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ghosts-and-glory · 11 days
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I had to draw this design okay, I really like the shapes (and old men)
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@xmajordumps cat lives rent free in my head. I already drew the Convalescence design but since then I’ve had an i t c h .
And then I realized I low key made (another) accidental Borderlands style character splash screen.
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todayisafridaynight · 5 months
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bitey-baby-shark · 1 year
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Very much contemplating doing those 30 Day of Agere ask things. I want to make more content for this blog and I feel like that might give me more ideas. I just really want to make more smol content, not just fun facts, cuz I really feel like I don’t see regressors like me at all and want to express that more openly. 
However it also means I’m TERRIFIED of being too open and getting completely witch hunted for regressing “wrong”. The whole pure vs impure regression thing kinda made me feel completely alienated from the community as a whole as 99% of my regression is “impure” and realizing that made me take a hit to the self worth. Not to mention, I just do not  see a lot of age regression content of boy regressors with female caregivers. Heck, I barely see boy regression content that leans into more traditionally boyish activities. I cushion all this with regress how you wanna regress I do not care, but it feels so lonely to be someone who is a very stereotypical boy regressor, I love darker colors, I think gross fun facts are the coolest facts (however I severely limit that in my fun facts series), I can be kind of a little menace, I am NOT shy and reserved, I hate anything pink, pastel, or even brighter colors, and honestly along with all this I HATE, like completely and utterly LOATHE, the term bratty. I’m not “bratty” I’m a kid dealing with way too many big adult emotions and memories and am acting accordingly to that fact.
Like terms like bratty, impure, all that I hate it and I hate that it’s normalized in age regression circles. I don’t talk softly, I’m not gentle, I don’t nap, I’m LOUD, and bite, and get real upset real easily, I have meltdowns constantly. I’m not a pretty regressor. And that does NOT make me impure or a brat. I know there was an attempt to change terminology to vent regression, but the damage was done when the entire community categorized those of us processing trauma and emotions through our regression as impure.
IDK it’s late at night, I’m having thoughts. I’m probably gonna do the 30 Days of Agere thing, and I’m gonna be honest through out all of it, but I’m probably gonna be terrified of the entire community pulling a 180 on me. I’m also gonna work on producing more smol content, not just fun facts, I just need some ideas. Anyways, if you actually read this, thanks for listening. Have a good night/day
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stinkyhyena9000 · 1 year
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making vines is such a "trust the process" thing like every single time, you look for clips and get quickly bored, and then you start making the vine and you hate it and get frustrated and you fuck some random shit up and then you finish it and you decide you hate it even more but bone apple tit and then you come back later and you see a lot of people like it and it makes you happy, and then you finally rewatch and it all makes you happy and laugh
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acaciapines · 2 years
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i really watched hollow mind and went ‘haha if flapjack was hunter’s daemon this would be so much worse’ and then blinked and now im here like KING AND COLLECTOR PARALLELS AS BEINGS WHO CAN SEE DUST AND WANT A DAEMON BUT DONT HAVE ONE--
when i finally write the owl house daemon au and the collector claims king as his daemon. what then.
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gremlinisjay · 11 months
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I swear to god who the hell and how is an invisible liker of some of my freaking posts its driving me crazy
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galaxae · 1 year
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3 overnight shifts in a row is really doing somethign to me goddamn
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adiduck · 7 months
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WIP GAME
Rules: Make a 24-hour poll with the names of your wips, let it run, then write one sentence for every vote the winner received.
Tagged by @frostbitebakery! As with last time, I'm adding optional hard mode: every WIP on this list will be worked on. Your votes are for number of sentences. Unless otherwise specified, I will show you my work to prove I did it ;)
I'm going to TRY to tag people I didn't tag last time and who I know aren't currently doing this, but as I regularly state, my memory is Bad and I am too lazy to go look this up. SO! If I tag you a second time by accident and you have already been tagged and don't want to do it again, please ignore
No pressure tags: @goddammitjim, @lttrsfrmlnrrgby, @jaggedstartalk, @lambourngb, @howdyrat, @doodledrawreblogs, uhhhhhhhh @whetstonefires, @byebyeskylark... @keensers OKAY that's probably enough for now ;)
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soll-amca · 4 months
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Do you have any Alessi headcanons for someone desperate ?🫣 Too shy to come off anon to ask ..
uHHHHHHHH MAYHAps :) Thank you for the ask! I’ve been dying to write for awhile :) !
I legit don’t know what I have and haven’t posted yet since I haven’t been on tumblr for a hot minute but uhhh uhhhhhhhh. There’s lore-dumps near the top, but it gets better near the end I promise
Obligatory song for my headcanon posts. There’s no specific reason for this song, it’s just a banger, and I’m also trying to be very normal about Walid Toufic and not put his music for every single Alessi post
Alessi’s of Lebanese-Armenian descent, but extremely estranged from his Armenian roots due to internal family issues — mostly his father facing scorn from his intolerant side of the family for marrying an Armenian woman. Despite this, Alessi was very close with his mother and, even as a grown man, regrets not learning more from her. Of course, he’s never going to admit this, no matter how obvious it may be that he tries to pick up parts of the Armenian language and culture 
Alessi was born in Beirut, Lebanon in 1951, but was eventually forced out due to a civil war in 1975. Though, what gave him the final push to leave was a falling out with his siblings. With both their parents gone, his sister going off to a loveless marriage, and his brother wanting to join the war effort, Alessi loses control of Sethan during a confrontation and turns them into children. This ends up as a strange, happy accident as he would try keeping up the charade for a few days, exploiting their memory being reverted to fake a “happy family” in an effort to keep the last remnants of his old life from slipping away 
Things end horribly for Alessi as his siblings eventually find out and oust him from the home they all grew up in. With nothing left for him, he leaves and dedicates himself to mercenary work throughout the Middle East and Northern Africa to keep himself afloat
With fourteen years under his belt by SDC, Alessi’s considered one of the best in the region. And since he’s well-traveled, he’s proficient in a majority of the Arabic dialects, so nine times out of ten, nothing got past him in Dio’s mansion regardless of where the other assassins were from
The joke is that most Arabs don’t understand North Africans, but everyone can understand Egyptians, so whenever Alessi wants to phase out of a conversation, he’ll slowly change to to a dialect that’s “further out” and difficult to understand despite Levantine being his first
Since French is a secondary language in Lebanon, much more prevalent during Alessi’s time in schooling, and especially North Africa for mercenary work. He knows enough to get around like the basics, but can’t read or write for shit. His little brother was easily more fluent than him, so he has a weird sort of resentment yet fondness for the language. Whatever French he knew definitely came back when he was chasing around Polnareff in the Sethan arc
Very, very curly hair, but he doesn’t take care of it. Back as a kid, when he had his mom, she would help him and he was basically a puff-ball, but as an adult, he doesn’t have the slightest clue on how to style it while also maintaining his hair. If you catch him when he just wakes up, or immediately after a shower, it’s seemingly perfect but then he’ll proceed to douse himself in a can of hairspray 
The gun he uses in SDC isn’t his, it’s his late brother’s. But going into that right now on why and how he even got it should be it’s entirely own post so —
Any endearment at all related to babe/baby will have him throwing up in his mouth. It’s one thing to mention a child, it’s another to somehow relate it back to HIM. Honestly, Alessi doesn’t read as a “habibi” person to me, he’s too bitter to be a “habibi” person. Albi and eini come much more easily to him as petnames to call someone
He’s a sucker for trashy American television. He used to think he was above it, but now if you leave him alone for long enough, he’ll put on TLC and binge whatever’s on. Although back home, he had a thing for spaghetti westerns even if they were horribly dubbed in Arabic
Adding to the Western trend, he was super into Lucky Luke comics as a kid. Since they were really popular in the Middle East, and the translated ones were produced in Egypt. It’s definitely not a stretch that during the 80s and SDC, his grown, mercenary ass sat down to watch cartoons of his favorite cowboy. Would Alessi hog the mansion’s TV to watch Lucky Luke? Perchance. Would he stay cooped up in his Luxor hotel room to watch it? Also perchance
Tintin was popular, too, but I think I need an outside opinion on that. If a Tintin person could come back to me about this please help
Hol Horse fascinates him. Not in an admiration sort of way, but a “holyshit a real cowboy” sort of way. To Alessi, it’s like Hol crawled out of his family television and old comic books
I don’t know who it was, but I want to say back in like,, 2016ish one of the original Dio’s Fuckhouse blogs had a headcanon that Hol was actually from New England or something, but basically nowhere near “the Wild West” or even the South. So the image of Alessi being interested and asking him stuff while Hol Horse is just,, sweating bullets because he’s not a “real cowboy” is hilarious to me
Because of what happened with his sister, Alessi’s very standoffish when it comes to love. He’ll take any chance he can get to mock touchy couples and heckle anyone that he thinks is getting “too intimate” in public, but I think we all know he’s compensating for something
But the moment someone touches him or is very direct about making a move, he flusters and doesn’t know what to do with himself. Cheesy pick-up lines will only embarrass him and he can’t tell whether or not you’re making fun of him
Having gone through wide extremities of emotions when he was younger, and then having to suppress them all as a mercenary, Alessi wouldn’t understand sensitivities. Especially since he’d have to adopt a pragmaticism in his line of work to keep himself alive — and arguably sane. He’d get confused over someone being upset over an inconvenience that isn’t “up to par” to what he went through, but at the same time fly off the handle at small things happening to him since he bottles up all his emotions
If someone cries around him, he falls into the routine of having this initial frustration, stuffing it down to not make things worse, and eventually follow through with a weird shoulder pat — sorta like “there, there”. After that, he’s clueless
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electricgaunt · 1 month
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Live Blog of Interstitial Infinity #9 - The Casino Car, Pt. 2:
the energy from the start!!!
Al and Audrey, both having that experience of, "oh fuck, did I overshare??? I think I overshared, fuck"
money on my motherfucking mind!!!
the "wink wink" from a (presumably??? idk) eyeless aloe plant hell yeah
shadow (to the aloe guy): say something real and true, or else, you absolute fuck
if everyone's screen cheating, it's basically a fair game!
god, what would Al's favorite type of music be?? is it, like, classical or big band music? and then what does post-train Al like (if he lives to be post-train...)
picturing that dramatic uno sports anime parody or the prozd cow card game, during this rock paper scissors card game
Foes At The Table
rock paper scissors actual play, and it's good!!!
audrey recognizing komaeda, LFGGG
audrey recognizing komaeda from tumblr, LFGGGGG
I genuinely thought the komaeda plane crashing comment was going to do a specific call back thing, and I did an out loud, "oh no," in preparation (to reiterate, I truly know nothing about danganronpa)
this conversation amongst the teens is sooo much, I love it
komaeda mentor link with trish???
the vibes from this komaeda kid are real sad huh
uhhhhhhhh
oh fuck
they're here aaaaa
oh no mob is 99 mode and being betrayed aaaaaa???
TRISH UNA!!!
komaeda what is your fucking deal!!!
tf when one of your leaders is super dead but you don't know it yet
NOT THE CALICO CRITTERS
laughing at the now very distinct "before and after" section of these notes lol
imagining Audrey and Al still with the glitter and glowsticks during all this, god
I see we're following the trend of only horrifying deaths for simon
ahHHH HOW MANY OF YOU ARE IN THERE!!!!
I feel overstimulated like Al at the casino for the first time, in a great way
simon feeling like a dad denizen with how much he's dying and being brought back
SHADOW T. HEDGEHOG!
this show!!!! AAAAA
okay gonna stop now and then listen to last ep tomorrow morning, my brain is on fire, really really really good, thank you and good night!!! ❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥 aaaa
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hylfystt · 1 month
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tag people you'd like to get to know better!
tagged by @pinkfey & @druidgroves thank you lovelies muah!!
LAST SONG: labour - paris paloma. been a little obsessed with her recently tbqh. notre dame is another favorite.
CURRENTLY WATCHING: yellowstone. i'm almost done with s3. it's definitely a wild show. i can't tell half the time who or what i'm actually rooting for. in actual love with beth tho.
THREE SHIPS: leida/aymeric - thinking about the eventual post-dawntrail wedding & potential retirement. chris/phi - they are always on my mind recently tbh. been thinking a lot about how things shake up in the village era. [redacted]/[redacted] - um. no comment on this. it's half-baked ideas mostly so i'll throw in hypatia/deacon - bc tbh they always make me insane. where do the lies stop and you begin? you sure as hell don't know, but maybe one person does.
FAVORITE COLOR: green. but also purple.
CURRENTLY CONSUMING: water. had pizza for dinner earlier! and cheesy bread!
FIRST SHIP: oh god. uhhh. i guess i remember being very invested in arya/eragon back in the day. like waaaay back in the day. don't remember a damn thing about those books but i remember liking arya.
PLACE OF BIRTH: california!
CURRENT LOCATION: texas
RELATIONSHIP STATUS: engaged baybeee!!!!!!!!
LAST MOVIE: uhhhhhhhh.......OH. resident evil death island. watched it with friends when they were visiting a few weeks back!
CURRENTLY WORKING ON: nothing :( but i wanna do something with phi soon. maybe a post-mansion snippet.
tagging @lavampira @scionshtola @coldshrugs @myreia @galadae @thevikingwoman @avallachs @birues @drekkarstar @erielake & anyone else who'd like to do this!
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kiwiana-writes · 1 month
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feel like it’s law to send the username kiwi(ana) the 🥝 for the ask game, and these 🍬🔪as well please MJ
Hahahahaha VERY TRUE. Sidenote: I was delighted when after podding Going Platinum I had a few people who had not realised that's what my username actually was! It's so obvious to me, a person who grew up seeing the word used as a term for a particular art style everywhere, but of course is isn't actually obvious if you don't already know lol.
🥝 Do you lie a lot? What's the most recent lie you told?
I try not to, as a general rule! But also perhaps "I try not to" is the most recent lie I told, because thinking about it the last lie I told was like... four hours ago when I told my grandmother I don't know what my novel is going to be about, because she definitely doesn't wanna hear that I'll be writing queer romance lmao
🍬 Post an unpopular opinion about a popular fandom character
Ooooooh. I posted one here... fuck idk what opinions are unpopular lol but (and I feel bad about picking on Ellen twice) the thing that both Ellen and Oscar do where they call Alex by the other person's surname when he's, direct quote from the book, "exhibiting particular traits" is... fucked up. The fact that the narrative implies they only do it to Alex nudges it close to emotional abuse imo. I went on a ramble about this a couple months ago in the context of the much ado au, but getting someone's name right is very much the most basic level of respect, but the whole "you get [bad trait] from [other parent]" thing is uhhhhhhhh A Big Old Yike, especially when said parents' relationship ended in a contentious divorce.
🔪 What's the weirdest topic you researched for a writing project?
There's a GREAT one I researched for the Big Secret @indestructibleheart Collab but unfortunately it's very spoilery so another one... I once got REALLY in the weeds about iOS messaging on different iOS versions and what came in when for an AO3 skin lmfao
[Writers Truth & Dare Ask Game]
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thatbrightblueshine · 2 months
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here's something i need to share. personal nsfw rambles under cut? uh. there's a lot.
so last night i got pretty drunk. i ended up watching hours of everton preseason stuff because i was in a dire need to finally see michael return and get his tests done, body measured, that leg strength test thing (top tier because) and in all these years he's played for the club. he's never been seen in any of them. come on michael. don't be so shy. i have needs. he's chronically allergic to taking his shirt off as we all know (which is fair i'm not like that, he's said before that he doesn't like his body at all, WHICH PHYSICALLY PAINS ME I NEED TO TELL HIM THAT TO ME HE IS LITERALLY SHAPED LIKE A BLOODY GOD-) but not even the preseason medical stuff ? come on now.
i found this. closest i will likely ever get to seeing. well. his face. and the expression on it. the other players you can even HEAR. but to someone like me, who's, kind of attracted to that man i would say, his face in the beginning is what i will now feast upon. notice how he struggles silently, his eye movement. god if only he had opened his mouth just a little.
you can tell that he struggled which is very pleasing to me. not pleasing enough because i'm needy and would literally commit a crime to hear him or have. another facial expression for purposes i shall not further discuss, but you know. he is so insanely gorgeous when he opens his mouth. oh what i would've done to have a shot of him with his eyes closed, mouth open, potentially struggling. you got that from any other player over at everton but him by the way. how unfair is that fucks sake.
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i found this from last summer's preseason training. god i am too deeply into this now. i love the way he stands. hand running over face because it's hot. THE WAY HE IS SHAPED. we have been here before but he doesn't like his body. HE DOESN'T? i am going to cry.
imagine being on top of that. hands on my hips. UHHHHHHHH etc etc
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oh his hands. his arms. combined with his whole body. um. yeah. on a final note. everton admin used to post a lot of slow mo shots of him running that were weirdly focused on his lower body. i think they fired that admin. please come back to us you're dearly missed, because.
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bonus. been on my mind. eye contact with the camera for some reason? his hands gripping his shirt? eh. mouth open.
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and because this post couldn't get any more personal. seamus is exactly the same height as me. that'd be our height difference therefore.
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i should sober up before i do things.
this might be my most down bad post ever. i am so so so sorry.
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cheeriecherrymain · 5 months
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I uhhhhhhhh,,,,,,,
,,,,,would like to issue a formal apology about these last several months. By which I mean, my complete and utter radio silence (aside from the occasional shitpost).
Life has been hectic! In great ways, in wonderful ways, and,,,,in some not so good ways, too.
In June, my baby sister was born! She's amazing and incredible, and she's so so cute! I've never wanted kids of my own (neither adopted or biological) but I love taking care of kids. I love teaching them, and playing with them, and I love seeing what kinds of wacky shit they do.
I've been really involved with helping my parents with my sister, and such a duty has taken up a lot of my time. My whole world has basically been revolving around this tiny little human, and around the rest of my family.
And as such, I started neglecting my desire to write. At least in the beginning.
In April of 2023, something happened. I don't really know what, but I can pinpoint the exact day that my mood shifted. Nothing overly concerning, but a moment in time to be slightly suspicious of: a feeling I haven't felt in many years.
Depression.
Not a crisis or anything like that, but the beginning of what could become a months-long episode, if I wasn't careful. I've dealt with this kind of thing for nearly twenty years now, which means I know my own signs. I know not to ignore those seemingly-small actions and thoughts, because they can absolutely lead to something bigger.
So for a little while, I tried to really focus on writing - something I love. Something that I'm passionate about. I tried to focus on art, and on painting, and on music. But it slowly became harder and harder. My thoughts grew muddled and slow, new ideas weren't forming, no matter how hard I tried. Even when trying to find different subjects, it was the same.
My creativity had just. Stopped.
So I set it all down for a bit. Slowed down my progress, and gave myself permission to rest and recuperate and take care of myself. I was hoping that I had just 'sprained my brain', and that soon I'd be back on my dramatic nonsense, typing away and having fun.
But that...didn't happen.
And my mood kept sinking lower and lower. No matter how I kept up my self care routines, no matter how much I tried to do the things I know that I enjoy.
Just.
Grey.
So I talked to my parents. I set up an appointment with my doctor. I got in to see my therapist again. I feel like I'm failing, for not being able to keep up with a community I love. I know that I'm not, deep down, but the anxiety is still there, on the surface.
I'm sad that I'm not able to write anything right now. I'm sad that I'm not able to create art. I'm sad that I can't sit down and read, and enjoy, and scream about all sorts of beautiful pieces that get posted. I'm sad that i'm not able to keep up with the friends I've made here.
Having a supportive household has been an incredible benefit for me, it always has. But especially now, when my own brain is kicking me in the ass for reasons I can't even figure out.
I'm so grateful to have a tiny human to focus on, during a time when I'm not able to do much else. All these people bring light and happiness and peace to my life, and I don't know where I'd be without them.
All this being said, I hope you guys understand! I'm not going away any time soon: I'm still here. Lurking. And I absolutely plan on coming back to writing, eventually. That's not something I'd ever give up. Ever.
But I am taking a break, for my own benefit. We gotta take care of ourselves, the same way we desire to take care of others!
So instead of 'goodbye', I'll say this instead: I'll see you guys in a while!
With love,
Cherry <3
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executing · 4 months
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ok so i cant post tooooo much about last night lest i dox myself (like more specifically than i already do) but
so basically i work in a merchandise/warehouse setting for a pet store and do maaaaaaybe ~6 of customer interaction weekly depending on scheduling needs. i do not deal w animals or pet grooming unless there's an emergency and only if im the highest paid person on the corporate ladder. but so after working at 5am and getting home around 3pm, i got to sit on my bed for about an hour before i got called back in bc a dog that was getting groomed in the services side of the store had a fucking seizure and the person responsible for not uhhhhhhhh neglecting the animal wouldnt take it. cue 5 more hours of sitting in an emergency vet half an hour away. and i have to go in and face this person today and be normal for the first half of my shift. i rly cannot overstate that this triggered an actual Mental Health Moment for me. i'd do it again but this was not my job.
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ask-sum-2ps · 6 months
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Awakening
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That's right! guess who's finally back into the swing of things! your favorite pink haired fox thing, things have finally settled down. and i'm somewhat caught up with my collage work, but now i feel safe and mentally secure enough to start working on my blog and my boys again; if you all have noticed or not the blog has gotten some visual upgrades, mainly it is lore and that lore will be unlocked going further down the line. i want the lore to be like a fun puzzle, i will be sprinkling hints as i go. now that states this blog will still be goofy silly haha 2p hot men, but lore is still fun to have and i like making it now some more updates below
For Starters, it's been a while since i've shared about my precious cats. We'll start with my older son, Thomas (tried to be Tomato but Thomas stuck) he is a big fat boy, love him a lots and his Brother Catalina (we thought he was a girl until he grew nuts)
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so those are how the cats are and of course if you guys ever want i'll happily show some more pictues of my sweet baby boys. but now to the actual star of the blog and what you really wanna see. . . . . .
Me (just kidding)
Now the 2ps, so i have made a realization that on this blog i currently have 41 2p characters for the blog and 164 characters in total for the blog. so to make it so i don't end up fucking dying from trying to ya know trying to draw and keep track of every character. i will be separating main 2ps from side 2ps, you can of course still talk and ask the side cast stuff but i will mainly be focusing on the main cast. speaking off the main cast they will be getting some outfit changes/new looks just because i wanna give them some nicer outfits, the main cast will also be getting some more Indepth information that i will be posting on the blog so you can learn more about some of the lore i have for them
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Klaus and Azrail are in grey cube jail because they are so ungodly pale that they disappear on the white background so i needed a different color to help them pop out but looking at it they are still kinda pale, at least they're a little bit more visible.
of course i also have a good few asks that i need to answer from last i left the blog off, although i won't be answering all of them as i will mainly be cleaning out my inbox and answering the ones that i feel like i can answer in a way that won't be disappointing. that includes a joke one my boyfriend gave because he is silly (i love him despite his silliness) so rest assure that there will be some asks finally answered but i hope i will get some new ones seeing as i will be more active (the art will be simpilar to help me do this easier)
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i will also be doing more artist adventures with my 2ps, one of those things i want to do is animation and animatics. so expect to see some of those in the future, but if you would like to see early wips and other stuff i may do i do have a youtube channel although so far it's only character playlists for some random 2ps but i will still give the link if you guys are interested
um i'm not sure what else i should mention in this update, uhhhhhhhh oh! right you might be wondering why i'm orange simple reason is that it's autumn so ya'know orange. yeah seeing as my Sona Jam is an animal like creature i made it so she changes during the seasons. mainly to reflect how i like to change during the seasons (close and hair wise) funny enough in the species i made for Jam the they only change for winter but Jam is special as she changes seasonally.
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each are different flavored too, Spring: Strawberry Lemonade, Summer: Cherry lemonade, Autumn: Orange Lemonade, Winter: Blackberry Lemonade
and those should be all the updates i need to give, i'm happy to be back! i missed everyone a lot
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