#my dearest jjong

[yuyusuyu]

Dea, wonderful amazing dea, I’ve GOTTA know,,,,

“i think jongho did that because he saw how i reacted to seeing you.”

DOES YEOSANG EVEN QUESTION WTF SHE MEANTTTTTTT!?!? I was literally sitting here, not even on tumblr and this thought hit me outta nowhere. Like?? Is he even aware mc is going through it because of him? Does he question this phrasing at all? I am gripping the edge of my seat to see how this all unfolds.

(Also also, you’re incredible ty sm for gracing us with your stories💕)

hello there, wonderful and amazing user lissiesykes~~

since i don't want to spoil much, all i can say is that he definitely picked up on that just like how he picked up on the changes between them last chapter in their dynamics and he is most definitely acting like this out of desperation (of what? i'll leave that up to you!) and he is also acting like this because he feels threatened (of what and of who? i'll leave that up to you~)

and tysmm, that's so sweet of you to say :(( i hope you have a good day/night !! much love to you 🫶🏼

#꒰✉️꒱ asks ! #this was so fun to answer ! #yeosang is my dearest in blurred lines and lies #so is jjongs #and yn #love them all #me saying i love yeosang as if this isn't inspired by #something that happened to me about a year ago #and i lowk don't like the person that inspired this #but obvi this is much different to what happened with me #^ PLS lmfao fun fact ig ?!

[wantbytaemin]

what did you think about the lines distribution of that cover? less of who sang how much and more who got to sing who, i know i was worried thinking how will they split that song to fit eight people. satisfying to see how they worked it out so well, with the choreo too!

oh i was so skeptical abt jjong jinki and taem’s parts (to me at least there was no way skzies would struggle w the rap parts, but the vocal parts are so intense and demand so much training/stamina that tbh i see no problem in dividing this song among eight people IFJSLKD maybe even ten would work) but to my delight & surprise they did soooo well i think hanji and seungmin did jonghyun justice which is literally THE highest form of praise you could get from me and i’ve only ever said it about taemin. in technical terms i was most impressed by han and lino (the way he ATE taemin’s line? Hiiiiiii also he was the only one who came close to giving me the intensity and sharpness that taemin does the choreo with but im not insane & don’t expect that from anyone bc taemin is actually out of his mind during sherlock but <33333 had to mention), but my dearest part was for sure when chan got to sing the first ‘give it up for stray kids’ i thought that was SO fitting i was hoping they’d give that part to leader guy 🥲 and felix ‘binnatta’ was SO good it made me giggle bc minho’s original is heavily autotuned to make it sound robotic & non human and lix just has a deep voice that gives it that special effect. honestly it hasn’t really sunk in for me yet and i’m sure i’ll have more to say abt it later on but it’s the details that make it so good and i’m definitely beyond impressed by the way they’ve managed to pull this off 🥹

#i think they did really well on the choreo too but you’ll understand I was raised on taemin fancams and if you watch a taemin Sherlock #fancam you’ll see what i mean immediately they called that little guy bone breaker for good reason but yesss i think they did such a good #job in terms of making it look cool and fun which IS a feat seeing as it’s a very goofy choreo that you need tons of training and #confidence not to mention coordination to be able to pull of #skznee

[foxy-kitsune]

to my dearest jonghyun;

there isn't a day i don't think about you. i miss you every single day. happy 34th birthday my beloved jjong. i love you. i'm proud of you. ❤️‍🩹

#shinee #jonghyun #kim jonghyun #jjong #my shining diamond #my star up in the sky #my angel #we are so proud of you #you did well jjong #🌹

[149estrella]

Happy 34, dearest Bling Bling Jonghyun ♡

I woke up a few hours ago, and just lied in bed for a while, thinking about a bit of everything. you were on my mind too, but I don't know why I didn't even remember it was your birthday. as I kept thinking about you, I suddenly realized that oh, april 8th. it's... his birthday today.

34 years ago on this day, you were born. had you been alive... you would have turned 34 today. it breaks my heart that you didn't even make it to 30. you left way too early.

it's strange how during these nine years that I've known you, so much has changed about me, yet I still remain as charmed by you as ever. yet I still love you and everything about you just as much as I did when I first became a fan, if not more. it's strange because I am not like that. but I guess you were just always that to me: an exception to everything.

I don't quite know how it makes sense to wish a dead person a happy birthday. but I am still going to do it, just because I genuinely mean it. and also because I just realized the duration of someone's existence, whether they're dead or alive, is something that's always worth celebrating. and what's more worthy of celebration than the duration of your existence, dear jjong? so happy 34, jonghyun. I love you.

#jonghyun #shinee #jjongday2024

[jjongho]

MY BEAUTIFUL WONDERFUL SOFIE!!!!! Happy birthday to you!!!!! I hope you have such a wonderful day. Sending you the biggest smooches and hugs and all that stuff. <3333

CHRISSY MY MOST BELOVEDEST DEAREST thank you sm for all your love and for bear jjong 🥺🫶 it means the world to me

#sofie day

[mushpotaeto]

Happy birthday, happy birthday. You being born is like an endless blessing to me — Happy Birthday ; Jonghyun lyrics

#HAPPY_JJONG_DAY #사월의_따뜻한봄_종현이에게 #shinee #artists on tumblr #jonghyun #jjong #kim jonghyun #roo #happy birthday #birthday #my dearest jjong #miss you #garden #secret garden #animation #gif #original #artist on tumblr #샤이니 #김종현 #종현 #spring #spring is here #april

[imnameim]

my dearest angel suni 💖 i have learned that:

1. you won’t leave my side 🥺

2. you don’t like runny eggs (just like me hehe)

3. you have a jonghyun bracelet with his voice note visual on it 😭

4. bonus we all know u love kyun but SHH don’t tell him !!!

love u suni bub hope you’re having a nice night (actually it’s really late/early for u pls REST 💘)

the first one🥺💘 I'm always here and I've always got your back for anything 💘💘💘💘 my jjong bracelet💖💝💞💞💕💞💘💝💕💝 I rarely take it off indeed. No runny eggs ew;; (you don't like seafood much 🙄🙄)

I love you mädchhh💖💞💝💗💞💝💞💝💞💞 you brighten my days mwah🥺

#kyun soulmate🥺❤️ #asks #kyunsies #💝💖💝💗💝💖💕💖💕💖💝💖💝💖💖💝💖💝💖💝 #yeah;; we dont tell kyun i love him smh the chase is fun🥰😂 #kidding dnsjs

[5hining-aus]

SHINee As Dads - The First Few Months

@kumabear15 said to 5hining-aus: i saw that you wrote about how SHINee welcomes their newborn baby and i don't know if someone asked this before, but how would each SHINee members' lives would be after the child comes out? like what kind of dad would they be?

I legitimately can’t believe I haven’t done this prompt yet. Like, I’ve written SHINee As Single Dads, I’ve written SHINee As Single Dads Throwing Birthday Parties, I’ve written SHINee As Dads During Their Firstborn’s Birth, I’ve even written SHINee As Disney Dads, but somehow I haven’t written SHINee As Everyday Non-Single Dads. That is being fixed right now. Enjoy!

Onew

Jinki’s a bit nervous for the first few days after your son comes home and it shows

Seriously, he’s like “oh no, I rocked him a certain way and he made a new sound. I’ve obviously done irreversible damage and now he’ll never get into a top university and it’s all my fault”

Jinki, dear, that was a sneeze

Though, once he realizes that the baby isn’t going to break if he breaths on it the wrong way, Onew settles into fatherhood rather well

You’ve lost count of the number of times you’ve woken up in the middle of the night, noticed that Jinki wasn’t in bed with you, and then found him in the nursery watching over your son as he slept

One of the first big movements that your son did was to grab Jinki’s nose while he was holding him. It was hilarious until you guys figured out that your son had no intention of letting go of his dad’s nose

Jonghyun

Officially you two decided to alternate who was on night duty, switching every day or two. In practice, however, Jjong does about 95% of the night care

Your husband’s a night owl. If he’s already awake then what’s the point of you getting up to do something that he is very capable of doing himself

Some of the storage drawers in your daughter’s nursery double as a cute little window seat (sort of like THIS) and whenever Jonghyun can’t get her to sleep, he’ll sit there with her and show her the moon and all the stars. It utterly transfixes her and she’s usually out like a light in about 10 minutes

However, your guys’ dearest daughter is a very light sleeper, so if Jjong doesn’t get her in her crib fast enough and she falls asleep in his arms then he’s kind of stuck there until it’s time for her next feeding

More often than not, those scenarios end up with them both conked out on the window seat. It’s absolutely adorable and you definitely take multiple pictures whenever you see it

Key

Kibum’s been 100% wrapped around his daughter’s little finger since the moment she came into the world and he doesn’t even try to deny it

He would die for this child, and he would kill for this child

He’s definitely that parent who insists on making homemade organic baby food once your daughter is old enough to eat solids

He doesn’t allow anybody in your house until they’ve thoroughly sanitized themselves

Comme Des and Garcons have apparently decided that it’s their joint duty to stand guard over the nursery. Odds are that if they aren’t with you and Key, they’re sitting outside the nursery

Minho

Your daughter may only be a few months old, but it’s already clear who her favourite parent is. Hint: It isn’t you

Minho is the only person she’ll smile for. It doesn’t matter that you carried her around inside of you for nine months, you aren’t appa so no smiles for you

He’s downright greedy when it comes to holding the baby

He probably takes some sort of extended paternity leave, just so he can spend that much more time with your daughter

He’s that parent who lowkey brags about his little one’s accomplishments, not because he’s an a**hole, but because he’s just so proud and wants to tell the world and his gushing unintentionally comes off as bragging

Taemin

As mentioned in SHINee As Dads During Their Firstborn’s Birth, Taem is pretty much always shirtless for the first couple of months. He claims it’s because of the benefits of skin-to-skin contact, you think he just hates wearing shirts. Really, it’s a bit of both

He’s surprisingly quick at going into full-on Dad Mode. Like, Tae, is there a second family that you’re keeping a secret?

No, but really, he learned all he could about childcare before your son was born, so he’s actually doing pretty well at the whole parenting thing

The baby gets ahold of Taemin’s Gucci slippers when he starts teething. Yes, those Gucci slippers

(THIS ONE MIGHT BE KIND OF GROSS FOR SOME PEOPLE) Your son doesn’t spit-up a whole lot, but when he does, it’s almost always when Taemin is holding him and wearing freshly washed clothes

#SHINee AU #SHINee imagines #SHINee scenarios #SHINee x reader #SHINee #onew x reader #jonghyun x reader #key x reader #minho x reader #taemin x reader #SHINee As Dads #Domestic!SHINee

[hongism]

HI sorry ive been ia for ages ive been v busy!!!! started my new job so THAT was fun heheh but ALSO!! comments on the recent chapter which i forgot to post:

JJONG!!!! HES SO SWEET i love him sm I LOVE HIM!! everything he did in the recent chapter to comfort mc... starts crying. also... 'my seon- lieutenant' SCREAMS. joong:((((

and the moment where yeo and woo saw each other... my heart... ITS TWISTING!!! i want the gay shit that woosang have😞😞

-strawbz🍓 anon who is back😁

omg DONT APOLOGIZE!!! ITS OKAY!!!! congrats on starting your new job hehe 🥳🥳🥳

our dearest jongho beloved jongho doing the most out here doing his best i love it <3 and the ‘my seon- lieutenant’ hits HARDHARDHARDHARD i love it

yeo and woo having their moment and that moment of seeing each other precious <3 lovely <3 amazing <3 wonderful <3 heartbreaking <3 we all deserve that kind of love with someone 😔💔

#strawbz🍓 anon #WELCOME BACK MY DEAR #mists of celeste #moc: spoilers #anon #asks

[ahmanetto]

My dearest jonghyun!

Now it‘s my turn to say: happy birthday cutie!

I know I‘m really late, I found out about you in early 2021 and was so sad to see or read that you was gone...but I want to find out about you more and more. I startet to listen to your music and watch old performance videos on YouTube. Everytime I see you or hear your really beautiful voice, my day become brighter. Thank you Jjong for everything you gave us, thank you for being there for us. I hope wherever you are, you are happy and smile the brightest! I whish, when the time comes , I can meet and hug you and say- you did really well my precious boy! Love you jonghyun❤️

Credit goes to the owner of this picture

#jonghyun #jjong #shinee #forever and always

[thetinfoilsoul]

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#star star star #ill turn into a beautiful star #I'll be next to the moon #my dearest Jjong #I'll be able to hear him sing everyday #wait for me #soon #nill speaks

[inequilibrium]

because it’s jjong’s birthday, it’s time to loop one of my absolute fave covers he’s done.

happy birthday my dearest moon boy, sweetheart, tiny love. i hope it’s spring where you are. 

#tiny love

[isakwon]

My Letters For You

Note: These are some three letters written in thoughts of Jjong. These are in his dearest memory and I hope we can remember him forever until we can see him again. You are loved so much Kim Jonghyun. Happy first anniversary of freedom. 

December 17th: 

I’d be lying if I said I have been strong. 

Time hasn’t passed for us long enough yet. 

watching videos and clips of you feels as if they were now and the clock feels like it’s stopped. 

The world feels like it shut down.

Hearing your voice, watching your decade long brothers sing their song about your relationship.

Seeing them in tears crumbles my heart until it’s gone.

Only words “You Did Well”

Can you hear us through our tears?

Could you hear us, and what do you think about? 

What goes on in your mind? Do you have a mind?

Just your huge heart and wonderful wings?

Are you happy as the moon?

September 18th: 

Please tell me what it’s like in Heaven.

Is it better?

Are you finally getting what you always desired?

Is everyone there as an angel?

Or is there room to become part of the galaxy?

Can you hear those who love you up there?

Can you show us someday?

March 9th: 

Your name flows through my mind again and again.

The melody on the piano keys. 

With just an image of you, a ball of pain forms in my esophagus.

My shattered heart has nothing left to crumble. 

It amazes me how much hurt it gives. 

It amazes me to realize how much you truly meant to me.

It’s so selfish for me to wonder if you were saved.

Can the moon keep smiling forever?

Because I believe the moon is where you are now.

I love you so much...

I miss you so much.

#ripkimjonhyun #shinee #jjong #We love you #we miss you #memories #ot5 forever #shining star #la luna

[ourjjong]

shinee’s jonghyun twitter layouts

reblog or like if you saved these

my dearest jjong, i love you <3

[sapphicshawol]

It's been 5 months now... 5 months since Jonghyun died. It seems like the time has passed so quickly and the world is moving so quickly while I’m stuck in the same place. I told myself I would keep on writing my letters to jjong to ground myself as I find it incredibly to directly talk about what I’m going through, which is why I’ve never really taken up any of the numerous offers I’ve had over the last few months to really talk about what I’m feeling. It feels... better to me to be able to write and then throw in into the void of my blog. Its been over two months now since I last wrote a letter to jjong and... I feel incredibly guilty for that. All the resolutions I’ve made have fallen through it seems. I’m incredibly sad and everything is getting worse again even though I promised that I would try so hard. I promised I would talk about him everyday, but I don’t, it hurts me too much. Its been nearly half a year without him and it feels like yesterday. I vividly remember that night. I was in my room, just checking tumblr before I went to bed when I saw a post that just said ‘no’ I don’t remember who it was. At first I didn’t know what happened but... then I realised and sat crying on my bed until my best friend heard me crying and came in. That was one of the worst nights of my life.

But. I really want to try this time. And I need to accept that with everything in my life I won’t always be able to write properly or at all. 

Dearest Jonghyun,

I loved you more than I thought was possible, and I will love you always. Even with all the pain your memory has given me over the last five months I would never give up the memories I have of you for the peace of never having known you. As always, I wish I had had the chance to tell you exactly how much you mean to me. Seeing as we’ll never see you again, and god does that hurt, I’ll just have to see you in the world around me. 

I love you, and I hope I always see you in the moon my dear.

#jonghyun #shinee #letters to jjong #youdidwell

[womblemonkey]

WARNING: Feelings ahead ❤

WELL that was a stressful day thinking I’d lost this blog entirely.  I don’t make gifs or big long important text posts but I have a lot of memories on here.  This blog has been around since 2011 so it’s a big chunk of my life on here.  That being said it’s only really since I discovered SHINee that I’ve started properly interacting with people on here and the thought of that just being taken away... It was horrid.

In light of that I’d like to mention a few blogs who are always lovely and a few who I would dearly miss if I was ever to leave.

@herewegobebe - Dearest Ruthie, you know how much I love you.  You’re a wonderful friend and I was the most upset thinking I had no way to contact you last night.  It was what I’d gone back on to here to do in the first place <3

@smoldinopup - Dü I know you’re going on a semi-hiatus.  You always seem so calm and level headed about things, it’s something that I look up to in you.  I hope you take care of yourself, I understand how the negativity can get too much sometimes.  When you come back I’ll send you all the cute fluffy things <3

@puppyjjong - Gitte my little darling.  You are so lovely.  You stand up for what you believe in and stick to your guns, that shows so much strength.  And when I made a temporary blog incase I didn’t get this one back you made a post telling people to follow me without me even saying anything ;-;

@leejinks - Ada you were one of the first to be there as I hard my panic last night.  You took time out of your night to message people who I had no other way of contacting just to let them know I hadn’t disappeared off the face of the planet.  More people should be as considerate as you.

@mynmisfr - Fari, we haven’t been friends long but at the same time I feel so comfortable talking to you.  I am so glad I signed up for the kjhproject or I might never have found you.  You’re so caring <3 Never change.

@fyjjong - We don’t talk but I’d like to say some things.  You’re a pillar of the shawol community here on tumblr.  You’ve had it so rough the past couple of months but you’ve kept going and always tried your hardest.  You’re always polite and never negative.  I don’t know how you do it and I have nothing but respect for you <3

Honorable mentions, you’re no less important but there’s only so many feelings I can handle. <3

@bitnaneunpyeoli ❤ @kimjongkey ❤ @menofkpop ❤ @eyes0ny0u  ❤ @petitshinee  ❤ @jjongs-key ❤ @jjonghyun  ❤ @striptaese ❤ @jong-fetti  ❤ @romanceboys  ❤ @blingjonghyun

I don’t talk to all of you but I see your names all the time on my dash and it’d be sad if that changed.

And last but not least I have to mention @pluttskutt.  You’re not a shawol yet you put up with me spamming them everywhere.  You’re my oldest tumblr friend and I’m not even sure why we followed each other in the first place any more but please never leave. <333

OKAY enough feelings.  Back to regularly scheduled programming.

#shinee #friends #shawols #I LOVE YOU ALL #<3 #Is this a follow forever type thing? #who knows #follow forever #i guess