#my life is a nightmare

[its-tim-time]

Well I think I’m missing my flight

#the magnus archives #the magnus institute #the magnus institute archives #tma #timothy stoker #tma rp #rp #god fucking dammit #i swear to god #it never fucking ends #my life is a nightmare #I wasn’t even flying delta and still it’s a nightmare

[misty-moth]

Having an empty queue is strange 😥 I feel like I’m being quiet. Calm.

I don’t wanna be quiet or calm about Ikemen art

#but i also need to use my daily chapter tickets on all four games 😖 #and work on whb #my life is a nightmare #anyway here’s wonderwall

[ghostiebites]

I grew up impatient, so God is giving me the greatest test of patience yet (I’m waiting for him to text me back.)

#obsessive love #i’m normal #relatable #relationship #like ahhhh #why do i do this to myself #it’s like #I don’t want to be a burden #but I also want to constantly be talking to him #my life is a nightmare #sobbinf #me when I say I’m going to focus on myself #attachment issues

[lordtonic]

thinks v hard about ships my friends barely have muse for

#my life is a NIGHTMARE #NOT THEIR FAULT I'm just here fucking STEWING like SOUP

[ur-mom-64209]

I meant Noahsworld96 being a bad person as a joke 😭 What's happening with the grass??

whenever we're sitting on or near grass, he'll grab some of it and put it in my hair. once down my shirt but that was only once. he'll add grass to separate layers of my hair and bury it in there. he'll add either so much and/or scatter it around in my hair enough to where i can't find all of it.

then someone will point out grass in my hair hours later. i once went 3 days trying to wash it all out. next time he does it or tries to do it i'm punching him.

#my life is a nightmare #he's gotten good at hiding the fact he's doing it

[reelovesbuckybarnes]

@iss-avibe this is for you.

Thank you being here for me when no when else is.

Things are getting hard for me on here. I really do want to stay on here but those anonymous people are making it so hard for me. I can't even be with a decent rp partner. I an one lonely person...

I am still deciding on leaving tumblr. I am really deciding that (wait until another anonymous user comes and bashes me again) .

@warrior-in-pain i also have to thank you for sticking with me through all of this. I am having a very tough time at the moment. Things are not getting easier for me on here. I used to be happy on here. I used to have fun on here. Now many wants me gone , away from here. Many can't wait to see gone from tumblr.

But i wanna give you a virtual hug for being such an absolute sweetheart 💖. And i really do appreciate it so much too i mean it.

#i need love #i need you #be here now #my life is a nightmare

[firemedicdiaz]

Back to the ER I go.

#my life is a nightmare #the surgery that was supposed to fix me #made everything worse #🙃 #personal

[romanparrishlynch]

God.. marriage is such a scam though... Whoever thought you needed another set family to disappoint must have been a fucking sadist.

#personal #my life is a nightmare #ramblings #and i have no idea what i'm doing

[tallmadge]

AHHHHHHHHHHHUHHHHH

#my life is a NIGHTMARE #sometimes someone will say something to you and it will mean you just can’t sleep for #four days

[ironsleep]

i am so sick (but not with covid??? like i haven’t been this sick in forever and i have no idea what it is) and so I called out of work today and I got fired bc of it??

#my life is a nightmare

[spandexbutterfly4lyfe]

I’m so mad I had migraines three entire days in a row and then I woke up feeling magnificent today and all I really did was take a shower and bake some cookies before getting another migraine. Literally have 2 loads of laundry in and another migraine rn

#my life is a nightmare

[getyourcraaayon]

I can’t believe I didn’t let my fortnite update before leaving for bali

#my life is a nightmare

[moss-777]

when will it all just end

#i hate my liiiiife #my life is a nightmare #life is shit #lol kms

[iamnotbright]

I tend to get migraines when it's sunny out and I want it as dark as possible in my room but I've covered the window with the blind and two blankets and light is still getting through

#my life is a nightmare

[stil-lindigo]

lead balloon (the tumblr post that saved me)

if this comic resonated with you, it would mean the world to me if you donated to this palestinian family's escape fund.

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no creative notes because this isn't that kind of comic.

I know I don’t owe any of you anything but I still felt compelled to write about my long term absence. And I feel far enough away from the dangerous spot I was in to be able to make this comic. I have a therapist now, and she agreed that making this could be a very cathartic gesture, and the start of properly leaving these thoughts behind me. I am still, at seemingly random times, blindsided by fleeting desires to kill myself. They’re always passing urges, but it’s disarming, and uncomfortable. I worry sometimes that my brain’s spent so long thinking only about suicide that it’s forgotten how to think about anything else. Like, now that I've opened that door for myself, I'll never be able to fully shut it again. But I’m trying my best to encourage my mind in other directions. We'll see how that goes.

I am still donating all proceeds from my store to Palestinian causes. So far, I've donated over $15K, not including donations coming from my own pocket or the fundraising streams which jointly raised around $10K. In the time since I made my initial post about where this money would be going, the focus has shifted from aid organisations to directly donating to escape funds.

If you'd like to do the same, you can look at Operation Olive Branch, which hosts hundreds of Palestinian escape funds or donate to Safebow, which has helped facilitate the safe crossing and securing of important medical procedures for over 150 at-risk palestinians since the beginning of the genocide.

#cw: suicidal ideation #cw: suicide #cw: self harm #cw: mental health #cw: depression #i made the balloon the main representation of my self destructive urges for a reason but im not going to explain it #i tried to keep a lot of the details in this vague #it would be my worst nightmare if this comic encouraged someone to hurt themselves #so. please dont #for a long time even the thought of making this comic felt so insipid and narcissistic #with the state of the world as it is #having the only threat to your life be yourself felt so privileged and trite and shameful #but doing this comic made me sit down and process things in full #and im just. very grateful i didn't give in to my thoughts back when i sincerely felt i'd be more useful to the world dead #i also feel the need to say that this wont represent everyone's battle with mental illness. its unfortunately different for all of us #there is no fix-all #and im afraid this might be one of those comics that either resonates a lot or misses the target by a mile #i made it for myself foremost. and now that its done im glad i did it #thank you for reading #and please stay alive #stillindigo art #stillindigo comics

[ghostiebites]

Wow eyeliner looks good on me, sometimes I wonder if I’ll ever be deserving of a long-lasting relationship

#love quotes #relatable #sobbinf #my life is a nightmare #why can’t i be happy #I wish all couples an amazing October /s #just kidding I’m not a hater