#my irl ish

[fumifooms]

Kaka compilation

Because everyone is sleeping on him. Witness his greatness!! First two Kaka colored icons were colored by me, lineart by Ryoko Kui though!

Kaka & Kiki are kinda like Laios & Falin… Kaka being stoic and giving repressed energy like early Laios, Kiki being cryptic and always smiling and kinda soft-looking. Autism siblings 2, ostracized and othered as kids and have a deep bond due to sticking together through it all, though unlike with Laios their parents are very loving so Kaka developed family as a big value more than Laios (bc asides for Falin Laios doesn’t care much about it).

In the gnome festival comic you can see Kaka is more emotive than he seems! Full with a :3 face, and he’s the one crying at the end. He’s insecure about his legs and being tall… It really got to him. Conceal don’t feel. In the gnome festival comic you also see him sensing others’ gaze on him and that something is off unlike Kiki, again Laios-like in the way that judgement from others gets to him more than her.

#The twins are so autistic swag #A falin just as chilled out and smiling and a laios who never stopped repressing #They’re so neurodivergent and they’re allowed to just exist I love you Kui. Kaka is just literally me #I looove characters that are hard to know and hard to read/easily misunderstood. They’re my favorite thing #LOOK AT THE WAY HE SMILES THE WAY HE BLUSHESSS HE’S PERFECT and I would take a harpoon to the chest for him thank u #I do love Kiki too btw but I’ve been seeing her in fancontent and posts way more than Kaka so I had to give him some spotlight #But also Laios is my fave of the Toudens so this very much checks out #Their pre-Flokes story would be interesting to analyze too #Dungeon meshi #delicious in dungeon #kaka floke #Kaka #Kiki and kaka #floke twins #As you may guess from my new-ish icon I am in my kaka era #ALSO I SWEAR TO GOD STOP BEING MEAN ABOUT HIS NAME #KA IS A SYLLABLE IN MY IRL NAME. YES I WAS BULLIED AND CALLED KAKA AS A KID. MY NAME ALSO MEANS UGLY STUFF IN A DIFFERENT LANGUAGE #KAKA’S A PRETTY NAME I’LL DIE ON THIS HILL. IT’S NOT WEIRD IF YOU DON’T MAKE IT WEIRD #Oh also another laios falin parallel: they both sort-of-date the same woman

[calicos-stimboards]

random ass clown guy that appeared stimboard

🤡 🤡 🤡 / 🤡 🤡 🤡 / 🤡 🤡 🤡

#anti stim #joke stim #meme stim #i like using more serious ish gifs on my joke stimboards #gives more whiplash #ik the answer is probably that hes a guy from one piece but refering to him as a random clown guy is funnier #stimboard #stim board #stim #pirate #clown #food #hair #blue #multi colored #irl person #makeup #barrels #water #ships #sailing #fire

[m4lexxx67]

Finally fucking done with this one, jesus fucking christ this took me so long! (Mainly because I took several month-long breaks from working on it lol) But it's done and I can't wait for it to be cold enough to wear, it turned out so good!!!

But there was so much math involved in making the design, seriously, it was so hard to fit the fly to the words in the background and make them the same size and all and I'm pretty sure it only worked out because I used the wrong measurements or made a logical mistake, something like that lol (it's been a while, I think I made the sketch in like January or February)

#also the yellow looks a lot more green-ish irl which I wanted to mention but couldn't figure out how to fit it into the post lol #foundations of decay #this song is so good #i love it so much #mcr #my art #diy

[mondaymelon]

me n who ?!?!?!? ME N WHO GUYS ...

picrews: 1 2 3 4

mking silly girlfailure picrews are the only thing saving my sanity which took quite a number of blows today ( its hanging on by the measliest thread but i think its better to consider it go n e )

anyways i wanna make a silly tag game so we are going to make a silly tag game because in the wise words of martin luther king i think wait it was probably gandhi "be the change you wish to see in the world" arent i so cool guys im taking like the first step forward and :stareyes: ahahah

(no pressure) tags !! 🏷️ : @cienxpidity, @ilyuu, @anonbinaryweirdo, @suntoru, @tuesdayberries, @lume-nosity, @mrcrazyvillainvillainn, @ceneid, @amalythea, @xianyoon, @aeon-yao, @ryuryuryuyurboat, @auroratumbles, @snobwaffles, @the-white-void + everyone i probably forgot to tag (SPS IM SORRY) n anyone else whod like to join !!

#💬 ⌗ 𝐚𝐧 𝐚𝐫𝐜𝐡𝐢𝐭𝐞𝐜𝐭'𝐬 𝐫𝐚𝐦𝐛𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 . . . ✧ #i was in a very silly mood ( mental breakdown ish ) i cried like 16 times in the past hour and that's probably not a good thing but HEY #its fine #im so fine #im so #im so... #*perishes* #begone negativity #its time for me and my delusions #speaking of delusions i actually had the WILDEST Dream last night #and its so crazy because its like the first dream I've had in the past year that's not about a fictional character #yes im pathtetic #carrying on #and i was like escaping from t h e. m a. n i n t he. h a l l w a y #and i was like runnning away yk and then shrek comes over and helps me out by defenestrating me and so i land in some bushes and then start #like putting candy into a bag??? and im like HURRY UP SHREK HES GONNA COME AFTER US #and then i got to this like cult area #where it splits into two paths and i remember it so vividly because there was this gate security and i had to type in my student id to get #and so it opens up to this room and there's two pathways #the one to the right has this giant ass shrine golden statue surrounded by a bunch of children #and the one i go to has little cube spaces caved into the walls for like little decorations and a stair for like a lower other half of the #room #and theres a bunch of children and my irls #and so we break outta there yk #we escape #we get out #and we run into like osme shopping place #and my friend is planning to abandon me with her other friend and they're running away to china #but they refuse to take me with them (ultimate betrayal) #HELP edit but the tags didnt show up cause there were too many...

[halfa-failure]

I think he had a tiny accident

#tw blood #tw eyestrain #digital art #oc #original character #oc lore #ish #angst??? #trend #my art #art #cackling #I have a feeling he will snipe me with his pen if he ever meets me irl #halfa-failure #it’s you! #despite everything it's still you

[ihateornithologists]

I FORGOT TO POST THIS???

#elisabeth das musical #actually i'm trying to get rid of my todolf obsession but its a bit hard #i'm just. i never liked them at the first place.....??? #(but i do now i guess HAHAH) #i was just accidentally dragged into some weird roleplay(ish) shit irl and got TOO obsessed with it #and did some cringe stuff and now i'm sad :| #its like ehhh that's all that's thr whole story i guess??? idk why i thought it was something BAD AND AWFUL

[ssomepersonn]

more.....

#razputin aquato #lizzie natividad #gisu nerumen #ford cruller #bob zanotto #helmut fullbear #psychonauts 2 #psychonauts #bug #just in case for bob #my art #yea ok now i can say stuff hehe #for gisu the part where u can see her eyes is in fact a transparent (ish) part of that skate irl so. she can see thru that #tho she is also the skate #it is her #not much to say on ford i think i hit it nail in the head #lizzie and norma will both be some type of fox +other things ftr i just havent drawn norma up yet lol #i am. on the fence abt that helmut design #i like the idea #but i dont think it looks enough like him yk #the irony of 2 good swimmers (and cold tolerant) being mashed up to make te character that was sunk and frozen does not escape me #and bob :] #idk i could talk about like how much i think i didnt need to change much here fr him w the preestablised ant dog zanotto thing i think #it fits him quite well to me #anyways yea #let raz cry 2023 baby #more sad raz on the way probably #q

[wasabijean]

hey osmosis jonesers you can read it here

#osmosis jones #oj draft script #MAKING THAT A TAG NOW BECAUSE. I NEED TO. I have plans. :3 #this fuckign script was one or my roman empires actually #so if you ever wanted to know how a pg-13 osmosis jones wouldve gone…. here we go #personally im tagging any spoiler-ish art ill be making becuase I need to draw #one of the scenes where … no comment but holy shit. Ozzy you sad mother fucker #did i mention drix is more fleshed out here too. like he goes through severe self worth and identity issues as a manufactured creation and #yeah what the fuck! #ALSO T(RAX IS FUCKING BRUTAL??!28??!!? hes funny as hell thogurh in this #ozzy/leah divorce era is atcually real…. kills myself oooo ooo angst #also the parallels between the failing system of frank’s immunity and irl police systeMS ESPECIALLY DURIGN THE TIME OF WHEN THIS WAS WRITTE #TLDR. we couldve had it all. fuck the farelly brothers and fuck wb

[dollopheadsandclotpoles]

I NEED MORE IRL AROACE FRIENDS

#if you’re aspec and from India hmu I’m tired of not knowing anyone aspec irl #I mean actually technically I know of like 1 guy who’s aroace a my friend is kinda ace-ish #but idk I don’t have a lot in common with that guy I don’t think #and all my attempts at friendship have no led anywhere so #here’s my attempt #aromantic #asexual #aro #ace #India #indian aces #indian aros #asexuality #aromanticism #aro stuff #ace stuff #aroace tag

[escapedaudios]

It's so cool that you can prevent your fans from parasocially falling in love with you by just being yourself. It's not hard at all. You don't even have to act off putting. Just act human and shatter the illusion that you're literally the same as the fictional characters you play, or worse, this untouchable idealized God. Bang, parasocial illusion gone. This shit is so easy hahaha.

#small-ish creator thoughts #I hate being put on a pedestal so much #I want to roll in the mud with the swine where I belong #parasocial relationships #My listeners are here for the plot #Also if you're in a relationship IRL just say that #Don't keep it a secret to give people weird false hope that you want then back #I literally dont understand how it's so hard to stop people from being parasocially weird

[heraldofcrow]

That endless loop of being unable to express deep passion for stuff my heart doesn’t truly gravitate towards and also feeling a bit left out of “the bigger discussions” because of my preferences is such a funny experience. It’s like being unable to pry my eyes away from one shiny rock on the beach while everyone else is collecting and trading beautiful seashells elsewhere. I wanna join you guys, but this one thing is just so alluring…I can’t. I MUST OBSESS.

I guess I’ll just catch up later.

#lol #this applies to both fandom and social stuff irl #like yes i get a little lonely sometimes being the main one screaming about the Bloodborne Crows around here but?? am i gonna stop?? #just to get more interaction?? Naaaaah #i’d rather suffocate in a flooded grain silo tbh #but i also wish i wasn’t so…narrowly focused…hmmm #i can’t ever make up my mind about this #i am a true infp #personal ish #infp #CrowNotes

[cheriboms]

doctober day 29: 2023

remembered this exchange from ahsoka show and uh yeah QwQ

#back to the future #bttf #doctober 2023 #doctober #marty mcfly #doc brown #emmett brown #michael j fox #christopher lloyd #my arts #my sketchy wip arts #me when my friend who DEFINITELY has passed away by now irl visits me looking exactly the same as he did when i was a kid ;__; #but hey thats time travel babeyyy #((partially inspired by @doctorbrown post for day 20 ;w; its lived in my head rent free for the past 10 days)) #was very torn on doing smth cute vs smth stupid vs smth sad for SO LONG so yeah this is late >:/ sorry #and i also lowkey am not very happy with it but GRGRHRHGH IT IS WHAT IT IS !!!!!!!! (((: #IM FINE IM FINE IM FINE (<- not fine but will survive) ((((((((: #anyway. 55yo marty be upon ye #and the absolute whiplash of me drawing bby marty yesterday vs old(ish) marty today ;__; #edit: i lied lol the longer i look at this the uglier it is to me GRRRRR IM SO MAD >>>:( WHY DOES IT LOOK GROSSSSSSS

[dumbass-bee]

we should bring back that one part of the tfa fandom that was just ppl making technorganic ocs for fun it could be like the sans or onceler au sht or something (cuz it would actually be rlly crowded 4 "canon" lol)

#that has coincidentally been what a lot of old tfa fics ive read consist of #someones cool oc who is a hashtag girl but also has a cool battle mode and/or irl fursona #i remember vaguely thats what i would pretend to be when tfa was like. new-ish #i think thats what the oc i forget the name of but made a joke vid abt was #they were technorganic liek sari and had a doggy altmode #well they were made up when i watched s1 and got rlly into tfa so i was unknowingly foreshadowing #but like. the old version of this was ppl just doing sari recolors but everybody knows how to draw now lol /J /LH #i wanted to jokingly call it a [smth]-sona but. its literally just technorganic oc if ur not just coloring over sari #techosona #sorry my brain is rewired a little

[mazzy-rockstar]

Monday blues are hitting me hard today

#you can ignore this if you want cause im gonna talk a lot of shit and sads and feelings #but as i’ve realised i literally have no one to empty my heart out to irl #and it’s fucking heartbreaking cause i love my friends but I don’t think they love me back #which is an insane though but I genuinely think it’s true like #i moved away 4 ish months ago and i know that communication comes from both side but like i wanted to test smt #so i stopped texting first and guess what?? only 2 friends texted me #1 because she’s genuinely a good friend i think and the other because she needed money (which i gave her like a fucking fool) #my heart just hurts cause i realised i’m not as important to them as they are to me and I’m completely misreading our relationship and #it sucks because I thought they were going to be my friends for life but now they’re all posting recaps of 2023 and im in none of their pics #even in pics where i was present at the time #and i dont know if it’s intentional or if im just being an insecure little bitch but it fucking hurts #i just want to be important to someone #i want to be someone’s person #not a last resort like #they keep doing stuff together which i get like life moves on and i’m the one that left #but not a single text or a pic or a ‘we miss you!’ #not even a fucking heart on insta stories #am i being desperate?? or do I actually have shitty friends #like i have impostor syndrome in my own fucking friendgroup??? #I can’t just drop them either cause then I’ll actually have no one #idk i must exude some sort of energy #i dont think ive ever had a genuine good best friend like for some reason they leave after 3 years #(and this is why i have trust issues and attachment disorders) #anyway I’ll probably just suck it up and go about my day #ive lived 24 years like this what’s an entire life #it’s wild cause i have a good time whenever i’m with them (i think) and then i leave and it’s crickets #i feel like hired entertainment sometimes #idk my head hurts so I’m probably overthinking but like these feelings come from somewhere right? #i have to stop

[joitiks]

kitty cat

#hi im not dead ish #been busy irl #anyways here's my delcatty named siren #just finished OR again n stuff #delcatty #pokemon #pokemon fanart #pokemon art #gen 3 pokemon #cat pokemon #omega ruby #alpha sapphire #pokemon oras #pkmn fanart #my art