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biaswreckme · 2 years

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dancing with your ghost | sope

Summary: "I put the record on / Wait 'til I hear our song / Every night I'm dancing with your ghost"

Pairing: Yoongi/Hoseok

Member: Yoongi, Hoseok, the other boys are just mentioned in passing

Length: 1560 words

Genre: angst, hurt/comfort

Rating: 18+

Triggers/Warnings: major character death, depression, grief, mourning - but a hopeful ending

You can read it on: AO3

A/N: an au of ghost meets tale of the nine-tailed meets the song dancing with your ghost. thanks to my lobely beta for reviewing this sad fic T.T @kokawrites

The days are longer now. The first snow of the season has already fallen, covering every single surface in the vicinity in pure white - the same color Yoongi wore in a band around his arm that day a long time ago. Or was it just earlier today? Or yesterday? Time seems to run fast yet stand still all at once. Days blend into afternoons into evenings into nights into dawn and into days again, nature’s never ending cycle blurring his notion of how much time has passed. He is vaguely aware that it’s been quite some years, technology changing and evolving around him.

Sometimes the creatures in the forest hear his mourning cries and leave their sympathies, small offerings and tokens to try and appease the fox spirit inside of him, but it is of no use. He remembers his brothers used to ask him about a mate once each found their own. They said his day would come, that mating was an indescribable feeling and there was nothing like it. Then Yoongi found out. And then he lost it.

Hoseok came into his life on a day of first snow at their University, rushing from one class to another. He ran into Yoongi, making both of them drop their books, and upon that first look Yoongi felt the tug in his heart screaming at him to cherish, protect, and love. At first he thought he was mistaken, that his fox was mistaken. Hoseok was a human, how could that be? All of his brothers’ mates were like them, mating with a human was unheard of. But those heart-shaped lips smiled so wide Yoongi didn’t stand a chance.

He also didn’t stand a chance in saying a proper goodbye.

The first time the record didn’t want to play he felt like his heart was being scratched alongside the disc, pulled out again, left to bleed out. He needed to hear their song, needed to feel like Hoseok was still with him, was still in his arms, pulling him to dance in the middle of their one-bedroom-slash-living-room apartment. Even if he was already tired from dance practice and teaching, he still managed to tug Yoongi to share his last dance before bed. “I always want my last dance of the day to be with you,” Hoseok had said. Except for that day.

He went out to buy some new equipment that same day, trying to salvage the record, and instead he came back with a mobile phone and a new account filled with their favorite songs available with just a touch of a finger. Now he just opens the app and chooses their playlist, the same song playing over and over again on repeat without a chance of scratching now.

Hoseok had always been human, too human with his injuries, sprained ankles, and sore muscles that didn’t heal for days. Every day Yoongi was reminded of Hoseok’s fragility, of his humanity. Hoseok was kind and caring. He brought out a brighter side in Yoongi. For example, Yoongi never thought he’d like pet names. Yet there he was calling Hoseok Hobi and Hope, and Hoseok calling him Suga. Yoongi’s brothers and Hoseok’s friends - then Yoongi’s friends too - jokingly called them Sope, a portmanteau of their names expressing how attached and in love they were. Or are. His love has never gone away or diminished, it is there, just lonelier now.

Whenever Hoseok left the dance studio late at night, Yoongi waited, dinner and a bath ready. And that night he waited. And waited.

And waited.

And waits.

When he showers now he never lingers more than necessary in front of the mirror. He also tries to avoid touching the spot as much as he can, that one spot Hoseok chose for their mating ritual and bite. He feels the raised skin and his entire being hurts, aches from loneliness and the loss of his mate.

But he also tries to remember the day of the ceremony with fondness, longing, wishing he could be transported to that day again. They were so nervous, but everyone was so accepting and explained how it worked; it was the perfect moment for them. Hoseok looked so beautiful. He was so beautiful, but that particular night he looked stunning, his eyes sparkling with happiness as they stood under the moonlight with the snow falling down to bless them, the spirits of the forest alive and sharing their joy.

The mating evening they yelled at the sky in ecstasy.

Now Yoongi screams at the world in pain.

He got a call that night. There was something in the pit of his stomach that had him unsettled, and the reason came in that phone call.

Just as now his days blend into nights, the walls of the hospital seemed to blend into one another as he rushed into the emergency room, into that long and too bright corridor. He ran as fast as he could, but it was still too late.

He vaguely remembers someone holding him up. Another person said they would make the necessary arrangements. A familiar voice and scent stood by him the entire time, anchoring him, but he didn’t know which of his brothers it was, and he is too ashamed to admit it to this day. Nothing from those days, those weeks, those first months made sense to him.

People came and went, leaving him food, cleaning around him, stopping when he started shouting and the fire inside him threatened to come out if they came close enough to taint Hoseok’s remaining scent. Nine-tailed foxes - at least amongst his family - were not known to nest, but for days on end he could not leave the comfort of every piece of fabric that vaguely smelled like his mate.

He heard someone visiting saying he was going feral, giving in too much into his instincts. He just huddled under the blanket, ignoring them until they went away.

But he almost went feral when he overheard a passerby saying a human was not worth all this grieving.

Hoseok was his human. His mate. His hope of being a better person in this world. But now there is no hope in loving or trusting another person as much as he did Hoseok - or at all. Funny. No hope. He used to say Hoseok was his Hope. And now he is Hopeless.

As he gripped Hoseok’s cold hand tightly in his, the same thoughts crossed his mind in an almost infinite loop. Please be born again. I will wait forever, however many lifetimes it takes for you to find me again. Please come back to being my mate. I miss you. Please be born again. I will wait forever, however many lifetimes it takes for you to find me again. Please come back.

Please.

Yoongi felt nothing when they caught the culprit. It was just a drunk kid who crossed the wrong lane and lost control of the vehicle, going into the sidewalk.

Yoongi felt no pity for the stupid kid.

Yoongi felt no need for revenge. He honestly thought that something from his world would take Hoseok out, but he was wrong. It was something completely and stupidly human.

He felt nothing when he received the compensation from the lawsuit.

He felt nothing.

Yoongi has felt nothing but despair since that day.

Living in reclusion has been perfect for him except for that one time each month he needs to drive to the shops in the nearest town to get supplies. His truck takes some time to function whenever he needs in these cold mornings, but he is used to it. His journey into the town is always uneventful. He could drive the path with his eyes closed by now, his hands clutching the steering wheel in anxiety of having to interact with people, of strange and overwhelming scents and too loud noise.

There is medicine that can help, but it numbs him. He has tried different ones, but they all stop him from feeling what he wants - and claims he needs. Hoseok deserves to be felt.

The first snow of the season has fallen. He tries to always stop whatever he is doing and watch it fall, winter after winter, even if it hurts. But it is a pain that is also filled with the happy memory of meeting Hoseok for the first time.

With the snow coming harder, he knows it might be the last trip for supplies he manages for a while. He bundles up, picks up his scarf, the still lingering scent his sensitive nose can still faintly pick up comforting him in the task.

Before leaving the car, he opens up the scarf, making it cover more of his face so his nose is pressed against the familiar warmth of Hoseok’s perfume. He takes a deep breath and opens the car door, feeling the chill in the air, a shiver in his spine. He takes one step before he is suddenly overthrown by the stronger-than-usual scent, his scent. He turns around frantically before meeting a familiar gaze, heart almost doubling in size inside his chest, the mating bite flaming against his shoulder, tears starting to run down his face as he hears the voice he missed for so long.

“I finally found you.”

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nightswithkookmin · 3 years

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Hey Goldy, i'm positive Yoongi isn't straight and has been fairly open about it from the early years. So do u think that Yoongi could've influenced Jikook (especially Jimin cuz he is very close to him) in any sort of way on their journey?

Jimin is VERY close to Yoongi

Thank you so much for this statement😭

I feel seen and heard🤧

Not a lot of Jokers out here appreciate Yoonmin's bond😭😭😭😭

The disrespect! How dare they!

In reality, Yoonmin is one of the best ships that reflects the hyung dongsaeng dynamic perfectly in BTS in my opinion- Jinkook and Yoonkook, NamTae are heavy contenders I'd say but Yoonmin is right up there with them. Love Jihope too- if they could cut down on the flirting chilee.

No JHOPE I don't want you to call Jimin sexy or look at him like you want to gobble him with a glass of Sprite- it's weird😭😭😭

But also don't stop

From Suga 'bullying' Jimin, teasing him, praising him, mentoring him, the bickering- he is the biggest PJM right next to JK and Namjoon. I said what I said.

So thank you for this. I literally cried.

Feel so good to hear someone say that.

I'm having an existential crisis at the moment and Yoonmin is what is getting me through it at the moment.

People need to stop invalidating the members' bond. Seriously. Not cool. They all have beautiful dynamics real or not.

But he's gay? 🤔

You believe Suga is gay??

Damn.

He's queer and has been pretty open about it from the beginning???

A lot of people assume that about him actually. I think it's interesting.

Did he influence Jikook, Jimin in anyway...

If by influence you mean support then yes. I think he was and has been very supportive of Jimin and JK individually and has helped them embrace and make sense of certain aspects of themselves.

I think he's more understanding than most of the challenges and difficulties of being young and uncertain of who you are growing up under public scrutiny and in a highly hostile environment.

I think he is wise beyond his age and I have a ton of love and respect for him as both a person and an artist.

I love 'People' so much...

I think the most Iconic thing he's said so far to me is this totally woke, fanservice questioning and ridiculing statement:

'I didn't want to wear the maid outfit. I was surprised when they said it's for the fans. We don't have any interest in seeing girls wear men's clothes so why does the fans want us to wear women's clothes?'

It's weird. Fanservice is weird.

My least favorite moment of his is when he admonished JK not to say things like he'd want a tattoo when he grows up because the fans wouldn't like that.

I found that very contradictory for someone who's life motto is nevermind- or is it I don't give a shit?��

Find it equally triggering whenever he teases JK about crying too much or being a cry baby as if it's wrong for men to cry. There's nothing wrong with shedding tears. Men cry too.

Then the bit about him not wanting tattoos or just a dot on his toe or feet or something because he has things he might want to do post BTS that having a tattoo would just be an inconvenience... quite conservative I'd say.

He don't give a fuck but then he gives a fuck?

Mans gotta be a realist or I'd chalk up these inconsistencies in his values to the clash between his Persona and his real self.

To be fair, he's not the only one. That conflict plays out in almost every member's outlook.

I see Yoongi as that one person who'd say to a person, go for it but end that advice with a caveat such as, 'but understand people will hate you for it' or some truth along those lies.

He places consequences right next to desire and as long as the person is not oblivious to and can bare the consequences of their actions, decisions and choices then I think he'd ask them to go for it and stand in their truth.

That much I know is his value and I can see how that might have impacted both JM and JK. But rather than encourage them to take risks, I think he pushes them to seize opportunities and put themselves outside- there's a difference there. Their not one and the same.

More than anyone in BTS, I think he understands the gravity of being queer, closeted or being in a relationship with a bandmate in the industry they work in.

I think he is much mature enough to understand the consequences of over attachment and risks of detachment and that too plays out in the way Jikook carry themselves around in the group.

Other than that, I think he minds his business most times.

Do I think he is open minded about conversations on sexuality? Absolutely.

But that's as far as I can go on the topic.

I do not believe he is queer and I'm not convinced in anyway he is pansexual or bisexual either- don't quote his song lyrics to me I already know. Lol.

Boy or girl my tongue will send you to hongkong....

And then his interviews about what he finds attractive in women??

'... it's not limited to boys or girls?'

Lolololololololol

I think that bit was heavily misconstrued.

'I'M NOT GAY'

This was his response when he was asked to talk about moments his heart skipped because of JHOPE. Similar to moments when the members had said their they almost fell for a band mate perhaps.

Other translations of that statement he made in the interview was, 'since we are both men, how can my heart throb for a man' and then he laughs it off.

Knowing Suga, I think he probably meant that in the most ridiculing, most mocking way possible- these interviewers be asking some stupid questions sometimes.

But imagine Suga saying that with two gay members sitting right next to him in that interview and how these members would feel hearing him say that about homosexuality.

One thing about BTS, if they be making loud openly 'woke' statements, take a shovel to their past- it's usually because they've messed up somewhere and are simply acting conscious of the things they say that can come across as problematic. In my opinion.

They do learn and grow from their mistakes. That's one thing I love about BTS.

They've all had their problematic moments as I keep saying.

To me, this interview moment would be one of such said problematic moments if not one very homophobic moment of Suga's- if the translations were right I mean. chileee. Lemme shut up. Lol.

And before anyone says but JK said the same thing too...

JK had a 'fear' of coming across as Gay in his early years. Part of the reason he wanted JM on the west of his east when the cameras came around- in my opinion.

He'd stutter when similar 'gay' questions were thrown his way- prompting Jimin to ask him straight away not to answer said question when an interviewer asked him.

You pair that with some of the members describing him as 'wanting to be manly' or appear like a manly man and it's not hard to figure out what was going on with him.

He'd pause and look at JM funny when JM would describe their relationship as in between friends and romance...

Jimin had to tell him to relax and that it was normal for men to say 'love' to men without it being weird or gay.

He knew gayism was a thing. He simply didn't want to be viewed as one- either because of his own repressed homosexual desires, in which case that would be internalized homophobia or he really really didn't like being thought of as gay- homophobia.

Suga's is different.

He either genuinely didn't know gay was a thing or that some men's heart actually beat for other men- seems to me he thought the idea of a man's heart skipping for another man absurd or impossible- or dude thought he was being a smart pants with that remark. Lol.

Baring his age in mind at the time of the interview, that in anyway reflects his ideals or assumptions about sexuality. That heterosexuality is D norm. That straight is all he can be or should be thought of as- He clearly hasn't read the blogs. He's in for a rude awakening.

If JK had this ideology about sexuality I think he would have been able to hide his sexuality better and not freak out each time people made jokes about it💀

Suga's said explicitly he is attracted to gal's who wear headphones, doesn't like gals who play hard to get- said he'd kick em if they didn't quit playing hard to get (misogynistic and abusive lyrics there but it's hiphop- let's not talk about that) finds it ridiculous that men should wear female clothes, thinks 'men' shouldn't cry.... all the making of a fine gay man😃

Should we chalk it up to internalized homophobia then??

I wouldn't.

A very dedicated Sope shipper will tell you, he said what he said to cover the fact he is gay so there's that. Lol.

I'm just not convinced Suga is part of the community but I think he is open minded now, leans less into his conservative values and more towards progressive values and thoughts.

I don't think he in any way shape or form 'influenced' Jikook to be gay or to do the gay if that's what you were asking.

But I do respect your opinion on Suga. I think we are all free to assume whatever we want in this case.

I might be wrong about him. You might be wrong about him or we could all be right. We will never know.

Thanks for the ask.

Wasn't comfortable answering it though. Lol.

I don't like when I have to watch what I say.

Sigh.

Signed,

GOLDY

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ughseoks · 3 years

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the art of pretend | jhs + ksj

PAIRING; hoseok x seokjin (2seok)

GENRE/AU; fluff, humor

RATING: 18+

WORD COUNT; 4.7k

WARNINGS; swearing, innuendos, a Smidge of angst, overall stupidity, secondhand embarrassment probably

SUMMARY; An AU in which Hoseok is embarrassingly bad at first dates and Seokjin takes it upon himself to fix it.

— Written for the Be My Bangtanvine collab hosted by @kimtaehyunq 💗 —

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Jung Hoseok is horrible at first dates.

Seokjin likes to joke that the unfortunate souls his friend corrals into going on dates with him are his victims, but that joke usually results in a pouting Hoseok, so he keeps it to himself when he hears the all-too-familiar sound of his friend entering their shared apartment with a loud sigh.

“How’d it go tonight?” Seokjin calls out after a moment of silence. The only answer he gets is an alarmingly loud groan from the entryway, the sound followed by a pair of heavy footsteps shuffling their way toward the kitchen.

Hoseok appears around the corner only a few moments later, a pained expression tugging at his features as he collapses into the chair across the table from Seokjin with a huff. “Bad.”

“I don’t understand how you managed to fuck this one up,” Seokjin sighs in exasperation. “Literally everyone gets along with Namjoon. He’s, like, the nicest person on the planet. What did you even do?”

“It wasn’t my fault!” Hoseok defends, pointing an accusing finger at Seokjin. “I’m offended that your first instinct is to blame me. Did you ever stop to think that maybe I was the one who rejected him?”

Seokjin levels him with a cool stare. Hoseok drops his gaze to the table before mumbling, “I accidentally set my sleeve on fire.”

“Jesus,” Seokjin groans, “Hobi, how the hell do you manage these things? What the fuck?”

“I’m sorry, okay!” Hoseok cries out, “It’s not my fault that they put a candle right next to the basket of breadsticks! What kind of restaurant uses real candles anyway? This is the 21st century! Fake candles exist for a reason, you know!”

Seokjin sighs. “This is the last time I ever set you up on a date.”

“Aw, come on,” Hoseok pouts, “That’s not fair. I promise I won’t fuck up the next one; I think I’ve got the hang of dating now. Really!”

“Hobi, I literally have nobody else to offer. You’ve run through my entire collection of single acquaintances in the span of a few months.”

Hoseok blinks. “What? No way. You have to have at least one more single friend. You know, like, everyone.”

Seokjin raises an eyebrow. “Hoseok, you have a problem. It’s time to accept it.” He pauses. “But I think I have an idea on how to fix it.”

“No, no, I know what you’re thinking,” Hoseok interrupts. “I wear an earpiece. You sit at a table nearby, you speak into a mic, you tell me what to say on the date. It’s a great idea, Jin, but let me tell you something—it never works. Taehyung and I tried that a year or two ago and it didn’t end well.” He pauses. “At least, I don’t think it did. I’m not sure. I think my brain blocked out that memory for my own mental stability.”

“That’s…” Seokjin trails off before shaking his head. “Nevermind. My plan was for us to go on a few practice dates together so I could train you to be less nervous on your real dates.”

“Oh.” Hoseok’s face lights up. “That’s a way better idea! Good thinking, dude.”

“Please never call me dude again.”

“Would you prefer if I called you daddy?”

Seokjin pinches the bridge of his nose. “Get out.”

“You can’t kick me out of our apartment,” Hoseok pouts, “I live here too, you know.”

“I reserve the right to kick you out when you’re acting like an idiot. It’s stated in section thirty-five of our friendship contract.”

Hoseok curses under his breath. “I knew I never should’ve signed that thing.”

“Well, you did. And you’re gonna have to live with the consequences if you do stupid things like calling me daddy when all I’m trying to do is help you out.”

“Alright, alright,” Hoseok frowns, “I’m sorry.” He pauses. “But you have to admit, it does kind of suit you—”

Seokjin groans. “Fucking hell.”

Their first date happens about a week later. Hoseok shows up at Seokjin’s doorstep with a bouquet of flowers, which isn’t saying much, because they already live together—but he thinks it’s the thought that counts.

“Will you hold my hand over the console?” Hoseok asks with twinkling eyes as he grins at Seokjin from the passenger seat.

“No,” Seokjin deadpans. “I don’t hold hands on the first date.”

“But this is a fake first date,” Hoseok pushes, giving his friend the biggest puppy-dog eyes he can muster. “Surely you can break a few rules here and there.”

“Hoseok, the very fact that this date is fake is only more reason for me to reject your hand-holding offer. I’m not in the business of sharing cooties with friends.”

Hoseok slides down in his seat with an irritated grumble. If Seokjin doesn’t want to hold his hand, that’s totally fine. He’s okay with that. He doesn’t mind at all.

Noticing the dark cloud that seems to have materialized over his friend’s head, Seokjin relents with an exasperated sigh, flopping his hand palm-up over the console in an offer to Hoseok. “Fine. But if I crash this car, I’m blaming it on you.”

Hoseok grins from ear to ear as he excitedly threads his fingers with Seokjin’s. He tries not to think too hard about how perfectly they fit together.

The evening has been… a struggle, to say the least. Hoseok managed to knock his chair over when they were being seated, which would have been fine, except when he tried to pick it up, he ended up tripping over the legs and falling face-first into the aisle beside their table.

Seokjin had been hopeful that the chair debacle would be the most eventful happening of the evening, but that hope had been squashed when Hoseok knocked over a vase of flowers with his elbow during an attempt to pull out a stack of notecards from his pocket. The water had gone everywhere—including his notecards—and the waitress had given Seokjin a pitiful look as she swept up the broken glass that decorated the floor.

(The stack of notecards was mostly blank, Seokjin eventually discovered. The ones that did have writing on them had subjects like ‘windmills’, ‘circuit boards’, and ‘wyoming’ scrawled in messy loops across the front. When Seokjin gave Hoseok a questioning look, he’d explained that they were possible topics of conversation, in case he ran out of things to say.)

And now, half an hour later, Hoseok is finishing up a very long and very boring speech about elephants, looking at Seokjin expectantly as the latter sits in stunned silence.

“Wow. That was… a very thorough explanation of the stages of elephant pregnancy.”

“Thank you,” Hoseok beams. “I did lots of research. Now, onto the history of the zipper—”

“Okay, you know what?” Seokjin interrupts his friend with a tight smile, “Just… ask me a question about myself. Try to get to know me.”

“Okay,” Hoseok nods, tossing the stack of notebook cards over his shoulder haphazardly. “Okay, I can do that. Easy.” He blinks. “Uh…. I…” He stares blankly for a few seconds before dropping his head into his hands, voice muffled as he mumbles dejectedly, “God, I can’t think of anything to ask you. My mind is blank. Where are my notecards?”

“Just—Just ask me the first thing that comes to mind,” Seokjin encourages with only a hint of exasperation, grabbing Hoseok’s attention before he can reach for the soggy lump of paper sitting on the corner of the table.

Hoseok lifts his head, staring blankly for a moment before his face lights up and he blurts out, “How big is it?”

Seokjin sighs. “Really?”

“Oh my god,” Hoseok wails, “This is hopeless.”

“It’s not hopeless,” Seokjin tries to comfort with a furrowed brow. “You just… need to learn how to calm down. That’s all.”

“It’s not like I’m trying to be a nervous wreck,” Hoseok laments, sullenly snacking on a breadstick. “I just… I get so nervous, you know? My mind starts to run through all the things that could possibly go wrong and I get so desperate trying not to do or say the wrong thing that I forget what the right thing is.”

Seokjin sighs, giving his friend a sympathetic look. “Try not to get too down about it, alright? We still have all the time in the world to go on these practice dates to help you get to the bottom of whatever this problem is. It’ll all work out okay, I promise.”

Hoseok perks up a bit at that. “Thank you, Jin,” he thanks, glancing between the elder and the breadstick in his hands for a few moments before tearing it in half and offering a piece to him with a big, goofy smile.

Seokjin takes it with twinkling eyes. It’s kind of pathetic, really, that as much as he teases Hoseok, there’s absolutely nothing he wouldn’t do to keep that heart-shaped smile on his face.

Seokjin takes a different approach on his second fake date with Hoseok.

After the disastrous first date, the elder had been left wracking his brain for reasons why Hoseok is the way he is. It’s a bit of an ambiguous question, and many people would simply shrug it off as Hoseok being more nervous in social situations than most—but Seokjin knew that there was something else at play.

Hoseok is a well-liked guy. So well-liked, in fact, that when Seokjin is out perusing the town with his best-friend-slash-roommate, he finds that they’re stopped at least twice a day by complete strangers on the street because of him. Granted, the strangers aren’t quite strangers to Hoseok—they’re usually acquaintances he met at the gym, the coffee shop or even the zoo—but the point is that Seokjin doesn’t think there’s a single living thing on this planet that Hoseok isn’t friends with.

Even their houseplants prefer the younger of the two. (Hoseok vehemently denies this, but Seokjin knows it’s true. He thinks it’s because they’re attracted to the sunshine that Hoseok seems to emit every time he flashes his heart-shaped smile their way.)

The point is that Hoseok is most definitely not a nervous person, at least when it comes to platonic human interaction. The younger man is bright and loud and happy all at once, his cheery aura serving as a welcoming beacon to everyone that crosses his path. He has the largest circle of friends Seokjin has ever witnessed, and he’s even been involved in a few long-term relationships over the years.

So why can’t Hoseok seem to just act normal on first dates?

After another conversation with the man himself and a bit of reflecting on their disastrous first date, Seokjin deduced that he still had absolutely no idea what was going on inside Hoseok’s brain. However, he did manage to come up with a new plan for their second date—one that Hoseok was most definitely going to hate.

Exposure therapy.

Of course, Seokjin wasn’t going to tell Hoseok about his plan before he enacted it. That would defeat the point of it all. So, when Hoseok shows up two minutes late to their fake date with a worried expression and a mouthful of apologies, Seokjin levels him with a disinterested stare.

“You’re late.”

Hoseok’s hair is sticking every which way, a few of the sandy-colored strands plastered to his forehead. His fancy dress shirt is one button off from being correctly centered, and his pants are a bit rumpled up from something, the crinkles standing out starkly against the dark material.

“I’m so sorry,” Hoseok apologizes profusely, eyes shining with genuine guilt as he takes a nervous seat across from Seokjin. “I, uh, had to… take my... niece... to.... badminton practice?"

Seokjin hums. “How lovely. Tell me, Hoseok—what’s your niece’s name?”

"Um......... Fuckson? No, no, that's not right... Chlorissa? Torple? America?" Hoseok gulps. Shakes his head. "That—that was a lie. I don't have a niece. Is it hot in here, or is that just me?" He loosens his already uneven tie, glancing nervously towards the bathrooms behind him. "I've gotta use the... the whiz palace. You know. That place. Where you go do your business. Yeah."

Before Seokjin can say another word, Hoseok is tripping out of his chair and making a mad dash for the restrooms, stumbling all the way there. Seokjin winces when his friend takes an accidental turn into the women's restroom rather than the men's, waiting for the accompanying shriek that usually comes alongside Hoseok's all-too-common accidents.

But instead of a terrified scream, Seokjin is met with the face of a nervous Hoseok peeking out of the doorway, his eyes wide and frantic as he makes eye contact with his fake date across the restaurant.

"Bathroom!" Hoseok shouts, ignoring the stares of the other patrons in the room. "It's called a bathroom! Hah!"

Seokjin throws the staff an apologetic smile before dropping his head onto the table dramatically. They have long, long ways to go.

“Hoseok is…. in worse shape than I thought,” Seokjin admits quietly, glancing over his shoulder when he hears the sound of familiar laughter echoing from the table a few feet behind him. Hoseok is sitting by himself, laughing at… nothing. Seokjin turns back to the bartender, a close friend named Jimin, with a look of disbelief. “Is he practice laughing?”

“Maybe you should take a different approach?” Jimin muses, eyes sparkling as he glances at Hoseok over Jin’s shoulder. “Try showing him what a bad date would feel like so he doesn’t psych himself out anymore?”

“I already did that,” Seokjin groans, “I don’t know what else to try. Seriously. He just… ran off to the bathroom. After lying about having a niece.”

Jimin hums. “Maybe try laying it on a bit thicker. You’re still being too nice; you’ve gotta channel your inner asshole. Think about all the shitty dates you’ve been on in your past.”

“Isn’t that a bit mean, though?” Seokjin asks. “I’ve been on some pretty bad dates; I don’t want to traumatize him.”

“Hoseok isn’t made of glass, Jin,” Jimin smiles. “He’ll be fine, I promise. Besides, he knows how much you care about him. He’s not gonna take anything you say or do to heart.”

Seokjin sighs in resignation. “You’re right.” He glances over at his friend once more. “I guess I should get back to him before he breaks anything else. Or has another conversation with an imaginary date.”

“Go get ‘em, tiger,” Jimin grins cheekily, “Have fun bullying your fake date!’

Seokjin flips him off before making his way back to the table, already in character when Hoseok greets him with a warm smile and bright eyes. He finds it hard not to immediately melt at the sight—not for any reason in particular; Hoseok just has that effect on people—and when he takes his seat across from the younger man, Seokjin has to push down the urge to smile back.

“What did Jiminie have to say?” Hoseok asks cheerily, fingertips drumming nervously against the tablecloth. Seokjin ignores the question and reaches over to take a french fry off of Hoseok’s plate. The younger man blinks at him in confusion, the ever-present smile on his face slipping slightly. “Jin? Is everything al—”

“So,” Seokjin interrupts loudly and leans over to snatch another fry from Hoseok’s plate, still chewing on the first one he stole as he speaks. “How do you feel about sex on the first date?”

“Uhh…” Hoseok trails off uncomfortably, shifting a bit in his seat. “I’m sorry, w-what?”

Seokjin pauses in his chewing and stares at Hoseok silently for a few seconds before swallowing dramatically, eyebrows raised in slight annoyance. “I said,” he drawls, “How do you feel about sex on the first date? I need to know if tonight is gonna be worth my time.”

“That… that’s....” Hoseok murmurs in disbelief, “Um. Wow. Okay then.”

A few beats of silence pass, the two men staring at each other uncomfortably until Seokjin breaks the silence. “Another important question. How do you feel about full moons? I love them. Personally, I feel really connected to wolves. I’m pretty sure I was a wolf in my past life, actually.”

“Wolves are… cool, I guess?” Hoseok agrees, the end of his sentence twisting to sound more like a question than a response. “They look fluffy.”

“Fluffy?” Seokjin splutters, “You’re kidding me. They’re ruthless killing machines, Hongjoong. The epitome of what an alpha male should be. I was definitely an alpha wolf in my past life.”

“Hongjoong?” Hoseok asks, pointedly ignoring whatever the hell else Seokjin just said.

“Oh. My bad. I have a date with my boyfriend later tonight—his name is Hongjoong—and I got your names kinda mixed up.” He pauses. “Wait, what’s your name again?”

“Hoseok,” he grits out.

“Ohhh,” Seokjin grins lazily, “I remember now! You’re the dude with the flat ass. Your profile said you were a dancer, though, so I thought there was a good chance you’re good in bed. We all have to make sacrifices, I guess. You get it, right?”

Hoseok’s jaw drops to the floor. It’s going to be a long, long night.

“I can’t believe you’d say that, Seokjin,” Hoseok murmurs, his eyes widened in disbelief. “That dog was my best friend, it crushed me when we had to let him go—”

“Brring brring,” Seokjin interrupts, holding up his phone before pretending to talk to someone on the other end of the line. “Oh, hey Hongjoong. Yeah. No, I’m not busy. Just on a date with the flat ass guy I told you about.” He’s silent for a few moments, never once breaking eye contact with Hoseok as he speaks into the receiver. “Yeah. Hold on, I’ll ask him.” He covers the receiver with the palm of his hand. “Hey, wanna watch a porno with me and my boyfriend tonight?”

Hoseok sits there in shocked silence for a few moments before a line of anger creases his brow, eyes narrowed in irritation as he sends a disgusted scowl Seokjin’s way. “No, Seokjin, because you’re disgusting. I am disgusted.”

Seokjin stares blankly for a few seconds. “So, it’s definitely a no?”

“I don’t understand why you’re being so horrible!” Hoseok raises his voice, gesturing wildly as he groans in frustration. “We’re just two people trying to go on a date. It’s supposed to be fun!”

“You’re right,” Seokjin grins, placing his phone down on the table. “It is just a date. Well done, my friend.”

Hoseok tilts his head, brow furrowing in confusion. “Huh?”

“I’m sorry I was so rude to you,” he explains, “But now you see that even if everything goes wrong, you’ll survive. Dates are meant to be fun, Hoseok—there’s no need to put so much pressure on yourself.”

“Oh.” Hoseok blinks. “Ohhh,” a grin begins to stretch across his face as he leans back in his chair, “I see what you did there, you sneaky, sneaky smurf.”

Seokjin shakes his head, watching with a small smile as Hoseok immediately delves into his opinion on the newest Scooby-Doo live action movie. Some things never change, he thinks to himself, unable to keep the wave of fondness that washes over him at bay.

It’s on the third date that Seokjin realizes he loves Hoseok.

Now, in a normal situation, Seokjin would agree that the third date is a bit soon to be making such powerful declarations. But this isn’t a normal situation, and Seokjin is pretty sure that he’s actually been in love with his best friend for a long, long time.

He isn’t sure why it took him so long to figure it out, nor does he know why the sight of Hoseok laughing at a joke he made while sipping on a strawberry milkshake is The Moment™ that the realization dawned upon him—but that doesn’t matter; not really. Because Hoseok is smiling at him with crinkles by his eyes and dimples on full display and he thinks his heart is about to beat clear out of his chest.

Seokjin isn’t an absolute disaster on first dates like his friend tends to be, but he hasn’t had a long term relationship since moving in with Hoseok two years ago, either. He never really took the time to think about why that is—he always assumed he just hadn’t found “the one” yet—but looking at it in hindsight, it’s because nobody compared to Hoseok. Nobody compares to him now, sitting across the booth from Seokjin with his twinkling eyes and excited hand gestures.

Hoseok is doing far better than he did on their past two dates. Seokjin managed to convince him to leave the notecards with topics of conversation on them at their apartment, and while Hoseok was nervous that he’d run out of things to discuss without them by his side, he soon realized he had nothing to worry about.

He had nothing to worry about, because Seokjin is completely and utterly enamored by every little thing that Hoseok says, clinging to the words that fall from his lips no matter how silly they might be. Because Hoseok’s words have a warmth to them; they’re instilled with pure joy, spoken with a bright smile and sprinkled with love.

“Jin?” Hoseok’s voice breaks Seokjin out of his thoughts. He’s waving his hand haphazardly in front of his face, peppering in a snap of his fingers every so often for added effect. “Anyone home?”

“Cut it out.” Seokjin bats away Hoseok’s hands, fighting the smile creeping onto his face.

Hoseok pouts. “You weren’t paying attention to me.”

If only you knew, Seokjin thinks to himself. Instead, he says: “You haven’t done anything yet to grab my attention. By now, you’ve usually broken at least one inanimate object and offended at least two workers.”

“That means I’ve improved!” Hoseok points out with a grin, chomping down excitedly on a curly fry dipped in ranch. “I think I’m just about ready for a real date, Jin.”

Seokjin freezes. “You are,” he agrees slowly, trying to fight the sinking feeling in his chest.

“You know, there’s this cute boy who gave me his number the other day at the ice cream shop,” Hoseok babbles mindlessly as he scrolls through his contacts, “I could shoot him a text. He seemed nice enough, and it’d be a great way to test my improvement out in the real world, don’t you think?”

“Yeah,” Seokjin murmurs as he fidgets with the strings on his hoodie. “Yes. That sounds great, Hobi.”

The fake date carries on like normal. Seokjin rolls his eyes at Hoseok’s antics one too many times, and the younger man laughs a little too enthusiastically at his cheesy puns and dad jokes. It’s nothing out of the ordinary for their fake dates—except this time, Seokjin finds himself wishing it was real.

It’s been a long time since Seokjin has allowed himself to sulk, but he’s pretty sure that being hit with the realization that he’s in love with his best-friend-slash-roommate and knowing that his feelings aren’t returned are good enough reasons to dig into his emergency stash of ice cream.

Hoseok is out on a date tonight. A date that isn’t with Seokjin. He left about fifteen minutes ago, Sekojin notes as he glances at his watch in dismay. He’s probably out cracking jokes and knocking over chairs and breaking water glasses and embarrassing himself—all with a stranger.

Not Seokjin.

Never Seokjin; at least, never again.

His thoughts are interrupted by the sound of knuckles rapping clumsily at his front door. He sets his ice cream down on the coffee table with a huff, because he has a sinking feeling that his perfectly valid plans for a lonely night filled with self-pity are about to be interrupted. He just wants to eat his ice cream in peace, dammit—not to mention he hasn’t even had time to be sad about Hoseok’s date yet.

But when Seokjin opens the door to see Hoseok standing there with a smile on his face and a bouquet of flowers, his heart can’t help but tremble.

“Hobi. This is literally our apartment, you don’t have to knock.”

Hoseok winks. “I know.”

“Did you forget your keys or something?” Seokjin asks, the hint of exhaustion tinging the edge of his words suddenly fading away to make room for confusion when the smattering of pink, yellow and white flowers in Hoseok’s arms suddenly registers in his mind. “Wait, why do you have flowers? I thought you were meeting that boy from the ice cream shop? Oh my god, did you already run him off, that has to be a new record for you—”

“I’m the one who called off the date,” Hoseok interrupts, his grin never fading as Seokjin continues to look at him with growing uncertainty.

“What? I thought you liked him?”

Hoseok shrugs. “I went to buy him flowers before we met up, but I realized that I didn’t really want to be buying flowers for him after all.”

“I… don’t think I’m quite following what you’re saying, Hobi,” Seokjin drawls, eyes wide and brows raised. “You called off the date because you didn’t feel like buying flowers?”

“I called off the date because I realized that I wanted to be buying flowers for you, not the cute ice cream guy,” Hoseok says cheerily, like it’s the most casual thing in the world. “I wanted to be buying a bouquet of flowers for you. I wanted to be meeting you at that restaurant, for a real, actual date.”

Seokjin blinks. Hoseok carries on.

“You see, I was looking at all the different colored roses and I thought ‘Hey, these colors remind me of Seokjin’, and then it hit me that I’m kind of in love with you. Like, really in love with you. Head over heels. Absolutely bonkers. Unbelievably enamored, if you will. Hey, has anyone ever told you that you have really kissable lips? They’re, like, super soft and shiny and pretty. I really wanna kiss them. Can I? Is that too forward of me?”

Hoseok finally halts his rambling of words with an excited grin, completely oblivious to the way Seokjin stands flabbergasted just a few feet in front of him. His chest feels warm and fuzzy and he doesn’t think twice before reaching out and pulling Hoseok into a kiss. It’s messy and uncoordinated and their teeth accidentally clash when Hoseok makes a loud noise of surprise, but it’s perfect, their bodies fitting together like two missing puzzle pieces as they sink into each other’s embrace.

And when Seokjin finally pulls away after an indiscernible amount of time, he finds that the only words he can manage to say are, “That was the least romantic confession I’ve ever heard.”

“Sorry,” Hoseok grins, not actually sorry at all. “Does this mean that you like me back, though?”

Seokjin throws him an incredulous look. “I literally just made out with you in our front doorway. Where all the neighbors can see us.”

“Bros kiss all the time, my dude. I just wanted to make sure that was an ‘i’m-in-love-with-you’ kiss, not an ‘i-know-we’re-bros-and-all-but-i-kinda-wanna-kiss-you-because-you’re-hot’ kiss.”

“Why would it ever be the second option?” Seokjin asks, dumbfounded. “Wait—which of your ‘bros’ have you been kissing? Why didn’t I ever know about this?”

“Jungkook. Only when we’re drunk, though.”

“Oh my god,” Seokjin groans, “Is that where the two of you would run off to every time we went to a house party together?”

Hoseok snickers. “Maybe.”

“I did not need to know that. Please, take it back. Wipe my memory away with one of those little Apple TV remotes from Men In Black.”

“Don’t worry, Jin,” Hoseok laughs, leaning forward to press a light kiss to his lips. “You’re the only person I wanna sneak off with now. Besides, Jungkook has his eyes on Taehyung these days.”

“Whatever,” Seokjin grumbles in a voice that the both of them know isn’t truly bothered. “And to be clear, that kiss earlier was actually a ‘you’re-an-idiot-but-for-some-reason-i-love-you-too kiss. Now get back over here and let me kiss you again.”

Seokjin and Hoseok’s dates still manage to end in disaster more often than not. But Hoseok always reacts with an embarrassed giggle and a smile on his face, and Seokjin wouldn’t want to have it any other way.

A/N; yes i’m alive. sorry 😳

MASTERLIST

#hoseok x seokjin #2seok #hoseok #seokjin #bts fic #bts fluff #bangtanuniversity #bts mxm

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jinterlude · 3 years

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Mik’s Follow Forever

↳ Resource Credits: Seokjin | Floral PNG

Hi and hello everyone! Wow. Can we just take a moment to appreciate that we survived the shit storm that is 2020? Ranging from the pandemic to politics to social injustice happening around the world, we manage to stay resilience to the say the least. With that said, I wanted to finally acknowledged that I hit a big milestone as of November (?) or was it September (?) [I don’t even know anymore LOL😂]! Before I get into my letters underneath this cut, I wanted to say from the bottom of my heart, thank you so much for following me! Even though, I post once in a blue moon, and my blog is run on queue 24/7, you still hit that follow button! For that, thank you so much for giving my blog a chance, whether it’s for the multi-fandom content I reblog or my very own creations, something made you stay 💙 Alright let’s get to the personal letters 💌

To Jey @softjeon :

Jey. Honestly, where do I begin with you? The End. Just kidding! Damn. I can’t believe you’re one of my oldest friend on this website. We have had our ups and downs, but our friendship always manages to come out strong in the end. You and I always manage to be on the same wavelength in terms of story telling, talking about everything and anything, or just shooting some random ass, extreme ideas that manage to go to the WIP pile in our brains. While, we do not talk as frequently as we used to (I blame school + internship on that part), I just know that I can always go to your DMs whenever I need someone to talk to or if I want to randomly bug you. You my hardworking queen is a force to reckon with, and I am forever in awe of your work ethics. Like who can simultaneously run 20+ blogs? You. That’s who. Granted, knowing you, there’s some tears and sweat (mainly tears with that), but the finished product is worth it in the end. I honestly can’t wait for the day when we have our own apartment, and we can just sit in silence in our living room couch with our fur babies. Can’t wait to see what 2021 has in store for you and know that I’m cheering you on every step of the way (whether it is in silence or vocally). Love you, Queen Jey!

Signed,

Your first wife, Kimi

p.s. thank you for giving/helping me with the idea of creating KWW and creating our seasonal themed headers (all while promoting girl groups)! Seriously, thank you for being and staying in my life. T-T

To my fellow BHQ Admin/Mod Team [ @chillingkoo @/guktro @mygsii @dee-ehn @nightowls388 @yoonqiful @taerseok @btsxdoll @minloop @namluve ]:

What can I say except this is an amazing team to be part of in terms of Networks? The Head Admins Vivi, Gray, & Renae are like the board of directors that help make sure that the operation runs smoothly. Then, us Admins (Danica, myself, & Daria) are like the VP’s followed by the amazing Mods (Beezy, Penelope, Daija, & Dani) are the Supervisors/Managers of each division. What I am going with this business analogy is that BHQ is nothing without the amazing team members that make up the network, and I am grateful to be part of a cohesive team where I truly felt like I was with Gray since the beginning of the network establishment. It is thanks to this network (BHQ) that I learned how to run my own network more smoothly and professionally. I can’t wait to see what 2021 has in store for BHQ. Thank you for being amazing and wonderful people and just being a rock for the members during the major events that occurred throughout this year. You’re the best!

- Mik

To my fellow KWW Admin/Mod Team [ @queen-of-himbos @atiny-piratequeen @sugarcookiesandsins @meraki-mark @samuelkimz ]:

First, can I say to the fellow admins, thank you for keeping me sane and helping me run this network while I was swamped with school + internship. Forever grateful of both you (Kes) and Fie for being a driving force and keeping the network afloat while I focused on my school work. It is no secret that I had confrontation, so I’m thankful that either Kes or Fie agrees to being the enforcer and messages someone for me T-T Also, Kes, thank you so much for taking over the coding/member page for me all while still doing the queue. I can never say this enough, but thank you for doing that. Fie, thank you for lightly slapping me and keeping me sane whenever I feel quick to jump the gun. You are there to help me see reason and point out things that I overlook a lot. (This is why I have Jey too lol) To my wonderful Queue-tie Pies! Thank you so much for dedicating a few hours out of your day to add content to the queue and keeping our blog alive! KWW is nothing without you amazing mods. I hope you all know that! Let’s kick butt together in 2021!

- Admin Mik

To my fellow supportive and loving SIMPS [ @ppersonna @jinned @sunkissedjk @hongism @monotape @wintertae @dreamyhan @koophoriia @j-sope ]:

First of all, how are you doing on this lovely Wednesday (well it’s Wednesday when I wrote & posted this lol)? I hope each and every one of you are doing fine! I feel bad that I haven’t been in touch lately uwu but I do silently stalk/lurk on the Bangtan University discord server or on your personal blogs (totally not weird whatsoever). I hope you all had a wonderful holiday! Now, simply put, I want to say that I’m thankful that you all came into my life this year. In some shape or form, you made my 2020 incredibly bright and filled with so much inspiration and passion for writing that I honestly believed that I would not get back. Whether it is by joining a collab with you all, simply talking about ideas or just in general, or even screaming about potential AUs, you made me want to write again. For that, I am extremely appreciative of it and know that I will forever be a silent cheerleader for you all! 2021 will be the year I invade your ask box a lot more and just scream how much I love you all! You are all rays of sunshine on this website!

- Owner of Mikdonalds, home of the famous Mikimchi

To Kat @yeoldontknow & Sarah @yehet-me-up:

First, long time and no talk! How are my resident EXO wives doing? Are Chanyeol and Junmyeon treating you ladies well? I hope so! Anyway, I honestly can’t not include you two ladies in my Holiday thank you post because how can I not include the two authors I look up to the most on this website. With how you write your characters, the scenery, background information on the reader/OC, you just leave me completely speech less whenever I finish reading your works. Ah, I might start tearing up as I write this section because I just can’t thank God or fate enough for allowing me to meet two of the most beautiful souls on this website. While we do not talk as frequently as we used to, I wanted to let you both know that I hope you had a wonderful Holiday! Whatever 2021 has in store for you both, just know that you have a silent cheerleader in good old CA!

- Mrs. Kim Kim

To every single one of my followers (mutuals or not):

From the bottom of my heart, thank you so much, again, for following me and just staying with me. For my newly established mutuals, I can’t wait to talk and get to know you all in 2021! Granted, I suck at talking and keeping the conversation going, so I apologize for that. I promise I will be better!! I want more friends, okay! T-T

Anywho...

TLDR: Let’s kick butt together in 2021! Also, I’m establishing my New Year Goal of that I will become more consistent of writing + posting content. Instead of once every blue moon, it will be once every full moon. See? That’s doable, right? Right?!

- Mik

#mikdonald's 2020 final menu items #personal

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yooboobies · 23 days

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they are just so pretty...and fluffy <3

#AND THE SOPE SETS ARE BACK #bts #btsgif #jung hoseok #min yoongi #bts yoongi #bts hoseok #sope #bts sope #my heart is sope shaped #jhope #suga #bts jhope #bts suga #usersky #rékagif

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jeonjcngkook · 3 years

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CONTENT CREATOR YEAR IN REVIEW

before i start i in no way shape or form class myself as a content creator in any way as i have only been making gifs for only 3 months n dont feel that justifies the title, however i was tagged by the oh so beautiful: @chillingkoo @taemaknae @userjiminie @pjmsdior @hobeah @magicjin to take part in this ♡♡

first creation and most recent creation of 2020:

1st: october 1st was my first ever gif for @hobeah after she showed me and spend countless nights helping me grasp the consept of giffing n i created this monstrosity - ego

most recent: black swan performance i just cant ever take my eyes of black swan jungkook , im just in awe. can we believe january 1st will only be 3 months ive been doing this n the difference is astonishing. im my own biggest critic but im so proud.

a creation you’re really proud of:

sometimes a sinner sometimes a saint taehyung mini series - this was one of the very first ones i have created n the colouring on it turned out beautifully. it was the first one i had really nice compliments about

a creation that took you forever:

i need you now 2015 x 2020 - it was one of the first ever set i made where i had to learn how to take a 480p quality video , sharpen it on topaz which ive only been using for ???uh 3 weeks and get the colouring right n i really do feel like i managed it

a creation from 2020 that received the most notes:

surprisingly enough, this one - jungkook x eternal

a creation you think deserved more notes:

i dont do these for notes at all but im just choosing one ust for the sake of an answe jimin but make it boyfriend material (in collab w @taehyungsjuicybooty )

a ‘simple’ creation that you really love:

he really do be my moon stars n sun

a new fandom you joined and a creation you made for it:

ive only been using this blog since april this year so im not from a mixed fandom

a creation you made that breaks your heart:

i dont make sad ones or havent yet but i guess this on performance at the end when they made a space for yoongi plucked my heartstrings

a creation that was inspired by another one:

our boyfriend collab set still ongoing bcs i work literally 34834563 hours a week n cant keep up w life sometimes but this series wouldnt exisit if it wasnt for her

some of your favorite content creators from the year:

@bratkook @daechwitas @dazzlingkai @dee-ehn @eternal-bangtan @everythingoes @flipthatjacketjiminie @hobeah @honsool @houseofarmanto @j-sope @jcngkooks @jiminfilter @jiminslight @jiminswn @jjungcooks @jjungkooksthighs @joenns @joonsgalore @jung-koook @junghosoks @kim-taehyung @kkulmoon @lifegoesmon @lifegoesyoon @lovejeons @minyoongislaysme @pjmsdior @sketchguk @softjeon @syubb @taeguks @taemaknae @userjiminie @v-hope @varietae @vjimin @yeojaa @yoongikook @zibermuda

tagging: everyone i tagged above. they are all the ones who have inspired me in some way to do this, so its a thank u to them really but nobody actually has to do this so pls ignore me

and for good measure, another couple more creations of yours that you love:

hobi x tear

jungkook grammys pt1

bts live on stage

jungkook grammys pt2

#gifs #tag game

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kkulmoon · 3 years

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✨aesthetic tag✨

i was tagged by @eternal-bangtan thank u so much bub ^^

this is probably widely based on my current mood, but oh well

>> 𝐒𝐎𝐅𝐓 6/20

>> 𝐃𝐀𝐑𝐊 𝐀𝐂��𝐃𝐄𝐌𝐈𝐀 7/20

>> 𝐄𝐃𝐆𝐘 4/20

>> 𝟕𝟎’𝐒 11/20

>> 𝐏𝐑𝐄𝐏𝐏𝐘 𝐂𝐀𝐒𝐔𝐀𝐋 3/20

tagging (if u want to): @knjz @joenns @jaebam @j-sope @jimimon @r-m @everythingoes @lifegoesyoon @flipthatjacketjiminie

#i don't look like i live in the 70 lol but yeah i resonate with the fashion from then #70s*#alright back to studying #tag games #yeah i just tagged randomly no pressure to do it

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jooyeone · 3 years

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from the mind that brought you the fluffy hoth hat (seriously, I love that hat), porn producer jk, common room neck kisses jikook, bubbly drunk jimin, monarchists on main pjm + myg, no cuddles no slumber, delicate hobi hands & anime heart-mouth obsession, jimin's jams mixtape, tinypollypockettan, jk's factory reset freckles, fishnets and thigh knife, knowing-fuck-all-about-music rapline ~vibes~, mincho koo, the seokwich, Min Yoongi and The Gummy Worm Nose Scrunch (this is very important to me if you could not already tell), rewatching run bts with ur handholding goggles on, 90s boyband heartthrob magazine cover model jk, "bought this underwear at a convince store" jimin, barbie doll mouth seokjin, tae in the fur coat being both anastasia vibes but also that hyper specific "raided his dead mother's closet for her collection of furs" vibe, min yoongi is the powerhouse of the cell, the haunting vintage abba-esque photoset of the jikook pas de deux, choose ur own adventure ultimate bts lineup, 4¢ for yeon kimin explanations, andrea gibson thigh tat, ⅓ is jung hoseok, yoongi's American Girl Doll Smile™, taegiseok sope opera... I could go on... truly, it would be faster to go back through and list the anons since [chaebol boy king jungkook/indoor weather reserved for the rapline] that aren't mine but like. here we are. some of them can keep on living in anonymous limbo, that's what it's there for. 🤷‍♀️ what can I say... I'm kind of like your local neighborhood semi-feral cat : I have a thought I think you'll enjoy, I throw it through the ask box cat flap for you to find in the morning; sometimes it's a lizard, sometimes it's a rock with lichen that looks eeriely heart shaped, and sometimes it's 150+ words describing in excruciating detail the vibes of the day that the boys are giving off (ꈍ♡ꈍ)✌️

...i have so many things to say to you, you beautifully insane galaxy-brained semi-feral cat. i don’t know what first prompted you to leave these masterpieces into my ask box and not someone else’s, but i feel chosen in the same way i would if a cat climbed up on my lap to sleep on at a party full of passed-out drunks and their very-much-available laps. i’d never move again no matter how many times the host asks me to leave, politely at first, then with a bit of desperation in their voice because “how the hell did this cat even get in here?”, and the fact that you’ve stuck around in my lap for so long is something that i’m grateful for beyond words and ear scratches. you’ve been one of my favorite interactions i’ve ever had on this hellsite since i joined over ten years ago; waking up every morning to “anonymous asked you” + the 10-ish visible words from your message in my activity tab that i could already recognize as yours, has been such a happy little routine for me and it’s been so, so, so much fun to keep up with it almost every day. every single eerily accurate description/short story i’ve received from you i’ve held close to my heart and whatever organ is most responsible for sheer awe and incoherent laughter (lungs?); i’ve taken screenshots of so many of them and sent them to (irl too!) friends and just stood there in our chat in utter disbelief at your words (bubbly drunk jimin completely broke one of my friends, and me as well). i feel like you’ve created a little library corner in this little, poorly-decorated house of mine that you keep growing every day and i sit there, every day, on this old armchair, brushing through the classics you’ve already written until you’re back with a new one. and not to get overly sappy here (bear with me for a moment longer, i’ll let you go back to your catnip in a minute) but truly, thank you so much for all of this, it’s been one of the biggest highlights of my experience here in this fandom and while i hope you don’t leave any time soon, just know that i’m always going to remember those little messages from you as one of my fondest memories on here.

#FAVE #i just had to get all of this out at some point and there's never been a better opportunity than this #can you believe i'm reading back on what i wrote and i still feel like there's a lot more to say?#even reading the 15! lines! of anon asks you've sent me throughout your time here felt like a youtube rewind but like. in a very good way.#didn't exactly intend to go all mushy on you but YOU need to know the consequences of your words #again: thank you so much for still visiting me and still dropping all these diamonds at my doorstep overnight #i cherish them and you a lot 💖#answered #🤯 anon #anon

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vantaestummy · 4 years

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Sope 🌿

“let’s get you some tea, would you like honey?”

hoseok coughs violently, swaddled up with too many blankets to count. his lips make a triangle shape as he pouts.

“please hyungie? and then cuddles after?”

damn yoongi’s weak heart.

“yah!!! what about my wellbeing huh? do you even care if i get sick?” he scolds, his tone of voice anything his harsh.

hoseok giggles and the sound is music to yoongi’s ears. “you never get sick.”

yoongi rolls his eyes. “it’s because i’m too cool.”

hoseok squeals as the eldest rapper kisses his cheeks and his hair.

“one cup of tea, coming right up.”

a/n: do u guys like these little drabbles?!

#bts sickfic #sick bts #sickfic #sick #my fic #sick!hoseok #caretaker!yoongi #sniffles #cold fic #flu fic #fluff #bts fluff

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yoongiloveshobi · 3 years

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sope college au - pt.ii

Continuing on:

Yoongi has the biggest crush on this literature class boy with quirky colorful outfits. Jung Hoseok, who asks Yoongi to team up on a project with him and Jimin and meet them later on the library.

The complete silence and peacefulness of the library broke for a moment when a giggly Jung Hoseok walked in, his arm around the shoulder of the blonde boy who was usually always by his side, Jimin. As always, the entrance of the beautiful tall man lighted up a smile on Yoongi’s face without him even noticing.

Yoongi had already been there for a while because he was afraid to show up late and cause a bad impression on Hoseok, or “Hobi?” as he suggested Yoongi to call him. Surrounded by a couple thick books about literature and messy notes, the table was quickly joined by the other two boys.

“Let us something to work on...“ Jimin said, impressed by how much work Yoongi had already done. The truth is, Yoongi just wanted to look like he cared more about the project than specifically one of his teammates, which wasn’t true.

They spent a few minutes trying to catch up with whatever Yoongi had already written for their project. Which ended up being just a draft because none of them really understood whatever the author of the book he was analyzing was implying in his novels.

“Novels are just, stories people make to escape their own you know?“ Hoseok said, suddenly deep in thought.

“Yeah, like... daydreaming“ Yoongi thought without realizing he said it out loud.

“Precisely!” Hoseok excitedly answered with the biggest smile, surprised that someone understood precisely what he was talking about. Continuing on talking about how he sometimes just zones out of classes imagining his ideal life and how he wished he could make the world a peaceful and happy environment.

Being so used to listening to Hobi talk without a pause, Jimin just scrolled down his phone bored, waiting for this ramble to finish. On the contrary, Yoongi could only listen to all of Hoseok’s rambles with shimmering bright eyes, if a fire alarm had gone off, he wouldn’t have noticed it because of how soothing Hoseok’s voice was, not to even talk about his subtle giggles for himself, which made Yoongi realize how shy Hobi could get, he wasn’t that all confident popular man Yoongi thought he was, he was just a regular very nice and charming person. Which made Yoongi crush even more for him, made him think about all the things Hoseok could probably ramble about in one day and not even bother him. Sadly, that thought was cut off by his own thinking, remembering Jimin and him are already living together, and without even noticing, his face suddenly turned from a smile and shiny eyes to look away hopelessly and with a straight serious semble. As soon as Hoseok realized it, he went quiet, thinking maybe he made Yoongi uncomfortable because they actually were supposed to be doing work right now.

“I gotta pee, i’ll go get another book if it’s helpful on my way back“ said Hoseok while standing up and stretching a bit.

“Please forgive him, he doesn’t know how to shut up“ said Jimin as soon as Hobi walked a little away from their table. Eyes still locked on his phone.

“It’s okay...“ replied Yoongi, a bit confused by how suddenly Jimin sounded annoyed at Hoseok.

“No, cause he will just talk nonstop until, we, get the work done and he just ends up not doing much“ continued Jimin even more annoyed, putting his phone down “he has done this since high school, that’s why he ended up without a freaking girlfriend“ finished Jimin, not realizing that now he was rambling about Hoseok.

“Oh?.. Uhm, sorry I don’t understand what that has to do with this?“ asked Yoongi, trying not to be too obvious on needing to know more about this girlfriend topic.

So before Hobi came back, Jimin hurried to explain how they are friends since high school, they always worked together and he always asked Jimin to team up with whoever Hobi had a crush on at the moment, because he was just too shy to ask anybody out on a real date. He finished saying how he thought that now that they are older and college roommates, he would’ve thought Hobi had finally gained enough courage to engage his crushes by himself.

“Instead of using me! His roommate and basically blood brother, to work on a stupid literature project with the dude he has crushed since last semester“ rambled Jimin laughing hysterically and making Yoongi laugh along, that was until Hobi came back and asked what were they laughing about.

At this point, Yoongi couldn’t even look at him to his face. He was flustered and shy by the news Jimin just poured on him. Blushed bright pink cheeks rising, trying to content his smile. Not only was Yoongi completely wrong about the fact that Jimin and Hobi were living together “romantically”, but he was also receiving the news about how his crush was interested also in men just like himself, and not only men, but the man that he is today, Min Yoongi. Never felt more proud and confident about himself until this day. He felt so lucky. Most people wouldn’t have their college crush to be anything more than that, most people with a crush wouldn’t even be able to get to talk to them, much less be their mutual crush?!? Impossible. Yoongi was flooded with all of these thoughts in his head while Hobi kept standing in front of the pair of boys just giggling stupidly.

“Well, I can also get to relief my rambles with Yoongi okay? Weren’t you gonna look for another book?“ replied Jimin at Hobi, who couldn’t help but laugh at his friend, always so dramatic. While Yoongi tried to act normal, not even cool, just normal, as if he wasn’t ridicoulooselly excited on the inside.

After a couple hours of working, Yoongi managed to look at Hoseok up to his face, his heart beating faster by the second, his hands shaking nervously and eyes stunned at how beautiful someone’s side profile could be. He tried to calm his own nerves thinking that maybe Jimin was just messing around, he didn’t exactly know the guy, so maybe this was just his kind of humour or whatever.

A few yawns escaped his mouth before Jimin waved goodbye to both of them, saying he would continue on his part from his apartment and thanked them for their hardwork. Winking an eye at Yoongi from behind Hoseok’s back, bringing Yoongi back to his nerves and shakiness.

“Yoongi, you’re so quiet... I hope I didn’t make you uncomfortable with my ramble earlier, you could’ve just told me to shut up hahah“ started Hoseok, trying to make a conversation and avoid to make things awkward now that it’s just both of them.

“You can’t just tell people to shut up Hoseok“ replied Yoongi, colder than he would’ve wanted, but he was just trying to be honest.

“How the hell not? Some people need to be told to shut up you can always just ask politely, it would be fine, at least for me, it’s fine... I don’t bite okay?“ He made direct contact with that last phrase, his grin wide and his eyes focused on Yoongi’s, just trying to see how he would react.

Well, that was a little suggestive. Yoongi, obviously flustered, turned back to the book to break the eye contact, wondering if Hoseok had done that on purpose. He decided on his head that it wasn’t on purpose, it just happens to be that Hoseok is so nice and friendly he doesn’t even realize how actually good looking he is, and how his words and expressions could squeeze Yoongi’s heart with pure love.

Now Hoseok felt like he went a little too far with that comment, so he decided to stop the trying to approach for now, at least while he thinks he’s made his crush even more awkward about him. The reality is, they both are just as shy as the other, but none of them will give up on this opportunity of being able to talk. That’s why they continue on working on the project for almost 8 p.m, just an hour before the library closes. Making the smallest of talk about certain points in the novels they’re analyzing for the project.

“Hey, what do the initials SUGA stand for?“ asked Hoseok on a last attempt to get to know Yoongi better, pointing at his beads bracelet.

Yoongi laughed, a little embarrased to answer, though it’s actually something he enjoys to talk about. Hoseok felt a little relief when he saw Yoongi’s gummy smile, he could notice how he was kind of excited to tell him and he was even more excited to listen to him.

“It’s my basketball position, shooting guard. I just, think it’s a cool way to abbreviate it, I guess, and my team just decided to call me that way“ He said proudly and now being able to hold eye contact a bit longer. “I’m at the college’s home team. From the couple teams I’ve been in, this one’s pretty good, everyone practices very hard and we’re actually a couple weeks before the semifinals” continued Yoongi, gaining confidence by talking about something he genuinely enjoys. Hoseok couldn’t get enough of it.

“Hyung, I didn’t know you played basketball, I always listen to the gym full of cheers when there’s a game but I’ve never actually seen one“ replied Hobi, eager to see if Yoongi tried to make a move and invite him.

“They’re very fun to watch! Even if I don’t play, basketball is such an exciting sport to watch, you should definetely come sometime!“ said Yoongi not properly making it an invitation, but more like a suggestion. Hoping that would’ve been enough for Hoseok to accept.

“Woah SUGA! That’s very sweet of you“ replied Hobi loudly with a giggle, definitely taking it as an invitation, just a step before turning it into a proper date. He put his hand on Yoongi’s arm and lightly hugged his muscle with his skinny hands, causing him goosebumps and his heart back at an unbelievable fast pace. “Maybe that’s why they named you Suga, you’re just that sweet hyung“ he added with the warmest look on his face, heart shaped smile and sparkly eyes. Risking it all for a chance to get asked on a date or be completely turned away in a second.

The way Yoongi saw it, there was no way Hoseok didn’t do this one on purpose. Even if Jimin had been joking (which he wasn’t), everything inside him told him he couldn’t let go of this chance. For the most beautiful boy he has ever seen laying eyes on him already felt like a blessing, not to mention his soft grip on Yoongi’s arm and the cutest way he has seen someone flirt.

“Well, you could come sometime.. like, sometime there are other teams playing at our gym, I could call you and we could go.. together?“ asked Yoongi, eyes down and shy. Hoping he did imply it was on a date. Took all the courage of him to look up to Hoseok’s eyes and hold his arm back softly just as Hoseok was holding him. “Hoseok, you are actually much sweeter“ said Yoongi with a smile, proud that he could manage to actually say what he was thinking.

The younger one couldn’t manage to hold his shyness and blushed his whole face red, laughed nervously loud and covered his face with his hands. “Yoooongi!!! I told you, you could just tell me Hobi okay? And yes I would love to go to a basketball game with you” he replied, heart melting just at the idea of their first ever date.

“Okay, I’ll call you Hobi, you can just call me Yoongi or Suga if you like it that much“ Yoongi answered now much calmer and all smiley. “But we still gotta finish this project even if you already completed your goal of asking me out, okay?“ he asked now just completely making fun out of the younger one, exposing his plan and making him crack up the loudest and most precious laughter.

“Suga, Suga, Suga, Suga... Min Suga, who would’ve thought we would be up to such a great team huh? And yes I will call you Suga, it’s too cute“ stated Hobi, now happily working cooperatively with his ultimate crush.

#sope #min yoongi #jung hoseok

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