slice of Life, Role Reversal, infantilization, Dub-con caretaking, Porn with Feelings, Sibling Incest, under-negotiated D/s dynamics, Processing Trauma Through Kink)
set my soul alight Series by Skadiseven (E, 42k, Jadecest, WangXianChen, Modern AU, Toronto, Halloween Costumes, Halloween, Sex, also some cuddling, Power Play, Rough Sex, Intercrural Sex, Oral Sex, Anal Sex, Aftercare, Sort Of)
oh we have moved forward in pain by TheArcticRequiemLobster (E, 47k, Jadecest, WangXianChen, Post-Canon, Post-Betrayal, Severe depressive episodes, Bruises, Bite marks, Consensual sexual injuries, Self harm through sexs, elf harm ideation, Nightmares, Alcohol Abuse/Alcoholism, Excessive Drinking, Grief/Mourning, Past Child Abuse, implied ace jc, Explicit Sexual Content, Guilt, Discussion of wwx’s first time in the burial mounds, Insecurity, not-so-accidental child acquisition, chapter 14 comes with its own warning, Angst with a Happy Ending, Sort Of, Sibling Incest, Mashup of cql verse and novel, anti-lqr)
Embers by xantissa (E, 38k, Jadecest, WangXianChen, Fluff, Falling In Love, sex pollen trope (curse), dub con, Comfort, Grief, Forgiveness, Happy Ending, Sibling Incest, Switching, Flirting, Learning to live again, Magic, Curses, Polyamory, Polyamory Negotiations, Threesome - M/M/M, Slow Burn, Angst and Hurt/Comfort)
qirongsmom has 6 really intense jadecest fics
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9. Is there any fic with concept of tiger tally turning as children/ twin? And addressing WY as their parent @selflovingmedj
Master? No! Mother! by pluma1007 (G, 24k, wangxian, canon divergence, stygian tiger amulet twins au, accidental baby acquisation, OP WWX, pining, JGS as his own warning, not Gusu elder friendly, WIP)
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10. iitmf some wwx and lsz centric fics
gentil-minou: Asking for clarification about 10: do they want post canon specifically or are they interested in au's or modern, stuff like that
your name, safe in their mouth by astrolesbian (G, 10k, LSZ & WWX, WangXian, Father-Son Relationship, Injury, Hurt/Comfort, Post-Canon, More aligned with CQL than novel canon, Miscommunication, Eventual Positive Communication, Trying to be a family, how to tell your dad you want him to be your dad in 6 easy steps!)
Not Yet (There As Needed) by sunrise_and_death (T, 13k, LSZ & WWX, JL & WWX, WangXian, Post-Canon, Family Feels, Family Bonding, POV LSZ, even more yearning, Dramatic Revelations)
roots by violia (T, 5k, WangXian, LSZ & WWX & LWJ, Fluff, Post-Canon, Canon Compliant, Hugging, Family Feels, Relationship Reveal, Family Reunions)
Red Bunny and Blue Bunny are Friends by deliciousblizzardshark (G, 5k, WangXian, LSZ & LWJ & WWX, Kid Fic, Domestic Fluff, Author WWX, Parent LWJ, Pining LWJ, POV LSZ, Soft WangXian)
Running Home to Me by songsofthespring (G, 34k, WangXian, LSZ & LWJ & WWX, LSZ & WN, Anastasia (1997 & Broadway) Fusion, Royalty, Hurt/Comfort, Angst with a Happy Ending, Temporary Amnesia, Medical Inaccuracies, JYL & LWJ Friendship, Everyone Lives/Nobody Dies)
when he comes home to you by Kika988 (G, 2k, WangXian, LSZ & LWJ & WWX, Family Feels, Family Fluff, Families of Choice, Light Angst, Fluff and Angst)
The Intervening Years by roserocksrapidly (G, 11k, WangXian, LSZ & LWJ & WWX, Canon Divergence, LSZ centric, Parent-Child Relationship, Wangxian is background, Fluff and Angst, Hurt/Comfort)
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11. Hi! ♡ for your next itmf i have 2 request if thats ok, do you know any fics where:
A) JFM isn't being bashed (loved even!) but YZY is? or
B) a discussion is had about how YZY also verbally abused JFM? they don't have to be alive but canon era only please! wangxian is preferable too but not necessary. Thank you!!
11A)
Ad Oblivione by Baph, HikariNoHimeWriter (M, 70k, WangXian, Time Travel Fix-It, Temporary Character Death, Canon-Typical Violence, POV Multiple, Hurt/Comfort, Grief/Mourning, Identity Reveal, Golden Core Reveal, Cultivation World Critical, Not JC Friendly, Abusive YZY, Angst with a Happy Ending) Hi! I'm really sorry, idk if this actually helps or not :( for #11 on the last itmf, there is this fic where all sects are curious about a mysterious boy helping common people, but just some of them actually get in contact with him, them being LQR, JYL, and MM. The boy is, ofc, WWX, and there is a lady ghost that takes care of him... it also includes ppl bashing YZY, but not JFM
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12. hello, and thank you for all that you do! i just have a humble request: can you please direct me to fics where lwj GROVELS? hehehe. kinda like the flavor of lwj trying to make it up to wwx. thanks a lot!
我的皇后是農民 | sowing seeds in the cold palace by sweetlolixo (E, 39k, WIP, WangXian, Imperial Palace, Emperor LWJ, Imperial Consort WWX, Farmer WWX, Only WWX Could Have an Empress to Farmer Pipeline, Angst, Romance, Wingman LJY, Wife-chasing-LWJ, Arranged Marriage, Best Boy A-Yuan)
Honesty is the Best Policy (Except if You’re an Asshole) by piecrust (E, 22k, College AU, Porn with feelings, Angst)
the earthquake in the room by phnelt (E, 39k, WangXian, College/University, Modern: No Powers, Canada, Getting Together, Mentions of lwj/others, inter-faculty romance, strangers to lovers to frenemies to lovers, mostly book characterisation) lan zhan does zero grovelling in 'earthquake in the room' aka the toast fic by phenlt, and lots of people were yelling at lan zhan in the comments. I'm curious what the requestor will think! like in no way does lan zhan use mouth words to say he likes Wei ying and he never even knew what he did wrong far less apologized about it. 💀
a constellation to stir my heart by phnelt (E, 12k, WangXian, Canada, Modern: No Powers, sequel to Earthquake in the room) re#12 and the comment on 'earthquake in the room' 🙂 I think the person who recommended it may have meant to rec the series because there is a sequel to Earthquake that has Lan Zhan realizing the error of his actions and coming to to Realizations and that fulfills to the requesters ask I think 🙂
🧡 Life as a House by Terri Botta (Isilwath) (T, 55k, WangXian, Modern AU, Post-Divorce, Father-Son Relationship, Reconciliation, Therapy, Angst with a happy ending, corporate espionage, abusive relationships, recovery from abuse) has the grovel vibe. LWJ doesn't grovel as much as goes deep into self-flagellation when he recognizes what a shit husband he was and makes amends with a happy ending. It's LWJ focused and he's a victim of abusive LQR.
Lie for Love by sether1n3 (E, 73k, wangxian, LWJ/MXY, modern, angst w happy ending, hurt/comfort, endgame wangxian, mpreg, hit and run, WWX goes to prison, hurt WWX, implied/referenced child abuse, not JC friendly, lawyer JC, grief/mourning, Secret (2013) au, rich LWJ, artist WWX, slow burn, check all tags! , WIP)
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13. Hi! So for ITMF:
A) fics where WWX isn't treated well in Cloud Recesses so his siblings or nephew or idk NHS come save him (not necessarily mistreated by LWJ but I'm not against it either), the worst they are to him, the better :)
B) fics where WWX is forced or tricked into marrying someone who's abusive or simply doesn't treat him with the respect and dignity he deserves and the jiangs or one of the twin jades rescue him
No Jiang bashing if possible, or at least no Jiang siblings bashing please! Thank you!! @jiangclaritybell
13B)
Trace amounts of poison won't kill you by SalarianScientist (M, 68k, WIP, WangXian, WWX/WX, Angst with a Happy Ending, Gaslighting, Depression, Abusive Relationships, Modern AU, Female LWJ/Female WWX, No cultivation and no swords, only bad choices) rule 63 wangxian and WWX is uh, not yet saved where the story leaves off but she's getting there! It sounds like you know what you're getting into but i would say mind the tags. This felt very true-to-life when it comes to living with an abuser and could be triggering
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14. Hi! For the next (nsfw) ITMF, do you have any recs that have this vibe? @blueghost13 (description: "animated TikTok of WangXian, WWX says: You could be rougher with me er-gege. LWJ replies while kissing his hand: I'm afraid of causing pain to Wei Ying. WWX then grabs his collar and drags him in close, eyes wide." end description. - Mod C)
full disclosure by wolframvonbielefeld (maknaeline) (E, 3k, WangXian, Mentions of Necrophilia, NOT re: wangxian, Overstimulation, Multiple Orgasms, Lingerie, implied zhuiling, wwx is the Master of the Turnabout, Field trips, Sub Drop, Mild BDSM, WWX is a Powerbottom) WWX, under the influence of Sex Pollen, is having none of LWJ’s forbearance: “But Wuxian doesn’t want reverent. He wants ruined”
Hold Truth to the Light by SoManyJacks (E, 15k, WangXian, Light Angst, Fluff, switch!LWJ, service top!WWX, Accusations of rape, False Accusations, Rumors, nasty rumors, Alcohol, arranged marriage sideplot, Painful Sex, Anal Sex, POV Alternating, Light Dom/sub, Post-Canon, Based on the novel, gratuitous epilogues) LWJ fears that he may have been hurting WWX—a notion supported by his own clumsy experiments with a sex toy; WWX reassures him.
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15. Hello! For the next ITMF, can u guys recommend some fics with cheating lwj the one with hurt wwx & angst? or just plain angst, can also be pure heavy angst / hurt no comfort / tearjerker / any heartbreak / something like that. Thankyouuuuuu!! @httpskaixx
Not Meant for a Forever by Asmayi (M, 2k, WangXian, WangYu, Modern AU, Hurt No Comfort, Sad WWX, Cheating, Infidelity, Emotional Infidelity, OOC, Professor LWJ, Engineer WWX, Student MXY, Teacher-Student Relationship, College/University, Dead Dove: Do Not Eat, Heavy Angst, Married WangXian)
driver’s license by cryptenhope (T, 5k, WangXian, Modern AU, Post-Break Up, Making Up, Getting Back Together, Happy Ending if you read the ending notes, Ambiguous/Open Ending)
the ugly truth by reidviolet (T, 3k, WangXian, Modern AU, Heavy Angst, the scary reality of being in love, the realistic side of love, breaking up, Sad WWX, Losing Interest, Sad Ending)
All that is solid melts into air by huxiyi (T, 18k, WangXian, Angst with a Happy Ending, Growing Old Together, Breaking Up & Making Up, Post-Canon, Character Study, Getting Back Together)
you were the best thing (that’s ever been mine) by vrys (G, 2k, WangXian, Modern AU, Married Couple, Infidelity, Cheating, Hurt No Comfort, Angst, Sad Ending, OOC characters, pain pain pain)
Say No to this Series by BCat13 (G/T, 12k, WangXian, LWJ/Others, Modern AU, Heavy Angst, Cheating LWJ, Inspired by The Reynolds Pamphlet, CEO LWJ, It's quiet uptown inspired, Mentions of Rape, Mentions of drugs, Mentions of self-harm, Angst, cheating au, Angst with an happy ending, Open Ending, Car Accident, Injuried character, Suicidal Thoughts, Hurt and comfort)
breathing underwater Series by paperlungs (E, 60k, WangCheng, WangXian, ChengJue, ChengChao, ChengXuan, ChaoXu, Character Study, Infidelity, Unhealthy Relationships, Inferiority Complex, Modern AU, Mental Health Issues, getting therapy when you desperately Need it, allusions to depression and suicidal thoughts, Complicated Relationships, split POV, Italy, moreso the CONSEQUENCES of infidelity, please read author's note, Past Relationship(s), Past wangxian, Personal Growth, apologies if anyone is wildly ooc, Origin Story, the zhancheng is mostly background, Daddy Issues, bodyguard!wzl, bratty rich kid!wc) it’s a JC-focused series, not Wangxian, but LWJ’s infidelity plays a big role
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16. dear mods, im in the mood for some jin zixuan & wei wuxian friendship. specially if they become friends for more than just their mutual love for jiang yanli. thank you for the lovely work 💞💞
Quartet series by WithBroomBefore (T, 69k, Platonic Soulbond, Hurt/comfort, Canon Divergence, No golden core transfer, JC&JZX stay in Xuanwu cave, Fix-it, Temporary character death)
All Old Things are New Again series by The Feels Whale (@miscellea) (M, 59k, WangXian, Reincarnation, Modern AU, canon still happened, extreme post canon, Sugar Daddy, Kink Negotiation, gentle dom!LWJ, canonical levels of consent play, Modern Cultivators, cultivators can recognize important people from previous lives, vaguely, this started out as a cute sugar fantasy and got just incredibly horny very fast, blame LWJ) features some jin zixuan & wei wuxian friendship (it’s brief and not the main focus, but it’s in there)
Twin Treasures by crossdressingdeath (T, 81k, WIP, JZX & WWX, WangXian, Canon Divergence, Can't quite tag this as 'everyone lives' but I promise everyone who dies will DESERVE IT, mostly novel-verse with a bit of CQL here and there, currently being edited)
Silver eyes meet gold by EuphoricSuds (Not Rated, 3k, WangXian, JZX & WWX, XuanLi, Minor Character Death, Canonical Character Death, Implied/Referenced Character Death, BAMF WWX, Hurt WWX, Genius WWX, Mild Hurt/Comfort, Domestic Fluff, Tooth-Rotting Fluff, Family Fluff, WWX Gets a Hug, WWX is Loved, WWX is LSZ's Parent, WWX is a Jīn, WWX Isn't Adopted by the Jiāngs, Canon Rewrite, Out of Character WWX, Out of Character, Comfort No Hurt, Cute WWX)
Wei Wuxian and Jin Zixuan are oblivious Besties ♥ Series by Akak_ShadMe (Not Rated/G, 15k, WIP, JZX & WWX, WangXian, XuanLi, JZX & WWX Friendship, Time Travel Fix-It, Platonic Relationships, Protective JZX, Confused JC, JZX Lives, Oblivious WWX, Angst and Humor, Platonic cuddling)
With you, I can fight the World by Weiyingbestboy (G, 2k, WangXian, XuanLi, Everyone Lives/Nobody Dies, Time Travel Fix-It, Canon Divergence, JC is so done, JZX and WWX Friendship)
Once Lost but Now Found, Found, Found by thunderwear (G, 4k, WIP, XuanLi, WangXian, JZX & WWX, Canon Divergence, WWX raised by Jins, Kid Fic, for a bit, Eventual Romance, Madame Jin is pretty cool, slight Madame Yu bashing, Friendship)
❤️ Candy & Conspiracies by Reverie (cl410) (T, 16k, wangxian, JZX & WWX, jin wwx, fluff & crack, found family, humor, no angst, Mojo’s post) “At least it wasn’t another surprise half-sibling. It did not take long for Jin Zixuan to reconsider. Wei Wuxian was a gremlin, brought to Koi Tower for the sole purpose of driving Jin Zixuan into insanity."
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17. I'm In The Mood For: After reading a short one-shot, Anchor Me To My Dreams by Anonymous I've been wanting to read fics with a similar plot.
The plot is about how Lan Xichen sees the resemblance between Jin Guangyao's face and Money Xuanyu's. Lan Xichen starts to have dreams about Jin Guangyao/Mo Xuanyu, so Wei Wuxian (in MXY's body) gives sleeping medicine to Lan Xichen to help manage his nightmares, even though he doesn't know what they're about. At the end of the story, LXC (accidentally) drugs WWX with the sleeping medicine, starts seeing visions of WWX as JGY, and ends up raping him. The story ends on Lan Wangji walking into the Gentian House, calling out for his brother.
I want something just like that (or as close to that as possible) but with a continuation of Wei Wuxian finding out what was done to him and, over the course of the fic, learning to recover with Lan Wangji. I think I'm looking for a closure to this story since it's been tearing me into pieces because it left without a direct ending to it.
I know finding a fanfic like this is really specific, so here's the plot I basically want: LXC some sort of problem that ties in with WWX, LXC rapes WWX, WWX has to learn how to recover.
I understand this is a hard request to make. Thank you in advance. ᥫ᭡ @theashgrove
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