#my hairs getting too long for me to comfortably dye it myself lmao there's just too much of it it's a mess

[karidley]

Hot take, but I actually really, really love Cassie Sandsmark's current costume.

It just... it looks like how I dress. I see me in that. I see my evolution in her evolution.

I too was an awkward (unwittingly) queer kid who thought every other girl in existence was born with innate knowledge I had no way of obtaining. In my younger years I generally looked like a dorky string bean.

Then as a preteen and teen I leaned real hard into being a tomboy. At the time my idea of fighting the patriarchy was to ~not be like other girls~, but if I'd allowed myself to be truly honest with myself I would have recognized that i actually didn't feel all that happy wearing baggy, oversized clothing and being mistaken for a boy. There's nothing wrong with that, let me be clear. But to me it was either THIS or THAT. And wearing or doing anything "girly" was giving in to the patriarchy. And that's not a really healthy way to make life choices.

Obviously Cassie did the opposite, leaning way into "doing girl right," but we were both reacting to same principle: there's a right way to be a girl and there's a wrong way and you need to either gather or throw away what doesn't conform. I was looking for a fight. Cassie was looking to belong.

What broke this mentality for me was moving to an art school thousands of miles from the heteronormative white suburb I'd grown up in. I met so many different people with different experiences of the world. And wow! Lots of them had personal styles that weren't Boy or Girl or Popular Subgroup with Distinct Rules (when i was a teen it was emo, scene, punk, prep.) And I started to go "hey no one knows me here... maybe I could try on being sexy or girly or pretty or cutesy or dye my hair or shave my head. Maybe i can play. No one here cares, there's no one to fight."

But poor Cassie had to try to do her wobbly, awkward self-exploration in front of the world, while standing next to Dianna Prince and Donna Troy (and getting bullied at school.) Everything she did or didn't do with her self-presentation was automatically in conversation with their choices. And as one would expect, often her attempts ended up looking either painfully clumsy or "not herself."

In college I had a close friend and roommate (a lesbian - i was the "token straight" in my friend group which lol no i wasn't), whose style embodied feminine cuteness. She always wore heels and had perfect makeup and wore pretty long skirts. Like Cassie did with Cissie, I paid attention to how she put on her makeup and copied stuff. She gave me tips when I asked about it. I felt awkward and clumsy and self conscious (and looked it, too.) After a bit I moved on, took a little bit with me (a lot of it wasn't my thing and honestly felt like i was cosplaying someone else) and starting trying other stuff.

Over time I also became acquainted with the wider queer community and learned the gender binary was false to begin with. (God, I wish I'd known sooner.)

ANYWAY what ended up happening was that I pieced together a really comfortable, eclectic style that's first purpose is to make me happy. Sometimes I wear makeup. Sometimes I don't. Sometimes i look like a witch with tall edwardian boots. Sometimes I look kinda punk. Sometimes I look like I stepped out of a historical picture. Sometimes I *do* wear baggy oversized clothes. I have brightly dyed hair. I've tried an undercut, and pixies, and long hair and the bisexual bob. I wear a large hat and a leather jacket and heels. I wear sparkly nail polish and bright red lipstick and I absolutely don't gaf what shape my eyebrows are.

But that took years and years of saying "oooh I like that look" and going home and trying it on. (Sometimes with the additional queer head scratcher of "do I like this look or am I just attracted to this person?" Yeah, definitely not something i can imagine Cassie ever thinking lmao)

But funnily enough you wanna know what makes up the bulk of my outfits nowadays? T-shirt, leggings, comfy skirt, and leather or jean jacket. And comfy 1920s workboots. Why? It's comfy and I feel cute with very little effort!

Anyway, that's why i earnestly love Cassie's stylistic evolution and back and forth with femininity (even if I have to retrofit/reclaim some uhhh pretty sexist stuff from the people writing/drawing her.)

Because this girl? She looks like she looked in a mirror this morning and went "damn, I'm cute." She looks like she chose that skirt bc it's comfortable and fun to twirl in and for the snap the fabric makes when she's flying. She looks like she feels cool with that jacket on. She looks like she put that eyeliner on and went "fuckin nailed it" when she got the point she wanted.

#cassie sandsmark #wondergirl #i have so many emotions about this girl #sorry for the essay #I've just been thinking about this for a while

[gaymerasmus]

I'm curious about this match-up, I hope you're still accepting them when receiving this ask. If it's not too much trouble, I'd like it if the match-up for mine is done more queer-platonically. (a relationship that bends the lines between a romantic relationship and a non-romantic relationship.) If not, then it's alright, I'll take on the romance like a man. I apologise if this is extremely long.

I'm around 155 - 160cm, and I have a thin body structure. I currently have short black hair, I'd like to grow it out until mid-length, dye it blond and tie it into a half-up ponytail once I graduate. I have a birthmark on my neck, it's in the shape of a diamond.

I considered myself reclusive, I have the tendency to avoid social interactions as I find most of them troublesome because they can be quite taxing to maintain. Once you lose contact, you must reestablish the relationship, and this requires a lot of time... I prefer quiet places, especially one that is away from the crowd but I don't mind if a friend wants to accompany me.

I love to research topics that pique my interest, which ends up occupying 80% of my brain. However, I lose all interest once I found out everything about it and it lefts a bittersweet sensation in my mind as I search for the next thing to fixate on. I'm very passionate about the things I'm interested in, I can possibly talk about it for hours or days (and apologise when I talk too much because I do not want to overwhelm the others) but I act extremely cold/oblivious to things I'm disinterested in.

I'm an alchemist, but you can't exactly turn to lead to gold through any means in this modern day so I suppose I'm a chemist at most. I make sure to follow my procedures very closely while conducting experiments in the lab. Despite I'm more interested in Chemistry, I'm actually building my future more towards the Physics side, but I might end up combining the two subjects and going with Chemical Engineering lmao.

I draw during my free time, and I draw anything that inspires me. One weakness I have is that I won't take my time to draw if it's something that doesn't pique my interest (unless I have to, but it'll make me spend more time on a piece and I don't like to spend more than 2 days on the same artwork). I'll keep drawing something until that interest burns away.

Thank you for doing this and have a nice day/night. :)

No need to apologize the more you say is more I can write about :] Your ask had a very good vibe to it. Anyway you're matched with...

Engineer B')

You like quiet? It doesn't get much more quiet than this man. Don't be fooled, he can hoot and holler like nobody's business, but around you he's compelled to comfortable silence.

Perhaps it's because he's too busy admiring you, but he'd never admit to that.

Visit him! He loves seeing you walk through the doors of his shop. Regardless if it's for a simple question or to hang out for a few hours, he loves the company (and reminder he needs to drink water every once in awhile).

Despite being happily distracted, he always seems to be more productive around you. Ceasefire days often mean both of you are in the garage, tinkering and drawing away.

Occasionally he will listen to you talk about your interests as you work. Dell soaks up information like a sponge, so he finds your conversations satisfying every time. He asks questions regardless of his knowledge on the topic just (to hear you talk more) to keep the conversation going.

You'd better be ready to hear about his work too. Much like you, he could talk for hours about his favorite subjects. This comes in handy when you're having a bad day and need a distraction or when you're not in the mood to talk.

While we're still on the topic of work, he'll happily help you with experiments (given you let him). He understands most procedures for the, despite his co-workers' lack of precaution, and tries to follow your rules best he can. However, he won't get mad if you refuse him. He'd be perfectly content watching you hone in on your work, too concentrated to notice how his eyes linger on your lips.

This is also how he discovered the birthmark on your neck, which led to him nicknaming you Jewel. He loves when your hair shifts just enough to be able to see it. If touch is permitted, he traces the shape over and over with his fingertips.

Always banking off politeness, especially with your boundaries. When it comes to flirting or close contact he never makes the first move (unless prompted). He'd hate to make you uncomfortable. In fact he actively worries about it, so the ball is in your court when it comes to initiating anything.

When you do prompt him, God himself couldn't stop him from getting as close as possible. Brushing your hands as he walks by, subtle winks and shy compliments, hugging after a rough match if you're comfortable, all done with careful and deliberate gentleness.

He doesn't quite understand where your relationship is, or where it's going, but as long as you're next to him he really doesn't care. He gets jealous when other mercs flirt with you, but it's not like he'd ever say anything. He knows at the end of the day it's him you're close to, who gets to watch you work and smile and laugh, and it's him who gets the bits of affection you grace him with. It really is all he could want.

#thank you for the ask! #tf2 #tf2 headcanons #engineer tf2 #requests #this was a fun one ive never heard of queer platonic before #i hope you like it tho :)

[cherrys-side-bitch]

May I request a matchup with a JJBA character? It can be any part but my fav part is 5! ^^

I'm an INTJ/5w4/True Neutral/Evil Polysexual (specifically romantically and sexually attracted to male and female though I lean more towards males), I'm polyamorous, and trans (FTM) with Neopronouns! (He/Him/Tree)

I'm a 5'0 Mexican-American, I speak Spanish (my native tongue), English (tho despite being an English Honors, I struggle with spelling and pronunciation from time to time), and sign ASL tho not completely fluently. My looks obviously aren't completely where I want them to be. Though, curiously, I naturally have more male hormones than female so I do look fairly masculine, I don't deal with periods, and I allow my facial hair to grow from time to time. I NEVER shave my legs, they're my pride lmao. I do have dyed curly hair, usually I let my friends pick the dye, but my fav color to have it is dark green. My style can be from goth to a pastel goth. To just straight up being dressed in Mickey Mouse merch (I have an obsession with the rat 💀) I do, do makeup though I see it more as an artistic thing. I don't try to make it look good I just have fun with it. Typically, eyeliner is what I mess with.

I have an older sibling and younger ones, I'm basically the middle child and have always taken care of all of them because I'm looked as the most responsible one, while also the most chaotic one. I'd say, personality wise I'm definitely a wildcard. It all depends on who I meet. I struggle with mental health so while I can be extremely energetic, fidgety, impulsive, forgetful, and bubbly bc of my ADHD, I'm also super aggressive because of my anger issues and Homicidal Ideation. And depression doesn't help either. I also have anxiety so, I'm not good at approaching ANYONE to the point I can't make eye contact. The most I can do is flash a glance at people's eyes before looking everywhere but them. But once you get to know me and I rlly like u as a person, you'll never get me to stfu especially if it's bc of a hyperfixation 💀 I also tend to dissociate a lot when I'm left alone/in silence for too long to the point when I snap back to reality, I sometimes don't even remember who I am or where I'm at for a minute. Which causes me to become panicked and anxious. Because of this, I can't go ANYWHERE without my headphones, whatever I may be doing or not doing, I have to be listening to SOMETHING at all times to keep myself grounded. Unless ppl r actively talking to me or letting me talk. I'm also a very curious and a naturally loud person, even when I'm speaking at what I assume is a normal level, I have ppl telling me to be quite 💀

However, I'd also say I'm very knowledgeable, determined, stubborn, a problem solver and a hard worker. I don't give up easily on myself nor others. I love and study Psychology and Sociology. And bc of my ADHD my hobbies are a wide range, from drawing, to reading, to sowing, to collecting specific items. I have a very hard time understanding others from an emotional stand point (in fact I can be very apathetic) but can very much understand them from a logical stand point. So while I'm not always the best at comforting, I'm great at giving advice/solutions. I'm not afraid to speak my mind and I'm also extremely honest/straight forward. However, I'm also very well known for appearing to not take things seriously bc I often joke/make witty comments as a defense mechanism to handle things/make it through tough times. And my biggest characteristic... I'm horny on main💀 However, I know when not to overstep people's boundaries. I myself have horrible experiences with that so I always make sure ppl are comfortable with whatever contact I make with them. I can be extremely affectionate depending on a person's love language! I just always want to make sure others feel cared for and comfortable around me since I know I can be overwhelming to people. Though, I like to care for others I don't very much like when others do the same for me. I'm very much someone that's used to taking care of everything and everyone so I absolutely refuse to ask for help unless it's a completely last resort.

I'm very sorry if this is a lot! This is the second matchup I've ever requested (;ŏ﹏ŏ)

I match you with... Pannacotta Fugo!

I believe he'd likely be an INTJ as well.

He's practically the middle child of the gang so he sort of sympathizes with you. Not to mention he greatly appreciates that the two of you also enjoy similar things to him but also are knowledgeable on many different topics.

The fact that you know when not to overstep people's boundaries is something he loves, finding himself at ease knowing that you won't intentionally overstep his boundaries.

He would love to sit down and have discussions on psychology and sociology, curious about what you know, and wishes to expand his knowledge on the subject if possible.

┉ˏ͛ ༝̩̩̥͙ ⑅͚˚　　 ҉　　⑅͚˚ ͛༝̩̩̥͙ ˎ┉

#jjba matchup #fugo #fugo matchup #pannacotta fugo #matchups

[tenpintsof-sundrop]

would you do a face reveal or have you in the past?

Short answer - yes! There are pics of me on this post if you are curious and wanna see.

The term "face reveal" is so amusing to me.

I started using Tumblr way before that was a thing - so I just find that funny.

I think if I had started posting on Tumblr in 2020, then I would be 100% anonymous, but I started posting on here a long long time ago - when I was under the impression that it was like any other social media. (I used to use one of my selfies as my fucking icon. Barf. Also not fun or cute for those 'what would your icon do' games. Very boring.)

And now I'm cool with posting the occasional selfie because I really don't think that anybody from real life is gonna recognize me from Tumblr - and if they do, then it'll be one of those "well you were at the Devil's Sacrament too" type situations. I have posted selfies on here before (and I'll probably reblog them when I'm not on mobile because when you have a lot of posts mobile search is so frustrating) - but getting this ask made me realize that I haven't been taking or posting a lot of pictures of myself lately because I have had somewhat of an identity crisis since I stopped dyeing my hair.

I am really trying to learn to become more comfortable and feel more beautiful with my natural hair (and @nctzenkane is a huge help with that) - but it's just one of those bummer "chronic illness takes" type things.

Anyway!! I am trying to artificially manufacture my confidence.

So - here are some hot girl no makeup pics from when my hair was longer a few months ago. (And I only started wearing makeup in like 2019. And I only really wear eyeshadow in my other pics lmao.)

Bonus Leo:

#anonymous #sundrop answers #FACE REVEAL #lmao #my face #about me

[speakingagain]

Today I had a revelation!

Ha, psyche!

Anyways, today has been a day of rest for me. Yesterday, I got off work, ran a bunch of errands, got my back cracked like a glow stick, felt good for like 15 minutes till the pain set in again (always fun), and then went to do more errands. Then I had work training and then went home and attempted to stay awake so I wouldn't mess up my sleep schedule due to working overnights. I drank coffee with a shot of espresso at the training to help this.

It didn't work. I passed out by 8:30 pm. And then slept till almost noon, woke up with a really bad headache and neck pain, and then I took a 2 hour nap. Sleep is hard, lmao

In good news, I read and then realized I should do something productive today so I cleaned the kitchen. I did struggle to get some burned water stains off my glass stove however (I got distracted from making Mac and cheese) so if anyone has better advice than scrubbing with the scratchy part of a Scrub Mommy, I would appreciate it.

I have plans to eat dinner with my Mom when she gets home from work and then shower. I might dye my hair, my roots are starting to show, and against the red, it makes it look gray. Which ain't a vibe. I'm only 24 and my back pain makes me feel old enough as is.

But I need to clean my bathroom so I can have some counter space to dye my hair. But I should do that now because Mom will probably go to bed right away and the bathroom is right against her ceiling. So I don't want to wake her...but I don't think I want to. Maybe I'll just shower and put it off again.

I've been thinking recently about the list I mentioned in a prior post. My Shit List. Specifically the part where I wrote why I should forgive them.

There wasn't a single answer about forgiving them for their benefits. They all started with, "Because I deserve..."

"Because I deserve to be happy."

"Because I deserve to feel loved."

"Because I deserve to feel safe."

It was weirdly empowering. Like, "huh. I do deserve that." It was as if I actually had a moment when I finally realized I did deserve to be happy.

Which tells me that at one point, I didn't believe I deserved it. And that makes me wonder, what happened to make me believe that I deserved less? At what point did I start believing I didn't deserve to be loved, happy, safe, healthy, or comfortable in my own skin?

I don't think I actually know the answer to that. But I do think that I do deserve to have all those things. I've actually been using it as a motivator for myself. Like, I didn't have the energy to brush my teeth this morning. But, I deserve to have healthy teeth. And I can do something about it to make sure I have that. So I did, I took that control and brushed my teeth.

I don't know why it works, and if it will work for others. But I genuinely am so happy that it means so much to me that it is helping me take control of things so I can improve my life.

I hope someone else can have this sort of thing too. It's made a lot of difference in my life, even though it's been less than 3 days. I guess I will have to return and update later down the road for a long term change. Wish me luck 🤞

[albatris]

thinkin of......... going dark green hair

#my hairs getting too long for me to comfortably dye it myself lmao there's just too much of it it's a mess #i told my mum i was thinking of going to get it professionally dyed and she was like #!!!!!! go see this guy i know he does really cool colours!!!! #i WAS just planning to go something close to my usual kinda blue black situation but now I'm like #hhhhh #colour prety...... #dark green would be nice..... proper dark blue would also be nice........ i think I'm gonna stay away from pinks and purples cuz #ive been those many times in the past... #idk man i have no idea exactly what i wanna do but id love to spice it up a bit #i wanna just walk into the salon n b like ''just fuck me up'' #surprise me idc #dark green though. this is the vibe. potentially #ik i said i didn't wanna go back to having bright neon hair again but what about somethin cool and foresty...... y'know #no neon. somethin dark

[astralwaifu]

Hiyaaa! I would love to participate in your matchup event. Congrats for the 50 followers<3

Lets head to the informations ⬇️

Zodiac sign: September Virgo

My biggest kins are Mei Misaki, Mikasa Ackerman and Alice from Alice in wonderland ^^

My hobbies are Lyra dancing, judo, kickboxing, drinking chamomile tea while reading a book filled with angst and dark content or I just organise my room or take a nap

The things I despise are Insects (Moths are fine tho <3), sunny weather, people screaming at me, possessive or manipulative behaviour (it’s quite easy to manipulate me), head pats or people just randomly touching me, people teasing or annoying me.

The things I adore are:

Coke, bears, the moon, going to the beach at night, sleeping, Lyra dance, judo, chamomile tea, music, daggers, the night sky, kickboxing

My fashion: (I don’t really know how I should describe my style so I just put some outfits together that define my fashion:

I like outfits mixed with red and black, but I also like white outfits with long flowing skirts and accessories ^^

My personality:

I‘m pretty yielding, selfish, a bit dreamy and mostly very.. restless?..

I’m mostly minding my own business, not being interested in having mindless conversations with people I just met.

I’m an introvert so it’s a bit hard for me to just go up to someone and start a conversation.

However, I’m not shy. Not at all. I speak freely when I talk with someone and I don’t like being interrupted. But what I loathe more than being interrupted are small talks or mindless conversations.

So yea I only talk when someone wants to get in touch with me or if I wanna get in touch with someone.

I never really minded my selfishness. I think that’s just how I’am. And if we’re honest, aren’t we all selfish at some times?

I also zoom out a lot if I’m bored and just turn back to my own reality. I don’t like being pulled out of my comfort zone.

I consider myself as a mature person and I think deeper than I sometimes should.

I’m mostly polite but if someone’s being unreasonable rude I would shot back.

If I’m not having any selfish intentions I’m trustworthy.

I can be a bit stiff at times but after some time I feel more comfortable around people and start to laugh and smile more.

I don’t like people who are way too stubborn. It just really gets annoying after some time.

I may not seem like that, but I am actually very forgiving.

I’m not shy I’m just very silent.

It’s a bit hard for me to stay at one place for too long. I prefer the outdoors and I like to explore. So travelling to new places is a big yes for me <3

My probably biggest personality trait is that I’m incredibly compassionate with those who where wronged by society.

I’m absolutely the obedient one in a relationship and I prefer to be the one who gets to be cared for. (Not that I wouldn’t like to give them affection) But I must say that I want a emotional relationship with someone. Cuddles and kisses don’t fill my heart. I want to be able to show my soft and vulnerable side without being ashamed of it. And having someone I can trust and find comfort in is everything I ever ask for <3

Marrying is nothing important for me. As long as I can stay by their side I’m fine with anything.

Fandom: Kimetsu no yaiba (demon slayer)

Facts:

- I love kids but I would be too scared to take care of kids myself.

- I have Megalophobia (the fear of huge things)

- I have a strong immune-system and I rarely get sick

- I believe that demons are tragic creatures who are held in Muzan’s hate and power. They’re not real enemies or monsters for me. I would probably be a slayer myself creating a breathing style that slays demons in a painless way. Or I would be a peaceful demon lmao

- I dye my hair a lot (only the tips)

- I’m a night owl and I’m very active at night.

- I have dry humour

Thank you so much! Have a nice day! And don’t forget to drink some water and breathe in fresh air <3

First of all, thank you so much for joining, I always love to meet other Mikasa kinnies (yes, I am one too) <3 Second of all, I searched what Lyra dance is and I AM EXTREMELY STUNNED - you can do that!? It’s amazing and looks so hard 😭 Also, after thinking about it for some time, I found the perfect character (I think), so hear me out:

I match you up with…

Kanae Kocho!

Hc:

- She never pushed your buttons or forced you into opening up. Everything came naturally, you were basically attracted to her calm and serene nature like a moth to the light.

- You didn’t have to say anything, you just enjoyed eachother’s presence and that became like a love language. Reading books by the other’s side, brewing tea for the Butterfly Mansion and going on missions together, getting lost in the wilderness of nature… It became like a small sanctuary for you.

- You dye eachother’s hair every single week and Aoi is quite exasperated with the mess of colours you make in the bathroom by the end of your hair styling sessions.

- Kanae is a patient and understanding woman, with a lot of emotional intelligence. She sees past every front you can put on and knows what you feel even before you realise yourself.

- However, she never made you tell her what is burdening you - she just waited for the moment you felt safe enough with her. All the conversations you had in the middle of the night, watching the silvery shine of the moon built her road to your heart. And it wasn’t small talk, no.

- You told eachother about your dreams for this world and found a lot in common in the way you view demons - something that her little sister, Shinobu, or anyone else never understood.

- She never raised her tone at you nor did she manipulate you into doing something that you didn’t want to do. At most, she tried to encourage you to be more open, if not to the world, to yourself, to how you feel.

- Soft spoken and sensitive, yet determined and strong. That’s what she is and that’s what you love the most about her.

- She couldn’t even begin to say what she loved about you, because Kanae knew words are small and meaningless. It was in the little acts of affection between you two that she dwelled. In the little moments you allowed yourself to be soft and vulnerable with her, letting her see your bare, wonderful being.

- You keep saying you’re selfish, well everyone is. Do you think she isn’t? Kanae may not look like it, but deep down, all she wants is to leave everything behind and simply be with you. (tooth rotting fluff ik)

- The Hashiras love you and are quite started when they see you and Kanae walk around, since both of you look so otherworldly and ethereal. But how can you notice them, when all you can picture is your lover ?

bonus song: My Heart is Buried in Venice - Ricky Montgomery

#kny #kny x reader #kny headcanons #kny kanae #kanae kocho #demon slayer #demon slayer headcanons #demon slayer kanae #kanae kocho x reader #kny matchup #demon slayer matchup

[clearsky]

My Top Comfort Characters/Kins and My Main HCs For Them

(Note, not all my kins/comfort characters are on here, just the ones I have more than 5 hcs for)

CW: Korekiyo Shinguji (DRV3), Himiko Yumeno (DRV3), Shinsou Hitoshi (BNHA), Kyoko Kirigiri (THH), Tsuyu Asui (BNHA), Entrapta (Spop), Ibuki Mioda (SDR2), Celestia Ludenberg (THH), Funtime Foxy (FNAF), Peril (WOF)

Korekiyo Shinguji (DRV3)

Nonbinary

He/They pronouns

Autistic

Chains and loose accessories are for stimming

Likes the feeling of silk and cotton

Can't stand the feeling of anything rough or bumpy

He likes collecting small trinkets and the bones of small mammals

Can't stand anything salty. He'll eat it but he certainly won't enjoy it

Dating Rantaro

Can flirt, but only if he doesn't try

Petnames are a hell yea

Gets sunburnt really easily

Group dates with Celesnaegiri and Ikuzono

Can't cook for s h i t

Had a scene kid phase in middle school

Went to the same middle school as Celeste and Maki

Knew them when Celeste went through her "I'm not like other girls" phase and Maki was a Band Kid™

Himiko Yumeno (DRV3)

Female

She/Her pronouns

Lesbian

Can force herself to fall asleep within seconds regardless of where she is

100% forces herself to fall asleep when she doesn't wanna listen/talk to someone

Himiko/Angie/Tenko relationship. I'm calling them the Traffic Light Trio

She likes taking naps in the forest

She prefers enclosed/tight spaces more than open ones

Has several hundred stress balls and squishies laying around

She overheats easy

Shinsou Hitoshi (BNHA)

Questioning his gender, but goes by any pronouns

Knows he's Asexual, at least

Has no clue what his romantic orientation is though

The kind of person to carry treats in his pocket just in case he runs into a cat

Will stop to pet literally every cat he comes across

Great at reading people

Doesn't talk unless it's 100% needed

Hangs with Tokoyami, Jirou, and Denki most often

Aizawa has 100% unofficially adopted him

Fosters kittens

Not a big fan of physical touch

He is 100% in the bakusquad. Anyone who says he's in the Dekusquad is a c o w a r d

He and Tsuyu vibe

Knows a bunch of random facts

Dark humour? Dark humour

*skates backwards into his therapist's room slowly sipping from an absurdly huge cup of coffee* Candice you're not gonna BELIEVE the shit I just went through

In case I forgot to mention it, he skates

Kyoko Kirigiri (THH)

Mtf

She/Her

Bi with female preference

Burns go up to her shoulders/collarbone/chest

Prefers to just listen as opposed to saying anything

Knows a ton of random trivia about everyone else in her class

She keeps a notebook she fills with all the trivia

Doesn't celebrate her birthday. She just doesn't see the point of it

Doesn't hate sugar/sweets, but if given the choice she would choose literally everything else

Cuts her own hair

A cat person

Permanent dark circles

T-Tall 😳

Like,,, 6'1 at LEAST

Only person taller than her is Yasuhiro (6'3)

Canon no longer exist

Ahahaha healthy life habits? What are those?

Can't handle horror games

She's the kind of person you'd go to if you needed to rant but didn't want any advice

Polyamourous yo

Celeste/Kyoko/Makoto

She's a dom yall are just scared to admit it

Tsuyu Asui (BNHA)

They go by They/Them

Lesbian

They and Ochaco are dating

They like to hang with Shinsou

Which mainly just means the two sitting in one of their dorms in near total silence doing whatever

Can speak English and French as well as Japanese

Learned English from cartoons

Picked up French bc they thought it'd be fun

Prefers to stay neutral in the whole Bakusquad / Dekusquad thing

They're invited to all outings/events by/for both squads

They like puns

They're a dumbass but willingly, and for fun

Like "someone says they like dark humour and they'll turn off the lights before telling a joke" kind dumbass for fun

Great at poker

Likes Disney Movies

Very touchy once you get close enough

Not in a sexual way, just likes physical contact

Especially fond of piggyback rides and cuddles

Extreme fear of needles

Entrapta (She-Ra)

She/Her or It/Its

Doesn't bother trying to figure out whether she's cis, trans, nonbinary, or what

Was AMAB though

Short as fuck (4'7)

Strong as fuck though

Cuddle game strong

Physical touch is a fuck yes

Cuddles

Piggyback rides

Hugs

Anything where she's touching someone is wonderful in her book

As long as she's the one that initiates it

Anyone else touching her without her permission makes her freak

Prefers being high up

Makes it harder for anyone to sneak up on her

An ace at video games

When it comes to sexuality she just says she's Questioning

Ibuki Mioda (SDR2)

Any pronouns + Pup/Pupself + It/Its

No idea what their gender is otherwise

Biromantic Asexual

Just likes sexual jokes

Gets distracted easily

Has severe hearing problems

She's plays her instruments as loud as possible, with the amp right next to her, without ANY ear protection

It's caused some damage

She talks so loud bc she has no idea how loud is considered acceptable

Wears hearings aids most of the time

Several piercings and tattoos

Likes hearing things jingle

She has a bracelet with a few bells hanging from it

She'll shake it whenever she's bored

LOVES hair accessories

Ribbons are a particular favourite

Occasionally she'll hang little charms from her hair "horns"

The kind of person who never takes any pills/medicine bc she keeps forgetting she has to

Frequently uses emojis

Skates everywhere but she isn't very good at it

She keeps crashing into everything

Has broken every bone in her body at least 3 times

Most of which was bc she keeps trying to kick in doors and skating down the stairs

Celestia Ludenberg (THH)

Nonbinary

Any pronouns, mainly goes by She/They

Bi, 70:30

Collects mini hand sanitizers and can tabs

Has single handedly gotten Mario Kart, Mario Party, Monopoly, Uno, and Clue banned a grand total of 17 times (and counting)

The kind of person to purposefully target someone regardless of what game was being played

Favourite victim is Byakuya (bc he gets so upset about it and she finds that hilarious)

Mains Waluigi

Celeste/Kyoko/Makoto

Has several banned Twitter accounts bc whenever she's bored she'll start discourse on purpose

Hangs with Korekiyo, Ibuki, Byakuya, Yasuhiro, and Leon most often

It's a weird friend group but everyone's sorta gotten used to it

She and Byakuya gamble together occasionally

She tries to avoid it bc he'll willingly blow his entire fortune in an attempt to beat her

Autustic

Can't stand the feeling of water

Mainly bc she can't swim for shit

Horror movies? Hates them

Gets flustered super easily

Taka is her twin brother

Kotoko, Kokichi, and Gundham are their half siblings (Same father)

Peko and Toko are their cousins

She sucks ass at go fish

Fuck canon she's 4'11 now

C h u b b y

Freckles

Once she gets comfortable enough with herself she dyes her hair in the peekaboo style

Either black and red or black and blonde

Haven't decided yet

I'll be doing Celesnaegiri hcs as a seperate post but I just feel it's important for you to know that she expresses her affection verbally and is a very touchy person

Went to middle school with Maki and Korekiyo

Has horrible eyesight

She wears contacts most of the time but she always puts off buying more

After the 5th or so time she ended up blindly stumbling around a week after her contacts ran out Kyoko convinced her to buy glasses as well

Religious accessories yo

Like chokers and dangly earrings with crosses and pentagrams and shit

Likes wearing wacky earrings

Can run and do all sorts of tricks in heels

She and Mukuro are exes yo

Keeps her hair short so it's easier to manage

Hair never gets longer than her shoulders if she can help it

She seems like the kind of person who'd keep her bangs grown past her eyes regardless of how frustrating or inconvenient it is

She's a sub yall just don't wanna admit it

Funtime Foxy (FNAF)

I'm going on the record to say this

Funtime Foxy is genderfluid and that is that

Goes by Funtime

Any pronouns, They/Them most commonly

Plays music (keyboard and guitar mainly)

They and Funtime Freddy (Freds) mainly play with the kids

Freds mainly tells stories with Bonbon while Funtime more so plays one-on-one

Has nicknames for everyone

Circus Baby - Ringleader

Ballora - Bells

Funtime Freddy - Partner

Bon Bon - Bun

Peril (WOF)

I like both Nonbinary She/They Peril and Mtf She/Her Peril

They're both such good concepts

She's a lesbian, Harold

She only had a crush on Clay bc he was pretty much everything she was supposed to like in a guy

Gimme a moment while I force all my mental disorders onto this poor child

Autistic, Anxiety (Social anxiety, mainly, but she has most types), Adhd, PTSD

I'd like to reiterate yet again that She's a lesbian

Sunny and Glory were her gay awakening

Peril in Book 1: Damn, Sunny and Glory sure are pretty. Anyone would be lucky to date them. Clay would probably go for them over me. He would be stupid if he didn't. I myself would willingly date them over someone like me. They're just so pretty :(

Peril waking up in a cold sweat in the middle of arc 2: WAIT-

Rarepair alert but Peril/Sora

Peril meeting Sora: "Hmmm She's attractive. I would love to date her. Too bad I'm straight and in love with her brother lmao :P"

Peril, a mere month later, waiting for Ruby to leave Jade Mountain, pacing in her cave, running face first into a wall: WAIT-

I remember reading this one amazing story where Sora taught Peril to read/write and Peril found out she set off the bomb and comforted her/convinced her her run so that's canon now

Btw if anyone can remember what that story was called/what platform it was on and could tell me I'd appreciate it very much

I'd even be willing to draw a character of your's or make you an icon or something

I usually don't accept requests bc I get burnt out easy but this is a special case

She runs into Sora again sometime between the beginning of TOP and the end

I like to imagine she just goes wandering around

Anyway she confesses like a mere few minutes after running into her again bc Peril is just subtle like that

The actual confession takes 15 minutes and the entire time Sora is just sitting here like "👁👄👁 sure"

Bam Peril/Sora

Peril plans to keep it a secret for a little while longer but she spends 3 seconds around Clay and pretty much blurts it out

Clay, who wasn't even aware that Peril was a lesbian, is just "👁👄👁"

I wanna say Clay doesn't know what a lesbian is but in my canon Sunny is a lesbian so Starflight has already told him

Anyway he's super supportive

From that point Peril is sorta open about her sexuality?

Like, she gives Clay permission to tell the rest of the D.O.D bc she isn't about to risk being in front of them when they hear the news

(When Sunny starts actively seeking her out as a hang out buddy and Tsunami, Glory, and Starflight appear to tolerate her presence just a bit more afterwards she pretends she isn't confused by the change)

She's pink, white, and blue bc I said so

If you look at a certain angle in the right lighting her eyes, mouth, fire, and under her scales all look purple

But her fire is normally white and blue bc I said so

Also she pale as fuck bc in my canon their fire just sorta burns their colour away

You know how you leave something outside for too long and it gets sunbleached? Where it gets all washed out?

Like that but more extreme

By the age of 10-12 firescale dragons are just white with pale eyes

That's right not even the eyes are safe

Ram horns :P

I'm also fond of Peril/Sunny

Or maybe Peril/Sora/Sunny

But Peril/Sora is the main thing

On the topic of that bringing in my hc that if one sib in a sib group is fire resistant all of them are

She,,, She can change her scale colour

But only slightly and only if her emotions are strong enough

Bc I don't give a fuck about Darkstalker's scroll we were robbed of hybrid Peril

Unfortunately all of Peril's emotions are strong

Rainwing ruff along her head and neck

It's like a hood

It's mainly smoothed to her sides but when she's startled it flares out

RAINWING PUPILS

Y'all will know what those look like as soon as I get off my ass :P

She,,, She can mimic bird cries

Hates the summer

She has more than enough body heat already and the outside is just hot enough to add on and make her feel sick

She can somewhat control her heat but most of the time it's based on her emotions

It can go from standing-in-the-middle-of-a-burning-building-cant-see-your-nose-smoke-is-so-thick heat (Strong emotion) to Hey-thats-a-nice-cozy-campfire heat (Calm/"weak" emotion/Sleeping)

I'm just gonna make a different post with all my Peril hcs cuz there isnt enough room for all of them here

#Danganronpa #danganronpa trigger happy havoc #trigger happy havoc #danganronpa goodbye despair #goodbye despair #danganronpa v3 #five nights at freddy's #fnaf #fnaf sister location #wings of fire #she ra #bnha #my hero academia #headcanon #korekiyo shinguji #amaguji #himiko yumeno #shinsou hitoshi #kyoko kirigiri #Celesnaegiri #Celesgiri #mha tsuyu #ochatsuyu #ibuki mioda #entrapta spop #celeste ludenberg #peril wof #Sora wof #Sora/Peril wof

[inkykeiji]

Hiya Clair my darling I hope you are well 💕

How are you holding up? I hope that you’re taking it easy and doing better than the last time I spoke to you, my thoughts are with you always especially when you’re going through so much at the moment so I really am thinking of you during these really awful times <3

I wanted to just say that first before I started going off talking bout whatever I just end up rambling about - I’ve made a lil list of your film recs and I’m going to get through them eventually, that’s my goal in the next few months at least - I had already seen a few of them that were on the list so already got a head start there

I have really not been up to much this past week, mostly just working but these next couple weeks are gonna be really busy for me since places are properly opening up again soon and I have quite a few friends/family birthdays so my calendar is looking intimidating but I am looking forward to seeing people since it’s been so long since I’ve gone out with more than like 5 people

Omg also I went out for a proper date night which was so lovely, had dinner then went on a walk by the river and it was some romantic shit I tell you I’ve never felt so wined and dined before, we don’t really do dinner type date nights since our ‘dates’ are normally just us hanging out together or just going out to the movies or something which are all things I love doing but it’s nice to dress up and go out, we did a similar thing not too long ago to make up for the lack of going out we’ve been able to do and tbh I am now getting used to having lil dinner dates now - in more tmi news we did fuck in the back seat of his car so first time car sex was pretty amazing as well, I also am pretty convinced someone saw us soooo love that

Oh I did not realise how long I was just talking about going out to dinner for so I guess this is an immersive ramble now - anyway have you got any plans coming up? What have you been up to? I’m looking forward to these secret projects you mentioned, sounds vvv exciting - I also think that you made the right decision with you hair since the upkeep of dyeing it a colourful colour just a lot and I’m so glad you found hereditary scary too because my best friends brother watched it the other day and he said that it was scary but not that scary and I was just shocked anyway I will love you and leave you now <3 sending my love and hugs to you always <333-🍯

hello my precious honeybun <33

oh my luv, you’re so so so sweet, thank you so much <33 i am doing better!! slowly but surely. still taking it one day at a time and setting little goals for myself to accomplish each day <3

omg did you!? aaaaah that makes me so so so happy to hear!!! omg i hope you enjoy them!! and i absolutely cannot wait to hear your thoughts on them if you’re willing/comfortable to share!!!! i’m sorry i gave you such massive overwhelming lists LMAO i just aaaaaah love film so so so much and i can never limit myself to just a few when people ask for recs sigh </3

aw, that sounds nice!!! we’re finally moving into stage two over here, slowly slowly slowly. i just can’t wait to go to the mall again tbh. i desperately need some new clothes, but because i’m so tiny i have extreme difficulty ordering clothing online because i never know how it’s gonna fit!!! so i always prefer to go into the stores and actually try things on to make sure i like them before buying them.

AWWWWW HONEYBEE <3333333333 THAT SOUNDS ABSOLUTELY WONDERFUL I’M SO HAPPY FOR YOU!!!! my boyfriend and i cannot wait for the diners to open back up. we have this little tradition of going to diners (he gets burgers, i get breakfast food, always) and then sharing a sundae or a milkshake for dessert and ugh we both just miss it so so so much :( i genuinely can’t remember the last time we actually got dressed up and went on a fancier date either; usually those are reserved for art galleries and special movie theatres hehehe <333 but i miss it a lot and i’m looking forward to being able to do it again :(

BUT I’M SO SO SO GLAD THAT AT LEAST ONE OF US IS GETTING TO DO THESE THINGS HEHEHE also also i fucking love car sex, like so much, i like the semi-public aspect of it idk idk i quite enjoy it (i also love riding him, so)!!

HAHAHA NO BB NO IT’S OKAY i love hearing about it!!! <33 i have zero plans atm except for working and writing, which is okay with me!!! most things are still closed around here, so my man and i really just end up hanging out together in our bedrooms and stuff. OH OH i might see my best friend this week which would be lovely because i haven’t seen her in a while!!

HEHE THANK YOU THANK YOU <333 i hope you enjoy them!! and yes wtf hereditary was genuinely terrifying and tbh i was so happy because it’s so difficult to find a sincerely scary movie nowadays??? at least that’s how i feel LMAO like, midsommar was scary, yes, but it had more of this deeply unsettling and unnerving feel to it whereas hereditary to me felt like pure terror hahahaha <3 thank you my sweet honey i love u so much <33333

#UR SOOOOOO CUTE HEHEHEHE <333 #i'm just genuinely so happy to hear that you've been out n about!!! and having fun!! #hopefully all of your social events aren't too draining for you sweetpea <333 #you are always in my thoughts!!! #sending so so so much health and happiness ur way! <3 #ily please stay safe as always and of course have a fantastic week!!!! #can't wait to hear from u again <3 #🍯.anon #clari gets mail

[the-second-tonks]

WOW your ships are AMAZING. could i please request one for hp marauders era and marvel ? any gender works! i’m a bisexual female in slytherin. also an aquarius and an INFP if you’re into that sort of thing! personality wise-i’m not a very outgoing person? i have pretty rough trust issues, i can get pretty sudden mood swings, and i get caught up in my head a lotttt- which causes me to be pretty shy until im able to feel very comfortable with someone. after i’m comfortable though?? i can be ALL OVER THE PLACE. just as long as the person understands my humor, we are good to go. for the most part, i am a total introvert though. i usually try my best to make situations with my friends as lighthearted as possible- whether that’s by making myself look stupid, or joking around as much as i can. my hobbies include theatre arts and as much acting as i can participate in. a total theatre nerd... embarrassingggg lmao. listening to 70s/80s music, painting, and rewatching the same movies 100 times over are also some of my favs. if cutting my hair, dyeing it, or doing a full face of makeup impulsively at 3am count as hobbies? then those too lol. anyways- thank you so much for doing this. dont feel rushed. i’m sure you have a lot on your plate. muah!!

Hi!! Thank you !! Your last line got me lol and I went a bit lazy , sorry for the delay!

From Harry Potter (Marauders Era)

I ship you with -

Lily Evans :)

Lily and you would be very compatible !! She's also an Aquarius , soshe would understand you quite well !

Pretty rough trust issues I see , no problem , Lily Evans is one of the kindest souls , she'd gain your trust ! She's also quite reliable so she'll hardly loose your gained trust !

Your mood swings will be handled by her pretty well !

She won't let you get caught up in your head and will constantly spend time with you talkin' , dying hairs or even looking for hairstyles of cutting them!

Having Aquarius makes you quite eccentric (as your hobbies suggest too) , you both would do something different together which would bring a big difference in the wizardkind !

She's really gonna appreciate how you try to make your friends amd even her laugh whenever she's down or your friends are ..

You are definitely going to be all over the place because I think she's gonna understand your humour the best !

She will definitely support you in theaters and acting stuff ! If you ever take part in theaters she might even help you with the scenes by suggesting something in it from her side.

Having a good hair cut with some 70/80s music would be heaven for both of you !

You both might have a movie weekend where you both would watch your favorites !

Overall , a quite strong and healthy relationship !

Your bestfriend would be

Lily Evans again ! / James Potter

Since you have pretty much trust issues I believe your troupe would definitely be bestfriend to lovers ..

She'll manage to be a bestfriend with being a girlfriend too!

You both would do everything together !

For James , I feel he'll take you into a completely different side of life due to his outgoing nature !

Overall , supportive friendship(s) !

From Marvel

I ship you with -

Vision :)

It felt calling ! He'll handle with your mood swings pretty well , he's hundred and one percent reliable and not to mention , he'll support you in everything !

He might even set an alarm for 3am so that you could do impulsive make-up !

He wouldn't mind watching the same movie 100 times for you !

He's really kind and polite so, I don't think he'll mind if you're being shy !

He'll not let you get caught in your head , mostly suggesting you your type of things to do !

Overall , a quite cute and amazing relationship !

Your bestfriend would be -

Natasha Romanoff a.k.a Black Widow

She's so loyal and caring , also to add , she'll be up for anything with you to do !

Really a good friend for you , you both would spend time in silence !

Overall , a balanced and happy friendship !

Gifs not mine

I hope you liked it !

Thank you for the ask 😊

#anon ask

[surveys-at-your-service]

Survey #459

“i wanted you to know that i love the way you laugh  /  i wanna hold you high and steal your pain away”

Does the person you like have any flaws? He's never seemed very expressive of what he feels. Has anyone ever given you a ring? Why? Yes. Because it was our anniversary and he wanted to, ig. If you ruled your own country, what type of government would it have? I'm not educated enough to answer this. Creation theory, Evolution or the Big Bang theory? I really don't know what I believe about the origins of the universe, but I do believe in evolution. Describe one of your most emotional farewells. The last time I saw Jason and we talked for a long time, and I finally got my closure. It was all so heavy. It started so stiffly, but it ended with us just chatting and smiling and, to my absolute shock, a hug from him. I'm getting emotional so NEXT QUESTION. What was your last serious conversation about? I was reassuring and comforting Sara about some stuff. Is there a city that you have a particular fondness for? If so, what city is it and why? No. Are there any gnomes in your yard? No. When was the last time you were stung by a bee? What kind was it? Years ago. A bumblebee. Are you gonna buy lottery tickets when you’re old enough? I am old enough, and no. The odds are way, way too small, and I don't really dabble in addictive behavior. Have you ever been into a real cave? No. :( That's a life goal, though. Have you ever posted mean comments on YouTube? I know I did once as a kid. It was regarding Meerkat Manor and I thought it was really disrespectful to Flower just because of the music chosen lmao. The drama. What color is your digital camera, if you have one? Black. If you had to spend one day in any movie storyline, which one would it be? Alice in Wonderland, I suppose? Name the strangest game you’ve ever played (video game or real game): Oh man, I've played waaaaay too many video games. I suppose Silent Hill with how confused it left me at first. Its concept is definitely wild. Parasite Eve is high on the list, too. In your opinion, what is the saddest movie you’ve ever seen? Boy in the Striped Pajamas destroys me. What is the best song to make out to? I could answer this but I'm not gonna lmfao Is there anyone right now that you are simply/overly infatuated with? story of my life ayyyyeeeee Who was the last person to play with your hair? Are they cute? Not a clue. Who was the last person close to you that died? Did you cry? Jason's mom. I sobbed on-and-off for days. Do you consider yourself a healthy person? Physically and mentally? No, in either way. Do you know anyone who owns a boat? My dad does. I'm sure others, too, with how popular fishing out on a boat is here. Do you know anyone who uses medical marijuana? I don't know. Even for medicinal purposes, it's not legal here. Do you know anyone who’s died in childbirth? No. What did you do for your 21st birthday? I was in the psych hospital, so... lmao. Therapy, reading, and coloring. Lots of reading and coloring. Because they did NOT fill your schedule enough there. We only had two group therapy sessions a day, and the rest was just... blankness. If dinosaurs could be tamed, would you want one as a pet? I know I'd be one of the dumb ones that absolutely wanted a tiny raptor, lol. Do you own more than one copy or edition of a book? No. If you could see any musical on Broadway right now, what would it be? Not interested. Do you eat soup when you’re sick? I don't like soup. If you read, which book or series did you enjoy most as a child? My first real series that I read religiously was Hank the Cowdog. Then it was Warriors. Do you buy Halloween candy when it’s on sale after the holiday? No. I really don't need candy available to me. Do you agree with the “they’re just being kids” excuse? It depends on what they're doing. In a lot of cases, no. Do you ever watch talk shows? No. Do you have a/any hero(s)? Mark Fischbach, Steve Irwin, my mom... Have you told your parents all of your secrets from when you were a teen? No. Though Mom has playfully once told me that she knows a lot of things I don't think she does, and that's terrifying lmao. You’re getting married. Who’s your maid of honor and best man? M.o.H.: Mom or Sara. Best man isn't my choice. Would you rather get highlights or dye your whole head? DYE IT ALLLLLLL. Are you wearing anything of any sentimental value? Describe? My friendship ring w/ Sara. It has a heart carved on the outside and "bitch" engraved inside so no one can see when you have it on, lol. She has one that says "jerk." It's a Supernatural reference. Who challenges you the most? In what way? My therapist and psychiatrist. They just help ensure I pursue my goals and give me little nudges forward to reassure me. Who seems to hold you back? In what way? PFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFT ME. I listen to my anxiety WAY too much. What was the last opportunity that you passed up, and why? Going up to Lake Gaston w/ Mom to visit Ash and her fam. They go there all the time, and it's a real nice place. I just didn't want to go because of the heat. Should there be an application process for having children? Hunny, that would not stop people from fuckin lmfao Name one thing that you think defines you as a person? m e e r k a t s What is a fear you have about living on your own? That depression would get the better of me and I'd neglect taking good care of my house. One of the many reasons I'll never live alone. Not at all saying I'd leave the responsibilities to my partner, but they'd be motivation for me to get stuff done. What’s the worst name your mom has ever called you? I don't know. Nothing that bad. What’s your stance on spooning? It helps me feel safe and loved and alsdkfjalwe I just love cuddling in all sorts lmao What’s your most recent obsession? Violet Orlandi & Melodicka Bros' cover of "Somebody That I Used to Know." Have you ever been scammed? Ha ha, yes. I once wanted to get Jason a Joker and Harley Quinn pillow from deviantART; talked to the artist, paid 'em, never got it. :^) Have you ever fostered an animal? No. I would get WAY too attached to foster. I wouldn't be able to give them up without breaking down, probs. Do you know anyone who acts way younger than what they are? I'm sure I do, but no one is coming to mind atm. Would you say you’re a pretty independent person? God no. Does the last song you listened to, remind you of someone? JASON. Do you currently want a new computer? Yes, actually. I want a desktop PC for better gaming quality, honestly. Also, the "escape" key doesn't work on this laptop, one key is missing so I have to hit the sensor JUST right, and it restarts randomly sometimes. I want a PC mainly because I want to get out of the habit of being on my laptop in bed all damn day. How would your parents react if you got a tattoo? I already have like six or seven, so they wouldn't be surprised. Is there anyone you can picture yourself being with forever right now? Maybe. Who is your truest friend? Sara. What is the strangest thing you’ve ever seen outside of your house? THIS house? Idk. Nothing that I'd consider odd. What bug frightens you most? STAG BEETLES lkadjslkfja;lwekjawl;kejrlawer Who is your oldest friend? That would be Sam, and he's in his mid-30s. How long have you known them? Many years. We met via WoW, which I've been playing since '14. I don't really remember how far into it we met, though. Where are they right now? lol I wouldn't know, he's all the way in Jersey. Plus we haven't talked in a while. Have you ever dated a friend of one of your siblings? God no, that would be so weird. What is the best gift someone can give you? An ear to listen without it feeling like a chore to them. Have you ever dated someone who had a child? No. I don't think I could do it. What is the last movie that made you cry? The The Lion King remake made me tear up. Have you ever played in a waterfall? No. Ugh, that sounds like a blast. In your life who has meant the most to you? Let's not get into this. What has been your biggest failure in life? Letting depression and my other conditions take away my identity, becoming my new identity. Do you trust yourself? No. I second-guess EVERYTHING and never know what I should listen to: my heart, my head, my gut... or which voice is what. Would you ever consider getting an abortion, under any circumstances? Yes. What was the last bug you killed? Some kind in the bathroom. Idk what it was. Just a little thing that sort of resembled an earwig, but not completely. Do you prefer profile pictures by yourself of with someone else? By myself, since it's my page. Do you know anyone who has written a book? I don't think so? Do you drink milk/juice from the carton if no one is around? Ew, no. I live with another person, and even if I didn't, what if I had guests? Has anyone ever told you they liked you in a realllly sweet way? Maybe? Has a member of the opposite sex ever given you jewlery? Jason has. Do you find sleeping in cars easy? NOOOOOOOOOO. I'm too scared to let my eyes close and not see what's going on on the road. Has a boyfriend’s/girlfriend’s parents ever gotten mad at you? Why? I don't believe so, no. What is the funniest thing a child has ever said to you. Definitely something my niece has said, but idr what it was. What’s been on your mind lately? Y'all know, lol. Do you feel like you need to get something off your chest? No. Sara was recently there for that. ♥ How would you react if someone told you they had feelings for you? Be very very excited if it was from a certain person.

#survey #surveys #random questions #lyrics: ''broken'' by seether (ft. amy lee)

[xinhua-jun]

Summer asks:

Dream

Fish

Hydrated

Iconic

Lemon

Love letter

NADA 💙💙💙

Unreal

Dream: what’s your summer goal?

not melt ;A; I hate the summer. Ironic since my bday is almost smack dab in the middle of it

Fish: do you like fish and sea life? any favorites?

I do like fish! and I love sea life as long as it doesn’t involve eating them haha. I’m slightly allergic to shellfish, but I like sushi a lot!

I really love jellyfish. squishy little babies 🥰

Hydrated: have you drank enough water today?

I…might…not have. I’m very bad at hydrating (and taking care of myself overall, but Elle is always there to shepherd me when I get too stubborn;w; ♡). Ubi keeps pestering (affectionate) me about it. They usually wrestle me into drinking something ;w; she’s basically in charge of my water intake lmao

Iconic: do you have any summer traditions or something you do every summer?

my birthday, usually!! I always treat myself by dyeing my hair, but that’s basically a year-round tradition. This year I’m getting piercings though! so I’m excited and looking forward to that one! 🥰

Lemon: where would you rather go - the Italian countryside or Greek sea?

Ohhh, man (gender neutral) that’s a hard one sweetheart!! On the one hand, while I hate the beach, I absolutely adore the ocean so I would totally go for the Greek seas. But the Italian countryside is gorgeous and sounds absolutely lovely to pass the time at. 🥺❤️

Still, I think I’ve got to go for the Greek sea!

Love Letter: quiet night in or night out?

Quiet night in, hands down. I’m not much of a social animal and I get overwhelmed easily, so I’d rather spend the night in and at ease. (n◡n)♡

Nada: this is not a question, just something to remind you that you are loved!

I love you so much 🥺🤍

Unreal: what’s something you’d never thought you would accomplish but you did?

Knowing my worth. I still hate myself, and got a lot of issues, but I also love and respect me enough to know when to extract myself from a situation, and I’m comfortable in my own skin.

I wish I could tell kid- and early-years-of-highschool me that things do get better, that the heartache people leave behind won’t always feel like the wind has been knocked out of my lungs. That people leave out of their own volition because they want to or have to, but not everything is our fault. That even if it’s sad and nostalgic, remembering people fondly will come to us with an ease and peacefulness they never thought would be possible.

#ilysm!! #sorry this got so serious suddenly ksbsksns #summer asks #nevi #🎐

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a wip intro ; 

~i have once again posted an intro with a working title~

genre: new adult, literary (?) 

pov: third person present tense, potentially split pov 

premise: early adulthood is challenging. tomas’ trauma creeps up on him. junie doesn’t know who she is. kristen feels trapped. manon can’t keep up with herself. and selkie wants to know everything about them.

literal logline: couple of disaster kids in shitty student housing try to figure out who they are 

the vibes: mist, secret spaces in the woods, empty streets at night, libraries at 3am, going to the big supermarket at 10pm, house parties you shouldn’t be at, being lost and embracing it 

deals with: lgbtqia+ identity, bad family dynamics, mental health, girlhood and sisterhood, friendship, found family 

so whats going on here?

this novel feels both old and new. some of these characters i’ve had for years, some are new - but these are characters that are dear to my heart and the old ones i feel like have grown up with me. the past two years at uni have been the most formative of my life - i feel like i’ve always been an emotional person, but the highs and lows i’ve experienced these past two years? nobody prepared me.and it’s felt like a rollercoaster that never stops, even when nothing is happening, and i wanted to write something that honours that. i also want to give love to the new adult genre because the publishing industry won’t >:(  at first this felt v coming of age, but then i realised that it’s really not that. it’s the years after, where you think you have everything figured out, quickly realise you don’t, and then find a weird peace in not having everything figured out. i have zero intentions to ever publish this and it’d take a lot to change that. this is going to be “comfort writing” at it’s finest; it���s also something i want to help keep the hobby element of writing as writing transitions to part of my degree + work. i also have never managed to write a full novel, so i want to give myself that challenge and see how well i get along with longer works.  i’m 100% writing the book that 19 year old me wishes she had, and 20 year old me wishes she could have now. i’m always attached to my pieces but this one truly feels part of me and i feel like the writing experience will end up pretty cathartic. 

the setting ; 

this is set in sheffield, uk. this is actually where i attend university and spend half the year! i was apprehensive about a) making a piece set there and b) sharing that, but as i brainstormed this idea it kept being more and more heavily inspired by the city i know, and since the novel pretty much honours this last two years of my life, why not set it there? i also think sheffield is a v interesting city and could be utilised way more as a setting @ uk lit :(  when i think of sheffield, i think of the nightlife, the student crowd, the skyline from the top floor library room, the graffiti, the global street food events, the vegan markets, the christmas markets, the botanical gardens (where the photo is from!), the hills that kill your legs, the gay quarter, the overpriced vintage stores, the languages, the way you can see the hills and fog from the city centre, the peak district being a bus journey away, the way there’s little distinction between urban and rural, the way it amazed and terrified me coming from a small town in the country. these things are just the start of what i want to capture i’m also heavily inspired by the train journey between sheffield and manchester; its less than an hour and v quickly becomes fields, mountains and tiny railway/mountain towns. i wanted to play with that and try to encapsulate both that atmosphere and that of the city 

the characters ;

here’s where it gets exciting! these are only the main gang so far and i have a lot more in my head, but they are not really fleshed out yet 

TOMAS

our (current) pov

he/him, bi

went to uni to forget his trauma. it did not work <3 

mother had a lot of money but not a lot of love 

3 sisters who he loves and hates 

welcome! you’ve pulled up in Anxiety Town

loves the city but belongs in the forest 

JUNIE

her + tomas = disaster energy

she/her, lesbian (but she needs to figure that out!)

very pastel vibes

will say what’s on her mind and loves long talks at 2am 

will bake you brownies

loves expressing herself through fashion 

her entire arc is me giving her a hug and a warm blanket 

KRISTEN

chaotic energy in a man 

he/him, ace 

would rather speak in memes than be open about his emotions

local clown but uses that to mask his problems 

too impressionable 

doesn’t know what he wants to do w his life!!! he doesn’t even know what he wants for breakfast!

channels his frustration into the most sporadic work ethic you’ve ever seen

MANON

bad bitch energy 

she/her, wlw (what the fuck is a “label”)

in uni for the ~experience~

bartender at the gay club :)

touch starved

404 ability to emotionally connect not found 

why face your inner problems when you can just dye your hair

SELKIE

????

appears out of thin air

a ghost?? 

made of fog 

who is she

we’re trying to figure that out

10 candle scents that’ll take you back to your days as a feral child in the woods 

so whats next? 

right now? a lot of playing around and brainstorming. making moodboards. imagining characters in scenarios. since i don’t outline my work before i write them i’m taking this very slow and also don’t know how consistently i’ll even work on it. what you see here is very much the bare bones of a story, something that i used to be afraid of, but now i’m embracing! i literally only know the opening chapter and a handful of scenes. part of me is nervous to post about this when it’s at such an early form, but also what’s the fun in waiting for it to be polished? also this is me holding myself accountable to not drop this piece lmao  

i won’t be starting a taglist for this, not yet. i want to get comfortable w the work and figure out how i want to go about it first. i also have no idea when the next update will be and how it’ll look, but when church mud goes more into the research/revision stage, you’ll probably hear a lot about this piece (and in probably a lot of detail since i have zero plans to publish. exciting!). 

hopefully there’ll be an update soon!

#oop whats this! #patchwork #amwriting #writers on tumblr #writeblr community #writerblr #writeblr #why am i so nervous to post this......... #well its because its my most personal wip ever without actually writing about any of my specific experiences #but thats it charm to me #and i hope ppl find interest in it too! #but im posting on a whim and claiming to log off like i always do

[koishua]

𝙂𝙀𝙏 𝙏𝙊 𝙆𝙉𝙊𝙒 𝙈𝙀 𝙏𝘼𝙂 !

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notes from vie: oml what the hell was this. honestly, this was so long, but i think it allowed me to reflect upon myself for a moment lmao.

𝙬𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙙𝙖𝙮 𝙞𝙨 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙗𝙞𝙧𝙩𝙝𝙙𝙖𝙮

october twenty eighth! on winwin day, nonetheless!

𝙬𝙝𝙖𝙩❜𝙨 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙛𝙖𝙫𝙤𝙧𝙞𝙩𝙚 𝙘𝙤𝙡𝙤𝙧

i adore every single one smh. if it were palettes we were speaking about, then it would probably be greyish blue tones and beige to yellow ones!

𝙬𝙝𝙖𝙩❜𝙨 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙡𝙪𝙘𝙠𝙮 𝙣𝙪𝙢𝙗𝙚𝙧

my lucky number does not work, because my misfortune overpowers it way too much. i like the number eight, though!

𝙙𝙤 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙝𝙖𝙫𝙚 𝙖𝙣𝙮 𝙥𝙚𝙩𝙨

i used to have pet baby cobras, fishes, yellow and blue budgies, and aquatic turtles!

𝙝𝙤𝙬 𝙩𝙖𝙡𝙡 𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪

i am aspiring to reach 170 cm, but i am currently 159-160 cm! that would be 5'2"?? i think.

𝙝𝙤𝙬 𝙢𝙖𝙣𝙮 𝙥𝙖𝙞𝙧𝙨 𝙤𝙛 𝙨𝙝𝙤𝙚𝙨 𝙙𝙤 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙝𝙖𝙫𝙚

a pair of combat boots, white canvas shoes, and one sneakers for sports class... not many lmao i am not a shoe gal.

𝙛𝙖𝙫𝙤𝙧𝙞𝙩𝙚 𝙨𝙤𝙣𝙜

changes everyday. as i am typing, however, it would be lose it by oh wonder, rush hour by gaho and run by one republic!

𝙛𝙖𝙫𝙤𝙧𝙞𝙩𝙚 𝙢𝙤𝙫𝙞𝙚

i have three: rise of the guardians, room (2015), and... any studio ghibli movie tbh. whoops.

𝙬𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙬𝙤𝙪𝙡𝙙 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙞𝙙𝙚𝙖𝙡 𝙥𝙖𝙧𝙩𝙣𝙚𝙧 𝙗𝙚 𝙡𝙞𝙠𝙚

i say that i do not have a type all of the time, but all of the people i have been attracted to and had a crush on were the wild, fun, and cute guys in my class. they also tend to be very kind and understanding as well. i am a sucker for people who smile often.

they would have to be accepting of all of my flaws and love me regardless, just like the way i would do the same for them if i love them as well. i am also extremely touch deprived haha, so i would honestly be over the moon if they don't mind hugs and physical affection.

𝙙𝙤 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙬𝙖𝙣𝙩 𝙘𝙝𝙞𝙡𝙙𝙧𝙚𝙣

only after i have a stable income and have things sorted out, because i don't want to struggle raising them because of financial and mental issues. no kid deserves parents that can't take care of them ig.

𝙝𝙖𝙫𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙜𝙤𝙩𝙩𝙚𝙣 𝙞𝙣 𝙩𝙧𝙤𝙪𝙗𝙡𝙚 𝙬𝙞𝙩𝙝 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙡𝙖𝙬

the law from where i come from are terrible and something pretty bad has happened, but i'd rather that's kept in private haha. i swear i didn't commit any crimes lmao police are just incredible blind and unfair there.

𝙗𝙖𝙩𝙝 𝙤𝙧 𝙨𝙝𝙤𝙬𝙚𝙧

shower. i am way too impatient for baths. also, i feel weird sitting in a tub filled water while naked lmfao it's so weird for me.

𝙬𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙘𝙤𝙡𝙤𝙧 𝙨𝙤𝙘𝙠𝙨 𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙬𝙚𝙖𝙧𝙞𝙣𝙜

grey.

𝙛𝙖𝙫𝙤𝙧𝙞𝙩𝙚 𝙩𝙮𝙥𝙚 𝙤𝙛 𝙢𝙪𝙨𝙞𝙘

k-r&b, indie, pop-rock hybrid ig, lo-fi.

𝙝𝙤𝙬 𝙢𝙖𝙣𝙮 𝙥𝙞𝙡𝙡𝙤𝙬𝙨 𝙙𝙤 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙨𝙡𝙚𝙚𝙥 𝙬𝙞𝙩𝙝

only one below my head.

𝙬𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙥𝙤𝙨𝙞𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣 𝙙𝙤 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙨𝙡𝙚𝙚𝙥 𝙞𝙣

it varies. i sleep like a rock even though i can’t sleep for long, so i wake up in the exact position i initially fall asleep in. either on my back or my right side, since my left side isn’t too good lmao.

𝙬𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙙𝙤𝙣❜𝙩 𝙡𝙞𝙠𝙚 𝙬𝙝𝙚𝙣 𝙮𝙤𝙪❜𝙧𝙚 𝙨𝙡𝙚𝙚𝙥𝙞𝙣𝙜

buzzing mosquitos and damp, hot air (which is very rare, so i guess we are okay). i also hate being cold, so i sleep with two blankets even during summer haha. my limbs are ice-cold all the time smh

𝙬𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙙𝙤 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙝𝙖𝙫𝙚 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙗𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙠𝙛𝙖𝙨𝙩

oats mixed with chocolate chunks.

𝙝𝙖𝙫𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙧 𝙩𝙧𝙞𝙚𝙙 𝙖𝙧𝙘𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙮

i never went to a club or took lessons, but we had a backyard where my dad allowed me to shoot at stuff with a bow and the few arrows he made. i was pretty good at aiming, but my eyesight has deteriorated, so i left it at that lmao

𝙛𝙖𝙫𝙤𝙧𝙞𝙩𝙚 𝙛𝙧𝙪𝙞𝙩

watermelons and mangoes... also rambutan and mangis, but we don’t have them in germany ;-; i missed them.

𝙛𝙖𝙫𝙤𝙧𝙞𝙩𝙚 𝙨𝙬𝙚𝙖𝙧 𝙬𝙤𝙧𝙙

fuck. and i am sorry to say that i use it here quite a lot.

𝙙𝙤 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙝𝙖𝙫𝙚 𝙖𝙣𝙮 𝙨𝙘𝙖𝙧𝙨

tons.

𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙖 𝙜𝙤𝙤𝙙 𝙡𝙞𝙖𝙧

some have called me a psychopath before, but they just don’t understand that i was raised by very strict parents and learned how to lie lmao. i am pretty ashamed to say yes.

𝙬𝙝𝙖𝙩❜𝙨 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙥𝙚𝙧𝙨𝙤𝙣𝙖𝙡𝙞𝙩𝙮 𝙩𝙮𝙥𝙚

i have tested twice. once when i was fourteen, which showed that i was an infj-t, but then i took it again last year and it showed that i was an infp-t. i heard that 16Personalities was trash, though, so take it with a grain of salt.

𝙬𝙝𝙖𝙩❜𝙨 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙛𝙖𝙫𝙤𝙧𝙞𝙩𝙚 𝙩𝙮𝙥𝙚 𝙤𝙛 𝙜𝙞𝙧𝙡

my best friend. she is a wild character, ngl, but she and i communicate extremely well. she is outgoing, courageous, hilarious, and has no qualms with being the odd one. she isn’t overly obnoxious, but she has a nice kind of self-confidence going on.

𝙞𝙣𝙣𝙞𝙚 𝙤𝙧 𝙤𝙪𝙩𝙩𝙞𝙚

i love yang jeongIN. definitely an innie, because i don’t even remember what the front of my house looks like haha. i don’t go out unless someone literally grabs my arms and physically drags me out and i am not even joking with this one. 

𝙡𝙚𝙛𝙩 𝙤𝙧 𝙧𝙞𝙜𝙝𝙩 𝙝𝙖𝙣𝙙𝙚𝙙

i was originally right-handed, but then i got paranoid of breaking my right arm and having to study with my left arm all of a sudden and get bad grades, so i learned how to do stuff and write with my left hand as a kid.

𝙛𝙖𝙫𝙤𝙧𝙞𝙩𝙚 𝙛𝙤𝙤𝙙

don’t have one. call me when we’re talking about dessert.

𝙛𝙖𝙫𝙤𝙧𝙞𝙩𝙚 𝙛𝙤𝙧𝙚𝙞𝙜𝙣 𝙛𝙤𝙤𝙙

don’t have one.

𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙘𝙡𝙚𝙖𝙣 𝙤𝙧 𝙢𝙚𝙨𝙨𝙮

my entire aesthetic is chaotic academia irl, so you tell me.

𝙢𝙤𝙨𝙩 𝙪𝙨𝙚𝙙 𝙥𝙝𝙧𝙖𝙨𝙚

oml, how tf, bahaha, bestie, no because-, hehe, lmao, i’m sobbing, i guess, toodles, etc etc.

𝙝𝙤𝙬 𝙡𝙤𝙣𝙜 𝙙𝙤𝙚𝙨 𝙞𝙩 𝙩𝙖𝙠𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙩𝙤 𝙜𝙚𝙩 𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙙𝙮

i can techincally be ready in five, but procrastination is the sole thing i excel at, so yeah, definitely half an hour.

𝙙𝙤 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙩𝙖𝙡𝙠 𝙩𝙤 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧𝙨𝙚𝙡𝙛

cnversations happen in my head, my the office-esque reactions happen out loud. i talk a lot and imitate phrases i hear from someone to myself and reenact scenes from my daydreams bahaha

𝙙𝙤 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙨𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙩𝙤 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧𝙨𝙚𝙡𝙛

i don’t shut up. someone save the people that live with me.

𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙖 𝙜𝙤𝙤𝙙 𝙨𝙞𝙣𝙜𝙚𝙧

definitely not the most technically sound vocalist, but i can hold a tune or two. i was a soloist in my choir for a few years and was the vocalist for a band, but we disbanded smh i am still very sad about that :/ i loved them so much.

𝙗𝙞𝙜𝙜𝙚𝙨𝙩 𝙛𝙚𝙖𝙧

seeing my loved ones die before me.

𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙖 𝙜𝙤𝙨𝙨𝙞𝙥

i don’t feel comfortable talking bad about people :/ just ignore and move on.

𝙙𝙤 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙡𝙞𝙠𝙚 𝙡𝙤𝙣𝙜 𝙤𝙧 𝙨𝙝𝙤𝙧𝙩 𝙝𝙖𝙞𝙧

i have hair that reaches my knees, but dear god do i want to chop it all off in one motion and get a yeeun-style bob cut.

𝙛𝙖𝙫𝙤𝙧𝙞𝙩𝙚 𝙨𝙘𝙝𝙤𝙤𝙡 𝙨𝙪𝙗𝙟𝙚𝙘𝙩

sports and art. to hell with everything else. i’m not bad at them at all, but oh gosh i want to burn them all.

𝙞𝙣𝙩𝙧𝙤𝙫𝙚𝙧𝙩 𝙤𝙧 𝙚𝙭𝙩𝙧𝙤𝙫𝙚𝙧𝙩

... idk. i hate speaking to strangers and feel so awkward during one on one conversations with friends. i don’t go out a lot and social events tire me out, but i also crave noise happening around me. so,,, ambivert? i do tend to be the life of the party often during the few times i go out, but then i just lug myself back home and crash for the week lmao

𝙬𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙢𝙖𝙠𝙚𝙨 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙣𝙚𝙧𝙫𝙤𝙪𝙨

anything related to school. i have regular panic attacks /gen. also, i have thalassaphobia and megalophobia, so things larger than life and the vast, empty ocean terrifies me and movies like that just make me nauseous. 

𝙬𝙝𝙤 𝙬𝙖𝙨 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙛𝙞𝙧𝙨𝙩 𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙡 𝙘𝙧𝙪𝙨𝙝

my first real crush this one guy in my band. he was the other vocalist and was so pretty and fun. he always used to tease me smh. at least, that was something. but then we had to disband last year, because the older guys were moving away to study and us high schoolers were also moving to different cities ;-;

𝙝𝙤𝙬 𝙛𝙖𝙨𝙩 𝙘𝙖𝙣 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙧𝙪𝙣

i was in my middle school track team and used to compete a lot since i was pretty agile, but then i started to hate running, stopped, and now i am just a little above average bahaha.

𝙬𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙘𝙤𝙡𝙤𝙧 𝙞𝙨 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙝𝙖𝙞𝙧

black. i want to dye it with cotton candy colored highlights, tho!

𝙬𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙢𝙖𝙠𝙚𝙨 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙖𝙣𝙜𝙧𝙮

unnecessary comments, rude and obnoxious, self-entitled kids and people in general, people who tell you how to do your own job, hate comments, the basic dni criterias as well 

𝙙𝙤 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙡𝙞𝙠𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙤𝙬𝙣 𝙣𝙖𝙢𝙚

kind of?

𝙙𝙤 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙬𝙖𝙣𝙩 𝙖 𝙗𝙤𝙮 𝙤𝙧 𝙖 𝙜𝙞𝙧𝙡 𝙖𝙨 𝙖 𝙘𝙝𝙞𝙡𝙙

i would want a girl.

𝙬𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙨𝙩𝙧𝙚𝙣���𝙩𝙝𝙨

i have cold hands if you want to cool down. i can adapt to any kind of environment instantly, since i have moved twelve different times to fifferent schools and countries. bless my parents. i have gained the ability to conquer shifts in social environments at the cost of my mental health :’) i also consider myself to be nice and can get things down quickly, so i am a fast learner.

𝙬𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙬𝙚𝙖𝙠𝙣𝙚𝙨𝙨𝙚𝙨

kanemoto yoshinori, yoshi, eye smiles, and brownies. i am also very impatient, a perfectionist, a procrastinator, and have absolutely zero self-control over aggression against my own body. i have trouble reacting to other people's emotional outbursts, be it crying or anger and don't know what to do and how to comfort them. i also have trouble opening up and am never authentic around people, so i don't have... friends, if that makes sense? i don't feel comfortable being myself and feel like i have to be the person that they want me to be? idek.

i get bored extremely easily and nothing interests me that much ig

𝙬𝙝𝙖𝙩❜𝙨 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙘𝙤𝙡𝙤𝙧 𝙤𝙛 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙗𝙚𝙙𝙨𝙥𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙙

blue.

𝙘𝙤𝙡𝙤𝙧 𝙤𝙛 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙧𝙤𝙤𝙢

white and hints of blue.

#“(r)” ⸻ tag game time.

[herakosmos]

matchup for @ioveworm!𐐪𐑂

“Hi!! my general info is: im 5'8, kinda chubby but not big in the boob area, (sobs), i have semi long curly black hair with brown front strands! i use she/her, im a virgo sun, sag moon, pisces rising! my personality type is intp-t. im pretty snarky without realizing it, also can be too blunt/straight forward around someone im comfortable with! i have a RBF so some people say i look angry/intimidating but in reality its just my social awkwardness which somehow feeds into that + the fact im awful at speaking with strangers, if i don't have to speak to someone i definitely wont so people need to take the first step in taking </3 im a huge empath and can sympathize with a lot of people but aso can hold grudges/ know how to stand my ground if i REAAALLLLY need to even if i am literally shitting myself LOLLL. i also cry very easily during movies, if an animal dies even if its just in the background i WILL break down into tears. im also super self conscious bc of my weight so 9/10 times i will be trying to make myself as unnoticeable as possible. i can be pretty sarcastic and retort back but if something someone says rubs me the wrong way i can tear up and cry easily haha.... i LOVEE dogs!! music/making playlists, horror movies/game play throughs, pubg/gaming, anime and learning abt animals! i can handle people who are quiet/dont talk much pretty well as long as they reassure me that im not being annoying or bothering them!! but if we can both talk about stuff we like together it makes me super happy and i'll always hear them out!! im pretty bubbly around people i'm close with and giggly but if i'm around other random people im still quiet/neutral... I HOPE THIS ISNT TOO MUCH !!!🥺😞”

hi!! and also dont worry about it i love longer descriptions bc it gives me more ideas on what to put in matchups! <33

this honestly took me longer than it should, but it was because i wanted to give myself a challenge and be more diverse with my options!

i really hope you enjoy this 🥺

i match you up with . . .

kenjirō shirabu!! 𐐪𐑂

✰ ok this pairing went through a lot of rollercoasters when meeting, BUT HEAR ME OUT 

✰ the sorta tsundere x lovable girlfriend trope in this is 🥺🥺🥺🥺

✰ your first encounter with shirabu would be sorta rocky i’d say. he has this thing where he tries to mask his real feelings with insults because he honestly doesn’t know what the fuck are feelings

✰ i feel like the reason why he fell for for you was mostly because of how everyone perceived you to be this mean and b*tchy person when you’re actually the opposite

✰ one day you just couldn’t handle it anymore and started to release a few tears from each eye

“do you hate me that much?”

✰ honestly this line broke him :((

“you’re not annoying to me kay? it’s just…never mind”

✰ the more you two actually spent time together though, you guys do warm up to each other bit by bit

✰ him asking you out would probably be the most awkward thing ever JBAKHBXKHXB

✰ poor boy is new to all of this mushy feeling stuff

“weprobablymaybelikeeachotheridontknowbutwouldyougooutwithme..?” 

✰ you would probably be like: ???

✰ THIS GUY IS TURNING SO RED NOW SEND HELP FOR HIM

✰ i don’t know why but he’ll be the type to just whip out his phone and try to type out what he was trying to say while you’re in front of him

✰ shirabu: go out with me?

✰ the two of you end up becoming a blushing mess together (AWHH)

✰ lemme tell you, once this guy becomes your man, all hard work pays off

✰ this man would take care of you. even though he rarely shows it verbally, he definitely does through acts of services

✰ shirabu understands your self coniousness since he tends to get like that too. to be honest he doesn’t really care about the way you look. he loves you just the way you are and it honestly makes him want to punch whoever made you feel the need to be super conscious about yourself

✰ the amount of cute puppy pictures he spams your phone just to cheer you up (AWHHH)

✰ he knows probably almost everything about you and remembers even the smallest details

✰ like for example he knows that you dye the front strands of your hair brown, so on his own he’ll buy boxes of hair dye for you and leave them in the cabinet 

“don’t use too much of it or else i have to get more”

✰ he’s so blunt omg and sometimes it may rub you the wrong way, but shirabu really does try to tone it down for you because he hates it when you cry. especially when he is the cause of it :((

✰ he’ll pull you close and kisses away your tears🥺

✰ dates can include going to dog cafés, the zoo or movie dates at home :D

✰ the first ever time you guys had a movie date this boy really thought of a plan to give you the scare of a lifetime by watching a super scary horror movie. little did he know you LOVED horror, so when he put it on you were unfazed and this dude was so shocked at you

✰ in shirabu’s mind: how the fuck is she not scared right now

✰ his reactions were so priceless and honestly he was kinda pissed you weren’t cuddling up against him right now for protection😭😭

“how are you not afraid of this”

“i don’t know either, i mean this is sooooo scary”

✰ shirabu turned to you immediately with a shocked expression. he learned two things that day, you loved horror movies and can get pretty sarcastic lmao

“thanks a lot for ruining my plans of you jumping into my arms for protectio-”

“what?”

“what?”

✰ shirabu was actually the one who suggested going to a dog café and the zoo afterwards. it really shocked you since he wasn’t really big with animals

✰ in actuality, the setter knew how much you loved animals and wanted to take you on an animal themed date for the day (even though he’ll never say it)

✰ the way your eyes sparkled and become so invested in the creatures honestly makes him so soft. no one makes him so soft like you, you’re one lucky girl🙈

“baby can we please get a dog?”

“no”

“pleeasseee”

“no”

“you can be the big spoon from now on”

“yes”

✰ KJDBXJBSJSJBNJN

✰ NO ONE KNOWS SHIRABU LETS YOU BE THE BIG SPOON AND IF ANYONE DID ALL HELL WILL BREAK LOOSE

✰ light giggles started to leave your mouth due to the fact he gave in so quickly because of that one offer

✰ shirabu soon started to mess up your hair and gave you a small smile🥺🥺

“i’m only agreeing, so you won’t have to have a permenant pout on your face whenever we pass a dog on the street baka”

✰ head pokes are a BIG thing for showing his “affection” for you

✰ making fun of him? head poke

✰ getting frustrated because of an idiotic character in an anime? head poke

✰ whenever shirabu plays a video game with you he’ll show NO mercy and try to beat you and when he does his cocky smirks start to show. he also tries to hold back his tongue to try and not tease you

✰ but when you win, omg he gets so salty. his face most definetely would try not to show it, but inside his head he’s raging SO MUCH

“tch you only won because i let you”

“sure babe, sureeee”

✰ becomes so salty he’ll probably start a pillow fight with you LMAO

✰ this guy definitely loves late night calls with you. he enjoys your soothing voice and would wanna hear you talk 24/7. he gets fairly busy juggling studies and volleyball, so your voice really makes him feel less stressed out🥺 sometimes the call would run on until the next day because you two soon fall asleep on call together haha

✰ i feel like shirabu wouldn’t have a lot of pet names for you, but sometimes he’ll call you “baka” “babe” and “darling”

✰ you being a virgo and him being a taurus you guys are a great match!

✰ both can be quite sincere and devoted to one another. virgos like taurus’s strength and commitment while taurus loves virgo’s quick mind!

✰ shirabu is an ENTJ while you are an INTP which means another great match :)))

✰ ENTJs love INTP’s way of thinking, knowledge and being patient. INTPs love ENTJ’s enthusiasm for knowledge, straightforwardness and being able to take criticism well <33

bonus!

heres an anime relationship type gif that i just think you two would do 🥺

#haikyuu!! #anime matchup #haikyuu matchups #anime matchups #cute #hq shirabu #haikyuu shirabu #shirabu kenjirou #shirabu matchup #haikyuu matchup

[twstedgrils]

Oc Master Post

Alright! I finally have all my ocs designed and written down! This is the official debut post for this oc blog! It’s really long (gotta go through 10 ocs lmao) so I’ll put a read more so it’s easier to scroll past. If your interested, please read and even ask me questions! I really want to interact with this fandom since everyone seems so nice and funny!

And yes, I did put grils instead of girls on purpose...I’m funny I swear

So I first want to say that my ocs are in an au, one which has NRC have female students (but still in low numbers) and an 8th dorm based on Captain Hook (making Ramshackle the 9th). Also Crowley is a tiny bit nicer to our mc in this au, mostly cause he’s basically her weird dad lol

There’s another addition to this au, but that’ll be addressed in my MC insert’s bio.

I’ll also list additional info that the text in the refs don’t address, including body types because I wanted my ocs to be diverse in that aspect.

Another thing, shipping. Oh great seven, shipping will be a free for all for me. I really like shipping. So any ship and every ship will be possible (as long as it’s not with Cheka or Ortho, cause no. Human Grim is fine, but he has to be in human form). With that in mind this blog will be very self-indulgent when it comes to shipping and such. 

I’ll come back to this to edit when I develop these girls more.

So first off we’ll start with my MC!self-insert!

I didn’t know what outfit to put her in, since Ramshackle doesn’t have a dorm uniform, so I just put her in her pjs (which were provided by Crowley).

Birthday: Feb 4 (my b-day lolol)

Best Subject: Math

Worst Subject: PE (for valid medical reasons)

Hobby: Drawing

Homeland: Not of TW

Body Type: Average

Charlotte (or Charlie as people call her) is usually quiet, especially when she first arrives in TW. But the more she’s comfortable around the people, the more she reveals her inner sass. She doesn’t want to admit it, but she’s as much as a dumbass as the ADeuce duo.

She’s also has albinism, but she used to constantly dye her hair into a more strawberry blonde so she wouldn’t get picked on by other kids. This condition also leads to her having to take many breaks during PE so she won’t burn.

She may like cats, but Grim really tests her fondness for them. But once it’s found out he can take a human form (and becomes more chill due to the amount of energy it takes to maintain said form) the two actually become the best of friends, which shocks the first year gang. 

Design Inspiration: White Rabbit and March Hare

Birthday: Feb 29

Best Subject: History

Unique Magic: Golden Doorknob (Summons a golden doorknob on any surface, making it a door to anywhere the user thinks of. Example, placing the knob on Ramshackle's walls and walks into NRC's Cafeteria via the door)

Worst Subject: Chemistry

Hobby: Track

Homeland: Afterglow

Body Type: Pear shape

Whitney is what you expect from a rabbit, timid, nervous, shy, anxiety filled, and easily intimidated. At first. If you manage it anger her, suddenly you’ll be hit by both a Scottish war cry and a rabbit kick. When she’s angry, she’s a rage filled bunny who throws the most foul of curses. Her switches are rivaled to Deuce’s bad boy switch. And just like the boy, when she calms down she get’s very flustered. 

She doesn’t talk to many people, as she hates attention. But after some she does become acquainted with the boys, almost on the line of friendship with each. 

Design Inspiration: Shere Kahn and Tigger

Birthday: Set 28

Unique Magic: Fun! Fun! Fun! (turns any part of their body into a bouncy spring. Often the tail is used)

Best Subject: PE

Worst Subject: Chemistry

Hobby: Basket Weaving and making jewelry

Homeland: Land of Pyroxene

Body Type: Apple shape (broad shoulders)

Kaya is seen as a tough no bs girl, many females admire how she can go woman-to-man with the Savanaclaw males. But actually she’s nothing but a goofball that loves to tend to baby animals and make cute things. She has a talent for making beautiful woven baskets and earrings. She helps Ruggie a lot whenever she sees him overun by errands. 

She does have a tendency to nap anywhere and everywhere like Leona and Silver, but she apologizes sheepishly when woken up. Because of her napping habit, she tends to stay up late into the night.

Design Inspiration: None

Birthday: May 24

Unique Magic: Second Chance (let’s the user go back to a certain point to try again. Only activated when close to death)

Best Subject: Chemistry

Worst Subject: History

Hobby: Singing and baking

Homeland: Coral Sea

Body Type: Petite

Wendy is a very small moon jellyfish mermaid. She was home-schooled by her mother under the sea, while her father ran a business on land. She visited land often to see her father, fascinated by all neon lights shining in the city.

She’s very quiet, like she’s actually a selective mute. She doesn’t tend to hangout with people because she fears most don’t like her because of her selective muteness. Oddly enough though, she’s always seen with Floyd, to the bafflement of everyone. She finds the eels mannerisms amusing.

She loves to sing, but doesn’t want anyone but her secret singing buddy (Daria) to listen to her. Her voice is very high pitched, but soft that it’s almost hard to hear. She also loves baking, often seen helping Jade and Floyd with preparing the sugary foods and drinks Monstro Lounge offers.

Design Inspiration: Iago and Jasmine’s red outfit

Birthday: Aug 5

Unique Magic: Dancer’s Delight (charms anyone who sees her dancing, perfect for distraction)

Best Subject: None

Worst Subject: None

Hobby: Dancing

Homeland: Land of Hot Sands

Body Type: Hourglass

Layla is like that one person who teases everyone and sees most as her friend. She uses both her height and pretty features to get a rise and fluster anyone. Her main victim is Jamil, much to his displeasure. She gets along great with Kalim, fueling his antics of carpet riding and shenanigans. But she does help Jamil in taking care of Kalim, often seeing the snake whisperer overworked.

She’s usually seen hanging out with Kaya and Whitney (with the rabbit being flustered by both of the taller females). She’s drawn to most in the Savanaclaw dorm, as she has the urge to pet their ears. She and Kaya are in the same class, so the two always buddy together, helping each other if needed.

Back home she comes from a line of exotic dancers, always entertaining other for money. With this in mind, she practices her dancing everyday. She hopes she can live up to the expectations her family has put on her. She’s not wealthy, but she’s not poor, so she doesn’t get too surpised over Kalim’s wealth. But she still does, especially when Kalim once offered to get her a tiger cub (she refused though).

Design Inspiration: Myself and Medusa (Hercules tv show)

Birthday: Mar 27

Unique Magic: Snake Eyes (paralyzes anyone with her stare if activated, even herself if she looks in the mirror)

Best Subject: History

Worst Subject: Math

Hobby: Painting and singing

Homeland: Isle of Lamentation

Body Type: Chubby

Daria is another quiet and reserved girl, she’s not shy per say but she prefers people to approach her than the other way. She doesn’t particularly like that she was sorted into Pomefiore, cause all she wants to do is paint and sing. This leads her to grow close to Epel and anger Vil. She purposefully doesn’t do anything to her appearance, only brushing her hair as she hates tangles. 

She tends to stay in a secret area with Wendy, singing with the fellow quiet girl. If not that then she’s doing artwork in her dorm room, ignoring anyone who dares to pull her away from her work. Often times this leads to both her and Vil having a glaring contest cause she didn’t sleep (”Too busy painting” she says.) or forgot to do her morning skincare routine.

Design Inspiration: Phosphora (Kid Icarus) and Electra (backstory)

Birthday: Jul 16

Unique Magic: Sparks Fly (allows the user to transfer any electricity from any device around her into her prosthetics)

Best Subject: Math

Worst Subject: None

Hobby: Modifying her prosthetic limbs

Homeland: Rose Kingdom

Body Type: Top heavy

Elina is the mom friend, always giving others affection and helping them when she can. Because of her affectionate self, she treats Ortho like her little brother. You’ll often see her playing with the boy, or in her room working on her prosthetics (with Idia helping). She loves making her limbs look non-human, but she has more human structure legs for school (as to not weird out her classmates too much). She’s made them since young, always improving and modernizing her limbs.

Because of a tragic accident, she has prosthetics for both legs and her left arm. And has trauma over car races or cars going over the speed limit. She never mentions her family around others, but it shows how much she cares for them. The same could be said for her friends.

Design Inspiration: Chernabog

Birthday: Jun 6

Unique Magic: ???

Best Subject: History

Worst Subject: Chem

Hobby: Making Clothes

Homeland: Valley of Thorns

Body Type: Shortstack

Maria is basically the opposite of Lilia, while he looks young but acts maturely she looks mature but acts like a complete child. Most believe she’s staff before she has to explain that she’s a student. She’s not a brat (thank sevens) but she is very naive and innocent. This causes for her dorm mates to become somewhat protective if someone makes a pass on her (she never notices cause she thinks they’re just being nice). 

She has a talent with designing clothes, no one can explain why. Many have approached her to pay for her designs, but she refuses. She says she much prefers to just make and gift her designs to anyone. When she’s working, it’s the most mature you’ll see her. Everyone she’s interacted with has at least one thing she’s made, whether they wanted it or not.

Design Inspiration: Hook and Scarlet (the female animatronic from the pirate ride)

Birthday: Dec 25

Unique Magic: The Sea’s Rage (a passive ability that allows the user to access inhuman strength, allowing her to lift even Jack or Malleus)

Best Subject: None

Worst Subject: All

Hobby: Pick-pocketing

Homeland: The Savage Seas

Body Type: Flat (Looks average thanks to her corset)

Jessie is the dorm leader of Bonäuber, a dorm based upon The Captain of the Seas, who is held almost as high regards as the Great Seven. She’s a very childish and extremely cocky girl. She always praises herself for being the best out of everyone, when in actuality she’s not the brightest. The only thing she is good at she is shooting a gun, loving a good hunt. She also has a child fascination for board games, so she often plays (and loses) with Azul and Idia. 

Most don’t like her because she has a bad habit of stealing from anyone and everyone. This is because of her hard childhood, having to steal to survive with no family. The Savage Seas, and the isles among it, were tough on those with no wealth. It wasn’t until a kind pirate gifted saved her from a beating and gifted her a gold coin, her first coin. She now wears the coin on her neck and vows to become a pirate as great as The Captain, using her loot to make others who were in her shoes to have a good life. Because of her ambitions, she always goes for the rich when looting, Kalim being her main target. But because of how nice and generous he is, she gets flustered and runs away without a single coin. (It’s really cute ngl)

As a dorm leader she’s overly not strict, the most she can be is over how clean the dormitory is. Uniform isn’t strict as well, only forcing those in the dorm to wear the striped shirt, vest, belt, bandanna, and boots. Bottoms can be anything, and the corsets were optional. Most dorm members were interestingly mostly females, which confused many. 

Their dorm building is a functioning pirate ship, usually docked on a deserted island. Occasionally the dorm will go on an adventure, since most are those who love the sea and can’t stay in one place. 

Design Inspiration: Smee and Tick Tock Croc (and maybe Louis from the princess and the frog)

Birthday: Oct 3

Unique Magic: When I’m Human (let’s the user take a human form with little drawback, like Kalim’s Oasis Maker. This slowly wears off if the user is over emotional, most commonly anger.)

Best Subjects: All

Worst Subjects: None

Hobby: Making tea and treats for Jessie

Homeland: The Savage Seas

Body Type: Hourglass (looks more exaggerated thanks to her corset)

Sammy (what Jessie calls her) is the vice dorm leader of Bonauber, she’s very mysterious and weird to most in the school. She’s always by the shorter girl’s side, and always takes care of her. She is a big enabler, sharing her ambitions with the leader. She’s very humble about her intelligence and abilities, often only giving praise to Jessie. She’s almost like a mother for the leader.

She’s secretly a crocodile that saved (and traumatized) Jessie when they were younger. As she saw the little girl run from an adult, causing the reptile to attack the adult. She didn’t know why, but at the time a sudden feeling of protecting for the girl took over. Ever since then the reptile was drawn towards the girl, almost obsessive. It wasn’t until she developed her unique magic that she stuck with the girl from childhood. Jessie never realized, as Sam is very keen on keeping the object of her affections(?) in the dark. If anyone threatens the two, Sam will open her eyes and glare with her slit pupils as scales appear faintly.

And that’s all of them! After posting this I’ll start working on two things.

1: cards, I want to draw cards for them as if they are canon characters. I’ll work on the school uniform cards first!

2: Grim’s human design, this one will be easier as he’ll just be a sketch. 

Again, feel free to ask any questions! I’ll answer with in character sketches! (with more elaborating in artist’s text) I’ll try my best to answer as many of them as I can! You can also dm me if you wish to just talk about twst with me!

#twisted wonderland #twst #twst oc #twst self insert #twst ocs #twisted wonderland oc #twisted wonderland self insert