#my head and heart hurts

[chocolate-cream-soldier]

Ann Walker to Anne Lister: “Come Back” Me:

#gentleman jack #anne lister #ann walker #This BROKE me gdi #my head and heart hurts #welcome to angstville #fml #gentleman jack spoilers #gj spoilers #raee watches gj #*gif not mine

[ahauntedcowboy]

being in the waiting room of an ICU is a very delicate and fragile thing. we’re all waiting to hear terrible news. and our hearts are breaking. but there’s a chance of kindness amongst strangers to grieve together.

#eri's posts #its been a long day #and things aren't good rn #i went into the ICU for the first time today to see my papaw #and it was scary #but i saw strangers ask about each other families #i saw them grieve together when one family got horrible news #i got to say hi to a little girl with beautiful big hair and a sweet smile #who cheerfully said hiiiiiiii back #and held the door open to the man i helped earlier in the parking garage #offer tissues to a crying mother #my head and heart hurts #very very emotional day #it was very very diverse and different crowd #but we all just wanted to help each other

[autobotmedic]

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#Just watched the Dark Awakening ep of g1 #My head and heart hurts #DIDNT HELP RATCH'S RESTING PLACE ALONG WITH THE REST OF THOSE LOST IN WAR/THE MOVIE WAS YEETED INTO A SUN #I'm not amused about any of this I was not prepared for any of this #heckin. Zombie op. Okay. Heck. #[BLUE SPEAKS] ooc #delete later

[tubbytarchia]

Somewhere in the woods, a moth tires of seeking light

#gempearl #shinyduo #shiny duo #not meant to be shipping propaganda for the poll but I mean... feel free to take it as such!! #the solitary plants feel out of place and maybe the color gradients could be better but its fineeeeeee. Not my proudest background... #also haha get it. Moth tires of seeking light. There's light all around her but its symbolic you guys #vaguely inspired by an estonian song. Some of the lyrics: #Luck pat her little girl’s head and repeated that beautiful is everything that there is #The girl then smiled and that was enough for her heart to understand where the sun lay #one of my favorite songs ever. Very beautiful and Id love to make an animatic or smth for it but the lyrics get a bit too specific :( #Shame that its in estonian and probably offputting to a lot of people too but.... õnn ja arm by mari pokinen....... #hermitshipping #commission #centaur cuddles tee hee <3 #horses etc cant actually twist their bodies that much without it hurting them I think. But please suspend your disbelief for me pleasee #tubby art

[lotus-pear]

regret

#literally excuse the shitty anatomy and cell shading i was thinking abt chuuyas reaction to what he'd done and i decided to make it skk #bc skk copium :') #the way i've hated dazai so fucking much but i still cried like a bitch when he died #he's not dead the bsd fandom has this phase like the elevator chapter where we're like ''dazai's not gonna make it he's done for!!'' #and then he comes back next chapter like surprise bitches yall thought i was dead lmao #this chapter fucking HURT for skk shippers tho like we rly lost this time around huh #deluding myself into thinking that chuuya used gravity manipulation to slow the bullet #bc we didn't see a bullet hole behind dazais head like when chuuya shot his shoulder even though the bullet to his skull was fired at close #the reason theres a wound is bc the compressed air that was still fired was enough to wound him #and the shock wave that followed caused him to pass out bc of the sudden tension to his head intermingled with the blood loss and poison #we also know dazai can control his heart rate at will so maybe he can drop his pulse to zero for like thirty secs #enough to make fyodor believe he's dead #in the event that all of this is untrue and dazai rly does die the way my entire being will go numb and cold and dead #knowing that fyodor will most likely use dazai's death as a weapon against chuuya effectively chaining him to his side #like bffr chuuya may dislike dazai but that's his partner his reflection the boy that makes him desperately want to be human #dazai is the embodiment of chuuyas humanity and once chuuya loses that tether to his human side he will snap and the facade will shatter #and we will truly see chuuya unhinged with nothing more keeping him bound to his mortal shell #this wasn't the skk reunion we wanted asigiri what the fuck :( #bungou stray dogs #bungo stray dogs #bsd #nakahara chuuya #chuuya nakahara #osamu dazai #dazai osamu #skk #soukoku #lotus draws

[petricorah]

try a little tenderness 🎵 [id in alt]

#zukka #zuko #sokka #zukka fanart #myart #ok so i had this labelled as [tenderness] in my files bc. it's tender #and i got the otis redding song stuck in my head while drawing and so used it as the caption #but i looked at the lyrics again and yall. yall it SSOOO fits zukka!!! #it's about someone trying to win back the heart of the partner they hurt #so please imagine this is after sokka and zuko reunite and sokka gives him the necklace and promises not to leave again #lyrics: never leave her. you've got to love her #i wont list them all here but it's so a zukka song #atla #atla fanart #avatar the last airbender fanart #ive been really into zukka+songs recently and wish i had the time to draw comics for the songs that fit. but if ppl have good ones lmk

[star-factory]

im playing ddd

#also sorry i like bat wings on riku tehe (does a peace sign #traverse town part 2 makes my head hurt a little bit #doodles #sora #riku #kh sora #kh riku #kingdom hearts #soriku #i think neku and joshua wld be real tired of their shit ngl

[hunterrrs]

rossi: the pens let sid keep his two long-time husbands, gave him a hot new gm who’s as hockeynerdy as he is, and a hot new dman who keeps manhandling him on ice; would they really let him keep his favorite son too??

#they SHOULD #they have to… also ugh these jake speculations make my head and heart hurt #sidney crosby #jake guentzel #pittsburgh penguins

[yabishrihere]

I am just so obsessed with these two scenes that I made them into gifs instead

I didn’t realize the similarities until I began editing them and was like “wait a second…”

They are structured so similarly but are so incredibly different. The ascended showing power over Tav where the non ascended embracing Tav as equal and embracing his new found power of himself.

I need someone smarter than me to break it down more, I am but a feeble minded simp.

#astarion #bg3 astarion #ascended astarion #astarion x tav #astarion ancunin #spawn astarion #vampire spawn #badur's gate 3 #bg3 spoilers #bg3 #bg3 tav #pixel vampire living in my head rent free #im a simp #they had no business making a game that makes me feel this way #why does my heart hurt and feel full at the same time

[bizarrelittlemew]

the saddest line in the trailer

at first I was too distracted by Stede's plunging neckline and gold earring to fully realize why this kept nagging at me but:

"I've been a failure my whole life."

and the way he says it:

as a matter of fact, because he fully believes it – it's an integrated part of his self-image

to comfort someone else (presumably), meaning that even though it is sort of similar to Ed's "I'm not a good person" from s1e6, this scene doesn't seem to be about Stede getting comforted – he is just throwing that line in there

with the follow-up line of "It's not so bad once you get used to it," because he is used to being called a failure by everyone around him, even when he was a kid, so much that he doesn't question it

and yeah, Stede fucks up a lot and can be a bit air-headed/naive and overestimates his abilities (Stede's super high confidence vs. shit self-esteem is a central part of his character), often to the detriment of himself and everyone around him, but his biggest "crime" growing up was simply that he was different and didn't live up to the norms of masculinity. and this is what caused him to be made to feel like a failure by the world around him.

(putting the rest under the cut because I have a lot to say apparently lmao ⬇️)

idk it is just so sad that after everything that happened at the end of season 1, he still echoes his father's and the Badmintons' words when talking about himself (and his own "I'm not a pirate, I'm an idiot" from s1e1). he still has a lot of growth to do.

and while it's good that he embraces his own shortcomings (and I hope he stays a loser in many ways <3) and the show reinforces that you don't have to be perfect to be worthy of love/that you are worthy of love just as you are, it is just. idk SO SAD to hear him say that about himself so earnestly

but do you know who doesn't let Stede self-deprecate?

THIS GUY, FROM THEIR VERY FIRST DAY TOGETHER

from telling Stede he isn't such a terrible pirate (at least he's alive), to not letting Stede call his own ideas stupid, Ed likes Stede for who he is WHILE not letting him talk bad about himself like that.

now we can't know who Stede is talking to in the scene in the trailer, just that it is someone with long dark hair:

and it could be someone else (to me it doesn't look quite like Ed's hair, but the quality/lighting makes it difficult to tell), but if it IS Ed, it has the potential for him to (once again) go against Stede's negative self-talk 😌

I am so interested to see how this scene plays out and I REALLY hope we get a scene mirroring the bathtub scene (even if it's not this one) but with the roles switched ✌️

#ofmd #ofmd s2 #ofmd s2 spoilers #ofmd s2 trailer #our flag means death #ofmd gifs #ida.stuff #ofmd meta #i guess? #hurt myself with this post i love him so much ok #i am the first in line to call him a pathetic loser failboy but like. with all the love in my heart. endearingly. not like this #his “whole life” stede you weren't a failure for being a boy who liked to pick flowers!! #i hope this makes sense it came to me right before i went to bed last night and has been rotating in my head all day asdfgh #anyway listening to Such a Loser by Garfunkel and Oates on repeat for the rest of the night

[livsmessydoodles]

livsmessydoodles klance art in 2024....... weve hit rock bottom

#IM SORRY. IM SORRY OKAY #I HAD A RELAPSE #i kept seeing them on my tl I NEEDED TO GET IT OUT OF MY SYSTEM #i hate that i drew the suits entirely by memory bc i know what they look like by heart UGHHHHGHGHGHHGHH #FUCK MY LIFE SO BAD #klance #klance fanart #vld #voltron legendary defender #i cant believe i typed those words. in 2024. my head hurts #keith kogane #lance mcclain #vld lance #vld keith #livsmessydoodles #livsmessydoodlez #my art #doodles

[lbarker]

#the passenger 2023 #benson x randy #kyle gallner #johnny berchtold #the passenger #let's talk about how benson is always desperate to touch randy but stopped himself from doing it only twice #first time is when his ma was there (yay hashtag internalized homophobia) #second time is when he was hurt by randy's bEtRaYal (even tho it's impossible for benson to hate him) #and he's really trying to stay away #heart's a mess playing in my head rn #it makes no sense #but im desperate to connect

[caitlynmeow]

I always assumed lady Dimitrescu sat at the head of the table because. But look at this she’s sitting right across from her daughters like this is so much closer and she wants to look at all three of them and give them her undivided attention.

I’m sorry but this is the sort of mom who’d sit at the dinner table and have her kids talk none stop about their day with her nodding and giving appropriate remarks of praise and approval like no wonder those girls adore their mother like this she truly loves them and it shows

#house dimitrescu #alcina dimitrescu #cassandra dimitrescu #bela dimitrescu #re8 #resident evil village #daniela dimitrescu #getting hit with house dimitrescu feels early in the morning #DO YOU see this????? #mama loves her babies so much she wants to sit there and listen to them tell her about their day #like she’s close enough to reach a hand to pet a head when she’s praising them #i didn’t pay attention to the seats before but i noticed them this playthrough #MY HEART #it hurts #house dimitrescu will be the end of me #so much family fluff here and Ethan ruined it all #but now mama and her babies are together in the afterlife 🥲

[twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat]

thinking abt these two again. i need to be sedated

knight!sugu who sacrifices you to save the world thinking he has no other choice. who instantly becomes enveloped by a guilt so heavy it crushes him.

prince!gojo who sacrifices the world to save you with a smile on his face. who tells you to find him in your next life as he watches the stars go out one by one.

#i prefer sugu <3 #moss and mickey ruined my life w knight!sugu and prince!gojo….. T_T they haunt my every waking thought #i think my version of prince!gojo is just. a more selfish gojo (and maybe just a bit more twisted) im still figuring him out tho!! #hes a little sick in the head but hes a kind man at heart :3 and we love him. hes a good ruler who cares abt fairness and equality !! #but he would probably also ruin literally everyone who ever hurt u if u let him #meanwhile knight!sugu is just . destined for tragedy No Matter What psjdjdj #the idea of suguru choosing his duty over love…. and being so crushed by that decision that it warps his identity……. yeah. #hes so doomed by the narrative i need to save him #geto x reader #gojo x reader

[the-bi-space-ace]

There is just something about Echo and Rex’s relationship that makes me wanna scream. There’s so much history and love and respect and I cant even begin to describe how much they mean to me.

The way they reunite on Skako. The way Rex’s face looks when he sees Echo is alive. The way Echo squeezes Rex’s hand back.

Rex basically giving Echo his blessing to go with the batch. Reinforcing the idea that Echo belongs where he decides he belongs. That Echo goes where he is needed.

Echo trusting Rex at every turn. With no hesitation. Always. Even with little information. Even when the deck is stacked against them. He trusts Rex. Always will.

That’s so fucking good.

#tbb echo #the bad batch #the clone wars #captain rex #there’s something about them that makes me get misty eyed #these two have such a special place in my heart #i could write essays about it #I HAVE WATCHED THAT FIRST GIF TWELVE MILLION TIMES #HE GRABS THE BACK OF ECHOS HEAD SO HE DOESNT HURT HIMSELF #IM CRYING SO HARD RN #arc trooper echo #echo

[pup-pee]

aaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i havnt drawn in a little

#I 4GOT CISSIES EARRIGG BG S #HITS TVSLE AAAAAAAAAA IM 2 LAZY 2 GO BACK IM SRRY GORLIE :((( #just a kint of konbart as a treat 4 me ig #4every piercing kon has; the more pronouns she attains #if i explained my thought process whenever i draw kon it would just be hehehehehehheehheheheheehe #heart glasseess!!!! i need 2 find more fun glasses shapes 2 draw her in tbh tbh #i did light shading & my head starts hurting godAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA #i havent been on ib like a while & theres sm posts omg yummy im looking @ all my moots & kickin my feet omgg tehe #i need 2 try 2 sleep get rid of this headache b4 i continue 2 stare @ my screen tho….. i prolly wont i wanna talk im tired of bing sad LMAO #more kart 2 day ((literally prolly tmr)) #ive been thinking about aus sm this is so its so woahhhh #kon el #kart #puppee art #GAAAAHHHHHH I WANNA EXPLAIN MY STUPID HCS 4 Y I DRAW KON LIKE THISSS #i dont bc im 80% sure ill b ripped apart but like i love talking about them i love talking about kon sm #@ least i do 2 my doggie