#my grades are slippin and its hard to focus and i jsut dont fuckin do ANYTHING

[sogasogaso]

ok not to be depressing but november has been the worst month for my mental health

#i dont eat anymore :/// i just dont get hungry #my physical health has gone to shit too like showers who? i dont know her #my grades are slippin and its hard to focus and i jsut dont fuckin do ANYTHING #its been anxiety and crying ot of nowhere #my english and chem teachers started noticing ts that bad #ive been in this depressive episode for three weeks and i! want! out #my friends are all so supportive n im so thankful for them but i keep pushing them away and bringing down the mood and i HATE MYSELF #and im p sure theyre worried about me and i cant even assure them that its ok because its really not #either that or they think im annoying and theyre getting fed up w me #im such a mess #i dont do anything i just sit there watching youtube videos alone in my room w the lights off #i genuinely want to die #soga says