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#my journal entries are literally unreadably cruel to myself lol......... haha 🤙 its fine
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#i have been doing incredibly bad mentally :-) and idk what to do
#my journal entries are literally unreadably cruel to myself lol......... haha 🤙 its fine
#im somehow even lonelier and more convinced of my unlikeability than ive ever been which is fucking saying something
#keep getting litmag rejections and absolutely no indication or encouragement that i actually have any worth at all
#further discouraging me from actually writing or editing anything or even reading because it just makes me depressed
#downloaded a dating app and had a panic attack
#had a huge fight with my dad and was clearly just in the wrong and mean but our relationship has always been fucked so i cant bring myself
#to even start thinking about that when even talking to him about mundane things makes me want to crawl in a hole and die
#personal
#just not good dawg. so isolated so numb what else is new.
#im also doomscrolling really bad bc of the shooting and feeling just incredibly bleak and awful on top of it all.
#maybe i should ‘give myself a break’ but i feel like ive been doing that for 6 years
#at least i dont have that thing where i cant look in mirrors without crying anymore.
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