My sweet little man got a hair cut yesterday and got a little bowtie.
Last few days in my bachelorette pad before moving in with the beaux and I’m spending it just the way I want to - a nice sweaty yoga sesh and some tasty carry-out Chipotle on the deck.
Én már csak végre kiakarok lépni az árnyékodból!
Mixed affective state – a state with traits of both mania and depression (e.g. irritability, low mood, suicidality, and racing thoughts at the same time).
Helped to paint a whole entire room today. A whole entire room. My arms are going to be killing me in the morning. Helping to paint another whole entire room tomorrow. I could do this for a living. It’s a possibility. Now I know why builder’s tea has so many sugars.
Out of context 3yo: “You shouldn’t put ice cream in the junkyard. That would be sad.”
You know those rackets with a ball on a string that bounces back?
Because same, except my head is the racket in this scenario and I am repeatedly getting hit in the head. Thoink.
When will I learn how to manage time? To make somewhat good estimates?
Either I learn to catch that ball before it hits my head or grow tougher skin.
Its the time of year where I want to take like 3 showers a day
Does anyone else’s jaw get really sore just chewing something slightly tougher than usual?
Hypocrisy is the absolute worst.
I don’t care if you want to pull me up on my mistakes, I’m not perfect after all, but don’t then do exactly the same thing I did and not get pulled up on it.
It puts me in a position where I have higher standards to live up to and it’s not fair.
I was a funny kid.
I once played I was Poor™ and sat in a wooden box and plain white half a loaf of bread (well Aladdin made it seem like a treat, u know!)
Also once in the daycare we were asked to choose profession’s, I guess the carers were expecting everyone to choose something fun and cool, astronauts, rally drivers, what not, well guess what I chose?
I wanted to be a French poor laundry woman. Carers were like ya sure? Ya don’t wanna pick something more fun or idk normal? But nah I was very set on choosing especially a poor and a French laundry lady. Little me thought that washing other people’s clothes in Seine with one of those metal things was the best option.
Of course I also played to be native American person a bit too (small town in the 90’s, u kno how it is), WELL I really didn’t know what native American people actually did, so my playing was usually hiding to avoid cowboys (which was bit boring to play alone) and drinking from ceramic bowls instead of cups.
Like I said, I was a funny kid.
Today I’m depressed but yesterday was better. My hair is like a UV light :)
They were disappointed.
As they came closer, my instinct was to run
I always did,
“What do you want in life?” They asked,
I did not respond but averted my gaze
“What do you want in life?”They sounded more frantic,
Yet still I did not respond
“What do you want in life?” Disgust in their eyes,
I opened my mouth to whisper
“Nothing and everything”
Przywiązuje się do głupich rzeczy kubka, zegarka, książki, zdjęcia czy rysunku, a ludzie mi mówią abym się nie załamywał po staracie bliskiej osoby… Łatwo mówić
Devi credere in te stesso.
Anche quando tutto sembra inutile, quando vorresti mollare la presa, scappare il più lontano possibile, arrenderti… Non lo fare, credi in te stesso.
Non abbandonare niente, per nessuno, non lasciarti ingannare dalla malinconia istantanea, pensa in grande, pensa il Grande.
Credi in te stesso, perché se non lo fai tu, nessuno lo farà al posto tuo.