#my dark past

[misssclumsy]

You haunt me in the most romantic way.

#my quotes #my quotation #my poem #my poerty #my writing #my dark past #dark acadamia aesthetic #dark academia #darkacademism #dark academia moodboard #dark acamedia #bw #romentic #love #love poetry #platonic love #love poem #poetscommunity #female poets #poetry #poets on tumblr #poemsdaily #short poetry #poetsandwriters #original poem #poets corner #writers and poets #writeblr #poetblr #romence

[gonbeeyamada]

i only recently found out about your deviant art acc.. the abundance of kiibouma is astounding am i gonna be hunted down

you're only going to be hunted down bc you reminded me that i hyperfixated on danganronpa for 6 years of my life

#my dark past #psycho analyze me what does it mean when kiibouma was my otp now its alishin. #i think it means im insane and like rare pairs

[fandom-trash-goblin]

i beg you to love me, say that i'm enough, but you tell me— why are you like this? i think there's something wrong with you.

for @shestrying

thanks to @acelania for finding the unknowns!

in image / desperation sits heavy on my tongue, tumblr user tullipsink / mary oliver, ‘north country’ / virginia woolf, letter to violet dickinson / in image / blythe baird, from if my body could speak / Alice in Bed: A Play' by Susan Sontag (link in comment) / lynee rae perkins, criss cross / elena ferrante, Those Who Leave and Those Who Stay' (trans. Ann Goldstein) / rainer maria rilke, from rilke’s book of hours / in image/ in image

#webweaving #webweave #poetry #aesthetic #quotes #spilled ink #poems and poetry #poems and quotes #writing #poem #spilled poetry #words #spilled thoughts #dark academia #web weaving #*mine: graphics #brought to you by my anxiety running wild and my brain deciding today's a fine; fine day to ponder on the realisation that- #- all i've been doing is failing since a past few months... years #okay tho this one looks sorta ugly #some images blurred some not; unfortunately; i dont have the diligence to correct it as of yet #we'll see #added sources - 27/3/24

[zoneofsmites]

Im of the full (possibly delusional) belief that Durge is not the species that they physically appear to be.

You’re telling me this being crafted from nothing but bhaal’s flesh and his blood - this demigod - is actually a dragonborn/tiefling/human/elf/etc.

No. This thing is bhaal’s flesh and it just happens to look like that. They’re an imitation of a species, they’re not truly a (full)mortal being, they have no heritage aside from bhaal.

As a result I’m sure there’s some…oddities.

For example, a demigod child, not fully mortal. I doubt they adhere to the lifespan of whatever species they look like. Looking younger than they should. (less so perhaps with long lived races like elfs and half-elves where that is par for the course).

A dragonborn durge that by all accounts looks like a blue dragonborn but their breathweapon is acid. A tiefling durge that seems to be a Mephistopheles tiefling but they cannot cast mage hand, instead smiting like a zariel bloodline tiefling.

An elf or tiefling durge that doesn’t read as fey or infernal trough identification spells. Because they aren’t either of those things. Perhaps they could read as divine but not quite.

Members of a race that durge is supposed to be looking at them and sometimes when making eye contact they read as wrong. And some kind of uncanny effect triggers in their brain.

Give me more freaky durge who isn’t really what they appear to be at all. Just a little murder demigod crafted from dead god flesh to be the shape of something else.

#bg3 #durge #the dark urge #bg3 durge #bg3 the dark urge #bg3 dark urge #dark urge #bg3 headcanons #hall of wonders #zone of truth #this post is brought to you by me making my mephi-tiefling Durge mechanically a zariel tiefling to make them mechanically ‘wrong’ #and also by my thoughts of a durge who ages eerily slow for their species #(wdym this mid 30’s /pushing 40’s guy looks not a day past his 20’s???) #(how much would that fuck with gortash. when your partner who’s race is of a similar lifespan to humans hasn’t aged in the decade you’ve #that you’ve know them) #(personally. i would die a little)

[steelscorner]

BG3 Comic: An Unwelcome Surprise

(Be forewarned: Dark Urge Act 3 Spoilers. Post is tagged. Click “read more” for the full comic.)

I always find myself wondering about the side conversations that must happen between the other characters while your PC is busy talking to the plot point givers.

#astarion #gale of waterdeep #enver gortash #dark urge #astarion x durge #durgestarion #OC: Jiril the Wildling #bg3 #bg3 fanart #gale dekarios #bg3 comic #I’m not going to tag this durgetash since that’s not end game for Jiril but 100% they did in the past #Jiril is a wild magic sorcerer and their hands darken with magic when a magic surge is coming on #make of that what you will here #bg3 spoilers #spoilers #dark urge spoilers #also don’t mind me changing my inking style up I’m experimenting and inflicting it all on you #my art

[queerdandelion]

At least when I die I won’t have to remember the time my grandpa and I took our cat to the vet and one of the nurses asked us if we were together and I said “Yeah, but we’re not together together” as a joke and she just moved on so she wouldn’t have to acknowledge it and I realized how fucking weird that was of me to say.

#why the fuck did I say that? #cringe #my tragic backstory #my dark past #let me die #awkward

[lilianade-comics]

[Post AGIT] Dan gets his first job at a Nasty Burger

#this job was generously arranged for Dan by Vlad. #they take turns forcing each other to confront horrible traumatic moments from their past in the interest of character growth. #so this is Vlad's 'thank you' to Dan for reuniting him with Dani in my earlier comics. #Vlad is equal parts helpful and petty in this continuity <3 #danny phantom #dan phantom #dan masters #dark danny #danny phantom: a glitch in time #post agit

[brushstrokes-art]

au where pit’s a trans girl who hasn’t figured it out yet and then the mirror of truth speedruns dp’s transition. and nothing else changes.

#kid icarus #kid icarus uprising #kiu #pit #dark pit #pittoo #pandora ki #palutena #fanart #sketch #comic #this based on my headcanon that the mirror of truth is gender affirming #which means i very much believe that pit is not transfem in canon. but BOY would it be funny if he were #the mirror of truth transing dp's gender is like trying to copy/paste an egg and ending up with a full-grown chicken #anyway. dp gets the magical miracle Instant HRT but pit has to do it the slow way. sad. many such cases each year

[mundanememorize]

WE ARE WTACHING INTO YHE WOODS AND IM SO SCRAZY RN

#MY DARK PAST #I KNOW ALL YHE LYROCS AND ITS LIKE HURTING ME

[zedeeo]

wish i could say i was completely new to tumblr now but no i was on phannie tumblr in like 2016…

#my dark past #i’ve changed i swear i’m a different person now #wasn’t there for long and still have no clue what i’m doing tho LMAO #zedeeo posts #z’s rambles

[artist-rat]

decided to turn this main party + durge reveal pic into a series of how they're doing as i proceed in the game :} part two<3

#baldur's gate 3 #bg3 #durge #astarion #karlach #wyll #oc: tavis #fun times in the shadowlands :-D <3 #i thought it was funny to strut to meet ketheric in the wrecked dark justiciar armors my point was to just look cool but it was kinda like #👁️👄👁️ Hi the past is here to haunt and maim u boi #(also i didn't change durge's looks randomly i hc her horns are growing ingame!) (due to.. totally normal and not evil reasons...)

[sctumsempra]

severus snape every morning in his mid 30s for no fucking reason: where the FUCK is my eyeshadow

#severus snape #pro snape #snape #snape fanart #procreate #sketch #snart #adopting him as my goth dad #i need to know who’s decision the eyeshadow in the later movies was bc he just got cuntier as time went on #can u imagine. existential crisis walking past a sephora spotting the urban decay section. life changed #dark sparkly eyeshadow: 1. person version of a crow: 0 #just looked it up and coincidentally sephora as we know it today was launched in 1995. exactly

[mxrtified777]

mothers embrace

#my art #yugioh #ygo #yugioh fanart #ryou bakura #bakura ryou #dark necrofear #been working on this on and off for the past few days #glances over at my unfinished deathshipping piece

[awkwardsonicphotos]

My sister is finally playing Sonic Adventure 2’s story mode and I have been getting updates of her progress. She absolutely hates it, she can’t stand the wonky controls at all. The only thing powering her to get through it is her love for her chao and I find that hilarious.

#she hasn’t gotten to Dark story mode yet. #as kids I was the one to beat the game and collect the emblems so she never really played past pumpkin hill #she really loves the chao garden and I can’t fault that #chao garden is the whole reason I wanted the game as a kid #no one bash my sister for not liking the game I just found her opinion funny

[azapofinspiration]

Chuuya who doesn’t let himself want things because he has to put everyone and everything else first, who feels like his own wants shouldn’t matter because he has power so he needs to be responsible and prioritize those weaker than him.

Dazai who doesn’t let himself want anything because the moment he gains it he will lose it, who can’t handle opening himself up to that kind of pain and vulnerability because he’s been taught that that is a weakness.

Both Dazai and Chuuya whose experiences tell them that the moment they want, everything begins to go wrong and they’ll lose the things they care about.

#nakahara chuuya #dazai osamu #bsd #bungo stray dogs #bungou stray dogs #bsd fifteen #bsd stormbringer #bsd dark era #skk #soukoku #I know we talk about how that line suits D a lot but it goes with C’s experiences too #he lets himself want to learn more about his past and he loses both the sheep and later the flags #D wants human connections and friends and then everything falls apart and his friends are gone #another connection between these two #meta #my meta #bsd analysis #my posts

[jet-teeth]

More sketches of one of my Knight OCs, "Perjurus," who has essentially had his machine spirit "freed" by Chaos and is now a fully autonomous/sapient construct, now seeking out others of his kind ("abominable intelligence"/AI/machinefolk of various origins existing in secret - for example like the Orac Myraid from the recent Arks of Omen lore) While his pilot had his pacts with Chaos, he was unaware the machine had made such pacts of its own... (someday I'll write out his lore/story more properly, for now just have some artsss. First one is traditional, other two are digital)

#Imperial Knight #Knight Warden #Knight Despoiler #Perjurus #mech #robot #mechanical #Wh40k #Jet art #making you all look at my boy #(The introduction of Vashtorr and some of the lore bits around that character has given me more than a few ideas this past year) #(Still desperately needing more Dark Mechanicum content tho GW pleas)