#my cousin is at a good place now btw he's studying the law and enjoying life!

[zeussim]

So I have a strong aversion to drinking and drunk people and I hadn't really thought of where it came from. And then I remembered.

#my cousins dad is an alcoholic (he's not part of the family anymore) #i think they got divorced when i was 5 or smth and he got a restraining order because violence #but hearing about him and his actions at such a young age and being afraid #it must've done smth #to my mind #and also seeing how my cousin (always been my closest cousin) was affected by it? #i remember being in a car close to my grandma's and seeing him #and my mom immediately locked the car doors #i dont know why i hadnt thought of this before #i saw this reel of a guy who did a list with reasons why ppl don't drink and it said alcoholic family members #and i was like I don't have any of those #and then now several days later it suddenly hit me in the middle of one of my completely unrealistic daydreams #that this is the reason I DETEST drunk ppl and anything to do with alcohol #my cousin is at a good place now btw he's studying the law and enjoying life! #tw alcoholism #nonsims