#my drug buddy

[iheartliquor]

#my drug buddy #the lemonheads #lyrics #text #writing #I HATE WHEN THEY PUT PUNCTIUATION INCORRECTLY IN THE LIYRICS SITE BUT a z lyrics haas the prettiest colors so i cant do anything about ti.

[incorrect911argoship]

Eddie: Can you imagine being paid for being cute?

Buck: You'd be the richest man in the world.

Chim: Isn't that the whole point of Only Fans?

Ravi: Eddie would make bank.

Buck: Right?

#incorrect 911 quotes #incorrect buddie #buddie #911 #911 abc #eddie diaz #evan buckley #chimney han #ravi panikkar #hen wilson #bobby nash #eddie's OF account would crash the site #buck and ravi praising eddie is my drug

[wildlife4life]

WIP Wednesday

Tagged by @exhuastedpigeon @spotsandsocks @spaceprincessem @fortheloveofbuddie @steadfastsaturnsrings and @daffi-990. You are all so wonderful and I cannot wait for all your upcoming works! Mwha!

Super excited for todays snippet share. Not only is it from NFL Buck, but I have finally got to work on one of the best scenes from the show itself. Dosed! So I present to you, LSD Eddie (and Ravi!) Enjoy!

The pollen is just so pretty. Glimmering in the beams of sunlight and making beautiful dance moves. Eddie knows how to dance.  He’s tried teaching Buck a few times, but for a man who’s footwork is so flawless on the field, he has two left feet when it comes to moving them to a beat. Eddie doesn’t care though. He loves to dance with Buck because he smiles so big and bright and oh, he laughs so loud that it vibrates Eddie’s entire being. He wishes he could dance with Buck now, show him how the pollen moves and see his boyfriend glimmer among it. Tears burn in the corner of Eddie’s eyes and for what seems like the 100th time today, he rubs at them. “Man allergies are going crazy today.” Eddie lies because he can’t tell the others he’s crying over his secret boyfriend. “Yea you too huh?” Ravi remarks next to him. Okay, now Eddie thinks it may be allergies and not the thought of his too beautiful Buck. “The index wasn’t elevated this morning.” Probie relays, “Think it’s a new kind?” “New kind of what?” Eddie is really confused now. “Pollen.” Ravi responds. Can Ravi see the pollen too? Oh god, can he read Eddie’s mind?! He looks away from the younger firefighter and at his hands, hoping it would keep the kid out of his inner thoughts. Whoa, now the pollen is weaving its way between his fingers, making them tingle. “A new kind of pollen?” Chimney questions from across them. “You’re not feeling this Chim?” How could he not? It is everywhere, seeping into every pore of his skin. Eddie peeks at Ravi, whose eyes are drifting around the truck cabin.  Ravi can see it, Eddie isn’t alone. Chimney gives him an odd look, “No I do not.” He answers. Eddie looks out the window, sees more glittering puffs twirling in the wind, “I can see the pollen.” “I can hear it.” Ravi comments. And oh! That’s what that sound is! The pollen sounds just like Christopher and Buck’s laughter. It’s wonderful.

Hehehe. I am having so much fun writing this, especially since I have the dosed clip pretty much on repeat. Anywho, hope you all enjoyed! Everything NFL Buck can be found here.

Tagging (no pressure): @wikiangela @lover-of-mine @disasterbuckdiaz @jamespearce9-1-1 @athenagranted @eddiescowboy @rainbow-nerdss @evanbegins @elvensorceress @jesuisici33 @giddyupbuck @malewifediaz @hippolotamus @thewolvesof1998 @911onabc @911-on-abc @bekkachaos @loserdiaz @hoodie-buck @try-set-me-on-fire @theotherbuckley @ladydorian05 @bigfootsmom @watchyourbuck @eddiebabygirldiaz @thekristen999 @shortsighted-owl @spagheddiediaz @monsterrae1 @rogerzsteven @eowon @princessfbi @honestlydarkprincess @vampbuckley @bitchfacediaz @buck-coded @housewifebuck @glorious-spoon @buddierights @prosperdemeter2 @gayedmundodiaz @lemonzestywrites

#wip wednesday #tag game #my wip #911 show #911 abc #911 on abc #911 fic #buddie #buddie fic #evan buckley #eddie diaz #chimney han #ravi panikkar #nfl #dosed #non consensual drug use #lsd #pollen #hallucinations #eddie diaz can dance #buck cannot dance #high eddie #high ravi #quarterback buck #firefighter eddie #secret relationship

[shitouttabuck]

i like the summer rain (i like the sounds you make)

buck/eddie | 2.7k | rated t

Death comes for Eddie in the form of a small fluffy bunny. Several small fluffy bunnies, actually.

He’s not being hyperbolic, okay? This is how he goes. Hen and Chim can take their Drama Queen Diaz eye rolls and shove it. He’s having a perfectly reasonable reaction to the sight before him. And if the classic bright white light everyone talks about is more accurately a kind of warm glow dotted with sparkles and floating cartoon hearts in his current experience? Well, that’s between him and his God.

or, it’s truly tragic that eddie diaz isn’t kissing buck buckley, especially when everything he does makes him so damn kissable

read on ao3

#hello i wrote this while on legal drugs at my doctors office this afternoon #it is dumb as hell but i enjoyed myself greatly #will i regret posting it when i wake up tomorrow? most definitely #modern medicine is a miracle btw my strung out ass just sat in that chair for two hours giggling and tippytapping away in my notes app #911 fic #buddie fic #911 #buddie #evan buckley #eddie diaz #nina writes

[jellyaibo]

i just love having these two interact in my mind even tho i dont think it would work out KJHSDFJSHDFKHSJDFS

#few of these were requests from my buddies haha #8:11 #vittorino #loser bfb #bfb #idol cube #nate.art #drug cw #(they are doing shrooms)

[sophiethewitch1]

why am i like, cartoonishly such an ao3 author. can I not have a single break. anyways once again thinking next chapter might be late, very very likely this time because there's two days left and I'm not even half way. my excuse is 1: had a medium allergic reaction where my tongue was swelling, I could barely breathe and it left me feeling very awful the next two days and 2: my mum totally accidentally gave me really strong opioids, the ones I took when I had my wisdom teeth taken out. i was so high I couldn't walk on my own <3 I'm like, fine I guess but my mind has been total brain fog all week and I'm only now pulling out of it. i wish I was making this shit up honestly my life is a clown show!!!!

#sophie speaks #series:www #what is GOING ON WITH ME #i always say like #its never boring with me around #i wish it was #i wish my life was more boring I literally only go outside to go for walks with my dog on the beach idk how this shit keeps happening to me #im laughing but its like. breakdown laughter #ANYWAYS I WAS ONLY GOING FOR MONTHLY ANYWAYS ITS NOT MY FAULT IF I GOT DRUGGED <33 #this tumblr is my diary #'you alright buddy?' 'i dont know if the antibiotic worked lol' 'thats not good buddy' < conversation between me and the headmates

[8bit-mau5]

There needs to be a queer app for boring bitches like me because I swear it’s impossible to meet or find queer people in the area that aren’t fucking potheads or into shrooms or heavy drinkers or big on clubbing/partying. like please. I wanna go to the park I wanna go roller skating I wanna have a picnic or stay inside to play games. I’m a homebody. Save me from these people. I hate partying and drugs and alcohol. I hate it here I HAAAATE it here

#where are the regular boring gay people like me at. #8bit beeps #I’ve been using this app for like a year and things only ever fall through or like #gross ppl testing it like grindr. despite my profile explicitly saying. friends only/no hookups #*treating it #WELL I MADE A FEW DISCORD BUDDIES AT LEAST even though they’re an hour away #literally impossible to make friends with a gay person in their mid to late 20s that isn’t into drugs. It sucks #edit: it’s impossible to find a gay person that isn’t into at least 1 of the 3 things I can’t stand

[stoat-party]

Fallout 4 mission where you waltz onto the Prydwen post-Blind Betrayal and steal back Danse’s cat.

#emmett hangs out in quinlan’s office but DANSE FEEDS HIM #sorry you lost all your friends buddy but i drugged your cat and hid him in my power armor helmet while the vertibird flew me home :) #fallout #fallout 4 #fo4 #paladin danse #danse fallout 4 #blind betrayal #danse

[theotherbuckley]

A full day without Ao3, I fear I have gone insane, my friends are sick of me ranting about fictional characters, I close my eyes and imagine scenes of the characters instead (I don’t write it down because I’m still procrastinating 10 wips). I am beyond saving.

#ao3 #ao3 down means my friends have to listen to me rant because I’m not getting my daily fix #ao3 is a drug I must take daily to remain a functioning member of society #I think I could survive in an insane asylum by just imagining 2 fictional men who are 100% in love #911 buddie #what else would this be about really? #911 abc #buck x eddie

[luvsavos]

random vent(?) in the tags, feel free to ignore i just have a lot of pent up emotions to get out today apparently

#mar.txt #it's weird being aro(?) and yet also longing for a relationship. maybe its just bc almost all of my friends are in one #maybe it's bc of how easily jealous i get #maybe its the fact that i'm constantly being reminded that i am nobody's most important person. there's always someone more important. #maybe it's just the all-consuming，gaping hole of loneliness within me #idk. #i don't even know if i AM actually aro or if i'm just so demi that i may as well be aro or if ive just had so many bad experiences that it #feels impossible for me to feel romantic attraction #a few of my ocs (shara and the alatreon) are how i think i'd describe myself; aro，but willing to be in a relationship provided the other #person isn't bothered by them being aro，bc they have their own equivalent to romantic feelings #i know i'll never have one though. for all my confidence and whatnot i still very much am insecure about my own loveability. because the #only thing life has shown me is that i very much am not loveable. all the way back in first grade ppl were already using me instead of #actually caring #'dating' me to make someone else jealous. so they could have a drug buddie. a fuck buddie. so they could try to manipulate me into things #because i was a young teenager desperate for validation and to feel like i mattered and belonged and they were nearly adults who knew they #could exploit that. i'm surprised i never had anything happen to me beyond being pressured into trying chew tobacco (awful and disgusting) #and doing it every time i was around my 'boyfriend' and his friends #the only two genuine relationships i had didn't last either; one lost feelings after three years and the other just sorta stopped talking to #me and iirc eventually picked up a boyfriend that was actually local instead of long distance #i am not worthy of love. i will never be loved in the way that my friends are. hell i won't ever even find a qpp(?). and that makes me sad. #to know i will always be alone. that i'm destined to die alone. but it is what it is i guess. i just wish it didn't bother me so much. #i wish i could be content in my loneliness and not be jealous of everyone around me. i wish i could accept that i will never be anybody's #most important person. that the only person i can or will ever be the most important to is myself. self love，yeah? ha. #maybe 2024 will have something in store for me. god i hope it does. but i doubt it will. more of my friends will get into relationships， #those already in them will stay in them and/or take a step forward in their relationship. and i will remain alone. just as i always have. #anyways. sorry vent over i'm just. ugh. upset today. emotions are stupid and i want a refund on them. i did not ask to be saddled with the #burden of feeling such intense，suffocating displacement and loneliness. i did not ask to feel these negative emotions so strongly. #i just want to be someone's most important person. i just want to matter.

[bokatan]

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[ Send me ✨ for a random thing about one of my OCs! ] @buthappysoverrated

Reed can’t handle weed. Like, at all. He gets really freaked out and paranoid from it and in general it’s just a Really Bad Time for everyone involved.

#drugs cw #thoughts about Eiden and Reed hanging out + Eiden being weed buddy shaped turned into ideas that won’t get out of my head #Reed’s like i can handle what is basically a horse tranquilizer(calmex- prob ketamine or dexdomitor) but i draw the line at weed #aka if weed affected Reed the same way it affects me- he’d probably never be productive again and he’d smoke WAY too much #like yeah it’d probably fix him but at what cost. and also where would he get that kind of money he’s already broke without it #reed tag

[wain-fleets]

i hate November. i hate this month its always so fuckin hard can we just get rid of it? im fine with 11 months. i just hear the word november and i get sick like it physically hurts??? fuck it its still October for me.

#genuinely #too hard #too much #lost my dad in this month #and my best friend #miss both of them #mostly my best buddy #i shouldve done better #i need to start doing drugs #ROCKY MOUNTAIN MUSIC #FILLS MY MEMORY #MAMA CAN I HEAR YOU #SINGIN TO ME #🤸‍♂️🕺

[moshpitpuppyx]

friend i ghosted mostly on accident but kind of for mental health reasons texted me a second time this never happens what do i do

#i realized he’s one of those people that i really only like hanging out with when we’re both very drunk #and you see how this is bad for me #like he’s really cool but i also am a bad week away from doing drugs i actually really shouldn’t do and i know it’s a slippery slope so like #what the fuck do i do #he’s also my local show buddy so really this all tracks #but WHAT DO I DO

[spaciebabie]

i just find it rlly funny that w/in the first 5 minutes of talking ta someone who is Under the Influence ™ they will say "I'm drunk/high" at least once. it's so funny like yeah man, i know

#spacie spoinks #one of my friends is high off their fucking rockers #and they're just texting gibberish ta me #at some point they sent a bunch of keyboard smashed and just 'high' #yes buddy ik you're so high rn #so tempted ta make a height joke #drug mention

[malhare]

I always attract bisexual cis men who unironically use the ":3" emoticon so I think my vibes are good

#also they're always super into drugs lol #My dm is super cute and def has a crush on me but alas I'm nuerotic as fuck. sorry buddy #malhare.txt

[thesewordsareallihavetogive]

I have a pharmacology exam on Wednesday and I would love nothing more than to slip into the abyss (cool weather and cozy blankets, candles and soft rain) and still get an A on the exam tbh

#but no!!! #I just HAD to be an academic weapon #and had to choose an rigorous and challenging major #-> me when my challenging major is challenging me: :(( #moral of the story is that there are so many drugs to help you start pooping or stop pooping. so many to choose from & so many to know #there are even MORE drugs to help you not be sad. SO MANY. #also! if you're at risk for thromboembolisms #good news for you buddy #there are also SEVERAL DRUGS TO CHOOSE FROM #(several drugs that nursing students have to learn) #sometimes I wanna talk to the dean and be like “have you considered this: I'm just a girl. I'm literally just a girl” #shut up lauren