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a/n: okay I haven't written angst in a long time, and I wouldn't call this angst just...sad with a happy ending, I mean kinda? you'll see what I mean but, my angst writing is defrosting rn :/ mention of death btw oki. stay gold ⁷ -miri
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You had just gotten off the phone with your mother, with devastating news. You knew it was coming up to that point in life, but you had wished you had more time. Losing a family member, especially your parental figure hit a lot harder than you expected.
It took a lot for you to not fall apart on the phone with your mother. You promised to stop by to talk about things, and what the next step was. Then she asked about Hoseok and you had completely forgotten about him.
So now you sat in yours and Hoseok's shared apartment, just overworking your brain over every single thought that you had conducted in your head. You were so caught up in your head, that you hadn't heard the door open or shut close.
"Hey baby, practice was hell today." Hoseok muttered, walking over to you, pressing a kiss to the crown of your head, running his fingers through your hair. You focused back into reality, standing up, legs moving like jelly as you turned to face him.
"Hobi..." you started, not really knowing how to even bring up such news. He smiled, not seeing your face as he was busy trying to take off the layers of clothes he had. "yes? I'm sorry honey - I'm just really sweat-" "Hobi, my father passed."
The silence was quick to invade, as you watched Hoseok drop a piece of clothing. Without a beat, he was quick to be by your side, holding you in his embrace.
"What? Wh-I'm so sorry for your loss, baby." He muttered against your skull, holding you close, wishing he could take everything you're feeling away. You couldn't do anything but just melt into his embrace, letting yourself let go of the heartbreak you've been feeling since the phonecall.
Even though it was your father, Hoseok had obviously become very close with your parents. Visiting them when he had the chance, with and without you. His and your parents holding date nights together when they were free. Your father was like a second father to Hoseok, and how his heart was feeling from hearing the news, he couldn't imagine how you were feeling.
"Hobi" holding onto him tighter, your chest shuddered as another sob left your lips. You can feel his shaky hands rub your head and back, comforting as best he could. "I know, I know...let it out baby" was all he said, and it made it all that much easier to express your sadness.
It's been a month since then, and it's been a couple weeks since you guys held the funeral for your father. As much as you didn't like it, it was well needed. A closure you didn't think you wanted, but instead needed at the end of it all.
Hoseok watched you as you layed on the couch, picking at your nails. You didn't do much these days, not finding the motivation to do so. It was even hard to just sit and not do anything because then you'd just think a little too much.
But having Hoseok. Amazing, empathetic, Hopeful Hoseok by your side helped a lot. When days got particularly hard, he never pushed. Never got impatient, never tried to quicken your grieving process, gave you space when you asked, invaded your space when you needed.
You knew it was hard on him too. Differently, but still the same in cases. So when he found you crying behind the couch because you wished you could make things easier on him, he just cooed, picking you up from the floor, right into your bedroom, cuddling with you under the duvet.
"you're so cute you know that? Don't worry about me, 'kay? I'm okay, you just....you just focus on you right now, baby. I'll make things easier for you. you can rely on me for now."
You looked at him for a moment before grabbing hold of his face, smiling for what seemed like the first time in a while, "Thank you, hobi...you don't understand how much you've done for me, I appreciate it so much. Especially right now. Thank you for making it easier to wake up, and just function."
He couldn't help but reciprocate your smile. "of course, baby..." he muttered, pulling you closer to him, hand tucking a strand of hair behind your ear, "future's gonna be okay." with a small kiss to your forehead, you both fell into a comfortable silence.
A silence where your thoughts were finally quiet.
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Galdor used his teeth to pull the leather strings of his vambrace as he tightented the ties. Dropping them he flexed his fingers using his other hand to grab up his bow. "What count do we have?"
Egalmoth glanced over to him as the shorter sinda joined his steps. "Two companies. They are coming up a different path than before. Duilin is setting up the ambush. Glorfindel is taking his group to cut their retreat."
Galdor gave a nod and eperated from his friend to join Ecthelion's company. They woukd lay down suppression fire into the narrow passage. None would survive their assault.
Ecthelion smiled as the sinda leaped over rock and wood to reach the opposite side of the way. Holding a hand up with 4 fingers his grin grew wicked.
Galdor gaped. The challenge was being set. Whoever killed within 4 counts of Egalmoth's count would have their patrol shift taken and they would remain home the month. No one has been able to meet the elder warriors count within 10 let alone 4. Suppressing a laugh Galdor smiled smugly back. Crouching he held 3 fingers in front of his chest. He would do better than that.
Nocking his arrow he let the buzz of battle and joy of competition woth friends calm his apprehension. And they waited.
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How I Feel Euphoria should end
I do not own Euphoria, HBO owes it.
Rue finally takes responsibility and gets into rehab for herself. I loved Rue and Julie together at first, but the second season made me realize everyone except a couple of characters needs to be single for a minute.
Julie actually learned and loved herself. Whatever girl she wants to be. Julie needs to be single. I would love to see Julie become a famous magical girl manga artist.
Maddie actually gets therapy about how unhealthy her relationship with Nate is. Maddie is my favorite character because she wasn't a mean girl. Maddie gets the sweetest guy on earth. Her boyfriend just comes and beats up Nate.
Nat needs to be in jail because he just ruined everyone around him. If not jail, Nat needs to lose everything and everyone around him to see what he destroyed. Nat and his dad goes to jail and actually talk with one another.
I know Kate not coming back. That actually sucks because I love Kate. Kate learned to better herself and apologized to Ethan for breaking up the way she did. They don't become couples again. They actually become friends. Kate became an author. She and Julie become co-authors.
Cassie be alone for the beginning of the season. She need to reflect on how desperate need to love is hurting herself and her bestie Maddie. She shot down and apologized to Maddie. They become friends that take each others serious. Cassie be single in the series final and gets some hobbies of her own. I realized rewatching the show. She got like no hobbies. No sex scene for Cassie.
Everyone one graduate from school.
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